hello ppl! (: today is the last day of 2008 so i'm posting my last post of 2008! hahaha.

this yr was a very fast yr, and i'm sure all J1s/poly first yrs will agree with me cos we experienced a change in sch environment and were forced (which i pleasantly accepted in the end) to integrate into a new society. hahaha.

but anw, i hope 2009 will be a better year and i can be a better person. i hope i can decide on my future and stick to that decision and be happy with it. i hope that my loved ones arnd me can feel happiness everyday and will stay strong no matter what happens and dont think too much! (this point is especially for two of my cherished friends, and i think you should know who you are cos i've been repeating this for thousands of times to you this yr.) haha.

I HOPE EVERYONE EXCELS IN THEIR A LEVELS! hahaha. hope everyone get 6As and a good portfolio! :D

AND AND AND. LASTLY AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, I HOPE EVERYONE WILL KEEP A SMILE ON THEIR FACE EVERYDAY. 开心最重要!! :D

i also wish that i can sing better. :) but i guess it's just a faraway dream. hmm. then i shall wish that i have more creative juices flowing in me so that i can start composing my own songs! :D

bye bye! hope 2009 will be a fruitful year for everyone! (:

hello.. today went to partyworld at woodlands. finally!! can sing song! :D

haha. went with my beloved earthworm and the s-pop big sh*t. (:

so we sang sang sang, then sing finish le we went to eat. then throughout the whole course of eating, me & ben kept talking about the love story of jj and 阿杜, which made xy so angry cos we insulted her idol. but we kept on talking cos it's very funny! haha.

then suddenly dunno who said, "jj loves ahdu." then xy started laughing uncontrollably. then she say it's bcos when she heard "jj loves ahdu", her mind suddenly jumped to ".blogspot.com."

SO... i'm gonna create a blog with the url http://www.jjlovesahdu.blogspot.com. :D sounds so nice right? ahahaha. joking lah. i'm not that free anw.

anw, xy, this sentence is for you.
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why did we kiss?!?!

i know you're trying to help.

i know you're trying to bring me back to the place where you think i belong to.

i'm not sure if i'm ready, but i know now's not the time.

thanks for ur effort anw. (:

hey ppl, i'm back from taiwan!

and today is christmas eve! :D

haha. i really really enjoyed myself in taiwan, although the tour was a bit sian. cos i didn't like the tour guide!

but i found it fun cos we went as a big family & surprisingly, i miss sunny! haha. when she's is behaving herself of cos.

ahh, my mind's blank now. dunno what to say. anw, have to start mugging hard alr! i've had my holiday & my rest so now it's time to work doubly hard for the new year!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! :D
耶诞快乐!

hey ppl! finally i can use the internet again! ahahas.

i went to 宜兰 on fri & sat and came back ytd. :) i stayed in a 民宿 called 红楼梦 and the ppl there are very very nice! :) well i really enjoyed myself over there (minus the fact that i couldn't access internet bcos there was something wrong with their modem :X) and i really got the feeling of a true home. :)

其实我也很舍不得红楼梦。它跟台北市真的差很多。红楼梦很宁静，很舒服，不像台北市的这般喧闹与繁忙。或许我退休后会搬去宜兰住。:) either new zealand or yilan. ahaha.

anw, i dont know when i'll be able to use internet again. lols. cos i'll be going on tour soon! & i have no idea which hotels they'll be taking us to. :X

but i'm really enjoying myself throughout the whole trip! but but, i agree with airu. the food here is not nice. i think sg's shilin jipai is even better than the authentic one over here! ahaha!

bye. (:

hello everyone i am in taiwan now!

haha this is lame. i dunno what to post. i shall post tmr if i have the energy. (:

whee.. today was a long day. but enjoyable though. (:

in the morning met xy & av for lunch at IMM's cafe cartel. we went there to celebrate xy's birthday. and we told her that we bought a b** for her & she believed and started getting very excited. then after that when she realised it was cookie monster, havoc started. she went a little high. and then she was laughing to herself while squeezing the poor cookie monster. then she didn't realise that there was something else inside! ahaha. if we knew earlier we wouldn't even have bought the necklace. can save money! lols. hmm.. didn't spend a lot of time with them cos i had to go to peps for the band concert! (:

iva is so right. i cant believe it's over. so fast! at first i was dragging myself to practices but just as i started enjoying practices, it's the day of the concert & the concert was over. SO SOON. but i was happy when i heard lye ee say, "Welcome to our bi-annual concert..." ahaha means there'll be another concert in two years' time! so we'll be able to meet up again when that time comes. (:

then i'll be able to see iva, angeline and the 3 buns! LOL. and by then joanne would've been p5. wow. time does fly. haha. (:

d went shopping for the whole day today too! hahas. & he bought a pair of sneakers. (:

byebye! (:

am i a bad person?

yes i think i am.

hello!

i went back to peps just now for band practice. :) it was .. fun i guess? haha. although fantillusion made me die and die again. ahaha. but i will practice! and i will perfect it! ahaha ok lah not perfect but at least play coherently. i dont wanna look like a dumb idiot searching for bars & notes on the day of performance, which is on friday! i'm so dead. :X

tmr we're celebrating faith's bday! whee! & this yr her request for her present is to rent vcds for her. -.-" she's such a good friend right.. i buy present dont even need to think of what to buy for her, and the things she wants are so cheap & practical. MY GOOD FRIEND! :D haha.

my windows media player is hanging. :( i want listen songs.

i'm pleased to hear that you actually treated me as a friend 2 days before.
but now, i guess i can just disappear from your life. :)
i would be quite disappointed actually, to have a friend that peeks at other ppl's messages and talk behind ppl's backs. ur good friend is just like me isn't it? :) does she even know what is privacy between a couple? i guess she doesnt. :)

if i really have to vote, then i'll vote for B, if that what makes you happy. :) but personally i would choose option A, if it includes you not being around.

to someone and someone2, we can still be friends, but not close friends i guess, since she's more important to you than i am.



okay! no more unhappy stuff! :) chalet was ... hmm, tiring? haha. 2 days of mahjong! but overall i think it was quite good cos i had the chance to talk to people like bernard, yineng & junzhi which i've like never talked to during the whole of sec 3 & 4. hahaha. & we did all the talking during mahjong! lols.

1st day i didn't sleep at all. watched saw 5 & FD1. the former was good, but the latter was .. ahaha, funny? everyone wanted to sleep and they asked me to wake them up only when the scary part was coming out. LOL. but overall it wasn't scary. hahaha. the last part was especially funny i dunno why. hmm then i slept for about 30mins then i woke up to play asshole daidee. couldn't play mahjong cos the rest were sleeping. lol. then i went to the beach at 6.30! :) haha dont ask me i go there for what. only someone knows. someone who didn't go chalet! LOL. :) after that went to eat mac at 7.30 with jz, ber & yn. yn slept at mac! haha. too tired alr i think.

then the 2nd day was sort of the same programme, cos xy didn't want to play the amazing race alr. so it was mahjong, and more mahjong! haha. then ts came in the afternoon. :) then the guys went to play volleyball but too bad it rained after a while. lol. then at 4 sth we went out to buy food for the steamboat. hahaha. spent quite a lot of time thinking of what to buy, cos we had budget constraints. haha oh! i havent returned the money for my snacks. :X next time bah.

i wanted to sleep on the 2nd night.. but there was no space for me to sleep. so i slept sitting, while leaning against the bed. haha. then everytime they finished one round, i woke up. so after that i took over people for 1 round cos they wanted to rest/go toilet. haha. then slept in between games. LOL. then at around 5plus we decided to leave, cos elvin had to go sch for CO. so we left with him, then i was thinking that i could catch some sleep at home first b4 going for peps band prac. wrong decision. haha! i came home at 7.45 & i set alarm to wake up at 8.25. in the end i slept until 12.20! GENIUS! ahaha. so in the end i missed the practice & i feel so bad. :X chalet really makes ppl tired. so after i woke up, i went for lunch at lot 1, then i came home again & guess what, i slept! haha. slept until 8pm then wake up. LOL.

and even till now i still feel like sleeping. zzz.

i should've gone home with you.

attending someone's wedding later. haha. food. :) & susu's coming back tmr while unglammer's flying! so we're able to meet up tmr! whee! :D i miss susu!

以前的我们，总是想要长大，要成熟。

但现在回想，其实我比较喜欢单纯的我们。

如果时间能倒流，我想要重新来过。

koup-ed it from a link on carlyn's blog. (: hehe.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. [AHAHA. SERIOUS AR?! O.O] The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own. [ooh, how true.]

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you. [yes. hit bull's eye!]

