hello!

i'm blogging on a thursday morning bcos my beloved earthworm's mum alr bought breakfast for her le. & so coincidentally mummy also bought breakfast for me.

oh i'm so random.

bye.

hello.

dont you find it hard to smile when you're feeling so upset inside? & the worst thing is, you dont even know why you're upset. life's so stressful, and everyday i just yearn for the night to pass quickly so that i can go to my bed & sleep. but whenever i sleep, i'll be so worried cos i havent finished the work i'm supposed to do. ahaha! & everyday i dont get enough sleep, just like everyone else. :X

it's hard to be happy when you know you'd just be faking it. but i still have to try & try my best.

SMILE! (:

p.s. argh. i wanted to post the video of geraldine dancing during the guitar concert, but the file is taking so damn long to open. forget it then. some other time, when my comp is in a good mood. hehe.

p.s.s. i suddenly miss faith alot. :(

bye.

haha! forgot to post an important thing.

I LOVE YEO SUSU. :D



p.s. my name is 윤 시 . by courtesy of mrs. you. <3

hello people! this is a nice blogskin. (:

haha. oh & i know jo & lyn have tagged me to do quizzes but i seriously dont feel like doing them. ah i'm just lazy. :X

i feel i'm jus slacking my time away. this is bad. :S

d, motivate me! :D

ah.. it's been 1 week since i came. & actually nothing much happened in this week. haha.

actually i have nothing to blog.

this blog might be dead for a while.

zzz.


MY BIRTHDAY'S COMING! :D

hurray! guitar concert is over!! :D & it was quite a fun one. haha. everyone was so high...

& after the concert, d, me, xy, km, lyn & lendl went to eat at kap mac. with practically almost everyone from guitar. lol. where else could we go right? haha. then the queue was so long that it took so long for lendl, lyn & d to buy drinks for us. & of cos me & xy were getting v crazy while waiting for them. haha. with xy you can never be sane. LOL.

xy, tell you sth. I LOVE ROSE & SPASJACK! :D

ah.. having a headache now cos i slept too much. hahahahaha.

bye.

hello.

i realised that whenever i'm unhappy with life, i'll always look back on past memories. hmm well i feel that they give me some sort of strength, & it makes me feel that yes, i was once happy and i can be happy. it all depends on me. (: but i realised i did a stupid thing in the past. i deleted one of my previous blogs. urgh. so now i cant trace my memories from June 05 to September 06. argh. so many happy memories happened during that period, esp. band comp. :(((( & they're all gone now just because i deleted it!! crap. !#$%^&*

ok nvm. i'll refer to my diary if i really wanna reminisce. hahas.

i guess the best years of my life were during the 4 years in sec sch. i really treasure all the memories i have there. bp really shaped me i guess. :)

ok i shall stop dwelling in the past & get on with life PW.

bye.

Punchinello was a small little wooden figure who lived in a small country. In that country, people just went round sticking stars or dots on each other everyday. Stars meant that they were well-liked by the people. It means that perhaps their wood was very smooth, or whether they had talents or not. Dots means that they were "despised" by the other people. If anyone had chipped wood or they made a mistake in something that they did, they would be given a dot. And that's what exactly happened to Punchinello. He was short and whenever he decided to do a stunt, he would always fall and people would run up to him and "award" him with a dot. Soon, he began to accept the fact that he was of no use at all, and the dots on his body began to increase with each day. One day, he met another wooden figure, by the name of Lucia. He was amazed as she had neither stars nor dots on her body. Whenever people tried to put a dot or a star on her body, it would just fall off whenever it touches her body. Punchinello stopped in his tracks and thought to himself, "That's what I want to be like!" He went up to her and asked her, "Why don't you have any stars or dots on your body?" She replied, "Oh, everyday I go to see Eli." "Eli? Who's that?"Punchinello asked in awe. "Why don't you go and see for yourself? He lives in that house over the hill," came the reply. Punchinello went home and pondered over the whole incident. Finally, he decided to go and look for Eli. He went over the hill and saw a big house. He stepped in and suddenly realised that he might not be doing the right thing. He turned around and began making his way home when suddenly he heard a voice calling his own name. He spun around and he saw a tall, dark figure walking towards him, he started to get afraid. It was Eli. Eli said, "I've been waiting for you." Punchinello was very afraid, but he plucked up his courage and let Eli see him. Eli was surprised at the amount of dots on Punchinello. He asked Eli, "I met Lucia and she told me to come and see you. She said if I come and see you, I would not have any dots nor stars on my body." Eli said, "Don't be afraid, my child. I am your creator. All the dots on your body are what other people think of you. All you have to care is what I think of you, and I think you are special, because you are MINE." Punchinello was shocked. No one had ever called him special. He thought, "Hey, maybe Eli really cares about me." And as he was thinking, one dot slowly dropped from his body. He looked up at Eli and said, "Thank you, Eli. I won't care what other people say from now on, because I know I'm special." Eli watched as Punchinello happily skipped away.


i was browsing through my old blog (yea.. i'm so bored & having a freaking headache which stopped me from doing EoM. grr.) & found this story. you may read it if you wish to. it's really very meaningful. (:

omg. i thought term 2 was worse enough. if term 2 made me feel like i'm dying, term 3 spells death for me. & i'd be in heaven by the time promos come. haha.

got back results, & although i expected those kind of results, it still feels depressing when you see your friends getting depressed over theirs. & it's only the 1st wk & alr we have so much work to do for pw & other subjects. PLUS! guitar concert is next week. & we havent sold most of our tickets yet. so teachers are pushing sales & who gets the most stress? US. anw, i hope everything will be over by next friday, when the concert's finally over. hopefully the preparation for esplanade wld be much easier. :X

i feel i'm turning into a robot. but i know i'm not cos i'm still filled with laughter in the class by 5 wonderful people. :D thank you d, umbrella, lek zai, sillyna & ab's girl for making my lesson time so fun-filled. :D esp huixian & serena during gp lessons. it's the only time we can destress lah.

actually i should be thankful that i'm still in jc, & not in the uni or in the workplace, cos currently at this point of time, i can still be childish & draw lots of pikachus, spongebobs & patricks. haha. i guess once i go into the uni or workplace i wont have time to do all these & i dont think i'd want to do it too. lol. so yea.. i shall try to appreciate nj more, although it's really really really v stressful.

bye & gdluck to all who are in the same plight as me! (: