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Friday, September 23, 2005 / Friday, September 23, 2005
LIFE makes you stronger..
phew~ finally.. added my archive, since i want to let you people read the past entries you people missed reading..haha.. actually nothing better to do.. so might as well..so.. for today had a LOT happening..first things first.
went for breakfast. thought that i was giong to be late coz i woke up late.. but guess what? i was 15 minutes earlier..damn.. and people staring at me and thinking why is this girl in home clothes and at the interchange at this time? haha.. so then ate at breakfast.saw aqilah's and jirah's friends. different poeple ah..yeah.. then after that walked around.. looking for sparkling juice and present.. hehe.. =)
so fun~
yeah.. then met up with jannah. passed her the tapes.. yessah.. i will get to watch the episodes... i won't miss any episodes.. i like~
then..i had my SEC 4 DANCE FAREWELL!! it was sooo nice.. the games were so cracked..the food was delicious.. especially the cheese cake..yesssah!! i think i just got fatter.. haha.. then took pictures with my beautiful dancers..it was a memorable one as it was going to be our last meeting EVER.. i wish all the juniors all the best! Especially to the malay dancers.. do us proud! some pictures of the farewell...take a look..
the sec 4 dancers.. some of them at least... hehe.. memories..
the icing on the cake..awww... how sweet.. love you people.. however not close i am to the juniors..
one of the pictures on the collage they made for us.. girlfriends are family..
bon voyage~ sadness.. i'm going to miss dancing.. really... now i cannot dance my way to *ehemz* =(
yeah... then after that went for char's birthday party.. went there for only a while.. then had to leave.. saf, saba and faz are crackos.. i swear.. yeah.. thanks.. had a romantic loner walk along the other condos.. thinking on what to do to forget..oh and char, the food was delicious. =) oh.. and i think char's condo is suuuper romantic.. there's a balcony..if my house had a balcony..i can prasan like romeo and juliet like that.. hehe.. and the swimming pool area is sooo relaxing.. whee~~ okays.. after that, was super tired and my legs felt sooo tired.. slept and woke at 4+ am just now to iron my clothes for my trip.. shopping here i come!! people, be jealous!! haha.. oh, and i found this when i was looking through the magazines to find stuff for the collage.. take a look..
how romantic can it get? haha..
adios... amigos.. i want to berambos.. haha=)
Thursday, September 22, 2005 / Thursday, September 22, 2005
"its possible that person might have loved him more than i did, but im not saying that i loved him less than that person did."
nice quote ain't it?
sometimes i wonder if i will ever meet anyone who i'll fall deeply in love and that he feels the same way for me..hmm.. pondering..haha.. never-the-mind.. not important..
had my biology practical and geography paper 1.. the geography paper was er.. okay i guess..i was lucky.. i really was.. the practical as all practicals go..i did horribly.. shan't elaborate.. i think i have phobia of the chemicals and the bunsen burner.. yes, i think i am suffering from that phobia...
watched MY stairway to heaven yesterday.. aaaaah... i can't help feeling so jittery watching him.. chengjun.. he is sooo charismatic, cute, charming... haish.. if i contined, the list will go on forever.. haha.. he and jingshu soooo should be together.. but alas, muylan had to tell me, she's going to die soon.. sooo sad... but they will get married..soooo its okay..hehe..=)
wait a minute.. that was written on wednesday afternoon.today is friday morning.therefore from now on, the today is friday and not wednesday..haha.. i feel famous alredi.. nyahaha
okay..back to normal mode..yesterday had to save the entry as a draft as the whole family decided to eat dinner outside. we ate at bedok corner and it was sooo nice..hehe..
hmmm..today was my last paper for prelims. the paper was okay. found two HUGE mistakes. i swear my uncertainties will kill me soon. yes, for one specific question.. from now on i HATE the word NITROGEN and CARBON DIOXIDE. f***ed up ah. i do not allow myself to say mean words in my entries. its not good for the inner me. haha.. i sound like a psycho from IMH.. haha.. i think i should be there.. then i can ask them to dye my strap suit, or whatever they call it in rainbow colours, then all those other patients will be oh-so-jealous of me. yeah!! okays.. that's it for the bio paper..