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


well. some true, some false.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
anyone wanna do? it's just here. (:

i guess it's time to be thrifty. (: been spending too much money le.

now, with my voice & wallet gone, there's no more incentive for me to spend money on kbox & other materialistic stuff. (: yays. it's good in a way. (:





曾经珍惜的朋友，现在变成生命中的过客，和陌生人没什么两样。
友谊，真的很脆弱。

曾经告诉自己不要有遗憾，但现在回想，我遗憾还蛮多的。




in the process of emo-ing. this is what the flu bug does to you.

eew. :(

1261!! go buy 4D! :D ahaha. look at the 2nd pic! i paid $2 just to stand in front of it to take a picture! sian. then they nvr even give us the pic. should've saved my $2. :(

well anyway, 小寒 is sweet! much different from what i imagined her to be! :) but cant really remember how she looks like now. too scared while singing le. haha. & i should've sang 因为你 lor. beautiful love is local singer's song, plus 小寒 is the original composer! OMG! no wonder i didn't get in. ahahahahaha.

but anyway, good experience lah. :) & i'm nvr going to take part in such competitions again. the waiting time can kill lor. you wait for 6 hrs go in sing less than 1 min. crazy.

haha whee i'm starting work tmr! :D

bye bye!

haha. i wanted to blog about xy's funny incident today. but somehow, dont feel like doing it. haha. so next time bah. (: xy you are spared today! LOL.

tagged by lynnie moomoo. (:

1. Do you have secrets?
yeah.


2.Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
nah.. dont think so.


3.Do you enjoy going school?
sometimes.. because of the company! i love d, susu, jaslin, cenhui & huixian! :D


4.What would you do with a billion dollars?
not sure. give a portion to the people i love the most? & the rest put in bank so can grow interest. haha & everyday go KBOX!


5.Will you fall in love with your best friend?
my best friend? girl or guy? i not lesbian, although i keep saying i am. haha. i guess i'm alr in love with my best friend, who is also coincidentally my boyfriend. :D


6.Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved someone?
of course it'd be being loved.


7.List 5 favourite movies.
die i so long never watch movies le. dont wanna answer this qn.


8.If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
pray everyday that he'll break up with his gf? hahaha. erm no lah. i'll just give him my blessings & trust that he has made a right choice. (:


9.Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
promos are over & we all got promoted? (: & little little things that happen each day. (:


10.Do you have any regrets?
nope. i choose to live my life with no regrets. (:


11.How would you see yourself in 10yrs time?
BEING A TAI-TAI!! haha dont think so lah. as a working woman? lol. maybe engaged/married alr?


12.Who are currently the most important people to you?
family, d, the 4 other ppl (:, xy!


13.What kind of person do you think the person tagged you is?
my moomoo? ooh she's the nicest person ever! so glad i met her. (: she's a really really really wonderful friend & i'll never forget the times we spent during sec 2. (: love ya always! :D


14.Would you rather be single & rich OR married but poor?
married but poor. having someone that loves you is priceless. (:


15.What is your favourite colour?
easy question. PINK! :D


16.Would you give all in a relationship?
yes of course.


17.If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
the one that treats me better. (:


18.What are the top five countries on ur to go list?
Japan, New Zealand, Taiwan (going soon! :D), Vienna, Paris.


19.Do you prefer being a single or having a relationship?
no preference. both have their pros & cons. i'm happy to have d in my life. (:


20.5 people i have tagged.
unlucy yeo suboo!
shannen april unglam lee hui xian!
ah chiu xin ying!
sarah lui jelly!
huiyi jie!

(: i'm just bored. haha.

:D

btw, the names are not in order of who i love most. it's just bcos susu's name is the shortest & huixian's name is the longest that's why i arranged it that way so it looks visually in order. ahahaha.

I LOVE ALL OF YOU THE SAME. i dont rank my friends. bcos they are all precious to me. (:

THANK YOU TO THE FOUR OF YOU! LOVE YA LOADS! :D

I LOVE SUSU!
I LOVE JASLIN!
I LOVE CENHUI!
I LOVE HUIXIAN!

:D :D :D

shall post the pic of my bday present next time. my phone is charging now. :X haha.

happy happy. (:

my teeth are hurting now bcos of eating too much gum today. ha ha ha.

i'm tired.

听话, 就会被说成没有主见.

我只是不要他生气, 不要他伤心难过.

anw, i'm glad things didn't end up the way it did last yr. :) susu is right. when the friendship is gone, it is lost forever.

sorry i dint know how to treasure you guys. you know who you are. (: but anw i'm happy that you are leading ur own happy life. you should know who you are too. ;) hope that time will wash away my negative feelings towards you and one day we can talk as friends again. really friends, not on-the-surface friends. :)

are computers like humans? why are they exceptionally slow in the morning?

haha.

yay back to blogging.

ooh yay wr's finally going to finish! but i havent start on I&R yet, & i have no idea what i'm supposed to include in it. :X eew.

& op's in erm.. 3 weeks time? not very far away. our slides are very little according to mr leow, we need to double the no. of our slides. ahaha. & i think i'll be very very nervous on that day. mr leow said i looked fierce during the op dry run. HAHA.

ok but he's quite nice lah. he actually can joke with us. & he called susu a bag of jokes! lol. then susu ask, "why bag?" then mr leow, sounding quite irritated, say, "it's an idiom lah." then susu pause, then say, "why not dustbin?"

OKOK. SUSU YOU'RE A DUSTBIN OF JOKES. HAPPY?
dont kill me when you read this ok? :)

heh anw i seriously think i need to start mugging. but i have no idea how when i have to do pw everyday. well. maybe after 6 nov? lol.

nth else to type le lah. bye bye.

能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎? 喜歡上了, 愛上了, 就是了.

i suddenly dont like kbox.

i'm emo-ing...............................

ehehe. today went kbox again. with xy, ben, sil & jy. jy replaced jj because jj jumped off the mrt track, causing disruption in the mrt service from sembawang to yio chu kang. LOL touchwood! ahaha.

anw today was a really fun day. :D esp. the last part when xy & i went crazy like we always do.

okays anw, xy, ben & jy got on the train at lot 1 then i hopped on at bg. went to jurong to eat. long john. haha. their chicken is damn small lah. keep shrinking & shrinking. oh ya & they were having some hotdog eating competition outside. some JEC ultimate challenge. so lame.

ok so after that we went to kbox. & got pissed by the person. reservation means you keep the room for me right.. you're not allowed to let it out to other ppl right.. & reservation means i alr have the room so by right i dont have to queue up cos it's not a first-come-first-serve basis right? we reached kbox at abt 1.50, so i thought the person i made booking. then she say, "all our rooms are full. you have to wait 15 mins." ok so nvm. cos it's not 2pm yet. so we waited until 2.05 or arnd there. then the guys went to toilet & xy & i were getting fascinated with the thing outside the toilet. so when we went back to the counter, there was a long queue. so we thought we no need queue so we just approached the person at the counter directly. she told me, "you have to join the queue." !@#$% so i told her, "but i alr made reservation." she say, "ya. everybody here made reservation too, you have to queue." HAHA like i dont believe EVERYBODY made reservations lor. nvm. so we waited. & went in only at 2.30. we got room 19. yay i love the no. 19. <3
sing sing sing. ben maintained his singing standard.. his 'you raise me up' was still nice, although the pitch very hard to find. haha. junyang dont dare to sing out loud, so cant really here what he singing. but he really sounded like 费玉清 when he sang 千里之外. haha! sil was low low low. so low until can fight with ziyi alr. every song he also sing 1 octave lower. lol. & he say he thinks it's very high. -.-" haha. xy singing got improve leh. :D & surprisingly i could reach all my high notes again. yay. :D i must sing with guys to show that i'm very high. sing with joanne got pressure cos she always can reach higher than me. lol! but it's still fun singing with joanne lah. :D

after that.. at abt 6 plus, they suddenly cut off the tv power supply so we couldn't sing anymore. it's not 7 yet lor.. haha. so we refused to go. lol. & sil got bring cards so we started playing daidee in the room! ahaha! so funny.. then we just finished 1 game & the person finally couldn't stand it & chased us out. lol. only then did we leave. heh.

then walked to imm & settled for 'secret recipe'. ben & sil shared. wow.. what a loving 豆浆 and 油条. :P jy ate some grilled chicken & xy ate beef lasagna. i ate brownie walnut! with a scoop of vanilla icecream. heh. & now i'm hungry. :X oh oh oh. before we ate, xy returned me my pen that i lent her eons ago when i visited her workplace. haha. so i used the pen to write on the sugar packet. i wrote 'YS ♥' on one end and 'TS ♥' on the other end. then ben thought of a stupid idea. he started shuffling the sugar packets then ask me to pick the one that i wrote. haha then while he was shuffling the waitress came over & saw him shuffling the sugar packets. lol. so paiseh. haha. & i kept choosing the correct packet! yay! then sil very bad. he hid the packet that i wrote then they shuffle ask me choose. grr.. make me so disappointed. haha but overall it's so lame lah. i hope no one discovers the sugar packet. haha. oh ya then ben & sil wanted to share some 'smartie chocolate icecream'. but the description below says sth like, "our special way of saying 'i love you' to ur loved ones..." LOL. they immediately decided against it.

then after that the guys left & xy & i went to vcd shop to look for 巴黎恋人. she's in love with park shin yang i dont know why. so anw, apparently all the shops kept all their stock bcos they know she wants to buy. :D heh. then after that went to buy noodle for mummy then we made our way to mrt station. the funniest journey i ever had. too many jokes le lah.

bang bang beng beng bing bing bong bong bung bung gang gang geng geng ging ging gong gong gung gung mang mang meng meng ming ming mong mong mung mung fang fang feng feng fing fing fong fong fung fung. my children's names. OINK! haha inside joke! (:

i love xy. :D

ps. i miss susu. i miss mama a.k.a unglam queen/unglammer. i miss lekzai. i dont miss cenhui cos i just saw her today. :) and anw ab will miss her. lol.

i miss d.

bye bye.

