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Friday, December 30, 2005 / Friday, December 30, 2005
whee~
happy new year's eve everyone!!!
going to my new school today. haha. just getting to know th eroute to school. haha. you knowlah me, later can get lost a ll the way in yishun amaciams? haha. scareeee mareeee...
nothing much to update really. oh and don't you think the song below is nice? i loikes tau. hehe
/ Friday, December 30, 2005
urgh.like finally, my blog is back to normal. hehe. had fun out with miss normalsssss.. haha.. but not quite. we have naughty lil' aqilah, annoyingly sweet ms sila, amzaingly clever,pretty and very nice ms hakimah( she the only one who puji me tau.. haha), ms 'always early or on time' jannah, and the amazing ms 'late' jirah.. haha.. and of course me lah.. dun need to describe me.. me the vogue2 one.. haha.. yeah raites..
shopping at expo and bought the essentials. haha. then we were contemplating whether to eat at food culture or at the airport.. finally chose the airport. hmm.. i like the 'scenery' there. haha.. soo many man in uniforms..haha..touching. but i din feel good, so was sitting very nicely with my girls and laughing at old times. haha..
after that late lunch. had the urge to eat swensen's ice creams, so we went and get each of us ice cream!! it was soooo nice! yummeh!haha and aqilah's ice cream's name is sooo cute. chocolate freckles. very cute tau. haha. teh chocolate has freckles. how cute. hahahaha. ohkey. fine, if u dun gettit. move long. haha
sila and hakimah. lurb them!
aqilah. the best partner i can ever have. =)
jannah and jirah.mish them already.
oh. and the bright light is actually my food lah eh. all finished and behind it is jannah's meal of prata which has already been eaten.
oh yeah. can't wait for the end of january. the working girls get their pay and we get our treat!! yay!! whoopeey doo~ oh and i think i am really gaining weight. i weigh like an elephant already. okay maybe an exagerration, but then, really.. ish2.. i feel sad for myself.. hmm.. to think about it, not yet. haha
dah, i am crapping already.. boo!
/ Friday, December 30, 2005
where art thou?
I'm staring out at the sky Praying that he will walk in my life Where is the man of my dreams yeah yeah I'll wait forever, how silly it seems How does he laugh, how does he cry What's the color of his eyes Does he even realize, I'm here Where is he, where is he, where is he Where is this beautiful guy Who is he, who is he Who's gonna take me so high Where is he, where is he Where is this beautiful guy Who is he, who is he Who's gonna take me so high Lalalalala(Where are you)
uhuh. i hate what happened. urg. bad blog.
/ Friday, December 30, 2005
urgh.like finally, my blog is back to normal. hehe. had fun out with miss normalsssss.. haha.. but not quite. we have naughty lil' aqilah, annoyingly sweet ms sila, amzaingly clever,pretty and very nice ms hakimah( she the only one who puji me tau.. haha), ms 'always early or on time' jannah, and the amazing ms 'late' jirah.. haha.. and of course me lah.. dun need to describe me.. me the vogue2 one.. haha.. yeah raites..
shopping at expo and bought the essentials. haha. then we were contemplating whether to eat at food culture or at the airport.. finally chose the airport. hmm.. i like the 'scenery' there. haha.. soo many man in uniforms..haha..touching. but i din feel good, so was sitting very nicely with my girls and laughing at old times. haha..
after that late lunch. had the urge to eat swensen's ice creams, so we went and get each of us ice cream!! it was soooo nice! yummeh!haha and aqilah's ice cream's name is sooo cute. chocolate freckles. very cute tau. haha. teh chocolate has freckles. how cute. hahahaha. ohkey. fine, if u dun gettit. move long. haha
sila and hakimah. lurb them!
aqilah. the best partner i can ever have. =)
jannah and jirah.mish them already.
oh. and the bright light is actually my food lah eh. all finished and behind it is jannah's meal of prata which has already been eaten.
oh yeah. can't wait for the end of january. the working girls get their pay and we get our treat!! yay!! whoopeey doo~ oh and i think i am really gaining weight. i weigh like an elephant already. okay maybe an exagerration, but then, really.. ish2.. i feel sad for myself.. hmm.. to think about it, not yet. haha
dah, i am crapping already.. boo!
/ Friday, December 30, 2005
mommy!! help me!! what is wrong with this blog of mine..hmm..wondering if i should change for teh coming year..not sure yet..
Wednesday, December 28, 2005 / Wednesday, December 28, 2005
How to make a farahin
Ingredients: 3 parts success 3 parts courage 3 parts beauty
Method: Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add caring to taste! Do not overindulge!
/ Wednesday, December 28, 2005
i am emotional and i am short-tempered.
i gotta learn how to deal..
newest resolution which comes to mind..
i guess i don't mean anything huh..
dah, i am going to go off now..
something's burning...
Tuesday, December 27, 2005 / Tuesday, December 27, 2005
2005 is coming to an end.. it's time for resolutions for the new year.. i'm not sure i want to make any for next year.. i just have many wants..
i hope my o level results will allow me to go to the jc of my choice..
i hope that in the coming year ahead, my friends would still be there..
i want to save enough money for a digital camera..whee~
i want to do well in my studies..
oh and of course, the unbearable quest to lose weight..
and to do that, i have to eat healthily.. sometimes..muaahhaha
hmm.. i have been thinking, what has been happenning in 2005?
firstly, i made new friends at my tuition class..
got closer to a few friends of mine..old and new..
made new friends who i can chill with after school..or in the bus.. haha
had a few surprises..like my birthday party and the video i made for the class..
i made an effort to practice my a maths, although eventually i still suck at it..
4e8's birthday party..
malay dance syf..
chilling and practicing with the malay dancers..
friday dance workouts..
hari raya open house..
buying presents for fellow classmates..
buka with my darling girlfriends..all of them..
crying so badly and burukly on a friend's shoulder..
muylan's farewell to cambodia..
masselia's secret, which till today i have no idea what is it about..
eating the best cheesecake i've ever tasted at coffeebeans with darling.. okays, i've only eaten 4, but still..haha
chicken cheese dosai!!!
cut my hair by a hairstylist, like finally.. haha for this year lah..
crap around in the classroom and dancing to my own tunes anytime in the classroom..haha
the ss documentary, my group and i made..whee~
mdm azizan's hug which made me nearly cry, okay i did tear.. hehe
malay class is forever LOVE!
the times 4e8 spent trying to take the lesson of course, innocently of course..hehe
ME being blur every lesson..haha
aqilah's cramps and esther telling me to listen to the teachers..
saf, amirah and my secret smiles to each other at different tiems of the day..
every recess time, either spent studying, going to NEF, skipping NEF or listening to tales of those whoare wiser in things..
playing swings sometiems with amy,faz,saba and mal
haha..the stupid delivery guy..who very the prasan
SOUTHPARK!!!!
studying at the study area beside the market with thou faithful partner in studying, masselia..heh.
zany parade 2005..ms johara was smiling sooo widely when we won!!hehe
sports day was an ACHEIVEMENT..
and i finally became 16.. haha..
yeaps.. that's some of the things i can think about..all the nice moments.. i guess its a fulfilling year... i like it in someway or the other.. i miss my friends.. can't wait for tomorrow.. whee! we go take neoprints kay?? or.. i shall just take many2 pictures of you people..
lala~ anybody wanna lend me their adobe photoshop cd?? i need it to change my layout.. to make it more me.. haha..pretty please..
oh and i am in need of new songs to listen to.. anybody have suggestions? haha.. just tag aits.. taaaa~
what if..
/ Tuesday, December 27, 2005
PEMUJA RAHASIA
Kuawali hariku dengan mendoakanmu Agar kau slalu sehat dan bahagia disana Sebelum kau melupakanku lebih jauh.. Sebelum kau meninggalkanku lebih jauh..
Ku tak pernah berharap kau kan merindukan keberadaanku, Yang menyedihkan ini Kuhanya ingin bila kau melihatku kapanpun, dimanapun Hatimu kan berkata seperti ini..
Pria ini lah yang jatuh hati padamu Pria ini lah yang kan slalu memujamu Aha.. yeah.. aha.. yeah.. Begitu para rapper coba menghiburku
Aku lah orang yang selalu menaruh bunga Dan menuliskan cinta diatas meja kerjamu Aku lah orang yang kan slalu mengawasimu Menikmati indahmu dari sisi gelapku Dan biarkan aku jadi pemuja-mu Jangan pernah hiraukan, perasaan hatiku Tenanglah tenang pujaan hatiku, sayang Aku takkan sampai hati bila menyentuhmu
Mungkin kau takkan pernah tau Betapa mudahnya kau untuk dikagumi Mungkin kau takkan pernah sadar Betapa mudahnya kau untuk dicintai
Aku lah orang yang akan selalu memujamu Aku lah orang yang akan selalu mengintai mu Aku lah orang yang akan selalu memujamu Aku lah orang yang akan selalu mengintai mu..
Karna hanya dengan perasaan rinduku Yang dalam padamu, kupertahankan hidup Maka hanya dengan jejak-jejak hatimu Ada arti kutelusuri hidup ini
Selamanya hanya ku bisa memujamu... Selamanya hanya ku bisa merindukanmu...
My hair is cute & i am VAIN
Monday, December 26, 2005 / Monday, December 26, 2005
hah. seeeeee how long my hair was befoer i cut it.. haha..
it's just a little shorter now.. muahaha..
semangats take this picture before going to KL...
eeeeeee... nooo.. look at that urgley face..haha..
was trying for " i have long hair and you don't" look..
confirm tak jadi..
aha.. see the ponytail..now my ponytail is damn pendek cannn...
and look like shortage of hair..haha
sadako returns... muahahha..
in a much distorted version.. haha.. look at the length of my fringe..
its LONG!and now it's not..very saddening...
haha.. dah.. just wanted to share those vain moments with my dearest friends.. muahahaha lalalala~ i think i am going crazy.. nyaahahhah... oh can't wait for thursday!! cheesecake here i come!! oh..
and there better be a cute waiter..
haha.. if not still got time to hire one... GOO!!!
oh and salaam namaste is a VERY nice movie.. i LOVE it!! hehe
and.. salon is an okay movie..
him: " Hi, you are my 99% perfect girl.."
her: "oh, so have you found your 100% perfect girl yet?"
him:" nope, not yet.."
haha.. i don't think the script was like that.. but i like the 99% perfect girl thing.. haha.. kiotz...
Sunday, December 25, 2005 / Sunday, December 25, 2005
i am going to miss 2005.. memories.. friendships.. tkg.. dance.. hanging loose.. eating with freidns.. laughing.. mad times.. the squabbles.. the sadness.. everything.. everyone keeps saying how 2005 was a crappy year.. well, i don't think so.. i think its a great year.. it is the year i graduated from tkg.. and had the best times of my life.. i am truly going to miss it... PHOTOGRAPH by NICKELBACK Look at this photograph Every time I do it makes me laugh How did our eyes get so red? And what the hell is on Joey’s head?
This is where I grew up I think the present owner fixed it up I never knew we ever went without The second floor is hard for sneakin’ out
This is where I went to school Most of the time had better things to do Criminal record says I broke in twice I must’ve done it half a dozen times
I wonder if it’s too late Should I go back and try to graduate Life’s better now than it was back then If I was them, I wouldn’t let me in
Every memory of looking out the back door I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor It’s hard to sayIt’s time to say it Goodbye, Goodbye Every memory of walking out the front door I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say It’s time to say it Goodbye, Goodbye
Remember the old arcade Blew every dollar that we ever made The cops hated us hangin’ out They say somebody went and burned it down
We used to listen to the radio And sing along with every song we’d know We said someday we’d find out how it feels To sing to more than just the steering wheel
Kim’s the first girl I kissed I was so nervous that I nearly missed She’s had a couple of kids since then I haven’t seen her since God knows when
I miss that town I miss their faces You can’t erase You can’t replace it I miss it now I can’t believe it So hard to stay Too hard to leave it If I could relive those days I know the one thing that would never change
Look at this photograph Every time I do it makes me laugh Every time I do it makes me
/ Sunday, December 25, 2005
first and foremost, to all celebrating christmas...
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
haha.. i noe its late by a day, but there's 12 days of christmas right? =D
well, just came back from KL yesterday.. did a lot of shopping, bought my school shoes.. haha.. going to school wad.. haha.. bought cds.. whee~ jinbara's something laila song veeerrrryyy nice.. haha.. then ate many2.. ate a t kenny rogers, then tried the secret recipe at sogo there.. the fish and chips was filling.. either that or because i ate their original cheesecake before that. the cheeeecake too creamy lah.. canlah i guess.. but can never beat the ecoffee bean's cheesecake.. haha.. yeah, oh and there's many, many mak nyah at sogo.. they look like guy lah eh.. only they wear make-up. scareeee mareeeee tau.. haha
hmm.. we took a bus to kl so we got to see other people and at the place we got our lunch gitu, there was these 3 guys lah.. haha. my sis liked the shawl guy.. haha.. quite cute lah.. tall, nice jaws, great fashion sense..yeaps.. our bus was quite fast, coz get to see the people on the other buses who left before us coz our first bus broke down.. yeaps.. oh and the berangan is soooo cool. coz they have this blue thing to help us open the berangan.. hahakays..
