I finally understand how to think so carefree~ I'm not gonna let my tears flow so easily.. no more =D I'm starting to feel a little more care .. The feeling is great.. feeling a little happiness in it too.. =D yea.. went for bbq at church...saw tuck huat and jer in tpy .. th..dont seem to recognise me.. and jer seem to be so girly..u butch! hahaz.. hoping the next time i see you.. you change.. i'm looking forward.. heard from them.. they having chalet at aug~ woot.. I might not come also.. not so close le~... heex.. yea..i'm losing my voice badly.. haiz.. sick for few days le~ I hope i will sick forever.. so that you will care for me =D i like the feeling of being care~ yea..cheryl getting more vain...sian .. for only 2 week time.. dye my hair for 3 times~ fcUk.. my hair gonna be damn dry~ sad-ed.. stupid teacher got purple ..red..orange.. all those colour dun catch~ i'm suay sia~ believe it or not.. 7 people ask me to watch initial D.. and i heard is nice.. i hope i will watch it next week..



BORING.. there's school tml~~~~~ !

3:46 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

NEW ENVIRONMENT

new school.. yea! first wasn't as bad... didn't know mel was in my class.. now currently i have a own group of mine.. in a group of 6 =D the noisy one... and always the late one.. =p hmm.. at least 2/3 of my classmate know me? i guess so ? or maybe just half of it.. i still couldn't recognize all of them =x they anti soical lar.. that's why.. I think i gonna join rock climbing.. fun =D damn... lesson time late.. eating in class.. smsing.. sleeping.. hahaz.. the lazy side of me.. i dunno whether I can do well for it.. kaoz got dunno what office.. typing de.. the school's keyboard flat de.. so hard to type.. not use to it lor... >.< .. den got accounting like poa.. just need to revise abit lar.. den got that business fundamentals... damn boring.. he is like reading the notes.. no diff.. den bored... ~ I really so tired now... ~ trying to study poa... but like cannot make it.. =p yawnnnnn.. .that idiot never reply me yet.. make me wait! how can..~ school boring.. guys over there pervert.. but easy going.. =D oh ya.. the school is like freaknig rich everywhere aircon.. i so cold lor.. den.. having nose block since the morning having difficulty breathing...~


i.miss.those.slacking.days..
i.miss.those.happiness..
i.miss.you..
(,")

12:13 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

Guess what.. i woke up quite early today too.. 12+ ! woot.. First thing I do is to check my phone.. I remember I did sms at 10+ am to ter... but seem like I didn't cause.. it doesn't appear in the sent item.. =.= maybe I'm dreaming.. Today is a day for me to clean up my room throw all the toopid worksheet and textbook.. hahaz.. yeah.. lots of dust.. damn.. =.= make me flu only.. lolz.. I realise something everybody can be pretty/handsome.. It all depends how you bring out yourself =D Everybody can be beautiful in its own way.. heex.. Of cause not forgetting no one is perfect.. sad...didn't went for yesterday service.. they have a talk on how to save money.. or how to use money wisely? I think so.. I forgot le.. sorry ter..I never go sentosa.. =p bleahz.. hope you enjoy today.. ohh ya.. something very important.. Tomorrow is FATHER's DAY! woot!!! I didn't buy anything.. nor gonna celebrate =D well.. i just gonaa greet my dad that's all.. yea.. i'm a bad girl.. >.< .. I'm still thinking should i go out! zZz.. 10+ meeting at city hall~~ HEADACHE! lolz...





bitchhy girl__

8:46 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

I WOKE up at 11+ am .. miracle ! hahaz.. finally get to wake up this early.. maybe must get used to the timing.. =D hmm.. went to town with bel.. yea.. today she shop not for me.. I'm broke.. sad! yea... i'm happy =] my mp3 is back alive! woot~ they say i dress formal ehh.. like going to work.. =.= but i don't that way.. hahaz.. if I tie the front he say i look bitchy.. heex... that ter kept asking and begging me to go sentosa.. but I didn't want to get tann and I'm sHhhyyyy too.. =x .. I wanna buy clothing too~~~ went to eat jap food.. suppose to eat buffet de ... but that bel lar.. spent too much.. follow by neoprint =D today neoprint dont really look niice.. after taking neoprint.. this girl appoach me asking for number.. hahaz.. i didn't give.. cos if the guy got gut come ask me lar.. dont so hum ehh.. wan number ownself ask la.. bel kpo look at which guy~ but arhhh.. not a guy ~ guess what is a butch~ ! lolz.. didn't went for service today..still thinking shold i go for gb tml... yawwnnn... kinda tired zZZzzzZzz... father's day on SUNDAY! and i START SCH on monday.. zZzz... boringg...

9:58 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

SENTOSA

yeahhh..! Finally there a gathering..get to meet them heheex... still the same old us~ =D 10 of us~ meet at harbourfront at 9am.. i saw kelvin first.. den the rest come together.. we went to eat mac.. the 2 dollar meal.. heez.. =D i kena tann abit.. hengg arh.. just rotting at sentosa playing with sand.. and volley ball.. i injured my hand.. bruises and bleed.. hahaz..no idea why.. juz reach home.. Zzz.. my cheek pinK pink de.. hEex.. i miss tanning.. but for now.. no .. juz hab to wait few more months... school starting soon this coming monday.. woot.. i got my shoes and my alter skirt.. =D happy~ hopefully first day of sch will be fine...wont get to meet up with pervert ytd.. "miss are u trying out the uniform" omg.. does it really matter you? hahaz.. giving him a weird face and say NO! =.=

5:57 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

wen to church with ter.. ter torture me! make me wait for 1 hour before the service start! hahaz .. he just a cute little boy.. never regret knowing him.. hEex..hE got the blur and tired look? the journey to jurong is like sooo =.= met him in the train.. so he just hop in the train.. without telling him with door.. yet he enter the right one.. =D i'm suppose to sleep yet.. i never get to sleep! after service wen to cafe and slack awhile.. later on cg leader drive us to amk~ i just took some nap.. hahaz.. so comfortable got carpet.. big pillow... lolz.. den another member's mum drive us to serangoon.. den i took train to boonkeng meet dan... for dinner..den meet vanus at serangoon... den i go home~ =D

4:22 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

went to play pool today..slack around.....tml gonna accompany ter attend service! 5.30 de! lolz.. ben also ask me too.. but.. maybe sunday i goin for tpmc.. not goin for parade! got drill ... too lazy to march under the hot sun! yea.. tml they having gathering... i still dunno wannna go anot =D cos gonna be late? heex.. maybe next week going clubbing? i dunno~ yEah.. gonna drunk myself! who cares right? ZzzzZzzzzZzzzzzz yAwNnnnnn..........




i tink by sunday i gonna get my ipod shuffle.. but.. only can put 200 songs ehh.. dunno enff anot.. Haiz~ one of my frenz ask me get creative de.. another frenz said.. creative sux.. well.. seriously i dunnno le..

2:51 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

recent picx
edited =D

12:33 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

well well.. another boring day.. staying at home rotting.. damn my rose character is gone i played until level 50++ gonna me 60 le lor~ kaoz.. i'm sad-ed.. hahaz.. maybe i juz gonna start all over again ? hmm..ter ask me to play gth.. but the game like so laggy lor... probably is my com laggy ba? heex... tml .. friday~~!! i just gonna enjoy.. =D sadly.. my chocolate buffet is gone! damn... i gonna find another person.. school starting soon like about 11 more days? haiz~ hopefully my first day of sch will be realll...... fine =) i mean it .. =.= hmm.. so far i heard from my friends.. guys there are sicko.. hope it wont ended until so jia lat.. i dun wish to meet up with some " pervert" on my first day of sch.. =D yea.. first day of sch..start at 9 am~~ =.= probably gonna take bus with hq? maybe not.. timing diff? who knows? heex.. seriously i hate taking bus.. and still muz change bus.. zZzz.. i decided not to get any new phone.. instead get a ipod.. i guessss so? i juz wannnaaa pamper myself =) damn sad... i cannnnnnn't tann myself =.= mummy doesn't allow me.. haiz.. . so cute of mummy todae.. cos recently been goin out at nite.. so... she was like asking.. "you got a bf here?" .. i'm like giving her one kind of face =.= saying no! hahaz~




night is a time for my to enjoyz~ =D




making a wish upon a falling star__ x]

12:05 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

I have lots of mix feeling today.. feeling so different as if I never felt this way before.. Suppose to go out with dan and slack but ended up with couz.. wake up..bathh... take mrt.. meet daddy..went to couz's house.. see couz play dota.. wen off to town taking bus.. wen to cine to have buffet..~ yumyum for butter prawn.. hEex.. later rot around at ps.. went home =D rotting and slacking at playground..went home..change ...wen to cx's house..return his phone..cos i took his phone back.. but he wasn't at home.. =.= waited for him till about 11.. he loiter around outside.. home sweeeet homeeeeeee...





"and u r some kinda girl hu like to have a sincere bf hu will love u and spend time with u
which is not hes nature
i told him tat u r too good 4 him
so tat he can learn to see wat u need in a bf"
i will never forget those words.. "freedom" i finally know what it means~
i'm in total confuse.. "take things easy" =D thankz




girl.with.lots.of.attitude__ =D


i'm plaster x)

2:04 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

wOot.. i bEen sTaying aT hOme.. >.< .. how cAn! dun cAre.. tmL.... i mUz... gO oUt.. hEez! =D is a muz... cOs... i'm BORED! i'm freaking bored~ zZzz..

