woke up at about 2pm.. hanqi woke me .. hahaz.. lucky he called me.. or else... i gonna sleep like a pig.. he also going out with his stead.. me too.. i went to town shopshop.. woot so happy... get to see the shoes i always wanted to get for him... we were like.. following the guy.. wanted to ask where he get the shoes.. lalalaz.. i'm falling... for him..ehh..not him..but his shoes.. heheez.. sad.. never get to play pool.. no time.. zzz.. went down to ad to eat.. den slack awhile.. den wen home..




and now.. i'm so moody.. so down.. so breakdown.. should i gib up? or should i gib in? kaoz.. todae everybody so moody..and get all the shiit! i'm also moody lor.. doesn't mean you guys are moody can attitude me lor.. going out.. zZzzZzz...




haiz.. wen to see doc on the 27th.. doc say dunno wart illness.. shouldn't be a prob.. lolz.. see i good eh? finally see doc le rite.. so dun say..i never seee hor... stan wen to taiwan.. if i'm not wrong.. hahaz... he say.. i been acting so weird.. not myself like tat.. miss gaming.. i want level my rose!! =x heheez.. so lazy..

3:26 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

went to town with esther and pei meng. nothing much today. i warning those couple out there. if you are with ya steady, plss plss.. dun keep on looking at other ger/guy.. >.< .. is bad.. be faithful~

12:47 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

things are getting diff. wed havin check up which fall on kor bdae~ zzz...hOpefully everything will be fine! yEah! it's drifting apart~dAn do smth to it manz.. no more arguement plsss... hMm...tml going out with pm and esther~~ !! yEa.. and bel is bAck with wj~~ cOol.. hoping she will chase uP with me~ ehhh... so sAd..shE suppose tO call me... bUt... nv eHh..



not forgetting.. god will lead us..love us.. forgive us.. gb rawk.. nyaa should i go? i kena say.. i cannot make it.. if cannot at least i will get a silver back! my gers is missing me.. >.< .. i miss them too.. !

4:33 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

woke up at around 11+am.. getting myself ready to gb HQ. The weather god damn hot. As if i'm in a desert, heavy legs dragging myself to walk.. loLz.. Heng aRhh.. reach there got air con.. sit there enjoy while waiting for them to start the talk. started with songs.. lalalaz.. the talk long ehhh.. their motive was to ask us to join NYAA!!! i still dunno i wanna join anot ehh.. wonder can i make it to silver ? or gold? seem kinda easy but.. dunno hard anot~ yuzi kept talking today.. as for today me and qing kept quiet.. =x dunno wart to say..



when home... and rot!

12:55 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

daoz me =x

2:02 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

Recently being a listener.. izzit something good? loLz.. i guess i help alot people.. lalalaz.. Yesterday night.. went to pool side.. lying down.. lookin at the starz.. few stars only.. >.< ..11+ pm slack all the way till1+ .. i dunno whether is a good new or bad new.. it been quite long since my heart problem.. it happen again.. this time was so diff from the last time i felt. It was so painful... no one is being there for me.. why izzit so..i just want someone to be there for me.. the pain last for about 20 mins!! kaoz... after the pain was gone.. was talkin on the phone with hq.. hahaz.. he so funny.. he was tryin to jump down of the building... =x so kind of him even volunteer to accompany me see doc.. i didn't expect that to happen.. i didn't see doc again.. i'm afraid to know the truth.. i'm afraid what i'm going thru.. it been 2 days toking to cx le.. he tell me all his probs.. being a listener~ loLz.. he everything also dont' know de.. faster get into a relationship ba.. so that you wont be bored? =x i having relationship seem no diff from being single.. my frenz cares for me more.. everybody seem to weird ... like..baba.. -.- he gone crazy le.. like jos? dun even get wart he mean -.- so weird of him.. hahaz..

1:34 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

i'm just a little girl suffering from unknown illness. Hoping for peace =D get rid of those unwanted. wishhing for a better. i dunno how long can i last this relationship. i'm worn off. breakdown once and once again. all i get was negative thought. all you could say was to find a better guy. if u really want it i will prove to you.. why didn't u let me instead holding on so tightly. seriously.. my feelings is kinda fading off. i dunno what i wan in life. i'm confuse. i'm lost. prove to me plsss.. i dun wan to be lost. lead me. prove me. tat's all i could say. feeling so hurt after tearing the bookmark tat i took so much effort to do it. and it's juz gone like tat. shattered into pieces. i dun feel safe as times, ever since so many incident. it horrible. i couldn't believe human are so horrible until i seen through. i wanna drive. yeah i told myself i gonna drive. of cos not forgetting.. i can't let my dAd take mrt to wOrk.. im not so bad... >.< .. hehEez.. i'm happy.. my relationship bEtween my parent is getting better. but yet my frenz i'm close too yet to fade away.. haiz.. daddy doesn't wan me work. and the job i wanna get it's gone too.. cos... the manager quit le.. wart a pity.. becos she got cancer.. she juz wen thru operation..hope she wil be fine. i hurt myself. i kno it painful. i hab to life on and get rid of those unwanted tots. i find it so silly and dumb. i'm childish. all tis are juz unimportant stuff. why do i make it into such complicated prob in my life~ =D smile cheryl. same goes to bel! smile gEr~ i will support u.. i dun wish to see u cry again~ u kno i can't swim. so dun flood ur room . i will be there for u wenever u need me. hUgx ...