then went to check in and go to maju junction to have lunch and do our hair.. my older sis did highlights.. at first i wanted to colour my hair, but den... i didn't feel like it, so i just cut my hair short. not very short lah.. but can see difference lah i think. adek just cut her hair shorter.. yeaps..den makan at kenny rogers and went shopping.. for women-ly essentials.. muaahahahaha... then went to petaling street, but most of teh shops are closed, because they had a raid of some kind before that. yeaps.
then next day, had breakfast and went to seremban for a relative's wedding. teh train ride was sooo long.. one and a half hour like dat.. but the journey to seremban was much faster than the oing back part.. and the going back to kl part was interesting in a disgusting kind of way.. oh my gosh! i swear, the two guys in the train are so pathetic.. want to peek at someone who was wearing baju kurung. KAU GILERRR KAPER? i swear i got sooo angry coz they did that to my sister, i was in a foul mood, while walking towards the hotel.. i gave everyone this " wad u want? you not happy? you want trouble? i am pissed off, don't talk to me" face.. haha.. eiisssssh... so NO MANNERS... if i ever see you again, i korek your eyes until they bleed and make sure you lose that manhood of yours. JERKHEAD. imagine they find pleasure when ppl get angry and was just giggling like some SHITHEAD... FUCK OFF!
okay, sorry for the vulgarities.. i don't like saying them but in this case.. i WANT to.. yeaps.. then after that, my family tried to sneak away from the whole family coz we want to spend some time with the family and i was not in a mood to layan ppl who want to buy things which i find irrelevant to buy and those who hinder the journey.. cannot make it.. eeeishh..okay i am talking evil.. no good.. but yeah, deal..
then at secret recipe.. haha.. our waiter was cute.. shukry.. haha.. that's his name. oh and he is still school-ing.. i think he's in uni or college.. cute tau.. yeah.. then since it was raining heavily, we just shopped around the area.. yeap, then came back to the hotel and watch charlie's angels: full throttle.. hehe..
oh yeah, did i mention that the service at thje hotel was bad? teh reception ppl are sooo UGGH! frustrating tau. although one was kinda cute.. but still, i can't stand people who are sooo inefficient.. oh and nother thing.. how can the safe at the hotel be full?? tell me!!! ish.. stupid hotel.. yeah.. haha.. i soooo have nothing better to do than complain about them.. yeah..
oh yesterday, my sisters and i woke up late, coz malas.. then the reast left us and when shopping at masjid india.. yeah.. my parents bought a lot of things.. i have no idea what.. but it sure is many2.. yeah, then we went to putrajaya i think to take the bus home.. yeah, met the cute guys we met on our first day.. mannn.. they are sooo cute.. haha love teh shirt, but they were wet lah, coz it was raining heavily.. when we took the bus, they were outside the bus, waiting for teh next bus to arrive..haha.. teh shawl guy actually smiled at my older sis kay.. haha.. was laughing and giggling about them.. muaahahahha.. how cute.. dah i want my boifren in the brown shirt.. coz the brown shirt guy quite cute.. haha..
yeah, at the singapore immigration, one of our bags kena tahan because they saw something, but luckily it was just the twin towers, my dad bought for my nenek.. lucky thing, it was not the cds.. LUCKY... haha.. panic kesejapan aku.. yeah, and the bus left one of the passengers, coz she didn't come back after a while.. yeah.. oh and i saw this cute chinese guy.. haha.. brown hair and was soo laidback like that , wearing beach clothes.. hehe.. sooo cute.. was in the bus next to us..hehe...
haha. yeah. oh and a more subtle note, i hope tok man is okay.. he went into the hospital yesterday.. came home yesterday too.. coz he doesn't like hospitals that much.. just doakan dia sembuh lah eh.. oh and if sila,binz,qix,hakimah or whoever is gg to makan together is reading this..what's the details?
aha. that's all i guess..
oh and 2005 is coming to an end..
yummeh~
Wednesday, December 21, 2005 / Wednesday, December 21, 2005
perhaps love is so sweet.. its a movie inside a movie. a love story inside a love story.. i felt so warm and tingly and was moving around the chair to find a comfy spot.. lala~
so cute.. once, i get my hands on faz's adobe cd, i shall change my layout to final romance and perhaps love.. muahahah.. that is when she finds it lah.. which can take forever..
yeah..
due to the stupid machine and my cleverness, one of our pretty pictures kena potong.. damns.. dah we just have to be more efficient.. kwang2..
lala~ i don't think i am going out tomorrow.. cannot.. frieday will be an outing day.. damns.. i want to go out.. haha.. of course, me being me won't have any plans until the last minute which means i have a huge chance of not appearing.. kay dah.. crack! oh sila if u are gg to that restaurant in your blog with the normal ppl , brg me kay!! then i can try their cheesecake.. huahua..
i need cheesecake!! i want cheesecake!! yummeh~
oh and i think the song tong hua is very the nice cannn...
hehe.. the lyrics are very the touching.. lala~
Always do the honest thing, LIE!
/ Wednesday, December 21, 2005
tada...
stub for PERHAPS LOVE..
love my darling faz..
huggisome..
tercut-off faz face.. i'll make it up to ya..
we go neoprint whoring another day.. kaes.. =)
Tuesday, December 20, 2005 / Tuesday, December 20, 2005
woke up suddenly. had a scary dream.
was on a boat in a calm sea. i'm not sure i was the only one. but i know someone was there. i only dunno who. then suddenly a shark appeared beside my boat. went straight to my boat, but the boat and i escaped.then. was sooo scared when the shark swam towards me and woke up. heart was beating very fast. scareeee mareee..
To dream that you escape from injury, from an animal, or from any situation, signifies your good health and prosperity. You will experience a favorable turn of events.
To see a shark in your dream, represents a person whom you see as greedy and unscrupulous. This person goes after what what he or she wants with no regards to the well-being and sensitivity of others. The shark may also be an aspect of your own personality which exhibit these qualities. Alternatively, you may be going through a difficult, painful, or unpleasant emotional period. The shark symbolizes feelings of anger, hostility, and fierceness. You may be an emotional threat to yourself or to others.
To dream that you are in or see a boat, signifies you ability to cope and express your emotions. Pay particular attention to the condition and state of the waters, whether is is calm or violent, clear or murky, etc. Are you "smooth sailing"? Alternatively, you may be ready to confront your unconscious and unknown aspects of yourself.
dah.. haha.. shall go for breakfast with lil' sis and maybe go to the library for awhile. meeting faz later to watch perhaps love. i have no idea what to wear.. arrr! haha..
dah. the end.
