updates are few. but that also means updates meant a lot. i know i shld be revising for my tests and friends. but i'm just not in the right state of mind. silly i was. though we had broken up more than 1 year ago. many things still somewhat affect me. is that so true that broken couple shld and can never be friends again? i always tot otherwise. believe that can be friends, who perhaps may understand u more than u understand urself. that might be true. but. it brings along waves of unhappiness. i duno what holds in the future. i just wish that we're happy in future. and i can tell that our paths points to 2 different routes. not that they will never be the same. but i'm certain i dun wan them to be the same. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i have decided, i wont lead a rich or luxurious life. but a comfortable, stable and meaningful one. i know i shld jump out of biology field. but where can i or should i go? i believe it have what it takes to go to several places. but i also believe i wont be happy out there. i choose to be happy. and to be self sufficient.
prollic - Friday, November 2, 2012

are you happy? what is it that you really want? i look back at the things and reflected. if all isn't good enough. perhaps there's more to it not being good enough. in the first place. are expectations at an equal plane? perhaps not. why not establish them? perhaps its far too late. things are sweet. things are beautiful. but then. so what? the turbulence, we cant withstand.
prollic - Tuesday, June 19, 2012

As it comes responsibility might outweigh other forms of happiness.

if things have to be so. it ought to be i guess.
prollic - Wednesday, February 8, 2012

some things once lost will remain lost.
no matter how we gonna repair it.

many things that happen in the past remain the past.
everything changes
everyone move on.

walk thru the tunnel.
be glad we once met.
prollic - Thursday, December 22, 2011

伤心。
prollic - Wednesday, October 5, 2011

i guess it had really prompted me to give up in us.
perhaps the us didn't really exist either.

sometimes certain things/occasions are for us to cherish and remember.

i dont nid u to tell me how things develop.
at least not through this platform.

i guess. its enuff alddy.
prollic - Tuesday, September 27, 2011

at the end of the day.
i have to admit tht our temperament wont change.
many things. though meaningful. are redundant eventually.

i just hope everything will be well.
i'm sorry that i lied.
but i hope the lie will be worthwhile.
prollic - Sunday, September 25, 2011