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Sunday, June 27, 2004 / Sunday, June 27, 2004
Anuar Zain (Azlan Abu Hassan / Azalea)

Keabadian Cinta

Selembut bicara
Sehalus sentuhanmu
Layangan pesonamu
Tak mungkin ku lupa jelingan pertama
Nan indah penuh makna
Akan ku sahut cintamu itu
Bersama kita menuju bahagia

( korus )
Takkan laguku sendiri
Kasih yang berlabuh kini
Terasa keabadian cinta kau beri
Mungkinkah daku bermimpi
Sebahagia begini
Ini bukan ilusi oh... kasih

Seindah irama
Gemersik suaramu
Mengalun sepiku yang merindu
Akan ku sahut cintamu itu
Bersama kita menuju bahagia

( bridge )
Tuhan merestui
Bahagia begini
Kasihmu nan suci



/ Sunday, June 27, 2004
AXL's

Andai Dapat Ku Undurkan Masa

Dalam usikku merajuk seketika
Laluku pergi meninggalkan dirimu
Tanpa ku duga
Lilin menjadi bara
Gurauanku jadi dilema prasangka

Kau menyangka aku pergi kerna dia
Yang tak pernah wujud dalam alam cinta
Belum sempat ku jernihkan suasana
Engkau pula yang hilang
Entah ke mana

Puas sudah ku mencari
Ku tinggalkan pesan
Ku kirimkan berita
Agar dapatku temui dirimu
Umpama sebutir permata yang sirna

Andai dapat
Ku undurkan putaran dunia
Inginku ubah semula kata
Dan tingkahlakuku yang salah
Agar kita dapat seiring
Di mercu asmara

Tak ingin lagi
Dan tak mahu lagi berpisah
Bukan dengan kerelaan hati
Penyesalan yang tiada kesudahan
Ku tersepit dalam jerat sendiri


Saturday, June 26, 2004 / Saturday, June 26, 2004
INTERNET!!!!AT LONG LAST!!!it's been two weeks sincei touched the internet..u noe why??coz the line was cut..khakha...nehmind..i'm here now..a LOT of stuff have happened since i last wrote in my blog..

u noe when you have a friend who is very close to you but in the currentdays you don't seem to know how she is..maybe i am in the wrong..haven't been conversing enough..but even ifi try..will it help??coz i udn feel like talking much when around this friend..i dunno..i dun feel the connection i had with er the last tyme i had spoken to her..haish~~it ok..i'm sure all these things will be ok..just like ithad..the few million times this happened..hehe..

was banned from going out..did not attend the class bbq which i spent sms-es n phone calls on..sooo sad..den miss the whole new people who acterli bothered to attend the bbq although dey are not part of the klas...

great..while writing this entry my mood became moody..sheesh..now i feel depressed..shit ahr..k i duno wad to write..i feel bad fer not finishing my whole hwk//n i made a prominse to mydasum more..26 was my dad's burfdae!!me n my older sis bought him dis nice perfume..my gosh..the smell was nice..heheh...(imaging *ehemehem* wearing the perfume..ahhh)heheh..

oh yahr..just now bought kain fer hari rayer..man..the cloth was nice..soo pretty..n soo sweet..just like me..hhehe..feeling alih2 sentimental ahr skarang...haish~

sia-sia sahaja pengorbanan dan kesetiaan ku ini
kusangka kau permata rupanya duri paling berbisa
ku pasrah dan berdoa semoga tabah jiwaku
oh tetapi bagaimana nak kurawat jiwayang siksa..
ke mana arah hendak ku tuju..
bila hatiku rindu padamu..
hendak kucari..tapi tak guna..
kau bahagia dengan si dia....
di kamar sepi aku termenung..
terbayang-bayang kenangan kita..
tidak ku sangka kau tergamak pergi
saat ku masih perlukanmu...

*fuh.. lagu ni penuh sentimental value..haish~

oklahr..enough of the sentimental me..me going out now..coz dun wish to elaborate further on my life..so yeah..gd bye..


