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B'day:19 Jul
Cancer
AB
寻找幸福
Monday, August 13, 2012
uncertainty

someone said: 
有时候，生活不是用来妥协的，你退缩得越多，能让你喘息的空间就越有限；
有时候，日子不是用来将就的，你表现得越卑微，一些幸福的东西就会离你越远
在有些事中，无须把自己摆得太低，属于自己的，都要积极地争取；
在有些人前，不必一而再的容忍，不能让别人践踏了你的底线。

 if i nv red my past posts here and recalled wats happend in the past, i almost forgot the disappointment, the sadness, the hurts, i almost forgot i actually did set a bottom line and it is getting lower and lower, and the worse part now is i cnt see my bottom line anymore. I keep finding excuses for u, keep forgiving just simply bcos i love u and tat again proved tat love makes ppl stupid and blind.

 My brain tells me this man has failed to keep his promises many times, the only promise he kept tat nv abandon me is just bcos of his possession, this man is taking me for granted cos he knows i have accepted the propose and i am not going anywhere, this man is working hard to earn more money is not bcos he wants to give me a good future life but just for his own career passion and satisfaction, this man tells me he loves me but wat is love? it's not failing the promises tat he made to his own woman, it's not control but respect and trust, not use harsh words to hurt ppl but care, it's not wat money can give but the heart. Forgiving, lower the bottom line, love him are nothing wrong but u might lost ur own rights or even urself one day. 

 My heart tells me i cnt leave this man, he failed his promises many times b4, mayb this time he will keep his promise, he was just drunk and he didnt know wat exactally he is talking tats y he hurt me so badly and he apologized, he loves me just tat he use the wrong way and he didnt intend to hurt me, i should give him another or one last chance, mayb if next time he hurt me again i will leave him.

 yes, i know, it's so stupid i say "next time", cos the last time he hurt me i have told myself tat, but in e end tat is not the last time, and this time is still not e last time, so when will be e last time?!! mayb there will nv have "last time", cos i will just find excuses to stay.

 yea, i am in deep shit dilemma and tat scares me. when is e end? can u give me more trust, concern and patience, can u think properly b4 u flare up at me? can u control ur temper abit after drinking? can u try harder give me some HOPE? pls! dun make me lost e faith in u, dun prove my brain is correct and soon or later u will destroy e heart of a woman who treasure the r/s so much. Give urself a chance and give me a chance please!


Tuesday, July 17, 2012
HOW





生气，可脾气却发泄不出来
委屈，可该解释的都已解释过，现在也无从说起
伤心，可已经麻木的我眼泪却也流不下来

过去的我的确做了一些荒谬可笑的事情，可偏偏我的过去存在着让你无法忘记和原谅的事情，我试着去讨原谅，试着去理解和体谅，试着去配合和改变，我以为我成功了，可是今天换来的也不过一句“仅此而已”。

我可以删掉照片，不联络你不喜欢的人，我可以丢掉你看到就痛恨的东西，可是删掉了又如何，不联络又如何，丢掉了又怎么样？我的过去它的确真真实实的发生过，存在过，我无法删掉，无法抹掉，无法丢掉。

我并不想刻意的忘记我的过去，对我而言它们却恰恰是让我成熟，成长的人生考验和经历，正因为这些经历我才会更加明白我要的是什么，哪些朋友是值得珍惜的，哪条路才是我要走的，哪个他才是我想要在一起的，做个怎样的自己才是真实和真心的。所以我不想要认同我的过去有多么的不可理喻，谁没有做过傻事，谁不是在成长的过程中学习和认识，谁的过去能是一张白纸毫无瑕疵，谁又是圣人？对不起我不是！我就是那个跌跌撞撞，跌倒爬起来，再跌倒站起来的人，跌倒了又如何，摔了一身泥一身大便又如何，朋友笑我又如何？走过的路才知道哪里有坑哪里有大便，才知道哪条路是对的，怎么走是轻松的开心的。

今天的事情对于明天就是历史，今天就是我选择今天如何过的方式，即使明天回想起来今天过的愚蠢可笑那也是我的人生，我不想否认也不想逃避我度过的每个昨天。

我选择面对我自己，可是我不知如何面对这样的你，我在努力的为今天为明天而活可是你却一次又一次的拉着我拖着我拽着我跟你一起不愉快的活在过去。反复的问题，反复的故事，反复的痛苦，反复的不停的围着我打转，怎么都挣脱不了。其实挣脱的方法太简单，可太痛苦太不舍，舍不得这个让我让我又爱又恨的你。很矛盾很讨厌，但并不想责怪这样矛盾的自己，因为这样的自己才是一个有血有肉的自己，知道自己有真心在。

曾经的这一天我写下这样的日志
the bottom line thing 
14.4.2012 8:08pm
vs
the change thing
14.4.2012 8:13pm

是在提醒总是好了伤疤忘了疼的自己，那一天过的很痛苦，那一天我曾想放弃，然而那一天太不舍。也许那一天的记录就是为今天而准备，提醒自己同样的痛苦发生过，提醒自己曾经为自己设了底线，警告自己不能为了不舍不停的放低自己的底线，不停的为他找借口，不停的去原谅...... 
问问自己，我不停的修改自己的底线，可你又可曾真心的接受我为我改变。

算了吧，为了那么些往事吵啊辩啊哭啊闹啊，太多太多次，不想再争辩，不想再解释，累了真的累了。。


Friday, July 13, 2012
changes

I think i have changed, and indeed alot, come think about it y and wat things changed me, i think is LIFE and LOVE.


Life teaches me how to treasure wat i have now, and Love makes me treasure them more. I should say after a big round we are together again , its fate, though we quarreled alot and he makes me frustrated sometimes but ppl say if ppl meant to be together, if the love is strong enough, quarrel wont separate them no matter how bad it is.
So keep going Ms gong, just keep going, life is not tough when u have someone loves u so much and to be with someone tat u love


night world, night my love~~ 


Wednesday, June 6, 2012
e one

ppl say when u get drunk the person tat u miss the most is the one u love... i think its true


Tuesday, June 5, 2012
L.O.V.E


LOVE is scary....



Friday, June 1, 2012
overstimated

U cnt reply my msg cos you have not reply others yet, suddenly i realised i am not tat important to you, i think i overestimated myself

Tuesday, May 29, 2012
party time

exam is over and finally i am relieved
time to have fun with my love baby and my dearest friends
celebrated baby's bday and i think this yr is e most happening yr we had for bday celebration, we drink drank and drunk for continuously 2 days, i had lots fun and i believe my dear had fun too
so must record the happy moment of our lives here
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shall not talk so much ....

Bday card for my baby
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ktv pub with Jane, WX and yap
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Alley Bar with cute couple Daryl and Queeny
and this is just our 2nd round of the night, just realised we were out from evening 7pm till morning 6am, total 11hrs.. crazy us
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friendship forever, happy forever, love and treasure the one beside u ...