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Hmmm... finally I recovered from my stupid cough and flu. I stayed at home for like 4-5days. Thanks to dear, refusing to let me out of the house, but he also nv visit me till my fever subsided. The week has been fine, no hot events. I went to school yesterday to get the graduation attire, then to PwC building to submit my letter of appointment. NOW-still free and jobless. Why does my job agent has got no reply towards the temp jobs she recommended me?
Time files-ending of april and here comes May! Then I realised that my trip is next FRIDAY! I havent get my money changed to Thai Baht, nor have I bought the things that I need for the trip, except to get my lugguage yesterday.
Please recommend me some temp jobs, or recommend me some things that I can do so that my time is fully occupied. I cant stand relaxing and doing nth at home. Why no one dates me out anymore? I'm going crazy staying at home.
Actually, Cesy did ask me to join them at MOS on Wed. I do feel like going, but I do not have money to spend for the night out, and also dear dont like and doesn allow me to go. =(
Posted @11:02 AM
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HL,SM,FY,JM
JX,HL,SM,Raymond, AndyMike,JM,FY,Karen
Poly Yr 3 Frens!
Dear & I
FY,SM,HL,JMAs said, I met up with serene they all on thurs. We had ajisen for dinner. Die ars. I got no $$ le, really is super, extremely broke. Friday, dear and I went to Karen's Birthday chalet. Not very crowded tt day becox her family members only came on Sat. We met Karen early as all our frens were working, and she need ppl to carry things for her. So we checked in and went to cheers to get drinks. By evening, our poly frens arrived! hahax... We BBQ and sit together and eat. Then we played games, shout till throat so thirsty lors. HL really blur blur slow slow de. lolx. I also abit la.
Next day, I met dear 5pm at his hse bus stop, stayed over at the chalet. As usual, we had catered food for dinner. After dinner, we straight away play games again. Shout again, played murderer and detective. hahas.. i tapped HL so many times that she lost count, then I tapped both sides, SM kana jammed also. lolx! abt 12am, Sam came. played Slient Heart attack. but I by 2am falling aslp le. -_-" So when they playing murderer and detective, I already on the bed le.
The next morning, woke up to see HL off. then awhile later go wash up. pack my stuff. The whole night freaking cold lors. cant slp well at all. -_-" I see dear slp hors, like nth can wake him up one lors. so everyone's awk, we had BK breakfast before we left for his home to get the car.
I got home, bathed and down onto the bed by 12pm. Guess what? I fell sick, AGAIN. -_-" Fever and cough, now plus Flu. Went to the doc today. Doc say my fever will be like stock market for the next few days, going Up and Down, got throat infection. Ask me if I slept late recently, and if any frens suffering from cough, etc. Moral of the story: REST ENOUGH if not body becomes weak.
Posted @7:48 PM
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As mentioned I tried for big firms & Yeah! I really got into PwC. I'm overwhelmed by the call. and the call is from the Manager, personally. I know most of u would be happy for me too. In addition, I had proved some fuckers "PS" wrong. Dear's only worry is I will become Big Head. But I promise, I wont. What I'm more concerned is my performance in the firm, my ACCA studies, and how am I going to plan my time-Work, part-time studies, my slp and U. Still, I only start work in Sept. So it's not really a concerned NOW. I will work temporary for 2-3mths, so I'll have money for my Thailand Trip. =) Anyways, we'll also be recieving $500 from the govt! CHEERS!! so more income. =P catching up with serene they all tml, and poly frens during the weekends.
Posted @4:55 PM
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Well, didn go out for the week. kind of boring that I donno wat I shld do. =/ everyday at home, not online means watch tv. really is super super boring. =( Friday I went for interview at PwC. I guess I did better for this interview. However, I still have to wait for HR to call me abt the results. =( Patience-is all I need to have now. Even if I can secure a job in PwC, I also have to wait till September to start work, Which is like 5 more mths. =X I really neeed a job asap.
I feel so so so sians of him, he is always busy with family stuff. So, I still end up always with his family, at least for twice to thrice a week, and the more i become impatient. Last week is becox his birthday, this week is becox his grandpa in hospital, next week would be wat? So when will it come to an end? All I want is our alone time, and u meeting my parents more often. Is my hse so uninteresting? Is my mum's cooking so BAD that u hate it? Does my hse exist a person whom u don like at all?
