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Friday, October 24, 2003 / Friday, October 24, 2003
Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and as many say "Your head is in the clouds."
A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and wild fashions. Youre most at ease when youve got all your mates around you and you like to party. Boys are a game and youre always on the ball because you make sure youre always number one.
Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature, sociability.
Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for attention.
Wednesday, October 22, 2003 / Wednesday, October 22, 2003
this song is very nice..but its up to you ahr..
Christina Aguilera - Infatuation
He comes from a foreign place
And I live far away
Intrigues me with every move
Till I'm breathless, I'm helpless
Can't keep my cool
Steals my heart when he takes my hand
And we dance, to the rhythm of the band
I feel his finger tips, grip my hips
And I slip as we dip into a state of bliss
Mama used to warn me
To beware of those Latin lovers
She said I gave my heart too soon
And that's how I became your mother
I said ay mama, you seem to forget
I'm not in love yet
Sweet talk don't win me over
But I realized
Big brown eyes can hypnotize
When he says
Chorus:
I am full blood boricua
Reads the tattoo on his arm
He tells me, mami I need ya
And my heartbeat pumps so strong
Getting lost in el ritmo
He whispers te quiero, te quiero
I begin to give in with no hesitation
Can't help my infatuation
It's pure infatuation
Skin the color of cinnamon
His eyes light up and I melt within
Feels so good it must be a sin
I can't stop what I started
I'm giving in
He brings life to my fantasies
Sparks a passion inside of me
Finds the words when I can not speak
In the silence, his heartbeat is music to me
But Mama used to warn me
Not to rush love with another
She said I'm not trying to lecture
I just care about my daughter
Ay mama, you seem to forget
I never will let
A man control my emotions
But when he smiles (when he smiles)
I feel like a little child
When he says
(Chorus)
Caught between my mama's words
And what I feel inside
I'm wanting to explore his world
But part of me wants to hide
Should I risk it, can't resist it
This has caught me by surprise
Should I, let him take me to Puerto Rico
I can't hold back no more
Let's go tonight...
Papi hold me, say that you adore me
Never let go never leave me lonely
(Chorus)
I can’t help what I’m feeling
I’m infatuated (It’s pure infatuation)
(Can’t help my infatuation)
Papi hold me, say that you adore me
Never let go never leave me lonely
It’s pure infatuation
/ Wednesday, October 22, 2003
Simple Plan - Grow Up
This is who I am and this is what I like
GC, Sum, and Blink and MxPx rocking my room
If you’re looking for me I’ll be at the show
I can never find a better place to go
Until the day I die, I promise I won’t change
So you better give up
I don’t wanna be told to grow up
And I don’t wanna change
I just wanna have fun
I don’t wanna be told to grow up
And I don’t wanna change
So you better give up
‘Cause I’m not gonna change
I don’t wanna grow up
I like to stay up late and spend hours on the phone
Hanging out with all my friends and never being at home
I'm impolite and I make fun of everyone
I’m immature but I will stay this way forever
til the day I die, I promise I won’t change
So you better give up
I don’t wanna be told to grow up
And I don’t wanna change
I just wanna have fun
I don’t wanna be told to grow up
And I don’t wanna change
So you better give up
‘Cause I’m not gonna change
I don’t wanna grow up
I don’t wanna be told to grow up (grow up) (grow up)
I don’t wanna be told to grow up (grow up) (grow up)
I don’t wanna be told to grow up
And I don’t wanna change
I just wanna have fun
I don’t wanna be told to grow up
And I don’t wanna change
So you better give up
I don’t wanna be told to grow up
And I don’t wanna change
I just wanna have fun
I don’t wanna be told to grow up
And I don’t wanna change
So you better give up,
No I don't wanna change
so you better give up
‘Cause I’m not gonna change
I don’t wanna grow up
/ Wednesday, October 22, 2003
dah lama aku tak tulis pasal hidup aku..kaez..got back my results..it was bad..so yahr..butfer tjose kpo ppl who wants to know my marks to see whether i did worse then you..i'm sure i have done worse..so yahr..aightz...
