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Thursday, September 30, 2004

iT wAs a rAiny dAy... evErytHinG jUz sEem sO finE... bUt evErytHing jUz tHe oTheR wAy roUnd.. i mAy lOok chEerfuL.. bUt dEep dOwn in mY hEart i'm nOt.. i'm nOt.. i wiSh i cOuld bE mysElf .. sOmeoNe tO bE tHeRe fOr mE.. oUt oF tHe suDden... eVeryThiNg hAb jUz diSapPeaR aFteR a bLiNk.. aM i dReaMing ? iSh tiS a dReAm.. oR iSh thE trUtH...

aFtEr wAking uP wEn tO mEet tHem in mAc aGain.. yEsh.. tHe sAme oLd mAc.. tHey aRe jUz bUsyiNg sTuDyiN fOr tHeiR n leveL.. bUt fOr mE i jUz finisH mY pReLim.. hehEex.. jUz hOpe tAt tHey reaLli gEt gOod resUlt.. aFtEr stuDying awhiLe... arOund 6+ wEn tO pLay pOol... tAt a cOol onE fOr tHe lAst gAme =x i lEft a baLl aNd a bLack onE.. aND jiA lEft 5 bAlls + tHe bLack onE.. dEn.. i waNted tO hit tAt baLl le... dEn jiA distUrb mE.. enDed uP..hiTtin tHe bLack baLl in =/ dOtz.. anD tHeRe iT gOes.. loSe le~!!! muHaHaz... qUite a fUn gAme.. aFtEr tAt wEn tO waTch tHe mOviE wHitE cHicKs... hehEex.. tAt fuNni aND laMe..~!!! loLx~!!!! hehEex!!! tAt aLl fOr tOdAe bA..

11:53 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

a pOem oF cHeryL

all alOne in my rOom at nitee

yearning fOr the times when

everything felt sO ritee

past memOries seemed hard to fOrget

however, i'm begining tO feel regret

all these while, i was a fOol

nOt realising that was all a lie

but only tO see the truth happening

ritee in frOnt of me..

thinkin every nOw and then

wishing time cOuld turn back

but it neber be possible

ended up with tears and sadness

why ish it sO unfair

the hurt i wasn't easy to bear

nOw , all i ever asked for exactly

it for yOu tO tell me the truth

diary hab gOne, being burn

the words written inside are nOw meaningless

as it wasn't meant fOr peOple heartless

i managed to endure the hurt and pain

hOwever, the scar will always remain

nOw, i've tO face up tO reality

it neber be the same againnn....

pr0mises_dead (x_X)

11:28 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

its gone... ...

as if the wind juz blow pass

it juz a few seconds of it and it gone ... >.< ..

why..why.. wondering all along

it juz happen again and again

and it was like so fast

i dUn understand why muz be me?

why does it always happen to me

i juz dun get it .. i dUn wan it.. i juz dun wan it~!

i dUn need anybody tO be there for me

i juz wanna be alOne

all alOne by myself

nO one else but juz me

i dUn need any care

care but yet to hurt ..

wart dO yOu wan ?

dUn yOu hab enff already?

i juz need sOme peace

nObOdy understand me

dUn sae yOu understand me yet yOu dUn

i dun need all tis craps

i was juz a foOl

fOr trusting again and again

it sO unfair

lord i dUn wan all tis torture

i dun wan tis kind Of lifestyle

are yOu happi abOut it

the bOttle hab finally brOken

tears started flOwing

it ish wart u wanted?

oR tis ish wart i wanted all alOng?

all along my mind was right

it wasn't wrOng

i juz toO sOft hearted to believe

i'm glad my feeling and thOughts was right

picking up thOse brOken glasses

blOod flOwing oUt as if the tears flOwing out

and i knOw it will be brOken again..

cOs it meant to be brOken..

juz like prOmises...

juz like prOmises meant tO brOken

oR elsE it wOnt be call as prOmises

pr0mises_dead

shall the cut gO again?

my pOor bOttle....

i gUess i need a bigger bOttle?

toO much sadness

tOo muCh stress

depressiOn

why dO yOu guys care abOut me?

i dUn need all oF ya cAre

i will cOpe on my own

tat's wart i hab been dOin aLl alOng

wen i needed sOmeonE

nO oNe ish there fOr me as always

i hab tO sOlve prOb aLl by myself

prOb meant tO be bOttle up

tat's mE~!

i dUn nEed any hElp

juz a diFferent persOn

dUn blame me fOr it

yOu ask fOr it

tis iSh wart i get?

in lifE i dun even knOw wart happy?

wart's "happy" ?

can sOmeone pLs explain tO me?