Monday, December 19, 2005 / Monday, December 19, 2005
had great fun with saba, faz and farah ain. haha. i needed that outing. i needed to get out of the house. hung out at saba's house. watched my chinese tape. wtached a movie. crapped around. talked a little. reminded me of the past. nah. its too touchy a topic.
but waddehell, i had FUN! it felt good chilling with them. i hope they found it great too chilling with me. hah. yeah. nothing much to update today.
i hate that abbysos guy. irritating person. everytime, he asks to introduce myself. i feel like a broken tape recorder. get OVER it. ish. irritance of my life. hmph!
oh yes. yesterday teh n levels results came out. dunno how they did. hope that its the best! i dunno. i guess that will be all. good morning.
/ Monday, December 19, 2005
just think.
what if one day you thought everything was finally coming together. friendships mended. true love found. success waiting in front of you. support from all around.
then at the next moment, EVERYTHING comes crumbling down. like a building made with only bricks and no cement or when your palace made of a deck of cards comes falling down due to a huge gust of wind.
what if the one thing that you depended upon that would never betray you, does. i am so affected by those thoughts. it just dawned on me that you can never be very sure about anything anymore. anything can work against you. ANYTHING.
i feel down. very. i duno how to explain. but it suddenly dawned upon me.what if something like that happens to me? i'll be a nervous wreck. i would break there and then.if only i was stronger.if only i have the strength. if only. i am disturbed.
this does not apply to my current life, so don't feel all affected, coz its not about YOU. its about ME. my insecurities.this is not good. i shall end it here.
should we ever meet in future, i hope you would remember me.
HUM TUM
Sunday, December 18, 2005 / Sunday, December 18, 2005
/ Sunday, December 18, 2005
tralala~
it has been a while.. i think 7 days? haha..it's not too long. heh. missing school coz that's where i get to hang out with my darlings ever so often and i can sit beside my darlings.. yeap. for the outside world whom have yet to see me since school ended. updated info about me: i am happily gaining weight throughout the holidays, coz i have not been going out very often and especially since i am on holiday, there is no such thing as PE to force me to run or work out my worn-out muscles which are worn out due to the fact it has not been exposed to exercises for i dunno how long and has been resting while i do non-strenous stuff like reaching out for the remote control and the switch off button of my fan.. muahaha. maybe next time you see me, you can see my resemblance with the cute elephant back in the zoo. haha. EMPHASIS on the CUTE. haha.
aits. i need to go out! the whole weekend i have been doing NOTHING! dah. conirm ah, i don't think i can ft into my school uniform. ahakz. oh yes and for those who don't know where i am posted to for 3 months..
I WILL BE ATTENDING MILLENIA INSTITUTE ARTS COURSE.wheep-dee-doo for me!
at least i will be doing something than rot at home waiting for my results. yeaps. scared about the outcome. but there's a hope inside of me hoping that i would do well.. please, prettty please!!oh and amirah and saba will be soooo near me! they can bring me out to lunch almost everyday! dah eh, i book you guys tau.. haha. yeaps.
oh yes. since i've been tagged by ms jirah, here goes..
Rules of the game: Post 5 weird/random stuff about yourself. At the end, list the names of 5 ppl who you want next to this and leave a comment "YOU ARE TAGGED" in their blogs and tell them to read your blog for rules!
I AM SHY! that is weird okay. nobody seems to want to believe it. shame on you. haha.
I have a thing for baby stuff. like clothes, toys, shoes and well why not, the babies themselves.. haha.. and here is where saf says i have my maternal instincts.. huahua
I don't believe that i have not grown since Sec 1.. i bet there's something wrong with the measuring tape.. somebody's been meddling with it!
I have a funny temperament. like muylan says, everytime its break time, i will be all so moody and angry with nothing at all and the next minute i will be laughing and amking a fool of myself.
I love to daydream! it's my greatest pastime! haha.. the stories i make up.. you would have to be ME to believe it.. haha..
and the 6 people who will have to do this would be amirah,saba,faz,amalina,akak and didil.
haha.. i don't care if it's not 5.. conside yourself TAGGED!hahahhaah
oooh...BRING ME OUT! someone please! i wanna go waitch movie. i wanna go coffee bean and eat their wonderful cheesecake! i wanna spend time with my darlings! i wanna go window- shopping! i wanna go jalan! oh and go donate blood with saf! come2!!
Saturday, December 10, 2005 / Saturday, December 10, 2005
hmm..
3 days ago was my birthday!! so..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DARLING ME!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
haha.. it feels so nice to be 16.. nobody can NOT bring me to watch nc16 movies. haha.. you watch out aqilah.. haha. =D oh and i can finally go and do the one thing that i have been wanting to do since dunno when.. i am going to go and donate blood next week.. whee~ yay! i have someone to go and donate blood with me tau!! dah.happy dah. then next week i am going to go help out ms ong with her students.. yessah. at least i am doing something good when i am 16.. i like.. oh and did i tell you, that i saw my darling boyfreinds in initial d like finally? haha.. it feels so damn nice lah watching the movie.. oh and you kpo2 people should really watch my boyfriend is type B.. haha., shall be searching for that guy with blood type B.. but then, the guy must confirm macam the hot korean guy who was acting as the character.. haha.. soooo many wants.. muahahaha
firstly.. i'd like to thank amirah and faz for planning the BEST surprise party ever!! and thank you to saba,nad,amalina,jannah,khadijah,saf,nazurah and zul for taking time to come over.. hehe.... LOVE YOU PEOPLE!! hehe.. it was a nice day at the beach. played kite-flying. being sabo-ed with cream from the birthday cake. saba playing flirty with the passing kayak-er.haha. spending time with my friends. recieving presents and flowers!! thank you eh! the flowers are still alive if you want to know.. hehe.first time.yeaps. thank you all for making my sweet 16 so memorable! and thank you ibu, ayah, akak n didil for the new bag and mp3.. whee~ and to my partner for life, thanks for remembering!
secondly, the tuition barbecue was okaylah. but it met my objectives. haha. soooo cute!! hehe. yeah, then celebrated az birthday. yeah. cher' came. the hari raya ppl came. cute lah tu wear that clothing in this hot weather..hehe. =D
oh. ni untuk orang yang akan terase. WHY THE HELL DID YOU DO IT? i don't know whether what they say are true. to tell you the truth,i believe them. but i want to hear from you, from your mouth. i want you to tell me what happen to you. what happened to that brain of yours until you forget that you have friends which you can talk to if you are down. what happened?i am terribly dissapointed.. WHY?call me if you are reading this.please. don't wallow in self-depression. nobody would know if you don't say nothing.
