HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

haha. it's a new year! =)

ah. i also don't know why i'm posting this post. but i just thought it'd be nice to post on the last day of the year. haha.

well.. everyone let's enjoy the new year and let 2008 be even better than 2007!! :D

haha. i think i'm not going to post any more pictures le. don't feel like. lol.

& i changed my blogskin again! haha. it's not that the bull fighting one is not nice. but i just wanted to change. lol.

& i bought an iMac! whees~ b-mama buy for me de. lalala~ still don't really know how to use but still ok la. explore here and there lor. =)

school's starting. hmm.. don't know what it'll be like when we go into nj. it's a totally different environment, different people, different teachers, different surroundings. even i myself am not sure whether i'll be able to adapt not. somehow the transition from primary school to secondary school wasn't so hard. or am i thinking and worrying too much now? hahas. but i'm happy that one-quarter of 4T2's going to nj. wow.. haha. at least there'll be people whom i'm familiar with in the school. :)

holiday's over le. must start mugging for our future le. really.. very soon we're all going to be grown-ups, have to face the society and all the many many challenges.

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perhaps it's time i walked out of my fantasy and face reality.

heyhey! my japan trip was very fun! and the pics on top are the wonderful christmas trees in different parts of japan. hehehe. actually still got 2 or 3 more christmas trees that i passed by de. but then my camera didn't have battery. =x so couldn't take. :( anyway, my favourite one is the 3rd one. so nice and grand! and of cause the white one beside it. cause it has pink stuff on it. xD

okay. blog more about my japan trip next time.

haha. my mum really loves me a lot. i told her i wanted the 'baby bites' (贝比玛玛）and then she really go buy for me leh! wahahahs. at first eat no taste de, cause baby cannot put salt ma. but after a while it's quite nice actually. LOL.

okok. random.

hey yo! i actually wanted to blog after my japan trip de, but i can't resist the temptation of blogger. -__-" sounds stupid right? lol.

anyway i changed my skin! haha. i got tired of the old one, and since i'm crazy over Bull Fighting now, and Hebe looks so nice in the pics, so i changed to this skin. xD nice nice nice?! i'm sure jianing would love this skin too. :) hees.

i'm still in japan by the way. haha. and i'll try to upload photos when i come back. there are sooo many nice and beautiful things in japan!! :D

okay, blog when i'm back!

y0! hahas. 10 days never come blog le. cause i've been very very very busy. holidays are supposed to be days where people can just rest at home and shake legs rite (like what avril is doing), but then i've been going out everyday. haha. a lot of people want jio me out ma. LOL.

first there was the chalet, and then on thursday i went out with him, jianing and hongwei. after watching movie at cineleisure then we didn't know what to do le. haha. we actually wanted to go marina south and eat steamboat de, but then ts's mum called and asked him to go home. grr.. so we decided to have steamboat ourselves on the next friday. haha. but then ms chng told me that lye ee booked a studio on friday at paragon le, and i'm supposed to go and listen to her play and give comments. so i asked them whether can change to thursday or not, and they all agreed. but in the end got a lot of things crop up so only me and ts and my mum ate the steamboat yesterday. i'm still very full now lor. haha. and a huge load of food is still in the fridge. lols. but anyway i just wanna say a big SORRY to the three of you for changing the date. if not i guess i'd be preparing to go for kbox now. =x eh.. but i guess there won't be kbox. cause hongwei got sore throat. haha. get well soon!

oh ya oh ya. last friday went to seoul to eat. and met up with my future son-in-law! wahahahas. (i hope siyun doesn't read my blog. =s) and then at night went for concert with huiyi! xD so long never see her le. and we still look like each other!! whee~ hahas. and i also saw jm's and jw's boyfriend. hehehe. lucky i didn't bring mine. LOLs.

flying off to japan soon le. next monday. i'm not really excited about the trip cause i'm leaving someone in sg for 2 weeks. T_T well, but i guess i'll still enjoy myself in japan so you better use your time well when i'm away. :)

Lord, give me the discipline to tidy my room tomorrow morning. HAH.

MMMM. :D

hahaha. mummy and i wanted to pack the whole house over the weekends de, but as usual, our plan was foiled. let's see.. oh. we did manage to pack a bit on saturday morning. but not much, cause we were both tired. then at 11+ we went to 'giant' to buy ingredients for baking cookies. x) didn't find what we wanted but we got most of the ingredients so i decided to just try baking with what we have. then before that we went to the hongkong restaurant called 'streets' (at IMM) to eat. then there was this girl that was walking around and walked very close to our table. then my mum just suddenly said, "HELLO!" and looked at the girl as if she was going to kidnap her any moment. so.. next time if anyone loses their baby brother or sister, come my house. cause they must have been kidnapped by my mum. LOL. ok.. then after that went to church. had new beginnings. sis corinna was busy, so jared took over. wah.. then i was the only girl there lor. and then they were talking about running, which coincidentally almost all of them joined running, and then i was just sitting there rotting away. lols. but basically we, i mean they, talked quite a lot of crap during the lesson la. but well, at least i learnt something. =)

after service we celebrated delia's birthday! xD HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY DELIA!! we got her some sports voucher. cool uh.. then because we had to rush for fuel and delia, grace and eileen had to go off early, we just sang a song and sis varina prayed for her. and anyway the cake was too small to be shared so delia da bao-ed it. lols. then during fuel we were supposed to talk about a time when we fell down. i had so many i didn't know what to say. wahaha. in the end i talked about the drain one. -_-"

then on sunday i woke up early to bake cookies. whee.. it was successful! so i brought some for faith and her family. but faith didn't want to eat. ahaha. but in the end she still ate la. thankyou. =) oh ya. talking about faith. you ar.. come read my blog never tag!!! GRR. hahas. anyway on sunday we went to holland v. went to the foodcourt there to eat. then went to cold storage(it was cold storage rite?) to shop. bought some icing pens and muscovado sugar. [ahaha. i bet no one knows what this is.] the cold storage damn big lor. O.O oh ya oh ya. the bakery also very nice. heng we went at a time when it wasn't so crowded. haha. the buns are very very nice!! the bakery's called provence if i remember it correctly. everyone must go try! xD lols.
ok.. then after that we went separate ways and mummy and i went to the shopping centre to shop. the things they sell at the shopping centre quite different from the normal shopping centre. they got a lot of funny funny shops. mummy managed to buy some souvenirs so that she can give her jap friends and we found a sweet little shirt for adele! x) then after that nothing to shop liao.. so we took a bus to jurong point. finally bought my insurance le. haha. so now i'm insured for my japan trip. lols. and i bought a new wallet! =) then mummy was shopping for shoes and a sling bag. in the end she bought 2 pairs of shoes and i bought 1. yay. and she bought an adidas pouch too. whee~ next time i also can use. LOL.
then we went home. i was feeling very tired le. but still had to go out again to return and rent vcds. hoho. and so suay lor. i saw a FLYING cockroach! eew. hahas. anw, i came home and then baked a second round of cookies. tasted nice too. =)

hmm.. okay. yesterday met up with penguin and then we went vivo. to buy faith's present. ahaha. i hope u like it! =) then we walk walk and saw donghui! wahahas. then walk walk somemore. then decided to go esplanade. aiyo.. i till now keep thinking of that story you told me. *chills* walk walk at esplanade then decided to anyhow take bus. wahaha. very fun. x) then after that he went home and i went to meet mummy at westmall. then so coincidentally we met her old colleagues. haha. and i'm supposed to call mr wang 'uncle peter'. sounds so weird! LOL. then after that go foodcourt eat then go home le. went to sleep at 10plus. too tired le. zzz.

yay! later going kbox then chalet! hope it'll be fun. =x then thurs going out with jn, hw, and the p-i-g. =D wheehee~ friday got treat from nu er at seoul again! and this time we'll be meeting our son-in-law!! wahahas. lucky nu er never come read my blog. if not i'll be dead on friday. =x and i'm going for ah-wei's concert with huiyi jie! YAY YAY YAY! oh ya. wei.. i wanna go zoo! xD

i'm a happy girl. yes, i'm happy. x) thank you darling, for all you did yesterday. i love you. <3

wahaha. had 2 long days yesterday and today. xD very happy.

first, yesterday went out with carlyn moomoo. went to far east to eat and shop. but we couldn't find anything there! >.< so we left far east at about 2.15 to walk around and look for lyn's prom dress. and then we walked a long way to nowhere. lol. cause we overshot the MANGO shop. haha. saw jianqin, eileen and jordan on the way. heh. then we walked back and finally found MANGO. yay! so we went inside, walked one round, then came out. nothing suitable and the prices were O.O

so we just walked around and lyn finally found her dress! =) but i shan't reveal where she bought it from. lols. but the dress is very nice la. lyn wear very nice. :) then after that we went facial!! wahahas. the building had something called TRUE YOGA. so i asked lyn, "got fake yoga meh?" okay, i know. random. -__-" and the place where we had facial was called Lifespa. wah the place damn posh lor. and the aromatherapy smell is quite nice actually. hehe. and then we had the facial. haha. the room also very nice. aiya. the whole place very nice la. then the person helping me to do facial keep talking to me. ask me a lot of questions. lol. forgot her name. but she's quite nice. =) oh ya oh ya. their toilet also like hotel like that. whee~ but i don't think i'll go there myself la. i think if it's not package it'll be damn expensive. THANK YOU CARLYN AND CARLYN'S MUM!! :D

then went to eat pepper lunch then we took bus to bukit panjang then LRT to cck. cause that bus-stop was a Non Stop for 190. so stupid. lol. so went home le lor. damn tired.

then today.. had to go back to school for PAE briefing. so i went in the morning to pass jingfang something and took them for warmups. ahaha. and then hor.. the PAE briefing only took like half an hour la! then make us go there so early. lol. but anyway also good la. at least it meant that we could go kbox. =D so me, joanne, huilin and airu went to lot1 and sat there from dunno what time to 10.55. then when we went up to kbox, IT WAS CLOSED FOR RENOVATION!! airu went out of the lift first. then she saw the sign that says it's closed for renovation, so she thought kbox was on the other side. then we came out and realised that it WAS kbox that was closed for renovation. SO IRRITATING! so we quickly took train to jurong east. haha. still ok la. reached there at about 11.15. :) then sing sing sing lor. then after that go library talk talk talk. i'm still very disgusted by the crushed head. eew. then met mummy to eat. i didn't know ZingDo sold korean food until today. wahahas. but the waitresses are all malay and it's a halal restaurant. so weird. so i'm back now.

i wanna watch 斗牛要不要! :D

AH.. enjoyed my first day of freedom yesterday by ... going back to bp band!

ok. i know. it's a bit lame. haha. but i really felt the need to go back and check on my section. but i'm actually quite relieved la. cause they are not as bad as i expected. (oops. i don't mean to look down on them. =x) but of cause there's much more room for improvement. =)

and i shouldn't have stayed for the afternoon. haha. i shouldn't say why. but luckily jordan came and i had company. if not i think i'd have just died of boredom. lol.

i miss the times i had in band. i miss everyone in the flute section. =( haiz. memories will just be memories. we'll never relive it again. oh. i just remembered something. i need to buy a present for keyi. =)

hmm.. feeling quite empty now. cause there's nothing to do. and someone went to hongkong!! GRR.

yay.. shopping and facial with lyn today. :) muacks moomoo. <3

i miss you la! come back soon!!!!

