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STRESSED. :(

i need to study lah. MATH PHYSICS CHEM BIO.

today was quite alright except that it rained the whole entire day. went to church, took tram 109 to victoria gradens, burnley street. had jap for lunch, then went to ikea. :) i didn't start to feel my backache until around4pm! then it started to get bad. :(

had prawn noodles for dinner. without any prawns. crabstick and egg. not bad, for instant food.

okay now need to study already. i think i am starting to sound like _______. :\ but err. whatever lah. really need to.

worried about my OP marks also. :\ 80%!!!

mug.


if our certainty is only in our beliefs, we develop a sense of self-righteousness, become overly critical, and are limited by the view that our beliefs are complete and settled. but when we have the right relationship with God, life is full of spontaneous, joyful uncertainty and expectancy. Jesus said "..believe also in Me" (john14:1), not, "believe certain things about Me." leave everything to Him and it will be gloriously and graciously uncertain how He will come in - but you can be certain that He will come. remain faithful to Him.

"O Lord my God, i called to You for help and You healed me." psalm 30:2


hmm. today went by without me doing much work. :\ it's a SATURDAY! argh. how??

woke up at 10am. went to victoria market with army. she bought her usual stuff- essential oils, bars of soap etc. and muscle and joint rub for my back. ha. met cheryl too. :) then we bought jam doughnuts, grapes, 3 bananas. bananas are now around $8+ per kg. SEE. the outcome of the stupid hurricane. banana crisis. :(

went to the cheaper party supplies shop and she got some stuff also.

then we went back to hostel to unload. and then to 433 for lunch. :) then.. went to kikki (nice stationery shop) and got a folder and black paper for my WR. went to surf dive n ski, ripcurl.. but she couldn't find anything for mark. WHO IS GOING TO OBS TOMORROW. how unfair is that lah. oh but i got something from ripcurl. :)

came back and did WR. then went to officeworks to print. super ex. when i get my own apartment next year i promise myself that i will get everything and not need to waste money on stupid things like reports.

went back to hostel and found out that i'd done a part of the procedure wrongly. cannot do findings and analysis before research right? doesn't make sense. so had to edit. hai. that means monday line 3 must go comp lab and print a new procedure. anyway i arranged everything and put it into the folder.

went down for dinner (the chicken tasted weird) and then came up and finished the 'original' copy of my procedure. and put that into the folder too. so now it's almost officially completed. :) hopefully the comp lab won't be too crowded on monday morning.

loyi got purple grapes which are not seedless. haiyo. green are nicer. and besides, they're seedless lah.

army boiled barley water. my goodness. i can't believe she brought it all the way from home. i hate barley water. ugh. but she made curry puffs too. :) not bad. haha. for once, the nice smell on level 4 was coming from my room lah. :D

hai. today has been such a slack day. i guess you can't really do much work when your parents come. :\ so it's a good thing, and a bad thing.. i don't know what i'm going to do when she leaves though. because my back is still quite bad and i cannot possibly massage it by myself right? hai.

but don't worry sis! i'll be okay. :)

haha. okay now i'm going to slack until 9.15 then shower. then do math. no point trying to do work before i shower because it just won't happen.


and as our lives change
come whatever
we will still be
friends forever


medochemie.

haha yay i'm feeling better now! :) that always helps.

hmm. called sebas. the convo was quite amazing, really. it was so repetitive that i think the entire thing could have been condensed to like, 10 mins. haha. need new vocab lah. but eh got new phrase leh! not bad. "waste my time." haha. in addition to the usual "so tiring, talking to you so tiring." and "don't want to talk to you already" and "i want to sleep". haha. so tiring until got backache for 3 days already. :D oh. and i told him that i took myself off his blog, and he said i was mean. hmm. and he added loyi on friendster! hahaha.

3am already! well almost. go and sleep.


haha. just realised that i haven't blogged today. so..

got up at like 5.50am, which is like crazily early. slept at about 1am? yeah. brought army upstairs, and she immediately started unloading stuff lah. my goodness. all the long-slseeved clothes and jackets and of course! gifts from the bestest people on earth. :)

thanks to-
rong, who has 4 hearts just like cows have 4 stomachs.
yoda, who knows exactly how it feels to be away from home.
dominic, who.. didn't want to write his name.
leanne, who thinks i am going to get an aussie accent.
yingma, who secretly reads my blog!! ahh! :D
david, who wrote/drew exactly what he was told to write.
aini, who knows how difficult it is to tolerate sebas. :D
woonsoon, my angel, who thought i'd know who he was without writing his name.
pohxuan, who will always be supporting me. :)
sarah, who dreams about govin. haha
jean, whom i miss a ton. :(
kanesh, who is ___. haha okay no.
veevee, who wants to be updated about me.
REN, love you lots! :) thanks so much. for the music box especially. i asked my mum if it would get spoilt. she said at the rate i'm playing with it, it'll be spoilt even before she goes back. :D
peiyu, whose love for me never fades. :)

peiyu kevin sebas caleb didn't write. :(((((((

and of course, amy and the rest of the punktsters. :)

OH and army brought my plane. :) my pink paper plane that ren wrote for me. :) YAY.

and a million blue-black pens and liquid paper, and presents from auntie karen all the way from ireland. :)

seventeen and 8days.

a ton of food. seriously. my entire cupboard is completely filled. i have no idea how i'm gonna be able to finish the food.

went to school as usual. we hadn't 'raced' with the guys for quite some time. but this time, even though we hadn't planned on it, we won. :D

math- maxima and minima. oh i just remembered something really funny that happened in math class. most of us hadn't got our calculus study guides with us, so dr w. went to get some of the new ones for us. the cover page is different from the older study guides. then loyi told dr w. that the cover of the old study guide made him sad. and that the new one made him happy. so dr w. said that if it made him feel happier, he'd give him one. :D and he threw it to him. haha. the whole class was laughing lah.

physics- torque.
line 3- got newspaper articles for WR biblio.
bio- digestion. (large instestine etc)
chem- chromatography prac. (totally cannot make it. Rf values > 1! ha)
line 6+7- chicken rice for lunch at home. packed my table a bit cos i really couldn't stand it. planned for the rest of the day.
english- OPs on eating habits and jap manganime. let off early. :)

went back to hostel. then went to safeway and bigW with army. and laguna. then went back. didn't feel like eating, so didn't. until a bit later, had chicken pie, cream of mushroom soup and mogumogu. :) and the triangle kueh that opi got for me. :)

which reminds me: sebas promised to make mushroom soup and buttered prawns at my house when i go back. :) everybody come! haha.

did laundry.

finished WR. well, kinda. only like the cover page and the original copy of my timeline left. but of course, the soft copy is the original copy. who on earth records every time they do something for their project? hai. i will have to crap something out. later.

oh. army cleaned the kitchenette, vacuumed the floor, kinda cleaned the toilet, washed the dishes. :) haha. and bought stuff to cook also. chicken soup! :)

today has been quite a good day. :) haha loyi got full marks for OP lah my goodness. so pro haha. i'm getting my marks on monday. the day i hand in WR. hai. research project is like 30% of finals lah.

need to find out stuff about ISAT and UMAT. when to register, when the tests are going to be, where, blah. haha must try the UMAT sample questions also.



"I will give your life to you as a prize in all places, wherever you go" Jer45:5
..and once you do get to the point of total surrender to Him, you will be the most surprised and delighted person on earth. God will have you absolutely, without any limitations, and He will have given you your life. If you are not there, it is either because of disobedience in your life or your refusal to be simple enough.


anarex tastes horrible, i realise. and the antibiotics i have stopped taking for ages.. hai. i'm not being good to myself.

edited loyi's WR until i almost died.

i can't get even the simplest physics questions. HOW??????? what if i fail this test?? argh.

transferred bio notes.

couldn't draw a flow chart of the relationship between Ca+ ions, Na+ ions, and osmotic balance. yuinharng asked. haha.

i think i have one million emails to reply lah. :\ sorry. hai. busy, really.

okay i need to sleep. like, now. tomorrow must wake up at like 6am, don't see how that's possible really. hope i can make it.

48! (:


huh. well i just (kinda) wasted my whole entire afternoon. after school, went to check the exam timetable.

