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Tuesday, September 30, 2003 / Tuesday, September 30, 2003
haloz everybody..okiez..i am bored right now...hahaz..i finished my revison and also i inished my homework..i'm trying to lift my spirits up, because i knoe i am gonna fail my malay..die!!shan't talk more on it..

kaez..just now at downtown east burger king, i met a few friends of mine such as hydil and afiq..omg!!hydil was so hot..khakha..but faz kater dier tak hensem, aper seh..hehe.. :p den there was theese mat sesats..hehe..but then one of them kiut..hehe..k..u noe wa??i was so happy nmapak hydil, datfaz kater i was like waving macam budak sesat..AArgh!!yahr..den when we were leaving, i wanted to wave at hydil, but then dier macam ngan his belambak friends..tak nka menganggu..hahaz..k lahrz..me outtiez..lain kali kalau aku free, aku tulis..buhbye..oh yahr..

hApPi bUrfDaE tO kak nanA aNd elLa..wEE!!!


Monday, September 29, 2003 / Monday, September 29, 2003
okie..haloz peeps...examis this friday, and i still have not study..i ma so seriously dead..okie, the past few weeks i didn't blog, had many interesting stuff dat happened..stuff dat many of my close frens would noe..so i shan't talk about teh past week, aniwaez, i mighthave forgotten the events..hahahz...

okie..i still have a crush on dat certain guy, but then i dun like him that much any more..and guess wad??he's keeping in touch with one of my friends..AArgh!!Damn her..hahaz..but never mind...just now, we met him and spidey and this other guy...we were like so freaked out sia.oklahr, the peeps who have not seen the hotties before that is..i was not dta excited to see them, though i was hoping that dia akan datang..hahaz..well, he did..so was quite ok..then we squeezed into a bus just because they were in it..hahaz..i was having a bad day, sowasn't that enthusiastic to go into the bus full of ppl...oh yahr, did i tell ya??

this morning, as i was in the car,withmy dad, i saw this guy, who from the back looks like 'him'..so i was so hoping it would be him..and guess wad??it was him..hahaz..was so happy, but couldn't just shout it out loud..or else my dad will start blabbering..hahhaz..yahr..so excited, saw him thrice..one in the morning and one after skool and one at century square..hahaz..so fun...

then while walking towards the mall, his gang was in front of us..i think they saw us..but what the heck..though i was malu, very malu...then at the mall, i was to buy my sis a birthdaycard, ao we were waling towards Kalm's when thei gang appeared again..Argh!! I was so not enthu.,but never mind...'he' was waving at this jambu girl..so hurting..haiz~~guess he's taken..hahaz..den yahr, we went to but thecard and we went to Montips', i bought earrings,coz i look ugly without it..

this whole week, i'm having such low self-esteem, i feel like people hate me and don't want me in their life...AArgh!! my world is breaking apart little by litle,i dunno whether i can face my old skool frens again..most of them are successful in love, studies and much more...tomorrow is my sis burfdae..HAPPY 16th BURFDAE!!!*muackz*

P.s: i rindukan my kawan-kawan lelaki...tsk tsk...


Friday, September 19, 2003 / Friday, September 19, 2003
For peeps, who have been wondering when my blog is gonna be updated..so sorry, i am going through a stress moment right now..hehe..kaez..here is a very nice poem for all to read, provided by aawanJEE...

I keep writting...for you

forget me if dare to do so
like a line on the stone
every day you have new complain
what am i ,tell me once n for all
who n where am i, i dont know
where are u please tell me so
you sit in heart behind the wall
and set me after the shadow hall

i read faces and keep writing eyes
what have i been doing for my size

i see your hair all the times
and witre mornings as evenings

i will repeat all the sorrows
and write about the lost lines

rotten flowers and wounds of heart
i will write all the gifts from you

i read faces and keep writing eyes....


P.s: Ain't it nice??oh yahr, if u want to read a nice story, go to Ryan's blog, there's this story which is very sweet...=)


Monday, September 15, 2003 / Monday, September 15, 2003
kaez..gonna blog rite now, i'm so bored..dunno wad to do..untuk semuer org yg ngah bacer...i am not desperate..kaez??okie..dah habis citerk..aperk lagik eh??oh yahr, bout the malay camp...it was fun, ader banyak merepek nyer benda..hehe..kiter kena berkenalan ngan bebudak darik skolar maner ntah..bestu biler drama time, semuer mepekz seh..the guys so kiut..dere's a lot of hot guys..hehe...second day lak..dapat cd untuk drama..so seram seh, the actor was so into his role, terkejut aku...me and saf lahr..kiter jadik anak jahat...hehe..so fun..den aderk budak silat nik, im toking bout the adek eh, so kiut..hehhe..den the wife of one of our pesilat was so jambu seh..dier pon tahu silat..bagoz eh??hehe...den kiter ader muzik, dat was farn..den kiter ader tarian, my group was to perform, stupid seh..den red light ader.. haiz~~ kaez.. den i think dats all u gonna get from me..hehe..