HIP HIP HURRAY!!!! Os ARE FINALLY OVER!! WHEEHEE~ i feel so relaxed and free now. haha.

but then today's outing got cancelled. so i've decided to go back and help the band. go back as an ex-member. wahahas. I'M FINALLY AN EX-MEMBER! lol.

i said i wanted to post a long post about this year right? lol. next time ba. i have a lot of things to do today.

LYN'S COMING BACK TODAY! yay! that means tomorrow got chocolates to eat le. :)

ooh ya. went shopping at far east and bugis yesterday with avy, sop and xy. and then we were so shocked to see mengwai, sophil and xiaoqi at far east. lols. turns out that they were buying mengwai's prom clothes. cool~ haha. then after that saw minmin! not bad ar.. 4 years never see her le i still can recognize. =D then after that we also saw yihfang and wenjie + gang. lol. THEN, as i was going home, i saw HUIYI! whees~ really very coincidental lor. ahaha. but i guess it's because yesterday was the last day of Os so everybody shopped yesterday. ahaha. i can bet that yesterday most of the people on the streets were sec 4 students. wahaha. anyway yesterday was really a happy day. i still wanna shop shop shop!! :) and xy! buy your $65 dress! HAHA.

i don't know how long this love will last.

True Love waits - Week 1 // NO COMPROMISE.

1 Corinthians 13:6 "Love does not rejoice in evil, but rejoices in the truth."
2 Chronicles 17:3 "Now the Lord was with Jehoshaphat, because he walked in the former ways of his father David; he did not seek the Baals"
2 Chronicles 18:1 "Jehoshaphat had riches and honor in abndance; and by marriage he allied himself with Ahab."

1) Compromise is the first step toward DISOBEDIENCE
.Jehoshaphat started with making a compromise in the alliance with Ahab
.Resulted in TOTAL disobedience of God's word
.King Solomon compromised by taking Pagan wives and concubines

2) Compromise limits our ability to do what is RIGHT
.Jehoshaphat did not do the RIGHT thing - to obey the Lord
.Pilate sought to please ALL man and did not do the right thing

"We should fear the Lord and not the world."

3) Compromise can weaken and destroy FAITH
"Do not take God's grace for granted."
.Jehoshaphat almost got killed
.Apostle Paul - 2 Corinthians 6:14-15 "Do not be unequally yoked together with unbelievers. For what fellowship has righteousness with lawlessness? And what communion has light with darkness? And what accord has Christ with Belial? Or what part has a believer with an unbeliever?"

1 John 2:15-17 "Do not love the world or the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him. For all that is in the world-the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life-is not of the Father but is of the world. And the world is passing away, and the lust of it; but he who does the will of God abides forever."

i know i'm compromising. but i have my reasons for not letting go. it's just that i've forgotten how it feels like to be truly happy and free from troubles.

hurray! i've only left two days and three science paper ones to go. xD and after that, it'll be a pure one and a half months of FUN!! and of course, revamping my room. hoho.

i think i'm already feeling that Os are over and i won't feel so excited on 13th le. but i guess i'll still be very excited cause it'll be the first time i'm actually shopping since .. 21st june? haha. i didn't even go shopping on my birthday lor. grr. so 13th is truly a day to be celebrated. =D

i have so many so many things to do after Os. x) so i shan't list everything out. hehe.

the Os are not over and yet they are hanging christmas decorations everywhere. so irritating. makes me feel so christmas-y yet i can't shop. haha. DUCK and SOTONG!! christmas shopping ar!! daiso got sell christmas hats. heehee. then we can walk around orchard with the christmas hats again. HOHOHO. :D

WHEEHEE!! i love my blogskin. :D

i finally found something that i really liked, although not in the colours that i liked. haha. but anyway, colours can be changed and ta-da!, i got my nice nice blogskin. =)

i have a lot of things to say, basically reflections on this year. but i shall wait till Os is over before i post a really loooong post on it.

ss was okay for me yesterday, luckily i studied sustainable development. phew. but i couldn't use any of the essays i memorised. =x so grr. and bio was generally difficult la. so hope that got moderation and i might miraculously get an A. [haha. FAT HOPE.]

lit today! and i'm blogging like Os are over. =X going to read MB later. anyway should be no problem la, since i know him inside out. oooh~ hahas.

oh yeah. moomoo going overseas today. bon voyage!! tag me when you're in switzerland (or australia? LOL.) okay??!! =DD AND BUY CHOCS FOR ME!!!!!

thank you so much. SO MUCH. i'll treasure you like never before. :)

i wanted to be emo, but i decided not to. haha.

i will always smile, even when the storms come. :)

will you smile with me?

HURRAY!!

12 papers out of 22 papers over le! that`s like 6/11 of Os completed. =D

emaths was easy. but i lost 2 marks because of that percentage question. grr.

anyway, 14 days left! oh i cant wait. haha.

the sweetness in the air. :)

it was so wrong of the O level timetable planners to put geography so early. i feel like the whole exam is over. LOL. and therefore, i`m slacking now. i have tons of SS essays to memorise but i just don`t have the motivation to memorise them. and i haven`t even touched my bio. hehe.

wish me good luck.

does it have to be like that? i`m confused. =x

GEOG PAPER FINALLY OVER!!

i finally can put the stone in my heart down on the floor le. LOL. someone said this, and we all laughed. -__-"

anyway, next monday is the next paper. yay. tomorrow can relax a bit le. =D

T_T tess`s last lesson is this sunday. haiz.

i love you a lot! :)

heelloo.

finally finished one subject le. YAY! hahas. but still got so many more papers to go. =X sian. but nvm. another 20 days and it`ll be FREEDOM! whee~

if i really love you, i shouldn't let you go right?
i jus have a feeling that everything's going to be all right. is it temporary or is it just my one-sided feeling?

:)

heys. haha. earliest i`ve ever blogged. =D

anyway, the first paper of Os is over! haha. not bad la. at least could do all the questions. lol.

haiz. even if we manage to reach a consensus this time, there`ll still be problems next time. will letting go solve it all?

heh? where`s the picture?

oh wells, anyway this is just a temporary blogskin cos i got a little tired of the simple and plain one. haha. after O level i`ll spend one whole day choosing my best blogskin. haha.

today is the first written paper of Os : AMATHS.

ha ha.

ok. i got to go and sleep le, if not later sleep during the exam then jialat liao.

byes.

just now i had tuition, then me and tess were talking about 'shutter'. then we were talking and talking then suddenly the doorbell rang. i thought it was mummy that came home. so i went to open the door. BUT I SAW NO ONE OUTSIDE. so i closed the door and asked tess, "did you hear the doorbell?" tess, "that was the doorbell ar? i thought it was your clock." haha. then suddenly she was like, "eh.. just now we talking about ghosts leh, then the doorbell .. do you need me to stay with you until your mum comes home?" me, "no need la. now broad daylight leh." so i said bye to her.

and then i went to the kitchen to take water. then from the corner of my eye, i could see my back being reflected in the kitchen door. for half a second i thought i saw a ghost. WAHAHA. so i quickly went to sms d. ahaha. then went to on the tv and play cd. lols.

well, i`m actually feeling a little sad now. next week is my last tuition session. =( ahhh. i think i`ll miss tess. wonder if we could still keep in contact as friends. like go shopping and take neoprints together. haha. talking about neoprints, MOO!! i wanna take neos with you again! ^.^ heh.

KBOX KBOX KBOX KBOX KBOX KBOX. my holiday schedule would be fully packed with kbox-ing sessions. muahaha. =D

haiz. a lot of things on my mind now. 2 major things actually. but yea, now`s not the time to think too much about it. i have to focus on my Os first.

JIAYOU EVERYONE! 23 DAYS! =)

I NEED DISCIPLINE!!

argh. i want to study.. but i don`t feel like studying. ohoho. cannot cannot. later must really buck up le. >.<

oh by the way, jianing, the thing that i want to give up is not O-lvl. it`s something else.. but maybe, i don`t really want to give it up now.

:)

heys. it`s the middle of the O-level period and i`m still blogging. hahas. cool.. my mum`s laptop crashed about a week ago, so she replaced it with a new one from her school. but then her technician told her that i`m not allowed to download live messenger. oh well.. i`ll have to make do with the windows messenger. haha.

anyway, my mood`s not very good this few days. how i wish O-level would be over soon. haiz.

God, guide me.

hello. :)

argh. i`m so stressed, because i don`t feel any stress. haha. O-levels are just next week, and yet i just happily shake my legs while blogging. oh gosh. God, give me some stress please.. =x



haiz. sometimes i just feel like giving up. yes, really giving up.

heheh. i`m on a blogging spree i guess. i`m really too bored le. i don`t feel like studying, but i also don`t feel like slacking completely. i`m just stuck in the middle. it`s a terrible feeling.

i don`t like being stuck in the middle. ARGH.

Lord, guide me to the right path. i don`t want to stray from your word. Amen.

haha. i know it`s not really wise to re-open my blog at this moment, but i just had the urge to do so. moreover i found this really cute pic. hehe.

will be blogging during Os i think. it`s a way to relieve stress ba. and anyway i just need somewhere to place my feelings, so yea. =)

jiayou people~!! =D

hello. 4 more days to end of prelims!! n only left ONE paper 2. =D n i`m not so worried abt it act. cos it`s geog, n i`m not planning to count geog into my L1R5. hahas.

dis wk was mugging wk lor. =xx sian. but luckily nxt wk can relax le~! but relax for a while only la. hehe. de feeling so nice lor. everyone else having prelim but we`re not under any exam stress. muahahhaa. yea i kno. i`m bad. >.<



Hide me now, under Your wings
Cover me, within Your mighty hands
When the oceans rise and thunders roar,
I will soar with You above the storm.
Father You are King over the flood,
I will be still, know You are God.
=]

now unto the Lamb who sits on the throne
bring glory and honour and praise
all of creation resounds with the song
worship and praise Him the Lord of Lords.

wonderful song. as i jus stood dere and sang it, i tink i caught a glimpse of God`s kingdom, all swallowed up in His glory. He`s jus so awesome, so great. =]

p. gary showed us dis video of de stats in america. at de current moment, only 35% are bible-reading adults. n at de rate of evangelism, de percentage will drop to 4%. ARGH. God save de world pls. and de teens in america, haiz. abortion rate so high, suicide rate oso high. n a lot of dem are self-mutilating. hmms. guess it`s time to do sumthg.
otho de video was jus abt america, but i guess it applies to all christians all over de world too. r we doing enuf? are we maximising our capability to go out and impact the world? it`s so difficult just to get our friends and family to Christ, how are we going to save others? i`ve never really thot abt evangelising. well, i guess i shud start sumwhere shudn`t i? i shall start praying and ask God how He can use me. Amen. x)



wahhahaa. it`s so nice waking up and jogging at 6 in de morn. the air is so fresh!!! and de lighting in de stadium is cool. haha. as in dere`s jus a big white light in de middle of de stadium and it jus spills its light over onto de tracks. heh. so blinding. but din really run much. 3 rnds only. cos no breath le. =x hoho. den.. as me n mummy were walking out of de stadium, i saw so many ppl in their sku uniform [hillgrove de] n my mood was lifted. HAH. cos i no nid go sku~!! whees. den .. went to eat roti prata! xD yippee. must eat fast fast, if not mummy goin to be late for her workshop le. ahahas. as we were walking hm, saw a lot of students again. heehee. and i oso saw dis PJ girl strolling to de mrt at 7.15. hello?! u late u dun care ar? hahas. so my mum was sayin dun go PJ, cos de discipline no gd. de students late oso dun care de. LOLs.

