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Tuesday, February 28, 2006 / Tuesday, February 28, 2006
hah. sometimes. nazurah makes the best quotes.. and i shall quote from her.
"i know i can't be that far from you, if we're both looking on the same side of the moon"
nazurah makes the best quotes.. and i think right, he's not far from me tau. sooooo near, yet sooo very far. very the sadd okayy. =(
/ Tuesday, February 28, 2006
polly pocket boyfriend
inflatable boyfriend
real boyfriend
haha.. inside joke.. very inside.. haha.. dah TAG eh nazurah! i miss you soo much! MUCH LOVE. <33333 =)
/ Tuesday, February 28, 2006
dah today. i become good gerl go school not like that day, never go school , amke wani mad onlyyyy.... but then absence makes the heart grow fonder ryteee.. haha.. i know you very the fond with me oneee.. haha. so yeah arrived ON TIME for school. haha.. was breathing heavily lah sia.. malu okay.. come in when plp all want to stand for pledge and sing2 national enthem. but wooohooo! i was not late.. and i blardy happy alreadylah.. lucky, my belt never fall2.. or else confrim LATE. tet. haha
so yeah.. go for classes like nice little girl people know i am. huahua. then went for econs tutirial where somebody eh sat in front of teacher seyy... wah2.. touching like that eh. hahs. then.. had lit and ayder2.. i have no idea why i am taking literature.. i cannot think beyond the poem okayy.. not good. later fail how?haha..
then..break went for math lecture.. where i don't understand a thinglah..so yeah. then i bored. i see pretty pencil box and take picture.. yay afiqah! congrats for having pretty pencil box..hahaha
oh oh.. and I and hui ren bought cake and lolly for mr ser just for the fun of it. wasted lah sia my one dollar, give food to mr ser. for what sey, give me eat better kann.. but then cannot be buruk siku and ask people pay back right..yeahlah.. shall be the gracious person that i am not..haha
then sleep during gp lecture..tired lah sia..
then after that got break.. and 3 goondus decided to go up second floor library to catch up on reading nonsensical books..
haha.. cute right the picture. dah tet. no comments. haha. staring at what onlyyyy tau. hahahha
haha... this one fadz.. the person asking us all the questions which i have no idea what issit about. hahs.eh eh fun okayy.. we play who wants to be a millionaire? style apeee.. play to be millionaire.. wooohoo~
then this one fadz asking ery question2 to see if she smart or not..haha. but then kann.. she get more money than me tau.. *dies of embarassment*( haha..okies.i am soo not sure how that is spelled. i need my spelling teacher NOW!)
see... clever ery.. she read book about flags.. conferm can win one million rupiah one..muahahha.. okay.. farahin being meanie.. tet. not good for my health. nyaaaaah!
then nothing better to do, take picture of ceiling. hah. i shall miss you book case and light and ceiling of the corner where we sit.hahs. i am sooo not making sense okayyy.
and this one random shot...tralallaa~
okays..so then.. money need to save for bills and outnigs so cannot go eat with they all at parkway. so went home. slept in bus. walk home. but chocolate pancake. get home.kakak say she cooking fried rice. haha. waste money buy pancake onlyy. wasted.. haha.. okaylah..her cooking not bad.. haha.. but then when i learn to cook ( which is sadly never ever..muahahah) confirm better than her frird rice..hahah
kay dah thanks akak for making me not hungry no more.
oh and i am haing muscle cramps. hahs. must be because i never warm up enough tau. now my whole body aching. feel like old lady already. so yeah, haha.. no need exercise lah ehh.. not good for health..haha yeah right. if like this never will there come a day farahin ppl say ' eh eh you lost weight eh..' hahha.. okay randoms.
oh and and.. library is soo cool now okayyy. got hugo room for ppl who just got their pimples and everywhere itchy2 already.muahaha
kay dah.BYE!
260206 - family outing! wooohoo~
Sunday, February 26, 2006 / Sunday, February 26, 2006
hah.okays.so yeah. woke up early today to go geylang for breakfast. okay actually not that early.like 10+ like that. can right. usually i won't be awake at that time on a sunday unless of course there are things i have to attend to.haha. step busy only me. so yeah. ibu and ayah wanted to go there because they say today was teh last day the market is going to be selling there. so yeaps, wanted to capture the moments in geylang before they change to the new clean place.hah. so sad. never mind. i did capture a video of the fun-ness being in geylang.hah. the video is sooo cute okay. of courselah, i am the director. don't play2 okayy..haha.yeaps. so the pictures i took today. and i absolutely love my family! woohooo~ i love sundays coz we get to roam around singapore.. anything to go out kayy.. =)
so yeap. this is the sign you will seelah befeor you enter the market area.haha. i felt like some jakun0ist kay taking all th epictures. but what to do, circumstances needed me not to be shy. at all. haha.
haha. i wanted to take this picture, because i also don't know the reason. it's just so geylang-ish. although i know it can be seen everywhere, but then..hecklah.. i always see it whenever i eneter geylang.so it will be etched in my memory forever okayyy. =)
oh. and of course. i need to capture this place. it is my favourite place! haha.. okaylah, i love chendol and i think their's is the best onelah. i think. hah. coz the rest eitehr too sweet, nit nice, not sweet. or yader2. haha.. but then style right the chendol stall. i wonder if this is the stall.. hahha..
and then since we were there for breakfast and i am hungry.. very..hahs. we go makan!
