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orientation!

ha. army told me it was 8.30am. but it was 9! so i had to hang around doing nothing.
had the intro by the principal and dp or vp, but i like mrs spark a lot more. ha. she's so nice. :p

then went to classroom 7.05 to fill in the necessary forms and stuff. got my timetable.. hmm. it's the same timetable everyday lah. so boring. ha. starts at 8am and ends at 3.20pm, with 3 periods of breaks in between. that's about 150mins. heh.

met aik shern "ikshen" and sophia. :) they're nice people. haha. sophia's staying with her aunt in doncaster. aik shern's in toab too. :) but haven't seen him around though. after taking photo for the id card, we wanted to go buy second hand textbooks. but the queue in school was too long. so aik shern brought me to academic and general bookstore. no more second hand books, but 10% off new books if you pay by cash. so the guy helped me get the books. so darn ex can. like AUD$400+. crap.

went for lunch at some chinese place with army and daddy, really nice chicken rice + drink for $5. :) yays. then went back to hostel to dump my books, then went to shop around. priceline, portmans, i can't remember where. the reject shop. then went back to hostel again, dumped stuff and went to victoria gardens, ikea. :) yays. i like ikea. got another bookshelfy thing to put under the table. and a small ironing board. i can foresee that i am going to hate doing laundry and ironing. :
went back to hostel, packed the stuff. and showed daddy the orangey book. :) haha. he can finally recognise caleb. the spastic one. :D hahaha. then they left at around 6pm. i'm supposed to go down for dinner soon. but i don't want to. :\ not hungry at all. after egg tart and icecream. but tonight is supposed to be potato and bacon soup and some chicken thing leh. hai. and i've never had dessert. too full by the time i finish dinner.

hahaha i went down for dinner with wansze. haha. didn't finish. and it was a different guy this time. and i saw aik shern and heather! haha. and ratee too.

aik shern:
malaysian, from kl.
he wants to enjoy life like crazy and study while at it.
his dad designed and built a big house for their family in kl.
econs mathA chem bio english.
he wanted to take mathB as an extra subject! crazy.
people from malaysia don't understand 'unglam'. he made me run across the road when the light was red lah. between melbourne central and myer.

sophia:
from china.
her dad and grandad are doctors, she wants to be one too! :)
she's helping me speak chinese. :p
and she has two classes with aik shern. like how unfair. i don't have any lessons with either of them! :(
econs computing science accounting english.
doesn't make sense if she wants to be a doctor right? so she's trying to change subjs. hopefully i get to be in the same classes as her.

heather:
singaporean! :) yays.
one year younger than me.
her aunt stays in sydney.
i don't know much about her, but i've got her number, and i'm having breakfast with her on wed, 7.15am.

okay. erm. tomorrow going dandenong! :) YAYS. i hope it doesn't rain. :\ DON'T RAIN PLEASE. i need dandenong before school. :\ arghhh school is starting soon. so fast lah. haha sorry to all of you who are suffering in school now. actually i wanted to call someone this morning lah. at 6am. like a wake up call or something? but then i suddenly realised that you are having HOLIDAYS. chinese new year lah. grrr well at least i have tomorrow off. :) yays. haha. eh everyone have a good cny break! though i think you are loaded with assignments, tutorials? haha. :p well. jiayou! :)

i am waiting impatiently for my broadband phone line. i don't even know how it works. but hopefully i get it soon.. ahhh can't wait. ha. need to call people! hahaa. yep. HURRY UP.

we got our microwave! hahaha. yay, convenience. though i don't think i'm going to use it much. but hey, still.

hmmm. ribena. :)


typed the following last night, couldn't get it up. and i am late for breakfast! don't feel like having breakfast anyway. :
hahaha OH i forgot.

happy chinese new year everyone! :)

yep. hope you all have a good one. all the pineapple tarts and love letters and bakwa and all the other goodies. mmm i'm missing them all! :( well. at least i got to eat some pineapple tarts before i came. freshly baked some more leh! hahaha. :p

for once the wireless signal is VERY GOOD. yeah right. as if.

yay jason blogged! :p haha. got a lot of me inside. :D

they gave me yesterday's food! whyyyyy. army's gonna complain tomorrow. ha. in the end i ate instant meegoreng. but we haven't got the starter so couldn't cook. as in on the stove. hai. she is gonna cook macaroni and cheese for me someday! yays! :p and i can do the washing up. :D ha.

