Tuesday, October 18, 2011
Thanks Apl for the gift and precious moment membership card!!! Love them. ❤❤

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Dont quite understand @ 10/18/2011 01:40:00 AM
Thursday, October 13, 2011
I want to enjoy every moment together while I still can..
Just before everything stop.
If you see this,
I love you.
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Dont quite understand @ 10/13/2011 01:36:00 PM
Friday, September 16, 2011
Grandma left us. 13 sept 2011
Always missing and loving you mama.
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Dont quite understand @ 9/16/2011 02:03:00 PM
Thursday, May 19, 2011

Dont quite understand @ 5/19/2011 08:33:00 PM
I'm at ant's tunnel now
Its always good to have someone around
I know I won't survive well alone anymore
Cos loneliness will kill me
I have waffles from Amsterdam from aannttant! Thanks!!
And I immediately finished half the pack which added on to my poor sore throat! Oh well . Don't care!
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Dont quite understand @ 5/19/2011 08:24:00 PM
its getting harder and harder to communicate with you.
WHATS THE MATTER!
it is getting really frustrating..
oh fuck u
Dont quite understand @ 5/19/2011 10:13:00 AM
Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Dont quite understand @ 5/17/2011 08:02:00 PM
I live everyday like a crazy woman..
I Hate weekend I hate holiday.
It makes me realize how lonely i am.
How useless I am
How stupid i am
I talked to people. But I'm only okie for awhile
The next day, I will start being paranoid and upset all over again
I want to move on!!
MOVE ON!!
Dont quite understand @ 5/17/2011 07:29:00 PM
I killed myself in my own game.
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Dont quite understand @ 5/17/2011 12:48:00 PM
Friday, May 06, 2011
How can I pretend that nothing ever happen?
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Dont quite understand @ 5/06/2011 04:49:00 PM
Monday, April 25, 2011
Putting something into an end is really not easy.
Especially when I'm the one fixing the rule from the start.
I woke up this morning knowing that things are going to change totally.
I wasnt even expecting this.
Or Mayb I did...
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Dont quite understand @ 4/25/2011 05:16:00 PM
Thursday, April 14, 2011
Grandma's condition worsen.
Freaking roadshow at IMM is next week.
this is totally crazy.
I feel neglected.
I AM IN TERRIBLE MOOD!
Dont quite understand @ 4/14/2011 05:38:00 PM
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
I WANT TO SCREAMMMMMMMMM
Dont quite understand @ 3/23/2011 10:06:00 PM
Thursday, March 10, 2011
I dont want to be here... when you are coming.
so i am leaving.
Dont quite understand @ 3/10/2011 01:09:00 PM
Thursday, February 10, 2011
when you start seeing the world.
your world changes too.
Dont quite understand @ 2/10/2011 11:48:00 AM
Wednesday, February 09, 2011
How can we always talk like how we used to talk?
Stupid pig.
I feel happy thou.
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Dont quite understand @ 2/09/2011 08:23:00 PM
Friday, January 28, 2011
Not an enjoyable trip at all.
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Dont quite understand @ 1/28/2011 07:10:00 PM
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Clubmed bintan
Seriously.. I am having a club med hangover!!
One of the best and happiest holiday.
The GOs there they welcome you with big arms. And they make you feels like home!
Esp love the shows and the party at night. The freeflow of alcohol. The nonstop buffet. The beach. The sun. The sand. The people. The fun.
We will definitely be back or to other club med!!



A place full of awesomeness.
Someone please bring me sone clubmed remedy.
Dont quite understand @ 1/19/2011 03:35:00 PM
Monday, January 10, 2011

The seat that was taken.
Now empty.
Dont quite understand @ 1/10/2011 11:29:00 PM
Tuesday, January 04, 2011
This is one of the time u hope u can sleep at home...
Cos the tension in the office is so scary...
So many things in mind i want to do..
So many restrictions.
looking forward to the japan trip.
even thou the process of making decision is so diff..
I guess i need to make the right choice the next time..
or im sure there is no more next time.. too troublesome.
anyway! Happy 2011 Peepss..
Have a year full of awesomeness.
Dont quite understand @ 1/04/2011 10:15:00 AM
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
I feel so stressful because all the words keep spinning in my head..
I feel so stressful because I seems to be waiting for nothing..
Dont quite understand @ 12/15/2010 11:35:00 PM