see.. my sisters also love the camera kayy..haha. but then picture quality not nice. i have no idea what happened to my camera at the food court. oh and the price of rice with its additional stuff is expensive eh. i rather buy mcdonald's student meal. hah. now you know why my weight is balooning kayy.haha
okays. so then. we go walk2 around.. see what we will miss. the feeling. the atmosphere.hahs. so sad eh..in a few years time or when my kids grow up, they will never get to experience the old geylang. i don't think the rowdiness and teh kecoh-ness will change. but then they will miss the smell and the somthing feeling.hah. i can't put my finger to it. so deal.haha
pretty right the steps. haha. nice photo.i like it.it doesn't feel so stagnant because there are movements in the picture. the steps that will lead you into the whole maket area..=)
and the signs that you will see. hah. first time i notice the no rickshaw sign.haha. okays. i know i am slow. but then, i wonder in all my 16 years, i am so not observant. tsk2. i feel sad for myself. maybe in those times of carelessly looking around. i might have seen something.. haha. but no, i'll never remember because i am not observant enough.haha
and the many2 stuff they sell. hahs.
the many2 kain..
and the many2 ppl passing by..haha. dad in red shirt. mom in green. lil sis in black and i have no idea where my older sis is. haha. i think she was beside me. but then i cannot remember because of my bad memory.haha
cute eh this picture. i know..haha. and its all green. did u notice. and the little girl is so engrossed looking at something. hahs.
the block which will be demolished.block 3.sooo sad. dah. say your goodbyes.BYE!
eh eh.. ppl still living here. why they haven't move flat yet? hahs. don't ask me why i took this picture. it just attracted my eye, because it shows that people did live here still. haha. okay tahts obvious. it is afterall a flat isn't it. haha. okays.
the row of houses. i am not sure if this is ow of houses also getting demolished.i guess so. and i think my ucle's ex-gf used to live here. hahs. if i rememeber correctly that is.
and the people buying things at a cheaper price.. every tiem i go market with my family, i am sure to see a crowd at this place.
the opposite side.
the stuff being sold opposite the block, near the traffic light.
so then, we left the place and we went to roam other places in sinagpore. this is the bridge near the victoria concert hall.
the lamp adds a little nice effect to the lines of the bridge.haish. i shoud buy a camera which is not a digital one. but wait. i think my dad have one already. hahs. dah i am going to find it and go take pictures with a film.hah. so looong never do that. hahs. but then it will waste more money okay to develop. hah. black room!! no.. i cannot go into a balck room. the shutetr movie scared me to death already.hahs.
so then we went to toa payoh. walk2 around. drank coffee. bought stuff. oh my, the person does not have a good nose fore perfumes okayy.. all the perfumes she chose for us was sooo ughhh.. haha. it eitehr smelt too flowery, reminded us of not nice things or stuff like that. then we went to cash converters and got this cute malay guy who has tattoo on his left hand.. hahs. and his friend not badlahh..haha. oh and the library there is huge. hah.. and it is old. my parents have memories there okayy. haha.
then went to bedok. ibu wanted to buy dessert from a shop she said the serves nice dessert. yeaps. the dessert was nice. hah. come i brg u there kayyy.
then on the way home, my sisters took pictures.. haha. kaylah.. this is not the most nicest picture of them. but then the rest all they alone2.haha.take too much space in my blog.cannot kayy.haha
then of course melahh. haha.. not happy my sisters take many2 pictures. so must tak emy picture also ah. haha.
oh and the malay movie i watched yesterday made me cry okay.. it was so touching. reminded me of someone i know sooo well. i think the title is KASIH RELAKU PUJUK . nice sey the story..
moral of the story is. if you love that somebody, don't be scared to tell him, because if you don't tell him he'll never know and if he falls in love with another person and not you, you can't do anything because it's your fault in the first place for not telling him. and true love will never fade away,in the first place you will never walk away from the one you truly love.
wah2.. haha. step i know anything about love only.haha. padehal2.. you know i know lah.. haha. conferms i learnt from the lives of my friends.
haha. okay. i guess thats all for today.
oh. am not coming school tomorrow. hahs. go miss me lah eh. like real like that. =)
Saturday, February 25, 2006 / Saturday, February 25, 2006
pretty things can only be enjoyed if you observe your surroundings and look close enough.. last friday came to school early and saw the morning sky. it was soo pretty. it was much, much prettier than the two pictures uploaded. it felt so unreal.. so nicee and calming..i like~
hah.okays. i love the poem at amirah's blog.. it feels so true.. come i show you..
One Flaw In Women
By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart and she will do everything with only two hands.
"The angel was astounded at the requirements. Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish. "But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart.
She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days.
"The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you have made her so soft, Lord." "She is soft," the Lord agreed, "but I have also made her tough. You have no idea what she can endure or accomplish."
"Will she be able to think?", asked the angel. The Lord replied, "Not only will she be able to think, she will be able to reason and negotiate."
The angel then noticed something,and reaching out, touched the woman's cheek. "Oops, it looks like you have a leak in this model. I told you that you were trying to put too much into this one." "That's not a leak," The Lord corrected, "that's a tear!" "What's the tear for?" the angel asked.
The Lord said, "The tear is her way of expressing her joy, her sorrow, her pain, her disappointment, her love, her loneliness, her grief and her pride." The angel was impressed. "You are a genius, Lord. You thought of everything! Woman is truly amazing.
"And she is! Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness,love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about you. The heart of a woman is what makes the world keep turning. They bring joy, hope and love. They have compassion and ideals. They give moral support to their family and friends. Women have vital things to say and everything to give.
HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN, IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH
Thursday, February 23, 2006 / Thursday, February 23, 2006
hah. early morning already ponteng class, go commerce econs class. quite funlah. but like many things he say like that. confused. haish. i shall just have to read back the notes they gave us.. woho...
then where did i go eh.. oh i think i went for break. yeaps. i think so. haha.. dah..i cannot remember what i did today..haha. but i know i went for math tutorial which was exciting coz it reminds me of a math class..haha.. i miss ms yeo okayyy. and then skipped gp, econs and the rest of the other classes after that.. instead i went for mb and accounts lecture. which was oh-so fun. wheee~ i love mb lectures. yayyyy! oh and i passes my mb test okayy.. i like~ but then seeing that i copid luqman's first 2 answers.. haha. cannnlah. and of course malay!
chiaks! haha.. me and fiqah during accounts lecture.. there's always time for a kodak moment.hah.=)
you know that i know that if we don't go lessons, we must be doing something kann.. like go wash the toilet. sweep the gym floor. smile2 for camera. sit in the library and smile2 at camera. read books and find hot people. actually read the books. emo at one corner. oh and of course DO NOTHING. the ultimate favourite.hahs.
seee.. books also wanna kpo2 take picture okayy.. haha.. secret hideaway from big giant monsters!!! aaaah~
then you don't go for lessons, msut have kaki to follow you.. or else you will suffer alone when you get caught..muahahha
seee..they all don't want to kena capture in camera.. or else later ppl know.. ppl tell on us.. not good tau. haha
then..out of boredom.. some ppl think of stooopid poses to take picture of..and one of them is:
this is mr.o .. hahha.. although he died like last year.. he must and shall still be remembered... haha.LAME.
then..must have photo of looking bored.. then ppl know you are bored.. so they can give reason why you take many2 pictures of yourself.hahahaha. but tet. no eh. hahaa
eyh. dis picture pretty eh. that's the cheesecake's cover by the way.hahs.and if you are BLIND. its shaped into a heart shape okayyy.. pretty right..thanks to afiqah of tkgs for the beautiful workmanship.hahs.
and. after you see pretty things.. must stabilise yourself with ugly things right.. so tada!
haha.. the bruise i get from falling of the bike at east coast.hah. not pain no more okayyy.. its just there to make wani squirm.hahahahaha
oh and i have a new layout.hah. dah oh yes. for those who wish to msg me or call me. my phone is not with me. its with the person who is trying to find the faults with it. dah eh. if cannot fix give me new phone ah! hahaha. soo..moral of the story is. you ppl are not spose to msg me or call me lah in this period of mourning of losing my handphone. haha. if you have to contact me.. call my via my hse phonelah deyyy.. =)
kay dah. i feel tired. i need to be doing something after this.hah. wheee~ BYE!
Wednesday, February 22, 2006 / Wednesday, February 22, 2006
yayness.. sempats take picture before going off... haha.. no cookies shared today..but its okay..there's always next time ryte.. some more, sila baking some more this saturday kan.. *winxwinx*hehe..oh.. sajak practice was oooooookkk lah.. but i'm sure the girls can do much, much better tau.=)
eyh.i look so young seh in the picture.yay! =) haha.. sila..u dun look old.. mature. hahs. you know i knowlah.. that my face very not adult ryte.. haha. still pg13 face! woohooo~
tada~ silhoutte of the unknown.. haha.. seelah, don't want take picture.. the silhoutte also cannlah.. hahs. my friend with pretty2 eyes.. hah.=) dah tet. dun kembang2 eh.. later u burst how? haha.. kay farahin LAME. tet.
and den you know, mother and father say go school and study ryte.. but nooo.. pretty2 girls no need study.. haha.. so got 3 pretty girls no need study because they my friends ah.. and my friends got extra privilege..conferms.extra privilege to chill..whoooohooooo~haha.. not happy ah?
haha.. like real like that..nolah.. if u not happy, don't come see melah..i SHY... cannot see angry people..haha.. later they eat me up tau. hahas.
dah.ery happyy playing online pool. excited sey the face..haha
fadz playing online pool also.. no paparazzi while she play her games! hahs.=)
then afiqah.. must concentrate tau..must win ery! wakhakha... but conferm cannlah kannn..=)
eh eh.. like fun like that eh. many2 people play online pool at the same time.hah. okay randomlah eh. tet.
then.. see.. people take pretty2 picture... these people want to take SCAREE picture.. haha.. dah..u scared already? hahs. i know you are kann.. haha
okaylah.. i knowlah...like boring like that my entry today..but then who ask you to read.. dah go and don't read. hahs. if you acually read that line and suddenly wanna stop reading.tet. this is the end of the entry okayy.. so too bad! haha.
oh and.. did i tell you, i have many giler and kecoh friends.. i like okay..they make me look like a normal human being. yayness!
if things don't work out like you want them to.. lie to yourslef that it did. hahs. self-deception.
whooooooaaaaaaa~ i feel like writing a looooooooonnnnnnngggggggg entry.. but then don't know what to write about.. hmm.. oh, AQILAH if you are reading this, get well soon okay!! and i miss you many2! and to the rest of the people who are actually reading this. dah go and tag okayyy.. i write long2 people never read, i sad okayy. =(
haha. i feel HIGH suddenly. oh and tomorrow is a long day.. sad day for me.. hmm.. i shall not ask for tomorrow's timetable. it's not goo dofr my health. haha.
dah.i should really stop typing from now. but noooooo. hah. BYE!
