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♥Goals to set from now till 5 yrs ltr
- retired at or b4 25 yrs old
- own golf set
- own bowling set
- own ice skating set
- move to bungolow (wit a maid)
- Acely stroller
- free travel trips to different country
- get degree at least in de course i like
- time and financial freedom
- be DIAMOND!!!!
- travel ard de world wit liu tin tin
- 1 child 1st
- after married liu tin tin time belong to me n our family
- breed Acely & Zero
- breed Liu Tintin n Lim Tintin
- buy more puppies (chiwawa, golden retriver, husky, yorki terrier)
- cook for Acely, Zero and future puppies everyday then lao gong cook for me n our family
`haha acely with my new hair style. eeee i dun lik my fringe
♥ Saturday, June 19, 2010 @ 7:44 PM
`i cut my hair lol
omg i cut my hair and its damn short sia. i cute my fringe also regret cutting my fringe lol. now lik keep side parking instead of middle. my didi keep saying my hair is soooooooooooo werid lol. but mummy lik my hair.
♥ Friday, June 18, 2010 @ 9:15 PM
`should i cut ????
erm should i cut my hair short or should i not??? scared cut liao not suitable lei but keep long hair 4 lik so many yrs sian liao lei
haha got my medical report n everything is fine no diabetics, no high cholestrol. hehe
♥ @ 3:11 PM
`cant reli do wat i lik now
haiz ytd at last found de job i lik but pay super duper little n need to work everyday sia bo hua lei. haiz dunno y today feeling something wrong again. is it mine problem, his problem or i'm feeling insercure and not trusting him enough???
i scared i give my 100% trust and de result went de wrong way lik joseph. although he always say he wont lik joseph but somehow is hard 4 me to believe as joseph told me de same and wat he had to me is a 360degree thingy sia.
being an adult is tough lol i rather be a kid or student 4 de rest of my life. or maybe end my life even better sia.
learning psychology is fun n interesting but as u learn more abt human behaviour u get depress and u will noe wat ppl is actually thinking and thier behaviour so u become more sensitive to ppl and yr surrounding and wen u suspect something is wrong u will get depress lik me!!!
after noeing de fact of human mind i can more depress n suspecious of him. for my past relationship i will never ever quarrel wit my ex. if i unhappy i will just keep quiet but now i ignore him twice b4 and jealous because of some stuff lol. omg i dunno y i will get jealous lol as i always thought wat is mine is mine if not mine sure gone so i dun reli care abt it but y now i will get jealous wen i see he add gals on fb or sms them???
haiz is he treating me as side dish or i'm de main dish and he still hav other side dishes??? y cant guys be whole heartly to a gal, y they can love a gal but do things to harm her den say that just 4 fun but u r my only love. all bull shit.
if u love de person u just stick to de person n no 1 else no excuses. if guy can hav fun outside n love a gal truly den i think now is de time i should change n follow guys. love a guy truly and hav fun outside la. deeeeee wat kind of lousy logic can a man think. so lame lol.
i wish i hav a honest potion den guys can never lie to me. onces i know they lie, it de time to say BYE BYE lol. although its painful but at least short pain is better den long pain. y must i be so stupid to live wit lies???? if other gals lik him n he got feeling den just go k. i rather be alone den to live wit liers lol.
piss off feelings still must rush assignment. damn fuck up
♥ Sunday, May 23, 2010 @ 7:50 PM
`irritating family
while i was bathing i heard my mum say " no man i will die" and thought through alot. now i finally know y i had this thinking of marry early n start a family of my own now.
since young i was brought up in a broken family. although i always say i dun lik my father n without him i still can live but deep down in my heart i long 4 a complete family. how i wish i come fr a normal happy n loving family.
since young i hav no confident in having my own family cos family is a negative impression to me. cos i dun hav an gd example of family ard me. so since young i say i dun 12 marry cos i can survive myself.
but now my thinking change. now i think y not i get marry early n i can get out of this hse asap n at least we wont quarrel so much living inder 1 roof. in marriage at least u have the choice to choose yr husband n if its a bad marriage at least u can divorce but i cant choose who my parents and family member are so no choice. i know i'm selfish to hav this thinking but i just wish to get out of here asap. but at de same time being scared of having set up a wrong family
as through these years i cannot stand living in with family. my mum can be my fren but not my mum. she treat other ppl better and hav more patience with other ppl more than her own family members.
