Life is not about chasing dreams or competing with others for all the "5 Cs"...
It's about appreciating everything that God has written & given to you... It's about facing the challenges that comes along the way & learning from it... It's about surviving... It's about treasuring every breath that you take... It's about waking up every single day knowing that God has given you chances upon chances to live for another day... =)
[Something came up in my mind that makes me wanna write the above quote... Entah eh... Aku pon tak tahu la tibe2 jer otak aku ni sot siket... Perhaps friends & colleagues have been talking about this thingy on "worldly pleasures..." for the past few freaking days sampai malas aku nak dengar... Maybe due to our topic of conversation tu yang buat aku tergerak hati nak taip sesuatu mcm ni... heh... Tak de keje... Padehal tengah banyak keje ni...lol...]
Allahu Akhbar... Sesunggoh nye kau Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang... Aku hanye la hambe mu yang kerdil yang kadang kale lalai dengan perintah Mu...
As Salam Peepz,
I must admit that it's been a while since I last blog... Been a bit lazy to blog la nowadays... My time with family & work has turned me into a slacken human who's lazy to blog... With my 2 little babies & all... Wah seh... Really, I'm so freakingly feeling pretty shagged nowadays...
Plus I just recovered from a bad cough & flu... You know the feeling you get when your whole body aches so badly & yet (being a mom with 2 little kids), you still have to juggle with everything...
Alhamdulillah, I'm glad hubby's always there... Especially when it comes to our kids... =)
A lotta SHIT happened lately... Alhamdulillah, I'm just glad that both hubby & I, we manage to pull thru...
OK, chao meow... Knocking off soon... Gua keje ah beb... Weekend on duty in the office... pfft...
Will try my best to blog again la hor...
P/S: Congrats to my Aunt Tonah who had just given birth to a newborn baby boy... & to my cousin who still went "missing" (you know who you are)... "Kakak!! Please come back... Don't you wanna see your newborn little brother? Please have some thoughts... Think of your late dad... & that is my beloved late uncle, Wak Mi... Kesiankan ayah, ibu & ur siblings... PLEASE COME BACK!! Just so you know, I love you... Everyone here still worry & think about you... We all love you..."
If you love someone, let them go... If they return to you, it was meant to be... If they don't, their love was never yours to begin with... - Anonymous
Love never dies a natural death... It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source... It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals... It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings... - Anais Nin
When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead keep your head up high and gaze into heaven for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal... - Anonymous
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"Heartbreak" Quote of my own...
Sometimes, loving someone could really cause you so much pain... And it takes so much time for the wound to heal coz the pain inflicted upon is so unbearable for one to swallow... - Ummi Lily

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'Cause someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do, you're not easy to find
Is it possible Mr. Lovable is already in my life?
Right in front of me or maybe you're in disguise
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there' a soulmate for everyone
Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit?
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Most relationships seems so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Oh, somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
(Natasha Bedingfield - Soulmate)
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Thank you for everything that you said & done...
Finally, the truth came out...

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreamin'
But there's a voice inside my head sayin'
"You'll never reach it..."
Every step I'm takin'
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking
But I gotta keep tryin'
Gotta keep my head held high
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facin'
The chances I'm takin'
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breakin'
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna be remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep goin'
And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushin on
Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb...
(Miley Cyrus - The Climb)
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Love, like & accept me for what I am... Not for what you want me to be... A human with flaws... Someone with her own imperfections...
Yes, that's me...
Befriend with me for what I am... And not judge or look down upon my incapabilities... Coz I'm, a human with errs...
Yes, that's me...
Try being grateful for once & compare me with others around you... By doing this, then perhaps your judgment about me will subside gradually... And you'll be able to feel & think better...
Perhaps you don't realise that my existence here isn't much of an importance in your life... But one day, when I'm gone, I'm definitely sure you'll gonna miss me regrettably... Coz there won't be any duplicates of me...
I'm just me... Plain old me... Someone who's trying to be the best she can possibly be...
So for once, be grateful...