There are things that we can never get used to.
No matter how many years how many times.
Dont quite understand @ 12/15/2010 12:07:00 AM
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Dear Drunken Me..
Please sleep before the sober me wake up.
you know you are miserable enough.
Dont wake up at all.
You are not even thinking straight.
you need pple to tell you what is expected of you.
you need that someone.
Ps: Live with money and happiness. Only money can bring you happiness. But... how about you?
Love,
Lina
Dont quite understand @ 12/14/2010 12:15:00 AM
Monday, December 13, 2010

Suddenly.. i dont know how to move on..
will i be missing the moments i have been waiting for every year?
Dont quite understand @ 12/13/2010 04:00:00 PM
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
It feels like someone just throw cold water on you.
Lost all the enthusiasm...
I'm seriously angry.
Arghhhhh!!
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Dont quite understand @ 11/30/2010 11:11:00 PM
why so fickle!!
it is pissing me off....
Dont quite understand @ 11/30/2010 10:50:00 PM
Monday, November 22, 2010
Right now I feel like I can ignore whatever people is going say..
I feel numb..
I will stop crying n worrying about all these.
I will take one step at a time and see where it leads me to...
I want to start looking forward to something new ahead...
I want to live a life for myself...
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Dont quite understand @ 11/22/2010 12:05:00 AM
Sunday, November 21, 2010
yesterday i woke up and even went to work.
went for appt and after that i was out with the usuals to celebrate min's bday till dawn.
i tot iam fine already...
but iam not.
I woke up feeling like shit.
Iam freaking stress...
I need to think of a more tactful way to talk to my boss..
iam probably changing to self management grp becos i can no longer stand the way iam being treated during the meeting..
and after all the hardwork and productions..
iam deem as RUBBISH or NONSENSE in office.
It hurts me to shot ALL the questions at me ALL THE TIME.
Be it with good intention or not..
i feel demoralise after all the meeting....
I ask myself if i really have to go thru all these.. and feel unhappy...
For 3 yrs... i dont know what is happiness...
Even my biggest case... i cant even feel happiness.
Is this what i should be doing?
Dont quite understand @ 11/21/2010 03:45:00 PM
Friday, November 19, 2010
iam going thru the toughest time in my career
Dont quite understand @ 11/19/2010 10:35:00 PM
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Coaching freaks me out totally!
I can't take it anymore.
I guess I will probably get some depression b4 I quit.
I can't handle this.
The phobia worsen every time.
Even if it means little pay in future. I should go for something I feel happier doing..
Right?
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Dont quite understand @ 11/18/2010 10:54:00 PM
I have been thinking and talking about this to my friends..
Happiness vs Money I dont know which is more important. seriously.
But what's the next plan?
I have to be rational.
Either i say goodbye to Happiness or goodbye to money.
I finally met up with wei.. haha..
Things has changed since the last time we met...
Iam glad we managed to catch up..
and we realise that we are all grown up now..
the things we talk about. the things we do.
I guess it is better to be alone....
A person is initially lonely.. isn it?
Dont quite understand @ 11/18/2010 12:12:00 AM
Monday, November 15, 2010
It's a fact that everyone is leaving...
in a very slow way.
Dont quite understand @ 11/15/2010 04:35:00 PM
Friday, November 12, 2010
Because the kids bring laughter to life.
I feel happy.
Isn't that the most impt thing?
Dont quite understand @ 11/12/2010 09:15:00 AM
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Nv get money involved.
It hurts.
Dont quite understand @ 11/10/2010 09:44:00 PM
Tuesday, November 09, 2010
it pays to do something wrong.
arghhh.. just not professional.
Dont quite understand @ 11/09/2010 09:47:00 PM
我要自由
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Dont quite understand @ 11/09/2010 09:11:00 AM
Monday, November 08, 2010
It's not difficult to see someone's true Colour..
Dont quite understand @ 11/08/2010 10:39:00 PM
This is driving me crazy..
I DRAG myself to work.
not becos i hate my job..
i hate going for meeting and in the end all i get is kena suan.. what is the point?
I has already come to a point where there is only 3 to 4 advisers excluding all the managers attending the meeting.
it is so demoralising.. and everyone will just keep targetting me and suan.
i dont feel good going to office at all..
I try so hard to not get back to the so call 'b2b' meeting.
it is really bad.. my boss will throw my face in front of newcomer.
I feel so upset over the whole issue.
It is a wrong method to use on us.. seriously.
Dont quite understand @ 11/08/2010 10:45:00 AM
Sunday, October 31, 2010
iam coming back to blogging..
Because it brings back happy memories when u look back at it..
Thou not all the time happy but still there are memories...
Dont quite understand @ 10/31/2010 02:12:00 PM
I accidently found that blog.
Dont quite understand @ 10/31/2010 12:41:00 PM
Thursday, September 30, 2010