Friday, December 30, 2005 / Friday, December 30, 2005
whee~
happy new year's eve everyone!!!
going to my new school today. haha. just getting to know th eroute to school. haha. you knowlah me, later can get lost a ll the way in yishun amaciams? haha. scareeee mareeee...
nothing much to update really. oh and don't you think the song below is nice? i loikes tau. hehe
/ Friday, December 30, 2005
urgh.like finally, my blog is back to normal. hehe. had fun out with miss normalsssss.. haha.. but not quite. we have naughty lil' aqilah, annoyingly sweet ms sila, amzaingly clever,pretty and very nice ms hakimah( she the only one who puji me tau.. haha), ms 'always early or on time' jannah, and the amazing ms 'late' jirah.. haha.. and of course me lah.. dun need to describe me.. me the vogue2 one.. haha.. yeah raites..
shopping at expo and bought the essentials. haha. then we were contemplating whether to eat at food culture or at the airport.. finally chose the airport. hmm.. i like the 'scenery' there. haha.. soo many man in uniforms..haha..touching. but i din feel good, so was sitting very nicely with my girls and laughing at old times. haha..
after that late lunch. had the urge to eat swensen's ice creams, so we went and get each of us ice cream!! it was soooo nice! yummeh!haha and aqilah's ice cream's name is sooo cute. chocolate freckles. very cute tau. haha. teh chocolate has freckles. how cute. hahahaha. ohkey. fine, if u dun gettit. move long. haha
sila and hakimah. lurb them!
aqilah. the best partner i can ever have. =)
jannah and jirah.mish them already.
oh. and the bright light is actually my food lah eh. all finished and behind it is jannah's meal of prata which has already been eaten.
oh yeah. can't wait for the end of january. the working girls get their pay and we get our treat!! yay!! whoopeey doo~ oh and i think i am really gaining weight. i weigh like an elephant already. okay maybe an exagerration, but then, really.. ish2.. i feel sad for myself.. hmm.. to think about it, not yet. haha
dah, i am crapping already.. boo!
/ Friday, December 30, 2005
where art thou?
I'm staring out at the sky Praying that he will walk in my life Where is the man of my dreams yeah yeah I'll wait forever, how silly it seems How does he laugh, how does he cry What's the color of his eyes Does he even realize, I'm here Where is he, where is he, where is he Where is this beautiful guy Who is he, who is he Who's gonna take me so high Where is he, where is he Where is this beautiful guy Who is he, who is he Who's gonna take me so high Lalalalala(Where are you)
uhuh. i hate what happened. urg. bad blog.
/ Friday, December 30, 2005
urgh.like finally, my blog is back to normal. hehe. had fun out with miss normalsssss.. haha.. but not quite. we have naughty lil' aqilah, annoyingly sweet ms sila, amzaingly clever,pretty and very nice ms hakimah( she the only one who puji me tau.. haha), ms 'always early or on time' jannah, and the amazing ms 'late' jirah.. haha.. and of course me lah.. dun need to describe me.. me the vogue2 one.. haha.. yeah raites..
shopping at expo and bought the essentials. haha. then we were contemplating whether to eat at food culture or at the airport.. finally chose the airport. hmm.. i like the 'scenery' there. haha.. soo many man in uniforms..haha..touching. but i din feel good, so was sitting very nicely with my girls and laughing at old times. haha..
after that late lunch. had the urge to eat swensen's ice creams, so we went and get each of us ice cream!! it was soooo nice! yummeh!haha and aqilah's ice cream's name is sooo cute. chocolate freckles. very cute tau. haha. teh chocolate has freckles. how cute. hahahaha. ohkey. fine, if u dun gettit. move long. haha
sila and hakimah. lurb them!
aqilah. the best partner i can ever have. =)
jannah and jirah.mish them already.
oh. and the bright light is actually my food lah eh. all finished and behind it is jannah's meal of prata which has already been eaten.
oh yeah. can't wait for the end of january. the working girls get their pay and we get our treat!! yay!! whoopeey doo~ oh and i think i am really gaining weight. i weigh like an elephant already. okay maybe an exagerration, but then, really.. ish2.. i feel sad for myself.. hmm.. to think about it, not yet. haha
dah, i am crapping already.. boo!
/ Friday, December 30, 2005
mommy!! help me!! what is wrong with this blog of mine..hmm..wondering if i should change for teh coming year..not sure yet..
Wednesday, December 28, 2005 / Wednesday, December 28, 2005
How to make a farahin
Ingredients: 3 parts success 3 parts courage 3 parts beauty
Method: Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add caring to taste! Do not overindulge!
Tuesday, December 27, 2005 / Tuesday, December 27, 2005
2005 is coming to an end.. it's time for resolutions for the new year.. i'm not sure i want to make any for next year.. i just have many wants..
i hope my o level results will allow me to go to the jc of my choice..
i hope that in the coming year ahead, my friends would still be there..
i want to save enough money for a digital camera..whee~
i want to do well in my studies..
oh and of course, the unbearable quest to lose weight..
and to do that, i have to eat healthily.. sometimes..muaahhaha
hmm.. i have been thinking, what has been happenning in 2005?
firstly, i made new friends at my tuition class..
got closer to a few friends of mine..old and new..
made new friends who i can chill with after school..or in the bus.. haha
had a few surprises..like my birthday party and the video i made for the class..
i made an effort to practice my a maths, although eventually i still suck at it..
4e8's birthday party..
malay dance syf..
chilling and practicing with the malay dancers..
friday dance workouts..
hari raya open house..
buying presents for fellow classmates..
buka with my darling girlfriends..all of them..
crying so badly and burukly on a friend's shoulder..
muylan's farewell to cambodia..
masselia's secret, which till today i have no idea what is it about..
eating the best cheesecake i've ever tasted at coffeebeans with darling.. okays, i've only eaten 4, but still..haha
chicken cheese dosai!!!
cut my hair by a hairstylist, like finally.. haha for this year lah..
crap around in the classroom and dancing to my own tunes anytime in the classroom..haha
the ss documentary, my group and i made..whee~
mdm azizan's hug which made me nearly cry, okay i did tear.. hehe
malay class is forever LOVE!
the times 4e8 spent trying to take the lesson of course, innocently of course..hehe
ME being blur every lesson..haha
aqilah's cramps and esther telling me to listen to the teachers..
saf, amirah and my secret smiles to each other at different tiems of the day..
every recess time, either spent studying, going to NEF, skipping NEF or listening to tales of those whoare wiser in things..
playing swings sometiems with amy,faz,saba and mal
haha..the stupid delivery guy..who very the prasan
SOUTHPARK!!!!
studying at the study area beside the market with thou faithful partner in studying, masselia..heh.
zany parade 2005..ms johara was smiling sooo widely when we won!!hehe
sports day was an ACHEIVEMENT..
and i finally became 16.. haha..
yeaps.. that's some of the things i can think about..all the nice moments.. i guess its a fulfilling year... i like it in someway or the other.. i miss my friends.. can't wait for tomorrow.. whee! we go take neoprints kay?? or.. i shall just take many2 pictures of you people..
lala~ anybody wanna lend me their adobe photoshop cd?? i need it to change my layout.. to make it more me.. haha..pretty please..
oh and i am in need of new songs to listen to.. anybody have suggestions? haha.. just tag aits.. taaaa~
what if..