went to fgam this morning for service, had lunch there and talked to the pastor's wife. saw angela there! the chs youth worker person. hahaha. she migrated here 3 months ago. so qiao right, same church some more leh. but this church is full of singaporeans and malaysians lah. like 80-90%, uncle ho said.

after church, went to the factory outlet stores. some stuff is very cheap, some stuff is still stupidly over-priced. and there wasn't much to buy anyway. i miss shopping in orchard. :\ even more. grrr. hmm anyway. had mango tango ice cream :p

joshua is crazy. and probably the weirdest guy i ever knew.

went to box hill to buy stuff from the bargain outlets again. cheap cheap. :p and box hill is absolutely full of chinese lah. i bet the aussies feel weird there. :p chinese everywhere. i love box hill. :)

then they sent us back to the hostel, went up and did some stuff before going down to takeaway dinner. which, as i have mentioned, was yesterday's curry chicken and veg. army ate it in the end, she said it was horrible. ha. it wasn't all that bad yesterday lah.

walked to swanston street church of Christ. it's at the junction between little lonsdale street and swanston street. i don't know why the 6pm service is called the contemporary service, it's hardly contemporary at all. anyway i kept falling asleep during the service lah. sorry, slept late. besides. it wasn't all that interesting. heh. had holy communion. i think they have it every service. kinda miss the way we used to do it. this one's very much like the big church style. except that instead of passing the stuff around, you've got to walk to the ushers to get it. like in chs, except that well. they're just ushers, not the lay readers in white. why are they even called lay readers? do they even read anything? ha. so weird. anyway it was still bright when we walked out.

walked to the 24hour convenience store just around the corner from taylor's on a'beckett. it was closed. how can a 24hour store be closed? how stupid. so we walked to LGA. another convenience store slightly further away. bought eggs. army wanted to buy instant noodles, but they were so ex. so in the end we cooked instant meegoreng the cup noodle way. ha. our kitchen is more equipped now, and the toilet too. after aunty beeling's shopping spree today. that's wanz's mum. heh. and the shoe rack! ha. stretchable some more leh. but not much space also lah.

wanz and her mum and aunt went out for dinner, and she's not staying here tonight. that means i have the apartment to myself! yays. i am looking forward to next year when i can get my own apartment. although it's not gonna be my own, exactly. but at least i'll have my own room. hmmmm can't wait.

i'm praying that the previous tenant or someone who ever stayed in this room had a phone line. that's the only way i will get a room phone. cos if there wasn't a phone line before, it would cost like AUD$200+ to set up one. and there are like a million other hidden costs. like how stupid is that. obviously we need a phone lah. stupid stupid stupid. no phone = die. almost. grrr. and can they faster set up the wireless broadband also. i am dying on this GIGABYTE, whoever he is. so erratic. eeyer.

and the stupid connection just died. SEE. GRRR. :
OH, orientation tomorrow. hmmmm maybe i'll meet my new classmates then. and i think gotta sort out the timetabling and stuff. buying schoolbooks. and i don't know what else. meeting the teachers, principal etc. i am no longer under limct, yays! ha. sorry you guys. a while longer, and you'll be free from both her, and mdm h's clutches. :D just bear with it for a while longer! if not, you can always complain to mr fong. :D haha. he is so helpless. ms ong! ahhh ms carol. :( RONG GOT HELP ME SAY HI NOT?

crap i needed someone to call last night. but three things:
1. chinese new year eve = reunion dinner.
2. saturday = people are out if they are not reunion dinner-ing.
3. stupid retarded time difference.
therefore, last night was the worst night to call anyone in the history of calling anyone. so. i think both of us had a bad night.

i am going to eat a nectarine. nice nice sweet sweet nectarine. anyone wants one? :p mmm.
i need post-its. AHHH i need post-its. and i can't find. should've brought my fairfield post-its. free gift + our prize for some competition right? ha. cheapos.

i am using the coaster! though it has a frog on it. haha. a coaster is useful. by the way i am not going to see penguins anymore. :( SORRY REN. i promise i will find something penguiny for you. just for you. :D

eh i can't imagine what it's gonna be like when school starts leh. think i am gonna have to learn how to take trams and trains. the train station is in melbourne central! so near! haha. and the tram stops are everywhere. and i should go back to the city library sometime soon. at least can blog in peace. ha. just gotta figure out how to get there again. i need a proper map of melbourne. ahhhh. otherwise i'll just get lost everywhere.