10:56 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

bLEaHhhz... tHe nErD siDe oF me? hEex..

10:44 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

nothing much about today.. rotting at home.. playing games =D yAwnnn... BORED!

1:43 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

`- dreaming of you.. ..
[ w a i t i n g ]


me.bel.. heex.. nice pic hurhur!



piggyyy~~ so cute.. =D

1:22 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

Such a weird day. I don't seem to received any call or sms. woot.. finally i learn how to control dream which is something good.. =D I only received one msg from ter. you coming? =x hahaz.. i woke up at 5pm ? den see the msg? and they start at 3 till 5 ? lolz.. so i dun tink i need to reply ? i want the guitar.. ~~~ lalalaz.. tot can get it today~ but =.= it been such a long time.. i wen for service. woot .. the service rock the hall ~! cool~ unlike other service i can fall asleep~ tml should i go for youth fusion ? zZz.. should i??!! start at 9! i tink i should go.. cos.. i pang sei yi qing twice le..



I trust in you. so guide me , teach me , lead me through..
once i thought that love was meant for everyone else but me
once i thought that no one knew the way
now that only goes to show how wrong we all can be
cause now it seems he loves me more each day! <3



¯`·-> the.wonders.of.your.mighty.love__
god bless you and me ..

7:51 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

Woke up in the late afternoon.. lalalaz.. from morning till afternoon some many calls and sms =.= yawnn... i couldn't even sleep well.. yea finally went to chc! took bus 86 all the way to amk.. meet ben at amk station with her cell group.. =D she kept asking me to join her cg instead of ter's cg..met about 7 of her cg's memebers. we went to grab some bread for our dinner. no time for dinner heex.. woot finally reach chc.. wen up to the hall.. alot of people coudn't find the sits =.= ended up with some help =D yea.. the music is blasting my left ear! ter in the choir ! omg .. can't believe.. i stuck! i dunno with cell group to go to~ how.. Zzzz.. ben or ter ! BEN VS TER! i told ter.. i go for two .. loLz.. suppose to wen back with ter.. but ended with ben.. cos i didn't wan her to be alone... she's my ger! =D reach home around 12.. =D rotting at home~ playing gb and chatting.. woot! GB sooo cutte~ caleb i did called u.. but ur hp off..hahaz.. sad ehh ? =p



si CAI XING how dare to lie to me.. sad!



yawnnn... i tink i gonna hab lots of BS to go.... God bless me and you .. <3

3:45 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

Another normal day =D Woke up in the late afternoon. Get myself out of the bed and bath =D getting ready to go out.. heex.. went on to play pool. woot... the black ball is mine! =x damn.. so suay.. hahaz.. why did i mean it "suay" ? for me know know for you to find out =p bleahz! later on have my dinner at ps.. yum yum.. full le.. then.. went home? in fact no.. went to frenz house .. hahaz.. slack awhile.. having some laughter? lolz.. .. . . .. . . . .. den home sweet home =D damn i want tat puzzle!! goshh~~ i wan it =D But i have no where else to hang =.= zZzz.. those puzzle are tempting me.. puzzle : " plss plsss bring me home " omg.. zZzz.. yEa.. today i worn my colour lens =D tomorrow going down to chc with my junior vanassa~ lalalaz.. that's all for today~

1:43 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

I know you care.. Thanks =] A brand new journey...

8:23 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

just wake up.. yawnn.. heez.. woot.. finally sleep for 12 hours.. kinda headache sleep too much =D yea..now watch rave... which is eps 51.. plue so cute~~ heex.. wonder what's the next anime i gonna watch.. school starting soon.. i guess it gonna be bored? june 20 =.= the student in the school is like =.= hopeless.. =x i can't believe half a year is gone.. rotting for half a year ohh goshh...! dorothy ask me to study my poa ... cause i forgot all le.. so maybe i "will try" to start touching my book again.. hahaz.. i know is nearly impossible for me.. but i willllll tryyyy kkz.. =] i'm looking forward on the 11june.. gonna have chocolate buffet! woot~~ food food =x yummm yumm~




i'm living in freedom.. but i'm still not happy.. Can someone explain to me what's the meaning of happy =D

6:20 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

i'm still holding on staying strong. =D just finish a tub of icecream which is.. 1 liter? hahaz.. brain freeze? =D lalalalaz.. caleb.. dont worry i gonna call u on friday.. miss ya.. hope you hab a nice trip..

1:20 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

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