PRELIMS ARE OVER!!!!!
yessah... physics students be jealous!! whee~
after the paper just now, went to bugis with masse, qix, yogi, pat and jannah... haha.. how fun.. i felt soooo tired after the shopping....it felt sooo nice going around looking at things which are pretty and hanging around with the goondus and the kiddos.. hehe.. going to miss them..till monday.. i know you people miss me too..haha
okay.. tuition was nice...=) talked with amy and faz after that. yeah...
i am going out the whole day tomorrow!! i feel soooo nice!! having breakfast with amy at bk at SIMEI coz that girl don't want to walk in..haha.. now i have to walk out..haha.. and i have to wake up early for BREAKFAST.. then am meeting jannah to pass her the videotapes so she can help me record my white flame!!!! going to miss my darling boyfriend in the weekend.. hahah... boyfriend kaper...(for those who don't know me, i am a self-obsessed and prasan child , therefore all the actors i like are my boyfriend for the run of the serial...hehe.. ) and then after that i will be having my sec 4 farewell!!!! yay!! i feel excited.. hmmz... then after that char's birthday party...which i am allowed to go!! yay!! all plans are confirmed except the breakfast.
two factors:
- will i be able to wake up?
- should i tell my father i am going breakfast?
haha.. i don't knowlah..but please, pretty please let him be in a good mood tomorrow...
and then i'm going shopping in the weekends..yessah!! then..back to mugging on monday.. haha.. such a fun pack weekend... tralalalalalala~~
i'm sorry i'm busy now~
dat.tet.cancelled.done.*rolls eyes*
oh... and farid is soooo sweet. haha. i don't know what makes him sweet, but he's just a nice guy i guess.. yes..better than busy person.sheesh kapish.
signing out now. should congratulate you on reading the loooooong entry..hahah toodles..
Monday, September 19, 2005 / Monday, September 19, 2005
gaaaaaaaahh~ no title for today's entry..
had phy-chem paper and chem paper just now.. chem was okaaaay.. phy-chem paper 1 was a nightmare.. i have a feeling i did badly...but i wish, a pretty wish that i don't screw up too badly.. at least not higher than teh l1r5 for my block CA.. it cannot be higher than that.. no actually i need at least 10 points lesser than that. but let me announce to everyone what papers i have taken and how well i did for them..
EL Paper 1 and 2 - the vocabulary was horrid. Social Studies - can't remember doing the paper, BUT i did badly.. E maths paper1 - this paper lagi cannot remember..so cannot comment.. Biology Paper 2 - felt okay.. but not that great.. Geography paer 2 - oh no.. Malay Paper 1 - not sure... A Maths paper 1 - it felt OKAY.... Phy paper - it was soooo hard... History elective - lalala~ E Math paper 2 - haha.. too rushy.. Phy/chem parctical - extra shitty... the bloody bunsen burner cannot light up.. sheesh and for today's papers.. haha.. can lah..
oh no.. how am i suppose to go for 3 months.. sheesh kelebeish. shall find a job then... then can go shopping with my sotong friends.. nyaha..
i have 2 papers tomorrow but what am i doing updating on my oh-so-boring life.. haha.. 5 more papers to go.. that includes bio practical which is going to be extra irritating..aaaargh!! can i not sit for the papers.. can i please??
ooh..i need to talk about the kuda kepang guy yesterday.. soooo cute.. cannot carry.. haha.. oh and i saw my ex-primary skool mate just now. marcus d. nathan he is sooo much cuter now.. wakhakha..ate with masse, qix and jaja at ljs.. eating and staring at the same time.. haha..
naughty2.. lalala~ going study now.. don't kacau eh.. oh yeah, happy b'dae to my two darlings.. AMALINA & MASSELIA.. become old alredi..i still young you know.. i know you know..haha.. till the next entry...