on tuesday going to dandenong! :) yays. the bird place. hopefully it's not too hot, and there aren't any bush fires. bush fires are irritating. GO AWAY. like to the sea or something. hai.

okay now i need to go take out the trash. quite not used to having to do these kinda things. but then - washing the dishes, taking out the trash, picking up after myself - these are only the small things. i think i am going to die when i need to do the laundry. AHHHHH. at least i am sharing the load. whites and darks. and no jeans. haha. and vacuuming the carpet, cleaning the toilet. like maid like that right. grr there aren't any maids in australia. someone should pay me to do it. FINE i have been pampered okay.

and i need to thank opi and tata for the humongous angbaos. as in. wow. i wouldn't even have gotten that much if i'd stayed in singapore lah. they more than covered it. :p haha. THANKYOU I LOVE YOU! :) but. haha though i think some people probably get more than me. yays. i am contented. and i am going to get my portmans bag soon! :) yays now no more budgeting. okay FINE. someone stop me if i start spending like mad. i am going to shop in singapore anyway.

my june holiday in singapore. AHHHH i really can't wait for this one. the first week will be spent with nine, probably. one day reserved for huiru and xieai. saturdays for church. sundays for family. the second week. i don't really know yet. i want to go for mw everyday! will they let me in. and morning assembly. then can find teachers and talk to them. maybe can go for me if ms carol allows. :) yays. but maybe she won't. aiyah then i'll just go shopping lah. SHOPPING. buy all the stuff i can't find here. and FOOD. haha see how lah. it's fine if i declare it. those processed unhealthy stuff lah. aunty beeling had to pay AUD$210 for a banana that time. hahaha. her son brought it from the plane.

okay this is too long. take out the trash! haha. i am a master procrastinator. HELP. grrr. okay. BYE EVERYONE! take care, love you all loads! :)


hahaha yay i am so glad i finished it last night. okay maybe this morning. but it's done! yays. although it's not very clear. maybe you'll have to put it on transparency or something. okay no. tracing paper will still be black on transparency.

joshua said go for the 6pm contemp service. haha.
to joshua (cos he asked):
haha. thanks for the doorknob thingy and everything. talking and disturbing me and never webcam! ha. nevermind lah next time. and maybe i'll call you lah. if i ever get my room phone line. :p hahaha lunch when i get back! :D

going to uncle ho's church this morning. service at 9.30am. FGA melbourne, full gospel assembly. went there last time.. it's quite nice. :) then this evening going for the SSCoC (swanston street church of Christ) contemporary service also with wansze and her mum and aunt.

last night was weird, sleeping with someone i hardly know. and i think she had a difficult night. :\ but i didn't know what to say. what to do. everything is so weird. :\ i hope we'll get used to this soon.

they are coming to fetch me in ten minutes! hurry!

thanks flower for your post! :) yays. finally lah i've been waiting for like how long. sorry couldn't talk to you on msn. did you even get my 'heyy'? :\ stupid wireless lah. :\ bleah. anyways. must keep blogging hor. and i will hug you a million times when i go back. actually i've already hugged you a million times lah. you're the person i hug the most in school lah. :p rong is jealous haha. :p hmm. ehh. don't ever give up your dream of being a missionary doctor k. must jiayou! we can't do it by our own strength, but with God, anything's possible. :) yea? then next time we go thailand together. i love thailand. chiangrai and chiangmai. DR LIMS. haha i hope. :) yays.

REN REN REN REN REN where are you.

ahhh i have five mins. okay BYE everyone. SEE YOU TOMORROW okay, no. arghhhh.


ooh. for once the wireless network is actually letting me stay online for quite some time at one go. YAY. time to blog. :p

wansze moved in! ha. i've got more stuff than her. :
tomorrow is sunday! that means church. not sure which one yet, but i heard that lots of students go to swanston street church of Christ. which is, of course, on swanston street. two main streets away. :) but i'm not sure if that's the one i'm going to tomorrow. 10am and 6pm during the summer hols, which is now i think.

slept at 1+am, got up at 8.20am and had breakfast with ratee. i don't know how to spell. isn't her name so much like my thai girl's? :\ ratree. anyway. i think she might be a christian. was supposed to find out which church she's attending. she's in sept mufy, so she's been here for quite some time already.. an indon! haha just like kevin.

went to melbourne central and victoria market today. queen victoria market. they're both so near! :) yays. my white bag from portmans. okay, i haven't gotten it yet. a bit ex i think. army doesn't want me to buy it. but i will use it! and it's so niceeeee. :p hahaha. i'll probably buy it in a while. what if it gets sold out or something?

