Life Is A Test...

My kids are sick again... =(

Previously there's this HFMD... Now, thanks to this "mood-of-a-swing" weather kinda thing, both of them are hit with a bad cough & flu... And their fever's been going up & down for the past few days... Hubby's hit too & yet he tries his best to be of a great help even in his sick condition... [Thank you Baba]

My nites have been a sleepless one... Kids been waking up crying in the middle of the night & wee morning... And those dark circles around my eyes look pretty awful sia... Wah lao...

I wish I could take a day off to a Facial & Body Spa where I could pamper myself into & relax this tense & tiring body of mine... And I definitely need a good nite sleep... A GOOD SLEEP IS WHAT I NEED THE MOST... Can I? (sigh) Maybe not now la har... Life's been pretty well-occupied with so many things...

And I seem to be drifting apart from work... Office work, I mean... I dread going to the office... Lately, I've been waking up with a "not-so-smiley face"... The kinda face that I usually put on whenever I need to attend for any examination papers back in my school days...

It's during this kinda times that I hate working for people... Hate! Hate! Hate! Coz my heart & mind are focus on my family... When will that day of becoming a WAHM be? ...Hmmmm... Allah knows best...

And I hate it when there are still some of those sickening jackass selfish people who never seems to get sick & tired of taking advantage others in times like this...

Eh! Enough already la of your freaking ass nonsense! Y'all don't feel tired having this sickening attitude of yours ah? If others were to take advantage of you, do you think you would be able to accept it? I doubt so... Y'all fall on the category type of people who would never think twice of hurting others but when others were to do the same thing to you, y'all couldn't even tolerate it...

Seriously, y'all are a bunch of sickening selfish fools... Only think of your own survival in this world & not of others as well... FYI, everything in this world are not yours to keep & the sight of you people make me SICK!!

What goes around would eventually comes around... I am so waiting for that 1 fine day where y'all would feel the same way how I feel... Really... Let Him teach y'all a lesson or 2 on what "taking advantage of other people" means...

OK, gonna get back to work... Lunch time's up... Sian... Looking at my table with all these work stuffs... (sigh) "Forever cannot finish"...

Hopefully, my kids & their Baba would get well soon... Insya'allah... Amin...


P/S: My pet cat, Black looks exactly the same like the one in the photo uploaded above... I miss hugging, cuddling & kissing him... At the moment he's staying @ my mom's crib... Hopefully, I could have him back when the time comes... Black is the 1 & only pet cat that never fails to accompany me whenever I do my laundry late @ nights when everyone are sleeping & when I'm feeling low... ='(

My Little Asil & Asyura...

Sometimes, I wish they would remain as little kids... Pure, clean & simple... Free from any kind of sins... Mischievous & annoying in their own kind of way... =)

Out With My Kids On Children's Day...

So I took half a day's leave on Children's Day just to spend some time out with my little toddlings...

I was actually working on that day & had to bring both of them to work in the morning coz I had to get some things done in the office... heh... But by noon, we were already on our way to Sembawang Shopping Centre & the kids were having such a fun time playing at the Splash Park... =)

Thank you to all the teachers & principal of 173D Bright Kids School House, for all the Children's Day gifts that you gave to both of my kids... 2 huge bags FULL!! With loads of toys, sweets, lollipops, bags, stationery & other wonderful stuffs...

And to Teacher Saurah aka Aunty Lala : Next time buy for Asil a real MAZDA car & Asyura a PRADA handbag OK... =P Like that, both the father & mother of Asil & Asyura can also borrow & use our kids stuffs when we want to... heh...

Cousins, Kids, Me & MBS...

All these photos were taken a few months ago... LOL... Just got the time to upload it... heh...

Cousins (Lala, Sufi, Yaya & Shafiq), my kids & me sight-seeing @ Marina Bay Sands... Very huge place & stuffs sold there are VERY VERY pricey... I bought a regular size bottled mineral water for 2 bucks sia!! Damn expensive!! Hanye orang yang betol2 mampu (dan kaye) jer bole beli barang2 kat sane...

And surprisingly, those people who visited the Casino were mostly old uncles & aunties... =)

Helloooooo Hazy Singapore...

The haze is back y'all...

I came way early for work this morning... Decided to take a little stroll by the sea @ my work place & the view that I saw was, hmmmm... You could say it's not that nice la har...

Haze everywhere... I could hardly even see Johor Bahru, Malaysia from where I was standing... =(

Managed to take some pictures & uploaded it here in my blog... Can you see how terrible the hazy weather is?

Everytime when the haze hits, either one of my family members (even me), catches a bad sore throat, cough & phlegm stuck in between the nose & throat airway... Even worst, we could even catch a fever...