all i knOw was sadness and tears

why didn't yOu juz let me gO

i wouldn't hab tO suffer so much

if i'm gOne... i'm sOrry..

i didn't mean it..

i hated tis wOrld tOo mUch

juz wish to leave as soOn as possible

i'm sorry........ i didn't mean it..

tO dO all tis thing tO myself

hurting was the oNly way

tO shOw hOw painfuL i hab gOne thru

but i juz couldn't feel the pain

why? why? whY?

gOne ish the only way tO sOlve all the prOb

hurt ish the only way tO fOrget?

i will fOrget bUt i wOnt forgive

hOpe everything gOnna be alright again

mAke a wiSH uPon a faLling sTar~!

pr0mises_dead (,")

3:00 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

eHhh.. eHhh ?

hAiz haiz.. tOdae i dunnO waRt tO writE eHh.. i wAs aT hOme fOr tHe wHoLe bLoOdy dAe... eXcePt fOr eXam lOr.. 1 hOur dEn gO homE le.. sO laMe.. MCQ aNyhOw arGar aRgar arGar.. mUhAhaz ... hMmm... dUnno wArt haPpen tO kOr.. hAiz. . aS usuAL.. aLwaYs like tAt dE.. >.< ...haiz hAiz.. hMmm.... hMmm.. dUnno wArt tO wriTe eHhh.. eHhHhh eHhhh.. ehEhhhh.. tOdae iSh a lame dAe... mUhAhaz.. tAt idIot jUz nOw caLl arGggHhhx.. sO irRitAting.. gUys aRe sO irRitaTing eHhh.. hAte tAt.. =/ gEt oUt of mY liFe mAnz!!! u aRE sO iRRITATING~!!! hAhahaz.. tOld yOu nOt tO cALl stiLl cALl...... i hAte yOu~!! yTd wAs toking on tHe phOne tO cx.. tiLl quIte laTe laR... dUnno wArt hAppen tO hIm.. siAo siaO dE.. laUgh aLot wOr.. hAhaz.. bUt lucky nEBer laUgh fOr nO reASon.. hAhaz.. likE tO diStUrb hIm uSing thE wOrd "pLaYbOy" =x mUhAhaz.. tAt's aLl fOr tOdae wOr.. bOred dAe.. (-.-) zZzzz...

jUz wiSh mY liFe wiLl cHange intO a bEttEr oNe.. i dUn wAn tO gEt trAp intO tAt kinDa oF liFe aGain.. i jUz hAte tIs wOrLd.. jUz waNna leAve tis wOrld.. i jUz wAn a wOrlD oF minE.. jUz mE aLonEe... nO onE eLSe.. bUt jUz me... i hAb enFf oF iT.. i jUz waN hAppinEss in mY liFe bUt sEem liKe i dUn EvEn kNo tHe mEaning oF haPpy? hAb i eVa bE hAppi in mY liFe? hAb i ? aLl i knO wAs sAdneSs .... sadnEss... tHe dArk siDe of tHe wOrld..

10:08 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

i'm a fOol? pr0mises_dEad
hmmm... tOdae.. sTartEd wiTh tHe cALl ..tHEy aSk mE cOme dOwn setTle tHe prOb.. i didn't wAnted tO seTtle wiTh taLks , aRgUemEnt..aNd quaRreL ... hAiz.. i tOld mY mUm i wOnt gO oUt tOdae.. yEt i did.. i dIdn't mEan iT.. hAiz.. .. . . -.-" hmMm..dEn i wEn tO tOok a sHoWer... wEn tO keL hOuse fiRst.. chit cHat aNd pLan hOw tO dEaL wiTh iT... iF i wOuldn't tEll oUt.. eVeRythiNg wiLl bE hiDden fOreVer... >.< .. i hAte tiS mAnz.. dEn wEn dOwn.. tAt bitCh wAsn't tHerE~!! wTh .. dUn dAre tO cOme iZzit? waN mE pErsOnaLly fiNd yOu ArH? gOd dAmn huMji wOr.. dUn mAke mE fEd uP aNd giB u oNe hArd sLap =x mUhAhaz.. iT bEen a Long tIme i eVer sLaP pEoplE le~~~ i hAte yOu.. gEt oUt oF tHe gRoup i dUn wELcOme yOu aT aLL~! u fuGly biTch~! gEt oUt oF mY wAy.. dEn lEt mE sEe u sTep intO tHe gRoUp aGain... arGgHhhx.. dEn tOk tO hEr on PhOne lOr.. tOk tO hEr nicEly sHe gUai Lan sia.. sHoUld wHack aNot? loLx... fAn sO aNgRY EHhh.. i WAs liKe sO reLax!! mUhAhaz.. cOs i didn't cAre le~ hMmm...jUz liKe tat Lor..... prOb prOb prOb... hAiz.. hOpE tiS mATter rEst.. bUt i gUess iT's nOt tAt eAsy wOr.. mUhAhAhaz!!! iT nEbEr bE tHe sAme aGain.. i wOnt trUst u aNymOre.. i wOnt giB yOu aNy cHancE aNymOre.. pr0mises_dEad.. wiLl bE rEMain fOreVer....... aNd eVer....... tOdae tYpe sO litTLe eHhh..nO mOod tO tyPe sO mUch lar.. piSsed oFf le.. hehEex.. .tAt's aLl fOr tOdae! arGghhxx!! hAbEn sTuDy fOr tmL pOa paPer 1~! omGg... i'm dEad x.X . .. .