/ Tuesday, December 27, 2005
PEMUJA RAHASIA
Kuawali hariku dengan mendoakanmu Agar kau slalu sehat dan bahagia disana Sebelum kau melupakanku lebih jauh.. Sebelum kau meninggalkanku lebih jauh..
Ku tak pernah berharap kau kan merindukan keberadaanku, Yang menyedihkan ini Kuhanya ingin bila kau melihatku kapanpun, dimanapun Hatimu kan berkata seperti ini..
Pria ini lah yang jatuh hati padamu Pria ini lah yang kan slalu memujamu Aha.. yeah.. aha.. yeah.. Begitu para rapper coba menghiburku
Aku lah orang yang selalu menaruh bunga Dan menuliskan cinta diatas meja kerjamu Aku lah orang yang kan slalu mengawasimu Menikmati indahmu dari sisi gelapku Dan biarkan aku jadi pemuja-mu Jangan pernah hiraukan, perasaan hatiku Tenanglah tenang pujaan hatiku, sayang Aku takkan sampai hati bila menyentuhmu
Mungkin kau takkan pernah tau Betapa mudahnya kau untuk dikagumi Mungkin kau takkan pernah sadar Betapa mudahnya kau untuk dicintai
Aku lah orang yang akan selalu memujamu Aku lah orang yang akan selalu mengintai mu Aku lah orang yang akan selalu memujamu Aku lah orang yang akan selalu mengintai mu..
Karna hanya dengan perasaan rinduku Yang dalam padamu, kupertahankan hidup Maka hanya dengan jejak-jejak hatimu Ada arti kutelusuri hidup ini
Selamanya hanya ku bisa memujamu... Selamanya hanya ku bisa merindukanmu...
My hair is cute & i am VAIN
Monday, December 26, 2005 / Monday, December 26, 2005
hah. seeeeee how long my hair was befoer i cut it.. haha..
it's just a little shorter now.. muahaha..
semangats take this picture before going to KL...
eeeeeee... nooo.. look at that urgley face..haha..
was trying for " i have long hair and you don't" look..
confirm tak jadi..
aha.. see the ponytail..now my ponytail is damn pendek cannn...
and look like shortage of hair..haha
sadako returns... muahahha..
in a much distorted version.. haha.. look at the length of my fringe..
its LONG!and now it's not..very saddening...
haha.. dah.. just wanted to share those vain moments with my dearest friends.. muahahaha lalalala~ i think i am going crazy.. nyaahahhah... oh can't wait for thursday!! cheesecake here i come!! oh..
and there better be a cute waiter..
haha.. if not still got time to hire one... GOO!!!
oh and salaam namaste is a VERY nice movie.. i LOVE it!! hehe
and.. salon is an okay movie..
him: " Hi, you are my 99% perfect girl.."
her: "oh, so have you found your 100% perfect girl yet?"
him:" nope, not yet.."
haha.. i don't think the script was like that.. but i like the 99% perfect girl thing.. haha.. kiotz...
Sunday, December 25, 2005 / Sunday, December 25, 2005
i am going to miss 2005.. memories.. friendships.. tkg.. dance.. hanging loose.. eating with freidns.. laughing.. mad times.. the squabbles.. the sadness.. everything.. everyone keeps saying how 2005 was a crappy year.. well, i don't think so.. i think its a great year.. it is the year i graduated from tkg.. and had the best times of my life.. i am truly going to miss it... PHOTOGRAPH by NICKELBACK Look at this photograph Every time I do it makes me laugh How did our eyes get so red? And what the hell is on Joey’s head?
This is where I grew up I think the present owner fixed it up I never knew we ever went without The second floor is hard for sneakin’ out
This is where I went to school Most of the time had better things to do Criminal record says I broke in twice I must’ve done it half a dozen times
I wonder if it’s too late Should I go back and try to graduate Life’s better now than it was back then If I was them, I wouldn’t let me in
Every memory of looking out the back door I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor It’s hard to sayIt’s time to say it Goodbye, Goodbye Every memory of walking out the front door I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say It’s time to say it Goodbye, Goodbye
Remember the old arcade Blew every dollar that we ever made The cops hated us hangin’ out They say somebody went and burned it down
We used to listen to the radio And sing along with every song we’d know We said someday we’d find out how it feels To sing to more than just the steering wheel
Kim’s the first girl I kissed I was so nervous that I nearly missed She’s had a couple of kids since then I haven’t seen her since God knows when
I miss that town I miss their faces You can’t erase You can’t replace it I miss it now I can’t believe it So hard to stay Too hard to leave it If I could relive those days I know the one thing that would never change
Look at this photograph Every time I do it makes me laugh Every time I do it makes me
/ Sunday, December 25, 2005
first and foremost, to all celebrating christmas...
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
haha.. i noe its late by a day, but there's 12 days of christmas right? =D
well, just came back from KL yesterday.. did a lot of shopping, bought my school shoes.. haha.. going to school wad.. haha.. bought cds.. whee~ jinbara's something laila song veeerrrryyy nice.. haha.. then ate many2.. ate a t kenny rogers, then tried the secret recipe at sogo there.. the fish and chips was filling.. either that or because i ate their original cheesecake before that. the cheeeecake too creamy lah.. canlah i guess.. but can never beat the ecoffee bean's cheesecake.. haha.. yeah, oh and there's many, many mak nyah at sogo.. they look like guy lah eh.. only they wear make-up. scareeee mareeeee tau.. haha
hmm.. we took a bus to kl so we got to see other people and at the place we got our lunch gitu, there was these 3 guys lah.. haha. my sis liked the shawl guy.. haha.. quite cute lah.. tall, nice jaws, great fashion sense..yeaps.. our bus was quite fast, coz get to see the people on the other buses who left before us coz our first bus broke down.. yeaps.. oh and the berangan is soooo cool. coz they have this blue thing to help us open the berangan.. hahakays..
then went to check in and go to maju junction to have lunch and do our hair.. my older sis did highlights.. at first i wanted to colour my hair, but den... i didn't feel like it, so i just cut my hair short. not very short lah.. but can see difference lah i think. adek just cut her hair shorter.. yeaps..den makan at kenny rogers and went shopping.. for women-ly essentials.. muaahahahaha... then went to petaling street, but most of teh shops are closed, because they had a raid of some kind before that. yeaps.