we keep quarreling in de past she wont even listen to my thinking n wont respect me and can always quarrel. but after amway we quarrel lesser but still hav cos she alwys think she is right n never respect us. even our birthday she will also quarrel with us. y specia i l occasion she wont close 1 eyes n shut her mouth????
tat is y i started relationship as at least i felt that somemore care 4 me n respect me although it did not work out but at least at the start i felt something good that i did not get fr my family.
for me i dun lik to go out de but cos i dun lik my family environment so going out is lik a hiding place to me and i will hide as long as possible. going out is tiring 4 me as singapore there is no palce to go n i dun lik de sun and weather of singapore lol. but no choice.
maybe if ng yiyi is my mother i will feel family is a better concept den now. yi always tell me to rmb dun marry becos of du qi 12 get out of de family as i will regret. cos this is wat happen to her but at least she manage to handle her decision. but she dun 1 me 2 be lik her.
so i ren lol. in de past i have this thinking of leaving de hse but i dunno y i just dun hav de couage to do so n always tinking lots of lame excuses not to leave home. i once even have de tinkinh of earning fast n lot money as a social excort den i move out of this hse. but i rmb yiyi words, not to do thing that will hurt myself. so i tink tink is not worth it to scarific myself 4 just wanting to get out of this hse.
i hate study but 1 of the reason y i contiued studying is cos i cannot accept the fact that i'm alr and adult but i still dun hav my own freedom n doing things i want so being a student at least can suppress the fact that i'm and adult bah. but it is so tiring studying, working n doing amway at de same time. i lik doing amway as i can learn things i love there but work is shitty to me. study cos no choice n i study psychology cos i 12 understand better of my tinking n behaviour.
sometime i just wish i'm no longer alive but i could not bear some things lik liu tin tin n acely. liu tin tin at least can take care of himself but my poor acely cant cos she dun hav de ablity to support herself.
haha after seeing his facebook i saw this pic. haha he is so small siza so cute. hehe i simply love these pics.
haha can u find him????
♥ Wednesday, May 19, 2010 @ 1:43 PM
`hehe me n liu tin tin
♥ Tht gal
Hihi! I'm GrAcE
Age : 21
Birthday : 25 April
Favourite Colour : Blue
FaMiLy RoLe: ElDeSt DaUgHtEr
School : Fuhua Pri , Tanglin Sec, RP
Daughter : Acely(my puppy)
My Love : Ewin Liu
Idols : Kim Bum,Hayami Mokomichi,Lee Min Ho,戴阳天,賀軍翔, 阮經天, 古天乐, 郭富城, 明道 ... haha will update more wen i recall who!!!!
-->haha i a simple gal that like to do things i like at my own timing
at my own pace.
-->i dun like ppl to control me too much and force me do
things i dislike.
-->i have a daughter(Acely) that just reaching 2 yrs old on
3/10/2009.
-->she is my princess acely. i love her more den anyone does
-->she mean alot to me and is always the 1st place in my
heart 2ever no matter wat!!!!!
Loves:
Playing wit ACELY, Sweets, Chocolates, Ice cream, Sushi, Crackers, Basketball, watching tv, play games, Travelling
`haha acely with my new hair style. eeee i dun lik my fringe
♥ Saturday, June 19, 2010 @ 7:44 PM
`i cut my hair lol
omg i cut my hair and its damn short sia. i cute my fringe also regret cutting my fringe lol. now lik keep side parking instead of middle. my didi keep saying my hair is soooooooooooo werid lol. but mummy lik my hair.
♥ Friday, June 18, 2010 @ 9:15 PM
`should i cut ????
erm should i cut my hair short or should i not??? scared cut liao not suitable lei but keep long hair 4 lik so many yrs sian liao lei
haha got my medical report n everything is fine no diabetics, no high cholestrol. hehe
♥ @ 3:11 PM
`cant reli do wat i lik now
haiz ytd at last found de job i lik but pay super duper little n need to work everyday sia bo hua lei. haiz dunno y today feeling something wrong again. is it mine problem, his problem or i'm feeling insercure and not trusting him enough???
i scared i give my 100% trust and de result went de wrong way lik joseph. although he always say he wont lik joseph but somehow is hard 4 me to believe as joseph told me de same and wat he had to me is a 360degree thingy sia.
being an adult is tough lol i rather be a kid or student 4 de rest of my life. or maybe end my life even better sia.