1:27 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

Sunday, September 26, 2004

cHeR & beLl

5:56 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

hAb tHe gAme stArt ?

hMm... yesTerdAe wAs a hoRribLe oNe.. arGghx.. sO mAni pRob wOr.. iSh mAking mE crAzy.. i jUz dUn undErsTand cAn't u jUz stOp bEing a fOol oF yOurSeLf i hAb enFf of it? i hAte tO bE tHe oNe tO fiNd oUt tHe tRue~! i hAte tO sEe aLl tiS trUtH agAin..cAn't u jUz teLl me? i'm siCk oF iT.. wArt tHe pOint yOu liE tO mE ... yEt in tHE eNd i stiLl fiNd oUt ? ~! wArt tHe heLl yOu tRying tO plaY aRouNd with ? iF yOu tinK iSh sO fUn aBout it? i dUn miNd pLaying tiS gAmE wiTh yOu =x cOs in tHe eNd u sUre lOsE.. =P bLeAhx.. muHahaz.. hAiz.. yeSteRdAE tOk tO bELl aLsO dUnno wArt's wRong wiTh hEr eHh.. sHe tOk aLso sO sAd sAd siaNz siAnz tAt kinD liKe dUn wisH tO tOk tO mE..sHe iSh like sAyiNg nO tOpic tO tOk.. hAiz.. wArt hAppEn ? i dUn unDersTand.. dEn sHe sAe sHe fEeL lEft oUt oN jOs bDae... wArt wrong.. iF yOu reaLli tinK tAt yOu aRe LefT ouT.. yOu wiLl fEel tAt wAy.. tAt wArt jOs sAy de.. i aLSo agrEe wiTh it. ... bUt nO mAtTEr wArt yOu stiLl mY bUddy fOrEva =] i'm aLwaYs hEre tO bE tHeRe fOr yOu.. hehEex.. jUz dUn wAn yOu tO bE sO dOwn.. i wAn peOpLe aRound tO bE chEerfuL.. aLtHoUgh... dEep dOwn in mY hEart i bEri dOwn.. bUt i wiLl aLwaYs prEteNd tO bE tHe chEerfuL cHeryL aNd tHe cHeEky siDe oF mE =x hehEex.. arGgghhx~!! i nEeda tinK oF a wAy tO soLve aGain.. i jUz wiSh iT cOuld bE likE bEfOre.. sEeing 3 oF yOu gUys tOgEthEr aGain.. nOw iSh like =/ sEparAted likE tAt.. aiyOoo.. i gEtTing cRazy Ya kNo.. jUz hOpe tAt bitCh wAtCh oUt.. dUn tiNk tAt eVen yOu gOrt hiM tO pRotEct yOu .. eVerytHinG wiLl bE fiNe.. i'm stiLl daRe tO tOuCh yOu kkz.. i kNo u dUn dAre tO tOuCh bUt u dAre tO sTaRe.. dUn aLwAys tInk tAt eVerythIng wiLl bE finE.. ppL aRouNd u prOteCting yOu iSh jUz sOo uSelEss.. u tiNk tHey cAn stOp me? i dUn tiNk sO..u bEtTer sAve yOursElf firSt. fOr nOw i didn't bOtHer aBout iT.. cOs i didn't cAre aNyMoRe.. aiyOoo.. u hOw oLd lE..stiLl sTare~! nO hAppy cOme tOwArds mE aNd tAlk mAnz~ dUn bE sO hUm ji.. aS if i wiLl eAt u up mAnz.. iF i wERe tO whAcK u uP.. i hAb aLreAdy dOne tAt loNg aGo.. i'm jUz leTTing u gO.. i'm nOt sO frEe tO plaY wiTh yOu aLL tiS kiDdy gAme yA kno~! aNd dUn fOrgEt i gOrt limit dE wOr.. dUn lEt mE sTep inTo uR liFe aNd ruiN iT..oR eLsE yOu wiLl rEgRet dE.. bUt fOr nOw.. sTuDy mOre imPt .. heheEx.. aiYoo.. i dUnno wHy gUys aRe sO horriBle tOo.. muhAhaz.. wEn i aSk yOu tO lEave mE aLOne cAn yOu do tAt? i reaLli hOpe tAt yOu wOnt cALl mE oR sMs mE aNymOre.. i'm siCk Of iT.. i hAte yA chAracTer.. anD yA attituDe.. gEt oUt oF mY lifE mAnz~! bAd aRh ? hahaz... bO biAn.. tOo iRritAting Le.. cAn't sTand iT.. yTd tOk tO hq dEn afTer tAt paSs tHe phOne tO cx.. cx aRhh.. waNna sLp tEl mE maHz.. dUn hAb tO wAit fOr mE kEep aSking eHhh. .haHaz.. suDdenly jUz miSs mY buDdy sHelia untiL hq tOk aBouT hEr.. hMmm.. sOmedAy mUz mEet hEr ouT.. cAn't waIt tO See hEr.. wOndEr hOw mUch hAb sHe cHange.. thE prEtty aNd tHe gEntlE siDe oF hEr.. aLwaYs atTracT gUys aRound .. hehEex.. untiL mE sO rouGh likE a tOm bOy eh? hAhaz!!! hMmm.. jUz miSs thE dAe i hAb wiTh hEr.. moReovEr sHe iSh the beSt buDdy i eVer hAd aNd undErsTand mE.. =] bUt jUz tAt fAte.. u hAb tO traNsfEr sChoOl.. bUt in tHe eNd i stiLl gEt tO cOntaCt wiTh yOu.. i'm hAppy tO rEceiVed yA cALl .. =] iSh kEna oF shiok tHough.. hehEex.. bUt fOr nOw bEll mY bUddy.. whO mAy nOt unDersTand mE weLl ..bUt wE teNd tO eNjoY tOgethEr gOin oUt aNd hAb fUn.. =] jUz hOpe sHe aNd wJ lAst lOng.. mUz bE lonGeR den minE wOr..jUz twO moRe moNths yOur relationsHip lonGer dEn mE le~ hehEex.. mUz jiA yOu.. i didn't exPect mY relAtionsHip jUz pAst likE tAt... weLl .. peRhaPs iSh bEtTer fOr uS tO sEpaRate hOpe i cHosEn thE riTe cHoiCe..