p.s. i love my hello kitty earrings. ^^ xD

不能说的秘密 rox. din kno jay was SO talented. =D when vcd come out i wanna buy. maybe sumone can giv it to me for christmas present or sumthg like dat. ah.. maybe av can buy it for me as a deepavali present. heh. -_-"

i realised i`m in love wiv soft toys now. esp. light pink ones. i wan a pink bear and a pink mushroom now. =D lalala~

*HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME*

hahas. my bdae`s ending in an hr`s time. =( but anw, i had quite a fun time today la. otho it`s my most boring bdae ever, at least i spent it doing sumthg constructive [STUDYIN!] and at least i spent it wiv sumone special. haha.

special thanks to ; huiyi, tingshien, tina jiejie, thia jiemin, jiewei, avril, joanne chan, jonathan, jordan, masu, semantha, fan peiyi, jody, emily, natalie, sis varina, elvin, jiajuan, lye ee, yufen, kitleng, huilin, jianing and rachel!! for wishing me happy birthday today. =D

plus a heart full of gratitude to lyn, airu, joanne, huilin, manyee, fungkim, tingshien, kitleng, faith, jianing for de wonderful presents. =]

thanks to sophia who tagged at my blog too! i`m looking forward to de kbox treat! ahahas. <3

luv ya all! <33

*HAPPY NATIONAL DAY*

hah. i`m bored now. n lyn jus nice send me dis [er.. so called] game, so jus do lor. x)

遊戲規則:
１.被點名的朋友要回答所有的問題
２.之後再多加一道題目上去(要留小名)
３.最後再點十個好朋友繼續傳下去(注意～被點名的人不能重複)
４.違規者會倒楣一輩子
５.目標：一百萬人
【ＳＴＡＲＴ…】
＊蟑螂問：你喜歡(暗戀)的人是誰?
heh. i`m attached.
＊巍巍問：如果地球即將毀滅，只能救一個人，會救誰?
hmm. i`ll save all de non-christians by askin dem to say de sinnest prayer, so dat dey can go to heaven after de world collapses. =)
＊阿風問：最讓你感動的歌?
sodagreen - 是我的海. <3
＊小盈問：你喜歡男生還是女生?
both i guess. but i`m NOT a lesbian. haha.
＊ＣＣ問：如果看到自己最愛的人熟睡在自己面前，你會做什麼?
wake him up!! lol. den after dat slp in front of him. =p
＊莉莉問：人生對你而言，最重要的人是誰?
ME!!
＊ＪＯＥ問：今年目前為止做過最後悔的事情?
it`s either i hav none, or i hav too many.
＊阿妮問：你是哪裡人?
penguin 国的人
＊奇兒問：如果還有來生，要當女的還是男的?
girl. =D
＊喬恩問：哪件事情讓你永生難忘?
i tink dere`ll be more den one. haha.
＊小玉問：你最想去哪個國家?
the european countries..
＊大雄問：覺得自己最大的優點和缺點是啥咪?
i dunno. i dun understand myself. (hah. dis person is doraemon`s owner isit? lol)
＊笨蛋問：你覺得和傳給你的人做朋友怎樣?
besties~ *MUACKS.
＊胰臟問：如果世上所有人都背叛你，捨你而去，你打算怎麼辦?
i kno God wont give up on me. :]
＊加油問：我帥(美)嗎?(傳給你的人)?
huh? wad dis qn mean?
＊那那問：不會想槍斃點你的人嗎?
lol. y wld i? den i`d lose my beloved yellow banana moomoo. hee.
＊鋼筆問：如果你在人生遭到極大失敗，你會怎麼辦?
cry like shit, den pick myself up. =)
＊ＤＡＮＮＹ問：如果你能變成透明人，你想做什麼?
go everywhere to see wad ppl r doing. lol.
＊家宜問：對於這個遊戲感想如何?
无聊. but it suits lame ppl like me. haha.
＊喔伊問：你在哪時候哪裡認識傳給你的人?
3 yrs ago. during de eoy exams. lols.
＊兔子問：目前為止，被幾個男生或女生告白過?
eh.. 2. otho one immediately denied it after he said it. diao~
＊綠茶問：出生到現在最感謝的人?
God, my family, 3275464, n my best frens. <3
＊Ｐ問：對於好朋友的定義是?
a fren dat i can be able to show my true self too, and to be able to tok abt anythg under de sun wiv him/her.
＊皮皮問：如果你被不喜歡的人強吻，而且還是初吻，你會怎樣?
i dunno. i`d go hysterical i guess. haha.
＊姊妹問：單身好還是有情人好?
depends on how u view it.
＊尼銘問：覺得自己夠成熟嗎?
nah. i`m so kuku n dumb. lols.
＊蘋果問：喜歡的動物?
penguin, polar bear, piglet!
＊快樂問：你快樂嗎？
yea. =DD
＊５５６６問：最喜歡的歌手?
林宇中! <3
＊布丁問：友情與愛情是不是難以抉擇?
i guess so. it`s better to hav both. ahaha.
＊喵喵問：你會念舊嗎?
of cos. a lot of times. =x
＊董不懂問：你心情不好時會做些什麼?
cry, pray, eat. think a lot. haha.
＊小惠問：過去讓你最想挽回的事是什麼?
quite a lot of thgs ba.
＊Mr.J問：你覺得我是怎樣的人?
...
＊小艾問：對於另一半理想條件？
sumone dat strives for de best, sumone dat can take care of me, sumone dat has de same interests as me. best if he likes singing. ha.
＊JASON問：你想要什麼死法??
dying in my slp. zzz.
＊Uno問：.........我想不到要問什麼，你可以幫我問嗎?
dot dot dot.
＊玉米楨問：現在ㄉ你~想減肥ㄇ~?
in de process of cutting fat. haha. so far it`s been successful. ^.^
＊小黑黑問：你最愛滴人做什麼事情讓你最感動呢?
eh.. folding 100 paper cranes in 3 days. =)
＊正妹小豬問：你（妳）生日最想收到什麼禮物？
nth in particular. no presents oso can. haha.
＊蜜桃惠玲問：如果你是女生,你有勇氣倒追嗎?
lol. yep.
＊小屁倩問：這遊戲有比我瞎嗎？
er..
＊卜娘問: 你睡覺是閉上眼睛嗎?
i`m not a fish. zz.
＊ＷＡ問：4cos3θ-3cosθ=?
wadz de value of θ?
＊青爭問：如果一個沒有女生喜歡的男生，被喜歡男生的男生喜歡　那沒有女生喜歡的男生會不會喜歡　喜歡男生的男生？
well.. if he`s homosexual.
＊阿穎問：請想一個你最想和大家分享ㄉ好事！
MY BDAE`S COMING!! =D
＊Kelly問: 夏天最想做的一件事?
we dun hav de 4 seasons. haha.
＊古屁問：你愛我嗎？
yes. i love ur mum. dots.
＊王子問：你的口頭禪是什麼？
heh-heh-heh.
＊順問:：這問卷可以結束了嗎?
lol.
＊勁爆問：你覺得人活著的意義是什麼?
we live jus to find out y we`re living. n most of de time, we dun get a definite answer even until we`re on our deathbed.
＊小雞問：死亡筆記本是用來殺人的 那麼 "屎王筆記本"的功用是?
lyn ur ans is so lame. it`s jus a diary for de kings of shit.
＊ｇｉｎａ問：你對於古典音樂和流行音樂有什麼看法呢？
nice.. both i like. ^^
＊巫婆問：會騎車了嗎？
yea. bicycle.
＊兔兔問：如果你在密閉的空間放了一個連環屁，你會勇敢的承認還是裝死?
of cos dun admit la! hahas.
＊小六問：拉完屎　你都用幾張衛生紙？
depends on how much chocolate cake i produce.
＊阿嫺問：（以女生的角度）你希望給不喜歡的男生喜歡，還是給可愛ｏｒ漂亮的女生喜歡？
if i really hav to choose, i`d choose de former.
＊不正經問︰如果一打開廁所門發現裡面有一個人正在打槍，你會怎麼辦?
wad is 打槍?
＊大天才問: 對於奧莉薇這三字有什麼看法.
quite nice.
＊冰問:看女(男)孩子先看哪裡?
eyes.
＊Jas問：若可以，下辈子你（您）还愿意跟我(傳給你的人)做朋友吗？of cos~!! <333
Lyn 问：如果必须选终身伴侣，你会选一个你爱他多过他爱你的人，还是他爱你多过你爱他的人？
sumone dat loves me more den i love him. yea. i`m selfish i kno. heh.
yeun 问: 如果愿望真的会实现，你会许什么愿望？

the fortunate (or unfortunate) 10 ppl. =]
1. sophia
2. xinying
3. kitleng
4. masu
5. huiyi
6. keyi
7. zhigoon
8. thia jiemin
9. jiewei
10. jianing

HAPPY DOING! =D

it`s 11 days to prelim and here i am, blogging. cool.. haha.

i wanna go njc. really really wanna go. it looks so cool. =D

加油加油加油!!

p.s. sodagreen`s 1st album rox! thanks xy!

p.s.s. cant wait for my bdae. <33

hahs. i love this sku wk. jus feel dat everythg`s getting back on track. and i`m happy!! =D

everythg jus fits in nicely. =)

and even if sumtimes i`m displeased with you, i still love you as much. <3

我是幸福的!!

ahfuihawuighaighjahNfj. sianz..

MUG MUG MUG! PIAH PIAH PIAH!

ahaha.






RANDOM.

ahhh.

wad a tiring wk. hahas. but i`m happy la. rested for 2 wks liao, now suddenly got so many thgs to do, a bit bu xi guan. but anws, i`m happy to be bac in sku! ahahas

---- nth to say.

bubbye.

replies :

[fangyee] haha.. y funny? LOL. ooh. icic.
[sop] luv ya too! =D
[av] sorry la. my poxes din let me go to sku. i got kidnapped in my own hm. =((
[cheowlin] WA! my junior miss me wor.. lol. i nxt wk will go bac to sku de.. but band huh.. hmms. see first ba. u take care too! <3
[jingfang] -__-" really lame la. got chicken pox de worst thg u can eat is chicken. lols. anw, yeap. u take care too! =)
[jianing] miss you loads too. ^.^ yea, i`m much better le. hopefully can go bac to sku nxt mon. lol. i can help u say hi to ts, but hw see me like dunno me like dat. LOL.
[faith] U FINALLY TAGGED!! wahahhahhahahhahaha. ok i`m being lame. but nvm, u`ve withstood it for 10yrs so u can cont to withstand it. =D
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i`m so excited. cos i most prob can go bac to sku on mon. =DDDDD but still hav to wait for doc to certify la. =x u kno i`m feeling like nxt mon`s de 1st day of sec one? lol. i can still rmb dat feeling. me n faith were so eager to go to bp, den i woke up especially early on 2nd jan o4. haha.. i tink i`ll wake up especially early on 16th july o7 too. wahahhaas. well maybe not. zzz.


i <3 linyuzhong! his songs r really nice. =D
ooh ya. anyone bot milubing`s album? x)

hmms. i tink i`ve gotten addicted to blogging every morn. haha.. but nvm la. anw i only hav 2 more mornings left. =D i`m going back to sku soon!!

lol.. i say i miss sku doesnt mean i miss de SCHOOL itself. i miss de ppl in the sku. =(

esp. ts, avy, xy n sop. haiz. n yea, i miss faith. FAITH u reading dis? I MISS YOU!! =))

ahaha.. n oso my banana cow too. =x

nvm. nxt wk goin back le. yippee!!!!!!!!