den tadik, the bus was full with budak KC..and we missed tgk danial harris, so sad u noe..stupid budak2...y muz the budak Kc ader belambak..cianz tau..hehe..bestu tadik ader mepekz nyer chat ngan org yg aku tak kenal..hehe..amirah pon ader..not dat gerekz ahr..but then yahr, help pass time..hehe..=)byez


Saturday, September 13, 2003 / Saturday, September 13, 2003
i'll start off my blog..by doing a quiz..i'm feeling real bad right now..i am seriously sorrie, kaez...hmmm...

casablanca
"You must remember this, a kiss is still a
kiss". Your romance is Casablanca. A
classic story of love in trying times, chock
full of both cynicism and hope. You obviously
believe in true love, but you're also
constantly aware of practicality and societal
expectations. That's not always fun, but at
least it's realistic. Try not to let the Nazis
get you down too much.


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Wednesday, September 10, 2003 / Wednesday, September 10, 2003
kaez lahr..dah lama ma dah tak tulis..okie..gonna tell u abt wad happened to me since last sunday..kaez..i was in the 647km2 race..and guesswad??afiq was in the race too..so terperanjat..but then kiter semuer tak tegur each other pon..so cianz u noe..den guess wad??herizal sat inmy car..so gerek...at ferst kiter semuer macam tak suker gituk ahr..onlie my dad was babbling with him..khakha..i was the nice one lahr,amongst the rest..jempot dier makan semuerk..hehe..but den the race was oklahr..penat skali tau..kener lari sinik sanerk..ayah rabak seh..takleh tangkap ikan..hehe..si aaron aziz dapat tangkap 22 ikan seh..hehe..den kiter gik tempat kambing, tmpat golf, downtown easy, botanic garden, chinese garden..aper lagik eh..tak tahulahr..but the the guy at the fish nyer tempat was cute..my older sister was practically pujiing him to me lahr..khakha..den biler kat NEwater centre sanerk, everyone started getting close and all.so kiut..herizal tak habis2 nak gik toilet..hahaz..bestu, biler kiter ngok the lift fer our reflection, dier kater kiter vain..bestu, dier sendirik tgk kat the mirror..aper ajer seh..he's so kiut..oh yahr..den kiter tak menang lahr..afiq nyerk group got second..oh yahr..kiter pon masok dalam tv tau..hehe..den, biler time nak balik tu..kiter macam miss herizal..dier macam our brother, fer the day..so gerek..miss him so much..haiz~~~nehmind, got his photo, so yahr..hehe..great memories..

den on mondae, me gik sentosa..the undewaterworld was fun..kiter saw the fishes and all, we were gonna have job attachments at sentosa tomorrow, so gerekz....kaez den we went to dolphin lagoon, so nice, the dolphins so kiut..get to touch "PET"..its a male dolphin..okie..there are 6 dolphins in dolphin lagoon: Pet, Splash, Pen, Han, Young andd Jumbo...Jumbo and Pen are Splash's parents..so kiut..hehe..oh yahr, makan kat burger king, den we saw this group of ppl, and there were somu cuties lahr..like DUH!they were here fer a laedership camp at st. john island..so farn..then, kiter ambik gambar..hehe..kiter semuerk kiut seh..

on tuesday, was our attachment, me, amirah and saf were attached at the GRO Department...me and amirah were guiders...while saf was teh mascot..so kiut..hehe..i guided a group of bebudak eastspring primary nyer bebudak..dey all so kiut..heheh..den ate at delifrance...saw the kiut guy again from yesterdae..amirah ngan riane likes him...hehe..mata dier sepet ajerk..tapik, kiut..so yahr..hehe..den biler kat dolphin lagoon,we had the most boring job attachment, either of us can ever have..it was bloody boring..the show was different and there were CEDARians..so kpo seh..haiz~~yahr..saf scooped up the otter's shit, and we saw the otters eating, so hungry..tsktsk..at the touch pool,i touched the starfish, shark, stingray and the water..khakha..so wet sia my hands..