iT wiLl nEbEr bE tHe sAme AGain ... eVeryThing hAb cHange =] *wiNkx* hOpe tis sTory wiLl bE a bEtTer onE dEn bEfore =]

4:30 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

Saturday, September 25, 2004

jOsepH biRthDae~!

hMmm.. tHe dAe sTaRted wiTh ... EXAM~!! arGghHx..~! hAte eXam sO mUch.. weLl aS wArt i eXpEctEd.. iT's hArd.. aNd i dUnno hOw tO do ? loLx.. bEcOs i nEbEr sTUdy aLsO ... arHhhgz! pHy aNd pOa ..iT HArd hArd hArd... neBer minD wHo cAres! oVer lE~! tHe mOst imPortAnt nOw iSh o lEveL... wEeeEEeee... hMmm.. afTer exAm.. wEn tO jOsEph hOuSe wAit fOr tHe oThErs tO eNd sCh ... dEn aFter tAt wEn tO jiA yi hOuse.. wEn i reAch tHere tHey stiLl wAtCh aNimE... argGhhz.. tOld tHEm iSh lAte lE.. bUt tHey dUn cAre =\ mUz uSe sCold dE eHhh~!!! bUt tHe tiMe wE reAcH sEntOsa iSh aLreAdy lAte aFtErNoOn lE.. nO sUn ..dEn caNnot tAnn .. sAD aRh.. hAhahaz.. i aLsO neBer gET tO plAy wAteR cOs... i'm tOo lAzy.. tO briNg mY stUfF... iSh likE tHey aLl .. aLl aT hOmE lor...dEn i cAn't gO hOme mAhz.. sO iSh likE....haHaz..tOo bAd sTay fAr mAhz.. wEn tO play.. sOme bALl gAmes ... hAhaz.. afTer tAt wE wEn tO tHe cAfe cArteL eAt ... wOw.. tHe fOod iS aLot.. iSh likE bEri fuLl lOr.. aNd i wiLl aLwAys rEmEmbEr tIs.. wArt jIa yi sAe.. "gOt phobiA in eAting fRiEd fOod Le" mUhAhaz..~! dUn lEt mE sEe him eAt friEd fOod... aFtEr tAt wEn tO pLay pOol~ pLay pLay pLay untiL 2pm dEn gO hOme.. aRhHhggz.. paRent kEpt nAggin aT mE.. bUt tHe lAst gAme wAs fUn... =x mUhAhaz.. aLtHougH didn't gEt tO win viNcent aT lEast i LeFt 2 baLls =x muHaHaz~! mirAcLe~! i eVen gEt tO wiN kEn~!! rAcHeL aLsO gEt tO wIn kEn.. jiA lAt aRhh kEn hOw cAn lOse tO a gEr? hehEex... *wiNkx* tAt's aLl fOr tHe dAy.. fOr jOsePh birThdAe...weN rEacH hOme.. tOok a sHoWer.. afTer sEeing tHe mSg i caLl vin.. sO cAring oF him...hAhaz.. cOs i teLl him i nO kEy gO hOme.. hehEex.. hMmm.. whiLe on tHe pHonE.. i sMs cx aSk him gO sLp.. afTer i hAng oFf vin caLl..hE cALl lE.. den wE jUz hAb sOme chiT- cHat.. untiL i tinK 3+ , 4 .. i aSK him gO sLp.. cOs tiS fEw dAys hE hAb nOt bEen sLping weLl tHouGh.. bEcOs oF tHe sOcCer mAtch.. aFtEr tAt... i aLsO faLl aSLeEp aFtEr tHe tOk... zZzZzZzzz.... hAiz.. kOr sAy waNna cAll aLsO nEbEr caLl.. >.< .. sAd aRhh..