lalalala lalalala elmo`s world ...
lalalala lalalala elmo`s world ...
elmo loves his golfish , his crayons too ,
THAT`S ... ELMO`S WORLD !!!

wohoho. 3 posts in a day. dis shows dat i`m really bored.

anw, i realised dat i really like my blogskin. ^.^

hmm ya. a v special thg happened to me today. at arnd 4.30, i heard de doorbell. (my doorbell`s spoilt act. but de button has a sound itself.) so coincidentally, i was walking arnd de door (dunno doin wad) so i opened it, tinking dat it was joanne hu came to pass me my hmwk. so i was abt to say "hello joanne" when i realised .. IT`S NOT HER. it was dis bbss girl whom i hav nvr seen b4. for one sec i thot she was one of those ppl dat go to ppl`s hse n sell thgs de (den i realised condo dun allow dese ppl to come in. lol.)

so de convo went like dis.

girl: grace asked me to pass dis to u.
me: (still wondering who she cld be) grace??
girl: er.. you`re .. stephie rite?
me: (*enlightenment) oh yes yes. thank you.
girl: ya. cos ur letterbox cnt put, so i came up.
me: OH. THANK YOU THANK YOU!

she brightened up my day. really.

i dunno who she is, but all i kno is dat she touched someone today. n dat`s me. my letterbox flap is so stupid. dey go lock it (dun even kno y dey put de flap dere). joanne, rite? dat time u oso cldn`t pass me sum thgs bcos of de flap. haha. but de girl was so kind.. she cld hav chosen not to take de lift 26 flrs (it takes 30+ secs u kno). she cld hav chosen not to pass de card to me, BUT SHE DID.

i dunno who you are, but i hope that peace and happiness will be with you always. God bless~

grace.. if u ever come to my blog, show ur fren dis post. haha. i guess i din express my gratitude enuf jus now. =) and anw, thanks grace!! my spiritual mummy. haha. now de whole world knows u`re my mum. =p

and thanks joanne! <3




我现在才发觉, 我最害怕的原来是寂寞. i`ll really treasure de company of my frens when i go bac le. cos i`m really DAMN LONELY N BORED HERE. =X

changed blogskin le. nice?? =DD

i tink de font colour for de post is too light rite? hmm.. i shall go change.

it`s raining. so cool. =D i love rain. (hahs. ya. i wanna snatch frm mrs chiu. LOL.)

I MISS SKOOL!! how many times must i say it. haiz. i might hav to extend my mc cos dere r still poxies on me. *cross fingers* i wanna go bac nxt wk. to enjoy de early dismissal. WAHAHA.

it feels really lonely when u`re all alone at hm, wiv sad music playing, sitting in front of de comp wiv a bowl of porridge beside u. yea. dat`s my situation now. I`M LONELY. I`M BORED.

someone cheer me up. i need lame jokes now. ahaha.






感情, 为什么这么复杂? 我只要一个单纯的恋情..不行吗?

heh. finally changed blog song le. guess u all must be tired of xiao qing ge oso rite? haha.. changed to lena park`s In Dreams. really v nice. =) must listen to de end. got one part she biao gao yin. very nice. ahaha.

so bored. my poxes dun wan tok to me le. dey got bored of me too. so now we`re bored of each other n i hav nth to do. HAH.

anw, gotta go watch sesame st le. x) byes.

1 week.. to de end of my pox!! haha..

i miss sku, but i kno once i return to sku i`ll miss my pox. ohoho.

anw, i`m feeling much better le. thanks for all de concern! ;)

and great news! i`m 43 kg now. muahahahaha. but after i recover i kno i`ll munch on food non-stop again. so frens, pls help me maintain dis weight. LOL.

nth to type act. whole day at hm.. oso nth to do. =x

换换爱 is nice!! go watch! RAINIE ROX! =D

BIG NEWS : I`VE GOT CHICKENPOX. wahahahhahaaaaaa. not v big la actually. it`s big to me. hahs.

so frm today onwards, i`ll be spending 336 hrs at hm. cant even go out lor. grr.. den hav to miss so much lessons. haiz. nvm la. at least got ppl help me transport hmwk here n dere. haha. thank you avril, joanne and mummy!! =D

hmm. i shall jus take it as God`s way of giving me another 2 wks of hol ba. lol. n de price i hav to pay is having all de stupid red pox all over my body. haiz.

i hope i recover soon. =x

replies to tags =]

jianing: yep yep. u take care too! hope can go out wiv u again. =D
kitkat: got meh.. me n lyn walk until v sian.. cos we keep walking arnd de same place. lol. it`s not ur fault la. maybe we hav interests in diff thgs. =)
lyn: OH. so de arrows mean graffiti huh? or it jus means dat it`s a bunch of arrows. hah. anw, no one really cares wad`s written on de shirt wad. we hav similar shirts can le. =DD
xy: hey.. so bad. haha.. ya la. i tink my church anyhow choose de. =x maybe dey ask me go dere do sum small errands only. -_-" hoho.
fangyee: hahahahahahahhahahahhaa. yea. let`s jus laugh. x)
masu: yup. i joined my church`s dance ministry. haha.
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hmms. another wk is goin to be over soon. well.. dis wk is more of adapting to de sku life ba. haha. seems dat everyone is still in hol mood. must get out of it le!!
prelims are in like 1 mth 2 wks time. sian.. but luckily it`s after my bdae. *hint hint* so i can enjoy my bdae le. yay!! =D hahas.

nth to type. jus felt like blogging.

byes.

yohoho! i`m back!! anyone missed me? -________-"
hah. ok. cut de crap.
well anw, whoah.. dis 2 wks got a lot of thgs happen. firstly, i was sick for almost de whole of last wk. had a fever on mon. but still went for piano class in de evening. hahaha. den.. at nite sis alicia called n told me i`m accepted into dance!! WHEE~ *jumps for joy* den she asked whether i cld make it for a dance outing on thurs. hurhur. like obviously no.. cos i`m still sick n i hav sumthg on too. SO SAD LOR. T__T but nvm la. get accepted can le. =) yays.
tues supposed to go ikea wiv b-mama n den after dat go her hse fix sum boxes de. in de end.. 38.1 deg. so had to stay at hm lor. den went to see doc in de afternn, when i had no fever. dr wong put de thermoscan into my ear n it recorded 37.0. den he said, "37.0. no fever. wad other problems u hav?" LOL. so i jus told him i got headache n flu. haha.
DEN!! wed got fever again. dis time 38.6. wa siao ar.. so i wasted another day lazin at hm. haha.. but de best thg is, 我瘦了!! ok la. thanks to my spoilt weighing machine, i thot i lost 3 kg but act i only lost 1. boohoo.
anw, thurs i felt much better so i went out. went lib to study. but den after dat come hm felt sooooo tired. haha. but nvm la. can see him can le. =)
fri went to imm wiv mummy to buy lights. lol. imm renovate leh.. now everythg v new. must go dere shop shop. got quite a lot of fashion shops. haha. den so stupid lor. all de lighting shops close le.. left one only. den everywhere else is furniture shop. den my mum told de lighting ppl dis, den de person say, "ya lor.. dey dun let us open. den now my business no gd liao. open so many furniture shop for wad? ppl oso nvr go buy." den my mum started agreeing n bla bla bla. dey toked like dey were 10yrs of gd frens. lol.
sat went for piano class in de morn. den afternn gotta go early to church to giv parents` day gifts. Mum gets a peach towel, and Dad gets a blue towel [oh it`s not blue. p. gary said sum other colour. FAITH.. wad is it?] . haha.. so funny. in de end i only gave out 1 towel. everybody kouped my towels away. haha.. den i wanted to giv mummy de.. but she too far away le, n summore i was holding a "Dad" towel. lols. den after dat benedict saw me den he say, "u nvr giv ur mum rite? orh hor.." in de end it turned out dat he was de one dat gave de towel to my mum. dots lor. pastor oso nvr say u must giv to ur own parents. haha. den i tink it was bcos my mum went for dat wk`s eng service, so she got hooked onto de sermon n she wans to go eng service dis sat. haha.. sorry 3275464. our plan is spoiled. =( haha.
sun spent de whole day slping. yay. CALL ME PIG. cos really v tired ma.. haiz. at nite went to visit uncle lui, cos he sick. so shun bian visit ah kit n charlotte lor. haha.. charlotte cut her fur again. =) so bald. haha.. i prefer de fur. hehe.
mon went out again. family outing. LOL. wiv ts n my nu er. hahas. go lib study again. hoho. den we managed to 敲诈 nu er`s $, so she treated us to seoul garden. THANK YOU SIYUN!! =DD nxt time i treat u bac la hor. =) u dun ask daddy treat u. he so gian beng one.. wont treat de. =pppp den after dat go play arcade. ahaha. too bad de dancing one spoil. hoho. we play a lot of stupid thgs la.. cos de card giv us extra $. hoho. =D den after dat jus walk walk n sat outside sum shop. hah. den go hm le.
tues woke up early to go market wiv b-mama n mummy to buy thgs for bbq. =)) den come hm.. do a bit of hmwk.. den go b-mama`s hse play mahjong le. I WON.. 1 rnd only. haha.. better den william la.. he one rnd oso nvr win. lols. oh.. william is last time de 明星偶像 one of de contestants. now my cousin`s bf. haha.. jus publicise a bit. lol. den went for bbq!! i went to start de fire wiv william n big korkor [weird combi rite? lols.] den william told me dat jacqueline`s filming a new show now. AVRIL.. look!! dunno call wad 宝贝夫人. haha.. arnd sept will show on channel 8. so must watch okay..? =) me, jm n jw ate a lot of stupid thgs. our own special prawn recipe. hohoho. lucky no stomachache! hahs. den at nite after bbq dey came to my hse n we recorded our first song. =D so nice. =)) esp. ah wei`s twinkle twinkle little star. ahaha. slept v late.
den.. one wed, had to go back to sku for a while, jus to hand in de assessment results. haiz.
wed afternn went out wiv papa. =) we were in de same train frm redhill to raffles n we din even kno. haha.. we met each other at de raffles platform n went out tgt. lol. den cos raffles dere got a lot of working ppl ma.. so all de eating places full liao. =x so in de end we took a taxi to marina south to eat kopitiam. haha. den bside it is de bowling ctr le. =D yay.. bowling!! yippee.. my skills improve le. wahaha. but papa still better la. hoh. now my finger n my butt damn pain. argh. v diff to walk. lols.
den ytd went shopping wiv my dearest carlyn a.k.a banana cow! MOOOOO.. went to novena square 2, cos kit say dere got a lot of thgs. WHERE GOT?! bluff me.. haha.. we go dere nth to see leh.. a lot of shops haven even officially open yet. X( but anw, we jus went ajisen to eat. haha.. sat in de middle of 2 tables of ppl. so guai. but anw, de food was nice la. hoho. den walk walk walk, in de end only buy 1 pair of earrings. lalala. sian. so we went to heeren. to take neos!! lyn`s pasar malam tank top [LOL.] got stained by de soup so she wanted to buy another top. in de end fourskin was havin dis sale n de tank tops were 2 for $10. original price is $25.90 leh.. wahahhas. so we spent 30 mins choosing wad we wan cos de clothes were in a bundle of mess, n yeap, we messed it up even more. =DD eventually we both got brown tops. AHAHA. frm de back look de same. hoho. but lyn got dis top dat was full of orange arrows [lyn.. have u figured out wad it means? lol.] n i bot sumthg dat`s GREEN! [gggrrrreeeeeeeennnnnyyyy!!]. haha. so we changed n went to take neos. =D hmm.. quite nice. I LOVE CARLYN!! =) yippee. den after dat walked to far east to buy de top for avy. heh. got sale again leh. now $22 only. yays. but dun hav baby pink de.. so i bot de brown one for her. grr. y no baby pink. I WAN BABY PINK! lols. anw, i saw another top too.. but i din buy. i consider first.. haha.. later lyn`s gonna help me buy cos she`s goin shopping at far east again. after her facial. XD at arnd 5 we took a bus to redhill mrt cos i goin to my ahma`s hse. haha.. mummy was dere when i reached. lol. so jus sat for a while den went out to eat wiv papa again. yay. we went to dis restaurant at tiong bahru plaza called 小旋风. hmm.. quite nice. =) de container dey use to put de drinks v unique. haha.. den when payin de bill de person ask whether got NTUC link card anot. den jus nice mummy hav.. so got 10% disc. =D haha.. but NTUC n de restaurant like no link hor? den after dat papa told me it`s bcos NTUC owned de whole place. hah.. icic. den eat until v full.. so me n mummy went to walk walk while papa went off. i`m eyeing a bag frm ice lemon tee now. any kind hearted soul wiv lots of $$ can come to me n i`ll bring u dere den u help me buy. AHAHA.

