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beautiful memories
the truth that never change.
making a wish upon a failling star*
*unbreakable.vipJR
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>,"< pLaying gB fOrr tHe wHoLe day... pLanning a bBq fOrr xi wAng =x mUhahaz.. wHo gOnna pLan i dUnno le... hehEex... beLl pErm hEr hAir le.. shOuld i pErm.. mAybe nOt.. i cHangE ? did i cHange? hAiz.. i dunno.. wHy.. i sOund like tAt tOo.. mAybe bEcOz.. wEn u sTart witH thE topic aBout uR iLlnEss.. i'm like.... nOt again~ uR iLlneSs again .. >.< ... wArt u wAn mE tO .. i cAn't hELp yEt u dUn wAn mE woRry aBouT yOu ? o.O i'm jUz confuSe.. kinDa sAd tOo.. wEn u aLwAys sTart witH tAt tOpic... hAiz.. i jUz fEel like avoiDin it.. i dUn wan tO hEar aNymOre.. i dUn waN aNythiNg bAd hApPen.. |
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iT nEbeR gOnNa bE tHe saMee.. iT hAb pAst.. iS aLwAyz rEmaiN iN thE pAst wHich.. cAnnot bRing iT intO tHe fuTure.. unLeSs yOu aRe sOmeOne tAt sPeciaL whiCh cAn cOvEr uP thE paSt .. aNd lEt mE fOrgEt aBout iT .. dReAmin eVeRy niTe aNd dEn... lOokin in tHe sKy.. wOndEriin wArt wOuld hAppEn tHe bEri nExt mOmEnt.. cOmin intO sUch a cOmpLiCaTed wOrLd.. aNd eXpEct mE tO aCcepT tHe tRutH.. iSh tHiS a rEgrEt oR a giFt frOm gOd ? kNowin tiS wOrLd iSh nOt a eAsy jOb .. uNdErsTaNdin tAkee tiimE .. tAt wHy tAt's sUch wOrd caLled 'misUndErsTandin' .. miSunDeRsTandin iSh a bEri cOmmon miStAke tAt eVeRyOnE mAke.. wArt isH dOne cAnnot bE undOne.. giB a dog a bad nAme aNd hAng him.. .. i stiLl cAn rEmembEr tHe pAst... tHe memoriEs wEre gReat.. tHe eNjoYabLe dAys i hAb... iT wAs fUn aNd uNfoRgetabLe.. tHinkin oF .. tEaRs sTarted briMming in mY eYes wiTh a smiLe.. thEre wAs nOt onLy hAppineSs bUt sAdneSs.. tHinking tHrU tHe liFe i hAb sTruGgleD thRu.. feEling in aNguiSh .. wOndErin wArt's tHe uLtimAte misTake i eVer mAde ? cOmtEmplaTin sUiciDe .... bUt iT dOesn't sOund tHe rigHt wAy.. |
| it's hAlf wAy tHrU mY eXam le~ vEri sOon iT gOnna ovEr.. i sHall jUz wAit aNd gEt mY reSult aNd cRied oUt loUd~! =x mUhAhaz.. i kNo mYself .. hOw "weLL" i dOne fOrr mY exam.. =] hAb enFf oF aLl thOse nAg.. iSh aLways like tAt.. =/ .. hehEex.. geTtin qUiTe weLl wiTh eVerytHing.. kOr hAb gOne thrU hiS thErapy le.. eVeRytHing sHoUld bE finE nOw =] hAppy fOr him.. hehEex.. iSh kinDa sAd tOdae.. i mAy sEem sO fiNe.. yEt i'm aCtuaLli bAdly hUrt.. riGht dEep in mY hEart =] sAdnEss... aS i aLwaYs sAy.. i did nOt kNo wArt iSh hAppineSs.. hahaz.. fOr nOw ..wArt i teLl him iSh tAt.. i wOnt bE sAd aNymOre.. yEah aNd i wiLl.. aNd i wOnt sHow mY sAd siDe oF me.. =] hehEex.. yEah.. wE gOnna bE drifTing apart sLowLy? o.O i guEss sO.. tAt's wArt i fEel.. hahaz.. i duNno... hAbin mE As a mEi or nOt? dOesn't reALli bOthEr you? =] iNstEad iT jUz a bUrDen tOwArds yOu..bEen sUffEring fOr tHe past oNe wEek... tEars.. sAdnEss... jUz hAb tO bEar wiTh iT.. hehEex.. i dUn cAree le... iT nEber nE tHe sAme aGain.. yEah.. lEave mE aLone~! i dUn nEed yOu gUys tO cAree aBout me~! i jUz waN tO bE in a wOrld oF minE...
in a wOrld oF miNee~ |
CHERYL
03sept87
x stubborn x
x attitude x
x nasty x
x spoiltbrat x
x naive x
x perfectionist x
x princess x
pr0mises87@hotmail.com
herLOVES`
sleeping (^( o.O )^)Zzz
chocolates
dreaming
slacking
stars stars
her phone
piglet
friends
herHATES`
She DETESTS attending school and
is seriously SENILE.
absolutely HATES
stares
and
the
EXTREME
hot
weather.
wishBOX`
new phone
a lil happiness
hand bags
forget the past
going somewhere far
jigsaw puzzle
get rid of the unwanted
wishes that come true
digital camera
a wonderful job
car license
personal car
clothes
trip to genting with friends
esprit watch
learn to blade well
more fun trips
my beloved prince
a better life
gucci bag
gucci wallet
coach bag
more branded
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that'sHER`
SHATTERED-dreams
[x] alan______
[x] baba______
[x] chongting___
[x] derrick____
[x] desmond____
[x] eLi_______
[x] huimin____
[x] jason_____
[x] JJ_______
[x] kelyn_____
[x] qingying__
[x] rachel___
[x] rebecca___
[x] reborn____
[x] shan______
[x] vanessa___
[x] xiuling___
[x] yiqing____
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*chops*