nExt dAy wAke uP... whiCh iSh tOdae... *yAwn* dUnnO wArt timE in tHe mOrniNg dAn cALl mE... he stArted witH sOme nAggIng oN cOming hOme laTe.. sAying i cHaNge ? bLA bLa bLa.. bUt i diDn't bOtHer mUcH.. aLl i wAn wAs a nicE cHat.. witH LauGhter... =] bUt it didn't eNd uP tat wAy.. dEn i weN to sLp bAck ... in fAct bAd mEomriEs cAme tO mY drEamz.. bUt i diD tO gEt oVeR it... weLl eVerytHing hAb eNded... aNd oUr sToRy hAb eNd hEre.. iT wAs yOu wHo waNted iT tO bE tAt wHy.. iT wAs aLl yOu.... aLL yOu kNo wAs tO cAre aNd yEt tO hUrt? wArt tHe hELl yOu tRyin tO dO~ i tAke yOur wOrds aNd i meAn iT~! yOu sAe yOu wOuLd abLe tO fiNd a gEr bEtTer dEn mE~! weLl tRy iT~ i'm aLwaYs lOokin fOrWard fOr iT~ i hAb cOnfidEnt in mYsELf.. mUhAhahaz.. tHe sToRy hAb oVer..bUt dUn fOrgEt.. tHe gAme hAb sTaRted~ hEhEex.. yOu dUn eVen unDersTand mE.. dUn aLways sAe i rEfLect tHing yOu nOr.. aLl tHe gUys rEpreSent yOu.. iT's aLl bUlL sHit.. iF yOu wOuldn't hAb doNe aLl tiS stUFf peOplE wOnt rEfLect oN yOu.. sEem liKe nOw a dAys yOu tEnd tO bE mOre ... -.-" nO cOmmEnts aBoUt iT... dEn dUnnO wArt timE kOr caLl..hAiz.. sAy wAnna caLl mE dUring tHe nigHt dEn nEbbeR... hAiz hAiz.. sAy it aNd nEbEr mEan it ? weLl aLthOugh yoU afrAid tAt i'm aLreaDy asLeEp bUt aT leAst jUz giB a caLl wHo knOws i hAbEn sLp mAhz ? oR mAyBe jUz a sMs wiLl dO ? iT tAt's sO hArd? =< iT's rAining + suNny.. lAlaLaz..

cArE cAre cAre.... dO yOu knOw wArts tHe mEaniNg oF cAre ? oR dO yOu kNow hOw tO cAre? wArt iSh tHe riGht wAy tO cAre?.. cAre eNded uP hUrt.. iT nEbEr bE tHe sAme aGain... pr0miSes_dEad.. aLwAys sAe it aNd yOu mEant iT..

