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you kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

jason yeung got married today! :D





haha it was quite cool. ;p catwalk and all. rong said his face looks like an egg. ;p the makeup made him look weird.

hmm the whole day was quite exhausting. not during it, but after. like. tired.

the morning/ early afternoon was spent seeing a doctor/ radiologist. swensens for lunch, cine for alvin and the chipmunks. ;p i like the christmas song! ;D walked around a bit more then went to expo to meet caleb rong peiyu. oh yes i got to eat modanyaki! :D was so happy. haha.

left expo early, had dinner at pastamania suntec. caleb left with benny and ian lau (who looks different somehow). then peiyu rong and i decided we were all too tired and went home. rong and i walked all over the place just to get to the esplanade bus stop. i don't like suntec. it's such a get-lost place.

thought about it but wasn't really expecting it. haha. strange.

so tiredddd. hope tomorrow 9am. :) wake up early but yes that means more daylight. ;p


christmas, christmas time is near
time for toys and time for cheer
we've been good but we can't last
hurry christmas, hurry fast
want a plane that loops the loop
me, i want a hula hoop
we can hardly stand the wait
please christmas don't be late


okay this isn't early. but still i'm quite happy with what i've done. :) plus i had an interesting conversation with someone who practically makes it a daily goal to make fun of me, got tricked into believing that the stems are out, talked to someone i haven't talked to in a long while. :)

tomorrow 5.30pm at expo mrt station!

05S51 gathering at the esplanade at 6pm on sunday. :) sadly though, quite a few people aren't in sg anymore i think.

4.5 hours to sleep before i have to find my way to boonkeng. ;p goodnight!


wait;
1. stay where one is or delay action until a particular time or until something else happens.
- remain in readiness for some purpose

rong came over with cupcakes. ;p HER DAD ATE SOMEONE'S. haha.

went to collect the dress but the aunty wasn't done. so she asked me to go back in 45mins (which i spent in btp finding good books in popular ;p). but when i went back she was still altering someone else's jeans. so i sat there and waited almost an hour for her to get it done. the back is poofy. :(

finished data entry! :D all 9 classes of them. from that i've learnt a few things:

1. some parents should go for penmanship lessons.
2. you can have an '@' in your name!
3. some people don't understand 'name of child' (they write a number).
4. a lot of couples have very similar hp numbers.
5. i will get a backache from doing work on my bed.

another attempt to sleep early - no shows tonight!


hosanna
hillsong

i see the King of glory
coming down the clouds with fire
the whole earth shakes
the whole earth shakes
i see His love and mercy
washing over all our sin
the people sing
the people sing

hosanna, hosanna
hosanna in the highest

i see a generation
rising up to take the place
with selfless faith
with selfless faith
i see a new revival
staring as we pray and seek
we're on our knees
we're on our knees

hosanna, hosanna
hosanna in the highest

heal my heart and make it clean
open up my eyes to the things unseen
show me how to love like You have loved me
break my heart for what breaks Yours
everything i am for Your kingdom's cause
as i walk from earth into eternity


'cause i gotta know
if i am doing this all on my own

woke up late this morning. and fell asleep again. i think the exhaustion got to me.

had a late lunch and went to the green market to get my dress/ pants altered. and to yangtzekiang to get isaac's uniform, but the queue was too long. then to town! to jostle with everyone else trying to make the most of the post-christmas sales. got stripey shorts. :D

have to do more data entry for army - fmss pie stuff. and at the end of the month, december's invoice for daddy.

ivy is still grumbling that we are anti-facebook. ;p

my parents will be in bangkok from 29dec-1jan, i'm trying to decide where to go on sunday.

there is combined cg tomorrow! combined as in combined with sg hope people. which i think is a bit weird, but well. it takes even more effort to try to know new people when you're tired. have to bake the polymer clay tonight!

i'm trying to learn patience. or develop it. yes whatever.

promises;
not meant to be broken. ever.

it's important that some things are considered properly and decisions aren't made flippantly.

hmm my thoughts are messy.


it's you, it's you
you make me sing
you're every line
you're every word
you're everything

my eyebags are huge! :( therefore tonight i shall attempt to sleep sometime before 4am. haha.

went to balestier for lunch today. the bus rides were very interesting. passed by somewhere near my old tpy house. and walked around akyab also. :D and chongkim. so cool! ;p went to ttsh, but it was between visiting hours. ian wanted to go in anyway, but there were so many nurses haha. so we walked around square2 (which is a really weird place) and velocity.

then decided to go to town. still haven't decided on havaianas, but i'll probably just get the same pair. they look nice. ;p tripleberry, pigeon, mexican drumlets. :)

back to ttsh, disinfected with chlorhexidine. ahtai looks very pretty when she smiles. :) her whole face lights up. :) and i am very thankful for morphine.

YICKWANJIE CALLED. :D

opi dropped us at tpy. had no appetite for a while so we just walked around. tpy's changed a lot. i remember the time when all there was was the library, big fountain and macs. ;p eventually had dinner somewhere despite me being really grumpy. then 157 home.

i forgot to bring my keys, which was weird. but my sister let me in.

JASON IS MODELLING ON SATURDAY. :D we're all going there to be the paparazzi. ;p

i will probably also be going to see what a singapore doctor is like (one other than my father), and (finally) watch alvin and the chipmunks. :)

you and me is old, so we should be everything. ;p

the year is coming to an end so quick it's scary.


if i say it like i mean it
then maybe i'll believe it like it's true


oh when you smile at me you know exactly what you do

so.. it's christmas. this christmas feels weird, i'm not quite sure why. maybe it's ahtai in the hospital eh. she used to be the first one in the house for the party, she'd be there even before we got home from lunch after church.

went to town to surprise jason with caleb and peiyu. ;p we got a slice of tiramisu cake for him. :D not the starbucks one though. haha. then herngliang came also. but peiyu and i didn't stay long.

christmas party was a bit weird, a lot of people didn't come i think. celeste and i sat at our usual positions, on the stairs. i get agitated when my cousins play with coffee and kitkat, i can't help it, they torture them.

sebas left his fat-elephants pillow at my house, along with his pot basil. haha.

b l a n k .

today i was nagged at by joab, all the way from melbourne. to study. rawr. :(

haha i better get all the post-christmas presents done first. sorry i'm late. :( it's not fun anymore when it's late. but all the hk/kl/sg rush has been killing me, seriously. slept 16 hours the previous night, and 4 last night, it isn't even making sense anymore.. but i'm gonna try haha.

i miss phone conversations.







































back from kl trip part 2. :)

spent about half of it sleeping, 1/4 in the car, and don't ask me what the other 1/4 was cos i'm not too sure myself. skipped last night's christmas party (with uncle peter and aunty eejin etc) because i was sleeping, and mark was sick. celeste woke us up at about 9+ so we could eat dinner. then she kept us up for a while singing. haha. then i slept until it was time to go for lunch the next day. ;p

just got back from the christmas party at aunty joy's house. it was the usual thing - food, looking at photos from the hk trip, making conversation. the 4 kids performed a 'musical', which was an interesting rendition of jingle bells. haha.

happy birthday jason yeung chit sum! :D

chari is spending christmas in canada, where there is SNOW. :O

christmas, doesn't feel like christmas.


也许你不会懂
从你说爱我以后
我的天空
星星都亮了

three guys are asleep on the sofa and the girls and kevin are watching fear factor. i'm so tired i can barely keep awake.

breakfast at queensway macs, i hardly ate anything, too tired from the lack of sleep the night before. ikea to get presents, ;p then home to drop them off and to ntuc to grocery shop.

skipped lunch, helped sebas prep for the dinner, which mainly involved doing things like peeling potatoes and skewering kebabs and scooping salt and sugar etc.

dinner was alright, the food was good but everyone ate until we were so full. haha. kevin ate a lot. ;p so fat haha. after dinner jason started dancing omgosh so funny haha.

i'm sick of apple crumble now. but chunky monkey was so good. :D

don't know how to survive the drive tomorrow. i used to sit in front but since i started sitting behind i've gotten used to being able to sleep as and when i like. :\

it was sad saying goodbye.
i'll wait until after christmas. :)

okay i think everyone's sleeping already. should i try moving them upstairs? haha. i think they won't wake up until lunch time lor.

TIRED.


some chances come once in a lifetime. others come a few times. sometimes it's just that one situation, and you wonder if it's wrong to want what you want, even if it's selfish. because you know this chance will not come along again anytime soon.


she made my cabbage patch dolls' clothes. i think i got my stubbornness from her.


i'm taking an exam in a month, an exam which determines a lot. i'm scared.


and i really hate a lot of things which are happening right now.


light up, light up
as if you have a choice
even if you cannot hear my voice
i'll be right beside you dear


we don't need to go that far
let's hold on to who we are
if it's real we'll make it through
'cause all i need is you

today turned out nice, despite rushing and being tired and grumpy etc. haha.

i ended up in centrepoint less than 2 hours after getting home. the heat is. bad. kl isn't this hot. anyway. starbucks, toy story. wanted to watch i am legend but it hasn't come out yet! like i said. went to forum for the first time in ages. i only remember going there as a kid, and only for the toys'r'us. ;p

planning the party tomorrow is interesting.. all the food. :D apple crumble again haha. i will try to crumble the crumble properly heh. i think they're staying over, which is kind of crazy because i have to get up at 4+ and leave at 5. oh well.

anyway, today was good also because i got to eat the world's best red mee sua, and the world's best chocolate banana cake! ;p and of course because i got to meet jason sebas kevin and peiyu. :)

it's a bit weird to be at home with only daddy opi and tata.

one-three months raawwwrrrr.

thank you for making my day. :) even though there were plenty of reasons to not have come.


back for about 38 hours. i'll be leaving sg again on sunday morning (5am), going back to kl for about one and a half days. i'm tired, and i'm not even the one driving 4 hours each time. have to bathe, then go meet sebkevjase again to shop/ discuss tomorrow. need energy! and there are 4 christmas parties this year, interesting.


'cause it's you and me
and all other people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me
and all other people
and i don't know why
i can't keep my eyes off you


be back on friday. :)


such a beautiful disaster;

after a whole day of complaining that my legs are aching, i realised that it's actually my thighs that are aching. anyway it's completely irrational; there is no reason at all why they should be hurting like this. moving is torture, i'm hobbling worse than rong after her 26km marathon. ugh.

haven't packed, i hope my clothes are washed. but anyway it's only 3 days. have to decide whether or not to follow daddy back to kl on sunday (and come back on monday). i'd much rather stay. but he's driving alone. and i don't know how he's going to be able to drive to kl tomorrow after working tonight at nuh and tomorrow morning at the clinic. please tell me how.

besides, if i don't go again i can go to the hospital. i really dislike ahtai's maid, by the way. she is UGH. and ARGH. and BLEAH.

finished the invoice, almost went blind. my sister borrowed picky while i showered, she said it rocks haha. but it's been a bit retarded since i dropped it on saturday. :( and i still haven't cleared the desktop, but that is besides the point.

results are pretty depressing hmm. this hols are actually quite _______. nevermind.

there's cg tomorrow, for the first time at jas' house. sadly, i can't go, but oh well.

really need to change this skin too.

tired goodnight.


meeting huiru and xieai today was good, though it was short. :) i've missed them.

have to type daddy's invoice for december.

sorry i can't go out for dinner tonight.

i'm going to be around after friday; i'm not going back to kl from sunday-monday.

ahtai's in hospital.


there's a reason why they
say that we should give it time
but time is not enough
and that's the reason why
when you're young you fall in love

macs breakfast with sebas. tiong bahru this time though, instead of serene. it was.. interesting haha.

went to queensway, ate muahchee. that was probably the best thing we did there. the rest of it was walking around looking at ugly shoes. haha. went to ikea for lunch, had chicken wings! ;p walked around ikea and decided to come back another day. haha.

14 to town, walked around meridien, heeren, cine, wisma, fareast. halfway through jason and kevin met us, kev was complaining about travelling 1.5 hours for "nothing". then i gave him krispy kreme haha.

stupidly took the bus from the wrong place, wound up in some random place and cabbed instead. so smart, the day the cab fares increase some more. haha. oh well.

visiting whampoa today made me very reminiscent. eating in balestier, near akyab. driving past the balestier market where i used to be fascinated by the machine that churned out coconut flakes, i don't know why. all the lighting and bathroom shops that i used to walk past when i lived there. i used to go for walks every evening, always past that house with the scary invisible barking dog, and once to a cemetery, supposedly, but i never found out if it really was one. it was near the hospital i think. and it was quite creepy, my maid told me it was a cemetery and i believed her then. and walking to novena mrt station, and how kongkong piggybacked me there. :)

and toa payoh. the methodist kindergarten where we would sit at allocated spots to eat green bean soup/ porridge/ hard boiled eggs during recess. and how elated i was to be asked to sit beside melissa on her birthday. we didn't pass lorong 8, but i still remember. how i went to melissa's house without permission one day after school to play with her mcdonalds toys, and got scolded. and how i forgot to bring my schoolbag to school one day, and when the teacher asked who didn't have their jotter books i completely forgot that i didn't bring my entire bag. haha so embarrassing. and blk 1, where ahtai lives, and how i always get the urge to get off the bus and visit her, except i don't know exactly where she lives. the library, huge fountain and macs with the playground (which is long gone). tpy's changed so much though, now i just get lost there.

one thing i didn't get to see was tinkerbell haha, but that's totally out of the way. they tell me i used to make them bring me to look at the dogs and cats in the neighbours' houses before i would let them bring me to the nursery/ childcare centre.

walked home from the behind my house bus stop, it's like holding on to something. tight. because it hasn't changed. i drop at the same bus stop and i walk the same route. and that doesn't change. it's something i'm very thankful for.

used both backups today, phone and muvo. using the muvo made me really thankful for my ipod. but it also made me really thankful that i still have it, and it still works. and the same goes for the phone i guess. more so, because i use it so much more. plus it can be thrown and won't spoil. i think. because i've never actually thrown it before. but it's been dropped five million times, so i think it should be able to take the blow. and also, thanks to sebas! for lending me earphones, the old ipod ones he used for the green mini. which rong dropped haha. ;p i used to listen to that a lot.

christmas is coming. i wish i wasn't only coming back on christmas eve, and that i wouldn't have to spend 16 hours in the car.

there never is enough time.


now that it's all said and done

today was nice. :)

people were missing from church, in pahang with the orang asli and in lijiang with the orphans. and of course, thailand. haven't gotten to see amy or sus yet. :\

swensens for lunch. :) cbr!

went to town, walked around a bit then decided to go somewhere else instead.

ended up in sentosa haha. it was very grey and rainy. but the merlion walk is just as nice. :) too bad it wasn't daytime and i didn't bring my camera. had dinner in front of images of singapore, where we always went for excursions in primary school. battered red leaf, which is kind of apt. in some ways. walked along the beach but then i had to go home.

it was probably the fastest 61 ride ever, weird though, that i didn't notice every landmark we passed by. harbour, malan road, queensway, holland v, pandan valley, sunset way. changed bus at the green market, which is a rare occurance, but since i didn't want to get grounded, i decided i'd better. thankfully, i wasn't. :) even though i was locked out of the house.

looked through the hongkong photos and vids. i'd love to put the photos up but i don't quite know where to start. so i'll figure that out when i'm bored. which isn't happening all that soon because tomorrow is full, tuesday too, kind of, and wednesday i'll be off to kl.


***
sometimes in life, things are thrown your way, things you never thought you could handle, things that it seemed would crush you and leave you fighting for breath. people either become hard and numb, or crumble under the pressure. i've wondered if weathering storms make you stronger cos you build up more layers, or if it makes you weaker cos it erodes your layers. i guess it really depends on how you face each situation. sometimes i swallow my words because i think there's no point in saying them, or i think that it isn't my place to say that. people have asked me, and i've asked myself why. doesn't change anything though. painful as it may be, sometimes, it doesn't change anything.

sometimes, you'll find there are things that are placed in your life to remind you that it isn't all about you. and that's a good thing, for you at least. it stops you from spending too much time wallowing in self-pity. but for the other person, maybe not such a good thing. still, everything that happens happens for a reason.


weathered❤

so we're back from hk. it's good to be back.

even though i know i'm going to have a stuffy nose by tomorrow morning. even though isaac sat on the krispy kremes. even though singapore is hot and wet. even though the floor of celeste's room is soaking wet and i have to sleep in the foreign students' room. even though coffee and kitkat's sawdust hasn't been changed again, and their cage hasn't been washed. even though i have sandfly bites on my foot and hand. even though there are so many new things to get used to.

it's still good to be home. :) it seems like this summer holiday's been chopped up into little bits because of the hk/zh/macau trip, and the kl trips. the annual family holidays are always interesting because it's probably the only one time each year that all 3 families come together for about a week. probably more interesting because i'm not close to my cousins. or uncles and aunties, for that matter. it's usually characterised by a lot of time spent waiting, moving, and eating. a lot of time wasted. and with uncle wm, every conversation is a war of words.

anyway. it's almost the end of the year, and it's almost the time to look back on the year and all the ups and downs. actually after everything that's happened this year, i'm quite thankful that i am still functioning. not optimally, obviously, but still. functioning. that kind of amazes me.

and like i was saying earlier. there are new things to get used to. and it's like i'm not quite sure what to do, or how to do them, and the best i can do is try to figure it out. and at the same time try to make sure i don't subconsciously start rebuilding the walls. and stop thinking that every thing i do is a reason why.

sometimes i'm at a loss, and i really have no clue what to do. what to say. what's natural. what's right.

haha okay i should stop emoing, yes? goodnight.


i've been thinking too much.

hk is a lot better than china/ macau. i'm happy to be back. :) plus tomorrow's saturday! :D that means we're flying home. :)

zhuhai is the epitome of piracy. they have fake ipods, among a lot of other things. i got a 128Gb thumbdrive. ;p hahaha. and the kfc is really good. but other than that, there's nothing much else.

my brother is going to jj for the first month or whatever it's called now.

been eating a lot, hungry all the time, i am now heavy enough to donate blood. ;p jason wanna go? haha.

been watching a lot of grey's as well. and now daddy is trying to channel a lot of our conversations to include something medical, which is.. kind of weird. hmm.

going to jordan to eat wanton mee soon, and then walk around. probably going to some night market tonight.


music in me

i'm in macau now. it's very different from hk.

the venetian is a very nice hotel. the decor is wow. but i didn't bring my camera batt charger. :(

brown jacket!

went to see the remains of the st paul's cathedral. and had portuguese egg tarts. ;p

one thing i don't like about chinese tourists is that they push people (or most of them). without shame. army told us about this lady who opened her umbrella to push people away and get to the front of the queue. haha. should've videoed and put on youtube.

talked to this lady from china in the bus on the way back, it was quite interesting. haha. of course i didn't understand everything she said.

this holiday feels really weird.

it hurts to grow. anybody who tells you it doesn't, is lying. but here's the truth. sometimes, the more things change, the more they stay the same. and sometimes, oh sometimes, change is good. sometimes, change is everything.
- meredith grey

i miss bubbles.





hello :)

disneyland yesterday was alright, not terrible, just small. and a bit weird because mickey mouse is not meant to speak in cantonese. haha. and it was tiring walking around the whole day. the fireworks right at the end were good though. :D

ocean park today was okay, the weather was too hot. and i still don't understand most cantonese. came back a bit earlier, was supposed to go shopping but i decided to nuah instead. i'm a bit tired of all the christmas songs playing everywhere.

dinner at a cantonese restaurant tonight, then tomorrow we're going to china until friday.

grey's anatomy :D


it's the love that i've found
ever since you've been around
your love puts me on the top of the world

we went to the peak today. the tram path was so steep it was scary. plus we were standing. haha. the sky terrace wasn't much, maybe because we were all hungry. they have mcwings here! ;p

walked around stanley market, there wasn't actually much to buy. but the wanton noodles and deep fried fish skin was good. :D there are a lot of angmohs with dogs.

the bus ride back was about an hour long, we were all sleeping. i want to keep the octopus card but that would cost me hk$50.

about to go out for dinner soon. :) and we're going to disneyland tomorrow.


hello hongkong! :D

hk weather is so nice. haha. and the temperature doesn't drop at night! ;p

had dimsum for lunch, it was so good. haha. but dinner wasn't great. mainly because the food ordered for us was weird. like pig intestine soup. :\ dinner lasted too long.

we walked through the park to tst mtr station, there are flamingoes there! :D and black necked swans and mandarin ducks. haha. anyway the mtr is really like singapore's mrt, inside and out.

after dinner we walked around a bit. all the bars etc. i'm terrible with the names of these places. but it was interesting. the streets there were so clean. and so brightly lit. and so crowded. with so many taxis. and the air is so thick with smoke and haze. :\

we were supposed to go somewhere else to shop after dropping the kids back at royal palace hotel, but in the end everyone was too tired to go. :( so disappointing. haha. oh well tomorrow is devoted to shopping. :D

oh yes. we have access to the club floor lounge place, which means free internet access, and free flow of food throughout the day. provided we eat it there. haha. the honey is so tempting i think one day i will actually take one little bottle back. heh.

high school musical 2, and half of stardust. :) i still don't like sia.

i'm tired, supposed to be in the room by 11, going to sleep.

:)

oh yes. haha we'd been talking about this for quite some time, and now it is actually happening. it feels strange. hmmm.


maybe i've been the problem
maybe i'm the one to blame
but even when i turn it off and blame myself
the outcome feels the same
i've been thinking maybe i've been partly cloudy
maybe i'm the chance of rain
and maybe i'm overcast
and maybe all my luck's washed down the drain
i've been thinking 'bout everyone
everyone, you look so lonely

but when i look at the stars

i got scolded for coming home late. :( although early wasn't defined. good thing i didn't stay for season 2. ;p and i still don't think having a messy room is being irresponsible if i know where everything is. besides. if i actually had a room then maybe i would have places to put my things. you think?

okay that was just to vent. other than that, today was good. :) oh except for another thing, where the guy sitting facing backwards in the bus must have thought i was mad. heh but it was only temporary. jason was like - jaw drop. and peiyu was like why why why! and sebas of course just ignored me because he thinks i make stupid decisions. haha.

anyway. i was almost an hour late meeting jason peiyu and jaslyn today. :\ sebas dismissed my reason as being invalid ha. he had a dinosaur bandage. ;p had lunch at a hawker centre in bedok, sebas was scared of getting salmonella. especially when they presented him with a tiny strawberry mousse cake! ;p for his belated birthday haha. he thought it was from prima deli. and then we saw tay ping hui and sean something (xiao xin). and the old man, only peiyu knows his name. haha. jason was hitting on tph. he wanted to go and take photo with him. hahaha.

the weather was nice when we reached ecp. then while we were getting the blades/ bike, it started drizzling. by the time we started blading/ cycling, it was raining. haha. so we went in the direction that sebas claimed the rain was lighter. then when we reached the end it started pouring so we turned back. haha. we were all completely drenched. but it was so fun. :D trying to see through the rain and singing random songs and jason trying to look natural. ;p i found out that the crumpler isn't really waterproof. cheat money! thankfully a plastic bag saved the day, and everything in my bag (including everyone's phones, wallets and my hard drive and camera).

went to kevin's house and ordered kfc in. watched jason sebas and caleb play mario party (or something like that) while kevin transferred shows. ;p yay thanks kevin! my shorts were still wet so i sat on newspaper. haha. in fact my shorts were still wet when i got home. kind of disgusting now that i think about it. haha. jason was nice enough to wait for the bus for me even though it took forever. :)

so i'm flying off to hk in about 8.5 hours. :) have to pack now. haha. have to wake up at 5.30! bringing picky, i don't quite know why. they say the hotel has free internet access. ;p

smile. i don't understand. and i have stopped fighting.






more than you, more than you know

went to maplewoods this morning with army and celeste to look at clothes. it was a bit weird at first, but after a while it was funnish lah. haha. dalmatian lady etc. retro dress! epitome of sweet and demure haha. but i doubt i'll ever wear it out so. :\

happy birthday jane! :D

nannik and siti helped me bake apple crumble. the nice thing about baking at home is that.. i don't really have to do much. ;p i started off wanting to do everything. but i don't like people watching me while i cook. so in the end i let them do most of it. and isaac helped peel about half an apple. haha. so i made a small apple crumble pie thing for him. ;p

and we had cg today. :) celine came! late, but still. and cheryl and haha joshua. and val sam lionel ian. we built boats. but none of them could support the weight of an egg. my holiday boat. we're supposed to empty our boats by the end of the holidays. desire to be people who walk on water. actually i think there could be a lot of different reactions of the boat potatoes.

it's true, it's a lot easier to be the cheerleader than the marathon runner.

went to holland v after cg, had random food at nydc. eugene drove the girls there haha. then ivan drove some of us home after that. both of them drive so fast, it's scary. i still think it's cool to sit in a car your friend's driving, more so cos this isn't melbourne, where practically every car i sit in is driven by a friend. ;p

i am not thinking. i cannot ask the questions anymore.


淡淡一句 还是朋友
泪也如刀割


while you're lying in the dark
there shines an everlasting light




this is my family (excluding daddy - he was working) at tata's birthday dinner.
uncle wq, aunty sh, army, celeste, mark, me, sammy, uncle wm
opi, ian, tata, isaac, nicky, alex, aunty joy

happy graduation ivy ong! ;p




you learn,
you make a mistake,
you fall,
you pick yourself up,
you learn,
you make a mistake,
you fall,
you pick yourself up,
you learn,
you make a mistake,
you fall.

and you pick yourself up.