then next day, had breakfast and went to seremban for a relative's wedding. teh train ride was sooo long.. one and a half hour like dat.. but the journey to seremban was much faster than the oing back part.. and the going back to kl part was interesting in a disgusting kind of way.. oh my gosh! i swear, the two guys in the train are so pathetic.. want to peek at someone who was wearing baju kurung. KAU GILERRR KAPER? i swear i got sooo angry coz they did that to my sister, i was in a foul mood, while walking towards the hotel.. i gave everyone this " wad u want? you not happy? you want trouble? i am pissed off, don't talk to me" face.. haha.. eiisssssh... so NO MANNERS... if i ever see you again, i korek your eyes until they bleed and make sure you lose that manhood of yours. JERKHEAD. imagine they find pleasure when ppl get angry and was just giggling like some SHITHEAD... FUCK OFF!
okay, sorry for the vulgarities.. i don't like saying them but in this case.. i WANT to.. yeaps.. then after that, my family tried to sneak away from the whole family coz we want to spend some time with the family and i was not in a mood to layan ppl who want to buy things which i find irrelevant to buy and those who hinder the journey.. cannot make it.. eeeishh..okay i am talking evil.. no good.. but yeah, deal..
then at secret recipe.. haha.. our waiter was cute.. shukry.. haha.. that's his name. oh and he is still school-ing.. i think he's in uni or college.. cute tau.. yeah.. then since it was raining heavily, we just shopped around the area.. yeap, then came back to the hotel and watch charlie's angels: full throttle.. hehe..
oh yeah, did i mention that the service at thje hotel was bad? teh reception ppl are sooo UGGH! frustrating tau. although one was kinda cute.. but still, i can't stand people who are sooo inefficient.. oh and nother thing.. how can the safe at the hotel be full?? tell me!!! ish.. stupid hotel.. yeah.. haha.. i soooo have nothing better to do than complain about them.. yeah..
oh yesterday, my sisters and i woke up late, coz malas.. then the reast left us and when shopping at masjid india.. yeah.. my parents bought a lot of things.. i have no idea what.. but it sure is many2.. yeah, then we went to putrajaya i think to take the bus home.. yeah, met the cute guys we met on our first day.. mannn.. they are sooo cute.. haha love teh shirt, but they were wet lah, coz it was raining heavily.. when we took the bus, they were outside the bus, waiting for teh next bus to arrive..haha.. teh shawl guy actually smiled at my older sis kay.. haha.. was laughing and giggling about them.. muaahahahha.. how cute.. dah i want my boifren in the brown shirt.. coz the brown shirt guy quite cute.. haha..
yeah, at the singapore immigration, one of our bags kena tahan because they saw something, but luckily it was just the twin towers, my dad bought for my nenek.. lucky thing, it was not the cds.. LUCKY... haha.. panic kesejapan aku.. yeah, and the bus left one of the passengers, coz she didn't come back after a while.. yeah.. oh and i saw this cute chinese guy.. haha.. brown hair and was soo laidback like that , wearing beach clothes.. hehe.. sooo cute.. was in the bus next to us..hehe...
haha. yeah. oh and a more subtle note, i hope tok man is okay.. he went into the hospital yesterday.. came home yesterday too.. coz he doesn't like hospitals that much.. just doakan dia sembuh lah eh.. oh and if sila,binz,qix,hakimah or whoever is gg to makan together is reading this..what's the details?
aha. that's all i guess..
oh and 2005 is coming to an end..
yummeh~
Wednesday, December 21, 2005 / Wednesday, December 21, 2005
perhaps love is so sweet.. its a movie inside a movie. a love story inside a love story.. i felt so warm and tingly and was moving around the chair to find a comfy spot.. lala~
so cute.. once, i get my hands on faz's adobe cd, i shall change my layout to final romance and perhaps love.. muahahah.. that is when she finds it lah.. which can take forever..
yeah..
due to the stupid machine and my cleverness, one of our pretty pictures kena potong.. damns.. dah we just have to be more efficient.. kwang2..
lala~ i don't think i am going out tomorrow.. cannot.. frieday will be an outing day.. damns.. i want to go out.. haha.. of course, me being me won't have any plans until the last minute which means i have a huge chance of not appearing.. kay dah.. crack! oh sila if u are gg to that restaurant in your blog with the normal ppl , brg me kay!! then i can try their cheesecake.. huahua..
i need cheesecake!! i want cheesecake!! yummeh~
oh and i think the song tong hua is very the nice cannn...
hehe.. the lyrics are very the touching.. lala~
Always do the honest thing, LIE!
/ Wednesday, December 21, 2005
tada...
stub for PERHAPS LOVE..
love my darling faz..
huggisome..
tercut-off faz face.. i'll make it up to ya..
we go neoprint whoring another day.. kaes.. =)
Tuesday, December 20, 2005 / Tuesday, December 20, 2005
woke up suddenly. had a scary dream.
was on a boat in a calm sea. i'm not sure i was the only one. but i know someone was there. i only dunno who. then suddenly a shark appeared beside my boat. went straight to my boat, but the boat and i escaped.then. was sooo scared when the shark swam towards me and woke up. heart was beating very fast. scareeee mareee..
To dream that you escape from injury, from an animal, or from any situation, signifies your good health and prosperity. You will experience a favorable turn of events.
To see a shark in your dream, represents a person whom you see as greedy and unscrupulous. This person goes after what what he or she wants with no regards to the well-being and sensitivity of others. The shark may also be an aspect of your own personality which exhibit these qualities. Alternatively, you may be going through a difficult, painful, or unpleasant emotional period. The shark symbolizes feelings of anger, hostility, and fierceness. You may be an emotional threat to yourself or to others.
To dream that you are in or see a boat, signifies you ability to cope and express your emotions. Pay particular attention to the condition and state of the waters, whether is is calm or violent, clear or murky, etc. Are you "smooth sailing"? Alternatively, you may be ready to confront your unconscious and unknown aspects of yourself.
dah.. haha.. shall go for breakfast with lil' sis and maybe go to the library for awhile. meeting faz later to watch perhaps love. i have no idea what to wear.. arrr! haha..
dah. the end.
Monday, December 19, 2005 / Monday, December 19, 2005
had great fun with saba, faz and farah ain. haha. i needed that outing. i needed to get out of the house. hung out at saba's house. watched my chinese tape. wtached a movie. crapped around. talked a little. reminded me of the past. nah. its too touchy a topic.
but waddehell, i had FUN! it felt good chilling with them. i hope they found it great too chilling with me. hah. yeah. nothing much to update today.
i hate that abbysos guy. irritating person. everytime, he asks to introduce myself. i feel like a broken tape recorder. get OVER it. ish. irritance of my life. hmph!
oh yes. yesterday teh n levels results came out. dunno how they did. hope that its the best! i dunno. i guess that will be all. good morning.