U ask me to wait, wait till 2 years later, when u come out of army, where u will become independent and blah blah blah. But I still want to tell u this, I am losing my patience. I cant be happy with ur family anymore, that's why I tok less, all u can blame is becox of ur sister's FUCKING attitude. If u really loves being with ur family so much, u can jolly well break up with me. I don like family boy, I like boy who stand up for me, not his sister.
Whatever i say or do, all u do is to disagree with me. Eg: I want try big 4. The first thing u told me is, "u think u have the qualification to go in? Got Smalley, u don wan to accept only wan big firms." I went for the interview at PwC. I told them abt Smalley, that the Pay was rather Low. Before I can finish my sentence, u said, " why on earth did u mention the pay?" U are nv supportive of what I want, what I do. U got No Aims and Goals for ur future and u will only say, becos i still need to serve 2 years of NS. The more u say, the more I feel that u are using it as an excuse.
I try avoid going to ur hse. But u always have got different occasions and incidents coming out, that at the end of it I need to see ur family. I don mind seeing them, but its becoming so often that I feel inferior to ur family, that I always feel very sad and helpless. I feel hurt, becox u don seems to put urself in my shoes, imagine how I feel and do sth about it. All u say is to give you more time. The more time you take, The more upset I am. Thats is why I gradually feels that I have got no importance to u. I feel that I'm standing nowhere in ur world.
I agree I think alot. But I don feel that this thing is becox I think too much, I feel it and its bothering me alot. Serene always ask me tok to u, but it jus doesn help. Wat shld I do? When I'm willing to tell him, but he doesnt give a damn on it. All he thinks is-I'm thinking too much;that his sis's attitude is like that since young; after NS then decide. All he thinks is- Now wat matters the most is his family bonding, frens, soccer and recieving the letter that he can go commando.
Where do I stand? Why are guys so simple-minded? Can they be so simple-minded like him? I don feel that guys as simple-minded as him ever existed unless he's retarded...
Posted @12:46 PM
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Alright, I'm back from the chalet since yesterday. It was a OK experience. after uploading the pics, then I'll continue.
The brownie cake I baked for him.
Snapshot of him.
A snapshot of us. =)
Current me.
The restaurant we went.
So now its pics of the celebration and chalet.
Poly frens.
His Sec School Frens
My Sec Frens
Dear and I
His Cake.
His Dad and Him. (Also his Dad's 49th birthday: 3rd April)
His is 4th April.
Cake Cutting.
Both also kena one shot of liquor. His dad 2 shots. hahax!
Lastly, the 2 years old, Di di Rey! Always Adorable. =)
Everything went well that nite. Unfortunately, serene and Zab not there to see his sis's behaviour. Super proud mans. No eye contact. That nite, totally nv tok to his sis at all, and keep diao me. While we were preparing, still got tok one lors. Was chosing between the Mango top and that bugis dress. want to wear that top one, but his sis say don wear that top, Mum wont be happy. wont be happy becox the top not grand enough. So I wore the dress.
Hmmm.. He's busy with his frens, I busy walking around-"trying to act busy". =X luckily some frens came early, can somewhat keep me accompany for awhile. Thanks Xavier and Frens for still turning up. Didn really serve u frens properly, I apolpgise. My frens left, and Poly frens Left. Then now the children come disturb me. -_-" Pull me here and there. Soon, some of his frens left, while I was dancing with his cousins and children. Dance Dance Dance, suddenly he came. Reason: he saw me dancing with one of his cousin's guy fren. that guy was drunk, I'm not. My eyes wide open and I know what i'm doing.
Almost 12-1 plus, his family members also left. The Paul grp jus came, while Liwei's grp still there. Toked with them for awhile(all his guy frens). Then the Liwei grp left. His parents packing up. He still entertaining the Paul grp, while I wait for his sis to finish bathing. Then I bathed, the Paul grp leaving soon. He went bathed, I went to his room where his sis and his bf were. toked awhile and his sis and I went back to the room and slp. it was almost 4am already.
Next morning, woke up at 8am. went dtb dear in his room, but I couldn wake him up. So I went back to my room to slp-I was still very tired, slpy and the whole day I'm stoning. Before his cousins come, I am still communicating with his sis. But when his sis know that their cousins is coming, we stopped. I hack care, and went to swim. The whole chalet, I'm more by myself. I take my own sweet time to bath and to pack my things, Avoiding going downstairs, where I feel so extra-ded, nobody to tok, and like have to keep walk around. His mum called me to order pizza, so i did. after dinner, watched tv and I left for home, where i feel better.