k..dats all right fer exam scripts..i am gonna fail overall for maths and history..so yahr...i am so sleepy right now...just wish i could be awake right now..tomorrow smt gonna happen..so watch out..and ain't my layout ugly..nag i dun care..its nice...IF YOU DARE SAY ITS NOT NICE..hehe..im not gonna do anything to you..coz dats your opinion..heheh
kaez..lets see...fara says shenot going jalan rayer with us..tapik kalau deir tak gik macam...missing a person like dat..and SOME person would not go coz fara would not be there..but just to exaggerate my point..hehe..hmmz..wad happen dis week...got our pictures back..so farn..and i splurge money on earrings..hehe..i bought an owl, scissors,skateboard person, zip, spider and spider..i shared with miss fazlina..hahz..
tomorrow gonna have a stupid talk by some persion dat i do not know..and if his book is talking about friendshops or smt..maybe i would buy..hehe..tomorrow gonna buy a TK doll and pay for the Gala Night..only me, faz, amirah and meixia going ahr..dat i noe of..unless some mabok-on(supposedly copyrighted from elia or wassit saf or wassit nurul..hahaz..) suddenly going..hehe..hmmz..i guess dats al..oh yahr..mr yaps' in the hospital for operation for appendixitis...i dunno wad it is..but i hope hes ok..hehe..guess wanna thank him for teaching me..hehe..yeah rite..hahaz..i'm evial today..
for ppl who is not able to rtag..pls try again orrefresh..coz i dunno wads happening with the stupid tag-board..heheh..aightz ahr..anything, you guys can mail me k??hehe..bye..
muaxx!
Thursday, October 16, 2003 / Thursday, October 16, 2003
hahaz..bored at home ppl..and u noe wad??i'm stuck to asif's and gangs' song..Aargh!!it is just so nice..its like so meaningful..wen u hear the song, its like the emcees themselves when thru' all this happenings..so touched..unoe wad??the ferst time i heard their song, i thought it was some proffesional group, but den again, it was them coz i heard alif's voice..ahakz..so nice sia the song..oh yahr..i wrote the lyrics down with the help of my big sis..so nice..hehe..k...although cannot make out some of their werds..overall, my sis said that asif's part touched her heart the most..hehe...the song have been replaying since just now sia..and for the past few days since maselia sent it to me...hahaz..
kaez..new layout ppl..i am so happy..finally a new and improved layout..gonna change it when i'm free..hehe..and for ppl's information..DO NOT BELIEVE WHATEVER YOU HEARD FROM PPL ABOUT ME!!kaez..hehe..and to this kuncikunci person..pls tell me who you are..hahaz..kaze im lame..hehe..outz..gonna eat lunch now..ahakz..
/ Thursday, October 16, 2003
wEeeEeeE..i found a new poem and i wanna share it..hahaz..
Have you ever felt like you knew someone a long, long time ago?
Another place, another time, a friendship of the souls?
Two people who share a bond for reasons neither know,
A feeling that they were friends, a long, long time ago?
Did they stumble onto each other by pure circumstance,
Or was it fate and destiny that played a certain hand?
Two souls intertwined, they are worlds apart,
But the soul, it knows no difference, in matters of the heart.
Somehow they are drawn together, fate has brought them back,
Each living worlds apart, they journey separate paths.
When this life is over, and a new life begins,
Their souls will find each other, two souls that we call friends.
- Lia Fail -
Tuesday, October 14, 2003 / Tuesday, October 14, 2003
ahakz..dah lamer aku tak jenguk kat nik nyer blog..hehe..kaez..lets see..exams dah habis!!!yay!!happi siak aku..khakha..skarang tak tunggu untuk rayer..aku tak nka dapatresults!!!Aargh!!!i dun wanna be seperated from my fwens!!hehe..kaez..tadik balik, gereks seh..kluar skolar kol 11, naik bas balik kol 12+..hahaz..semua merepeks kat molly place..hahaz..takder kerja seh kitorang..heheh..kaez....dere was:
nad,khadijah,amirah,fazlina,sila,farahin,nurul,haziqah, saf and elia..hehe..kiter semua merepek sebab semua tak nka balik..ahakz..hmmm..
i dun have much to write bout..but..hehe..i have such a big crush on my...TKG doll..ahaz...k lahr not that big..but who the hell cares..hehe...aightz..i am straight ppl..hehe..kaez..peaceou..
*muackz*cayang semuerk..
Monday, October 06, 2003 / Monday, October 06, 2003
*This is a poem written my by most cutest junior, Sarah Lee Meixia..hehe..
nice aight?i noe..hahaz..oh yahr..ppl if u have time, go and review her other poems kaez??at this website...
http://www.fanfiction.net/~operaghostkid
The Pain I Feel
The pain I feel from what I’ve lost
It tears my soul apart
Love bears a price, at great a cost
For now it rips my heart
To only get another chance
I’d give up my very life
But rejection pierces like a lance
And stabs me like a knife
To have no purpose to carry on
The cold emptiness in my being
Oh God why do you still prolong
My life that now, lacks all its meaning?