Tuesday, September 13, 2005 / Tuesday, September 13, 2005
My Girlfriend's Dead whee~ i feel great. yes i do. finally finished half the battle today. finished a math paper 1 just now. it was do-able. it was better than the other times i received my paper and absolutely don't know what to write. i hope i can pass a maths. it will be a great accomplishment.i swear it will. then, i can show that i actually understand the subject. haha. okays, it will be an ego trip for me. uhuh. but... worst case possible... fail with a huge F9..
no.no.no.no... shall not think about the paper. next paper tomorrow. physics and history. haha. if rasputin comes out, 100% some people laugh like nobody's business.. haha. cracked info about him. shall not elaborate.if you know, you know. you don't know...tet. haha.. i can't wait to go batam!! i want to go!! then i can feel relaxed. yessaaaaaaaah...
haha. i sound like some old man wanting to go batam for some enjoyment.haha. no eh. my mechanic somewhere lost. later after i 50 years old, i go and look for him. haha. oh yes. i found a new occupation to be seow over. NURSING!! yes, can everyone imagine me in a nurse uniform. haha. nolah. its such a cute job don't you think? a going-to-be-nurse sat beside me just now. she was reading some notes of hers and i remembered my ah ji. haha. i don't remember his name. then if ah ji is there, then i can be cailing!! haha. don't go and roll your eyes here eh faz. hmm.. coming to think of it... i don't think i am patient enough for the job and i have oh-such short temper.
boinks.boinks. oh and the title of the entry is a song name. my gilfriends are soooo not dead.tehy are very much alive and still as melodramatic as ever. haha. i am teh most sanest one there. trust my words haha. dah, that's all for now. update laters... peace outz.
sebelum ku kenalimu hidupku cukup ngan suka duka tak pernahku sangka semuanya akan berubah dikau bagaikan cahaya, bagi jiwa ku ini tak mungkinku lupa katamu kan sentiasa di sisi
Friday, September 09, 2005 / Friday, September 09, 2005
Red In The Face..
whoa. tiem sure pass by fast. one more day to my biology and geography paper. and i think i am not ready for it. just taking an hour off my busy 'mugging' period to write an entry. have been mugging with the usual crowd for all five days except tuesday.and i got bitten by a mosquito yesterday. lucky its not the deadly dengue. noooo.. or i'll miss my darling friends more. or whould they be missing me? haha. okays.
3 more chaps for bio..
lots more for geography.
have pity on me mr prelims and not let it be so hard. i want to go badly to that school. or maybe my second choice. i need to prove to myself that i am not stupid. i need to tell my mom thanks for all her effort to make sure i get help for my prelims and o levels. i wanna thank her sooo very much.and i need to show my gratitude to some of the teachers who have faith that i can do well. for you teacher, i am trying to study my ass off for your subject. i hope i won't dissapoint you. i really hope that i won't.
i want to go batam. can't wait for the prelims to be over. then i can go there and see my nenek's kampong, well her family's one lah. yeah, just visiting. oh, and if i am lucky it will be the kampung where i have a related family member who looks just like me! but..
before all that can happen i have to study. i think my cells are dying because it cannot change vitamin d to something that i need to make my skin looming radiant. haha. that is if i have my notes right. dah i cannot remember already.i need to go out. i need the playground. i want to play the swing. i want to tie my hair in two ponytails and be as childish as i can. not caring about what all the other people around me think. hmm. shall do that, one of these days... after everything is finished.
yesssssaaaaaaaaah..
I don't wanna be told to grow up And i don't wanna change, i just wanna have fun. I don't wanna be told to grow up, and i don't wanna change. So you betta give up, cause i'm not gonna change. I don't wanna grow up.
whee~ back to mugging for now.