Celebrating a birthday for him is a very good thing! I shall not disclosed the amount but i am very sure he is earning a super high profit. So good and jealous. If I celebrate, it will sure be a loss! I went for the celebration to "show face" more than to feel happy. Indeed I really felt so. If there's no children who enjoys my accompany, I'm sure I'll even feel worse.
I will always feel the same way. Not that the things u do is always wrong, it is alright.But based on my character and my personality, I think u are over-doing it, which I am getting lesser and lesser patient with it.
I'm not so sure why the last 2 pics the wording is so small. Sorry abt it. it wrote:"Both also kena one shot of liquor each. his dad 2. Hahax!" and "Lastly, the 2 years old di di Rey, Always adorable! =)"
Posted @1:23 PM
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Happy 21st Birthday to Dear! =) I had a tiring Thursday, and followed by Friday. I went for my interview at KPMG, I guess my interview didn go so well? still 50:50 chances la. Anyway, i reached there abt 09:50am. Then went into this room, the HR mgr, I guess, gave me an assignment and am supposed to finish in 10mins. I did find out more abt their programme. Is actually-u need to complete ACCA within 36mths. if they terminate me or I quit within the period, I'll have to pay certain amt, and of cox they'll also monitor my results. If Pass, They'll give me $100 cash incentive per subject, if complete the whole qualification, I'll get $1000 cash, so total=$2,100. In addition, especially during PEAK period, the latest time we have to work till is 4am. -_-" anyway, I shall wait, she said she'll get back to me by next week. =/
after my interview, I went to buy some baking stuff. My leg is freaking pain, tt stupid covered shoes of mine always giving me this prob. then got home, and meet dear to accompany him to buy his dad's birthday present. then went to his hse, trying to get some slp, but the babies were so disturbing and noisy! -_-" I left his hse at 7pm, reached home, took a cab to Pam's hse to bake brownies for dear's birthday. We baked till like 11:30pm? I scare i'll have to pay for late night charge, so i left her hse, and went home to continue-design using icing sugar. I shall upload the Pics on my next post.
I didn had a good nite slp, and had a bad dream. The dream was Dear sick of me already, and was attracted to this girl name "soo jun"-my a&f classmate, and keep confide her abt our problems, lie to me-but actually he went out with her. -_-" the Feeling for me is actually hurt and sad, my heart pumping very fast when i woke up. I dono why out of so many girls, it has to be soo jun. moreover, both dear and I weren't tt close to her. I think I'm thinking too much.
Due to lack of sleep, I only meet dear in the evening. =X I was still super tired. I met him at 7pm, we headed to Marina Square, Waraku! Thanks for serene's recommendation. =) It was great! I ordered the prawn Cabor and Lemon Squash, while dear ordered the Carbor Waraku and Iced Choco? Unfortunately, i forgot to take Pics. -_-" We headed to esplanade after dinner. I sang him a birthday song. We left quite soon as I was tired. Took some pics while walking to the MRT station and Home sweet home. =D unfortunately, I still cant slp yet! I need to pack my stuff for his chalet tml! Sorry, this year I really run out of ideas where to go. but afterall, the dinner was great! it's a jap restaurant, but I knew u enjoyed the food-pastas! =)
Arghh.. It has been a really tired week for me. I need rest, if not my body will become WEAK! and now I'm blogging... -_-" nites ppl! wait for my next post for the PICS+at the chalet!
Posted @2:14 AM
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Slacking at home for donno how long already. Hais... No jobs for myself yet, kind of demoralising lehs. =X Wan to buy things, but must save for the thailand trip. Wan to start working but nobody wan to employ me. =X KPMG called to ask me go for an interview on Thurs. I hope that I can really get the job. It supports fully my ACCA qualifications and its a reputable firm. I feel so stressed lors, I am so afraid to step into the building. Yet I have been preparing for it since last sat, hoping that i'll be confident on that day. =X Wish me luck and support me! dear also sians of me already. We run out of things to do and places to go le. -_-" I also donno where to take him for his birthday, and no money to treat him dinner. =S oh btw, Happy April Fool Day! hehe..
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