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Friday, July 29, 2005 / Friday, July 29, 2005
MANIFESTASI 2005

whee~ it was soo nice..i enjoyed it..yeah..me-on was sooo cute..haha.. reminds me of that certain someone..haha..he looks like him..nyaaah.. yeah.. there were like sooo many tkgians lah..haha.. both in productions and the audience..it felt soo nice..hugging all your seniors..yeah..nobody's gonna do that to me once i leave coz i am not close to any junior... yeah.. haha..

the lead actress is like whoa ah... soo good her acting.. all my thumbs up! hehe... =)
and her acting with the lead actor is so moving... i felt so involved in the story..loveeeeee it!
and kak siti was soo cute..haha..yeah.. so we(me.my older sis.amy.masse.afiqah.afiqah lil sis.siti.sahuria.saihah.jaja.kak liza) decided to go makans.. yeah.. but when we reach there, there was like no tables..and it was soooo full..nyaaaah..so me n my sis decided to go eat at macs with my lil sis.. mind you, it was near 11.. yeah, so went back and my dadwas in a foul mood.. haha..
so, i am going to have no lifethis weekend..coz i cannot go out and so i conclude i have to study at home.. haha..which will never happen..nyaaaah...

FARAHIN WAKE UP!!! 28 MORE DAYS TO PRELIMS!!!!

haha..okies.. just a teeny weeny wake up call.. i am on an envying mood these few days.. darn..
nyaaah.. ppl finished studying alredi.. and what the hell am i doing online? i must be sick..yes i am.. aaaaah!! only one thing can cure me..and that is....

MY FREAKING OWN MOTIVATION...

haha..dah. i am dead.. congratulate me ppl...waaaaah~ dahlah..i wanna do smt worthwhile with my life like releasing all this creative juices on paper...taa~


Wednesday, July 27, 2005 / Wednesday, July 27, 2005
hehe..=)

okies..i don't know why i feel so light and happy today..as if there are no problems bothering me..hehe.. i guess not..or maybe my optimism is getting the best of me today..well then, i'm happy. i'm not sad..=)

haha..okeis..i think i am 100% not in my sanest moods today..but oh wells..ooh, studied with qix n masse just now..haha.. t was fruitful..i actually finished studying 5 chaps of physics..but that's just the tb..haven't started on the tys and the notes..yes..shall do it later before i get into my lazy mood..haha.. oh and just now, masse remembered suddenly about this hans movement that she could not do..and guess what? me and qix can..haha..too bad, so sad, go buy plastic bag!=)

oh yeah..was supposed to do a malay composition yesterday after went home from tuition for hwk..but guess wad?? me being me, i slept while watching csi..haha.. i think smt's wrg with me..everytime after tuition i watch csi, 15 mins into the show i sleep..haha.. and only wake up when the credits(werd thanx to saf!) are out..haha..guess i am just too tired lah.. haha.. too much energy wasted in school..haha. oh n back to the compo thingy..i found a plot which i want to write about..but couldn't of how to start..and suddenly in a maths just now, decided to start writing my compo..haha..with sila helping me to put my thoughts into words..i finished doing the compo by the second period..whee~ and third period was spent rewriting the whole thing in pen..haha.. perfection..yeah..=)

so, you see, i wasn't listening during a maths, geog and physics..haha..i so bet that i am going to suffer soon enough..nyaaaah...

yeah2.. haha.. guess wad??i just finished reading the 5th book of absolute boyfriends...aaah..
soshi is hotness..haha.. you ppl and your night tenjo, he's not cute tau..but sometimes, he's just too sweet to resist..haha..but soshi is still my favourite! he likes doing housework and he knows how to cook and he's 16 and he's a human..haha.. just right for me..muahaha..

dah.. i am starting to crap again.. oh yeah, i think the guy sitting opp of us when me, masse and afiqah took the bus was cute..haha.. ok..that's random and sooo me..haha.. okies dah..
shall leave here with a a quote from my current favourite book,

" Why is it what we say is never realy what we're thinking or feeling?what's going on here?has my brain go on strike?"

haha..okays..just thought that it was funny..haha.. if you don't geddit that means, you do not have an intellectual mind..nyahhaa..=)

okaylah..hmm...let me search for a song to leave you girls with..