当你去想我这首歌表达的怎样, 而不是我这个人表现的怎么样的时候, 就会把那首歌唱好来.

歌是主角, 人是配角.

yesterday the 4 of us went to kbox. me, joanne, huilin & lyn. :D whee like finally after so long!! whoots~

then joanne told us this very interesting phrase, "叶子的离开, 是风的追逐, 还是树的不挽留?"

以前不懂得欣赏歌词，听歌唱歌也只是为了听好听的旋律，其实却不知道自己到底在唱什么。现在长大了，了解的事情更多，经历的事情也更多了，才开始仔细阅读歌词，了解它的含义。才发觉，其实很多首歌的歌词都很美丽. (:

susu opened a blog! whee~ hahahaha.

i had a very fun day today! :D

cos today is our first clique outing & first time i'm attending class outing! haha.

& i have no idea why i woke up at 7 this morning & started packing my notes. i must be going crazy. then hmm.. went out at 9plus to have macdonalds breakfast then took the train down to cityhall and met serena on the way. she hopped on at clementi. :D so we alighted at cityhall at 10.50 (omg we were so early) and waited for the rest at the platform. jasin only woke up at 10.15! then suboo kept complaining that she should have slept longer. LOL. & mama was only at dover (erm.. to be specific, she thinks she is at dover) at 11. susu got pissed off. haha. d was late too. he came on the same train as jaslin. ahaha. unglam queen arrived at like 11.30? & i tell her to call me when she reach, i also told her to call me when she at platform. then she went up and tapped her card out. ahaha.

ok anw, we met the rest of the class (half of the whole class only) at the ctrl stn lor.. then we made our way to marina sq. went to bowling alley to meet up with jw then we decided to eat Yuki and Yaki. at first d want to catch piglet for me de. but no coins. haha. hmm.. talk about lunch bah. the catching of stuff later will elaborate. (:

a lot of funny things happen leh! nothing serious can come out from outing with the gang! ahahas. & a lot of things very hard to describe cos is susu's actions very funny! haha. & mama very unglam! haha. oh yah oh yah. jaslin take the vegetable oil put in the aluminium foil then become oil pool! LOL. then the egg rice! inside got aluminium! ahaha. all thanks to d. lol! in the end no one want to eat cos they say no taste de. LOL. oh yeah.. susu very funny. we all silent then she suddenly laugh by herself then use the ladle transfer the fishball from the soup to the foil. like ??? what you doing?! haha. then we all burst out laughing. lol then susu say she wanna burp, then jaslin went to hit her on her back! lol. then susu laughed. she say, "lucky i'm not cenhui, if not i will fart!" LOL! oh yeah then i wanted to drink water, but i know susu sure make me laugh. but i needed to drink. so i drink. then susu oink like a pig. omg so funny! oh yeah & censored #1's table bbq until become cook charcoal. hah! then we kept smelling the burnt smell. -.-"

well we had a filling lunch lah. then we walked in the direction of the bowling alley, cos we thought the class wanted to bowl. then our gang stopped halfway cos we saw all the 'catching' machines (aiya i dont know what it's called lah). the elmo, cookie monster & big bird one very cute! :D but in the end we spent $11 and only got a small elmo! ONE PATHETIC SMALL ELMO! haha. d very pro. he was the one that got it. :D lol. then we went to look for the class at the bowling alley but realised they were not there but at the arcade. so we went to look for them. then we also played. at first susu & lekzai played the dinosaur one. damn funny. everytime susu see the dinosaur she'll get very tensed then her leg will jolt. then she anyhow shoot. me & mama were at the back laughing like mad. haha. hmm.. then actually mama & i wanted to play the drum one. but when we went to exchange the coins, got ppl go take the machine! so 过分! haha. so we used the money to play dinosaur first, since mama exchanged extra. wah mama kept screaming & laughing.. ahaha. & in the end we got less accuracy than susu & lekzai. :( sad. then the drum machine was free! haha. so we, being two noobs, went to play & got scores of C, D and E. ahaha! gradual decline! lol. but very fun. i want play again! hahas. then aft that my guitar machine was free! so i go play! :D got scores of E, E, E, D. lousy.. i want play again! :X

then after that we left the arcade cos aldred they all suggested going to amk to play arcade cos he got the TAPz card. can treat everybody to $20. haha. but our clique dint go. cos it's too far away for all of us. lol. then we stood in the middle of nowhere for like quite some time bcos we couldn't decide where we wanna go. the class was quite nice though. they didn't just leave us behind. haha. but anw in the end we decided that they should go amk first since we wont be going anw. but b4 that we took photos! :D haha. my first ever class outing photo. lol. class spirit! haha.

then our clique started walking around. unglame queen & lekzai wanted to shop. haha. then susu started emo-ing. lol. in the end we went back to the 'catching' machines & at first we just stood there watching them play. then susu finally couldn't control and she said, "i want to play that freaking.." haha. she means the elmo, big bird & cookie monster machine. lol. but we were fruitless! the thing dont want come out! keep dropping to the side! GRR. then we kept loitering there watching other ppl play. d wanted to catch the big big bird (lol) cos it looked easy. but that machine play cheat de. once it go up it release, then the big bird land in the same place, nvr even move at all. CHEATER! oh then we saw this guy, he kept trying and trying at the elmo, big bird cookie monster machine. he try a lot of times, but cannot. then he finally got an elmo! (: & he started to ahm-chio! LOL. we all saw his slight smile. hahaha. then this couple got like 6 or 7 in total? GRR. but they stood there for quite long lah.. haha. then then there was this guy that was trying to catch a pink thing wearing a black hat. sth that huixian like. haha. then he tried catching by pushing it into the hole. then he at first push wrong position, then instead of going towards the left (the hole was there), he push to the right! haha. then we thought he very noob. so after he left huixian wanna try. LOL. then the first time we try we also push wrongly! haha. then 2nd time we try it didn't even hit the thing! ahh sadded. so we gave up totally on that place. eat money only. haha. then we continued to walk around.

then while unglam queen & jaslin were trying on clothes at fox, susu & i accompanied d to the mrt stn cos he had to go home early. :( then on the way back, unglam queen kept calling. i missed 2 of her calls. 1 accidentally, 1 purposely. cos susu angry with them for taking so long & only calling after so long. haha. so she say dont pick up. then she keep calling mah.. so we pick up but nvr say anything. we on the loudspeaker! then we heard the unglammer (ahaha got new word. created by me. :D) saying, "hello? 听得到我讲话吗? hello hello?" then susu couldn't stand it (laugh too hard le) so she hanged up. then hx call again. this time we straightaway pick up & on loudspeaker & control our laughter. she started by saying, "hello 你终于接我电话了. 你们在哪里? hello? ... hello? ... HELLO? .... heeeello? HEEELLLO? HELLO?!" (yes altogether 7 times. how do we not laugh?! AHAHA.) then after that jaslin called. susu say can pick up, but dont tell her where we are.. so i didn't know what to say but "huh? huh? what you saying? sorry 我听不到你讲话." although i could hear perfectly well what she was saying. :) she ended off by saying she'll sms me. & she smsed, "where are ure?" lol. so susu say can tell her. but before i could reply she called again. so this time i of course could 'hear' her alr. lol. then susu say tell them we at kiddy palace (although we were walking towards marina sq but kiddy palace is inside marina sq). ahaha. so i told them we at kiddy palace. then they say, "ok we go there look for you." so i told susu after i hanged up and she say, "good luck to them." LOL! haha. anw when we were on our way up the escalator to kiddy palace they spotted us alr. lol.

so we continued walking and walking. actually didn't really walk much cos we were hungry. so we went to look for a place to eat. everywhere so crowded! haha. but luckily long john had a free table. :D so lekzai & i could satisfy our craving for their fries. :D ok anw lots of jokes at long john too. & we revealed the truth to them. cos unglam queen & lekzai actually thought it was the phone & reception problem. ahaha. ate the ramadan feast. lol. then at the end, cos we still had drinks left, so susu mixed it tgt with the coleslaw. wow the pink colour very nice! :D hahaha. like bandung like that. :D then lekzai suggested adding chilli. wow lekzai.. ahaha. so we added! & it looked ... erm yup. ya. haha. then susu started adding the drink to everything, & in the end she made a small stain on her jacket while she was refilling mama's cup. lol.

so after that we went toilet. & we could see F1 from there! hahas. so we just heard vroom vroom vroom... lol.