Tuesday, February 21, 2006 / Tuesday, February 21, 2006
hah. in school right now. hahs. yeap. i guess life's has its ups and downs doesn't it..haha.. now i am currently in between.. maybe... tomorow may be my downfall or my day to go uphill.haha. yeah ryte.. okays i am sooo babling my mouth off okays.. muahaha
oh and i have to type this down... later when i old2, i can read my entries all over and read about all the stupid things i did or my friends did.. muahaha
we had lit. lecture just now.. haha.
ery: eh, why can't the poem be about shampoo?
farahin: haha.. yeahlah.. shampoo have legs and hair waddd.. muahaha
okay dah..merepek okay she. haha.. oh and we had econs in the morning..quite okaylah.. i understood at least. hah. luckily i 'pon' my other lessons and crash the commerce class.. haha.. now i feel more clever..muahaha.. yeah ryte..
then crashed their mb class.. haha.. stupid timing. they had a mb test.. sad2..muahaha
okaylah..the bell rang already.. later gg to tkgs to eat cookies! yayness!
eh.okay.. haha.. eeeee....see pimple infestation..muahahhaha... that is why green with envy... kerplaks.. haha.. so yeah. this was taken eons ago.. and i do not have a picture to make my blog happy2..haha
so today..i reached school too early.hahs. so i went to the canteen and stoned and fill my time by staring at strangers and doing nothing.haha. then went fo rtutorial where the teacher is scary. eh.. look at someone else lah eh.. haha.. or maybe because i was responsive. haha. tet. then lecture and break.break and accounts lecture.. haha. i felt sooo lost there.lucky have taufeeq tell me whats happening.hah. oh and did i tell you i was sooo scared to sit at the aisle.. because i wasn't a student of the class and teachers like to pick on middle aisle students.. no no.. not good.. haha.. but then, she did not..soooo lucky me..haha. okaylah lame lahh..i know..
then we had..lit lecture.. hahs. i copied notes...which are normal.. hahs. but ended up not going for tutorial because i didn't wanna go and the rest were not going.oh and of course excluding the two. yeaps. so chilled at the library with fadz and ery.haha. we were reading about haunted places in the world, superstition and murderers. okayy.. hah. we were looking through the murderers book to see if there was any cute or pretty people inside.hahs. and fadz reads what happens and tell us the gory deatils..
a woman was killed by a man. and then the man had an intimate momen with the dead body (you know what i mean, and it sounds super disgusting) and then he cuts some part of her. and then throw it away and then he cuts her head and holds it by the hair and looks into the mirror. THEN he heard noises outside the window and became scared so he ran away into another woman's house but got caught because the woman screamed.
MORAL OF THE STORY: women.. please scream when in danger circumstances okayyy.=)
so yeah. that's one of the stories she read to us. hah. then after that, they stayed in the library for awhile, while i go and find mr ser which was not to be found.hah. so yeah, then we went home..
tadaaa~ super boring kann.. i don't care!! haha..
My wildest dream... ...is to find happiness.. ...in my everyday life..
pretty kannnnnn.. i know.. =)
Friday, February 17, 2006 / Friday, February 17, 2006
haha..okay..what happened today eh? haha. i lugged my vday gifts for my friends today becausei forgot to bring it yesterday.haha.. but then nevermind. haha. was nearly late for school. but was not.haha. so i dun carelah. yeaps. went for math lecture. but then talked to hafizah, my primary skool friend the whole period about how our primary friends did and how they are now.. and guess what.. i dun remember some ppl..sad eh. hah. yeap. den skipped geog because i hate the teacher lah kayy.. and aniwaes the rest all not going. so why should i? haha.so go makan at the canteen... and hand itchy2 want to take picture...hahs. like normal like that ah..
blueks! you not happy eh.. not happy you become happy then you talk to me kayy.. hahah.. stoopid face..=P
then i want to take solo picture..see fadz oso kpo2 want to take with me.. haha. but nevemindlah..make the picture more prettier ryteeee.. hehe.. eh eh.. bodoh eh the face.. nope you cannot comment. only i cann say i look bodoh eh. hahaha.
see... i get pretty PRAWN chocolate..haha.. actually i got 3 chocolates lah.. this one only.. enough time to take picture before getting into my stomach..muahaha.. thanks eh fadz.=)
haha.. so you see.. in school we learn to wear our friends shoes for the whole fun of it.. haha..so fiqah cannot wear my shoes coz its too small. haha.. but i can action..i fit in the shoe ah.. haha.. picture only wadd.. haha
then igo for lit. class and got advice from my tutor saying if i don't take o levels lit. taking a level lit. will be a killer ah. it'll be hard lah.. haha. so yeah.. now i don't know what to take when i go jc..that is if i do lahh..
then didn't go for malay lesson. sedih seh. me dun go malay lesson. very sad ryteeeee. haha
then i tried on asilah's specs.. haha.. nice kann... but then when i wear.. dun i look like the teachers in the seventies? haha. with that annoying face and high pitch voice..haha.. kay.. dun answer that .i don't wanna know the answer.haha.
oh and i figured that i put down myself too much in my entries..so in a bid to self-praise..hahah
I DECLARE THAT I LOVE THYSELF, IN THIS CASE, FARAHIN. HAHA. =)
haha..okay..dat was crackoooo.. but its okayy..hahs. oh then i found the emo pictures at wani's album just yesterday..so must put uplahh.. haha
haha.. see.. everyone soo emo.. rashidah thought of something.miraA thinking of someone. wani looking at someone's picture on the floor fiqah looks bored and sad at the same time thinking abt someting. me hating the look on someone's face..
this one..all happy2 go lucky picture. haha.. i look so slappable.. haha.
dah. i guess that's all. oh and for the ppl taking part in GPA tomorrow all the best! hehs. =)
Tuesday, February 28, 2006 / Tuesday, February 28, 2006
hah. sometimes. nazurah makes the best quotes.. and i shall quote from her.
