im a freaking jerk~

i always say stoopid thing...then whenever i shl express my feeling..i hide it....when its not time for me to talk..i rant...im juz a freaking jerk....~~~~~ zzzzz

lame chop

ok...this is gng to be a long entry...how shl i start man..~ erm...well...i had being hearing rumours of lots of my r/s issue...lots of stories running ard...well...to be frank...its embarressing to be assosiate with your fren gf...n ya...now im freaking in tt now...it is not very kind on me when many of this untrue stories are running ard in the air...guess i nd to clear them here...n ya...the ans is NO...me and her was so close due to clover girl...i was asking her for advise...n i was not pissed wif her now coz i lost the so call freaking race to woo her...im juz a bit disgusted by how things turn out to be her as another disappearance when got bf....it was pure frenship n bro and sis feeling from the start till now..well...at least tt frenship lasted till she start her disappearance mths ago.....i guess my closer fren will all noe who im talking abt...n its rather disappointing when how ur close fren don realli trust u...i was still standing by the ground of "ppl will understand" basis..but from the looks..things are not turning out the way i tot it will...thus this entry...lol..write till here don feel like explaining more le...thus shall stop my typing here..n crawl bk to work...cya all

im a old man~~~~~

one word to describe what is happening..SHAG...lol...went off for the new balance real run on sun morning...some track trails and sand running...to carry 74kg to run is somehow an achievement nowdays....hahaha...i couldnt kp up wif the pace of my fren sia..but then..its the first run for almost a yr..n for tt..im proud of myself =D after the run..i was having one of the worse headache man...was suppose to meet hill n gracie at 6 for haircut in wisma..n guess what..i woke up at 545...n wif a horrible headache to add on to it...thus i rush off to board a cab n arrived there slightly after 6. Had a nice dinner at pepperlunch which helps in making my mood beta~ lol...then went off to watch man u thrashing fulham. so what is the aftermath of all this? stiff and painful in my whole body...even moving my buttock hurts~ zzzzzzz...juz ta bao to eat.....n manage to catch 15mins of time to rest my eyes...oh man..im a old man.....so tired~ bleah~

LONG TIME~~~~

hohoho...being a while...havnt being blogging much coz of SUPER BZZZZZ....lol...tio a big arrow ahmen~ at work....so now im wif two proj on hand n both deadline is lethal...lol...well...who cares =X well...think i must blog more often..suddenly start to write and seem to be having a mind block man..~ ^^ donnoe what to write...anyway...i watch Dragon Tiger Gate on Mon...erm..the show plot is rather not tt strong..but still it helps to kill 1.5hr of my time effortlessly~ lol...at least there are some funni moments and also tons of action for the viewers~
yest was national day...or rather more impt..its a PUBLIC HOLIDAY...lol...i went out to buy some potatos chips and sweets and off i went home n started my lame gaming day...lol..i realise i havnt being getting much ppl asking me out..this is bad...lol..well...i guess im outcasted~ =X well..go to rush bk to work....will return once i finish my job...=D adioz n peace~