ok the best part is in the train. lekzai went separate ways from us. so me, susu & the unglammer took to boon lay. susu started bullying mama by pulling her hair & taking her clip. then mama very funny. she kept saying, "no susu no.." then susu say, "你以为你在跟狗讲话阿?" haha! then susu put mama's clip on my hair. & she kiap with very great strength, make my scalp very pain. so i also said "no susu no.." then mama say, "你以为你在跟狗讲话阿?" me very sad! ahaha. but we all laughed like crazy. then i returned mama her clip & of course susu went to take it again. so mama said the same thing, & susu said the same thing. ahaha. so i said to susu, "oh, 你就是那只狗." ahaha. then she attacked me! lol. we always look retarded with susu around. without fail. LOL.

ok. this is mama's picture after one strand of her hair got pulled out by susu & got stuck on the wall. wait i show you the hair.

can see the hair? AHAHA! so damn funny can.. so of course we kept laughing & laughing. then mama & i decided to take revenge by attacking susu! so we tickle her. then she very scared, keep pushing us away.. & well of course we were laughing non-stop. then mama say susu also very scared ppl blow her ear, so we blow! then she threatened to push mama very hard until she fall. aiyo.. LOL. then she suddenly press my 'peace' necklace, which was coincidentally at my throat. very pain! so we also poke her throat. ahaha! then she keep telling us not to play. haha. then we were ok le. then we decided to play the 'who ahm-chio first who lose' game. first few times is mama keep losing cos once she see susu's face she cannot stand it le. then after that cos the train was about to reach the stn so it leaned forward slightly then mama sort of lost her balance then she kept moving sideways! ahaha. then she walk like crab so susu laughed & she lost! ahaha. susu say mama is 螃蟹漫步. LOL! very very funny! then after that she ask whether can press my peace necklace. i say for what? then she say she wanna see whether got leave prints on my skin not. then really got leave! OMG so funny. then they laughed like hell cos they could see 'PEACE' imprinted on my skin. omg so lame. laugh until my stomach very pain.

so we decided to go to wm to walk cos susu want to buy her manfred & we all want to buy liang teh. then when we walked past popular & saw S.H.E's poster & album through the glass, mama went crazy. she started pointing at the glass then saying, "eh! how come like that?! 你赢了lor. YOU BEST. people buy alr then you 出改版." (or sth along that lines lah) then when she got knowledge that ppl who buy this album can win a chance to meet S.H.E in person, she started going crazy again. got video. AHAHA. she kept whining & scolding, dunno scold who. scold so loud until the onlooker looked at her. UNGLAM! funny to the max! haha. :D

anw all in all today is an unglam day for huixian again! haha. & our clique had a wonderful time tgt! <33>

susu did i leave out anything? lol.

p.s. actually got video to show. but huixian threaten to post all my unglam pictures if i post the video. :X

YAY! PROMOS OVER! :D :D :D

now i am in the student lounge. mama is beside me playing psp. jaslin is in front of me getting pissed off by ziyi's mac. susu is with mr leow doing PW. so cool! cenhui pangseh us go off with ab. HMPH! d is playing billard with kokleong & aldred. we are in the student lounge.

AHA! i'm being random.

bye bye.

I'M BORED! KBOX!!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JODY!! :D YOU'RE 17!

ok so ytd kit, jody & i went to celebrate duck's bday. at bakerzin. :D the united square outlet. haha. ok i shan't go so much into details like what we ate & blah blah, but i cant stand this waiter. pls go cut ur hair so you can hear properly!!

the first time, i asked him, "can i have some butter?" cos they dint provide butter for the bread. he asked me, "do you want it ice or warm?" (he thought i was asking for water. -.-")

the second time, i asked him, "can i have the menu?" he asked me, "you want the bill?"

& then i vowed nvr to speak to him again.

much laughter ytd. thanks girls! :D

在不同人的面前，总会表现不一样的自己。有错吗？

我还是比较喜欢独处的时间，不受别人的控制，不受任何约束。

sometimes i just love being at home alone. i can do whatever i want. (:

& that's why i love holidays. :D

hello!

my mood's better these few days. & i think i'm happy. (:

went for gp tuition on thurs. it was soooo packed. i guess it was because no one wanted to go for the morning session ytd. hahaha. & because it was so packed, there wasn't any 2 adjacent seats. so i thought d & i had to sit separately. but but but.. this nj guy was so nice. when i went over to sit beside him, he said, "i change place with your friend. you want to sit with him right?" hahaha. so nice! :D & another funny thing was that the both of us were busy gobbling up our chicken rice outside the room when ms ho came out & told d to eat slowly. (haha. me eat until full le so actually d was eating mine.) LOL. very very funny.

ytd was tchers' day celebrations! :D went to nj in the morning and waited with d for susu at the bus-stop so that i could eat my beef bagua & we could walk into sch together. in the end, she overslept. !! only when huixian mama called her hse just before assembly did she wake up. hilarious man.. the night before we webcam until too late le, so she couldn't wake up. lol. anw, while susu was contemplating about whether to come to sch or not, the aces day workout started. well basically we couldn't really see the person on stage, cos he was too high up, & we dint really know how to do the actions. so at first we just stoned around and crapped and waited for susu to decide whether she's coming or not. then suddenly, aldred and gang went in front. we were puzzled so we looked in front. and OMG! we saw someone actively participating in the aces day workout. wow whee~ & huixian mama started going high. well she tried to do the actions, to imitate the person in front, as well as cooperate with the person on stage. cenhui & i immediately disacknowledged her as our friend. :D LOL. the whole aces day thing lasted for around 45mins, then manyee & i went to change into our homeclothes as it was 'Be Yourself Day'. after we changed, d called & asked whether we wanna leave now to go back to bp. haha. of cos we say yes. lol. so d, me, manyee, jy, sil & ben went back to bp, with sil & ben looking like they've been retained as they were wearing bp uniform. lol! ok. went back to bp and saw many familiar faces. (: went to look for tchers and had nice chats with them. poor d. once we chatted with mr chin, he was asked to go back to help sci team with njrc next wk. lols.

so after all the chatting, the guys went to play volleyball in the hall while i went to play the piano. haha. then went to chat with jiajie until my beloved earthworm came up. hehe. so we went to the piano again and tried to play jj's songs but all forget liao! haha. sad. then aft that me, xy, avril, airu & sophia sat there to watch the guys play. they were waiting for mrs chiu to be free before they go for lunch tgt. haha. then when mrs chiu came up. they gave her a tchers' day present. & it was a .... G-STRING! omg. so hilarious. i was so shocked that they actually bought such a thing for her. i think mrs chiu was shocked too. haha. so they left and i continued to sit there watching the guys play. & it was quite enjoying. :D not long after jiajie, sil & jy came back (dunno where they went) & they ask me whether they want play cards not. so we play. & i keep winning!! :D

haha. aft a while the guys ended the match & d came over. he play until hands all red lor. lol. then we went for lunch at bpp. ate long john. then aft that the rest went to jiajie's hse. d & i then had an enjoyable journey back home. hahahahaha. d, i so gd to you. i nvr say why it is enjoyable. :D

today spent my morning going to woodlands lib to look for books on cip. in the end the lib dint have any books on cip! GRR. but i found one on national education. hopefully it'll be useful. :X

my hols are packed. i feel i have not enough time to study. :S help.

susu.. really sorry for leaving early ytd. thankfully you're not angry with me anymore le. if not i really dunno what to do. :D

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY TO ALL TEACHERS!! & TO MUMMY AS WELL! <3

omg i'm so dead. i have totally no mood to study. but promos are coming in less than a months' time.

i'm sick of studying. i need motivation. :(

i need kbox. lol.

had piano exam today. my examiner's name was mr robin wells. a kind old man. haha. all male examiners are kind. :D but i preferred my previous one. dunno why. :(

anyway, i started with scales as usual, & screwed up my D major scale. yeah i'm so pro right. the next few were ok.. until we went to scales a third apart. i was asked to play Bflat minor, but i broke down & requested to start again. he say start from the top & come down. & i cant start from the top down. so my fingers were just flying about the keys & i think i managed to finish it, but fingering all wrong. T_T then.. he asked me to play scales a sixth apart. he gave me B minor. I COULDN'T PLAY. try & try & try also cant. so he say, "it's ok. let's try another one." so he gave me Eflat minor. ok this was better, but i broke down at the top again, so i had to start from the top. haiz. then he gave me Bflat major thirds right hand. ahahahahaha. i did this well. :D then it was chromatic thirds, left hand. :D :D & then he gave me 1 dominant seventh scale. scale of Aflat major. :D :D :D lye ee gave me this twice! & i fumbled twice. so i practiced that very hard ytd. :D :D

hmm ok. next was the pieces. i played, broke down in the middle of the first piece cos i think my fingers were numb from the cold & couldn't play the running stuff. okay so i picked myself up & continued. the end was okay.. the fugue was ok.. the mozart was nice. :D but i still thought my tempo was out at a few places. & the dramatic part wasn't dramatic enough. then after my 2nd piece my examiner said, "thank you very much." so i thought he thought i finished alr & wanted to go on to sight-reading, so i told him, "i still have one more piece." then he said, "i know. i'm looking forward to it." OMG. 丢脸! so nvm. i still had that one bit of confidence left. so i used it for my last piece. & my last piece was nice nice nice. :D i thought it was the best i ever played. but well, it's all just my own opinion. so after that he said, "thank you, thank you very much. let's go on to sight-reading now."