MYA - Case of the Ex (What'cha Gonna Do) Lyrics

Yeah Mya
Red Zone wha what
It's after midnight
And she's on your phone
Saying come over
Cause she's all alone
I could tell it was your ex
By your tone
Why is she calling now
After so long
[Chorus]
Now what is that she wants
Tell me what is that she needs
Did she hear about the brand new Benz
That you just bought for me
Cause y'all didn't have no kids
Didn't shared no mutual friends
And you told me that she turned trick
When y'all broke up in 96
[Hook]
What'cha gonna do
When you can't say no
When her feelings start to show
Boy I really need to know
And how you gonna act
How you gonna handle that
What'cha gonna do when she wants you back
[Hook]
There's no need to
Reminisce about the past
Obviously cause that shyt did not last
I know how a woman will try to game you
So don't get caught up
Because baby you'll lose
[Chorus]
[Hook 4xs]
Tell me why she on the phone
In the middle of the night
Tell me why she in your life
Trying to get what's mine
She don't know me
She's about to know me
I'm in your life
That's how its gonna be
I've seen the broke ho
She ain't even all that
So if you want her back
You can take her back
Cause game recognize game
I could do the same thing
Get it right, change
Or take back this ring
[Hook 4xs]
Yo, playboy right now, uh
Uh, Mya, think girl, think girl
What What What What Uh
Red Zone



Saturday, July 16, 2005 / Saturday, July 16, 2005
blaaaaaaaaaah!!! did u miss me??did you? did you? haha..i bet you did, so no need to fret..here comes my updation..haha..no such word,so little kids dun follow2 eh..haha..hmm..let's see, just officially finished my malay o'levels last friday..aaaah!! i screw it..or did i??nyahha..i dunolahr..i am lost..yes...i am..muahaha..

oh yeah..went to celebrate my darling amy's 16th birthday today..ish sooo old alredi..muahha..
i am not old..i am still young..youthful as ever..muahaha..be jealous everyone..haha..okays..so what did we do..met faz earlier to buy amy's cake which we bought last nyte as according to the explanation we gave to amy..haha.. and i bought amy these 2 supposedly according to faz bridal roses..which were pretty..hehe..=) and while on the way tehre, faz prasan the roses were from her mr *ehemz*..nyahha..dat forlorn look...ish..can puke you know..haha..

yeah..den so we met amy..we wento far east for our brunch, ate at puncak.. yeah.. dun like the service.hmph! haha.. these two guys sat beside2 us..one guy got tattoo on his hand..yeah..nicey..i think..haha..so ate our fill..nyahah.. den we went around orchard searching for faz'z mummy dearest prezzie..haha..managed to find some pretty things..oh yeah, on the way, we saw this group of breakdancers...nyahah..they were quite good..uhuh..

yeah..so den we went to esteller 77 at far east to celebrate amy's birthday!! we cut the cake there..haha..how funny.the sailor guy..nyahha..wad lameness..we were crapping lah..haha..
den we walked ard far east..saw quite a no. of cute guys..nyahah.. lovely..muahaha
yeah..den went shopping fer ourselves..bought huge loop earrings..yeah!! same colour as faz only bigger den hers..nyahah..

den it was nearing 4 already so needed to get going..we took pictures of ourselves and also asked this nice looking vs boy which was so blur but blur-cute to help take picture for us..how nice kanz..hehe.. yeah.. so den left the place.. oh yeah..while me faz were walking to the mrt station,(amy went to meet her family), we were seperated..and in between us ppl were whizzing by and suddenly in the background, the busker just started singing..haha..for a moment it felt like we were in a music video..so romantic..haha.. yeah..

den in the mrt, we were packed like sardines..haha..i felt so intimidated, coz i was the shortest amongst the ppl ard me, coz all ard were guys(old)..so i was like,uhh.. haha..yeah.. then after day when home..haha..yeah..dat was what happened today..how fun!!had sooo much fun!!

haha..some pictures that we took today!!

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the food we ate for brunch..haha..finished already... from left, top: mine,faz and amy..

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the birthday cake!!! whee~~ pure chocolate bebeh!!

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birthday girl blowing her candles..nyahha..sombody's OLD!! haha..oh..and i think there's a cute guy in the background in red..haha

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the picture we took ourselves outside tangs..

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the picture the cute-blur vs guy took for us..haha

yeah..dats all lah..taaa~ whee~ those taking o's dis year..go study..why u still reading my blog??haha..buhbye!


