Six months into 2012. I never felt so stagnant in my life before. I cry for a change, I waited, I fought, but am I really ready?

A lot of times in life, we get too comfortable with what we are doing, the people around us, the systems we live in, the convenience we got used to. But yet our mind keep asking for a change, wanting to move on, wanting to try something new, wanting a different environment. How much can we really give up when it has grown so much inside us. So how about the nots yearning for a change. Can we be contented?

Today I come back to the I.

How ready am I to put away what I have today?

I really want to do something different. I know unlike others, I don't exactly think of just getting a job, find a good boyfriend and get married, buy a house that I can hardly afford, have two kids, finding myself in the same job 5 years later, starting the kids' enrolment in school, think if I have enough money in my cpf, occasional meet ups with whoever-I-still-have friends, talking about the kids and the same job, (okay I am stuck here so shall be etc etc etc...). So yes you get it, that is not exactly what I want... well at least not now. Can I do more or can I do something different? Maybe something to let me give life a different experience. Sometimes things does not just fall from the sky, but I got to search and fight for it, right? 

I am excited and I am ready to take up the challenge that's all I can say..

Whatever happens, at least I tried.

Well, let's see.