ok.. nth to post le. my hmwk`s finishing soon. =) haha. but i tink de ew v stupid lor. i`m supposed to write on "how am I planning to spend the last 2 wks of the holiday" when i`ve ALREADY spent it. lols. dunno la. if de class not writing den i oso dun write. anw she oso nvr return de bks to us. hoho.

yays. seeing him for 8 days consecutively starting from today. <3

hmm.. so long nvr see sophia le. hope she`s enjoying herself in phillipines. X) ahhh.. i miss avril n xy too! yippees. today can see dem le. =)

aiyo. today must see faith again. i tink de fren dat i see most dis hol is her lor. aiyo.. *bangs wall. HAH. =P

hello.

dis is my last post for de hols. de nxt time i come wld most prob be on de 23rd. cont to keep de tagboard alive! but no spamming pls.. ahaha.

MUG MUG MUG!! I LOVE STUDYING!! <-- 自我催眠. =X

hello. isp`s finally over!! whee~ holidays + mugging starts frm dis moment onwards. =) yay.

jus now alien n earthworm came over to my hse to watch a movie called FACE. fa la do mi.. haha.. ok. cut de crap. but anw, hot biscuit, u dun watch dis show oso can de. cos it`s not really scary. de ghost appear less den 5 times lor. summore got binary fission de. LOL. but de plot`s nice la. =) haha.

i was really happy to kno dat u called me jus to tell me sum random stuff. yep. really happy. XDD

其实如果想要快了，就该懂得知足。

and because i`m contented with everything i have now, that`s why i`m happy. =)

p.s. shud i change my blogskin?

haha. yay. KBOCK KBOCK!! on fri! whee~

btw, GREENY ROX! =D

I WAN shyyng`s [lol. like dat can? haha.] BAG!! but v ex leh. avril, can u let de ghost possess u again? den i can lend $$ frm u to buy de bag le. =D den i no nid to return oso, since u`ll forget lending me money. =DD

tmr`s vesak day. NO SCHOOL!! seriously, isp`s boring. =x

i have so much to say. and i dunno wad i shud say or wad not to say. i dun even kno whether i`m doing de right thg by posting it here. but i guess i shall jus say. haiz. i realised dere`s no use in whitening de words, since ppl wld still read it anw. hah. so i`m jus gonna put it smaller. n a lot of ppl read my 'blank' posts hor.. but how come no one tag? HMPH. nxt time come must tag ok? =p

unhappy thgs are meant to be deleted. =]

everyone jiayou for 'O's ba!! esp dose taking O level chi. 3 days more! =D jiayou jiayou!

ee. tagboard cnt see again. =(

anw, here r replies to de tags.

[jianing] : yoyoyo!! haha. of cos rmb u la! =D oh yes. MUST go sing K n take neoprints! hol we find one day go out again! X) u take care too. =)

[nu er] : haha. of cos rmb la. our son-in-law wad. V***. =DD i wan my free lunch. =p u go overseas must take care hor. i wan my chocs to come bac safe n sound. LOL. but really la. take care of urself ok? <3

[=)] : who? haha. nvm la. u dun wan say den dun say. =)

i am so thankful to God that i am optimistic, and that i can be happy no matter what happens to me. but i dont know why, when the people around me gets depressed, i feel helpless, as if i can do nothing.

RANDOM.

hello.

haha. i said i wanted to start studyin on mon rite? in de end i didn`t. lol. expected la. hahas. but frm tmr onwards, I`M DETERMINED TO MUG!! anw tmr isp starting le. haiz. i really cnt slack anymore liao. dis yr mid-yr i got 20 pts for L1R5. TWENTY leh. how m i supposed to get into NJC? i must work more den doubly hard for prelims le, so dat i can get 6 pts n go nj. haiz haiz haiz. i nid a thumbdrive. den i can jus save everythg inside n implant it into my brain. hoho. den i`ll hav all de information n knowledge le. hmms. gd idea. =D

today was de career fair. stupid la. make us sit dere so long, den in de end dun hav any exciting stuff. de accounting thgy was ok la.. but dat ACCA thg din look VERY appealing to me. so i`ll jus finish my uni first den decide. haha. but it`d be gd if i can bcome a CPA la. cos most companies look for CPAs. hoho. ok. goin off topic. so me n xy got very bored. so we started doin a lot of stupid stuff. like drawing thgs on de paper, singing songs, writing lyrics on de paper, and a lot la. too many jokes, cnt rmb le.

xy: "truth or dare?"
me: "dare."
xy: "ok. u go snatch de mike frm him n sing until de windows break."
me: "ok."
so i jus sat dere.
xy: "y u nvr go?"
me: "huh? wad? jus now got ghost possess me. i dunno wad i said."
xy: "-__-''' ok. i ask u again. truth or dare?"
me: "truth."
xy: "do u dare to go n snatch de mike frm him n sing until de windows break?"
me: "no."
LOL.

anw, it`s jus a random convo. so stupid. but anw, i hav one impt thg to say. GREENY`S MINE!!* so xy, u shall be contented wiv hieu and jj ok? dun come snatch greeny frm me. he said he doesnt love you. he loves ME!! =ppp

ok. i shall end here. i`ll be coming online every fri nite. so if u wanna find me online, come on fri nite. LOL. sound like i so dua pai like dat. anw, bubbye.

*but of cos i still love you more. <3

haha. seeing all de tags made me touched. =) thanks to all who tagged!!

kitkat ; yep yep. our wonderful life is oready a testimony. =) and yes, let`s mug tgt!! jiayou! <3

lyn ; yay. cheers! =) haha. yup yup. i kno u`ll be here for me. i`ll be there for u too! lol. God bless..

KERRONG ; joanne!! haha.. how cld i forget? singing is our passion n it`ll forever be our passion. =) so of cos i`ll nvr forget de times we spent singing n doin stupid stuff tgt. <3 jiayou to u too!!
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anw, it was mothers` day today. HAPPY MOTHERS` DAY TO ALL MOTHERS OUT THERE!! =D

had a great day wiv mama today. went to watch phantom of de opera in de afternn. hmm.. it din disappoint me. =) but i din get shocked, cos lye ee oready told me dat de chandelier wld move. ahaha. den after dat we went to de museum. national museum of singapore. hmms.. quite nice la. de exhibits. but de history museum was closed, so we din get de chance to go in. only went to view sum middle-east countries de exhibit. nice nice.. portrayed all de poverty and poor lifestyles of de ppl living dere. viewing de exhibits made me hav more of de urge to go on mission trips to evangelise to dese ppl. esp. de children. dey all look so ke lian! T_T and den dey showed sum war scenes too. i watch halfway i cldn`t bear to watch anymore le. so gruesome n cruel. =x

den after dat we went to view sum living gallery. ahaha.. shows de past of sg. dey got different exhibition halls, like fashion, film, photography, and food. food. haha. jiajuan wld love it. dey show de process of chicken rice, roti prata, chao kuey tiao and kueh tutu. haha.. all de olden methods of makin dese foods. yum yum. den in de photography one rite.. got a lot a lot of old fotos. haha.. n my mum was so excited over it. cos she loves black-n-white fotos. haha. den dere was an autobiography of dis girl too. she`s an ah-ma now. but she contributed all her fotos, frm her infant yrs, to her teenage yrs, adult yrs, and finally her golden yrs. lol. but de main thg was to show de progress of photography la. hoho. got to see all de diff cameras of diff countries. faith wld be interested. =) i oso din kno dey used albumen to make fotos in de past. hoho. oh ya. dere was oso de gramaphone on display. n all de cds. dose big round black ones. lol. n den dere were pics of olden day singers. den my mum was identifying each one of dem. hmm.. i guess u all can guess her age le ba. hoho. i`m so bad. =x den we went lot 1. to shop. zzz. well, my mum loves dat place. haha.. but in de end all de thgs dat we bot were for myself. LOL. bot a long sleeve shirt, a black skirt and silver shoes. =) yay.. so happy today. otho v tiring but it was satisfying. de best mothers` day ever. =D

hmm. my rest period is over. i`m gonna start revising tmr. gd luck to everyone for O's!! =]

i went friendster ytd. n i went to check out avril`s profile [jus to see how fast it`s decaying. =p] and den i saw dis foto taken 2 yrs ago. me, lyn, av, my and jo`s pic. i tink it was my bdae. we went to jp de bentobox to eat. hah. my memory`s gd. LOL.

but it evoked all de memories of my lower sec life. haiz. i jus miss everythg. i miss de sec 1 orientation dat i had, otho i wasn`t really enthu at dat time. but it was really heartwarming to see o5 so bonded, esp durin de campfire. n we even got 1st!! haha. wad award it was, i dun rmb. i jus rmb we were all happy. =) n dat was it. pure and simple. dat`s how i spent my sec 1 life. i rmb de days when i was close to jiaying, n de 3 of us [me, jo, jy] wld jus laugh tgt. still rmb dat time we were supposed to do work attachment at sci ctr. den after de lunch break de 3 of us jus sat in one corner n crapped n wasted de whole afternn. den de ppl dere oso nvr chase us out. hoho. n oso de times spent in de ktv rm. wa.. so long nvr go ktv rm wiv dem le. *怀念*

n den sec 1 eoy i got to kno dis really great gal. MY DEAREST MOOMOO. i rmb we started getting close cos she had dis stupid bk of qns. haha.. den we jus spent all our self-study periods playin wiv dat bk. n ta-da!! we bcame best frens. =) maybe it was all God`s plan. she`s really a gift frm God. so my whole sec 2 life was spent wiv her. n we had really fun moments tgt. in class, during recess, aft sku, at my hse, at her hse. =D we had much laughter, and oso much unhappiness. otho we`d owaes be dere to cheer each other up by crapping n sayin lame jokes. i tink dat`s where i got my lame-ness frm. i was normal in de past ok.. lol. but anw, i kno dose moments will owaes be part of my memory. dey`ll nvr re-occur again. bcos we`ve all changed. each n evry one of us. otho we`re still close, but de bond has weakened.

