"Foot Notes

Heavy foot steps...

Uncertainty in brains...

Low moral trailing...

Judgement overrules by emo...

Denial...

Refusal to accept truth...

To overcome all of the above... Possible in the shortest time?

放空的时候

It's a quiet CNY this year. No difference from the past 3 years. Alot of things had since changed. Personal life, work and family. Was it a wise choice that I have chosen? I do not know...

Things I want to say, want to ask can't be written like an essay. All kept in thy heart. Sometimes I feel certain things are best left unsaid unless changes can be made or it will be changed which I know it can't be done then what's the point of saying so much. As much as I'm not happy, but I know once I get round  it, I would be fine. Certain things I cant accept doesn't mean I wont in future but possibility of me accepting is difficult. I would rather give it up if it's causing me too much pain. Why want to make my own life as well as others' life difficult. I know my selfishness too well. It's only me, just me, one and only. I don't like to share at certain point.

I can only hope... without hope I do not even dare to thread further...