ww______

ww_____

ww______

lynette_____

cher____

cher_______

cHeRyL_____

hamster_____

 

hamster_________

ashouldertoleanon______

 

muAcks______

 

muAcks______

 

mUacKkss..______

 

my lEs paRtnEr_____

jEalous? =p

*muAckss

draw by eddy_____

 

juliana & eddy _____

 

nigel____ *snapshot

11:19 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

damnn..... i fCukin mOody... .daMn.. my maiD weN to sMs my ex.. den he jus called~ ! damn... i tOt everything gonnna bE ovEr... -.- i nv expect my hOuse phOne to ring.. aNd i nv expect to hEar his vOice...... =< i'm fReaking sAd.. ~ teArs within.................. =< hais.. yea.. i wanna go to the bEach and ease myself..

9:02 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

ytd was like damn slack.. keep going to cafe and rot.. is like the teacher not teaching or never come.. wthhh.. waste my time only.. after school went to tm and look for jer's present.. walk with jianle..till damn tired.. while waiting for that minmin.. so slow ehh she.. like snail =x in end manage to get smth for jer.. toopid lo.. people bday go out celebrate tis piggy rot at home celebrate? -.-" was like so tired.. wen to coffee bean and slack... finally get to rest.. slack all the way till evening.. den go home.. woot.. get to see this cutie.. lalalas.. hhmmm actually.. dun really remember how he look like le =x never really go notice him.. *shy ehh.. haHas.. he makes me think of my ex.. probably his style jus like my ex.. lalalalas... wen get to see him again.. probably can try getting his number? =x that will be like miracle la.. x= cos... cheryl dun ask for number.. if it happens.. he gonna be the first guy? muz feel honoured =x lalalas.. argghhss actually today dun wan go sch.. cos not much ppl go sch .. den today lesson like... sooooo boring...den lesson all no air con de lo~~~~ wthhh.. so hot -.- toopppid sch..... tat jianle becos nv bring ezlink tat why dun wan go sch -.- bloody hell.. in the end still go jer house.. u say u dun wan go cos..of minmin.. hahas..today during account having slight headache... until now still having some slight headache.. * sob.. den during account.. is like i dun even kno wart i doing la.. so many mistakes.. dun even know what am i writing -.-.. anyway thanks eddy for sendin me to bus stop pei me wait.. lalalas.. that's becos i pei him go do his specs! =x tat's why treat me so good ? hahas.. no lar..joking.. overall he is a nice guy.. tml lesson also dun wan go le lar.... den is like tml morning.. from 10 till dunno wart time no electricity.. tat will be a hell for me =] *shag * headache *image blurr simply need sommmeee ressst...



tat mark recently crazy le =.= i tink he is back with his craziness............... gosh ...

6:37 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

9:21 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

yesterday suppose to blog.. but... blogger dun let me publish my post.. so... whatever.. =x ytd post is long.. and now is gone.. nvm .. people stop askin me about my ex... i have no idea about him.. i have no contact with him already.. no point asking me.. how is him doing or where is he.. i have no idea... and pls pls... stop asking me why.. simply he jus never contact me.. that all.. probably tis is something goodd.. u been trying to forget me? and u can't.. and finally u did it =] dun ask me how can i take things so easily.. dun ask me why am i treating him like this... this is for his own good.. i kno i'm heartless.. i kno u change alot for the sake of me.. but i still hav to end the story.. the story of us.. =] *hope you find ya happiness lastly take caree.. =]



pages torn apart
no gdnite kisses anymore
and gdbye sweetie
now i have to go
remember me
there isn't better way
better way to leave
i will see you there
you get the whole world ahead of you.
ahead of you
i'm sorry i didn't say gdbye
i'm sorry tat i make u cry
i made it onto u
if i hav the chance to put
it closer to everything goes wrong
is it possible to change ya life and destiny
wart are we suppose to do everything right goes wrong



recently lots of happening.. lalalalas... hope everything gonna be fine =< poor ter.. dun cry ya.. i always here to cheer u up =] *cher prays for u.. be strong..

8:41 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

I remember when you fell in love

I could not believe

That it was not with me

I sent a secret prayer up above

And put my heart away

So that you could be free

And I know right now you're broken in two

But did you know my heart's been broken since that day

I met you

And in my sweetest dream

You'd learn to put your faith in me, endlessly

Sometimes the thing you need

Is the one thing you can't see

If you put your faith in me

How beautiful you and I would be

In these eyes

More than words

More than anything that I've spoken

As the skies turned to gray

My heart's is just about to crack open

So the story goes

There's something you should know

Before I walk away and I blow the ending____



You may see the happy side of me, but deep inside I'm totally breakdown..
I couldn't face the world. I just wanna be in the darkness.
A world of mine, just me, myself and I.. no one else..
Thanks for leaving me a scar and unforgettable memories..
That really hurts alot.. I dont understand why do you bother to do this to me..
I couldn't get up from my past.. =<
Probably that's the day I close the door of my heart <3


Everything is just a lie~ I have enough.. yes! i'm selfish.. i'm running away and couldn't face the reality.. I'm sorry that's all i could say.