hehe. the piece he gave me was a very nice piece. it was slow, in 9/8 time. & i was supposed to play it expressively. hahaha. gd gd. i rmb my grade 6 one was presto or dunno what. siao.. so i played the sight-reading piece. & i think my timing went out. as in i keep changing beat. :X but notes wise, i dint miss any. :D

ok then it was aural. omg i hate this man.. he asked me to sing the lower part. so i sang, i thought it was right. but he gave me that look like i forgot to sing some parts or what. he paused for a while then he say, "ok. now identify the cadence." then it's like after i ans every qn he will pause for damn long. like he waiting for me to say sth else like that. ohman.. as if i ans wrongly like that. :X then the sight-singing. arghs.. it was so easy to sing lah.. but i got distracted by the examiner's part so the 2nd half was screwed. & i think i identified the 2nd modulation wrongly. omg omg. modulation was my most confident part in aural. ok. worst part not yet. so the last part of aural was that the examiner play a passage, then i have to say some stuffs about it. then previously all my examiners prompted me. like after they play they'll ask me specific qns. this time round, he just said, "i'll play a piece, & then you'll tell me about it. the form, the period, and the possible composer." so after he played, all i said was, "it's from the romantic period." then i waited for him to prompt me, & he waited for me to say sth else. :X so in the end i couldn't think of what to say (cos i was thinking of what composer it could be) so he asked, "what makes you think it's romantic?" (yay great. i always fail this part.) so i just talked crap lor. then he kept asking, "what else?" i felt like dying man.. then after that he asked me, "who could have composed this piece?" & i stupidly said, "i dont really know." then he say, "impossible! i cant believe you got until grade 8 without playing any romantic pieces. or maybe you play the pieces without taking note of the composers. (laugh)" so i just laughed. bcos it's true. :X then he continued to say, "you could've said ravel (i was thinking of saying him) or sth like that." then he asked again, "so who do you think composed this piece?" omg i couldn't possibly say ravel right? so.. i said debussy. oh yes. anyone who knows music will think i'm a complete idiot. the examiner gave me an amused look, paused very long (his trademark) and said, "alright. thank you very much. bye bye.." and returned me my bk.

AHH AHH AHH!! i felt like crying when i came out. i dunno how i managed to smile at the steward. so i went to the toilet. & then i didn't feel like crying le. LOL. but i was still feeling very dejected. went to kap to eat alone cos d only end sch at 2 i couldn't wait for so long. then i came home. slept for 1 hr, packed my stuff (wanted to study but i was and am still sad) and then watched tv.

ahaha gary cao is so pro man.. he lost his voice but he still can sing so nicely. :D now got 听证会 on 百分百. :D haha. he talk very funny. like girl like that. ahahas.

MUGGING OFFICIALLY STARTS TMR. JIAYOU!

:D

ONE MORE DAY!!

:D & i'd be free from piano stress.

wheehee~

tmr not going to school! can sleep until 10! :D


yay yay yay. i'm happy now. :)

i find that as the days go by.. i'm becoming more & more unlike myself.

i'm losing my happiness day by day, & slowly, stress is overwhelming me.

i guess this is what you would see in any typical jc person's blog. haha.


i need a break. really.

just 2 days.. :D

hello! i am in school now. just finished SPA. & i screwed it up. hurray~

bye bye.

another random convo. :)

KuKu: This is an auto-generated message. This is KuKu talking to KuKu. Please do not reply this message. Thank you.
Me: you send the wrong msg! this is gugu, not kuku! :(
KuKu: Haven't I asked you not to reply the message?
Me: i was just being nice by telling you that you sent it to the wrong person. btw, if you're KuKu, & you're sending it to KuKu, aren't you sending it to urself? haha.
KuKu: Told you not to reply the message. What the hell! Can't understand simple English? Anyway, my friend is called KuKu alright.
(I didn't reply.)
KuKu: This is an auto-generated message. Please be reminded to go to the toilet at 11.11 p.m. Mr. Cockroach and Ms. Mosquito have kindly invited you to join them at their party. Thank you.
Me: KuKu, you going?
KuKu: No, I'm not invited. They actually asked me. But once I said i'm bringing Mdm Pesticide, they tao-ed me immediately.
Me: oh.. then i also dont want go le. i not free too. i need to miss somebody at 11.11pm.
KuKu: I know. Your d right?
Me: eh who are you? how come you know so much? o.0
KuKu: My friend is xiaochu's daughter. That's why.
Me: oh.. so you're zhongchu's friend. how come she tell you so many stuff?
KuKu: We are FRIENDS FOREVER.
Me: oh.. have i seen you b4?
KuKu: No. I'm xiaoming. You can't see me.
Me: i'm confused. i thought you're KuKu?
KuKu: I'm KuKu the xiaoming.

apparently d ran out of ideas. so that explains the abrupt ending. haha. i was ahm chio-ing throughout the tuition lah! :S the yellow parts are the really funny parts. ahaha.

susu, i love manfred! :D

oh btw i forgot to say that the 'nice' hairstyle you see on me is done by my precious duckie. she wanted to do plaits, but apparently she failed, so she made me look like charlotte! LOL.

i miss charlotte. :(

okay.. pictures as promised. :)

this is the guitar cake that papa bought for me. :D so nice right? i love it so much!!


& this is the swan that papa sculpted out of an apple. i also know how to do le! hahas. the strawberries are from jody. she brought 2 packets of strawberries to my hse. wow! haha. thanks duck! :D

me & kit. :D


me & duck. :D

faith, it's not that i dont wanna post ur pic, but you look very quite blur in the one & only photo i have of you. :D


& these are my presents!! :D wheehee~

this, is my favourite present. from d. :) 24 pairs of earrings! & all of them are so nice!! whee~ :D thank you d!! <3


okay.. i'll have more photos when papa sends them over. :)

thanks to airu, jianing & kiatboon too. (:

& many many hearts to lyn. <3

hi everyone! :D

i had my bday celebrations on fri, sat & today. :D

ok so on fri, we had to go to sch in the morning (i'm a good student, i dont pon.) for celebrations. well all in all it was quite okay lah. except we kept getting bombarding by bubbles & d kept blowing bubbles into my face. & my whole head was filled with bubbles at the end i think. grr.. & i embarrassed myself. when it was terra's turn to perform, hx suddenly pulled me to go join them in acting as villagers that were petrified bcos someone was attacking their land. so me, hx, ch & susu just went up the stage, tried to act like we were frightened, screamed & left the stage looking very very paiseh, which we were, in actual fact. ohman.. that was so embarrassing! :S then after that we went down for the grand finale & we tried to get high, but no one wanted to join us. lol. so sad. hx was very sad. :(

hmm.. so after that i went to wm to walk walk cos no one wanted to eat brunch with me. :( so i decided to buy presents for myself! whee~ & shun bian wait for mummy to finish sch so she can have lunch with me. & guess who i saw. manyee!! :D apparently she just bought a present for me & she quickly faked that she bought it for minyi. ahaha. then she volunteered to help me take my bag while i was at the atm. then she say she want go inside wm to blow aircon. but her actual motive was to put the present into my bag. ahaha. i realised that when i took out my wallet to buy stuff. hehe. so sweet right? :) & her present's really nice. too bad mummy left our digicam in sch so i can only take pics of my presents aft tues. :( fri aftrnn was spent slacking & sleeping & at night i went to eat dinner with my uncle, aunt & cousins. <3 we had dinner at 日本村, this jap restaurant near yck stadium. the food is nice lah.. actually not much diff from sakae, but their sushi is only $0.99 per plate! O.O so cheap right?! haha. but their ramen & udon is like $1 or $2 expensive than sakae. so actually they compensate lah. ahaha. so after eating our dinner & feeling like pigs, we went to watch movie! but before that they forced me to wear this dress/long skirt that they bought for me, & i looked soooooooooooooo different. i shall post the pic when they send me. :D haha. we watched 钱不够用2. really funny & really touching. very very nice. everyone must go watch! mummy says she's buying the vcd when it comes out, so our whole family can watch it again. :D after the movie it was alr 11pm. so late~ so we went home & had a nice rest.

sat was my actual big day!! :D received lots of happy bday msgs. thank you b-mummy, kit leng, jia juan, jie wei, jody, thia jie min, pei yi, joanne t., yin hang, hui xian, hui lin, lye ee, tham jie min, joanne c., jordan, jian qin, cen hui, xinying (this one must have special thanks. :]), grace, rinita, yu fen, elvin, hui yi, serena, hui hui, tina and the special last person to wish me, jiajie! :D

really thank you to all of you for remembering my bday. (:

& most importantly, i wanna thank d for making me feel so 幸福. :) i love his present the most! i'll show you all when i have my camera. haha. my 2nd fav present is carlyn's. but i'm not gonna post the pic, cos it's too expensive & i'm afraid ppl will break into my hse to steal the present. wahaha.

haha aldred & silvesta just wished me happy birthday. thank you!

hmms.. where was i? ok. on sat, met d in the morning to play squash. lol. dunno why i kept fumbling & i couldn't hit the ball. had lots of embarrassing moments but d also did. so we pretend we dint see anything. ahaha. then we went for movie aft that. <3 watched the mummy. disappointing show. all so predictable. d was telling me what was gonna happen next. lol. so after the movie, we went to eat ajisen. cos d was very very very hungry. ahahahas. after lunch we went to walk arnd to find a watch for d. cos his watch spoil le. :( but we couldn't find any! :( nvm. next time go out then find bah. haha. aft that d went home & i went to meet papa. then we went hm. took pics with my guitar cake (so cool right? :D) & played daidee while waiting for kit, faith & jody to come. papa also showed me how to cut a swan out of an apple. hehe. it's nice. :D then when the 3 of them came, we watched ndp. lol. & ate the cake! then we ate mummy's spaghetti. :D yummy~ & then we took turns to play daidee, until kfc came. hoho. so we ate again. i feel so much like a glutton. then we chatted, took photos, watched the girls' soccer match between china & canada, & then they left at 10. felt so tired i fell asleep while watching vcd. hahas.

sunday! woke up at 8.25 after snoozing for 25 mins. brushed teeth & then went down to meet avril. came up, changed into swimming costume & went down to swim. omg i cant believe i swam at 9am this morning. :X swam for about half an hr, then we went up to bathe. at 10plus (haha, we bathe very long) we met jiajuan at the side gate. poor girl.. she reached there on time but no one was there, cos xy also late. haha. but anw, she soon arrived & we went to play squash. yea.. 2 consecutive days of squash. haha. this session quite nice, cos we ran for the ball! LOL. anw we had a fun time lah. :D then aft that we went to wm to eat swensens. i had baked rice! whee~ & avril had chicken mushroom pizza. xy had topless 5 with toppings, & jj had topless 5. LOL. & all tgt we tried out 9 flavours of icecream. hoho. but the best thing was the dessert that avril & i ordered. called walnut .. oh man. i forgot the name. :X some walnut thing, with icecream & chocolate pie. ahaha. it's really really very nice! esp. when you see the syrup bubbling when the waiter just poured it inside. & the hot & cold existing tgt in ur mouth.... *drools* haha. jiajuan went into lalaland after eating. ok so after we ate until we were satisfied, we left. jj went home & the 3 of us walked arnd cos xy wanted to buy a cookie monster hp pouch. :D but in the end dint find any. :( haha. so after that we went home. & i watched vcd, slept, & started studying, like finally.. studied until 10plus then here i am, blogging. ahahas.

tmr having a long day again. celebrating with my beloved nj peeps. :D

gdnite everyone! enjoy ur last day of holiday!

bye.

a sequel to the previous post.

girl: you forgot to remind me to take that strand of hair.
guy: oh ya!

lame lame lame.

要懂得知足, 才会快乐. (:

hello.

a stupid convo between a stupid couple.

girl: where shall i put this strand of hair?
guy: on your head.
girl: ok, rmb to remind me to take it later.
guy: orh.

haha.

bye.

hello!

i'm blogging on a thursday morning bcos my beloved earthworm's mum alr bought breakfast for her le. & so coincidentally mummy also bought breakfast for me.

oh i'm so random.

bye.

hello.

dont you find it hard to smile when you're feeling so upset inside? & the worst thing is, you dont even know why you're upset. life's so stressful, and everyday i just yearn for the night to pass quickly so that i can go to my bed & sleep. but whenever i sleep, i'll be so worried cos i havent finished the work i'm supposed to do. ahaha! & everyday i dont get enough sleep, just like everyone else. :X

it's hard to be happy when you know you'd just be faking it. but i still have to try & try my best.

SMILE! (:

p.s. argh. i wanted to post the video of geraldine dancing during the guitar concert, but the file is taking so damn long to open. forget it then. some other time, when my comp is in a good mood. hehe.

p.s.s. i suddenly miss faith alot. :(

bye.

haha! forgot to post an important thing.

I LOVE YEO SUSU. :D



p.s. my name is 윤 시 . by courtesy of mrs. you. <3

hello people! this is a nice blogskin. (:

haha. oh & i know jo & lyn have tagged me to do quizzes but i seriously dont feel like doing them. ah i'm just lazy. :X

i feel i'm jus slacking my time away. this is bad. :S

d, motivate me! :D

ah.. it's been 1 week since i came. & actually nothing much happened in this week. haha.

actually i have nothing to blog.

this blog might be dead for a while.

zzz.


MY BIRTHDAY'S COMING! :D

hurray! guitar concert is over!! :D & it was quite a fun one. haha. everyone was so high...

& after the concert, d, me, xy, km, lyn & lendl went to eat at kap mac. with practically almost everyone from guitar. lol. where else could we go right? haha. then the queue was so long that it took so long for lendl, lyn & d to buy drinks for us. & of cos me & xy were getting v crazy while waiting for them. haha. with xy you can never be sane. LOL.

xy, tell you sth. I LOVE ROSE & SPASJACK! :D

ah.. having a headache now cos i slept too much. hahahahaha.

bye.

hello.

i realised that whenever i'm unhappy with life, i'll always look back on past memories. hmm well i feel that they give me some sort of strength, & it makes me feel that yes, i was once happy and i can be happy. it all depends on me. (: but i realised i did a stupid thing in the past. i deleted one of my previous blogs. urgh. so now i cant trace my memories from June 05 to September 06. argh. so many happy memories happened during that period, esp. band comp. :(((( & they're all gone now just because i deleted it!! crap. !#$%^&*

ok nvm. i'll refer to my diary if i really wanna reminisce. hahas.

i guess the best years of my life were during the 4 years in sec sch. i really treasure all the memories i have there. bp really shaped me i guess. :)

ok i shall stop dwelling in the past & get on with life PW.

bye.

Punchinello was a small little wooden figure who lived in a small country. In that country, people just went round sticking stars or dots on each other everyday. Stars meant that they were well-liked by the people. It means that perhaps their wood was very smooth, or whether they had talents or not. Dots means that they were "despised" by the other people. If anyone had chipped wood or they made a mistake in something that they did, they would be given a dot. And that's what exactly happened to Punchinello. He was short and whenever he decided to do a stunt, he would always fall and people would run up to him and "award" him with a dot. Soon, he began to accept the fact that he was of no use at all, and the dots on his body began to increase with each day. One day, he met another wooden figure, by the name of Lucia. He was amazed as she had neither stars nor dots on her body. Whenever people tried to put a dot or a star on her body, it would just fall off whenever it touches her body. Punchinello stopped in his tracks and thought to himself, "That's what I want to be like!" He went up to her and asked her, "Why don't you have any stars or dots on your body?" She replied, "Oh, everyday I go to see Eli." "Eli? Who's that?"Punchinello asked in awe. "Why don't you go and see for yourself? He lives in that house over the hill," came the reply. Punchinello went home and pondered over the whole incident. Finally, he decided to go and look for Eli. He went over the hill and saw a big house. He stepped in and suddenly realised that he might not be doing the right thing. He turned around and began making his way home when suddenly he heard a voice calling his own name. He spun around and he saw a tall, dark figure walking towards him, he started to get afraid. It was Eli. Eli said, "I've been waiting for you." Punchinello was very afraid, but he plucked up his courage and let Eli see him. Eli was surprised at the amount of dots on Punchinello. He asked Eli, "I met Lucia and she told me to come and see you. She said if I come and see you, I would not have any dots nor stars on my body." Eli said, "Don't be afraid, my child. I am your creator. All the dots on your body are what other people think of you. All you have to care is what I think of you, and I think you are special, because you are MINE." Punchinello was shocked. No one had ever called him special. He thought, "Hey, maybe Eli really cares about me." And as he was thinking, one dot slowly dropped from his body. He looked up at Eli and said, "Thank you, Eli. I won't care what other people say from now on, because I know I'm special." Eli watched as Punchinello happily skipped away.


i was browsing through my old blog (yea.. i'm so bored & having a freaking headache which stopped me from doing EoM. grr.) & found this story. you may read it if you wish to. it's really very meaningful. (:

omg. i thought term 2 was worse enough. if term 2 made me feel like i'm dying, term 3 spells death for me. & i'd be in heaven by the time promos come. haha.

got back results, & although i expected those kind of results, it still feels depressing when you see your friends getting depressed over theirs. & it's only the 1st wk & alr we have so much work to do for pw & other subjects. PLUS! guitar concert is next week. & we havent sold most of our tickets yet. so teachers are pushing sales & who gets the most stress? US. anw, i hope everything will be over by next friday, when the concert's finally over. hopefully the preparation for esplanade wld be much easier. :X

i feel i'm turning into a robot. but i know i'm not cos i'm still filled with laughter in the class by 5 wonderful people. :D thank you d, umbrella, lek zai, sillyna & ab's girl for making my lesson time so fun-filled. :D esp huixian & serena during gp lessons. it's the only time we can destress lah.

actually i should be thankful that i'm still in jc, & not in the uni or in the workplace, cos currently at this point of time, i can still be childish & draw lots of pikachus, spongebobs & patricks. haha. i guess once i go into the uni or workplace i wont have time to do all these & i dont think i'd want to do it too. lol. so yea.. i shall try to appreciate nj more, although it's really really really v stressful.

bye & gdluck to all who are in the same plight as me! (:

hurray! common tests are finally over. :D i can finally slack. haha. but not for long, cos the schoolwork's gonna pile up again. :X

ah.. life's boring. there's nothing to blog about. maybe when i go kbox with serena & gang then i'll have something to talk about. no.. i confirm will have sth to talk about. ahaha.

bye.

wheehee~ common tests are almost over. :D there's only physics SPA left.

but today's physics ppr was :S. i'm gonna get S. lol. i just pray i dont get U.