"i know i can't be that far from you, if we're both looking on the same side of the moon"
nazurah makes the best quotes.. and i think right, he's not far from me tau. sooooo near, yet sooo very far. very the sadd okayy. =(
/ Tuesday, February 28, 2006
polly pocket boyfriend
inflatable boyfriend
real boyfriend
haha.. inside joke.. very inside.. haha.. dah TAG eh nazurah! i miss you soo much! MUCH LOVE. <33333 =)
/ Tuesday, February 28, 2006
dah today. i become good gerl go school not like that day, never go school , amke wani mad onlyyyy.... but then absence makes the heart grow fonder ryteee.. haha.. i know you very the fond with me oneee.. haha. so yeah arrived ON TIME for school. haha.. was breathing heavily lah sia.. malu okay.. come in when plp all want to stand for pledge and sing2 national enthem. but wooohooo! i was not late.. and i blardy happy alreadylah.. lucky, my belt never fall2.. or else confrim LATE. tet. haha
so yeah.. go for classes like nice little girl people know i am. huahua. then went for econs tutirial where somebody eh sat in front of teacher seyy... wah2.. touching like that eh. hahs. then.. had lit and ayder2.. i have no idea why i am taking literature.. i cannot think beyond the poem okayy.. not good. later fail how?haha..
then..break went for math lecture.. where i don't understand a thinglah..so yeah. then i bored. i see pretty pencil box and take picture.. yay afiqah! congrats for having pretty pencil box..hahaha
oh oh.. and I and hui ren bought cake and lolly for mr ser just for the fun of it. wasted lah sia my one dollar, give food to mr ser. for what sey, give me eat better kann.. but then cannot be buruk siku and ask people pay back right..yeahlah.. shall be the gracious person that i am not..haha
then sleep during gp lecture..tired lah sia..
then after that got break.. and 3 goondus decided to go up second floor library to catch up on reading nonsensical books..
haha.. cute right the picture. dah tet. no comments. haha. staring at what onlyyyy tau. hahahha
haha... this one fadz.. the person asking us all the questions which i have no idea what issit about. hahs.eh eh fun okayy.. we play who wants to be a millionaire? style apeee.. play to be millionaire.. wooohoo~
then this one fadz asking ery question2 to see if she smart or not..haha. but then kann.. she get more money than me tau.. *dies of embarassment*( haha..okies.i am soo not sure how that is spelled. i need my spelling teacher NOW!)
see... clever ery.. she read book about flags.. conferm can win one million rupiah one..muahahha.. okay.. farahin being meanie.. tet. not good for my health. nyaaaaah!
then nothing better to do, take picture of ceiling. hah. i shall miss you book case and light and ceiling of the corner where we sit.hahs. i am sooo not making sense okayyy.
and this one random shot...tralallaa~
okays..so then.. money need to save for bills and outnigs so cannot go eat with they all at parkway. so went home. slept in bus. walk home. but chocolate pancake. get home.kakak say she cooking fried rice. haha. waste money buy pancake onlyy. wasted.. haha.. okaylah..her cooking not bad.. haha.. but then when i learn to cook ( which is sadly never ever..muahahah) confirm better than her frird rice..hahah
kay dah thanks akak for making me not hungry no more.
oh and i am haing muscle cramps. hahs. must be because i never warm up enough tau. now my whole body aching. feel like old lady already. so yeah, haha.. no need exercise lah ehh.. not good for health..haha yeah right. if like this never will there come a day farahin ppl say ' eh eh you lost weight eh..' hahha.. okay randoms.
oh and and.. library is soo cool now okayyy. got hugo room for ppl who just got their pimples and everywhere itchy2 already.muahaha
kay dah.BYE!
260206 - family outing! wooohoo~
Sunday, February 26, 2006 / Sunday, February 26, 2006
hah.okays.so yeah. woke up early today to go geylang for breakfast. okay actually not that early.like 10+ like that. can right. usually i won't be awake at that time on a sunday unless of course there are things i have to attend to.haha. step busy only me. so yeah. ibu and ayah wanted to go there because they say today was teh last day the market is going to be selling there. so yeaps, wanted to capture the moments in geylang before they change to the new clean place.hah. so sad. never mind. i did capture a video of the fun-ness being in geylang.hah. the video is sooo cute okay. of courselah, i am the director. don't play2 okayy..haha.yeaps. so the pictures i took today. and i absolutely love my family! woohooo~ i love sundays coz we get to roam around singapore.. anything to go out kayy.. =)
so yeap. this is the sign you will seelah befeor you enter the market area.haha. i felt like some jakun0ist kay taking all th epictures. but what to do, circumstances needed me not to be shy. at all. haha.
haha. i wanted to take this picture, because i also don't know the reason. it's just so geylang-ish. although i know it can be seen everywhere, but then..hecklah.. i always see it whenever i eneter geylang.so it will be etched in my memory forever okayyy. =)
oh. and of course. i need to capture this place. it is my favourite place! haha.. okaylah, i love chendol and i think their's is the best onelah. i think. hah. coz the rest eitehr too sweet, nit nice, not sweet. or yader2. haha.. but then style right the chendol stall. i wonder if this is the stall.. hahha..
and then since we were there for breakfast and i am hungry.. very..hahs. we go makan!
see.. my sisters also love the camera kayy..haha. but then picture quality not nice. i have no idea what happened to my camera at the food court. oh and the price of rice with its additional stuff is expensive eh. i rather buy mcdonald's student meal. hah. now you know why my weight is balooning kayy.haha
okays. so then. we go walk2 around.. see what we will miss. the feeling. the atmosphere.hahs. so sad eh..in a few years time or when my kids grow up, they will never get to experience the old geylang. i don't think the rowdiness and teh kecoh-ness will change. but then they will miss the smell and the somthing feeling.hah. i can't put my finger to it. so deal.haha
pretty right the steps. haha. nice photo.i like it.it doesn't feel so stagnant because there are movements in the picture. the steps that will lead you into the whole maket area..=)
and the signs that you will see. hah. first time i notice the no rickshaw sign.haha. okays. i know i am slow. but then, i wonder in all my 16 years, i am so not observant. tsk2. i feel sad for myself. maybe in those times of carelessly looking around. i might have seen something.. haha. but no, i'll never remember because i am not observant enough.haha
and the many2 stuff they sell. hahs.