/ Monday, December 19, 2005
just think.
what if one day you thought everything was finally coming together. friendships mended. true love found. success waiting in front of you. support from all around.
then at the next moment, EVERYTHING comes crumbling down. like a building made with only bricks and no cement or when your palace made of a deck of cards comes falling down due to a huge gust of wind.
what if the one thing that you depended upon that would never betray you, does. i am so affected by those thoughts. it just dawned on me that you can never be very sure about anything anymore. anything can work against you. ANYTHING.
i feel down. very. i duno how to explain. but it suddenly dawned upon me.what if something like that happens to me? i'll be a nervous wreck. i would break there and then.if only i was stronger.if only i have the strength. if only. i am disturbed.
this does not apply to my current life, so don't feel all affected, coz its not about YOU. its about ME. my insecurities.this is not good. i shall end it here.
should we ever meet in future, i hope you would remember me.
HUM TUM
Sunday, December 18, 2005 / Sunday, December 18, 2005
/ Sunday, December 18, 2005
tralala~
it has been a while.. i think 7 days? haha..it's not too long. heh. missing school coz that's where i get to hang out with my darlings ever so often and i can sit beside my darlings.. yeap. for the outside world whom have yet to see me since school ended. updated info about me: i am happily gaining weight throughout the holidays, coz i have not been going out very often and especially since i am on holiday, there is no such thing as PE to force me to run or work out my worn-out muscles which are worn out due to the fact it has not been exposed to exercises for i dunno how long and has been resting while i do non-strenous stuff like reaching out for the remote control and the switch off button of my fan.. muahaha. maybe next time you see me, you can see my resemblance with the cute elephant back in the zoo. haha. EMPHASIS on the CUTE. haha.
aits. i need to go out! the whole weekend i have been doing NOTHING! dah. conirm ah, i don't think i can ft into my school uniform. ahakz. oh yes and for those who don't know where i am posted to for 3 months..
I WILL BE ATTENDING MILLENIA INSTITUTE ARTS COURSE.wheep-dee-doo for me!
at least i will be doing something than rot at home waiting for my results. yeaps. scared about the outcome. but there's a hope inside of me hoping that i would do well.. please, prettty please!!oh and amirah and saba will be soooo near me! they can bring me out to lunch almost everyday! dah eh, i book you guys tau.. haha. yeaps.
oh yes. since i've been tagged by ms jirah, here goes..
Rules of the game: Post 5 weird/random stuff about yourself. At the end, list the names of 5 ppl who you want next to this and leave a comment "YOU ARE TAGGED" in their blogs and tell them to read your blog for rules!
I AM SHY! that is weird okay. nobody seems to want to believe it. shame on you. haha.
I have a thing for baby stuff. like clothes, toys, shoes and well why not, the babies themselves.. haha.. and here is where saf says i have my maternal instincts.. huahua
I don't believe that i have not grown since Sec 1.. i bet there's something wrong with the measuring tape.. somebody's been meddling with it!
I have a funny temperament. like muylan says, everytime its break time, i will be all so moody and angry with nothing at all and the next minute i will be laughing and amking a fool of myself.
I love to daydream! it's my greatest pastime! haha.. the stories i make up.. you would have to be ME to believe it.. haha..
and the 6 people who will have to do this would be amirah,saba,faz,amalina,akak and didil.
haha.. i don't care if it's not 5.. conside yourself TAGGED!hahahhaah
oooh...BRING ME OUT! someone please! i wanna go waitch movie. i wanna go coffee bean and eat their wonderful cheesecake! i wanna spend time with my darlings! i wanna go window- shopping! i wanna go jalan! oh and go donate blood with saf! come2!!
Saturday, December 10, 2005 / Saturday, December 10, 2005
hmm..
3 days ago was my birthday!! so..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DARLING ME!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
haha.. it feels so nice to be 16.. nobody can NOT bring me to watch nc16 movies. haha.. you watch out aqilah.. haha. =D oh and i can finally go and do the one thing that i have been wanting to do since dunno when.. i am going to go and donate blood next week.. whee~ yay! i have someone to go and donate blood with me tau!! dah.happy dah. then next week i am going to go help out ms ong with her students.. yessah. at least i am doing something good when i am 16.. i like.. oh and did i tell you, that i saw my darling boyfreinds in initial d like finally? haha.. it feels so damn nice lah watching the movie.. oh and you kpo2 people should really watch my boyfriend is type B.. haha., shall be searching for that guy with blood type B.. but then, the guy must confirm macam the hot korean guy who was acting as the character.. haha.. soooo many wants.. muahahaha
firstly.. i'd like to thank amirah and faz for planning the BEST surprise party ever!! and thank you to saba,nad,amalina,jannah,khadijah,saf,nazurah and zul for taking time to come over.. hehe.... LOVE YOU PEOPLE!! hehe.. it was a nice day at the beach. played kite-flying. being sabo-ed with cream from the birthday cake. saba playing flirty with the passing kayak-er.haha. spending time with my friends. recieving presents and flowers!! thank you eh! the flowers are still alive if you want to know.. hehe.first time.yeaps. thank you all for making my sweet 16 so memorable! and thank you ibu, ayah, akak n didil for the new bag and mp3.. whee~ and to my partner for life, thanks for remembering!
secondly, the tuition barbecue was okaylah. but it met my objectives. haha. soooo cute!! hehe. yeah, then celebrated az birthday. yeah. cher' came. the hari raya ppl came. cute lah tu wear that clothing in this hot weather..hehe. =D
oh. ni untuk orang yang akan terase. WHY THE HELL DID YOU DO IT? i don't know whether what they say are true. to tell you the truth,i believe them. but i want to hear from you, from your mouth. i want you to tell me what happen to you. what happened to that brain of yours until you forget that you have friends which you can talk to if you are down. what happened?i am terribly dissapointed.. WHY?call me if you are reading this.please. don't wallow in self-depression. nobody would know if you don't say nothing.
MY PROFILE
Its all about ME!
Hello my name is farahin!
i am not liable for the sappy and increasingly feminist content in this blog
i shall not I REPEAT i shall not be a cynic of love.
it just spoils all the fun out of falling in and out of love
I LOVE THIS!
What I really LOVE!
myself
dance
friends
heels
_ _ _ _ HAHA.
shopping when i have the money
myself
WISHLIST!
my WISH upon a star!
get my driving license!! go on a trip with my friends! digital camera :))) dresses.dresses.dresses. go for CAMP! any kind will do! :) hang out with the jayceee people <33
go ice skating!!
visit the SCIENCE centre AND Camwhore!
SWIMMING! strawberry sundaeee pleasee! HEELS! :)