4:20 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

Thursday, September 23, 2004

hAppinEss oVErcOme sAdneSs
wEdnEsdAe... rEaCh scHoOl fiRst tHiNg tO dO iSh tO gO tO tHe haLl dEn faLl asLeEp.. eVeN teAcHeR iSh giViNg oUt pApEr... i diDn't cArEe mUcH abOut iT.. i wAs likE tOo tiRed le.. tHey giB tHe pApEr yEt cAnnOt stArt yEt mUz wAit tiLl 8am shArp dEn cAn sTart.. i'm likE wArt siA.. cAn't u sTaRt eArlieR... iSh likE stiLl hAb tO wAit.. iSh bOriNg.. =/ bUt whO caRes.. i wAs sLEepin aNywAy.. wEn tHey sAy tiMe tO sTart yOur pApEr dEn i wOke uP.. i wAs sO bLuR aT tHe tiMe.. cOs jUz wAke up.. iT's eNgLiSh pApEr twO.. sTaRteD reADin tHe pAsSaGe.. i cAn't evEn rEad prOpErly.. i reAd hAlf wAy.. i cAn jUz jUmp tO tHe nExt liNe aNd reAd.. hMmm.. sO i wAs sO pEkcHey aT tHe tiMe.. wHy cAnnot reAd prOpErLy .. sO i tOok oUt mY ruLer.. aNd mAke sUre i cAn't sKip tO oThEr linE.. hehEex.. rEad aNd reAd. i'm reAdin sO sLow lOr.. likE oNe wOrd oNe wOrd liKe tAt.. sTarTed writiNg.. didN't gEt tO finisH fEw Q aNd hAlf oF tHe sUmMary.. -.-" dOtz.. aS usuaL aGaiN nEbEr finiSh dOin.. =x mUhAhAhaz.. dEn aFtEr eXam i sLaCkIn in tHe cAntEen wiTh jOsEpH... tOk cRap.. i kEpT sAyiNg hOw hOw..~ ~ hehEex.. dEn hE sAy wArt hOw? wArt thIng hOw? hAhAz... dEn i sAy dUnno ... hAhaz.. hMmm.. sLacK untiL uPpEr sEc reCeSs... i wEn oVEr tO viN tHey aLl tHeiR tABle ... i tUrn oVeR i reaLiSe i sAw tAt bitCh... mUhaHaz.. tAt fuGly biTcH.. weLl .. i wAs fuLled witH hAtred.. aNd i wEn hOme.. muHAhaz.. aNywAy i wOnt bOTheR mUch aBoUt hEr... siNce sHe iSh a fuGly bitCh le mAhz.. dUn tO sTaRe dAre nOt tOuCh.. sO hUmji~! =x tOt oF giviN hEr a sLap bUt dEn.. i tOo gOod le.. jUz cAn't bE bOthEred.. tReAt hEr aS trAnspAreNt yA kNo.. cAnnot bLAme .. sMalL kiD dUnnO hOw tO bEhAve sO chiLdisH.. aLl sHe kNo iSh sTaRe.. mUhAHaz.. on mY joUrnEy hOme.. i tOok 142 .. i reAliSe tHe uNclE sitTin in fRont oF mE likE sOo wEird likE tAt.. hMmm.. i aLigHted. i wEn tO mRt.. tAp mE cArd.. wEn dOwn tHe esCalaTor i sAw tAt uncLe wAviNg.. it wavE twiCe.. wEn i tUrn oVer i sAw nObOdy.. i tOt hEr wAs wAvinG aT sOmeoNe eLse bEhinD mE~!! bUt.. =/ it wAs wAving aT me.. it wAs sO sCary... hE sTare aT mE aLl tHe wAy.. i waLk.. eEeek... tHe fEeLing liKe i sAw a gHoSt wAving liKe tAt.... mUhAhAhaz!! bUt whO cAres.. wEird ppL aRe aLways wEird ppL... =/ rEach hOme sLp =x tOo tirEd lE.. wAke uP aT 8pm.. mUhAhaz.. sO lAte aRh.. ? i'm a zHu.. (^(o.o)^) zHu rOx.. =x wAke uP lE..sTuDy gEo wOr.. hehEex.. aCtuAlli jUz reAdin tHru.. hMmm... aFtEr tAt tOk tO cx.. tOk untiL hiS pHoNe lOw bAtt eHhh.. dEn hE gO sLp dEn i cOntinUe sTudy aBit.. heHeEx.. sO fuNni.. hq aSk cx wAke him uP aT 2.30 dEn hOr.. hE dUn waN wAit uP wan tO sLp mUhAhaz.. sEe.. a piG aLsO liKe mE =x

bOriNg dAe ?
wAke uP gO sCh.. gO haLl sLp aGain =x mUhAhaz.. tOdAe hAbing gEo eXam... tHe paPer wAsn't tAt bAd aFteRaLl .. at lEast i stiLl kNo hOw tO dO.. hehEex.. tOdAe aLsO nO bEri a gOod dAe.. =x i gEt tO sEe liE again... lie again..aNd again.. iSh likE wArt tHe hEck... i hAte tAt feEling.. bUt tHe feEling iSh nO lOnGeR tHe sAme As bEfoRe.. iSh jUz sO wEird.. tHe fEeling.. iSh jUz liKe.. "fOrgEt it.." mUhAhaz..welL i gUess i hAb tOtaLli givEn uP hOpe in him Le.. nO lOnGeR tHe sAme.. weLl isH aLsO gOod lor.. lEt it bE.. finaLly cAn gEt oVer it.. =] winKx winkx.. hehEex.. time tO sTudy lE~!!! tmL iSh jOsEph bdAe.. wOndEr hOw wE gOnna cElebRate ? o.O