the many2 kain..
and the many2 ppl passing by..haha. dad in red shirt. mom in green. lil sis in black and i have no idea where my older sis is. haha. i think she was beside me. but then i cannot remember because of my bad memory.haha
cute eh this picture. i know..haha. and its all green. did u notice. and the little girl is so engrossed looking at something. hahs.
the block which will be demolished.block 3.sooo sad. dah. say your goodbyes.BYE!
eh eh.. ppl still living here. why they haven't move flat yet? hahs. don't ask me why i took this picture. it just attracted my eye, because it shows that people did live here still. haha. okay tahts obvious. it is afterall a flat isn't it. haha. okays.
the row of houses. i am not sure if this is ow of houses also getting demolished.i guess so. and i think my ucle's ex-gf used to live here. hahs. if i rememeber correctly that is.
and the people buying things at a cheaper price.. every tiem i go market with my family, i am sure to see a crowd at this place.
the opposite side.
the stuff being sold opposite the block, near the traffic light.
so then, we left the place and we went to roam other places in sinagpore. this is the bridge near the victoria concert hall.
the lamp adds a little nice effect to the lines of the bridge.haish. i shoud buy a camera which is not a digital one. but wait. i think my dad have one already. hahs. dah i am going to find it and go take pictures with a film.hah. so looong never do that. hahs. but then it will waste more money okay to develop. hah. black room!! no.. i cannot go into a balck room. the shutetr movie scared me to death already.hahs.
so then we went to toa payoh. walk2 around. drank coffee. bought stuff. oh my, the person does not have a good nose fore perfumes okayy.. all the perfumes she chose for us was sooo ughhh.. haha. it eitehr smelt too flowery, reminded us of not nice things or stuff like that. then we went to cash converters and got this cute malay guy who has tattoo on his left hand.. hahs. and his friend not badlahh..haha. oh and the library there is huge. hah.. and it is old. my parents have memories there okayy. haha.
then went to bedok. ibu wanted to buy dessert from a shop she said the serves nice dessert. yeaps. the dessert was nice. hah. come i brg u there kayyy.
then on the way home, my sisters took pictures.. haha. kaylah.. this is not the most nicest picture of them. but then the rest all they alone2.haha.take too much space in my blog.cannot kayy.haha
then of course melahh. haha.. not happy my sisters take many2 pictures. so must tak emy picture also ah. haha.
oh and the malay movie i watched yesterday made me cry okay.. it was so touching. reminded me of someone i know sooo well. i think the title is KASIH RELAKU PUJUK . nice sey the story..
moral of the story is. if you love that somebody, don't be scared to tell him, because if you don't tell him he'll never know and if he falls in love with another person and not you, you can't do anything because it's your fault in the first place for not telling him. and true love will never fade away,in the first place you will never walk away from the one you truly love.
wah2.. haha. step i know anything about love only.haha. padehal2.. you know i know lah.. haha. conferms i learnt from the lives of my friends.
haha. okay. i guess thats all for today.
oh. am not coming school tomorrow. hahs. go miss me lah eh. like real like that. =)
Saturday, February 25, 2006 / Saturday, February 25, 2006
pretty things can only be enjoyed if you observe your surroundings and look close enough.. last friday came to school early and saw the morning sky. it was soo pretty. it was much, much prettier than the two pictures uploaded. it felt so unreal.. so nicee and calming..i like~
hah.okays. i love the poem at amirah's blog.. it feels so true.. come i show you..
One Flaw In Women
By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart and she will do everything with only two hands.
"The angel was astounded at the requirements. Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish. "But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart.
She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days.
"The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you have made her so soft, Lord." "She is soft," the Lord agreed, "but I have also made her tough. You have no idea what she can endure or accomplish."
"Will she be able to think?", asked the angel. The Lord replied, "Not only will she be able to think, she will be able to reason and negotiate."
The angel then noticed something,and reaching out, touched the woman's cheek. "Oops, it looks like you have a leak in this model. I told you that you were trying to put too much into this one." "That's not a leak," The Lord corrected, "that's a tear!" "What's the tear for?" the angel asked.
The Lord said, "The tear is her way of expressing her joy, her sorrow, her pain, her disappointment, her love, her loneliness, her grief and her pride." The angel was impressed. "You are a genius, Lord. You thought of everything! Woman is truly amazing.
"And she is! Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness,love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about you. The heart of a woman is what makes the world keep turning. They bring joy, hope and love. They have compassion and ideals. They give moral support to their family and friends. Women have vital things to say and everything to give.
HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN, IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH
Thursday, February 23, 2006 / Thursday, February 23, 2006
hah. early morning already ponteng class, go commerce econs class. quite funlah. but like many things he say like that. confused. haish. i shall just have to read back the notes they gave us.. woho...
then where did i go eh.. oh i think i went for break. yeaps. i think so. haha.. dah..i cannot remember what i did today..haha. but i know i went for math tutorial which was exciting coz it reminds me of a math class..haha.. i miss ms yeo okayyy. and then skipped gp, econs and the rest of the other classes after that.. instead i went for mb and accounts lecture. which was oh-so fun. wheee~ i love mb lectures. yayyyy! oh and i passes my mb test okayy.. i like~ but then seeing that i copid luqman's first 2 answers.. haha. cannnlah. and of course malay!
chiaks! haha.. me and fiqah during accounts lecture.. there's always time for a kodak moment.hah.=)
you know that i know that if we don't go lessons, we must be doing something kann.. like go wash the toilet. sweep the gym floor. smile2 for camera. sit in the library and smile2 at camera. read books and find hot people. actually read the books. emo at one corner. oh and of course DO NOTHING. the ultimate favourite.hahs.
seee.. books also wanna kpo2 take picture okayy.. haha.. secret hideaway from big giant monsters!!! aaaah~
then you don't go for lessons, msut have kaki to follow you.. or else you will suffer alone when you get caught..muahahha
seee..they all don't want to kena capture in camera.. or else later ppl know.. ppl tell on us.. not good tau. haha
then..out of boredom.. some ppl think of stooopid poses to take picture of..and one of them is:
this is mr.o .. hahha.. although he died like last year.. he must and shall still be remembered... haha.LAME.
then..must have photo of looking bored.. then ppl know you are bored.. so they can give reason why you take many2 pictures of yourself.hahahaha. but tet. no eh. hahaa
eyh. dis picture pretty eh. that's the cheesecake's cover by the way.hahs.and if you are BLIND. its shaped into a heart shape okayyy.. pretty right..thanks to afiqah of tkgs for the beautiful workmanship.hahs.
and. after you see pretty things.. must stabilise yourself with ugly things right.. so tada!
haha.. the bruise i get from falling of the bike at east coast.hah. not pain no more okayyy.. its just there to make wani squirm.hahahahaha
oh and i have a new layout.hah. dah oh yes. for those who wish to msg me or call me. my phone is not with me. its with the person who is trying to find the faults with it. dah eh. if cannot fix give me new phone ah! hahaha. soo..moral of the story is. you ppl are not spose to msg me or call me lah in this period of mourning of losing my handphone. haha. if you have to contact me.. call my via my hse phonelah deyyy.. =)
kay dah. i feel tired. i need to be doing something after this.hah. wheee~ BYE!
Wednesday, February 22, 2006 / Wednesday, February 22, 2006
yayness.. sempats take picture before going off... haha.. no cookies shared today..but its okay..there's always next time ryte.. some more, sila baking some more this saturday kan.. *winxwinx*hehe..oh.. sajak practice was oooooookkk lah.. but i'm sure the girls can do much, much better tau.=)
eyh.i look so young seh in the picture.yay! =) haha.. sila..u dun look old.. mature. hahs. you know i knowlah.. that my face very not adult ryte.. haha. still pg13 face! woohooo~
tada~ silhoutte of the unknown.. haha.. seelah, don't want take picture.. the silhoutte also cannlah.. hahs. my friend with pretty2 eyes.. hah.=) dah tet. dun kembang2 eh.. later u burst how? haha.. kay farahin LAME. tet.
and den you know, mother and father say go school and study ryte.. but nooo.. pretty2 girls no need study.. haha.. so got 3 pretty girls no need study because they my friends ah.. and my friends got extra privilege..conferms.extra privilege to chill..whoooohooooo~haha.. not happy ah?
haha.. like real like that..nolah.. if u not happy, don't come see melah..i SHY... cannot see angry people..haha.. later they eat me up tau. hahas.
dah.ery happyy playing online pool. excited sey the face..haha
fadz playing online pool also.. no paparazzi while she play her games! hahs.=)
then afiqah.. must concentrate tau..must win ery! wakhakha... but conferm cannlah kannn..=)
eh eh.. like fun like that eh. many2 people play online pool at the same time.hah. okay randomlah eh. tet.
then.. see.. people take pretty2 picture... these people want to take SCAREE picture.. haha.. dah..u scared already? hahs. i know you are kann.. haha
okaylah.. i knowlah...like boring like that my entry today..but then who ask you to read.. dah go and don't read. hahs. if you acually read that line and suddenly wanna stop reading.tet. this is the end of the entry okayy.. so too bad! haha.
oh and.. did i tell you, i have many giler and kecoh friends.. i like okay..they make me look like a normal human being. yayness!
if things don't work out like you want them to.. lie to yourslef that it did. hahs. self-deception.
whooooooaaaaaaa~ i feel like writing a looooooooonnnnnnngggggggg entry.. but then don't know what to write about.. hmm.. oh, AQILAH if you are reading this, get well soon okay!! and i miss you many2! and to the rest of the people who are actually reading this. dah go and tag okayyy.. i write long2 people never read, i sad okayy. =(
haha. i feel HIGH suddenly. oh and tomorrow is a long day.. sad day for me.. hmm.. i shall not ask for tomorrow's timetable. it's not goo dofr my health. haha.
dah.i should really stop typing from now. but noooooo. hah. BYE!