learning psychology is fun n interesting but as u learn more abt human behaviour u get depress and u will noe wat ppl is actually thinking and thier behaviour so u become more sensitive to ppl and yr surrounding and wen u suspect something is wrong u will get depress lik me!!!
after noeing de fact of human mind i can more depress n suspecious of him. for my past relationship i will never ever quarrel wit my ex. if i unhappy i will just keep quiet but now i ignore him twice b4 and jealous because of some stuff lol. omg i dunno y i will get jealous lol as i always thought wat is mine is mine if not mine sure gone so i dun reli care abt it but y now i will get jealous wen i see he add gals on fb or sms them???
haiz is he treating me as side dish or i'm de main dish and he still hav other side dishes??? y cant guys be whole heartly to a gal, y they can love a gal but do things to harm her den say that just 4 fun but u r my only love. all bull shit.
if u love de person u just stick to de person n no 1 else no excuses. if guy can hav fun outside n love a gal truly den i think now is de time i should change n follow guys. love a guy truly and hav fun outside la. deeeeee wat kind of lousy logic can a man think. so lame lol.
i wish i hav a honest potion den guys can never lie to me. onces i know they lie, it de time to say BYE BYE lol. although its painful but at least short pain is better den long pain. y must i be so stupid to live wit lies???? if other gals lik him n he got feeling den just go k. i rather be alone den to live wit liers lol.
piss off feelings still must rush assignment. damn fuck up
♥ Sunday, May 23, 2010 @ 7:50 PM
`irritating family
while i was bathing i heard my mum say " no man i will die" and thought through alot. now i finally know y i had this thinking of marry early n start a family of my own now.
since young i was brought up in a broken family. although i always say i dun lik my father n without him i still can live but deep down in my heart i long 4 a complete family. how i wish i come fr a normal happy n loving family.
since young i hav no confident in having my own family cos family is a negative impression to me. cos i dun hav an gd example of family ard me. so since young i say i dun 12 marry cos i can survive myself.
but now my thinking change. now i think y not i get marry early n i can get out of this hse asap n at least we wont quarrel so much living inder 1 roof. in marriage at least u have the choice to choose yr husband n if its a bad marriage at least u can divorce but i cant choose who my parents and family member are so no choice. i know i'm selfish to hav this thinking but i just wish to get out of here asap. but at de same time being scared of having set up a wrong family
as through these years i cannot stand living in with family. my mum can be my fren but not my mum. she treat other ppl better and hav more patience with other ppl more than her own family members.
we keep quarreling in de past she wont even listen to my thinking n wont respect me and can always quarrel. but after amway we quarrel lesser but still hav cos she alwys think she is right n never respect us. even our birthday she will also quarrel with us. y specia i l occasion she wont close 1 eyes n shut her mouth????
tat is y i started relationship as at least i felt that somemore care 4 me n respect me although it did not work out but at least at the start i felt something good that i did not get fr my family.
for me i dun lik to go out de but cos i dun lik my family environment so going out is lik a hiding place to me and i will hide as long as possible. going out is tiring 4 me as singapore there is no palce to go n i dun lik de sun and weather of singapore lol. but no choice.
maybe if ng yiyi is my mother i will feel family is a better concept den now. yi always tell me to rmb dun marry becos of du qi 12 get out of de family as i will regret. cos this is wat happen to her but at least she manage to handle her decision. but she dun 1 me 2 be lik her.
so i ren lol. in de past i have this thinking of leaving de hse but i dunno y i just dun hav de couage to do so n always tinking lots of lame excuses not to leave home. i once even have de tinkinh of earning fast n lot money as a social excort den i move out of this hse. but i rmb yiyi words, not to do thing that will hurt myself. so i tink tink is not worth it to scarific myself 4 just wanting to get out of this hse.
i hate study but 1 of the reason y i contiued studying is cos i cannot accept the fact that i'm alr and adult but i still dun hav my own freedom n doing things i want so being a student at least can suppress the fact that i'm and adult bah. but it is so tiring studying, working n doing amway at de same time. i lik doing amway as i can learn things i love there but work is shitty to me. study cos no choice n i study psychology cos i 12 understand better of my tinking n behaviour.
sometime i just wish i'm no longer alive but i could not bear some things lik liu tin tin n acely. liu tin tin at least can take care of himself but my poor acely cant cos she dun hav de ablity to support herself.