Monday, July 11, 2005 / Monday, July 11, 2005
okay..firstly, i think i gained MORE weight in the weekend..so yeah..i am getting fatter..ouh wells..i have to do smt about it..nyahah..okays..dah off dat topic..oh yeah..i think i am gonna hibernate as long as i want until i am ready to type again..haha.. yeah..so this is my last entry for the day or mebbe the whole month..haha..

yeah.. got back maths paper..failed..terrible..how am i spose to ask my dad to sign the paper..oh no..i am sooo dead..blame it on the craeless mistakes lah..not my fault.. okeis..so went back with masse,diane and arthi.. went to eat and yeah..

oh.. and i saw this person.. yeah..=)

shall not talk about dat..hee..oh.. and smt advance for my frens..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIRAH!!
haha..her bdae on 13th july 2005!! *muackz*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMY!!
my darling's birthday is on 17th july 2005!! whee! *muackish* and *huggiez*

haha..dahlah..tag tau..u dun tag..i chop ur fingers..nyahaha.. nolah.. dah..buhbyez...


Friday, July 08, 2005 / Friday, July 08, 2005
It's So Hard To Say Goodbye To Yesterday
by Boyz II Men

How do I say goodbye
To what we had
The good times that made us laugh
Outweighed the bad
I thought we'd get to see forever
But forever's gone away
It's so hard to say goodbye
To yesterday

I don't know where this road
Is going to lead
All I know is where we've been
And what we've been through
If we get to see tomorrow
I hope it's worth all the wait
It's so hard to say goodbye
To yesterday

And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye
To yesterday

And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye
To yesterday


/ Friday, July 08, 2005
sometiems i think that i think too much or maybe i don't think enough..sometimes..i just make myself go crazy thinking of things which are never gonna happen or have already happened..and trying to change the story just a little, to make me feel a little better or boost my confidence a little wee bit..yeah..i totally think something is wrong with me..

why sometimes you know that you can trust the people around you, but the next second you can't..i don't get why i am being so emo now, just because i was reading thru' the net, and i see that i am merely a no one to those i thot had anything do with me..yes..i know the world doesn't revolve ard me...aaaaaah...blame it one the music i am listening to..making me feel all depressed and sad...

sometimes the decisions u make may be wrong..but they are the choices you ahev already made..they can be the worst mistakes of your life..but you should know that every mistake, has its own teaching.... such as to treasure your friends, your parents, and just everyone..

sometimes i ponder .. i feel that i have so many problems to deal with ...but when i look at all the people passing by, i'm thinking what if this person in front of me, who seems perfectly normal.. may have as many problems as me or maybe even more..sometimes i wonder...

i wonder too much..i think too much..i miss my old self soo much..dah.. i am being emo..


Thursday, July 07, 2005 / Thursday, July 07, 2005
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....

haha..soo long since i updated this blog of mine..haha..i noe..i noe.. everyone misses me ryte..nyahaha.. dah eh..okaes..ferstly, mock exams are over..and i don't wish to know my results..nyaaah.. yeah, prelims are in 8 weeks.. and i am sooo not ready..haish..yeah..oh yeah, last frisay went to esplanade to watch the BAND perform..whee~ it was fun and nice.. i love when the band plays..whee~ oh and there was this other school with their chinese orchestra... i can't comment, coz the music is not my cup of tea..yeah..but they were okay..i like the first ever song they played..yeah..and there's this cute guy who sits nearest to the tkg band first personon the first row..haha..

yeah.. hmm.. had fun..went to the rooftop..walked around.. bought food..took lotsa pix.. come, i show you some of the pix taken..

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haha..dis one taken with my boyfriend..hot right..nyahaha

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and dis one was taken with faz..haha..posing kaperz..

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and dis one was taken with amy, but the picture not very clear and got light..so yeah..

yearps..those were some of the pix taken..yeah..so dis monday had holiday, acterli was able to do smt, like cleaning my room..haha and den skool started, got back phy paper, which is superbly terrible.. oh yeah..need to announce smt..

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO ESTHER!!

whee~ gave her this pretty tiara and a scroll..haha..she princess wad..hehe..

ooooooh..and just now..haha..for fun, i took picture with the cultural group..nyahah..step part of the cca only..haha..but it was craps ahr..yeah..hmm.. wad else eh..oh yeah.. tuition today was fun! i like... hehe.. dah eh, till next tyme..farahin signing outz..