Monday, September 05, 2005 / Monday, September 05, 2005
Secret Garden..
it's been more than a week since i last update this blog of mine. considering its the september holidays, i am suppose to be free-er. but let's see, prelims are next week and i am still going town with my cozns and went breakfast 'teman' that dodo head. let's see last sunday went out with cuzns to tampines mall. just walked around and they came over for fun. its been soo long since i ate big breakfast, but i still not happy, because i feel very the not comfortable around people i don't know. but the makcik was sooo nice. thank you makcik, or else we will have to eat at that shaky table of ours. sad2..
what else. oh yes, i have neoprints of my cuzns and i. hehe. so pretty all of them but huge exception to me. i looked damn cacat lah in the pictures, considering my cuzns are pretty little bitches. haha. okays. oh yeah.
my teachers day celebrations. the performance were whacked but okay lah. still prefered two years ago teachers day. can't believe it, my last teachers day in tkgs. haish~ so saddening. went back to evps, but only oneotehr person taht i know was there. that is sad. talked to him. it felt nice after not talking for so long. but good things always come to an end doesn't it. yeah.
oh, guess what happened today when i went out to eat breakfast. i was walking to the lift than he went into the lift. but then, his uncle called him back so he went out of the lift.his hands are soooo nice. aaaah! then being a nice person, i held the lift for him. then went he came back, he said thanks with that oh-so-cute face. haha. such cuteness. haha. can't wait for hari raya to come. then he will come again for visit. aaaah!! cuteness!!
okays. enough about him, any longer and i will be grinning from ear to ear and people may think i lost my marbles already. haha. somethings wrong with my sister. so ngada2 son't want to layan me. hmph! dah merajok ah. wait i need to find clothes for going out. dah. bye!
if only i know who you were.. where is my mechanic?
Friday, September 23, 2005 / Friday, September 23, 2005
LIFE makes you stronger..
phew~ finally.. added my archive, since i want to let you people read the past entries you people missed reading..haha.. actually nothing better to do.. so might as well..so.. for today had a LOT happening..first things first.
went for breakfast. thought that i was giong to be late coz i woke up late.. but guess what? i was 15 minutes earlier..damn.. and people staring at me and thinking why is this girl in home clothes and at the interchange at this time? haha.. so then ate at breakfast.saw aqilah's and jirah's friends. different poeple ah..yeah.. then after that walked around.. looking for sparkling juice and present.. hehe.. =)
so fun~
yeah.. then met up with jannah. passed her the tapes.. yessah.. i will get to watch the episodes... i won't miss any episodes.. i like~
then..i had my SEC 4 DANCE FAREWELL!! it was sooo nice.. the games were so cracked..the food was delicious.. especially the cheese cake..yesssah!! i think i just got fatter.. haha.. then took pictures with my beautiful dancers..it was a memorable one as it was going to be our last meeting EVER.. i wish all the juniors all the best! Especially to the malay dancers.. do us proud! some pictures of the farewell...take a look..
the sec 4 dancers.. some of them at least... hehe.. memories..
the icing on the cake..awww... how sweet.. love you people.. however not close i am to the juniors..
one of the pictures on the collage they made for us.. girlfriends are family..
bon voyage~ sadness.. i'm going to miss dancing.. really... now i cannot dance my way to *ehemz* =(
yeah... then after that went for char's birthday party.. went there for only a while.. then had to leave.. saf, saba and faz are crackos.. i swear.. yeah.. thanks.. had a romantic loner walk along the other condos.. thinking on what to do to forget..oh and char, the food was delicious. =) oh.. and i think char's condo is suuuper romantic.. there's a balcony..if my house had a balcony..i can prasan like romeo and juliet like that.. hehe.. and the swimming pool area is sooo relaxing.. whee~~ okays.. after that, was super tired and my legs felt sooo tired.. slept and woke at 4+ am just now to iron my clothes for my trip.. shopping here i come!! people, be jealous!! haha.. oh, and i found this when i was looking through the magazines to find stuff for the collage.. take a look..