& i've finally got the mood to blog. hahahas.

but i dont know what to blog about cos my life is too boring. bleah. i feel like going shopping. & yes, i have to, bcos we're supposed to buy our own costumes for the guitar concert. so most likely going shopping with mummy this sat. lol.

ah i dont know what to blog about. anw, just some random stuff.

d ≠ denguin.

spasbean came from spasmum & spasdad. & spasmum & spasdad came from their spasparents.

(: no prizes for guessing who came up with all these lame things.

as i've said, i was tagged by carlyn & i feel so honoured. :D ahaha.

Rules & Regulations of this quiz are:
a) People who have been tagged must write their answer on their blogs & replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
b) Tag 6 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Q: If your lover betrayed you, what would be your reaction?
A: i'd be damn sad & wish that it was a dream. then after that get on with my life & forget abt him. lol.

Q: If you had 3 wishes, what will that be?
A: graduate soon, find my passion, & get a good husband. HAHAHA.

Q: Did you ever think to yourself and wonder if you're really real?
A: not really. just that i dont know why i'm in this world. lol.

Q: Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you?
A: yes, but just a bit. i'm more curious than afraid actually. (:

Q: Would you change yourself for the person you love?
A: I think I already did. (my answer's the same as yours, carlyn! :D)

Q: Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
A: being loved by someone. 这样虽然自私, 但会比较幸福.

Q: How long do you inted to wait for someone you really love?
A: as long as it takes. :)

Q: If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
A: pray everyday that he's happy with his gf.

Q: Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
A: LOTS. :(

Q: Do you get butterflies in your stomach whenever you're around the guy/girl you like?
A: now no, last time yes. haha.

Q: Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
A: only for a short period of time.

Q: Who are currently the most important people to you?
A: my family, d, & my wonderful friends. (:

Q: Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't?
A: dont think so.

Q: What's the ideal perfect relationship to you?
A: to be able to understand the other party more than we understand ourselves & for both parties to give their all, & not giving up when obstacles occur.

Q: Are you happy with your life?
A: not happy also have to be happy. (:

Q: Would you give all in a relationship?
A: haha yes.

Q: If you fall in love with 2 persons simultaneously, who would you pick? The lousier one or the better one?
A: it depends on a lot of factors.

Q: What type of friends do you like?
A: those that know when to play & when to be serious, & never fails to lend a listening ear.

Q: Do you often wish there was something you could change?
A: yes.

Q: What do you notice when you first meet a boy?
A: dunno leh.

okay.. now's my turn to sabo people. wahaha.

1) Sophia
2) Xinying
3) Piggy C
4) Kitleng
5) Masu
6) Jiewei

i know they're nice people so they wont beat me up. hahaha. x)

i've been tagged by carlyn to do a quiz. but i'm very lazy to do it now. so maybe after common tests bah. & after i've beaten carlyn up. :D

hello.

dont really have the mood to blog nowadays.

I HATE COMMON TESTS.

i just hope my birthday will come soon. (: yay.

生活很无趣.

blogging's getting boring too. *yawn.

yes i'm fickle-minded. i keep changing blogskins! haha. & i also dont know why i get tired of my blogskin so easily. :X haha. i'm sure i'm gonna change this blogskin like perhaps in 1 wk's time. LOL.

bye bye. my life is so not interesting. so there's nothing to blog about. (:

hello.

had chem SPA today. & i think i fared quite well. :D at least i got the correct answers! hahaha. & it's the first time i did my practical so fast. wheehee~ i had like half an hr to stone after doing all my calculations. :/

& i havent started mugging yet! i'm so dead. :X

bye.

announcement : 08S20 PEOPLE! GO TO OUR CLASS BLOG! ALDRED'S VIRGIN POST IS THERE! enjoy! :D


this is spasbean! it's so damn cute right? hahaha. i wanna have one too. but it costs $2.50. so ex. :/

& this is xinying! :D my beloved earthworm. ahaha. d, dont comment on my pose okay.. i very long nvr pose like that le.

i wanna go out with d!! but mugging is more important. :( bleahs.

went for hillsong's concert ytd.

wow.. the atmosphere is like 10 times trinity's worship experience. lol. & i could sense a very strong presence of God. maybe it was the band, maybe it was the ppl around me, or maybe it was really God. i dont know. i'm so unsure of my r/s with God now. & dont ask me to try out another church cos trinity will always be the only place that i feel comfortable in. dont ask me how i know. i just know. but i dont think i'm ready to go back to church. & perhaps i will never be ready to go back to church. i dont feel like pondering over this issue bcos i know i wont get to any decision. so i'd rather leave things as it is. i'm happy with my life right now. i know this may sound rude to other christians, but this is really how i feel. & it's also because i know i cant live up to God's expectations. i have some things on earth which i cant give up & wont give up. you may think i'm stupid, to give up the great things i can achieve with God. but actually i'm also having some doubts about God too. so i need time to sort the doubts out, but i dont have time to sort it out cos schoolwork & other stuff is piling up. so i have no idea when i'll face God. ytd, i was worshipping passionately, but sad to say, i believe it's just bcos of the atmostphere. i dont know whether i really feel God anot. He seems to be so silent, so distant, so .. non-existant. i know i shouldn't be typing all these but it's getting on my nerves. & this is the only place where i can let it out. someday i'll have a nice chat with God. :)

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back to my life. Happy Birthday AhWei!! :D today's her 16th bday. hahaha. & we celebrated it at pepper lunch! :) & ahwei so good. treat us. yay. but she almost got scammed $20 by the auntie. heng i checked the receipt. lol. then we went to eat auntie ann. haha. dunno whether you know what's that. lol. then we went walk walk & shop shop at cotton on cos min wanted to buy sth from there. i ended up being her clothes hanger. lol! heng i had to leave to meet xinying if not i dunno how long i'll get tortured. haha! (:

met xinying at FEP (far east plaza). & the 2 of us, being kukus, waited for each other at opposite ends of the bus-stop for like 10mins. -.-" but i more kuku la. at least after 10mins xy stood up & she saw me. haha. if not i'd sit there for like the whole day.. LOL. so we shopped at fep looking for formal clothes cos xy needs it. in the end dint find anything cos all too expensive. & then when i saw watts in i went crazy becos i wanted to buy a necklace from there & there was a sign outside that read "70% discount". only when i went closer then i saw "up to 70% discount" cos the "up to" was so damn small can. so i found the necklace i wanted. actually wanted to buy the 'love' necklace, but they dint have small ones. so i bought the 'peace' one. the 1st time i saw it it was $17, then the price on the price tag was $11. & after a 20% discount, it's only $8.80!! haha. of course buy la! & xy commented that the shop very pink. lol yeah. agree. haha. then where did we go? omg i have stm. nvrmind. i only know that we took a long time to go to bugis cos we dint wanna take train as we both have concession. in the end we took 124 & alighted at the wrong bus-stop. but anw it was the funan IT mall bus-stop, so xy accompanied me to look for mac office installation cd. in the end it costs $269. !#$%#@! but mama only gave me $100. & she say it's too ex, so i dint buy. so chiu & i cont. walking aimlessly until we came to this bus-stop that has all buses going to bugis junction. LOL! so obviously we took. then we shop shop shop shop. oh ya! we saw deborah. :D it's nice seeing bp ppl. oh i forgot to say that i saw judith while walking aimlessly. i saw her & the only thing i asked was 'do you know how to walk to bugis?' (she was on the phone & she asked the person to wait.) then she replied me saying she dont know. then she just walked away. omg! it's like we havent seen each other in ages & all we conversed was that. damn funny la. anw, we shop shop shop shop & i bought a lot of things. & xy finally bought her formal wear. ahaha. anw, i splurged today & i feel quite sinful. quite only. cos i've not shopped for ages. that time go out with lyn was to buy her poly clothes only. LOL. anw, back to today. the journey home was damn funny cos we thought the buses disappeared from the bus-stop. lol. aiya i think i type ppl also dont understand. nvm. lol. & xy kept making me laugh. i'll never forget the action you did at the bus-stop when you were so excited that the bus is gonna pass by NP. & what you did to spasbean when he felt cold. & i know you'll never forget my stupid action when wearing the necklace.

anw i really enjoyed today. :D spasbean rocks! next time i shall post a pic of it. hehe.

that's all for today. a half-emo, half-spastic post.

school holidays are finally here! :D :D :D :D finally i can take a break & not have to wake up so early everyday. haha.