Dont quite understand @ 9/30/2010 07:28:00 PM
Thursday, August 12, 2010
'I am happy to see you smile'
Been 2 mths since i last blogged.
Rather busy with work n some family stuff..
Life can be so fragile.
Many things that happened and cant be undone already.
If only time can stop or slow down...
Dont quite understand @ 8/12/2010 06:30:00 PM
Tuesday, June 08, 2010
Whats with my poly so call good frd?
HAHAHA!
Dont quite understand @ 6/08/2010 12:49:00 PM
Sunday, June 06, 2010
Greetings!
been a long long time..
Went to japan n korea for company ISC 2010. ( 22-29th May)
It was a pretty short trip with all the time spent on travelling.
One day 3 diff flights. 13 hrs. How scary can that be!
haha..
Nevertheless, a trip is better than nothing.
Yesterday, the usuals went to sunset grill.
The super ulu place.
The buffalo wings were like damn shiok.
Tried Level 2 - No KICK la!
Level 10 - The kick comes at the aftertaste!
Level 30 - The highest. and just one mouth will send u flying.

Dont quite understand @ 6/06/2010 02:39:00 PM
Monday, May 17, 2010
It is another hard day.
Early monday morning...
The whole place turned into the show 'robin hood'..
Arrows everywhere..
injured quite a far bit...
Where's my shield?
haiz...
The hard way just doesnt seems to work on us.
In life...
there oughts to be up and down.
we cant be at the top all the time..
Everyone understand this but not all can accept this.
Hold the pride and move on...
Dont quite understand @ 5/17/2010 11:29:00 PM
Thursday, May 13, 2010
There are times..
We just want to cry our heart out.
There are times..
We lost the way to express ourselves.
There are times..
We need someone to be there.
There are times..
We wish we can give up.
There are times..
We want things to be different.
Dont quite understand @ 5/13/2010 09:48:00 PM
Monday, May 03, 2010
Its been some time. really.
many times i have so much to say..
but i dont know how to express it out.
if the only way to survive is to take things lightly.
i am probably still learning.
Even trying to earn that pathetic small amount is like so difficult.
not all people are understanding..
iam so stuck here.
i have to do things i dont like.
i have to face those consequences of the words i used..
i have no freedom of speech.
i have to pretend to be positive. '
people are leaving..
even posting my tots here are so scary.
cos ANYONE might see it and just spread about it.
well.. iam tired... and sick... of.... this....
Was kinda excited about the trip by company.
work so hard just to go 1.5days each in hokkaido, jeju and seoul.
feel stupid. totally.
Dont quite understand @ 5/03/2010 08:25:00 PM
Thursday, April 15, 2010
I want u to know I can really feel the pain for you.
The pain that I once went thru..
It fucking hurt I know!!
Even time couldn't seems to heal it all.
Every little things linger.
Just how can We pack our memories tgt and throw it in a box and send it back to them??
I don't know how long this torture is going to be.
no point saying these same old things, life still goes on n blah blah blah...
Be strong my dear! U have got us all.. I know it is different. But you are not alone. I'm here.
Dont quite understand @ 4/15/2010 09:27:00 AM
Monday, March 29, 2010

Somehow I feel that I don't deserve it.
Don't feel like going..
Argh!
Dont quite understand @ 3/29/2010 09:08:00 PM
Sunday, March 28, 2010
It is a bad online shopping habit.
and thanks to twen. =)
I spent about $150 in less than one hour.
I had a great weekend.
I hope u guys had a great one too.
iam tired.
and burnt.
Somehow,
I feel like crying.
For all the things you have done!
Dont quite understand @ 3/28/2010 08:37:00 PM
Sunday, March 21, 2010
First you say wont.
but you did.
so fuck you!
Dont quite understand @ 3/21/2010 03:21:00 AM
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Roger is right.
We need a bad n lousy weekdays before we know how to enjoy a good weekend.
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Dont quite understand @ 3/11/2010 07:50:00 PM
Sunday, March 07, 2010
Taking a break from studying PGI.
Gosh.
totally bored..
dont know what to do other than studying.
been slacking for the whole week already..
planning for a trip with grandma to thailand..
she have been saying abt it..
told her if i could hit the target to hokkaido..
then i will bring her to thai..
So many things yet i cant seems to find the word to use.
Alot of thinkings and still i cant seems to find the courage.
I will probably let you down someday.
Dont quite understand @ 3/07/2010 08:20:00 PM
Sunday, February 21, 2010
原来爱一直都在
不管是多少年以后
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Dont quite understand @ 2/21/2010 02:50:00 PM
Friday, February 19, 2010
Time will really heal the painful heart..
How can I feel so calm now..
The fact that you are so near yet so far..
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Dont quite understand @ 2/19/2010 09:02:00 AM
Friday, February 12, 2010
Finally after the whole morning of here and there...
Iam almost done with all the necessary stuff..
Gosh!
CNY can be so tiring and busy ...
and pocket burning.
After CNY.
I have many pending things to do..
Need to rush for my hokkaido trip incentive.
Make it or dont. zzz
Also, getting godparent to help me do up 2 cupboards in my room..
decided to paint my room purple.
Now most of the things in my room are purple already. HAHA!
alright.
i gtg.
Good day people!
Dont quite understand @ 2/12/2010 03:48:00 PM
Tot of the day:
Sometimes...
The brotherly love can be mistaken.
Dont quite understand @ 2/12/2010 03:11:00 AM
Sunday, February 07, 2010
Sometimes. Accidents do happen. Face it. be brave.
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Dont quite understand @ 2/07/2010 09:37:00 AM
Saturday, February 06, 2010

Dont ask me why.
Dont quite understand @ 2/06/2010 01:03:00 AM
Sunday, January 31, 2010

Sometimes, mind and heart just cant work together.
things just have to change every moment.
every little decision made on something causes the next change.
not making decision is worse.
iam missing the good old time.
Dont quite understand @ 1/31/2010 02:09:00 PM
Saturday, January 30, 2010

Dont quite understand @ 1/30/2010 12:46:00 AM
Monday, January 25, 2010
I know it is bad for health.
Bad for everything.
But i just want to do it!
Dont quite understand @ 1/25/2010 12:28:00 AM
Saturday, January 23, 2010
I miss every action and every step.
When you met the best..
The rest are nothing.
Dont quite understand @ 1/23/2010 02:45:00 AM
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
To my forever.
Here we are at the same place we met the last time.
All the anxiety and anticipation.
I was nervous. to be true.
But it just feels like good old friend.
Catched up on each other life.
Just like the old time,
You will just sit there n listen to me attentively.
thou iam not even sure if u know what iam talking abt.
somehow i guess u probably know what iam talking abt.
Thanks for remembering everything little thing abt me.
and thanks for remembering my frdss..
You have definitely grow up alot. iam sure.
from those text to the way you talked.
one thing that never change is the way u tell me ur advice.
and how serious you are when u talked abt ur future, ur job and sch..
i tot i just know u all over again..
=)
It touches me when you say you are happy to see me smile.
was that happiness?
The way you hold me.
The way you look into my eyes.
The way you laugh at my nose.
The way you guide me.
and the hugs.
I tot i lost it all..
and..
I once tot you are fairytale.
but now it seems so real.
we are back to reality.
Back to 20.01.2010.
till then.
Love, Me.
Dont quite understand @ 1/20/2010 11:59:00 PM
Thursday, January 14, 2010
I tot after rain.. there will be rainbow.
FUCK!
It is thunderstorm.
but i dont really care.
say all you want.
and please note, you are not suppose to decide what do i deserve.
you are in no control of my life.
If commenting on whatever you commented makes you better.
Please go ahead.
Dont quite understand @ 1/14/2010 05:46:00 PM
Everything will come to an end. One day.
For now. I just want to do my best.
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Dont quite understand @ 1/14/2010 02:20:00 AM
Monday, January 11, 2010
Feeling down..
and i dont know why.
Dont quite understand @ 1/11/2010 12:16:00 PM
Monday, January 04, 2010
i realise i didnt blog since 2010..
so here iam..
but seriously.. I dont think anyone reads my blog.
but who cares!
I dont know how to summarise the whole of 2009 YET!
and i have yet to plan for 2010..
i just know.. iam kinda tired..
well..
Holiday is OVER!
I had a SUPER GREAT DEC!!
Party non-stop!
(ranking based on the date the event happen)
1st-- the trip to tw n hk.
2nd-- the steamboat at cc's place with my working dearss!
3rd-- the xmas party at crown plaza hotel with my 17 yrs of buddiess and their loves!
4th-- the little lunch gathering with APL, my dear sisterss!
5th-- the many overnights spent with the usuals.
6th-- the dinner with polymates!
7th-- the countdown party. LOVE STEAMBOAT n MJ!
and now..
is MONDAY!
time to wear my mask n get back to work..
LINA! PLEASE BE MORE HARDWORKING THIS YEAR OKIE!
YOU CAN DO IT!
Dont quite understand @ 1/04/2010 03:58:00 AM
Monday, December 28, 2009
So many things are going thru my mind right now.
I need to evaluate this year and plan for next year.
There have to changes.
What kind of changes then?
A secret plan?
ARgh.
iam so stress AGAIN!
it is festive season and i tot i could relax abit.
but not true at all.
Even going for holiday becomes like a crime or serious offend?
Whats wrong with going to holiday?
Even my dad didnt stop me!
Why must u pple bother abt my business.
If i get it .. i get it.
If i dont. then it is fated isnt it.
Why blame everything about me going overseas.
Right now. i wish i can stay away from these people.
Everything will change once the plan is up.
Changes changes changes!
Dont quite understand @ 12/28/2009 06:43:00 PM
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Lost all the passion.
Dont quite understand @ 12/27/2009 12:22:00 PM
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
been some time since i last blog.
iam back from the boring to mad CRUISE.
i dont understand the purpose of being there.
really! haiz.
well..
had dinner at cc place.
Heard her super GOOD news. haha!
iam overwhelmed
still...
One day iam leaving.
cause i think there is always a limit to everything.
Too much of the same time makes u sick.
i have to sit down and ...
draw a plan soon.
Xmas is coming.
It is so heartwarming yet so lonely.
I need to relax.
so that changes can come in.
My xmas wishlist.
- TIME -
- LOVE -
- MONEY -
Dont quite understand @ 12/23/2009 01:01:00 AM
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Im back from the trip..
It was fun.. but tiring thou..
iam having alot of feelings now..
Just dont know how to write it out..
Everytime i close my eyes..
i can see that image all over again..
it just keep reminding me of the past...
how i wish you were there...
Ohya!!
Before i end and go to sleep..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST JACK JACK!
Dont quite understand @ 12/15/2009 11:28:00 PM
Wednesday, December 09, 2009
I have done whatever i can..
The rest is up to fate!
I want to have a peaceful trip...
TAIWAN HERE WE COME!!
Dont quite understand @ 12/09/2009 07:10:00 PM
Monday, December 07, 2009
Is it me or is it you?
Am i too sensitive or paranoid?
So far, till now.. my so called 6th sense never fails me before..
You have changed.
Nowadays, you no longer seems to be how u used to be.
I guess everyone of us will go thru this stage where you are now..
To survive, your mind have to be stronger than anything.
Iam right now..
Very tired..
Dont quite understand @ 12/07/2009 12:36:00 AM
Saturday, December 05, 2009