Take me, please, away from here
Yes, it’s coming, death is near…
For ppl who frequently reads my blog...i am not gonna update my blog fer the next fewdays, if u wanna noe bout me, chat with me, when i'm free...hahaz...=)*muackz*
oh yahr to the burfdae gerl, EILEEN..happy 14th burfdae!!!hehe..I have not bought ur present ahr..hahaz...
Friday, October 03, 2003 / Friday, October 03, 2003
klahr, i am mad rite now, coz i just had to rewrite my whole blog again,coz the stupid comp deleted what i write..hehe
wEEEEeeeEeE!!!For people who do not noe me, you may think i am a madperson, but actually i may be the nicest, sweetest persno you can ever meet...khakha..talking crap again...kaez..finished my english paper today..i am so proud of myself..the questions were crappy, but what do they care..
after the examination,me,amirah,faz,saba,saf an khadijah went to blajar at downtown east..supposedly...tahulahr aku, kalau dah bored takleh buat kerja..so halfway thru'the group study,i was feeling downright bored...yahr...and saba, i wanna cekik2 you fer telling smt bout me..khahka..
but since i am such a nice person and soul, i will not..=) people hu noes me will be puking right now...hahaz...
okiezlahr, besok me gonna go to my cuzns' house..gonna be so much fun..sudah lamer tak jumper dorang...oklahr, baru nampak fdorang last two weeks, but hu cares..kaez, nxt week me gonna relax and try to ace thru' the exams...khahka..like real..
can't wait fer exams to be over..
can't wait to see my cuzns...
can't wait to see my fwens...
can't wait no longer...
A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and wild fashions. Youre most at ease when youve got all your mates around you and you like to party. Boys are a game and youre always on the ball because you make sure youre always number one.
Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature, sociability.
Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for attention.
Wednesday, October 22, 2003 / Wednesday, October 22, 2003
this song is very nice..but its up to you ahr..
Christina Aguilera - Infatuation
He comes from a foreign place
And I live far away
Intrigues me with every move
Till I'm breathless, I'm helpless
Can't keep my cool
Steals my heart when he takes my hand
And we dance, to the rhythm of the band
I feel his finger tips, grip my hips
And I slip as we dip into a state of bliss
Mama used to warn me
To beware of those Latin lovers
She said I gave my heart too soon
And that's how I became your mother
I said ay mama, you seem to forget
I'm not in love yet
Sweet talk don't win me over
But I realized
Big brown eyes can hypnotize
When he says
Chorus:
I am full blood boricua
Reads the tattoo on his arm
He tells me, mami I need ya
And my heartbeat pumps so strong
Getting lost in el ritmo
He whispers te quiero, te quiero
I begin to give in with no hesitation
Can't help my infatuation
It's pure infatuation
Skin the color of cinnamon
His eyes light up and I melt within
Feels so good it must be a sin
I can't stop what I started
I'm giving in
He brings life to my fantasies
Sparks a passion inside of me
Finds the words when I can not speak
In the silence, his heartbeat is music to me
But Mama used to warn me
Not to rush love with another
She said I'm not trying to lecture
I just care about my daughter
Ay mama, you seem to forget
I never will let
A man control my emotions
But when he smiles (when he smiles)
I feel like a little child
When he says
(Chorus)
Caught between my mama's words
And what I feel inside
I'm wanting to explore his world
But part of me wants to hide
Should I risk it, can't resist it
This has caught me by surprise
Should I, let him take me to Puerto Rico
I can't hold back no more
Let's go tonight...