8:00 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

eXam eXamm... sTrEss sTreSs..

sigHz... i jUz fEel liKe bAngiNg mYsElf aGaiNst tHe waLl... i sTuDy sO hArd yEt liKe tAt... i wAs likE pUttin mY eFfort tO sTudy le... bUt eNded uP stiLl tHe sAme.. wArt tHe heLl mAnz.. tHe bLoOdy mAth pApeR 2 wAs a hArd oNe.. i'm gLad , 'im nOt tHe onLy oNe wHo sAys tAt... in fAct liKe aLl oF tHeM wAs saYin.. sO hArd~~!! heHeEx.. =x wEn tHe reSuLt iSh oUt.. i cAnnOt eXpeCt tOo mUch.. sAd arHhh... thOught tiS tiMe wiLl bE thE tiMe i cAn prOve tO mY paRent tHaT tHeY wEre wRoNg aBoUt mE... bUt i guEss..... .=/ mAke it wOrSt oNly... weLl.. neXt pApeR wAs sOciaL sTuDieS pApeR.. sOuRce bAse wAsn't tAt bAd.. bUt i tOok aBout aN hOur tO finiSh it.. didN't hAb tiMe mAnagEment... weLl i guEss i wRotE tOo mUch cRap le mUhAhAhAz~!! wOrst oF aLl i lEft wiTh hAlf aN hOur fOr tHe strUctuRe Q ... i cHoose Q 3 aBout sIngApOre aNd jApan indUstriaLizAtiOn.. bUt 3a dUnnO hOw tO dO sO dO 3b =x hehEex.. sOciaL sTudiEs pAper = mEant tO bE fuLl oF cRap =x i aLsO nEbEr reALli sTuDy Ss... i wAs jUz fLiPpin tHRu mY bOoks... whiLe sMs-iNg.. hEhEex.. arRgGghx~!! stUdy tiLl 4 aM sia~~!! tAt's wAs likE lOng lOr.. hOweVer... iT sEem tO bE sO uSeleSs.. mAkes nO diFf wHetHer sTuDy oR nEbEr sTudy ? =x hehEex... weLl i gUEss i nEbEr pUt in enFf eFfort ba?

-->mEetiNg<--
rAinny dAy....... iT miGht bE gOod tHing oR bAd.. sOmEtHiNg gOod aBout iT iSh.. it cOoLing~!!! wEatHer iSh cOoL~!!! bUt sOmEtHing nOt gOod iSh tAt... tAking eXam in hALl maHz.. dEn iSh liKe gOrt aIrcOn le.. dEn sOmEmOre wEatHer iS sOoOoo cOoliN... weAtHer cOolin + aircOn = bERi cOld eHhh.. fReZze aRhHhh.. iSh likE bEri cOlD Lor.. bUt hEng eHh.. gOrt gEt rEady lE.. i bRing jAckEt.. iS a cOmpUlsOry fOr mE tO bRing oR eLse tOo cOLd cAnnOt tAke eXam le~!! sEe i sOo cLeVer *wiNkx wiNkx* >.- eXam eNd Le.... stiLl rAining.. bUt nEbEr miNd.. sTaYiNg bAck in sCh tO hAb a mEetin.. wAiting fOr beLl , viN tHey aLl tO eNd sCh lOr.. whiLe wAitinG.. mE , rAcheL , vAnus aNd jOsEph eAtinG lOr.. hehEex.. tOk cRap wOndEr wHo tO invitE.. hehEex.. actuaLli tHe mEeting iSh aLl aBoUt tHe cHalEt.. wE gOnna pLan dUring tHe dEc hoLidAe.. wEEee... i wAn mY 6 mOntHs hoLiDae..~!! cAn't wAit fOr it mAnz~~ in cAntEen wAs likE tOo nOiSy oR wArt.. i kEpT on sHouTing tO tHeM..yEt nO rEsPon frOm tHem dE.. .oNly viN rEpLy mE .. sAd eHh.. sHout untiL oNe oF a kInd.. uNtiL pEkcHey bAng tHe tAbLe.. =x dEn tiS tIme rOund tHey gOrt lisTen.. hehEex.. in tHe eNd.. sAy tHeRe sAy hEre.. finaLly cOnfirM iSh pasIr riS cHaLet..cOaStA sAnd cHaLet.. whiLe on tHe wAy hOme.. wAs sMsinG wiTh kOr.. abOut.. hOw mY eXam.. i teLl him hOw bAdly i dOne =x hehEex... hE sAid hE wiLl pUsh mE tO tHe limiT wOnt aLlow mE aNymOre.. hE sAy i tOo sLack le ? hehEex.. gReat tAt i hAb sUch a kOr.. tO giB mE tHe cOnfideNce... [tHankz kOr fOr bEing tHerE fOr mE] hMmm.. whiLe waLking hOme i stOppeD sMsing wiTh hIm.. bUt twO of mY oThEr sMs mE.. sO i wAs likE hOldin ontO mY pHoNe mOst oF tHe timE sMsIng.. eVeRybOdy aSkin mE tO sTudy dUn sLaCk sO mUch.. hehEex tHey cArE fOr mE!~!! hehEex.. i sO bAd jUz nOw.. i dAo mE kOr eHhh.. in mSn.. cO i wAs likE cHattIng wiTh hIm.. dEn hE dUn wAn cHat bEcOs i wAs eaTing mY dinnEr... wArt wRong cHatting whiLe eaTing.. i'm likE fOrgEt it lOr... ppL hAo xiN gO cHat wiTh yOu dEn yOu likE tAt .... =<>