2 june - english
5 june - math a
6 june - bio
9 june - chem
13 june - physics
15 june - SINGAPORE

not bad i think. quite spread out. :) enough time to mug in between.

haha. then i went to buy rockmelon and print photos and some other stuff. and then cos i was feeling nice, went to the post office to get a padded bag. yes ashley, i'll be sending your starburst back. :D as soon as i can figure out your address. ha.

asked army to bring honey stars for me. :D and mags also. need to read some stuff about singapore. haha. hai, need to start reading newspapers also. later they ask me about some nonsense general knowledge / current affairs thing then i surely dunno how to answer lah. crap.

talking to yuinharng can be quite funny at times. he is always asking about how girls think. :D and you need to explain in great detail before he gets it. haha the only thing he can remember is bio.

i think i'll take another anarex tonight. and sleep not too late. tomorrow need to wake up at like 6am lah. my goodness.

and wr is due on monday. i've been procrastinating my newspaper thing until now lah. tomorrow really must. otherwise i can forget about taking medicine. english cannot get 80%. hai. line3 ah.

and still need to do the stupid footnote thing lah. really dunno how to do. i asked, but still not completely sure. oh well. anyhow lah.

haha syahir is presenting tomorrow! fumie also. syahir's topic is anime! :D reminds me of that time when ms cher let us watch that monster thing during GP. haha.

i think it's a blessing that i don't use my thumb to type. because there's a paper cut there now. haha. i think in primary school when they made you go for those typing courses and made you play those word-racer typing games? you were supposed to use your thumb to hit the space key. and actually it's quite stupid. because you don't learn to type fast through a course, you learn to type fast through sitting in front of the comp everyday, doing silly things like blogging. haha.

homework:
- chem prac: chromatography
- redo bio prac: stomata
- bio prac: enzymes
- gravitation



only one

broken this fragile thing now
and i can't, i can't pick up the pieces
and i've thrown my words all around
but i can't, i can't give you a reason
i feel so broken up
and i give up
just wanna tell you so you know

here i go
scream my lungs out
to try to get to you
you are my only one
i let go
there's just no one
who gets me like you do
you are my only
my only one

made my mistakes, let you down
and i can't, i can't hold on for too long
ran my whole life in the ground
and i can't, i can't get up when you're gone
cos something's breakin' up
i feel like giving up
i won't walk out until you know

here i go
scream my lungs out
to try to get to you
you are my only one
i let go
there's just no one
who gets me like you do
you are my only
my only one

here i go
so dishonestly
leave a note
for you my only one
and i know
you can see right through me
so let me go
and you will find someone


:(

you try to tell yourself it doesn't matter, but deep down you know it does. of course it does.

i give up on gravitation already. i can only do the questions he's gone through, since the answers are right there staring you in the face.

feeling so ____ that i think i will just go and take anarex even if army doesn't reply. okay anarex looks okay. i'm sure daddy wouldn't put something i'm allergic to in the box. i'm not allergic to paracetamol. or orphenadrine citrate. and army just replied saying okay. anarex is a drowsy medicine. that's good. i just want to sleep.

sleep everything away.


BACKACHE! :(

i need, like. yokoyoko or something. haha.

give up on math. they don't even have the full answer behind lah. what sort of lousy book is this. and besides, i didn't bring my graphic calculator back.

backachebackachebackache

haha didn't do gravitation just now. ended up copying chem from my computer screen.

need to resubmit bio prac. :( the stupid stomata thing. I HAVE NO MORE PAPER TO DRAW IT ON LAH. forgot to ask her whether i could just like add in the chloroplasts on the one i handed in previously. ha. lazy to write conclusion also. :\ not sure when it's due.

need to do gravitation. actually not yet lah, but i just hate feeling so lost in class everyday. :\ where is ms ong?? hai. :( geostationary sounds nicer than geosynchronous lah.

if this back thing keeps up, i am going to sleep at like 11pm every night. i can't take it lah. PAIN. help. :(

ONE MORE HOUR. gravitation!


it just strikes me how some people need to work so hard for something, while others get it handed to them on a silver platter.

next week is going to be horrible. all 4 tests squeezed into thursday and friday. HOW AM I GOING TO BE ABLE TO SURVIVE IT.

plus, now we're doing gravitation, which just kills me. even though it's not included in the test, it's depressing enough.

and, digestion is simpler than sec4 work. can i please borrow all your notes to zap when i go back? ARGH.

in addition to that, this stupid backache.

ARGH this is just stupid. i think i need a back brace or something.

okay don't waste time! go figure out gravitation.


i don't know how to do footnotes. help! :\ i remember that in-text citations was one of the worse parts of WR. but i left that all to sarah, kairou.. hai.

i hate the feeling of lying on your bed and not being able to fall asleep immediately.

i miss the shihlin XXL chicken at harbour. didn't get to eat it since we moved to woodsville. pp.

i don't understand why people have to be this way.

i hate it when people only call you when they need your help. or when they need you to accompany them somewhere. when they expect you to be at their beck and call, just because you've been nice once.

i miss zha wanton and chicken rice that was free from heart attacks.

i miss ORCHARD.

i miss nine. sfc, A31, S51, punkt.

i miss mw. it gave me that feeling. like in khaodee. that was every evening. it's just the everyday thing that helps you stay on track. start the day right. i told army i was going for mw every day when school starts. she said she'd send me.

if you're away from them most of the time, your parents will do much more for you when you're with them, because it's the little that they can do. haha. take advantage of it? :p i will enjoy the few days army is here. :)

i miss red mee sua. mama and kongkong are coming going to singapore in june for a few days. :)

i miss hearing that so often. the little things you take for granted, and you think it'll be there forever. gone with the wind.

i wish i could stay up until 2am everyday, but that would just be killing myself.

i wish i could call back using my handphone. i wish they could call. just like those days.

i thought that constants never changed.

i just realised that if it's 51 days to going back, that means it's about one month to exams. hmm. that's quite scary.

i'm going to sleep in 15 mins. around there. sleep it all off and it will be okay tomorrow morning.


backache backache backache backache OWWWW :(

called kanesh. (: at first it seemed like he would never pick up. but in the end he did. :) told me to ignore any rumours that are being spread about him. haha. could hear people screaming in the background lah. then kanesh had to go.

so i called ren rong peiyu kevin. no one picked up lah. my goodness. then i called sebas. finally someone picked up. haha. he put me on LOUDSPEAKER AGAIN LAH. irritating. i wanted to talk to hao3 ren2. :D haha.

finally i could talk to ren. :) yay! haha. she updated me about school. it was raining. sebas could answer all the questions for physics tut, and he answered all on the board for mdm HOH (or smth like that) haha. peiyu was at a match. kevin was on gym duty. but he went out to buy batteries or something. haha. mr lim cs gave the BT1 english paper 1 review lecture today. someone wrote that women want big blossoms! oh myyyy. haha. and dp said that there was hope for s51. haha. cos they were waiting outside the GO to go for lect cos mdm hoh let them off 15mins early. caleb got a new bag (actually that was old news haha) and rong also (also old news). rong's bag has 12 compartments, and her stuff always gets lost in there, somewhere. jean may be going to US in august. :(((((((

talked to rong a bit. she told me about the interview haha. about caleb laughing and being retarded the whole time. i was like oh no. haha. but what can you expect from caleb? :D and they went to the street soccer court or something. haha. and they were eating zha wanton mee lah. i wantttt. rong wanted to throw me some. she said i must catch. but it landed on the floor. hai. :D

talked to caleb. haha. he ask why i sabo him to do the interview. eh i never okay. sus asked for you! ahaha. and nowadays nobody eats zha wanton anymore? lemon chicken rice..? haha. i'm lost.

sebas doesn't want to give me songs anymore. haha cos i wanted to go and eat dinner? i dunno. aiyah. he said he'll think about it. that means, in about a million years.

i think i am going to sleep early tonight, because my back is killing me. i don't know why also. suddenly like that. :\ rennnnn! hai.

okay better do my evaluation. WR!!! hai.


haha. just felt like blogging. again.

went out for lunch with loyi at the sushi bbq chinese restaurant place. he ate a ton. anyway. wanted to go laguna, but too lazy. loyi is as irritating as sebas, if not worse.

came back to get my ipod, then went to flagstaff. :) there were too many people there though. celebrating someone's birthday in the park. anyway i walked one round, then sat at the stone memorial and read vanishing acts. :) for about half an hour. then i came back.

going to call kanesh soon! ahaha i can't wait. :D so fun. going to call with my handphone i think. probably won't talk for too long.

don't feel like doing work lah. but i've wasted almost the whole day already. hai. i'll do later lah. must finish math and evaluation for wr and fill in my own survey. haha. TOMORROW MUST GET NEWSPAPER ARTICLES.



haha this is from ashley:

there are only reasons to succeed, reasons to fail are excuses. and

Infatuation overlooks flaws, Love accepts them.

(:


antagonistic contraction and relaxation of the circular and longitudinal muscles in the oesophagus

haha. just woke up, and it's like 1+am? :D holiday! anzac day. whatever that is.

last night (or rather, this morning) talked to sebas. actually i have no clue what he was doing. cos usually he'd be doing work like bio S or something, but last night he spent the whole entire time trying to convince me to tell ______ that he is ___. haha. very irritating leh. so whiney. haha. and then he put me on loudspeaker lah. his loud speaker is super lousy okay. anyway. then he wanted to restring his guitar. took forever. and in the end he broke one new string. who's fault? my fault. as always. ha. SO the point is that i didn't get to hear him play guitar. :( haha and he has to go and get a new set of strings first. and then restring again, which will take forever.

wanted to call kanesh, but dunnowho stopped me, so. i'll call later during one of the breaks. :) and get to talk to everyone else, i hope. haha.

halfway while i was talking, loyi came down and called me mugger. crazy one lah. whole day calling me mugger. some more i was talking on the phone, hello? haha. i only read vanishing acts when sebas was restringing lah.

oh and then he let me listen to some weird music. haha it was full of noise lah. not nice. :D but got some other nicer songs. but i'll have to wait until i go back to singapore. which isn't all that far away. 51 days. (:

JASON-
sebas says the recipes you sent me are nonsense! go and kill him! haha
he also says he misses you very much, and he's heartbroken cos you don't believe him. :D

hmmm. loyi was still mugging chem when i went up after the call. who's the mugger lah. dodohead.

haha and there was the 'cya tomorrow' thing. haha. like everyone's just so used to saying that. i can't wait to say that and really mean it. :p

ren went for morning worship today. (: she msged me!

need to buy calling card for army and starburst for ashley and. oh. almost forgot. haha.

and i can't believe that i forgot the muscles in the eyes. circular and radial, suspensory ligament and ciliary muscles. hai. made ashley check his vandalised bio textbook for me. :D


hmm. i have no idea what susanna is talking about! the interview is it? haha. so funny. can imagine. anything with caleb in it.. :D

was just thinking, haha. somehow it always comes back to the bus stop opposite my house. waiting for a bus to btp or town or somewhere. (:


every memory of looking out the back door
i had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
it's hard to say it, time to say it
goodbye, goodbye

every memory of walking out the front door
i found the photo of the friend that i was looking for
it's hard to say it, time to say it
goodbye, goodbye

i miss that town
i miss the faces
you can't erase
you can't replace it
i miss it now
i can't believe it

so hard to stay
too hard to leave it

if i could relive those days
i know the one thing that would never change


haha. isn't it weird when you have to arrange for two people in singapore to meet.. when you're not even there? :D susanna wants to interview caleb about SOCCER haha.

just read caleb's last few entries. haha. he was complaining about living without a maid this morning. cos he woke up 30 mins late! haha but in the end still not late for school. :p and i realised that i've been living without a maid for like, 3 months. today's the 24th! i've been here for exactly 3 months haha.

for a treat, banana milk. :D remember that time we drank it in 4A chalet. haha. woke up like how early before everyone else was awake lah. big M banana milk is just as good as dutch lady. i think. haha.

SO FULL. anyway.

math was the dy/dx thing again, the nature of stationary points.

physics. gravitation again. hai. i'm quite irritated by it. CANNOT DO LAH. i will try again later.

line 3. finished math.

bio. :) digestion! haha. i'm happy just studying that chapter. BUT today in class i found out that what we are learning is like not even O level standard lah. we don't even need to know about the longitudinal and circular muscles. mrs p richards said that behind the bolus, the muscles contract, and in front of it, the muscles relax. but if the longitudinal muscles contract while the circular muscles relax (i forgot that word. cos my sec sch bio textbook is being destroyed by my brother), how can you say that the muscles behind contract and those in front relax?? :\ hai.

chem. chromatography. haha.

haven't gotten my newspaper articles, but i'm feeling too lazy today. hai. tomorrow holiday some more. maybe wednesday. haha. today is OPs again. hope they're interesting. so far everyone has improved from the commitment OP though, so well. that's good i guess.

after school going to extra green travel (or whatever it's called) to buy air ticket. haha. in case he can't withdraw enough money, i'm supposed to lend him first. hmm.

for now- and later:
put the conditioner in the shower
refill toilet paper
throw out the trash
wash the millions of dishes
STUDY

ashley and sebas please get well soon.

ren, thanks for ur msg! (: missin' u tooo.

susanna: haha, no prob. (: love u too!


hmmm. i'm supposed to read chem. dunno anything about instrumental analysis, haha. but i'm feeling lazy. so blog first. :D

went to church again. i was yawning and falling asleep. until the sermon. haha. jossy chacko is really good.

the gospel will be preached in the whole world. who's responsibility is it?
it is God's will that none should perish.
there are so many people who have never heard the gospel in their whole entire lives.
if God is for you, who can be against you?

God's world.
our neighbours.
it is time.
(:


went up to the chapel after service to walk around the missions fair. had a muffin. :) went to the YWAM booth and talked to the guy a bit. he said they're sending out short-term mission teams in JAN to THAILAND ohmygosh. i wantttt. the thing is that i won't even be here in jan in the first place. hmm.

and then after that i went to safeway. just felt like it. haha.

OH. got this from a___e's blog. ashley's *ahem. ahaha.

mark lim nearly conducted the band today but in the end mr ong took over
again. haha. you have no idea how cute mark lim looks, holding two
drumsticks and trying to conduct the band.

:D

and susanna tagged me. haha. i am feeling a bit too lazy- but ah well. i'll just do it anyway. for fun haha. i'm not gonna tag anyone though. who else has the time to do such things haha.

Name 20 people u can think of right now at the top of your head. Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 people. OK tag at least 5 people... Ready? Start.

1.ren
2.rong
3.peiyu
4.kevin
5.sebas
6.KANESH
7.jean
8.caleb
9.xieai
10.huiru
11.marj(:
12.susanna
13.amy
14.chari
15.ashley
16.yuming
17.joanne
18.yurong
19.diana
20.may!

questions
1. How did u meet 14? church (:

2. What would you do if you've never met 1? die, probably. hmm. really cannot imagine life without ren. that's why you must take care k??

3. What would you do if 20 and 9 dated? what a totally nonsense combination of people lah. may and xieai? hahaha.

4. Did you ever like 19? haha of course! sexy chairman lehhh. :D

5. Would 6 and 17 make a good couple? ahahaha NO WAY. joanne would just die. poor girl. haha!

6. Describe 3. fishy! haha. my dearest beloved sister who is always doing the silliest things. :D

7. Do you think 8 is attractive? caleb..? errr. haha. i shall reserve my comments. :p

8. Tell me something about 7. she is amazing! (: and she might be going to US? :(

9. Do you know any of 12's family? haha yeah. her mummy daddy (not really lah) and sister (:

10. What's 8's favourite? WHY WHOLE DAY ASK CALEB ONE. i dunno lah. he is full of lame jokes.

11. What would you do when 18 confesses that he/she likes you? haha. burst out laughing like a mad cow. which is what we used to do last time in sec sch in the middle of nowhere! :D

12. What language(s) does 15 speak? english. only english. ahahaha.

13. Who is 9 going out with? won bin. hahaha.

14. How old is 16 now? eighteen+ (: my zheh.

15. When is the last time you talk to 13? probably yesterday or the day before (:

16. What is 2's favourite band/singer? how i know. she is weird. :p hmm i really dunno.

17. Would you ever date 4? kevinnnn?! haha. no.. nothing else to say. haha.

18. Would you ever date 7? haha. why not? :D we were supposed to have that date on ren's patio okay. stargazing. haha

19. Is 15 single? hahaha i also dunno. got this c______ and last time a____. :D

20. What's 10's last name? lee

21. Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11? haha NO.

22. What school does 3 go? sajc (:

23. Where does 6 live? singapore. two houses i forgot where. newton and and and. balestier! is it? haha. oh he has been saying he'll go study overseas since sec3. he's j2 now. haha.

24. What's your favourite thing about 5? hahaha. hmmm. i also dunno. being someone i can talk to i guess. haha. even though he is VERY irritating. :D

25. Have you seen 1 naked? obviously not. crazy ah.

okay done. haha. better go read chem. don't sleep so late, then tomorrow won't sleep in class. actually i haven't done that in quite a long time. (: haha. achievement!

salvation belongs to our God
who sits upon the throne
and unto the Lamb-

(:

got up at about 10.25am. went for 11.15am church service. today's the start of the 35th missionary convention. i forgot! but well. i think i'm going for the 6pm service later. (:

i like the speaker. jossy chacko. he's funny and interesting. his sermon was about eternity vs vanity, from ecclesiastes. how so much of our lives are woven around vanity. everything you do outside of serving Jesus Christ is vanity, and you will not find purpose and meaning in it.

had lunch at dessert house with heather mel wanz. then dabaoed for loyi. hmm. i think guys should do their own laundry. haha.

going to slack until dinner, then church (maybe) and then shower and mug. (: i mean. read chem and maybe do wr. see how. haha.


say the word, and i will sing for You
over oceans deep, i will follow
if each star was a song
and every breath of wind, praise
it would still fail by far
to say all my heart contains
i simply live,
i simply live for You



oh. this morning i woke up, and i was thinking about ballet. haha. it's one of those things i really regret. as in, regret stopping. grade 5 lehhhh. haha. don't remember much about ballet either. haha. except maybe plies and. er. okay that's all i can remember. haha and all the first position second position etc for the feet and arms. and how you must stand in natural position (?) when you're waiting for the examiner to ask you to do anything. and haha i remember the times just before exams. they'd have to help us tie our hair in buns cos they were afraid that if we did them ourselves, they would come undone during the exam when we were flying around. haha. and they had to help us tie the ribbons on our shoes too. always tie so tight. then we'd be so scared that we wouldn't be able to untie them when we had to change to character shoes in the middle of the exam. so there would be a scissors in the basket, just in case. haha. but i never had to cut. oh and we had to pin the coloured cushiony things on our leotards. which signified our number. i think i got blue and yellow before. third and fourth. haha we were arranged by height. and they would always make us pose in front of the 'FORMS ballet and dance studio' sign and take photo. (: but mrs cheong would always give us the photos with our exam results. haha. must go and find them. anyway i only examed until grade 4. heh. and there was only one guy in the whole school. haha. forgot his name. he was once in my exam group. but not my partner. haha. and there was this really cute little jap girl who was practically the best dancer in class. and pearlyn and kelly. always get honours or highly commended. haha. the highest i ever got was highly commended (i think), and that was in like. pre-primary? haha. and maybe commended in grade 4. yup. honours, highly commended, commended, pass plus, pass.

oh yah. read someone's blog entry about the whole pw thing. hmm. i guess it can be difficult to see things from different points of view. like the person said that our teachers probably felt worse than us. hmmm. wonder if g____ cares more than us? actually. it really boils down to who you had as your pw tutor, i guess. like, if you got jl, then good for you. i'm sure she was a great ST. but if you got ga, like us, then well. you'd think twice. don't really want to harp on it, but. i think pw is something that you can't really do very badly for. since you have the whole year to do it, and you get to submit drafts and stuff. your work gets corrected, you can improve on it. how badly can you do? unless of course you are one of those who just refuses to put in any effort, well. that's too bad for you. but i'm sure most of us did put in the effort.

hmm. my wr for research project here doesn't even get reviewed first. there are no drafts, except your own. it's very unguided, you need to do everything on your own. someone from my class asked the teacher if she could look at his wr and give comments or something. she said she can only look at it once, and that's when she's grading it. so.. hmm. oh. the only thing she can help us with is for the format of weird biblios.

haha. anyway auntie sandy (church and wyn's owner) found a labrador about a week ago! and she asked army to house him and maybe keep him if she couldn't find the owner. army called just now (cos i smsed) and told me that they'd found the owner. (: yay. oh and church and wyn are going to stay at my house in june! probably around the time i'm back. (: YAYNESS. (who cares about kanesh haha)

hmm daddy's preaching next week. (: i'm glad i'm getting chs bulletins every week. haha. before you guys even get to see it okay! :D thanks susanna and auntie grace! (:

haha okay going to read now. (: vanishing acts. (:


hmm. just did the procedure part of wr. it's full of nonsense lah. it's like they always ask us to keep a timeline of everything we did, but no one ever does it, and in the end everyone just craps some nonsense. hai. biblio's worse though. ugh. don't want to do. haven't gotten newspaper articles! :\ monday MUST.

and fill in my own survey. haha. oh and ask mrs b about the referencing thing. footnotes. hai. irritating.

i can't see ren's blog. :( whyyy.

tired. going to read and then sleep.

tomorrow's sunday. (:


if it would make someone happier, would you do it?

webcammed with rong just now, after doing bio textbook questions on digestion. haha, my favourite topic. (:

anyway. she showed me her diary and giraffe and a banana. her webcam makes everything look white, seriously. i thought the piece of banana was a marshmallow. haha. and she was waiting for her mum to buy back 'the world's greatest chicken wings' from across.


fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
what r u eating
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
i want
shutter happy says:
i test u
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
marshmallow
shutter happy says:
hahahahahah
shutter happy says:
marsh,mallow ur head
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
haha
shutter happy says:
cant u see the vascular bundles
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
NOOOO
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
ur webcam lousy
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
cannot see lah
shutter happy says:
it's yellow
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
a white mass of thing
shutter happy says:
YELLOW
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
haha
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
its white just like u
shutter happy says:
it's a bannaa
shutter happy says:
aiyah the webam's fault haha


shutter happy says:
you know wad??
shutter happy says:
the other day we were learning about fvampire bats and their urinary systems
shutter happy says:
then sebas and caleb started talking about fruit bats at their houses
shutter happy says:
then sebas said the fruit bats all eat his bananas
shutter happy says:
then caleb started laughing sillily
.......
shutter happy says:
haha sounds very wrong!
shutter happy says:
all caleb's fault hehe
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
haha i know
shutter happy says:
yahlah damn funny
shutter happy says:
then me kevin caleb sebas were laughing like shit at the back of the lt
shutter happy says:
then ppl kept turning around hehe


shutter happy says:
shutter happy says:
wahlao faker
caleb says:
i dont haveeeee
shutter happy says:
haha
caleb says:
eee u scold f word faker


shutter happy says:
then piu keep saying my giraffe nose runs in the family ahhaha


shutter happy says:
jason nv blog lor
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
yah lor
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
haha u v sad right
shutter happy says:
nonsens just one word
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
got call him not
shutter happy says:
i also know how
shutter happy says:
haha
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
NOSTALGIA
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
hahaha
shutter happy says:
hahaha


fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
what r u doing on 16 june
shutter happy says:
haha i have no idea wad's on?
shutter happy says:
that's a holl?
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
haha yes
shutter happy says:
ohh
shutter happy says:
er i think odac should have ended?
shutter happy says:
yep
shutter happy says:
so i should be free
shutter happy says:
aka studying aka free aka can go ur house
shutter happy says:
can play life
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
haha
shutter happy says:
aw jason not back cannot bring sexychairman haha
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
studying = free?
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
right
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
STUDY LAH YOU DODOHEAD
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
BLOCK TEST 2 LAH
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
BLOCK TEST
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
STUDY
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
WHY ARE YOU NOT MUGGING NOW
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
hahaha
shutter happy says:
SIAO
shutter happy says:
I MSGINF THEN LOOK UP THEN SUDDENLT ALL BLOCK LETTERS
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
haha
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
u very lousy leh
shutter happy says:
CBLOCK TEST BLOCK LETTERS HAHA


shutter happy says:
okok go go
shutter happy says:
run along now
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
haha
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
cya (:
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
tmr
shutter happy says:
byebye cya tmr
shutter happy says:
haha
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
bye
shutter happy says:
DAMMIT
shutter happy says:
i lost

ignore rong's typos. :D



and s i m u l t a n e o u s l y,


majorly irritated at minorly details. fat-elephants.blogspot.com says:
wadddddddd
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
dun want to talk to u lah
majorly irritated at minorly details. fat-elephants.blogspot.com says:
errrrrr
majorly irritated at minorly details. fat-elephants.blogspot.com says:
okay
majorly irritated at minorly details. fat-elephants.blogspot.com says:
hmph
majorly irritated at minorly details. fat-elephants.blogspot.com says:
and to think i went to update my blog
majorly irritated at minorly details. fat-elephants.blogspot.com says:
HMPH
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
u never blog in my blog lah. from like how long ago. 23 jan okay
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
HMPH me some more
majorly irritated at minorly details. fat-elephants.blogspot.com says:
aiyo. i dont even blog in MY blog lah
majorly irritated at minorly details. fat-elephants.blogspot.com says:
dont give you recipes already
majorly irritated at minorly details. fat-elephants.blogspot.com says:
remove my blog post then you know
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
u dun even blog in ur blog ur head ah
fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
where got dun haf
majorly irritated at minorly details. fat-elephants.blogspot.com says:
to think i'm typing my 15 mins recipes now


fishtails: may my love shine your day says:
im going down for dinner now k
majorly irritated at minorly details. fat-elephants.blogspot.com says:
NOW?
majorly irritated at minorly details. fat-elephants.blogspot.com says:
its like 545?
majorly irritated at minorly details. fat-elephants.blogspot.com says:
gosh. who eats so early
majorly irritated at minorly details. fat-elephants.blogspot.com says:
sounds more like tea

dinner is served from 5.30-6.45pm daily. i cannot eat at 10pm like some weird people.



anyway. dinner was curry chicken. hmm. sa's nicer. (: went to walk outside for a while. but it was cold. so mel and i came back.

i will slack until 7.45, then go shower and then mug.


maybe if you knew, you'd just do it.


i can't believe i got up so late today lah. 12.25! oh my gosh. :\ half of my saturday's gone.

i need to do bio pract, read bio, revise physics, written report. ha. i'll probably do the less important ones first. that means read bio and revise physics. then bio pract, then wr.

saw photos on rena's blog. (: it's just kinda weird to not be there, but well. some of the photos are really nice. (: plus, seeing everyone again.. haha. like how often do people post photos on their blog anyway?

hmm. i have totally given up on that lah. i guess one of the things i can't stand is when people say they'll do something, but in the end they never do it. it's happened countless times before, but well. you can't exactly not believe anyone whenever they say something, right?

and sometimes i think what pris put on her msn nick is really true.
'sometimes i think opening up to someone means giving them the license to hurt you'

thought about something i heard in.. sec school i think. about friendships, and how they're either energy-giving or energy-draining. after talking to someone, do you feel energised, or do you feel drained? after someone talks to you, how will that person feel?


if you're not going to do it, please don't say you will.


hmm. was just thinking whether it would have been a wiser choice for me to have chosen math b instead of physics. then i would be learning complex numbers too. :D haha. for math a i think we only need to know pretty basic stuff. and people are known to do better for math b. hai. well it's too late anyway.

borrowed 'vanishing acts' by jodi picoult today. it's a good book. (: not like the last one i borrowed haha.

quite tired today, not sure why. maybe i'll sleep early. oh but it's friday night. i wanna call huiru. (: hopefully..

emily is playing in the CO concert today! (: haha. kanesh is going. :p

i think nike (ni-ke) has really good presentation skills. (: haha i'm supposed to help her buy stationery when i go back to singapore cos she'll only be visiting in dec.

i really can't understand the china accent though. :\ CHENCHEN! haha. how come he doesn't have that accent. i can actually understand him. haha. i want to go his house when i go back! :D

it's getting colder.. oh no tonight feels like another slack night. :
oh, and i heard that the physics mid-course exam is the last. on 13 june! ha. second last day of school. by then i will be going mad lah. guess what. he started teaching gravitation already. my most hated chapter ever! heh. but i think here we will need to know a lot less. (: and did i mention that we spent one and a half hours on circular motion? haha. that's like one lecture or something.

math and physics test the following week.

we're starting digestion on monday. (: yay.

tuesday is a public holiday - anzac day. someone please tell me what that is, cos i have no clue. a holiday sounds good though. (: i need to do research project. written report. sounds so pw. except that here they place a lot less emphasis on layout, excluding biblio and appendix. those obviously need to be done properly. i hate biblio. haha. i had to do it for caleb last year lah. haha.

it is so cold outside. my goodness. i hope winter doesn't come. ha.

do MATH and BIO PRACT and WR and study.

hurhur amy! guess who i just talked to. :D


hmm. today has been such a slack day! :\ i haven't done much work. only chem pract lah. oh my gosh what is wrong with me. hai.

but i cleaned the table and kitchen counter and fridge. :)

haha but schoolwork-wise. i hardly did anything. but it's such a siannnn day, really don't feel like doing anything already lah.

dimple was here just now. he kept asking me to stop mugging. just do nothing. he can just do nothing and get 90+%, i can't.

timothy presented his research project on aneroxia nervosa today. like super scary lah. they were super skinny. then koney looked at me and said 'be careful'. and then annie yuki and phoebe all laughed lah. my goodness in the middle of the presentation! haha then mrs b was like shushing us. ahaha.

and ai's rp is on self-mutilation. not as scary, but still.. hmmm.

today is a day to remember. to remember everything in the past. although we shouldn't ask why those days were better, there's nothing to say we can't think about them and miss them.

just looked through my red-orange book. (: and rong's letter and peiyu's book. all the millions of memories and messages that made me miss all of them even more. love you guys TONS really.

i want my plane. the one we all wrote in the ideas room and threw around the room? haha. it's on my table in singapore lah. REN i miss you. :(

ha, tears overflowing like a million times.


ecclesiastes 7

3: sorrow is better than laughter, because a sad face is good for the heart.

9: do not be quickly provoked in your spirit, for anger resides in the lap of fools.

10: do not say, "why were the old days better than these?" for it is not wise to ask such questions.

14: when times are good, be happy; but when times are bad, consider: God made the one as well as the other. therefore, a man cannot discover anything about his future.

21,22: do not pay attention to every word people say, or you may hear your servant cursing you- for you know in your heart that many times you yourself have cursed others.


i miss piano therapy.


(: i haven't fallen asleep in class yet today. yay!

math lesson was on angles between 2 lines or curves or something like that. never done it before, but it isn't too difficult.

physics. he started circular motion today. reminded me of the circular motion lecture where ren had to hold the string(?) and walk around in circles in front of the whole LT3. and then the lecturer swung this bucket of water around vertically. haha.

line 3 break. finished math in the library, went through tuesday's physics and found out that i didn't miss much. (:

bio was, as usual, a total waste of time. or at least, the first half of it was. looking at a dried-up acetate-stained root tip slide to find cells undergoing mitosis. it took ages. after that she went through the crossing over of meiosis.

chem. practical 9, we did flame tests. but it was different from the ones in fairfield. this time we sprayed solutions into the flame instead of using the wire thing to scoop salts up and put them in the flame. haha. and i dunno how to use the dunnowhatit'scalled thing lah. aiyah nevermind. just copied from the poster on the wall. it doesn't really matter anyway, the teacher doesn't know how to use it either.

yummy lunch of ham and cheese sandwiches haha. and scrambled eggs. :) mmm. oh and milk. ahaha. i had a banana for breakfast today! i'm so happy that they're finally having bananas downstairs again. is the banana crisis over? ha.

and i'm really glad that my OP is over. because that means i can slack in english for quite a long while more. (: of course still must do WR lah, but well. that isn't due so soon. i'll do it over the weekend.

apparently there's a chem test next week! hmm. maybe i should bring back my chem textbook. ha.


for as long as i shall live
i will testify to love
i'll be a witness in the silences
when words are not enough
with every breath i take
i will give thanks to God above
for as long as i shall live
i will testify to love(:

got this from crisann's blog:

Ecclesiastes 7:3
sorrow is better than happiness,
for by a sad countenance the heart is made better. (:


hmm. since i cannot do physics, i will read chem before i sleep. i must, since i haven't been paying attention in class this whole topic. it sucks, really. it's stupid, and i don't care about it, but still, i must read it.

can't help feeling more worried about physics, really. cos that's the one subject we haven't been tested on yet since the commonwealth break. and i don't see how much more he can teach for kinematics and forces and momentum, really. i wasn't in class yesterday, i haven't done the work. i'm scared. :
i'll play solitaire and read chem and then sleep. hopefully around 1am. think i haven't learnt my lesson? well. i'm sorry, but i won't -can't- listen to me when i'm not happy. maybe it's a form of escape too. since the sky turns dark by the time dinner's over, i haven't been able to go to flagstaff to let everything out as often as i used to be able to do. people will just call you crazy if you go there alone at like 7.30pm cos it's already dark.

ppcointttu.


ORAL PRESENTATION IS OVER! (:

i am so happy today. yays! (: because..

firstly, i am going back on 15 june instead of 17! ahahah so happy. (: i know it's only two days. but two days spent in singapore with the greatest people in the world is far better than two days spent in melbourne with no school. haha. oh my, i can hardly believe it. (:

and secondly, i think OP went alright. (: after class mrs b said my presentation was eye-opening, and the statistics and questions were interesting. (: so even if my presentation skills suck, i'm still happy. (: yay.

hmmm. it has proven that if you're nice to someone, the person is more likely to be nice to you. (: they might even say hi first! ahaha.

anyway i think the ten hours of sleep was really good. (:

i went to safeway after school today. (: now i have lunch for a few days. yay. haha.

BUT
i have a ton of work to do tonight. oh well. it will only start after dinner. the next few days will be totally spent mugging though.

clean the dusty fan! ha.


hmm. just slept like 10 hours! almost. amazing, isn't it? haha. wanted to sleep some more, actually. but well. today is ORAL PRESENTATION DAY! help!

wondering what would be a safe thing to have for breakfast. haha.

hmmm. _____ doesn't seem to have much concern now, i guess it's a good thing. haha but it also shows how weak that was before, glad nothing's happened. :) haha.

okay i should really stop wasting time and start practising my OP again.

and tonight must do math and physics. cannot slack already cos i cannot miss too much! heh. and do bio pract and chem pract and who knows what else. hai. BUSY. :
okay cya tomorrow. ;D


hmm. by right, tonight is supposed to be my late night, since school starts at 11.45 tomorrow. but nooo. cos i promised myself i would sleep at 11. guess what, that's in ten mins! brilliant. my hair's still wet, cannot. ha.

tomorrow is ORAL PRESENTATION DAY and i don't know if i can make it. loyi is scared i will _____ during the presentation, so he's been asking me to sleep since 9pm. madness.

practised the thing a few times. 11mins leh. dunno whether can or not. ahhhhhhhh tomorrow wake up early to practise some more. haha.

the first question everyone asks me: did you eat breakfast?
ahaha. how ironic.

finish writing the cue cards then go sleeeeep. :)

oh. please keep my grandparents in prayer, thanks. they're not feeling very well. i don't know exactly how, but yeah. coughing and stuff. :\


haha i forgot to add something just now.

i saw ziyang just now! the 4B (is it?) ziyang! the one who was always like emceeing or something. the one who went to taylors last year. so that means he's my senior too. ha. so weird. cos i've never talked to him before. i was a bit early (slept until about 10.15am and line 4 starts at 10.45) so i went to say hi! then he was like, you are..? haha then started talking lah. he's in monash clayton. studying pharmaceuticals or something like that. came back to get some books. heh.

oh english class was alright. 3 presentations. mine is tomorrow! my my. have no clue what i'm supposed to say. think i need to sleep early tonight also. that means i'd better stop wasting time and start memorising.

hai. stop blaming yourself please. nobody's blaming you. really. ARGH i dunno what to say also. :
sebas send me songs some other time k? :)

ohayogosaimas! miss u. :(

ahyiguantamel- PHANIE MISSES YOU TONS. remind me to bring her back to see you.

lublub: ahahaha. i will drink water.

sebas- i had breakfast.

okay i'm going downstairs to practise oral presentation! jiayou me. :)


phew. i am thankful that all i have now is a little headache. i really don't know what happened just now, but it was scary. really scary. quoting dr w: "there is no.. there is no reason at all" for that to have happened. hai. some more got scolded by loyi lah. it really wasn't because of that.

she said eat proper food and don't drink too much water.

glad i didn't miss the practicals though. they're not as important as SPAs, but it would just be irritating to have to stay back and do them with another class or something.

and so. i have a ton of math to do, but i didn't bring it back. not going to do it yet anyway. because tomorrow is OP! ha. yeah, i have more important things to concentrate on.

and it seems like the whole world knows lah. even luffer! and he didn't even go to school today. haiyo. stop talking about it already lah.

hmm. oh, koney helped me copy physics notes! and she gave me arnott's tiny teddys! :D haha. yays. she said she doesn't want to see me in english later. but i think i will still go. no point missing a lesson for nothing right? the only possible problem is getting there. i think i'll leave a bit earlier so i definitely won't need to take the stairs. if i climb the stairs now i know i will just collapse.

what else. oh for bio pract we did this microscope thing with a root hair. to investigate mitosis or something. it was so stupid because there was just no mitosis to be seen! ha.

sis! haha no lah i didn't give all my food to phanie. she still refuses to eat. loyi said the whole thing was like emilyrose oh my gosh.

it's scary when things happen for the first time and you're not home, isn't it?

okay i'm leaving in 5 mins. take a slow walk by the long cut. the short cut will probably give me a heart attack haha.


:) started out happy, ended off happy. the rest of the day consisted of :\ and :( and :'( but since it ended off happy.. :)


i am sick and irritated. i warn you. do not disturb. fat-elephants.blogspot.com says:
the terribly-tit-tickling trio?
i am sick and irritated. i warn you. do not disturb. fat-elephants.blogspot.com says:
haha. aiya dont care them lah
i am sick and irritated. i warn you. do not disturb. fat-elephants.blogspot.com says:
=)
i am sick and irritated. i warn you. do not disturb. fat-elephants.blogspot.com says:
you can call me tonight
i am sick and irritated. i warn you. do not disturb. fat-elephants.blogspot.com says:
haha
i am sick and irritated. i warn you. do not disturb. fat-elephants.blogspot.com says:
like maybe after 11
i am sick and irritated. i warn you. do not disturb. fat-elephants.blogspot.com says:
or around there


i am sick and irritated. i warn you. do not disturb. fat-elephants.blogspot.com says:
dont eat maggie mee
i am sick and irritated. i warn you. do not disturb. fat-elephants.blogspot.com says:
spend like 15 mins to cook something
i am sick and irritated. i warn you. do not disturb. fat-elephants.blogspot.com says:
gosh. you seriously need to call me later
fishtails: says:
haha i havent gone to the supermarket in a while
i am sick and irritated. i warn you. do not disturb. fat-elephants.blogspot.com says:
i will give you the 15-mins recipes
fishtails: says:
haha
i am sick and irritated. i warn you. do not disturb. fat-elephants.blogspot.com says:
thats wad i do most of the time when im home alone
i am sick and irritated. i warn you. do not disturb. fat-elephants.blogspot.com says:
the 15-mins fix it yourself food : designed and authored by sebastian ho



haha. in the end he didn't give me any recipes lah. but nevermind, i think i'd be too lazy to cook also. haha. and too lazy to type recipes in my phone also. :D they forgot ______'s birthday! my goodness lah. so mean. :\ haha school of narcissism! :D haha so tiring talking to him lah. and he couldn't play guitar cos the strings broke. :( awww. ha.

oh and i was forced to help loyi tidy his room. because level 1 housekeeping is from tomorrow onwards. but it's quite stupid, since they're supposed to do the housekeeping right? so we don't need to like wipe the dust off the shelves. it's their job. ha. millions of hangers on the floor, a mess in the cupboard. tsk tsk. :D

okay too tired to continue filing bio, i'll do it on wednesday or something. when i'm free. haha. pack bag and sleep. :) hopefully 4+ hours of sleep means i'll be awake in school tomorrow. doubt it though. ha. nite :)


finally finished my presentation script. haha. after like a million years.

oh, and i went flagstaff just now. :) it was a good walk. helped some thai guy take photos. err. haha. and then he started talking. haha quite weird. he's an engineer from bangkok. or at least, that's what he said. sometimes you just don't know what to believe eh. ha. went to sit on the swing. haha. remembered how i used to love swinging. especially at the children's zoo. haha i don't know why. but those days were fun. haven't been to the zoo in ages.

far too many downs, thought about whether i'd rather have it in college or in uni. college, obviously. it's only a ten-month course. uni is like 5/6 years.

but well, i guess a lot of it depends on forgiveness.


peter: Lord, how many times shall I forgive my brother when he sins against me? Up to seven times?
Jesus: I tell you, not seven times, but seventy-seven times.


it's a lot to ask for, but it is possible, i'm sure. as long as you go the right way.


happy day :)

okay. i've never had to try to lose weight, it just happens. haha. because of my innate ability to stop eating. like when i'm feeling :( i can just not eat. but i've never been able to gain weight. haha. help me someone! i need to gain weight. fast.

i've been slacking YET again! oh no! well i've finished bio. but that's about it. haven't read through / tried to understand physics. haven't read chem. and i've only written about half of my presentation! or less than half. hai. STOP SLACKING LAH. slacker!

haha sebas smsed out of nowhere today. so weird. haha. sleeping in lecture AGAIN. pig lah. always make other people copy notes for you. ha.

anyway i have decided to stop saying 'go and die'. hmm. been saying that a million times a day recently. really need to stop. stop stop stop! haha. this will be just like how i stopped saying 'duh'. i can do this. :)

i think i will continue slacking until after dinner. after that really cannot slack anymore. note: school starts tomorrow. :( groans*

oh! today is a happy day. it must be. i don't care, it must be. it started off quite happy. :) hahaha. PLUS, it's in two monnths' time! been here 83 days, going back in 61 days. :) oh my. i can't wait can't wait can't wait! haha. okay lah two months is still a pretty long time. oh well. still, happy day. :)


hmm. i'd like to think i'd have done better, but then again, i doubt i'd have been given the chance. i remember that i wasn't even given comments for those i'd done before. they were always asking you to do stuff, and when you'd done it, they'd just take it and throw it aside. without even telling you anything. can you imagine how it feels? hai. oh well. i don't care if i don't get it.


sometimes ignorance is bliss.


today is monday. tomorrow school starts. x\ a whole new term. hai.


你比从前快乐
走在熙来攘往的街头
你不再牵着我的手
小心翼翼的将你小指勾
泪也小心翼翼的流
有些事情你在瞒着我
你终于还是开了口
淡淡一句～还是朋友
犹如刀割
知道分手后
你不难过你比从前快乐
那祝福的话叫我如何能够说的出口
那过往的欢乐
是否褪色想问你怎么舍得
不要在耳边再说你会想我


hmmm. almost died just now because i wanted to come back up at 3am. haha.

had some stupid competition with loyi. see who finish the game first. and we were playing different games lah, so nonsense. anyway i finished mine about 10 times by the time he finished his even once. ahaha. :D

BUT i have been too slack with my OP, really. only finished the powerpoint. which is basically a bunch of pictures and a few pie charts, and the 4 objectives. tomorrow cannot slack anymore! the last day of the hols leh. must finish OP and practise and practise. hai. good delivery skills your head ah.

okay i'm tired. going to sleep. i have my own apartment tonight haha.

1. don't be greedy. if it's impossible (and retarded / stupid / just plain asking too much), don't ask for it.
2. think carefully before you do/say anything. you're always affecting people more than you know/think.
3. if you don't mean it, don't say it. because again, you'll only hurt someone.
4. don't be too exclusive. others feel left out.
5. put yourself in other people's shoes. you wouldn't want to feel that way either.
6. let people know so they won't worry about you. it isn't that difficult, is it?
7. be who you are, both on the inside and outside. being hypocritical doesn't help.

okay seven is a nice number. a perfect number. i need to sleep now.


these people are amazing, really. hmm. since i've had to let army know whenever i left home or came back for the past ever since i started going out, i've known the importance of that. not letting others worry about you. responsibility. thought she'd have known better, but well. i totally give up caring now.

and so, to vent my i-don't-know-what-it-was-also, i did my laundry and packed my wardrobe. haha. what a good way to vent eh? :D

i can feel my bone when i rest my elbow on the table, i have gotten thinner. it's scaring me. EAT MORE. be a pig!

supposed to find more photos for OP. i think my powerpoint will be like practically all photos lah. since she said no words. hai. crappiness.

chris is on duty today! he scares me. just now when i was going downstairs (at like 11.01pm) i met him at the lift! but he didn't stop me though. haha.

okay i should really stop procrastinating now and go downstairs! do powerpoint!

DO SOMETHING.
STOP SLACKING.
MUG MUG MUG!


please feed phanie, she's aneroxic.
don't worry, i'm not.


shutter happy says:
and u look soooo much fairer
shutter happy says:
fairer than me even!!
shutter happy says:
hahaha

see. i need to go sentosa soon! all my tanlines are fading. i am fading. ARGH.


shutter happy says:
my hair grew too
shutter happy says:
i can tie~
shutter happy says:
i wanna show u

my fringe isn't so weird anymore. :)


shutter happy says:
i bet u havent ran yet!
shutter happy says:
haha
shutter happy says:
u slacker
fishtails: says:
haha havent leh
fishtails: says:
but now very cold
shutter happy says:
we're all working our ass off for 2.4 here
shutter happy says:
haha

hey, i miss working my ass off for 2.4 okay. :D


fishtails: says:
lowest common multiple! ahhhhhhhhhh
shutter happy says:
HAHAHAH oyah!
shutter happy says:
miss ng
shutter happy says:
you know the other day the chicken rice aunty not there right
shutter happy says:
then i think the chicken rice was cookeed by
shutter happy says:
haha
shutter happy says:
ok HUG YOU
fishtails: says:
milo?
shutter happy says:
*HUG*
fishtails: says:
eeeeeee
shutter happy says:
milo
shutter happy says:
yea
fishtails: says:
(some emoticon, i forgot which)
shutter happy says:
then it tasted different (sebas always complain when aunty not there)
fishtails: says:
haha
shutter happy says:
then right i got the chicken rice heart attack lah
shutter happy says:
so pain
shutter happy says:
hahaha

haha. milo's chicken rice brings on the chicken rice heart attack! :D ahaha.

hmm. truly thankful that i got to talk to sebas peiyu rong today. :) if not, that incident would probably have totally ruined my day. hmm. but at least, i'm still trying to not let it bother me so much. if they keep doing things like this, i can live with it. because i don't need to depend on them. ha. if i really depended on them, i would've died by now, because they don't care, at all. so. stop letting these things get to me! ha. this evening's was a rather successful attempt i think. the only thing i did was to throw my keys on the table! ha. yup. seeing things in a different light helps, really.





easter sunday :)

got up at 10.20 and went to church at 11am. we were early! for once. haha. only wanz and i. worship was by urban fish, i think it was good. lots of oldd songs again. :) i like! ha. sermon was pretty good also. 'it's friday, but sunday's coming!' :) and the story about philip. the ending quite sad though. :(

but it's easter! :)

hmm. i don't really like the chocolate that mini easter eggs are made of. they leave a weird taste in your mouth.

had a weird lunch of potato with egg + jam donuts and coke zero. the difference between diet coke and coke zero is that coke zero has zero calories, while diet coke has 0.99 calories. or something like that, forgot what cheryl told me.

went downstairs and played solitaire while some pig slept. haha.

i like this song. ni bi cong qian kuai le. :)

talked to peiyu a while before she disappeared without saying bye. :( happy anniversary dear! :) haha we had this really weird convo. i accidentally closed the window before copying the text. :\ but it went something like this:

peiyu: okay then feed it to phanie
peiyu: she's aneroxic
peiyu: refuses to eat anything
peiyu: but you just feed her anyway

haha. i was washing the dishes lah! couldn't talk properly oh well. talked to her on the phone that night already. :) loyi doesn't like you cos you didn't want to talk to him! ahaha.

haven't touched my work today at all. maybe i should post random photos. haha.



and so i told myself: i will eat and get fatter.


easter. (:

hmmm. today (yesterday) has been relatively happy i think. maybe because it's EASTER! :) happy day! anyway. not over-stressed. except for one short little bit. but hmm. the rest of the day was alright, although it was a bit slack. ha.

really didn't get much work done today. ORAL PRESENTATION (i think this appears in every entry). hai.

wrapped kinder surprises in aluminium foil haha. and i got a huge cadbury cherry ripe egg from loyi. :) haha. i think i deserved it though. :D after all those times i went down to buy mount franklin water and diet coke for him. and clothes! my goodness. today alone i went up and down the lift around 16 times i think? haha make full use of it. :p

the dryers here can't really dry clothes properly. COMPLAIN.

okay i need to go and sleep already. happy easter! (:


hmm. i guess you really cannot burden yourself too much with other people's problems. won't say much else about that.

i think i stress myself too much. okay i KNOW i stress myself too much. if i don't do work for half a day, i'll just want to bang my head against the wall.

tomorrow is easter sunday. the day after that is monday, then school again on tuesday. term 2. and guess what's on wednesday?

went to flagstaff for a while, someone was taking wedding photos there.

took a few photos, but too lazy to upload. maybe tomorrow. haha.


oh! peiling made my day (or night) yesterday. :) with KRISPY KREME! oh my. haha. so unexpected, i was so happy. :)

and i went to vic market this morning! now i have grapes bananas eggs jam-donuts. :) been deprived of fruits for far too long.

today is quite a happy day so far except that i'm quite unsure about the situation with ____, and well. that makes it not so happy.

i can't make ice milo HELP. i miss the ice milo in kongpeng. or macs, even. although it always gave me a stomachache. haha okay this doesn't taste too bad lah.

hmmm hmmm hmmm. it's saturday! oral presentation in 3 days! and 9 weeks to go. (:

hmmm. i called peiyu! (: actually i called ren too, but i think she was asleep already. anyway. it's really expensive to call back using the mobile number. ha. but it was worth it. (: hadn't talked to her for ages and ages! she said i must feed phanie. haha. it's the thought that counts. and cannot drink too much mogumogu. but it's very nice lah. haha. reminds me of class chalet. :D

and i did my research project findings and analysis. and a bit of intro also. my findings and analysis part is 1085 words long. the paper said 'no more than 1000 words'. hmm. reminds me of pw (since when has it not?). except that our wr had too few words haha. ah well. pw is HISTORY.

coke zero tastes really weird. nothing can beat original coke, even though it has 12 teaspoons of sugar per can. :D haha. cheryl's rp survey.

sometimes i really wonder what passes through people's minds. but of course, if i knew that, then.. hmm. right. anyway. the point is that people can be so difficult to read. you look at them and you think something, but in actual fact, the truth is far from what you think it is. deep secrets. haha. or rather, people hidden behind facades and masks. it is difficult to be who you really are with everyone, isn't it? it's difficult enough to define who you are in the first place. i have no idea.

tomorrow will be dedicated to research project. the oral presentation.

if that was true, i'd be happy for you, and i'd be relieved for myself.

STRESSED x10+2 to the power of infinity!


quite seriously irritated by _____. it can be quite torturous sometimes. i think i really need to ____________________.

God please help me. to be someone who can give of myself, in spite of everything that's happening now. no matter how hard it is. no one except You knows how difficult it is.

isn't it irritating how things can change so abruptly? from 'everything's okay' to 'i want to die' kind of thing (no i'm not the one feeling that way). i really miss those times. when i never even knew this feeling. to just be care-free and not have to worry about so many things.

what a roller-coaster ride. complete total derailment. it's really draining me too much. and i don't even know why.

how on earth am i supposed to do my research project now??




all day

i don't care what they say about me
it's all right, it's all right
i don't care what they think about me
it's all right, they'll get it one day

i love You, i'll follow You
You are my, my life
i will read my bible and pray
i will follow You all day

i don't care what it costs anymore
cos You gave it all and i'm following You
i don't care what it takes anymore
no matter what happens i'm going Your way

i love You, i'll follow You
You are my, my life
i will read my bible and pray
i will follow You all day

all day
all day, now
all day
i'll follow You


it's good friday today. :) was supposed to get up at 7.15am, but well. when there's no school, my brain programmes itself to sleep in a bit more. so i got up at 8.40am. service (loyi found out that there was good friday service) started at 9am. brilliant. rushed and reached there around 8 minutes late haha.

they had like 6 speakers also. but mostly all the same stuff lah. i think.

wanted to go back for breakfast, since it was only 10+ when service ended. but i didn't. walked to flagstaff. then. for some reason, decided not to go there. so i kind of walked a round. and went back to hostel. saw chris outside haha.

hmm. today feels like a sunday lah, really don't feel like doing work. hai. last night never do, until now also haven't do. die lah. die die die.

oops. no negativity.

anyway. isn't it stupid how people always think of themselves first? they do something to someone else, to them it's perfectly okay, they ignore the whole issue, and soon, everyone forgets it. when someone does something to them, they see things in a whole different light. they can hurt people, but people cannot hurt them. ha. i guess everyone's like this, well almost everyone. in some way or other..

i think i'm on the same flight as alicia. haha.


just got back from dinner with steph and aunty helen. :) it was quite good. haha.

talked to aunty helen while waiting for steph under the big clock at melbourne central. then we had dinner at some jap restaurant, and trampoline gelato. :) mmm. banana! haha. and hazelnut roche. :) mmm. saw loyi ivan and kitty. haha. then we walked to hostel. sat around and talked a bit. haha. quite funny lah, some stuff. and then so many people walked past. mostly singapore / malaysia people. haha. and chris was on duty. talked a lot of crap as usual.

army sent me my pullover from lois. :) and gummies.

the HUGE basket of easter eggs + bunnies is on wanz's bed now. haha not bad lah. wonder how many eggs there were after all. bet chris didn't win.

don't think i'm going to get much work done tonight. well. aiyah nevermind lah. holiday, slack for one day. won't die one.. ha.

don't know what i'm doing now also lah. wasting time, what nonsense. feel like sleeping now.


easter EGGS

i wonder how easter got associated with eggs in the first place? it's really quite oop. bunnies also. ??

really really don't feel like, but well. i must. stupid rain cloud hanging over me. go away!