Papi hold me, say that you adore me
Never let go never leave me lonely
(Chorus)
I can’t help what I’m feeling
I’m infatuated (It’s pure infatuation)
(Can’t help my infatuation)
Papi hold me, say that you adore me
Never let go never leave me lonely
It’s pure infatuation
/ Wednesday, October 22, 2003
Simple Plan - Grow Up
This is who I am and this is what I like
GC, Sum, and Blink and MxPx rocking my room
If you’re looking for me I’ll be at the show
I can never find a better place to go
Until the day I die, I promise I won’t change
So you better give up
I don’t wanna be told to grow up
And I don’t wanna change
I just wanna have fun
I don’t wanna be told to grow up
And I don’t wanna change
So you better give up
‘Cause I’m not gonna change
I don’t wanna grow up
I like to stay up late and spend hours on the phone
Hanging out with all my friends and never being at home
I'm impolite and I make fun of everyone
I’m immature but I will stay this way forever
til the day I die, I promise I won’t change
So you better give up
I don’t wanna be told to grow up
And I don’t wanna change
I just wanna have fun
I don’t wanna be told to grow up
And I don’t wanna change
So you better give up
‘Cause I’m not gonna change
I don’t wanna grow up
I don’t wanna be told to grow up (grow up) (grow up)
I don’t wanna be told to grow up (grow up) (grow up)
I don’t wanna be told to grow up
And I don’t wanna change
I just wanna have fun
I don’t wanna be told to grow up
And I don’t wanna change
So you better give up
I don’t wanna be told to grow up
And I don’t wanna change
I just wanna have fun
I don’t wanna be told to grow up
And I don’t wanna change
So you better give up,
No I don't wanna change
so you better give up
‘Cause I’m not gonna change
I don’t wanna grow up
/ Wednesday, October 22, 2003
dah lama aku tak tulis pasal hidup aku..kaez..got back my results..it was bad..so yahr..butfer tjose kpo ppl who wants to know my marks to see whether i did worse then you..i'm sure i have done worse..so yahr..aightz...
k..dats all right fer exam scripts..i am gonna fail overall for maths and history..so yahr...i am so sleepy right now...just wish i could be awake right now..tomorrow smt gonna happen..so watch out..and ain't my layout ugly..nag i dun care..its nice...IF YOU DARE SAY ITS NOT NICE..hehe..im not gonna do anything to you..coz dats your opinion..heheh
kaez..lets see...fara says shenot going jalan rayer with us..tapik kalau deir tak gik macam...missing a person like dat..and SOME person would not go coz fara would not be there..but just to exaggerate my point..hehe..hmmz..wad happen dis week...got our pictures back..so farn..and i splurge money on earrings..hehe..i bought an owl, scissors,skateboard person, zip, spider and spider..i shared with miss fazlina..hahz..
tomorrow gonna have a stupid talk by some persion dat i do not know..and if his book is talking about friendshops or smt..maybe i would buy..hehe..tomorrow gonna buy a TK doll and pay for the Gala Night..only me, faz, amirah and meixia going ahr..dat i noe of..unless some mabok-on(supposedly copyrighted from elia or wassit saf or wassit nurul..hahaz..) suddenly going..hehe..hmmz..i guess dats al..oh yahr..mr yaps' in the hospital for operation for appendixitis...i dunno wad it is..but i hope hes ok..hehe..guess wanna thank him for teaching me..hehe..yeah rite..hahaz..i'm evial today..
for ppl who is not able to rtag..pls try again orrefresh..coz i dunno wads happening with the stupid tag-board..heheh..aightz ahr..anything, you guys can mail me k??hehe..bye..
muaxx!
Thursday, October 16, 2003 / Thursday, October 16, 2003
hahaz..bored at home ppl..and u noe wad??i'm stuck to asif's and gangs' song..Aargh!!it is just so nice..its like so meaningful..wen u hear the song, its like the emcees themselves when thru' all this happenings..so touched..unoe wad??the ferst time i heard their song, i thought it was some proffesional group, but den again, it was them coz i heard alif's voice..ahakz..so nice sia the song..oh yahr..i wrote the lyrics down with the help of my big sis..so nice..hehe..k...although cannot make out some of their werds..overall, my sis said that asif's part touched her heart the most..hehe...the song have been replaying since just now sia..and for the past few days since maselia sent it to me...hahaz..
kaez..new layout ppl..i am so happy..finally a new and improved layout..gonna change it when i'm free..hehe..and for ppl's information..DO NOT BELIEVE WHATEVER YOU HEARD FROM PPL ABOUT ME!!kaez..hehe..and to this kuncikunci person..pls tell me who you are..hahaz..kaze im lame..hehe..outz..gonna eat lunch now..ahakz..
/ Thursday, October 16, 2003
wEeeEeeE..i found a new poem and i wanna share it..hahaz..
Have you ever felt like you knew someone a long, long time ago?
Another place, another time, a friendship of the souls?
Two people who share a bond for reasons neither know,
A feeling that they were friends, a long, long time ago?
