No more updates here including today one about USS. New url will be found at my fb.

I know it's damn wrong to talk about this but it strucked me while I was in train this morning. I thought " If I didn't initiate the breakup, we might be together for one and a half years plus already." Time really passes freaking fast. I don't know. You're always by my side giving me that 'support' quietly even as super good friends now. I wonder how long will this last. Hmmm. But I know one thing for sure. I'm glad.
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I'd planned to go mac study INITIALLY but changed my mind right after my sis showed me another slashing incident which took place at AMK mac. WTF SRLY? I think next time I go out, must wear armour already. And, I feel intruded blogging here but don't want to trouble myself to private my blog then invite people again. So I'd decided to change a new url after exam and it'll only be available at facebook which means only my FRIENDS are supposed to know the new link cause I'm gonna delete all those non-friends of mine. If you're not one of them, and are thick-skinned enough to ask from my FRIENDS then by all means, go ahead and show how shameless you are.

I wanted to do eyebrow embroidery, $300 bucks. Plus a hair treatment $100+. and airbrush tanning $30+. Human desires are never fulfilled. I need someone to sponsor me. No pictures. So boring. Next week onwards I swear I'll blog frequently, this time, WITH PICTURES.

Thankyou gifts!

1 more freaking week and yaynessss! I'm getting excited at the thought of it again! I want to be really slim even if I do it the unhealthy way. I don't care. Okay. For 1 month only. Let me skip all meals like nobody business. And I want.......... A NEW WATCH! Thinking of buying one for my sis too. Okay. After exams then go shopping to buy all these "necessities". I want to buy thankyou gifts for people also. You're lucky to receive one from me if you're one of them!

My blog is like so deeeeeead. No pictures, abrupt updates. I think even haters don't even come here anymore. It's better off this way I suppose? Hahahahaha. Lotsa privacy! While I'm typing this post, I'd just returned back from school, done with that damn Math paper and know what? Surprisingly, it's better than what I'd expected! Hopefully that goes the same for results! Haha. And chem was so.. fucked up! I hurled cheebye 5 times right after I walked out the exam hall. I was most prepared for chem yet it's kind of a let down.

I think I'll spend an hour on this short post cause after one paragragh, I'll like browse other websites/read other pretty girl's blog. YES! GIRLS! My friends, ESPECIALLY GUYS, think I'd a fetish for girls. It's not any random girls okay! They're gorgeous babes! (And then I paused to comb my hair cause I'd just bathed, remember? And reply sms). Sometimes, the way they question me makes me doubt myself. WTFFF? I'M STRAIGHT FROM HEAD TO TOE! FULLSTOP! (I paused for another 15 mins again. Walao, at this rate, I'm never gonna finish what I wanted to blog la and I'm suppose to TYPE a birthday card for my sis before she's back home. Tsk. Why am I not born with 8 hands like an octopus?!? But then again, I DON'T WANT TO LOOK LIKE ONE! Eeew. Unless it's as smart as Paul, the octopus, then maybe I can CONSIDER...) HAHAHAHAHA.

My sis is queuing to buy KOI for me! Grass Jelly Milk Tea, 70% sugar with bubbles. Blessed. And I'm trying to distract myself from thinking about the long queue she'll have to wait least my heart goes soft and drop the idea of drinking. HAHAHA. FYI, she just texted me "Fuck You Alot".

It feels like A's had just ended when I'm still left with papers 1 and 2 for both chem and econs. I can imagine shihan mugging in school now. Know what's on my wallpaper now?

"WANT GO UNI NOT?"

And that'll keep me going. I don't like those impratical ones like: "Believe in yourself and nothing's impossible", "Start with an end in mind", "The only way of finding the limits of the possible is by going beyond them into the impossible." All these phrases DOESN'T WORK for me.

I take back everything I'd just said. I knew it. She's just effing mad at head. Whatever it is, everything's gonna be alright and you're the last person i'd ever want to see.

Why don't you believe me? Why don't you believe that your girl is naive afterall? Why do you have to out of so many people believe him? I love you mom and I can't believe you think I plotted everything. Do you not think it does affect me, my life, my perception towards guys? So you think I deserve it? And I'm the one who brought everything upon me. Nevermind about how I feel, you still have the other 2. I want to be alone for the time being either. 

The so-many-stuffs-to-do list!

A's ending this month! Yaynessss! I can't wait to do the so-many-stuffs list of things after exams! On a side note, I'm also scared of it okay! I'd got lotsa things to do after A's but I'm not gonna spilled the beans here! Okay, I'll be going to do my hair right after A's with Jes, she's gonna rebond hers and I haven't decide what to do with mine yet but the thought of it simply excites  me. And as you know, I'm naturally FAIR, so I think I'll be going for Airbrush Tan too! It'll only last for 5-10 days, imagine almost every 2 weeks i'll need to go back for touch-up to maintain that gold tan. So troublesome man. Nvm, study first!!!! All these can wait! :D