Monday, June 07, 2004 / Monday, June 07, 2004
kk..3 weeks have passed withough an entry and dis is suppose to be the hols..kahkha..kk..aftherdat depressing entry of me and all..haha..emotional breakdown i guess or just plain PMS..hehe..=)

k..shall start from the obs trip..hell yeah, it was fun..like the kayaking, the beholding school(dats what i think it is ahr..kinda fergot the name..hehe..=)) and all the cooking your own food stuff..hehe..the food we ate were actually edible u noe..seriously..=)
COUSTEAU is the anme od my watch which consists of 16 friends i haven't knew before obs..and of course the ever wisdomic JUANSA!!hehe..she's my instructor..though she can be a bit mild at times..i do still love ( this is instructor to student liking ahr..not lesbian..)and miss her!!hehe.. during kayaking we were..acterli I wastalking about whirlpools and dead fishes and me and emilda(who was my kayaking partner n hu had to stand me for 6 hrs..) always had the problem of people banging to us..it was frustrating man..but its always the usual culprits..this red kayak which i duno who its occupants are, jannah's kayak n nurul's kayak..hehe..so funny..n it was drizzling and all..man it was fun..hehe..den making the tents and all fer 2 daes we slept at the beach where our tent was sloping dwn and all..sheesh..but it was leepable..k i guess dats all i shall reveal to you..the rest will be kept in my memories forever..=)

kk..next thing on line is the school hols..what did i do in the ferst week??i think i slack till wed which was vesak day..oyahr..on tuesday went to this seminar at science centre..itwas oklahr..there was NO CUTE GUYS!!well..not acterli are..there were a few..but..heck ahr.. lala~ than on thursdae thaere was the eventful "geog project"..kahkha..supposed to meetat 12..but..allcame onlie at 12.40 like dat..bought food..spent 1 hr eating dat means started the project only at 2 ard dere..but den all slack coz dun have an idea on what we're suppose to be doing..khakha..jira chatted online den slept..masse was msging asif using jannah hp and him usind muhaimin's hp..kahhka..den jannah went online n chatted with ikmal n musa..n i kpo2..khaha..den we onli started with the pp at 4+..kahka..terrible us.. then we sota made the skeleton of teh pp n all went home..yeah..den fridae i dun tink i did anything.. i fergot on mondae was mr humphries farewell at eastview..( he was my science teacher fer p5 n p6 n also ourart teacher which is frequently used fer science.. hehe..) den on saturdae..me n my sisters followed my parents to their friends daughtter's reception..kindalike dat n in the morning wentto eat at geylang..which was fantastic!

den on sunday we arrives to rewang at 1+..khakha..my mom's family side is soo kecoh n soo much fun!! helped to be a kendarat.n the same time i did that..the kompang guys were eating so yahr..was soo nice to them..hehe..n den helping with teh kitchen n all..o yahr...itwas my mom's cousin getting married..haish~ at least we got 10 bucks fer helping out..o yahr..n i haev great "uncles" n "aunties"..yeah..i noe what i mean..kakha..kk..

second wekk of hols..on miondae..slacked like hell..no acterlie i went outsecretly to p.ris to meet faz n book class pit..yeah..there is going to be a class 2/9 reunion barbeque next week on 16 june at 4.30pm..pls sms me, call me or msn me before the datefor moredetails k?? hurry n tell me whether u'l be able to come or not aights??n i need ppl to bring the food n drinks n stuff fer bbq..volunteerdat emans this is pot luck n u will not see ur moneyagain after buying the stuff fer us..khakha..wad an evil way to put it in..butyeah..we seriously need volunteers or else there will be absolutely no food fer u guys to eat!!yeah..try to spread the werd..coz ican'tafford to msg everyone..kk??hx..

*muah*lala~~shall continuing to wait fer the time to go to meet geog team ppl..taa..