3:58 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

Another day spenting my day alone.. just me, myself and I. A belated birthday celebration for Rebecca, her birthday falls on the 11 april. Ken called me to join along with them for midnite movie and vin too giving me a message. I didn't want to go, that is because I told myself I left the group. That why I didn't want to appear in the group to bring unhappiness? Ever since that message I received, an unforgettable message. Oh ya, I'm glad for jos I think he win that girl's heart already? o.O yeah... a girlfriend.. someone to be there for him.




Cx ask me go for chalet, but I didn't want too. Feel kinda extra not really close to them. >.< .. although they all stay around my area de... And today have a long talk with bel, a very interesting talk .. going out with her again... lalalalalaz..






Haiz... on his birthday he was wishing for me to say this three letter words " I love you" and I didn't say at all. Until ytd he just told me... i also have no idea why didn't i say that =x cause i told him only special occasion then I will say to him.....but i didn't............................... what wrong with me................

12:46 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

Things are getting different when each day passes. More and more happening stepping in to my life. I'm not saying all happenings are bad, some are good too. You will never know and you will never expected. Making friends is something good, I guess this is a year where i make new friends? =x Recently went with bel shopping which was on the Sunday. We went crazy shopping spenting our money as if like water flow ? I'm supposed to just accompany her to shop, I told to myself i can't shop cause few days back I had already bought lots of stuff. >.< .End of the day bel spent about 1k and I spent about a hundred. aRhhh~~ Getting crazy........................ lalalallaz.. dunno what to post le... too lazy to think.. =x

3:05 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

Somehow I just wanna be alone , being blind =D

4:33 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

i miss you bro... somehow i just wish you are the one staying alive instead of me. hope you will be happy in heaven staying with god. remember jie will always love u. =]

4:25 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

I just feel hugging "you" tightly and cry out loud. =]


"you" just you my pillow, cos I know you will never hurt me.

3:17 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

Spells and magic. Seriously i do not wan't to cast any spell yet. Sometimes I'm just afraid a white magic ended up with grey magic. I agree not every spells work if you're a beginner. But most of the spells do work just that how long will it take. Most of the spells don't just take effect immediately. Black magic wasn't something fun to play with. Have to be real careful, of cause not to forget protection needed. I just realise human can have many dream at one time. Yesterday i have about 7 dreams, this is called " recall dream " . I didn't know until today. I'm sure when the next morning you wake up, you probably won't remember all the dream you have or perhaps none of them you remember. But is true is common, but there's no such thing as you don't have dreams just that you can't remember.

LIFE
I'm not old enough to tell you about life. I have to admit that I haven't experienced everything. I'm still waiting to live my life to the fullest. So, I wait. Wait. And wait a little bit more. Nothing. Look to your left and right, do you see anything for yourself? Have you live life to the fullest? I'm not saying that we have to something crazy to have a sense of life fulfillment. But are we happy? Content with the way we are? The way we feel about ourselves? o.O

I just realize, I been blogging weird stuff.. So... just ignore me.. loLz

4:20 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

Feeling so differently, i've never felt this way before. Maybe is because of the incident. The mix feelings i have. How long can i hold on? Is it something good or perhaps something bad? Should i tell the truth or should I leave it that way? In total confuse. Those two words shall always remain in my mind forever, i could never forget. Just two simple words i never expected, that cause such a big impact to me. I guess you have never realise how much it affect me. Saying those words without thinking? You won't even bother to apologise. All you thought everything gonna be just fine. And i guess you in total wrong. Using such harsh words and you such take the consequences. Being more cold towards you, might be something better. Animus in you for being like this. You don't even know the importance.




x] fOolish

2:00 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

hate me all youu want.
i don't give a damn.
that's what you deserve.
curses never ending.
it lead you forever.
blame yourself.
for what you done to everybody.
as long i live.
you will never feel peace.
everyone is leaving you one by one.
a girl wiith attitude.



x] plaster `

3:17 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

a giirl with attitude.
a fcuk up day.
that's all i could say.

12:29 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

nothing much today. jusy shopping around , didn't found anything i like.went to play pool after dinner. when home. sicko guys get out of my way -.-



recently i did post , but blogger doesn't like me so it wasn't my fault. all those error .. zZzzz

3:27 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

bowling =D

gb rawk


officer -yuzi bowling..

good buddy..linda =x i didn't mean it.. she force me to delete.. but i dun wan..

gRoup photo

another group phoTo

tis pic? i another take de =x

my assistant `yuting now currently in oversea studying..miss her lotz..

me.. bowling.. anyhow bowl =x dunno how to bowl

they seem so happy.. so juz take a snapshot of them..

2:22 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

Kayak Adventure

gB rawk

hahaz.. hAb to stick together..


hMmm... sAw me? i'm aT tHe bAck =D miss hOng beside us >.<

time to stick together ..while he put us >.<

sEe tAt miss cHuang nag naG nag aT me again...

boring arh? tat bb boy tok until so -.-

wOot..tat's me.. commanding them.. small ger give command? in sch.. -*fall in =D

1:37 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

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[x] rebecca___
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