well. today's my last day as fifteen. math and chem was awesome, it was full of adrenaline rush, and my pen flew across the paper as i scribbled equations after equations after ions.

not.

for one thing, it was awesomely screwed. adrenaline rush? yeah, cos i couldn't finish my paper. oh, and i took a small nap during chem. and the scribbling comes from cancelling out the wrong equations.

sigh.

and thanks jo/chloe/lava/ben/bryan/andrew/jeremy for your hug/well wish/present/treat/movie/wishes/more wishes. thanks(:

happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to meee
happy birthday to me

stop avoiding it.

p.s. i love you arthi :DD

TOMORROW IS MATH AND CHEM.

omgomgomg.

AND I CANNOT STAND ARTHI. I REALLY CANNOT. here is one list of her puns. she pwns all okay.

*looking at a dress which is checkered*
"oh look! CHECKers ME OUT!"


during SYF, the INO people were trying on their costume and it's super tight. then she was like,
"it will be a BREATHTAKING performance.."
then someone said that the costume squished the chest alot, then she went,
"ahh it will be a BREASTtaking performance!"


during physics, learning about circuits and emf and stuff,
"i can't resist her (resistor, geddit)"


okay i can't think of anymore. I SHAN'T. this morning during temperature taking excercise she was SO retarded, hahaha. the VP was still talking about the importance then she started taking her temperature and it beeped SO loud half the cohort was like looking at her. SO EMBARASSING.

AND she had to make another pun. i was like, "noooo arthi my brain is going to diffuse out of my ears at this rate. you blow my mind. LITERALLY."

reminder to self: do not call Dear by reflex.

on the train:
chloe: eh i gtg here bye!
amanda: oh bye dear!
*half the carriage stares*

MMRRRRRRRGH.

you will so regret this.

After 3h of math..
“Is it tra-ge-dy or tra-de-gy?”

After 1h of social studies..
“There was a fight between the Hutus and the Tootsies, blablabla..”
“Huh?? Aren’t Hutus like hairlice?”“HUTUS lah not kutus! Kutus then is hairlice!!”

My best friend gave me the best advice

He said each day's a gift and not a given right

Leave no stone unturned

Leave your fears behind

And try to take the path less traveled by

That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day

If tomorrow was too late

Could you say goodbye to yesterday

Would you live each moment like your last

Leave old pictures in the past

Donate every dime you have

If today was your last day

Going against the grain should be a way of life

What's worth the price is always worth the fight

Every second counts cause there's no second try

So live it like you're never living twice

Don't take the free ride in your whole life

If today was your last day

If tomorrow was too late

Could you say goodbye to yesterday

Would you live each moment like your last

Leave old pictures in the past

Donate every dime you have

And would you call old friends you never see

Reminisce old memories

Would you forgive your enemies

And would you find that one your dreaming of

Swear up and down to god above

That you'll finally fall in love

If today was your last day

If today was your last day

Would you make your mark

On ending a broken heart

You know it's never too late

To shoot for the stars

Regardless of who you are

So do whatever it takes

Cause you can't rewind

A moment in this life

Let nothing stand in your way

Cause the hands of time

Are never on your side

If today was your last day

If tomorrow was too late

Could you say goodbye to yesterday

Would you live each moment like your last

Leave old pictures in the past

Donate every dime you have

And would you call old friends you never see

Reminisce old memories

Would you forgive your enemies

And would you find that one your dreaming of

Swear up and down to god above

That you'll finally fall in love

If today was your last day

*Janny, if you're reading this, DO NOT ADD ANYMORE BREAD/CEREAL BITS/LEFTOVERS FROM YOUR LUNCH into our green bean container because my son Lilian and daughter Jean is inside!! amongst many other green bean babies!!!

Yesterday i was talking to someone who I haven’t talked to in a very long time. And I realized that sometimes when things go wrong and there’s no one to blame, one will inevitable blame yourself. Even if deep down somewhere, you know it’s not your fault. I’m really sorry I can’t advise you on what to do, or say something that will make you happier, because 1) I’m not in a position to, seeing how screwed my life is, and the worst part is I feel like I have no control over it and 2) I can't express myself in words very well.

and thanks to you who talked to me on Thursday. i can't ask for any more because.. well. it doesn't feel right. i don't really deserve it i guess.

And hm thanks to those people who cared. It really means a lot to me. Esp to my table groupmates. And that led me to think about the regrets in life. Everyone talks about how you should live your life to your fullest and not think about regrets, but I think regretting about your regrets is what fuel you to do better.

Funnily enough, I think I should start taking my own advice.

I hate that gap.

"That time i saw this half naked guy at the field.."
"Top half or bottom half?"

Well, there's a snorting and pun frenzy in class today. And mygosh, Arthi's puns are not funny. You know in Bio there's all the phases for mitosis? S-phase, interphase whatever. Then she's like, "i've got a round face (phase)!"

and this is amongst the many many ones she gave which i don't wanna recall because my brain will burst.

Today was my medical examination. Went well i guess. Except for the blood test and sound test because 1) it was intriguing in a totally gross way to see your blood gush out from the needle into the stringe 2) i kept hearing things during the sound test so i think that guy thinks i'm deaf or smth.

Blood test. V.funny. There was an uncle who asked me if i'm taking O levels and then he said he told me if i had any test papers for his son.

then the other sir said "you want her test papers for what, your son in primary school leh!"
and the uncle said "oh ya, i thought she in pri school."

thanks huh.

What's the matter?

I keep changing my blogskin. Well, I've settled for this for awhile. Because it holds a certain amount of memory for me.

I'm gonna blog about trivia really soon, because i've promised the crazy people in my class to. well. today was okay i guess. thanks for being there. it means alot to me.

I'll end of my first post with an advice:
Don't sleep on the train unless you have total control over your mouth.

A moment of weakness; stumble, caught.