Dont quite understand @ 12/05/2009 12:42:00 PM
Iam loving somerset.
with orchard central and 313 @ somerset.
Dont quite understand @ 12/05/2009 12:35:00 PM
Tuesday, December 01, 2009
Today is wanting's ROM day.
At Marina Barrage.
Happy little girl...
Seeing her.. i can feel happiness..
Still remember 2 yrs ago..
ard october.. we went ktv.
and she was angry that weijie didn't response to her.
then the next moment.. they are tgt on a special date.
And before anyone knows it..
they are now husband and wife.
Once again..
Congrats to them!!
Dont quite understand @ 12/01/2009 11:11:00 PM
The stress lingers..
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Dont quite understand @ 12/01/2009 10:49:00 AM
Finally the war is over.
but i really dont feel good at all.
arghh!!
iam tired.. already..
it is not really over yet..
i cant take it anymore..
Dont quite understand @ 12/01/2009 12:50:00 AM
Monday, November 30, 2009
It is all about pride.
The pressure that we have.
even our words..
we have to control..
and only say the good things.
I wish someone was there.
someone i can say whatever i want to..
someone for me to lean on..
cos iam so tired. so stress.
Will this make us all stronger..
i really doubt so...
it seems to make me feel weaker n weaker.
lower my expectation and things will happen!
Dont quite understand @ 11/30/2009 03:05:00 AM
Sunday, November 29, 2009
I am thinking of changing a way to live my life.
Dont quite understand @ 11/29/2009 11:35:00 AM
Saturday, November 28, 2009
This war is coming to an end.
not happy at all.
Dont quite understand @ 11/28/2009 11:48:00 AM
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Today is the day.
You left without a word.
Leaving the pain behind..
And went on your own journey.
This day.
You will be dearly miss by us!
Your friends your sisters.
With many love and misses.
Always.
Dont quite understand @ 11/25/2009 09:15:00 PM
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
4 in the morning from the sweet escape.Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright
But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot
& all I know is
You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me
[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right
All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me
[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right
Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love up for me
We can't escape the love
Give me everything that you have
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me
[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right
Dont quite understand @ 11/24/2009 04:00:00 AM
everytime i walk pass paragon ..
i hope i can see u.. once again..
i miss the way u smell...
Dont quite understand @ 11/24/2009 02:11:00 AM
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Today is fang's lunar calender de anniversary.
woke up early in the morning to visit her.
Cause it makes alot more meaning to visit you today...
Fang, you are very well missed by most of us.
iam sure. =)
The longer the period you are gone...
the more i feel that life should be lived in a happier way.
Life have been rather stressful up till now..
and sometimes, i just feel so tired..
i need alot alot of holidaysss..
Handling human matters are definitely not an easy job.
Sometimes, i understand that it is human nature to blame others for your own mistake.
But come on,, turn behind and see what have you done and face the consequences.
why pull other pple down and expect others to understand.
Well, these pple.. they are not me.. they wont know how i feel...
And Sometimes...
i thought i already put in all my effort to get things done..
but iam WRONG!
cos those 'effort' didnt yield me any returns.
thus the 'effort' made became totally useless already.
It is just so difficult to define effort made!
Fang, If you can hear me.. Please bless me with more mature people around me.and please bless me with good business by end of this month.. Also, bless me n livi on our goal to MDRT next year.. watch us shine okie! Love, Lin..
Dont quite understand @ 11/21/2009 11:59:00 PM
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
3 years.
and when i close my eyes..
i saw us.
Dont quite understand @ 11/18/2009 11:07:00 PM
Monday, November 16, 2009
I am back from bkk.
It was a hasty trip.
Basically rushing thru..
still. managed to get some stuff..
A shortgetaway.
A much much bigger stress after it.
Rest today.
War starts TOMORROW.
The fact that nov is an extremely sad month.
Just cant get out of my mind..
Everything happened this month 3 yrs ago.
Be a some happy memories or sad memories..
which i can no longer differentiate.
I wish nov 18 can repeat itself.
I wish nov 25 never come.
I miss you both.
Life would be so much easier with you two around.
Life would be so more complete with you two around.
I will never let go even if i could.
Dont quite understand @ 11/16/2009 11:50:00 PM
Friday, November 13, 2009
Dearest Fang,
I cant get over the fact that u are gone. FML.
Love,
Lina.
Dont quite understand @ 11/13/2009 02:24:00 AM
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
If i am you..
I would have escape too.
At least hide myself somewhere for some time...
Dont quite understand @ 11/10/2009 08:01:00 PM
Friday, November 06, 2009
Have you ever trusted someone so wrongly before?
shocked my life.
More worried than anything.
Dont quite understand @ 11/06/2009 07:17:00 PM
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
I know its no longer your day..
but. still.
i wish u were around.
Fang,
We miss you alot.
you are such a blessing and great sister!
Life just isnt the same without you.
You came and you left.
Happy Supposed-to-be 23rd birthday.. sister!!
We Love you!!
Please hear us from wherever you are..
Dont quite understand @ 11/03/2009 01:00:00 AM
Sunday, November 01, 2009
This is how bad..