den we went home naik NEL..so gerek..banyak seh kiut guys..dere was this guy who looked like daniel harris, he was so kiut..i mean his eyes are so innocent..so nice, and deep...haiz~~den there was this yellow t-shirt guy, kiut skali, but then dah ader gf..weak ahr..hehe..den balik..

today had a CME meeting..it was going quite well acterli..onlie dat canice takleh datang coz she got fever...we nearly finished the project, but then not fully, os yahr onmonday muz stay back, to finish it up...hazi's house is nice, andi like her room,so comfy..hehe..k lahrz..think gonna finish my documentary today..prolly going to rumah tok mak tomolo to do some hwk..den going to dhivyas' house...haiz~~hopes everyone will come..hehe..:p buhbye fer now..

P.S: can't wait fer friday..hehe..


Friday, September 05, 2003 / Friday, September 05, 2003
haiz~~1 week break is here again, but i am so busy..heheh..ader banyak sgt hwk tua cikgu2 nik..then kena blajar lagik fer streaming...den this sunday supposedly suppose to go darul ma'wa, but den goingfer the jelajah 647km treasure hunt..so yahr...have farn bebudak perbayu..me nak gik!!!but, nehmind...

den just now had the cme meeting..this certain person, you are bullshit sia..i ask you from monday, to write the questions..and when i asked you where the questions are, you give me this pathetic face..nasib baik aku tak puasa nari..kalau tidak dah batal dah..seriously ahr, if you don't do anything, i'm gonna report you to mdm suraya..so penat tau nak kena maki u..dahlah aku sakit tekak..seriously ahr..i dunno whether to trust that you had tution or not...heard from sources, your tuition starts at 5.30..wad the heck sia...i'm seriously pissed..never ever try to talk to me ever..and if i hear you say "oh my god!" again, i am so gonna slap your face..(guess i'll restrain from doing dat..)oh yahr..having CME meeting this wednesday...jumper kat bedok interchange sanerk..

tadik balik, si lubna was making lame jokes..she so kiut seh..hehe..and den siraidah tak datang nari, so me and dhivya had to rush through our documentary, and finally he said that we hand it to him onour english lesson next term..oh yahr, me got literature poem as my CA..so farn...

can't wait fer next week...hehe..so many activities..so happy!!!there's the dolphin ambasasador thingy, den there's my CME project at hazi's house,class bonding at dhivya's house,and finally the malay camp..woo hoo!!

True Love Never Alters

Let me not to the marriage of true minds
Admit impediments.Love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds.
Or bends with the remover to remove:
O no! It is an ever-fixed mark,
That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
It is the star to every wandering bark,
Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
Within his bending sickle's compass come;
Love alters not with his brief hours or weeks,
BUt bears it out even to the edge of doom.
If this be errie and upon me proved,
I never writ, nor no man ever loved.

William Skakespeare


P.s: so true...haiz~~makes me so touched...



/ Friday, September 05, 2003
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Monday, September 01, 2003 / Monday, September 01, 2003
okiez..in computer lesson right now...its so fun..just now the winds are so nice..tadik bagik presents kat mr lim ngan mr yap..feel so stupid..semalam is the teachers dae..oh yahr..did i tell you about my zoo trip??hehe..oklahr..so farn u noe..

banyak sangat ang moh kat sanerk..cute lak tu..hehe...den there was this curte guys..kiter nampak dorang when kiter baru nak ferst masok ..ader white abang and a yellow abang..dorang so cute...dorang ikut adek dorang gik zoo..bestu, biler kiter gik makan petang kat zoo..kiter nampak dorang jugak..tapik dorang dah nka klura dah..so sad..tapik the waiter was so cute..so yahr..dah luper pasal they all dah..den kiter gik tengok elephant show..so gerek..but the si raudhah fakhraina melalak lak..haiz~~bising seh...ambik banyak gambar seh..den biler balik draik elephnat show nampak the two guys again..muker oklahr..tapik macam dah penat dah..den biler kiter balik..i was so penatz..so i slept all the way to tok mak nyer rumah...den stupid kaka gik kejut aku..suruh salam..eesh..bodohnyer..

den kiter nampak satu komplok budak tapered..den my father gik horn kat dorang..malu seh..then, biler dorang ngok, dorang wave kat kitorang..heheh..so cute..den biler balik..terus tidur sebab dah penat sgt..klahrz..buhbye...kener blajar untuk science lagik..semalam tak belajar sebab mata dah takleh tahan..klahrz..cukup2..buhbye..