At the moment, only my little Asil & me who are beginning to have this symptom...

Hopefully this haze will go away soon... The weather is really not that good lately... Hot, humid, stuffy & hazy... pfft...

Photos From The Bollywood Veggies...

Finally!!

I've uploaded all the photos that I took when I followed my kids for their school field trip to the Bollywood Veggies that's located in Kranji (a little countryside version of urban Singapore in the old days)...

If you're a nature & a kampong lover, this is just the right place for you to visit with your family... =)

For more infos on Bollywood Veggies, kindly click HERE

Lunch's gonna be over soon, so, "chao meow"... =)

Random Thoughts...

In The Name of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful...

What is it with HFMD & kids? My goodness, I seriously am getting sick & tired of entertaining this freaking virus...

No vaccine? Can someone AT LEAST try finding a vaccine for this HFMD thingy for the kids? You guys are too busy finding vaccines for BIGGER viruses & illnesses, well, HFMD IS A VIRUS too, you know... Both of my kids contracted with this virus TWICE in less than 5 months!!

Kids who had contracted with the HFMD virus are barred from going to school. They had to be home quarantined & couldn't even get out of the house... They loose their appetite due to the painful mouth ulcers... They feel very tired & fever-ish with all the blisters on their hands & feet...

We, parents got affected too... Some parents, like me & hubby, we don't have a maid nor do we depend on our parents or others to keep an eye on our kids... So how did we deal with this situation? We took care of our kids ourselves & as for me, my office work is done @ home... I cooked, did the laundry, vacuumed, mopped the floors & @ the same time, took care of my kids while doing my office work... Tiring much? It is, sometimes, well, a mother got to do what a mother got to do... And a woman will not be able to feel & experience all of these, until she has become a mother... This saying is so true...

I went back to the office yesterday... Brought my kids along with me coz hubby had to go for an immobilization standby thingy or whatever you call it in reservist terms la har... This immobilization thingy is really getting on my nerves sometimes, I mean, they called my husband up @ the very last minute (the night before, mind you) & expect him to be ready once they activated the call? My goodness! Not all wives are homemakers OK! Some (like me), need to work on weekends & we have KIDS (little kids to be precised)! We don't have a MAID nor do we stay with our parents...

Not everyone of us, lead a life where we could always depend on others for help, HALO? Some of us need to fend for ourselves... And to have my hubby called @ the very last minute, seriously it's so inconvenient coz I happened to be on duty in the office for this weekend! The best part was, I just got to know from hubby yesterday that his squad would always be called up for this standby thingy any moment & @ any time... Baik per... -.-"

I should've slept early yesterday but I didn't... Migraine's killing me & I was basically tossing & turning in bed... I kept staring at the ceiling & that's when the usual stuffs started flooding my mind... (sigh)

Sometimes in life, we might feel unhappy with certain accounts or issues in our lives... But I guess @ the end of the day, to compare my live with others, amidst all those obstacles I went thru, truly I am bless that The Almighty had completed my life with not only a responsible husband, but also my cute little boy & girl to help me pull thru my days with ease... =)

The great thing is, He gave me this strength to be strong in facing all those nonsensical humans that comes along the way...

So much so for being plain old me... My bad I guess, for being nice to everyone... From the look of it, I don't think they appreciate it... And like I said before, I'll only be nice to those who are nice to me... If you treat me & my family like invisible humans, that's exactly how I am gonna make sure my family treats you too... What makes you think you deserve the RESPECT, when you don't even bother respecting others? So screw you...

Like it or not, that's the way it is for me now coz I've had enough of this crap... And it's such a sad thing that I'm seeing a lot of this self-centred egotistical people among my family members ; both young and old...

Buat ape aku nak step terhegeh2 bual baik2 dgn org yg langsong tk interested nk jumpe atau nk berbual baik dgn aku & bile nmpk aku satu kluarge dorg tk layan? Don't worry, even if I happened to bumped into anyone of you somewhere out there, I too can't be bothered to give a damn about you... Seriously...

Back to lunch y'all...

RSAF Helicopter Makes Emergency Landing...

Photos were taken from Channel NewsAsia Photos Gallery

Hubby was supposed to fetched me @ 6.30pm at work yesterday... But he was caught up in the traffic due to this helicopter emergency landing thingy... There was some sort of a road blocked or something & all eyes were on the broken helicopter...

Both hubby & I worked in Senoko (somewhere in between Woodlands & Sembawang neighbourhood), so you could say that the route we usually take to go to & from work is along the road near the open field that's between Woodlands Avenue 12 and Woodlands Drive 64 (that's the area where the helicopter had made an emergency landing).

Read more about it HERE & HERE

Thank God no one was injured in the incident... =)