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Dont quite understand @ 11/01/2009 11:12:00 PM
Pay a price for that love.
Dont quite understand @ 11/01/2009 02:11:00 PM
Lunar birthday

Happy birthday!
With lots of blue black :)
i start crying..
why did i?
Dont quite understand @ 11/01/2009 01:42:00 PM
Saturday, October 31, 2009
For the 3rd time this month..
i fall AGAIN!
the 1st was nothing.
the 2nd caused a blue black at my left knee.
the 3rd time.. cause the whole left leg to swell.
i better get my personal accident plan up..
Dont quite understand @ 10/31/2009 01:00:00 AM
Thursday, October 29, 2009
A Happy Day.
one day break from work.
Happy Girl.
Dont quite understand @ 10/29/2009 11:22:00 PM
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
One day iam going on a long break.
Board a plane.
Fly to somewhere.
Just with me and myself.
Dont quite understand @ 10/28/2009 09:52:00 PM
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Life is like so dead nowadays.
nothing seems to be able to make me happy.
not even closing case and earning more money.
and one of the most looking forward to - Bangkok trip.
is such a disappointment.
but mayb it is still too early to say..
i might just enjoy myself there.. =)
there are times ( like now ) that i feel really terrible.
i was staring at you for some time.
and memories ran thru my mind.
i finally saw the gap.
the gap that even if it is going to take my whole life to fill up.. wont be filled up.
and yes i dont know how did we try to communicate.
i dont even know why u need a phone to start with.
iam just trying way too hard..
just to find myself..
like a fool.
Dont quite understand @ 10/27/2009 11:00:00 PM

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Dont quite understand @ 10/27/2009 10:45:00 PM
Monday, October 26, 2009
Today, There are so much frustration that i couldnt express! eeeek! FML
Dont quite understand @ 10/26/2009 12:58:00 AM
Saturday, October 24, 2009
It is a super duper hot saturday!
and iam super duper sleepy..
lying on my bed with lappy n phone.
listening to 91.3..
life is boring on a sat afternoon..
lucky i have mini oreo n bubble tea..
that makes me a little happier..
coming to year end..
iam really stress..
and iam pretty sure iam not going to hit the target for the month.
FUCK IT !!!
ARGHHHHHHHHH!
anyway..
iam going to cut down on my drinking.
woohoo!
and ohhh..
if being fat gets into your way.
then that will probably be the last time u are going to see me.
cos i love being fat! HAHA!
and if u need to complain about everything then stay at home.
piss me off.
iam getting back to play some games.
watch some videos..
then iam going to sleep..
and oh! the company incentive trip to bkk..SUCKS!
might as well dont go!!
piss me off DOUBLE!
Dont quite understand @ 10/24/2009 03:38:00 PM
Life is great with Mini Oreo!