oh and kevin smsed me today. :) band 2 for pw. hmmm. haha i don't mind i guess. only 8 band 1s! and kevin aini david got band 1s! so much for govin's 'everybody must get band 1' thing. ha. but i am so proud of kevin! :) wonder how everyone else did.

and english lesson was really irritating. people kept asking me questions throughout the entire lesson. left right and centre. please lah, if you would just pay attention in class, you'd know how to do it. and for the rest of their questions, how would i know? she hadn't told us yet! arghhhh.

maybe that was it.

sometimes people can ask you powerful questions that just make you think and question what you're doing. if he is the type of person you say he is, i'm sure he wouldn't mind. from their point of view, that's the best they can make out of it. but i guess it's too much to expect them to be able to see it from the other point of view. quite disheartening.

and i need to leave hostel soon.

plan for later:
eat
?
come back
do math/bio
shower
do rp


didn't sleep in any lesson today! :) haha. even though i slept at 2.30am haha. not bad. :p

math - ex 11D (forgot what it's about. some differentiation thing lah)

physics - elastic potential energy

line 3 - came back to hostel to redo physics pract

bio - meiosis and TEST. :) syahir is always getting one mark more than me in bio! haha i will jiayou. :p

chem - questions 5 and 16 on AAS, super slow. loyi almost killed me by telling me that i lost 3 marks instead of 2. haha but in the end it was 2 marks lah. he can't count.

line 6 - back in hostel. had sushi. :) i think i can eat sushi everyday and not get sick of it.

take out the trash, eat some biscuits, then go to library to find my articles. RESEARCH PROJECT AHHHHH.


haha i talked to KEVIN on msn! :) yay! he said pw results will be out tomorrow. haha. cw didn't say, but mdm lee told her form class. and a few others know also. or something like that. hmm. they seem to like giving results out at random times.

and we were JINXing and OWEMECOKEing each other. :D but haha they all don't do it anymore. playing 7up? so weird lah. but haha they've always been a weird bunch of people. :p

and what an appropriate time for pw results, if it's really coming out tomorrow. i hate research project, hate it like MAD. it's killing me.

oh chem is also killing me. dunnowhat nonsense AAS lah. i fell asleep during the video, hai. well it was really boring. this whole topic is really boring, except for when she sprays metal ions into the bunsen flame haha. but she isn't going to do that anymore. :( chem lessons are crappy now.

ohhh sebas is online! haha for the first time in a million years.

went down to call sebas. :) yay. he kept spying friendster lah. my goodness. and he's still as mean as ever. maybe even meaner. haha. told him about hostel and school. a bit. he said i should have gone to trinity. hmmm. he said his friends who went there came back normal and happy. another hmmm.

okay need to go and sleep now. tomorrow will surely sleep in class. but oh well. what to do? i needed that. ha.

nite. :)


alicia is also going back to singapore on 17 june at 3.30pm! haha. what a coincidence. too bad hers is qantas and mine is BA. haha. but well. still can go to the airport together. :)

feeling quite. hmm. i also dunno how to describe. stressed, but not wanting to think about it. OP is killing me, really. it doesn't help that we have like only one week to prepare. retarded system.

andrew talked total complete nonsense (about ghandi) and got 47/50. wow. mrs b is BIASED okay.

kind of studied meiosis and did math. very very little. i think i have been slacking too much this week! :\ two days in a row. ARGH.

walked around barefoot just now because SOMEONE locked my slippers in his room. haiyo. tsk tsk.

okay got to do research project now. finally make use of the elibrary or whatever crap that is.


ARGH procrastination!

i have not even touched my books since i got back. :\ that's like two whole hours! oh my. time is flying away.

school had a multicultural festival today. didn't go, but felt that i should have later. oh well. finished loyi's food! haha quite nice. :p

need to revise meiosis (it has always confused me) and do math and physics pract. oh i should do physics pract now! ha. hope i have a protractor. and of course, research project. the bane of my life. didn't go to the library to find my article just now, so i'll have to do it tomorrow. during line 3 break, if i'm dragged off by someone to buy food. ha.

ORAL PRESENTATION IS FREAKING ME OUT. we can't have words in our powerpoints, did i mention that before? only headings and subheadings, and pitcures, videos, music etc. my goodness. and she didn't even tell us before. RAHHHHH. since she got married she has been leaving us hanging in mid-air.

okay that's it. physics pract!


we got back math test today. :)

did a practical exercise for physics. quite stupid lah. ball bearing and marble. conservation of momentum. blah.

came back in line 3.

Tak Bisakah kau menungguku
hingga nanti tetap menunggu
Tak Bisakah kau menuntunku
menemani dalam hidupku

haha i have no idea what that means. but i like the song. :D

hmmm. selfishness. it's getting on my nerves! ahhhhhhhhh. okay i shouldn't say too much here. it's like.. hmm. maybe when you lose too much, you become overprotective of what you have, and that's all you care about? but what happened then was really. i dunno. something i don't think should happen. even though it's a really small thing. other people wouldn't even care about it. but sometimes it's the little things that show you what someone is really like. the person i feel most uncomfortable around now.

okay that's done. no english today. :) but the research project OP is next wednesday! that means the good friday - easter holiday will be filled with OP. :( and there isn't a good friday service lah. what's wrong with them? hai. well. i'll try to wake up early and go to my favourite place. :)

haven't called back in ages, really ages. except for ashley that time. hmm.

email xieai now. :)


such a mess.

i've hardly done any work tonight. only that pathetic mitosis sheet. went to safeway. listened to ivan play the saxaphone and guitar, helped someone fill in a survey, watched loyi cook my indomie, listened to a million and one songs.

i am going to be super stressed tomorrow.

felt so helpless. like you've put me in this situation, yet i cannot do anything about it, because i don't know how. wanted so much to be able to do something, anything. but. i don't know lahhhh. hai. the third time already. oh no. STOP.

i just feel very very tired now. but i haven't done much work. cannot do biblio now also i think. i will explode. i will just make use of my math textbook, since i brought it back. it would be a wasted effort if i didn't use it. so i will do a few questions until i cannot take it anymore, then go and sleep.

xieai! sorry i haven't replied. :\ i miss you too! a lot. :( i'll reply soon! tomorrow. :) love ya!


went to see the fierce security lady before line 8. she had my id tag. :) yay, thank God, really. :) prayed so hard. aunty helen prayed too. :) was supposed to meet her for lunch, but well. hai.

and i have indomie from heather now. :)

bread and leg (lag) ham. :p

i like the song jason sent me. :) superman.

you've crossed the finish line
won the race but lost your mind
was it worth it after all?


arghhhhh i lost my id tag. :\ i cannot believe it. fifty bucks to get a new one made? i'd rather wear a uniform to school everyday and not have to wear a stupid lanyard with a stupid id tag on it. you can't exactly lose your uniform when you're wearing it.

today was a relatively okay-good day. woke up ten mins late. but not much difference.

didn't get back math test. did more differentiation.

physics. er. KE and PE and work done, energy conservation blah.

line 3 mitosis at level8. followed loyi to go buy sushi.

line 4 bio. i mitosis. the 4 stages etc.

chem. chem was the one really happy thing today. :) haha. but because of that, i owe loyi lunch. even though i didn't agree to anything. haha.

and mrs b suddenly out of nowhere asked us to bring our research project study guides to class. and apparently we're getting our commitment OP marks back today. hai.

last night hot water, just now cold water. i am so clumsy. well i guess it kind of evens out now haha.

okay i need to rewrite my noteform summary, then go back to school early to look around and ask the receptionist. she's like so scary. hai. :\


hmm. doing so much of research project has made me remember times when we did pw. although of course, this one isn't in a group. that makes a big difference, actually. haha. i still have a lot to do. 2 analysis sections, evaluation, appendix, biblio, finish up procedure, do more RESEARCH. hai.

oh and i am now listening to some malay song. by 'peter pan'. haha. it's quite hmm. like i have no idea what it means? but the chorus quite nice. :D haha.

wanted to study mitosis before sleeping. but if i can't absorb, no point right? like. waste of time. ha. anyway i bet we don't need to know a lot of stuff also. i didn't see 'kinetochore' or.. haha i forgot already. lent loyi my notes. KIASUISM lah.

waicheong bought 2 eggs from me. the ones with the smileys. they've been in my fridge since forever. hope they weren't bad. haha. i still have one left. he slipped 50cents under the door. :p

hmm. tired but not stressed, guess it's cos i'm not having any tests now. hmmm.

oh one last thing i just need to complain about: pw here is SO.. like you have to do everything on your own. my teacher hasn't even told us anything about written report! ARGH. other classes are so much better lah. like the teacher gives them examples and tells them what it's supposed to be like. and pw in singapore was better also. like at least you have lessons and get to do drafts (even though the teacher is always sick and absent and late or eating in the staff room). this one is the final thing. hai. okay. sleep.


now i've found
the greatest love of all is mine
since You laid down Your life
the greatest sacrifice
majesty, majesty
Your grace has found me just as i am
empty-handed but alive in Your hands
majesty, majesty
forever i am changed by Your love
in the beauty of Your majesty