well.. jus suddenly thot of my simple past. simple, but fun. n less heartbreaks too. =x

my sec 3 life was fun too. haha. wanted to spend my last 2 yrs mugging de.. but being in dis crazy class wiv all sorts of ppl, life can nvr be jus mugging. haha. at first it was jus spent wiv avril, my beloved elephante. i wont forget all de stupid thgs u did, like writing "arteries" as "arties". lol. u dun mind me posting it here hor? anw it`s oready up. haha. only got close to sop arnd june or july. i tink it started frm 'beauty n de beast' ba. or was it class outing? wadever. haha. i was lookin thru my neos n found de ones me n sop took. n dat 9 faces squeezing into 1 camera. haha.. so fun. evrythg was jus fun fun fun. i wanna sit in jiajie`s father`s lorry again in de middle of de night, tgt wiv sop. cos only she will scream wiv me when we`re goin thru de tunnel. haha. dat day was pure fun la. haha. n many memorable thgs too. for example de times when me n avy played in de salty sea water at sentosa. rmb de kitkat bar? *I WANNA GROW SLIM!* de wish din come true lor. haha. n oso dat time when me n sop went to play. n den dis stupid plastic bag floated up to me n i got a shock when i touched it. lol. so fun so fun. den we oso had to keep waiting for xy, cos she ride bicycle so slow. haha. and and and, de time we went to vivo to eat dou jiang you tiao. me, avy, sop, jj, raymond. den we ate until so full. n de fun started when someone splashed water on sumone. oh ya. jj splashed it on sop. hah. cos she was laughing when we were so serious in shouting our bp cheer. haha. otho my hp got spoiled cos it went for a swim in de water, n i oso got a scolding frm my mum, but it was worth it la. at least i experienced sumthg like dat in my lifetime. hoho. AND ya.. how cld i forget. de mid-autumn singing comp. hoho. one of my happiest n proudest moments in my sec sku life too. =) otho i looked de fattest n AM de fattest among XY(square). haha.

but anw, after stepping into sec 4.. i dunno. it jus feels different. everythg has jus changed. no more fun, no more playing. back to books. and serious stuff. n with all de conflicts n quarrels, it jus spoiled my life. but i kno, i wld hav to go thru it sumday. it`s part of God`s plan to mould us into better ppl. but anw, everythg has been resolved now. it`s jus part of de past. =) so i`m optimistic. i`m looking forward to de brighter future dat God has planned for me. but my greatest wish is dat he`ll be dere to walk dis journey wiv me. haiz. i pray day n night for his salvation. God, answer my prayer. =x

i feel dat de best way to save our oikos is to let them see wad God has done in His children`s lives. n thru dese, dey`ll be touched n their hearts will be open to receive more of God. and also, we, His children, must behave and act jus like Jesus did when he was on earth. so dat ppl can see de love of God thru us, and also de Godly values. =) it`s hard. haiz. i jus hope God will do more miracles in my life, so i can use these to touch other ppl`s hearts and get them saved.

a lot of ppl tink dat christians r jus a bunch of ppl dat persecute other and FORCE others to convert and bcome christians. well.. i dunno abt other christians, but i feel dat dese ppl hav de wrong idea. hah. we`re jus tryin to save de world frm facing destruction and desolateness. we`re on a big mission to save all de ppl on de planet b4 rapture comes!! haha. but i dunno how many ppl wld understand la. but it`s ok. i jus wanna say it out. lol.

it`s such a random post.

saw al and char n their fren in coffeebean last sat. memories of my pri sku days flooded my head. it`s a 'memories' wk. haha. miss dem. miss dose days. otho i was a total nerd. O.O

il ov eyou.

EXAMS OVER~!! i feel like a big rock has been lifted off my shoulder. haha.. actually last fri after geog half of de rock has been lifted. and actually ytd it has oready been lifted. but today .. IT`S OFFICIALLY LIFTED!!

-____-" ok. i kno it`s lame. haha. LET`S PARTY!!

i love avril.
i love sophia.
i love xinying.
I LOVE YEUNSEE!!

HURRAY!! GEOG PAPER IS OVER!!!

wahhaa.. i feel like de entire exam is over le lor. feel so relaxed now. lalalala. geog was like dis big stone dat was on my shoulders. NOW IT`S LIFTED! and i am set free! lols. a bit exaggerating hor. lols.

but anw, 4 more days to KBOX. =)

Lord.. fill me with your love. use me, mould me. <3

hey.
i`ve got news!!
lol. i tink many ppl wldn`t support my decision but i`m sticking wiv it no matter wad.

人生那么短暂, 如果一个人连追求幸福的机会都没有, 那不就很可惜吗?

i dun wanna live for other ppl anymore. i dun wanna live jus to please other ppl. i live to please God, and to please myself.
i`ve patched up wiv him. bcos for de past wk, i jus feel an emptiness in my heart. i feel lost, otho i appear not to. if de decision to break wld make me feel peace, y m i still feeling hurt after 1 wk?

i dunno de ans to dat. only God knos. but i guess i misinterpreted His msg. maybe he jus wanted me to let go of wad we`re doing, n not de relationship. i choose to believe it dat way. well, i`m very happy now. wiv de love of God, my frens, him and of cos my wonderful mother, wad else can i ask for? i WILL prioritise, and frens will owaes come first. =)

当我们四个坐在客厅，一起吃面，一起看电视，一起笑的时候，我真希望时间停在那一秒。我相信我们的友谊不会再断裂，也知道我们会永远守护着对方。=]

u must`ve felt sad when i said i was goin hm wiv him today rite? haiz. sumtimes i really wish i cld jus cut myself into half. den i can spend all my time wiv u and all my time wiv him. and sorry for not telling u all i was goin down.

i hope dat even tho u all r not supportive of my decision, u`ll still respect it. thank you. =)

hello.

changed blogskin again. hah. dis is a damn simple one lor. but i like it. heh. anws, nth to post actually.

i`ve finally found the peace i wanted. <3 thank you Lord.

i hate mid-yrs. =x 10 more days to KBOX!! =DD

heheh. today was a great day. only went to sku to take a stupid 1.5 hr ss paper. sianz.. write until my hand kept touching lemon. lol. but after dat it was pure fun la. hahas.

cos xy n sop had cl listening test, so me n avy went to lot 1 fairprice to buy de ingredients to cook spaghetti first. ehehe. den we so stupid. cos we oso wanted to rent vcd n i wanted to buy stef`s album ma.. so we buy all de ingredients le den we went up. haha. shud hav went up to rent n buy b4 buyin de ingredients rite? lol. so in de end i carried dat NTUC fairprice bag up and down de escalator. n even INTO sembawang. lol. de lady dere must be tinking wadz a sku girl wearin uniform doin wiv a fairprice bag in a cd shop at arnd 11+ am on a sku day. lols. now i picture it.. it`s actually quite funni. wahahhas.

so we reached hm at abt 11.30? den we were tinking when sop n xy reach we sure haven cook finish de. haha. our prediction was right. when dey came avy jus finished cutting de hotdog n i jus finished marinating de minced meat. lol. we haven even open de spaghetti yet la. stupid ppl. lols. but anw.. we managed to finish cooking 1st rnd for xy to eat. it was sort of a failure la. but xy said, "有点硬, but 不错." hoho. so we told her to go for her dance meeting first. come bac can eat 2nd rnd. even better de. den sop cut de hotdog and .. ta da!! .. it became .. SHOREA!! -__-"" haha. SOP QUICKLY POST DE PIC!! =D but it was fantastic. ahaha.. of cos la. we ownself cook de ma. 很有成就感. =] den we eat until veri full. den i say, "still got icecream leh." all i cld see on sop`s face was 'FULL'. den she jus shook her head and waved her hand. lol.

den we went down to de billiard rm. hoho. sop de pro taught avy how to play. i 2 yrs nvr touch dat stick le. but after a while the feel came bac le la. hah. shall not elaborate la. too many funni thgs le. den as we were abt to go, an earthworm came in frm de door.. wiv a chou lian. den we thot she angry wiv us. so i said, "sorry!!" den she still nvr say anythg. den we were like, "oh shit. die le. she angry liao." den suddenly dat look changed to blurness. den xy say, "say sorry for wad?" den we started laughing. AHAHA. xy so clever.. kno we at billiard rm. 原来 earthworm 也是有头脑的. =p

so we played for another hr. hehe. had a fun time. den after dat we came up. xy had her 2nd rnd of spaghetti. n of cos, it tasted nicer. by den me, avy n sop were craving for our icecream le. so we watched 'ghost game' and ate icecream. ahaha. at least dis show is much better den red shoes la huh.. except we still created entertainment for ourselves. den at de beginning sop suddenly scream and touch avril. den avy got so scared la. ahaha.. den we laugh n laugh n laugh lor. but i dun like de ending. so sad.. =( we expected sumthg else. but no. haiz. nvm la. at least dis time de 50c more worthwhile. lol.

den mama came hm le. so dey left. hahas. like dat lor. ho.

i dunno how to motivate u. i`m running out of ideas. God help me, to help you.

~God, show me Your love. Amen.~

ee.. y my tagboard cnt see de? =(

hahs. well. nvm. ytd, to celebrate de fact dat de 4 of us can eat lunch tgt, dey came to my hse n watched vcds n ate cup noodles. yea, jus like de gd old days. we rented dis show called the red shoes. wahahhahaa. de first scene come out we all started luffin le. LOL. i shant say it here, in case ppl say we got social discrimination. wahahahhaa. de show was funny la. actually. it wasnt a horror movie to me at all. lol. even de part when sophia screamed oso not scary. cos she scream, den i jump [while holding my cup noodles] so guessed wad happened. A POOL OF CUP NOODLES ON THE FLR. BAHAHAHAHAHAHA. xy oso got spill, but not as much as me. so de 4 of us jus laughed n laughed. but de ending was stupid la. haiyo.. i dun like to watch dis type of no-ending show de. hahas. but anw, de 4 of us had a gd time ytd. =D

i wonder how our dance team did dis morning. but dey sure can do it de la. got 1 little earthworm dere squirming abt can le. hohoho.

dis sat : worship experience. i guess i`m gonna benefit a lot frm it.

let`s jus cool down and think abt our frenship. it needs time. but de barrier can be broken. if u and me work hard tgt. i hope for de day when i can call u spastic chicken again. =p take care..

a new life, a new blog.

i`m gonna start life afresh. since God gave me this opportunity once again. He gave me so many chances, but i din repent. but bcos He is a merciful God, He gave me one more chance. and bcos of this, i`m running back to Him, our Heavenly Father. <3

and with this, i found back my old frens. my true frens, hu nvr gave up on me. even when i was totally blinded by love n lust. thank you sophia, avril, xinying. =) they had de patience to tolerate me, and still cared and loved me even when i turned a hostile back on dem and only took them as substitutions. i sincerely apologise to u here. but i kno u dun wan me to say sorry. u dun wan my apology. all u wan is my care n concern. therefore, i shall not say anymore here. i shall use my feelings and my actions to retrieve dis frenship. bcos i kno it has owaes been dere n yea, it cant be broken. <3

i dunno abt you, but i really hope we can go bac to de past. well.. maybe not exactly like de past, but similar. even tho dis relationship has been lost, i still treasure de frenship we once had. n i seriously wish to continue dis frenship. but if u feel dat u`d be better off wiv me not as ur fren, den it`s fine wiv me. my only wish is for u to be happy n to hav frens dat`ll support u when u`re down. i kno it`ll take months, even yrs, or maybe nvr.. to regain dat frenship we had last yr. but nvm. 不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有. thanks for all de memories u`ve given me. it`ll nvr be erased. =) take care.

p.s.: rmb 1 impt thg. STAY SPASTIC FOREVER!! =DD

ARGH. i`m so confused now. i nid sum1, hu is a christian, someone hu knows him, and someone who can be objective. but of cos, someone hu is close to me. haha. it sounds like mummy. lol. so i guess i shall listen to her. lol.