Dont quite understand @ 10/24/2009 01:52:00 PM
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
why did we let other pple's problem become ours?
how did life end up with so many mistakes and problems?
how can anyone forget?
forgiving is just one simple step..
moving on is really difficult..
all forgotten.
every single thing.
so frustrated after a long day!
feel like killing pple..
sometimes, if the gathering is for me?
then why ask pple i dont like to come along?
wtf.
Dont quite understand @ 10/21/2009 10:29:00 PM
My bday again..
Bbq with my family at pasir ris park on fri to celebrate all the oct babies bday..
it was great!!
great food, great company.
Thanks for the angbaos..
Then i headed to the chalet at downtown east with the usual from fri to sun.
Flew the sky lantern. damn cool! was so scare that police will come n catch us.
apparently we did not burn any tree or house or airplane .. =)
they sang me merry xmas song on my bday.. -.-
follow by eng bday song.. then chinese bday song..
then repeat the eng n chi version for mc. ( whose bday is on the 15th )
I had fun.. thanks guys =)
Then came back home to sleep..
WEnt out again at night with the girls for dinner and drinks!
drank 1.5litres of beer....
thanks for the SURPRISING giftssss.. ahaha!
Thanks girlsss.. love u all! muacks!
Tomorrow i will be meeting up with jas, cy and min for dinner..
Friday will be meeting up with wei, mh and yali for dinner..
Sat is mum's bday..
Sunday i will be seeing the poly usuals.
Busii Beee..
It was a moneyful bday.. haha..
I was contemplating to buy a desktop..
but.. should i?
iam loving my iphone..
the games and all...
Love Love!!
Right now.. i am super looking forward to bangkok trip and taiwan trip!!
cant wait cant wait!!!!
excited to the max. haha!
Dont quite understand @ 10/21/2009 05:10:00 PM
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Long Distance Relationship..
Been quite some time since i last heard about this kind of r/s..
well,goodluck!
As i mentioned in my fb..
i think that it is very emoing after birthday..
those people you think are expecting .. didnt even rmb ur bday.
but then again bday is just another day.. who cares right!
Still!
A BIG THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU WHO CELEBRATED MY BDAY!
AND THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO REMEMBERED MY BDAY!
LOVE U LOVE U LOVE U ALL!
Dont quite understand @ 10/20/2009 09:19:00 PM
Friday, October 16, 2009
FUCK MY LIFE!!!
Dont quite understand @ 10/16/2009 01:38:00 AM
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Been too long...
Dont quite understand @ 10/15/2009 12:25:00 AM
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
i cant forget the last words u said.
Dont quite understand @ 10/13/2009 12:21:00 AM
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Have you ever lie down on ur bed.
cant even move.. and..
your mind went totally empty..
then..
it just feels like death. ?
Dont quite understand @ 10/11/2009 11:54:00 PM
Thursday, October 08, 2009
got myself a new toy.
lovely iphone.
Dont quite understand @ 10/08/2009 10:52:00 PM
Monday, October 05, 2009
I fear october..
get me drunk. get me to sleep thru the 15th day of oct.
let me skip this day.
for many many reasons.
i wish the timing was right.
i wish the place was right.
i wish the distance wasnt far.
i wish the person was still the same.
i wish it wasnt a history..
All i wish for birthday is just...
you.
Dont quite understand @ 10/05/2009 01:35:00 PM
Monday, September 28, 2009

Dont quite understand @ 9/28/2009 07:51:00 PM
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Everytime the game ends.
I have to restart all over again..
Hoping that the characters in the game dont change.
and that the game wont end.
Dont quite understand @ 9/27/2009 12:02:00 PM
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
I FREAKING NEED SOMEONE FOR ME TO LEAN ON!!
iam so jealous of my attached friends...
shit.
i sound desperate.
Dont quite understand @ 9/23/2009 01:21:00 AM
Sunday, September 20, 2009
iam watching this movie on a sunday noon..
The leading man.
He is damn attractive. I love!
or probably his character in the movie.
Attractive , humourous in the way i love.
But..
he got something there that looks so familiar with someone i once knew.
Why are people in love with people that they know isnt good?
Isnt i just the same?
Dont quite understand @ 9/20/2009 12:33:00 PM
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Staying at home for almost 2 full days
KILLS!! iam so extremely bored.
Sleep till headache.
Dont quite understand @ 9/19/2009 04:34:00 PM
Friday, September 18, 2009
Cant wait for holidays to come..
CAn December come quickly..
Really hate those fake faces i see everyday..
Hypocrites.
Just why are some people so damn kpo..
What i say, what i do and where i decide to go..
Doesnt even concern you At all!!
Hmph!
Dont quite understand @ 9/18/2009 09:14:00 PM
Thursday, September 17, 2009
i must work hard work hard work hard!!!
so that i can reward myself with one month BREAK!!!
YAY!!!
bkk, taipei, hk..
I AM COMING!!
Dont quite understand @ 9/17/2009 12:32:00 AM
Tuesday, September 15, 2009

too lonely in this world.
Dont quite understand @ 9/15/2009 11:44:00 PM
Monday, September 14, 2009
Why do i feel like everyone is trying TOO HARD!
even myself..
Dont quite understand @ 9/14/2009 09:46:00 PM