5:09 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

10:34 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

sEe thE toilet~~~~ goshh =x the background! =x lalalalals..





hMmm.. nTh mUch tOdAy.. aS uSuaL .. go sCh... leSsonn... blablabla..~ sLacking day.. yeAaa... woot~ finally tHe rOle pLAy is oveR! over~~~ yEaaa...dUring brEak time wAiting fOr thE gUys.. meanwhile... taKe some pics =p .. is windy.. yea.. fEeling so niccee.. *tinking of smth tat i'm not even suppose to tink..i jus trying to forget..but wHy u bother to care so much .. >.< ..i tOt evErytHing goNna bE ovEr.. sOb.. dUring aFd got spOtchEck .. heLl.. iS obvious.. my HAIR -.- zZzzzz.. tOopid teAchEr waNna sAbo~~~ arGgghss.. afTeR sCh weN to indOor sTuDium rOt~ go suPport jianle and jer~~~ hMmm.. nnOt rEally tAt gOod.. so ya.. bUt thEy tried thEir bEst.. => afTer bbaLl wEn hOmeeee.... nigeL sEnd mE hOme.. x) tHanks fOr thE neaklAce.. is swEet..~

11:57 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

sPecs me

hAhAhas... sEe my pOor hAnd.. puNch jiAnlE till like tis.. wonderin how his arm..~ =x

*piglet___ nickname given by bEn.L

lalalala... piggy me =p

Lazy to blog =p

1:39 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

 

thIs two pics tAken by mE.. hEes.. nicE hUr..sUnsEt... yEa.. today is a dAy tAt i rOt at hOme.. 
*wouldn't wanna tink of the past.. ~ 

11:39 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

love has no boundary ____

11:18 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

" perhaps i know that u not yet recover..from your ex wound..but plz stand up k..becaz there is always someone outside waiting for u..luving u with his whole heart and that me..i can wait for u ..but when the day i like u..i have been struggling..perhaps to u..it is a stupid struggling but to me..it is really a big one..if i together with u..i have to always go to church that i dun really like..perhaps 1 week 1 times still ok..but i know u like jesus a lot and i dun go against it..but u always go..your mind of thinking abt religious and me is different..i really wish to be together with u..but sometimes dun feel like..becaz..i really scared..u will rather kick me away one day just becaz jesus say this guy is bad for u..what if that happen..i really scared..but i still force myself saying that won't happen..i had fight with my parents so that can go church with u..i had win the war in my heart that i can go church again becaz of u..but nw i lose le..becaz it prove that church is more impt than me to u..i always dun wish to accept the truth.. "


I rEad frOm mY fReN bLog.. yEa.. sErioUs i dUn uNdeRstAnd.. wEn u aRe a cHristiAn uR pArtnEr aLsO nEeda bE a cHrisTiAn tOo... bEcOs wHy ... cOs thE biBle sAys so.. -.- i totAlly dUn agrEe... wHy mUs iT bE sO cRueL.. aNd thAt's thE rEaSon ..yOu kEeping aSking mE tO gO chUrch tOo.. i fiNaLly kNo wHy.. yEa i'm a cHristiAn.. sO wArt? i cAn't cOmmit mysElf fuLly.. I tOt oF cOmmit mysElf dUrinG dEc.. bUt cOmes tO tInK oF it... wArt i sEen thRu.. iS nOt wArt i expEct.. fEw oF my fRens kEep peStErin me gO chUrcH.. aNd i'm a alrEady a chRistiaN ? thEy expEct mE to bE thE neW fReN ? waT tHe hEck -.- oh ya ... "always there someone outside waiting for u..loving u with his whole heart " yea.. my frens always tell me tat...


aNd i rEalisE smTh my cLoSe onEs aRe aLl diFting aPaRt.. yEa.. fAr aPart i aLwAys hAv tIs tHinkIn .. wEn sOmeoNe gEt cLoSe to me.. oNe day suRe wiLl lEavE mE.. *hurted =< dUn bOthEr tO cOme nEar mE iF u gOnna hUrt mE..~

10:39 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

SAT :
wake up in the morning den met yiqing at cityhall mrt.. rotting at MS.. doing nth.. den wen esplanade fOr bible study.. yea.. lots of crap.. i needa plan for the chalet for the gers.. which falll on NOV~ =] den also maybe got class trip to genting too...so cool hur? wEeee.. i wanna play.. yeaa... i not gonna plan my mission trip tis year...no wayyy.... 5 days 4 nites? hahas.. lAzy =x i got "proposal" do.. i lazy to do lar... can i dun do? hahas.. yea... after BS.. wen to PS .. do my hair done.. so yea.. i dunno how the heck i gonna face my teacher? loLs.. yea..tat's it -.-

12:49 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

3:41 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

FRI~ yea..... is friday... only got like 2 lesson today.. accounting and ofa.. ya... suppose to run 2.4 today but didn't.. becos of thomas.. ended up i dun wan go..they rest also dun feel like going le =x ended up at tampines.. eat seoul garden~ lalalalas.. got ben.L , thomas , jianle , richard , kelyn and me~ 6 of us.. so yea.... lazy to tok wart going on la.. so yea.. wen home and rush out and meet them in town.. yea....wen to slacckk..long time nv go town le... miss bel so much.. I MISS U ger.. hopefully u do well in ya exam.. hees... after dinner wen to play pool...u kno wart ... i play against jianle.. is like .. i win ... yeaaa... still dare me to play -.- see..see... i told u .. i can win u.. =p bleahss...although i'm bad at it~ hahas.. den the rest wen home left ben and richard.. slack with both of them den take cab homeeeeee..... so yea.. enjoy the tok.. hahas... i didn't kno small ger can attract attention =x

3:17 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

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[x] yiqing____

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