hope everyone's gonna have a great reunion dinner tonight! i already had my dinner. haha. downstairs, with wansze. curry chicken and lotus soup. didn't take vege today. ha. and no icecream, too full. there's icecream everyday. so mmm right? :D haha. this nice guy from hk helped us get drinks. :p

hearing people speak cantonese is common here. and it's reassuring. hearing chinese people speak in the aussie slang is unsettling. :\ i don't like it.

webcam! hahaha. should i call joshua tonight? so weird right. plus, time difference. and today's sat, and cny eve. bad day to call i guess. okay, maybe tomorrow or something. CALL TOMORROW TO WISH HAPPY CNY! but then i don't have my own phone, need to go downstairs. and i bet there'll be a queue at the phone. the other one's out of order. NO. hai, i'll wait till next week. they don't want to get me a phone. :\ they say use skype. haiii.

bleah. chinese new year is weird in aussie. as in. no party at my house, no saying happy new year to the aunties and uncles in exchange for an angbao. :( hahaha. oh well.

looked through the orange book for the millionth time. and just laughed out loud. :) i miss everyone.

okay, got stuff to do now. quite tired of doing the same thing over and over again. but still got quite a lot to do lah. before army and daddy go back, so they can help me pass. ha. :p

it rained today. not so hot. (:


taylor's on a'beckett

haha. i've been online for so long, wonder why i never had the urge to blog. until now. just realised that i haven't blogged, so. ha.

having dinner now. it's actually not too bad. the uncle is nice. :p uncle george. haha. some chinese guy. and the indon girl at the cafe was nice too.. but i brought my food up to eat anyway. so weird to sit there and eat by myself right? ha. the servings are HUGE lah. especially for me. ha. i will never be able to finish it. and i've got 2 ulcers. no bonjella some more. CALEB. :D hahaha. cry after putting bonjella. :D

OH. haha news flash: i am eating vege! okay, not much. just some bean sprouts and broccoli. but eh, for me that's a lot already lor. haha. i'm trying okay.

alone in the room now. the stupid door super hard to close lah. must slam. and then the whole world can hear. seriously. and in order to get to my room, i've got to walk through a bit of the guys' floor. hahahaha. yep. walk up to the first floor, walk through to the lift, go up to room 403.

wansze is moving in tomorrow. i think i'll be out. maybe at phillip island seeing the cute little penguins. :p REN! hahaha. ren loves penguins. especially owen hahahhaa. okay. anyway. i took the bed closer to the door [i think no one wants that bed right?]. but i took the outside table. which is like one million times better than the inside one. the lighting is so lousy and it's cramped. for now. we're changing the singles to bunk beds so there'll be more space.

unpacked almost everything. almost. i just hate unpacking. don't you? ugh. it gets so messy. and everything is everywhere. and you don't know where to put everything. and eeee. i'm glad i'm not gonna be here when wansze unpacks. ha.

going to be staying here on my own tonight. that means can stay online till later! if this guy's stupid wireless network doesn't keep dying on me halfway. otherwise i'll probably give up and go sleep or something. it's hot though. summer is NOT good. i think i'd prefer spring or something. no extremes! ha. at least army and daddy got me a fan though. so i won't suffocate and die tomorrow.

set up my 3 clocks with melbourne, singapore and jason time. :) haha. yays. now no need to kill my brain cells trying to figure out what time it is where. somehow i just can't minus 3 hours. don't ask me why. my brain isn't getting any nourishment now! no more lectures and tutorials and irritating bickers with friends. NOTHING. nope. only nice nice conversations and lots of pleases and thankyous. i think singaporeans would be considered quite rude if you compare them with australians. ha.

my food is getting cold.

haha they've got free postcards here too! found them by accident, while i was wandering around downstairs trying to find the back entrance to the cafe. which, by the way, i still haven't found. but i guess i'll try again tomorrow. then after getting a coke, i wanted to try to go up to my room from inside. so i went up the stairs, saw 'male toilet' and just freaked out. hahaha. went back down and out, then went up the normal way. eeyer. i am not going there again. reminds me of sebas changing in class. UGH.

oh. add a + before my phone number if you're smsing k. :\ i just found out that it doesn't work without the +. and apparently barbara says my address is weird, so don't send me anything yet! heh. i'll check it out with the people downstairs tomorrow or something.