& my class has really nice people. (:


this is huixian, serena, cenhui & me! we were camwhoring using serena's laptop during ms chan's lesson cos today is her last day & she didn't have lesson with us cos we finished the tutorial le. haha.
ok this is funny. i was trying to do a 'puffy' pose when susu (serena) suddenly pressed mine & ch's head together & pushed them towards hx's head. that explains for hx's open mouth. haha.
i dont know whether this pic can be seen clearly or not. but apparently we chose this black background & fyi, the one on top is susu & from extreme left to right is hx, ch & me. as you can see, both mine & ch's mouths are wide open but i dont know why ch's face turned out like that. LOL.
bubble pic. hx, ch & me look ok (except for the stupid bubble on my nose) but susu looks really funny cos apparently one of the bubbles covered her eye & there's like a cluster of bubbles arnd her face. wahaha.

okay. this is the highlight of all the pics. please look carefully at the person on the extreme left: huixian. (: i guess she wasnt really prepared to take the pic.

& this is my lek zai! jaslin tan jie jie! ahaha. she's a councillor but yet she's sleeping during physics lecture! oh no! haha. & susu took a pic of her. doesnt she look cute? feel like pinching her cheeks. ^.^
hi sleeping beauties. this is cenhui & huixian during the same physics lecture. i guess only susu & i were wide awake. cos the teacher was really really funny. ohman. i'm gonna laugh everytime i see the words 'proportionate' & 'polarised'. cos the teacher pronounces them as 'porportionate' & 'porarised'. & there was this whole part on polarisation so the teacher was going 'porarisation' all the way. ohgod.
today is a sad day for 08S20. because 2 of our teachers are leaving us. this pretty lady is ms grace chan, who is our chem tutor! :) i like her! so sad she has to leave us. :( i rmb that time when tess told me she might be going overseas to study i was also quite sad too, but luckily tess eventually got accepted into NUS. haha. anw, ms chan's really good! & cos she's only 2 years older than us, so i guess she can understand us better. :)
this pic might be a bit small, but this is mr lim with the class. he's leaving us too. :( & he's a good physics tcher too! haha. why so many teachers have to leave us? :(

okay. this is purely entertainment. i hope he doesnt mind. i guess he wont, cos he patiently sat on the chair & took lots of photos like this. i have another one but it's too funny so i'm not posting it. haha. he looks cool in this pic right? lol. susu's comp has so many funny things.

haha. we took this without specs! & huixian, susu & i couldn't see properly without our specs so cenhui had to press the 'capture' button. & d kept saying i spoilt the whole pic. actually upon looking at it now i realise my head's actually quite big if you compare it with ch's. LOL.

ahah! my hp wallpaper. :) HOT STYLES!! lol. when i showed this pic to my mum, she said susu looked very cute. ahaha. i agree!! (: SUSU ROCKS! & we really look like we're on the cover page of a magazine. so cool~

*IMPT*!! ALDRED DID A VERY BAD THING TODAY!!!!

here's the details. he instigated d to message either ch or hx & tell them that ms ng was taking attendance during maths lecture & she was looking for them. so d didnt wanna use his phone so he took my phone. & this is what he messaged cenhui: "where r u guys? ms ng taking attendance!! ms ng looking for u n hui xian." so when they received the message (they were actually at oasis doing susu's gp va) they ran to lt5. & then when they opened the door, d sent ch: "jus kiddin. =p" but ch didnt see the msg! then only after a while when she finally checked her phone, she sent me this: "Omg ys! You suck! Omg we believed you and ran all the way back. We were so damn stressed la. You suck yes you suck lol!" so i quickly clarified (with lots of protests from aldred) that it was aldred that was the mastermind. so she replied: "Tell aldred he's dead. Haha we'll murder him later! Shit him!" LOLS. then aldred was still trying to push the blame to d. obviously no one believed him la. lol. & i dunno whether to laugh or to sympathize with them. ahaha. but luckily in the end susu managed to finish her gp va. :D & i think wws is really unreasonable. grr.

ok. since i've alr polluted my blog with the letters 'wws', i shall just do it for this post. on wed, during gp, she accidentally switched off the lights & fans. so the class suddenly thought that there was a blackout. then susu say, "oh.. ziyi blackout le." (for those who dont understand, it's okay. :)) & then suddenly wws say, "oh.. i accidentally switched it off." so blur! haha. then susu & i started laughing le. anw we start laughing at the tiniest detail. whenever susu is arnd, i cant stop laughing. LOL.

this is a long post! haha. & it's my 2nd time posting pics after a failed attempt 2 yrs ago. lol. & it's actually quite fun posting pics & writing descriptions for them. haha. but it's very very troublesome. so i shall only do it once in a blue moon, like when i have lots of time on my hands, like now. & i have to cherish tonight, because mugging officially starts tmr. :D jiayou jiayou! to all nj peeps, work hard! (:

ooh yea! i saw faith on the way home. & i'm so glad i missed 1st 187, if not i wouldnt bump into her. she went back to bp with the intention of collecting testimonial, but it seems like it's not ready yet. haha. & she told me sth very gross. VERY GROSS. eek! i really dont understand the actions of some people. they freak me out. urgh. & anw since this is my blog i can just type out what she told me right? haha. ok. i'm gonna outline it very briefly. i seriously think that girls kissing girls on the lips is like, eew.. & common sense will tell you not to do it on the train when you're wearing sch uniform right?! & somemore faith saw them at city hall, & usually city hall would be bustling with people. omg, i really cant imagine they'd do such a thing. if they were a normal couple it's alr disgusting enough. & what's more both of them are girls. eeeeeeeeeeew. ok. enough of this.

what else do i need to post? hmm. i think nothing much. it's enough for you people to read. haha. ok. now i shall go post aldred's good deed on the class blog. :D

i'm so glad that the june holidays are arriving. it makes me feel like i can finally take a break from the hectic & stressful school life. but i know the holidays are also going to be filled with LOTS of mugging sessions. haha. because common test is just after the holidays!! :/ someone help me please.. i'm dying. :S you know everyday i look forward to the time when i can take bus, because it's the time where i can catch up with my sleep. haha. it helps a little, but not much. :X i must make it a point to sleep early.

& i love talking to ms chng! :) we talk about practically anything, about life, about studies, about music. :D & she always gives me encouragement & motivation unknowingly. haha. because she shares her life experiences with me, i feel that i have gained more insights & will look at things from different perspectives. sometimes i feel that i go there not to have piano lessons but to have a talk with her. lol. esp. when there are no upcoming exams. talking about exams, my grade 6 theory results hasn't come yet. :/ it's been 2 months!! oh gosh. anyone taking grade 6 theory? have you gotten your results? i went to the abrsm website but no results are published. :( well nvm, i shall just continue waiting. i hope i do well. :X

i MUST mug during the holidays. i need discipline. i thought going into nj would make me a more disciplined person, but it seems otherwise. lol!

i'm so looking forward to the day my Alevels end. haha.

KBOX KBOX! shopping shopping! :D

i love JASLIN & SERENA, because they brighten up my day! :D esp. serena, because she never fails to make me laugh. i'm really glad that i have them. :)

SERENA IS THE SEXIEST, PRETTIEST, HOTTEST GIRL ON EARTH!!!!






d, you make me smile too. but in a different way. <3

i realised i haven't taken neoprints in a loooooong looooooooong time.

this post is random. bye bye.

hello.

yesterday was the bbq! wheehee~ i'm really glad that most of the class turned up. about close to 30 people i guess. :D & the food was finished! haha. except for 1 box of stingray. lol. but can't be helped la. cos the stingray took so long to get cooked. lol.

& xy brought the vcd that she rented along with her when she left early, so we ended up with no vcd to watch. lol. so d & i went to rent 老师嫁老大, but then there were violent objections from jiajie & sophia, so in the end jiajie went to change it to 'my wife is a gangster 3'. lol. but anyway, we didn't have time to finish watching because we only went into the ktv room at 9.15. haha. & then the guard was creating a lot of problems. hahaha. actually can't blame her la. wanna blame also must blame those irresponsible residents.

so after we left the ktv room at 10, a handful of people left & the rest of us stoned at the poolside for a while. haha. then we decided to go to mac. but mac no place to sit, so we went to the coffeeshop. & then d started doing his tutorial. -.-" haha. mugger. so after that crap crap crap then everybody went home le. so that's all for class outing. haha.

2 more weeks to holiday!! but that means my chem spa is coming soon. :/

bye.