how romantic can it get? haha..
adios... amigos.. i want to berambos.. haha=)
Thursday, September 22, 2005 / Thursday, September 22, 2005
"its possible that person might have loved him more than i did, but im not saying that i loved him less than that person did."
nice quote ain't it?
sometimes i wonder if i will ever meet anyone who i'll fall deeply in love and that he feels the same way for me..hmm.. pondering..haha.. never-the-mind.. not important..
had my biology practical and geography paper 1.. the geography paper was er.. okay i guess..i was lucky.. i really was.. the practical as all practicals go..i did horribly.. shan't elaborate.. i think i have phobia of the chemicals and the bunsen burner.. yes, i think i am suffering from that phobia...
watched MY stairway to heaven yesterday.. aaaaah... i can't help feeling so jittery watching him.. chengjun.. he is sooo charismatic, cute, charming... haish.. if i contined, the list will go on forever.. haha.. he and jingshu soooo should be together.. but alas, muylan had to tell me, she's going to die soon.. sooo sad... but they will get married..soooo its okay..hehe..=)
wait a minute.. that was written on wednesday afternoon.today is friday morning.therefore from now on, the today is friday and not wednesday..haha.. i feel famous alredi.. nyahaha
okay..back to normal mode..yesterday had to save the entry as a draft as the whole family decided to eat dinner outside. we ate at bedok corner and it was sooo nice..hehe..
hmmm..today was my last paper for prelims. the paper was okay. found two HUGE mistakes. i swear my uncertainties will kill me soon. yes, for one specific question.. from now on i HATE the word NITROGEN and CARBON DIOXIDE. f***ed up ah. i do not allow myself to say mean words in my entries. its not good for the inner me. haha.. i sound like a psycho from IMH.. haha.. i think i should be there.. then i can ask them to dye my strap suit, or whatever they call it in rainbow colours, then all those other patients will be oh-so-jealous of me. yeah!! okays.. that's it for the bio paper..
PRELIMS ARE OVER!!!!!
yessah... physics students be jealous!! whee~
after the paper just now, went to bugis with masse, qix, yogi, pat and jannah... haha.. how fun.. i felt soooo tired after the shopping....it felt sooo nice going around looking at things which are pretty and hanging around with the goondus and the kiddos.. hehe.. going to miss them..till monday.. i know you people miss me too..haha
okay.. tuition was nice...=) talked with amy and faz after that. yeah...
i am going out the whole day tomorrow!! i feel soooo nice!! having breakfast with amy at bk at SIMEI coz that girl don't want to walk in..haha.. now i have to walk out..haha.. and i have to wake up early for BREAKFAST.. then am meeting jannah to pass her the videotapes so she can help me record my white flame!!!! going to miss my darling boyfriend in the weekend.. hahah... boyfriend kaper...(for those who don't know me, i am a self-obsessed and prasan child , therefore all the actors i like are my boyfriend for the run of the serial...hehe.. ) and then after that i will be having my sec 4 farewell!!!! yay!! i feel excited.. hmmz... then after that char's birthday party...which i am allowed to go!! yay!! all plans are confirmed except the breakfast.
two factors:
- will i be able to wake up?
- should i tell my father i am going breakfast?
haha.. i don't knowlah..but please, pretty please let him be in a good mood tomorrow...
and then i'm going shopping in the weekends..yessah!! then..back to mugging on monday.. haha.. such a fun pack weekend... tralalalalalala~~
i'm sorry i'm busy now~
dat.tet.cancelled.done.*rolls eyes*
oh... and farid is soooo sweet. haha. i don't know what makes him sweet, but he's just a nice guy i guess.. yes..better than busy person.sheesh kapish.
signing out now. should congratulate you on reading the loooooong entry..hahah toodles..
Monday, September 19, 2005 / Monday, September 19, 2005
gaaaaaaaahh~ no title for today's entry..
had phy-chem paper and chem paper just now.. chem was okaaaay.. phy-chem paper 1 was a nightmare.. i have a feeling i did badly...but i wish, a pretty wish that i don't screw up too badly.. at least not higher than teh l1r5 for my block CA.. it cannot be higher than that.. no actually i need at least 10 points lesser than that. but let me announce to everyone what papers i have taken and how well i did for them..
EL Paper 1 and 2 - the vocabulary was horrid. Social Studies - can't remember doing the paper, BUT i did badly.. E maths paper1 - this paper lagi cannot remember..so cannot comment.. Biology Paper 2 - felt okay.. but not that great.. Geography paer 2 - oh no.. Malay Paper 1 - not sure... A Maths paper 1 - it felt OKAY.... Phy paper - it was soooo hard... History elective - lalala~ E Math paper 2 - haha.. too rushy.. Phy/chem parctical - extra shitty... the bloody bunsen burner cannot light up.. sheesh and for today's papers.. haha.. can lah..
oh no.. how am i suppose to go for 3 months.. sheesh kelebeish. shall find a job then... then can go shopping with my sotong friends.. nyaha..
i have 2 papers tomorrow but what am i doing updating on my oh-so-boring life.. haha.. 5 more papers to go.. that includes bio practical which is going to be extra irritating..aaaargh!! can i not sit for the papers.. can i please??
ooh..i need to talk about the kuda kepang guy yesterday.. soooo cute.. cannot carry.. haha.. oh and i saw my ex-primary skool mate just now. marcus d. nathan he is sooo much cuter now.. wakhakha..ate with masse, qix and jaja at ljs.. eating and staring at the same time.. haha..
naughty2.. lalala~ going study now.. don't kacau eh.. oh yeah, happy b'dae to my two darlings.. AMALINA & MASSELIA.. become old alredi..i still young you know.. i know you know..haha.. till the next entry...
Tuesday, September 13, 2005 / Tuesday, September 13, 2005
My Girlfriend's Dead whee~ i feel great. yes i do. finally finished half the battle today. finished a math paper 1 just now. it was do-able. it was better than the other times i received my paper and absolutely don't know what to write. i hope i can pass a maths. it will be a great accomplishment.i swear it will. then, i can show that i actually understand the subject. haha. okays, it will be an ego trip for me. uhuh. but... worst case possible... fail with a huge F9..
no.no.no.no... shall not think about the paper. next paper tomorrow. physics and history. haha. if rasputin comes out, 100% some people laugh like nobody's business.. haha. cracked info about him. shall not elaborate.if you know, you know. you don't know...tet. haha.. i can't wait to go batam!! i want to go!! then i can feel relaxed. yessaaaaaaaah...
haha. i sound like some old man wanting to go batam for some enjoyment.haha. no eh. my mechanic somewhere lost. later after i 50 years old, i go and look for him. haha. oh yes. i found a new occupation to be seow over. NURSING!! yes, can everyone imagine me in a nurse uniform. haha. nolah. its such a cute job don't you think? a going-to-be-nurse sat beside me just now. she was reading some notes of hers and i remembered my ah ji. haha. i don't remember his name. then if ah ji is there, then i can be cailing!! haha. don't go and roll your eyes here eh faz. hmm.. coming to think of it... i don't think i am patient enough for the job and i have oh-such short temper.
boinks.boinks. oh and the title of the entry is a song name. my gilfriends are soooo not dead.tehy are very much alive and still as melodramatic as ever. haha. i am teh most sanest one there. trust my words haha. dah, that's all for now. update laters... peace outz.
sebelum ku kenalimu hidupku cukup ngan suka duka tak pernahku sangka semuanya akan berubah dikau bagaikan cahaya, bagi jiwa ku ini tak mungkinku lupa katamu kan sentiasa di sisi
Friday, September 09, 2005 / Friday, September 09, 2005
Red In The Face..
whoa. tiem sure pass by fast. one more day to my biology and geography paper. and i think i am not ready for it. just taking an hour off my busy 'mugging' period to write an entry. have been mugging with the usual crowd for all five days except tuesday.and i got bitten by a mosquito yesterday. lucky its not the deadly dengue. noooo.. or i'll miss my darling friends more. or whould they be missing me? haha. okays.
