MERRY CHRISTMAS!

How I wish I am stuck with the snow instead of the rain. Currently at Batam now with my dearest Biggy. :) Had a great Xmas eve over here at least not bagged down with emotional debris at Sg. At times, being away from a place where it turns your smile upside down is a good choice because I will then be able to be back with an inverted frown again.

So many things had happened in a year. Be it good or bad- I guess all of that are well planned and out of our control. I believe in every obstacle I faced, I will pull myself up stronger the next time round. I might failed in dealing each and every setback I had encountered but by having faith I will handle it in a more matured and definitely better way comforts me a little.

People come and go. Thankful for those who stayed on and equally thankful for those who walked away. Fate brought people together but with a validity. I'll learn to remind myself often thru out the whole of next year. :')

Happiness from within.

Lately, I had been busy with trainings and work. These two just took turns to revolve around my life and I hardly had the time to spend some quality time with my Family. If you know me well enough, I am quite close with my parents and sibls and needless to say, they are like the most important people in my life.

I am thankful for today, that we all get to spend time together from breakfast to dinner. 3 meals.. This is so rare when a meal together per week gets so tough when all of us are so busy. It is Qing Ming Jie and we all went to pay respect to my maternal grandma. Off we go to Tamps' Ikea!!! It was just a mere remark saying I need a full length mirror when mommy complained that I always go to her room when I tie my hair..etc. But today, we all head down to Ikea to find stuffs we need for our room! (:

Yay to my parents that I got a full length mirror which is awfully over their budget, and a new table which matches the colour of the mirror. I'm soooo please with my room now except for the fact that there are many holes on the wall.. Those old shelves which were removed damn long ago, still left 'scars' though. Sissy got her own rack for her telly tooo! When daddy said he's going to pay for everything, we are happy kids.

The moment we reached home, Dad got changed and immediately start fixing my mirror and Mom for my table. I felt blessed. This is not something I feel all the time even though I know my parents love us alot.


Pardon for this post which doesn't make any sense to you but I just want to type it out and reminisce it when I read my past entries in the future. :)

Brother is off to Sunway Lagoon now and will be back on the Wed. SO lucky of him that daddy agreed to let him go despite all the things he did. Oh wellllllll and we are all going Sunway this coming June during the hols! Can't wait. :D

Random note, FYP commencing tmr and I hope my team and I can pull it through. (:

Do I make you proud

"Do I Make You Proud"

[Verse One:]
I've never been
The one to raise my hand
That was not me
And now that's who I am
Because of you
I am standing tall
My heart is full
Of endless gratitude
You were the one
The one to guide me through
Now I can see
And I believe
It's only just beginning

[Chorus:]
This is what we dream about
But the only question with me now
Is do I make you proud
Stronger than I've ever been now
Never been afraid of standing out
Do I make you proud

[Verse Two:]
I guess I’ve learned
To question is to grow,
That you still have faith,
Is all I need to know,
I’ve learned to love,
Myself in spite of me,
And I’ve learned to
Walk on the road I believe.

Everybody needs to rise up
Everybody needs to be loved
To be loved
Everybody need to rise on
Everybody needs to be loved, to be loved

This is what we dream about
But the only question with me now
Is do I make you, do I make you proud
This is what we dream about
Never been afraid of standing out
Do I make you proud
Stronger than I've ever been
Never been afraid of standing out

Do I make you proud
Do I make you proud

Money makes the world goes round and round.

Hi world I am back! Haven't been using this lappy for quite some time ever since holiday started and I think this is like the 3rd or 4th time I am sitting down feeling damn comfortable and having the urge to type my thoughts down in this space.

I went to Genting/KL with my <3 <3 friends days back and I really had fun! Though it was just MALAYSIA but being away from this hectic life is Sg, really gives me wings. We eat and shop and eat and shop non stop. Of course we sleep toooooo cuz I'm a sleepypig. Hahah ok I'm missing those enjoying life moments already.. First day back to red dot, I alr have trg in the morning and work afterwards and today, I've full shift work tgr with Van. It is totally like non stop, no proper rest/slacking. Tmr, double session of trg and work on tues again. I still have yet to collapse. Maybe I will tmr, or Tues? But I hope to be disciplined.

After having this work via Van, I really cancelled quite a few of my wishlist up in my head. USS & going overseas w my friends. Money is such a powerful source isn't it. Sooooo I am just going to remind myself to endure and drag my feet to work no matter how tired I am after training and just bite on to earn the money.

Okay time to sleep! {:

I miss my Sbgirls, Lydia, Donna, Sumei... those people I haven't been seeing. :(

Happily cranky.

I realised how happiness and sorrows differ in a margin of line. Just when I was ranting how bad my day was when I rushed to work, realising I was actually early, throat feeling super dry, got my toe poked by a lady’s heel, with my $5 herbal tea being mistakenly took by my fat brother. I was feeling so vex when my internet connection failed me despite trying multiple times till I resort to playing Scramble game from my phone and tadah, I broke my high score again- I feel happy once again. Thinking back on the things I ranted about, I feel so like a kid. These days have been pretty lucky for me and today I just woke up on the wrong side of bed. There is work again tomorrow for 8 hours. I shall endure for the sake of moolahs going into my bank. April is a bomb-my-wallet month.

Yay internet is working again.

Nay I am feeling cranky again.

Moodswing bitch.

Hi I'm back, (w a jovial mood)

Back, from ogling blogshop girls. Hahaha cannot stop envying those people. So pretty like.... so pretty lor. And pretty girls really get different treatment. They show you angry face also pretty and cute. Not so pretty girls show you angry face, you immediately say, guai lan. Right not right not?

Anywaysssss I FINALLY WENT USS!!!!! Heng not one of those sua ku singaporeans who have yet been there before. *smirks* The moment I stepped into USS, I felt like I just flew to another country without the plane. I travelled to Harbour front myself and take the free RWS bus provided. Heheh was such a happy experience there even though I didn't take some of those super heart-attack rides. Should be going there again w my family & Kris sis family!!! My cousin and nieces who grew up together with me. It's going to be super funnnnn. :D

This is the NY city street!

It says, "Bring me home!"
My favourite Gingy!

Kung Fu Panda is damn adorableee!

From Sun to Moon.

Next to look forward will be Gentingggg! :)
I'm finally going back to training on the 7th.
Hope I can endure the trainingssss!

Tonight.

Do you ever feel like you want to kill everything in sight now just to feel for how you felt in the past? The feeling of ransacking a memory box and looking through how things used to be like and put in comparison for now, you feel the agony and wonder why, why on earth do things changes so unknowingly and yet you just got to sulk it, accepting?

Okay maybe just tonight, I am feeling very emotional.