Did they stumble onto each other by pure circumstance,
Or was it fate and destiny that played a certain hand?
Two souls intertwined, they are worlds apart,
But the soul, it knows no difference, in matters of the heart.
Somehow they are drawn together, fate has brought them back,
Each living worlds apart, they journey separate paths.
When this life is over, and a new life begins,
Their souls will find each other, two souls that we call friends.
- Lia Fail -
Tuesday, October 14, 2003 / Tuesday, October 14, 2003
ahakz..dah lamer aku tak jenguk kat nik nyer blog..hehe..kaez..lets see..exams dah habis!!!yay!!happi siak aku..khakha..skarang tak tunggu untuk rayer..aku tak nka dapatresults!!!Aargh!!!i dun wanna be seperated from my fwens!!hehe..kaez..tadik balik, gereks seh..kluar skolar kol 11, naik bas balik kol 12+..hahaz..semua merepeks kat molly place..hahaz..takder kerja seh kitorang..heheh..kaez....dere was:
nad,khadijah,amirah,fazlina,sila,farahin,nurul,haziqah, saf and elia..hehe..kiter semua merepek sebab semua tak nka balik..ahakz..hmmm..
i dun have much to write bout..but..hehe..i have such a big crush on my...TKG doll..ahaz...k lahr not that big..but who the hell cares..hehe...aightz..i am straight ppl..hehe..kaez..peaceou..
*muackz*cayang semuerk..
Monday, October 06, 2003 / Monday, October 06, 2003
*This is a poem written my by most cutest junior, Sarah Lee Meixia..hehe..
nice aight?i noe..hahaz..oh yahr..ppl if u have time, go and review her other poems kaez??at this website...
http://www.fanfiction.net/~operaghostkid
The Pain I Feel
The pain I feel from what I’ve lost
It tears my soul apart
Love bears a price, at great a cost
For now it rips my heart
To only get another chance
I’d give up my very life
But rejection pierces like a lance
And stabs me like a knife
To have no purpose to carry on
The cold emptiness in my being
Oh God why do you still prolong
My life that now, lacks all its meaning?
Take me, please, away from here
Yes, it’s coming, death is near…
For ppl who frequently reads my blog...i am not gonna update my blog fer the next fewdays, if u wanna noe bout me, chat with me, when i'm free...hahaz...=)*muackz*
oh yahr to the burfdae gerl, EILEEN..happy 14th burfdae!!!hehe..I have not bought ur present ahr..hahaz...
Friday, October 03, 2003 / Friday, October 03, 2003
klahr, i am mad rite now, coz i just had to rewrite my whole blog again,coz the stupid comp deleted what i write..hehe
wEEEEeeeEeE!!!For people who do not noe me, you may think i am a madperson, but actually i may be the nicest, sweetest persno you can ever meet...khakha..talking crap again...kaez..finished my english paper today..i am so proud of myself..the questions were crappy, but what do they care..
after the examination,me,amirah,faz,saba,saf an khadijah went to blajar at downtown east..supposedly...tahulahr aku, kalau dah bored takleh buat kerja..so halfway thru'the group study,i was feeling downright bored...yahr...and saba, i wanna cekik2 you fer telling smt bout me..khahka..
but since i am such a nice person and soul, i will not..=) people hu noes me will be puking right now...hahaz...
okiezlahr, besok me gonna go to my cuzns' house..gonna be so much fun..sudah lamer tak jumper dorang...oklahr, baru nampak fdorang last two weeks, but hu cares..kaez, nxt week me gonna relax and try to ace thru' the exams...khahka..like real..
can't wait fer exams to be over..
can't wait to see my cuzns...
can't wait to see my fwens...
can't wait no longer...
Hello my name is farahin!
i am not liable for the sappy and increasingly feminist content in this blog
i shall not I REPEAT i shall not be a cynic of love.
it just spoils all the fun out of falling in and out of love
I LOVE THIS!
What I really LOVE!
myself
dance
friends
heels
_ _ _ _ HAHA.
shopping when i have the money
myself
WISHLIST!
my WISH upon a star!
get my driving license!! go on a trip with my friends! digital camera :))) dresses.dresses.dresses. go for CAMP! any kind will do! :) hang out with the jayceee people <33
go ice skating!!
visit the SCIENCE centre AND Camwhore!
SWIMMING! strawberry sundaeee pleasee! HEELS! :)