3 more chaps for bio..
lots more for geography.
have pity on me mr prelims and not let it be so hard. i want to go badly to that school. or maybe my second choice. i need to prove to myself that i am not stupid. i need to tell my mom thanks for all her effort to make sure i get help for my prelims and o levels. i wanna thank her sooo very much.and i need to show my gratitude to some of the teachers who have faith that i can do well. for you teacher, i am trying to study my ass off for your subject. i hope i won't dissapoint you. i really hope that i won't.
i want to go batam. can't wait for the prelims to be over. then i can go there and see my nenek's kampong, well her family's one lah. yeah, just visiting. oh, and if i am lucky it will be the kampung where i have a related family member who looks just like me! but..
before all that can happen i have to study. i think my cells are dying because it cannot change vitamin d to something that i need to make my skin looming radiant. haha. that is if i have my notes right. dah i cannot remember already.i need to go out. i need the playground. i want to play the swing. i want to tie my hair in two ponytails and be as childish as i can. not caring about what all the other people around me think. hmm. shall do that, one of these days... after everything is finished.
yesssssaaaaaaaaah..
I don't wanna be told to grow up And i don't wanna change, i just wanna have fun. I don't wanna be told to grow up, and i don't wanna change. So you betta give up, cause i'm not gonna change. I don't wanna grow up.
whee~ back to mugging for now.
Monday, September 05, 2005 / Monday, September 05, 2005
Secret Garden..
it's been more than a week since i last update this blog of mine. considering its the september holidays, i am suppose to be free-er. but let's see, prelims are next week and i am still going town with my cozns and went breakfast 'teman' that dodo head. let's see last sunday went out with cuzns to tampines mall. just walked around and they came over for fun. its been soo long since i ate big breakfast, but i still not happy, because i feel very the not comfortable around people i don't know. but the makcik was sooo nice. thank you makcik, or else we will have to eat at that shaky table of ours. sad2..
what else. oh yes, i have neoprints of my cuzns and i. hehe. so pretty all of them but huge exception to me. i looked damn cacat lah in the pictures, considering my cuzns are pretty little bitches. haha. okays. oh yeah.
my teachers day celebrations. the performance were whacked but okay lah. still prefered two years ago teachers day. can't believe it, my last teachers day in tkgs. haish~ so saddening. went back to evps, but only oneotehr person taht i know was there. that is sad. talked to him. it felt nice after not talking for so long. but good things always come to an end doesn't it. yeah.
oh, guess what happened today when i went out to eat breakfast. i was walking to the lift than he went into the lift. but then, his uncle called him back so he went out of the lift.his hands are soooo nice. aaaah! then being a nice person, i held the lift for him. then went he came back, he said thanks with that oh-so-cute face. haha. such cuteness. haha. can't wait for hari raya to come. then he will come again for visit. aaaah!! cuteness!!
okays. enough about him, any longer and i will be grinning from ear to ear and people may think i lost my marbles already. haha. somethings wrong with my sister. so ngada2 son't want to layan me. hmph! dah merajok ah. wait i need to find clothes for going out. dah. bye!
if only i know who you were.. where is my mechanic?
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Hello my name is farahin!
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it just spoils all the fun out of falling in and out of love
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WISHLIST!
my WISH upon a star!
get my driving license!! go on a trip with my friends! digital camera :))) dresses.dresses.dresses. go for CAMP! any kind will do! :) hang out with the jayceee people <33
go ice skating!!
visit the SCIENCE centre AND Camwhore!
SWIMMING! strawberry sundaeee pleasee! HEELS! :)