GOD, GRANT ME PEACE. GOD, BLESS HIM.

i am here to ... POST!! -__-"

haiz.. exam coming. i`m goin sot again. i guess i go crazy when i`m stressed. ahahhahaa. which means.. i`m stressed everyday!! wahaha. quite true la. lols. recently. haha.

I WANNA GET 10 A1s!! [haha. aim higher ma. so even if i dun get 10 A1s maybe i can get 6. hee]

i dis wk got nth to post leh. last wk post a lot a lot le. hoho.

but dis wk really v happy la. i was sick. so din go band. so cld go hm wiv him. =] but ytd really feel sorry towards my frens la. i dunno leh. i jus had de inclination to stay in sku. maybe i really 重色轻友 ba. cant help it. hah. i`m blinded by love. lol. another tcher knos abt us oready. mr big eyes. wahhaa.. nice name huh? my nxt mission is to find out hu`s ms catherine lim. bahahahas.

sometimes i really miss de days when de whole gang of us crammed up my living rm n we screamed, laughed, and watched vcds tgt. hah. those were de gd old days. but well, now i`m oso very happy la. cos of him. <3 hehe. how nice it wld be if i cld hav both elements. haiz.. but it`s ok. as i`ve said, i`m leading a happy life. =)

exams coming le!! everybody jiayou ba! =D

i am leading such a happy and blessed life now. =)

thank you lord, mummy, ting shien, avril, xinying, sophia. and of cos, sis varina, grace, eileen, delia, fifi, faith.

I LOVE ALL OF YOU!! <3

to you : i dunno whether u`re angry wiv me or not, but i guess to a certain extent, yes. well, i`m sorry. i kno it was wrong of me to go, esp. even after u said u din wan me to go n oso said dat u`ll be angry wiv me if i went. i can understand y u`re angry. if it was me, i tink i`d oso be too. i tink i went a little overboard too. i was so excited when i was granted permission to go n i actually expressed my happiness in front of u when i perfectly knew dat u were goin to be sad. looking back, i realised wad an idiot i was. yea, all i can say is "sorry". n i hope dat u won`t be too sad or too angry wiv de rest too. if u were me, u might have gone too rite? it`s bcos we badly wanted to go [u can understand dis feeling rite?], therefore we went. we din go jus to purposely skip de practice. i hope u understand. cheer up ok? luv ya!

and you : sorry too. for de same thg. and oso for not looking at u directly when u were speaking to me today. i kno. i kno you r getting angry for gd intentions. i kno it`s my fault. i din live up to my duty and my responsibility and yes, i shud be punished n scolded. but actually, i weighed de importance of each event. yes, i know. de performance is impt. but since i feel dat i can do it properly wivout screwing up and spoiling de performance, i`d rather use my time to go n support our sku team. bsides, it`s such a historical moment. it wld be a pity if i din go n then dey won. i`d be even more sad to kno dat i din witness dat ecstatic moment. i`m sure all of us wld wan to be dere to support. so since i`m given de chance, y cant i make full use of it? i know. i abandoned my section n jus left on my own accord. but sumtimes, to let dem be independent, shudn`t we let dem be on their own once in a while? if we keep stayin by their side and guiding dem, spoon-feeding dem, dey`ll nvr learn. n it`s bcos i hav confidence in dem dat dey`ll do their best, dat`s y i can let down all my worries and leave dem alone. if not, i`d surely not go de. and bsides, i kno jf is v responsible. i oready told her dat she`s gonna be de nxt sl, and i kno dat even if she doesn`t want to, she`d still take up de responsibility and take care of de section well. i trust dem. dat`s y i`m not worried abt dem at all. well, anw, i kno no matter how much i say, dis decision of mine is still v selfish. yes, i admit. i was selfish. i only thot abt myself. i din care abt wad others wld tink. yes, i knew de consequences. i knew u and u wld be angry. but at de pt where i made my decision, i din care abt anythg else. if i din go, i`ll really regret. and yup, i dun regret going.

no offence to any one of u. SORRY!! luv ya and God Bless. =) still frens ok?
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wahaha. i got a lot to say. hmms.. where shud i start? ok. i kno le. haha.

I LOST MY NOTEBOOK! TGT WIV MY PEN! T_T de notebk n pen dat ms ng gave. today durin chem lesson i was drawing in it. den after chem i go phy prac. den when i came bac de notebk was gone. i thot avril took it. but she din. i thot ts took it, but he din. argh. it`s seriously lost now. =( sorry ms ng..

today`s match was really worth watching. very exciting too. everyone thot st. hilda`s wld win 3-0. but our vball members proved us wrong. dey fought to de end. esp. de 4th rnd. 27-25. wow. dat exhilarating moment when de ball was spiked by bp onto st. hilda`s court i`ll nvr forget. all bp students stood up in dat instant, and it was really a moment of happiness and excite. hah. i nvr felt so much happiness b4. cos every bpian dere was feeling de same way too, and it was really a great feeling. =) otho dey din make it in de end, i still feel dat dey are de best. dey did de sku proud, and of cos, dey did themselves proud too. dere`s no nid to feel sad. bcos they have oready done de impossible and i`m sure our vball team is de ultimate champion in every bpian`s heart. =) but well, i learnt sumthg. de vball members really hav gd team spirit n gd sportsmanship. keep it up! n i oso learnt dat de vball members of st. hilda`s dun hav a gd attitute. haiz. go ask eileen. she got A LOT of comments. haha.. was rambling all de way bac. hoho.



sumtimes i feel u all r still bu shuang when i`m spending time wiv him. n i feel we`re getting further n further away frm each other. am i jus paranoid? or is it true? de thg is, i hav de inclination to spend time wiv him. ok. it`s not dat i treat u all as inferior to him. and it`s not dat i love him more den i love u all. it`s just dat i owaes see him alone and i want to accompany him. at least u three still hav each other`s company and it won`t be dat bad if i wasnt dere. so.. hope u all understand lor. but nxt time if u all feel once again dat i`m neglecting u all, say it straight infront of me ok? dun keep it to urself and use other methods to tell me ok? a face to face confrontation wld knock more sense into me. hah.

long post. hmm. a lot to say. a lot of thoughts. all crammed into one post. haha.

stop here ba. i might have left out sum thgs. maybe tmr if i have to add sum stuff den i`ll add ba. lol.

heeeeeeeeeeeeeelo. no one come tag my blog. =( readership decrease le. boohoo.. lols.

haiz.. last fri sick until now. =x i dun wanna be sick. I WANNA SING!! lols.

he got angry wiv me. jus becos i went for **** when he din wan me to go. told him i was ok le ma. told him it`s my responsibility n my duty. told him i had to go cos performance coming soon. but he dun wan listen. say it`ll be hurting my health n he`ll be v worried. hah. he`s right. i went, den i came bac wiv a worsened cough. bleah. if i knew earlier i`d hav listened to him. den if ytd i dun go, den i`m better, den maybe today i can go. lols. cos today keyi n sop go ma.. n it`s rare dat dey go [lol] so i shud accompany dem. but nvm la. today dun go oso gd. den i can take my phy test n dun hav to gain so much vitamin D. den sun hot like dunno wad today. i see dem march i oso feel pity for dem. n xin tong for my section ppl. haiz. but anw, THANK YOU *******! haha. u shud kno wad it means la. i dun dare say cos later ppl might tag n say i too rou ma. lols.

tmr goin vivo wiv sis varina, fifi, faith!! haha.. dunno abt eileen, grace n delia. hope dey can come. den we`ll hav a FULL buzz grp n it`ll be de 1st time all of us r goin out tgt!! last time din manage to go for de section outing cos of hmwk. lol. so tmr must go le. ahaha. den at night got TIMELESS. whee~ our church musical. shud be quite a nice story. =) whoo~ looking forward to tmr. =D

*not looking forward to sat. wth.

mid yr coming le. everybody jiayou jiayou jiayou. esp all sec 4s!! =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AVRIL~!! 生日快乐!! <33

yay yAY YAY!! my blog can view le. =)

i dun understand y u all r doin dis. n i dun tink i wish to kno. cos most likely u`ll giv me sum ans like, "we`re concerned abt u. we`re doin it for ur own gd." if dat is so, den y do i feel so depressed when i follow ur advice? y can`t u jus let us hav sum freedom. we`re 16. we`re almost adults. haiz. wadever la. cant be bothered.

dun so angry ok? 这种人不值得你为了他而生气. u wanna tok, sure. but jus dun waste too much energy ok? lol. n u better not use violence hor. violence is an indication of pregnancy. WAHAHAHAHA.

thank you, thank you and thank you. to mama [oh i love her so much], de 3 crazy girls [er.. ok. avril`s not really.], faith [otho i kno she`ll nvr come here. or does she?], keyi [=)], and of cos, YOU! <3

stm acting up again. 4got wad i wanted to write. =x nvm.

*i love today`s 2.4. according to joanne, it`s due to 爱的力量. hah. =D

YAY!! de laptop`s repaired le! ;D

avy say she cant see my blog. but i can see it perfectly fine leh.. but i noticed no one`s been tagging dis past wk. hmm.. cld it be dat dey experience de same prob? hmmms.

but anw, i`ll still post. since i haven`t been doing so for 16 days!! LOL.

ytd was a wonderful but tiring day. went for CIP newspaper collection in de morn. and i didn`t hav to carry anythg at all! muahahas. cos a stupid penguin agreed to carry all of it. hees. thanks. =) den after dat went for lunch wiv de stupid penguin. den went to take neos. =D yay yay yay! den after dat changed n go church for grp ic briefing. met jud n bala at lot 1. hah. so redundant. =p

reached church at abt 1.38. hah. i was late la.. but dey said dey giv a grace period of 10mins. hohoho. den had briefing and everythg, den at abt 2.20 ppl started coming in n so i started looking for my grp members. de 1st 2 to arrive were joshua n esli. den faith was abt to sms me when i saw her. lols. den i went to de toilet to put on de tattoo n met fifi dere. lols. den when i came bac dere were 3 girls dere and dey were last min sign-ups. hui rou, ting hui and jaslin. darius was de last one to come. hah. but anw, he managed to come on time and den after drawing ourselves wiv de marker [we all HAD to draw sumthg] and pasted de tattoo, we took our bottles, left our bags in the chapel and started jogging to our destination. i tink de passers-by wld hav thought it was a marathon or sumthg. lol. we must hav looked funny jogging. ahaha.

once we reached dere, [it`s at evans road. ccab dere] we went to our 1st station. y did it hav to be soccer? hah. we were all soccer goondus, except for joshua. lol. den i was reminded of fri nite. cos penguin said he plays soccer. BAHAHAHAHAHAH. y weren`t u dere? den we`d hav won le. lols. i was de goalkeeper. oops. bad choice. lol. but luckily de other grp`s players were better in basketball, n otho kinnon`s legs were long, he cldn`t aim. yay. so he kept hitting out of de goalpost. -__-" but in de end dey still won la. cos gideon successfully kicked in a few goals. =( but nvm. grp 7 will do better in de nxt stations! =D

our nxt station was 'piak!' haha. sis varina`s station. =D we played dog n bone. den de grp against us was jean`s grp, grp 11. den we grp 7, dey grp 11. so it becomes 7-11. hah. den fifi suddenly blurted out, "i like de mashed potato dere!" so leng chang. lols. but we played fair n square. i noticed sumthg frm our grp. we din hav de intention of winning at all. we jus wanted to enjoy all de games. =] gd gd. must be de influence of de grp leader. =D [i can imagine my frens` sian diao looks n penguin hitting my head. lol.] we din win, but we got pts for unity. =) my grp considered quite enthu la. hahs.

nxt, was 'gogogo!' den i was telling my grp, "okay.. let`s go to gogogo now." den dey were like, "huh?" so i said,
de game`s called 'gogogo'. n den looks of comprehension fell on their faces. hah. dere were 4 rnds to dis game. i forgot which grp we were competing against. but de 1st rnd was to eat bananas. huever finishes half de banana first gets to throw de frisbee. dere r 3 rings on de grnd. if de frisbee lands in de bull`s eye, we get 3 pts. den if it lands in de middle ring, 2 pts. outermost ring, 1pt. 2nd round was memorization of verses. psalm 23 v 1-5. hah. of cos dis rnd is me la. LOL. cos after dat we had to write it out too. den i can write fast ma.. so i go lor. wa.. de person opposing me write damn slow leh. i finish throwing de frisbee le she haven even write finish. LOL. 3rd rnd is eating of peanuts. eat 5 peanuts to win. den hui rou was telling ting hui, "jus swallow. dun care." wa.. cnt la. so i say, "nonono. must chew. but chew fast fast." hah.

last rnd was de tyin of knots. tie 5 raffia strings tgt. joshua went. but he din succeed. well, nvm. in de end i wore dat ring of raffia strings n pretended i was ms sg. hoho. -__-" but our grp still got unity pts. =) i guess everyone was cooperative n they cheered their best. thanks fifi for screaming like a siao-char-bor. =D

nxt game was heart-a-tac. it`s like each grp gets 4 big cardboards, den dere`ll be pictures on it. den we have to rotate it betwn 4 grps so dat we get de similar 4 cards. like de card game heart attack like dat lor. den once a grp gets 4 same cards, dey shout 'heart attack!' and run to de ctr where there are 9 chairs arranged like tic-tac-toe. den everyone has to sit on a chair and form a straight line. de 1st person to sit gets 15 pts, 2nd person gets 10, 3rd person gets 5, and de person dat`s not in de line gets 0pts. hah. our grp in de end only got 5 pts cos we owaes din manage to form a line. =( hah. but nvm. our cheers still got us unity pts. =)

last game. it`s called 'command n conquer'. den andre was so lame. but i`m lame too! hah. he asked dis qn, "dis station is called command n conquer. so wad r u supposed to do here?" den everyone was cracking their brains. HARD. so i said, "command n conquer?" den he was like," wow. i like ur grp. ur grp ic`s as lame as me," and flashed a stupid smile. wahahas. 1 grp wld hav 5 protectors and 4 collectors. de collectors job is to collect de flags and reached de end pt wivout getting hit by water bombs or de water gun. once hit, 5 secs will be added to de total time. de protectors job is to protect de collectors. so i suay suay bcome collector lor. den kena hit by so many water bombs. hah. but of cos got sum shielded by de protectors la. thanks faith. =) den we exchanged roles. now it was our turn to attack de opposing grp. den de grp ic`s privilege was to take de water gun. wahahhaa.. den benedict so funny. at de start of de game he jus rushed up to me and tried to cover my gun. u tall so wad? lol. n too bad. hu ask him so fren wiv me. if it`s stranger i dun tink i`ll dare to shoot. so he got it lor. whole body wet. wahahaha. but i guess i managed to shoot sum of de collectors too. =) den after dat andre asked us for a cheer. so since he`s so lame, i asked,"u wan short cheer or long cheer?" den he say, "dun waste time. short cheer." so our grp said, "short cheer!" den he stun deo for a while den started clapping. hahas. it`s gd having a lame person as de game marshall. we got de most pts for dis game, as compared to de others. =D

we then took a slow walk back to chapel. well..we din win, as expected, but i tink our grp was satisfied wiv de process, [i was.. i dunno abt them.] and dey all felt dis games` day was wonderful. =) hah. after dat went to eat long john wiv faith, fifi n sis varina. den sis varina asked dis qn, "do u all hav any crush?" den faith jus said, "aiya.. ppl got bf oready la." hah. anw i was planning to tell sis varina soon, so i guess it was de right time. so i said, "yea. i got bf." den fifi, de blur one, was like, "huh? wad?" so i repeated. "i got bf". "oooooooohhhh..." was de reply. hah. so well, dey found out a lot of thgs abt ts. hahhahahaha. v soon my church mates will kno him. hohoho.

okay.. v late le. gotta go play chess wiv my mum. i`ll win dat penguin someday. jus wait n see.

i miss you!! <3 golden sky rox. =D

muahaha!!! posting again le!

whoo!! lol so long nvr post le.. got 10days rite? haha. but nvm. at least now i get to post le.

oh.. i din go for the superstar audition. so to those who wished me gd luck, thank you but again, sorry to disappoint u all. =) nxt time will try de, if i dun hav flu bah. haha.

haha. dunno wad to write le. so nxt time post again bah. =p

helloo.

ME IS HERE TO POST!! ahhaa. lame. my readership nvr improve leh. no ppl come tag. *sob sob* den got sum ppl come here read oso nvr tag. grr.. u kno hu u are. MUAHAHAHA.

anws, de HOLIDAYS are here! but i`m not happy. it`s not really holiday lor. n wadz worse, got ... . i shant say, in case i get thrashed up by ******. ahaha.. confusing rite? if u wanna kno, come ask me. heh.

he`s depressed. she doesn`t kno wad to do to cheer him up. and when she asks, he expects her to kno it and asks her to find it out herself. she`s helpless. she feels guilty for not making the effort to understand him more. she cried, bcos his tone was cold and she thot he was angry wiv her. so she made something for him, hoping it wld save the situation. well, i guess she did, cos he seemed okay the next day. but till now, she still doesn`t kno wad he`s depressed abt. she wans to kno, but she doesn't kno how to ask. and he`s not telling her ..

ahaha. being ambiguous is quite fun. anw, it`s not me. jus posting dis story of someone for fun. someone dat wants to remain anonymous. =) well, i just hope de guy wld see dis post and do sumthg, if not she`ll continue feeling sad. ...

my template nice?? =D

YAY!!! finally can blog le. phew~ i tot i forever cant blog liao. T__T de laptop was sent for repair, so i had to use de stupid damn lag comp in de rm. den dunno for wad reason, dat comp cnt load blogger. grr.. other webs can leh.. only blogger cnt. =(

but anws, i FINALLY CAN BLOG LE!!!!! de past mth has been very fulfilling, and yea, mostly i was happy. =D and wadz more impt, de services rocked. i love Y = MX + C! hahas.

well, anw, ytd dere`s dis guy frm america, called pastor jay [ahaha.. sop, u readin dis?] and he`s handsome n humorous. too bad he`s oready happily married. =( lol. he talked abt we having dis greatness of God inside us and sooner or later, God will reveal it. and we must not let others' worthlessness rub off on us but instead, let our greatness rub off on others. v meaningful. i`m still anticipating de day when God will jus reveal dis greatness to me. =)

HAPPY belated VALENTINES` DAY!! <3
新年快乐! 猪年行大运! =D

thankyou.

today was a day of laughter and cryin. n i experienced de nervousness dat i`ll get in 1 yr`s time. i now oready so nervous le, nxt yr how? wad i`m experiencing now is only a fraction of wad i`ll feel nxt yr lor. haiz.. but somehow it makes me more motivated to study la. =) i realised dat i actually wanna go up on stage. hah. i tink dat dose ppl who nvr go on stage really v sad lor. if i nvr go on stage i tink i`ll cry. ahahah. =x

it might be over. it might not. i jus hope it is.

but i have totally no discipline to study la. AHAHAH. everytime say wanna study den in de end end up slacking only. lols. mus really reaLLY REALLY jiayou le wor!!

haiz. see my seniors today. some happy, some sad. but wad`s done cnt be undone. i jus hope dat God will put them in a place where dey can fully maximise their potential lor. =)

God Bless everyone..

Valentine`s Day coming!! whee. <333

i`m so so so so confused. i nid someone whom i can trust.

我确实很笨。我很混乱，很矛盾。有没有人能让我成熟一点？我觉得我自己很想小孩子一样。haiz.. =x
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FEBRUARY IS HERE!! it`s so fast lor. 1 mth of my sec 4 life has passed. in the blink of an eye, i`d be enjoying my hol at genting wiv my gang. wahahahaha~ i`m SO looking forward to post-O days, but at de same time i wan more time before 'O's to revise and to buck up on my work. contradicting hor? hahs.

lalalalalala~

i realised i can trust no one anymore. except him and Him. if i find out hu`s dat freaking idiot .. well .. i oso cant do anythg rite? =x hope it`ll all be over soon.

~Let nature take it`s course~

God Bless Me.. <3

hello.. it has been a busy and tiring wk but actually i oso dunno y i`m busy and tired.

maybe it`s bcos i`m jus tired of sec 4 life ba. it`s really a year of BOOKS. and i DONT LIKE IT. haiz.. de studyin and mugging will only end in mid-nov. by den i`ll be burned out oready ba. haiz haiz haiz.

but i`m lucky i hav my frens arnd me and dat special someone. <3 and of cos, God will tide me thru everything and anything. i guess i can say 'YAY' to all these. hah.

feeling slpy now. my new sofa bed jus came and i jus plopped on it and zzz. heh.

getting more n more interested in 红楼梦. anybody got interesting info on it? hah. can tell me. X)

okae.. bubbyes.

p.s. esther i miss you! <333

HELLO PPL!! another wk has passed. so fast.. lol.

ytd we wore our uniforms to church!! WAHAHAHA. so cool~ den got to see a lot of diff uniforms. hehehe. noticed dat a lot of my church ppl are frm ACS. hoho. well but anw, de main reason why dey wanted us to wear our uniforms was to show us dat we are a representation of our sku. we are where God placed us, so that we can impact our sku. =)

i`ve been tryin to get my friends go to church. but maybe it`s bcos i`m tryin too hard, or maybe i`ve not been trying enuf. oh well..

y dis yr chi new yr so late?!?!?! urgh. nvm. i`ll jus hav to wait for another 1 mth. hahs.

谢谢你。

hello everyone!! my official wk of schooling has passed so fast! it`s weekends again!! lol.

tmr goin for audition. vocal n keyboard. come to tink of it. now i abit regret ticking those 2 boxes. actually wanted to serve only after 0's, but bcos of wad kelly said.. i decided to serve now. but .. see first la. shud be cnt get in. HOHO. jus do my best lor. =) God will decide.

diagnostic tests almost over!! WHEE~ mon is geog n lit. heheh. i`m so relieved dat rozi is gone. phew~ julia tan is much better la! hahs. after nxt mon can slack liao. hohos. no la. still mus do regular revision. sec 4 life is so boring. zzz. my 红楼梦 give up liao. mon passing it to ts. hehehe. but actually i kno de ending liao la. so not dat bad. hoho. later maybe jus flip thru n read lor. ahahahahhahaa. dis is called play cheat.

I MISS OH-FIVE!! i really miss de orientation days. still rmb de first time i saw all of dem. quiet like siao ar. den first 2 days like not enthu like dat. den me n tiff still so worried dat dey wont be enthu on de campfire day. ahaha. but in de end we did a gd job!! got FIRST leh.. heh. but their prize dey nvr share wiv us. T_T so bad. hah. well, jus hope they enjoy their sec sku yrs lor. cos i`m gonna miss it a lot a lot. i cant bear de thot of leaving bp la.. =(

revision, revision, revision. when will it ever end? and when will the rain stop? after rain`s concert ar? ahaha.