mOreOvEr tHe dAy dOesn't sEem tO bE tAt bAd.. out oF 5 sTars cAn giB 3 sTars~!! hehEex.. tAt's aLl fOr tOdAe.. mAke a wIsh uPon a faLlin sTar.. .*wiSh wiSh*

11:06 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

Saturday, September 18, 2004

wArT a dAe . . .
yEstErdAe wEn tO bUy jOsEpH pResEnT.. wE bOuGht hiM a t-sHirt ... t-sHirt witH sOme wOrds oN iT sAying tAt " I'M SHY , bUt ... .. .... .bLa bLA bLa hAb a biG diCk " mUhAhAz =x diE diE hE aLsO mUz wEar wOr... wOndEr wiLl hE bLuSh anOt wEn hE wEar iT =] hOpe hE wiLl like it wOr.. hiS bdAe faLling oN 24 sEpt .. . 21 dAys yOuNger dEn mE.. hE reaLli lOok liKe a sCh bOibOi likE tAt.. aLwaYs obEy sChoOl rUles dE =x muhAhAz.. unLike mE .. bReak schoOl rUles~!!! wOrst oF aLl dUnnO hOw tO cElebRatE witH hiM eHh hE sO suAy.. pReliM faLl on hiS bDae.. hAhaz~!! sUay arHhhhh... aFtEr bUy hiS prEsEnt... wEn tO mOs bUrgEr "sTudy" dEn iSh liKe mY pHonE kEep fLoOdEd wiTh sMs... mUhAhaz.. phOne kEep riNging.. sO.. cAnnot sTudy lOr =x onLy hElp beLl .. hehEex.. afTer tAt wEn tO aRcAde plAy.. plAy DDR wiTh jiA yi.. oMg mY DDR isH sO likE sHit lOr.. hAhaz.. sOo nOob.. dEn hE mOre poWer.. dUnno hOw hE plaY tiLl like tAt... prO arh hE.. hMmm.. dEn sLaCk aT toApAyoh foRk aNd sPoOn cHit cHat.. dEn fiNd it qUite siAnz dEn gO pLay pOol ... aLthOugH mY pOol wAs sOo "pOwEr" .. aT leAst i gEt tO eNtEr a bALl =x =X hehEex... dUn lOok dOwn on mE hOr =x hMmm.. aFter a gAme i wEn oFf aNd feTch a tAxi ...mEet mE kOr aNd sLaCk lor.. muhAhahaz.. tAt's aLl fOr tHe dAe =]

hMmm.. tOdae .. bEri bOriNg eHh... sTay aT hOme fOr tHe wHoLe dAe.. wa~ joSepH jUz aSk mE gO plAy pOol =/ wa liaO.. siAo dE... waN mE rUsh aLl thE wAy dOwn tO tOa paYoh mEhz.. haHaz.. anYwaY mY pOol aLsO liKe sHit eHh.. diE arH diE aRh.... hOw sia.. mOndAe pReLim le... i hAbEn sTart eHhh... cHem aNd eNg.. jiA lAt.. aLwAys dO laSt min sTudy .. arGghhxx~~!! TiS iSh bAd ~~ >.<>

7:24 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y