Tuesday, February 21, 2006 / Tuesday, February 21, 2006
hah. in school right now. hahs. yeap. i guess life's has its ups and downs doesn't it..haha.. now i am currently in between.. maybe... tomorow may be my downfall or my day to go uphill.haha. yeah ryte.. okays i am sooo babling my mouth off okays.. muahaha
oh and i have to type this down... later when i old2, i can read my entries all over and read about all the stupid things i did or my friends did.. muahaha
we had lit. lecture just now.. haha.
ery: eh, why can't the poem be about shampoo?
farahin: haha.. yeahlah.. shampoo have legs and hair waddd.. muahaha
okay dah..merepek okay she. haha.. oh and we had econs in the morning..quite okaylah.. i understood at least. hah. luckily i 'pon' my other lessons and crash the commerce class.. haha.. now i feel more clever..muahaha.. yeah ryte..
then crashed their mb class.. haha.. stupid timing. they had a mb test.. sad2..muahaha
okaylah..the bell rang already.. later gg to tkgs to eat cookies! yayness!
eh.okay.. haha.. eeeee....see pimple infestation..muahahhaha... that is why green with envy... kerplaks.. haha.. so yeah. this was taken eons ago.. and i do not have a picture to make my blog happy2..haha
so today..i reached school too early.hahs. so i went to the canteen and stoned and fill my time by staring at strangers and doing nothing.haha. then went fo rtutorial where the teacher is scary. eh.. look at someone else lah eh.. haha.. or maybe because i was responsive. haha. tet. then lecture and break.break and accounts lecture.. haha. i felt sooo lost there.lucky have taufeeq tell me whats happening.hah. oh and did i tell you i was sooo scared to sit at the aisle.. because i wasn't a student of the class and teachers like to pick on middle aisle students.. no no.. not good.. haha.. but then, she did not..soooo lucky me..haha. okaylah lame lahh..i know..
then we had..lit lecture.. hahs. i copied notes...which are normal.. hahs. but ended up not going for tutorial because i didn't wanna go and the rest were not going.oh and of course excluding the two. yeaps. so chilled at the library with fadz and ery.haha. we were reading about haunted places in the world, superstition and murderers. okayy.. hah. we were looking through the murderers book to see if there was any cute or pretty people inside.hahs. and fadz reads what happens and tell us the gory deatils..
a woman was killed by a man. and then the man had an intimate momen with the dead body (you know what i mean, and it sounds super disgusting) and then he cuts some part of her. and then throw it away and then he cuts her head and holds it by the hair and looks into the mirror. THEN he heard noises outside the window and became scared so he ran away into another woman's house but got caught because the woman screamed.
MORAL OF THE STORY: women.. please scream when in danger circumstances okayyy.=)
so yeah. that's one of the stories she read to us. hah. then after that, they stayed in the library for awhile, while i go and find mr ser which was not to be found.hah. so yeah, then we went home..
tadaaa~ super boring kann.. i don't care!! haha..
My wildest dream... ...is to find happiness.. ...in my everyday life..
pretty kannnnnn.. i know.. =)
Friday, February 17, 2006 / Friday, February 17, 2006
haha..okay..what happened today eh? haha. i lugged my vday gifts for my friends today becausei forgot to bring it yesterday.haha.. but then nevermind. haha. was nearly late for school. but was not.haha. so i dun carelah. yeaps. went for math lecture. but then talked to hafizah, my primary skool friend the whole period about how our primary friends did and how they are now.. and guess what.. i dun remember some ppl..sad eh. hah. yeap. den skipped geog because i hate the teacher lah kayy.. and aniwaes the rest all not going. so why should i? haha.so go makan at the canteen... and hand itchy2 want to take picture...hahs. like normal like that ah..
blueks! you not happy eh.. not happy you become happy then you talk to me kayy.. hahah.. stoopid face..=P
then i want to take solo picture..see fadz oso kpo2 want to take with me.. haha. but nevemindlah..make the picture more prettier ryteeee.. hehe.. eh eh.. bodoh eh the face.. nope you cannot comment. only i cann say i look bodoh eh. hahaha.
see... i get pretty PRAWN chocolate..haha.. actually i got 3 chocolates lah.. this one only.. enough time to take picture before getting into my stomach..muahaha.. thanks eh fadz.=)
haha.. so you see.. in school we learn to wear our friends shoes for the whole fun of it.. haha..so fiqah cannot wear my shoes coz its too small. haha.. but i can action..i fit in the shoe ah.. haha.. picture only wadd.. haha
then igo for lit. class and got advice from my tutor saying if i don't take o levels lit. taking a level lit. will be a killer ah. it'll be hard lah.. haha. so yeah.. now i don't know what to take when i go jc..that is if i do lahh..
then didn't go for malay lesson. sedih seh. me dun go malay lesson. very sad ryteeeee. haha
then i tried on asilah's specs.. haha.. nice kann... but then when i wear.. dun i look like the teachers in the seventies? haha. with that annoying face and high pitch voice..haha.. kay.. dun answer that .i don't wanna know the answer.haha.
oh and i figured that i put down myself too much in my entries..so in a bid to self-praise..hahah
I DECLARE THAT I LOVE THYSELF, IN THIS CASE, FARAHIN. HAHA. =)
haha..okay..dat was crackoooo.. but its okayy..hahs. oh then i found the emo pictures at wani's album just yesterday..so must put uplahh.. haha
haha.. see.. everyone soo emo.. rashidah thought of something.miraA thinking of someone. wani looking at someone's picture on the floor fiqah looks bored and sad at the same time thinking abt someting. me hating the look on someone's face..
this one..all happy2 go lucky picture. haha.. i look so slappable.. haha.
dah. i guess that's all. oh and for the ppl taking part in GPA tomorrow all the best! hehs. =)
MY PROFILE
Its all about ME!
Hello my name is farahin!
i am not liable for the sappy and increasingly feminist content in this blog
i shall not I REPEAT i shall not be a cynic of love.
it just spoils all the fun out of falling in and out of love
I LOVE THIS!
What I really LOVE!
myself
dance
friends
heels
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shopping when i have the money
myself
WISHLIST!
my WISH upon a star!
get my driving license!! go on a trip with my friends! digital camera :))) dresses.dresses.dresses. go for CAMP! any kind will do! :) hang out with the jayceee people <33
go ice skating!!
visit the SCIENCE centre AND Camwhore!
SWIMMING! strawberry sundaeee pleasee! HEELS! :)