my food is cold.

my table has a warm and fuzzy look. :p cos of everything people have given me. haha.
sexy seventeen! :)
sajc bear
puppers (ty dog)
singapore-coloured hug
crazy sheep
valerie's cell's coke bottle
maltese plushie
hot pink monkey :p
3 clocks
little blue bird
LOL doorknob thing
family photo
05S51 photo :)
me-to-you bear
angels blessing box

heh. some stuff hasn't been brought over from uncle ho's house yet. so not everything is here!

if people walking downstairs on the street talk loudly, i can hear them. and i have some neighbour who blasts his/her music so loudly i can hear it from my room.

i can see melbourne central from my room! heh. that's a not bad place to shop. town is quite a lot bigger than orchard, walking around can be tiring. haha. was supposed to meet grace at melbourne central this afternoon. but in the end, army and daddy wanted me to spend time with them. plus, there was lots of stuff to unpack and buy and do. so we went to k-mart, coles, ikea etc.

ikea is so ikea-ised can. like ohmygosh lah. when i walked in, the first thing that struck me was how much it looked like singapore's ikea. like SO MUCH. the restaurant serves some of the same food too. of course, they've got a lot more beef. heh. and no chicken wings. :( awww. haha. the measuring tapes [which i always use to make stars] are different though. they're a lot softer, so it's quite difficult to make stars. :\ and i wanted to eat the hotdog lah! BUT they were made of a mixture of beef and pork. i guess it can be quite depriving to be anti-beef and anti-lamb and anti-veal and anti a lot of other things here in melbourne. BUT. haha. my principles! :D my menu card says 'NO BEEF NO LAMB'. ha.

hmmm. i might call someone later. but then again maybe not. cos i'd have to go downstairs and use the coin phone, i don't have my own room line yet. and broadband.. ugh. hurry up! this guy's wireless cannot be depended on! :\ so anyway. as i was saying. i don't really want to sit there at 12mn and talk on the phone for hours right? the time difference can be rather irritating. THREE HOURS LEH. like how long lah. okay, fine. for jason it's even worse. last time i stayed up until 4am talking to him! haha. but that was in singapore. now it would be like 7am lah. impossible. but i can catch him in the morning though. it's 11 hours difference, almost half a day! uk is so slow. haha. :p

saw two girls who looked like singaporeans. they thought i was going to the guys' floor. ha.

OH and somehow the only page i can view on my blog is ALL. the entry page. so sorry if i don't see your tags till much later, i'll try to get my broadband asap.

i heard it on the radio too! 89.9 light fm. :)


time of your life

another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
time grabs you by the waist, directs you where to go
so make the best of this test and don't ask why
it's not a question, but a lesson learnt in time
it's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right
i hope you had the time of your life

so take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
hang it on a shelf of good frames and good time
tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
for what it's worth, it was worth all the while
it's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right
i hope you had the time of your life




to my beloved peiyu:
i did, too. (:
your letter was packed in my luggage bag and checked into the plane, so i only got to read it later, sorry this is late!


WELCOME TO MELBOURNE. haha.

i'm at uncle ho's house now, using his wireless network. :) yays! ren is keeping her blog alive JUST FOR ME. peiyu is not keeping her promise. :(

actually. not really lah. i am pretty much detached now. BUT missing everyone terribly. :( i wish i could be in school now! everyone's there. everyone. except kevin the ponner who doesn't want to talk to me. i bet peiyu's elated. ha.

fortune cookie! :D haha. it's a chinese new year lucky draw in the boxhill shopping mall. :p boxhill. cute name eh. haha. spend $30 or more and get a fortune cookie. my mum got some chinese proverb. ha.

hmmm. heard about the cross country. :p how sebas got 11th in house and wanted to kill the 10th guy. :D see lah, complacent lah. ha. and peiyu did pretty well too i think? :) yays. AND THEY GOT THE SAME JACKETS. and helped me collect money for *ahem's birthday presents. :) kanesh's job which remained undone till the day i left. THANKS RONG! and everyone else. :)

called rong last night. at about 8.30pm singapore time. talked for about 50 mins i think? haha. got cut off half way though. she told me all about cross country and shopping and movie. i wish i could've been there. :( then after that called sebas. haha. unknown number. then he kept complaining about vectors lah. and superposition. and kept asking me how to do vectors. as if i know lah. dodohead. ha. got cut off halfway again, stupid hotel phone. anyway. talked for about 50mins also i think. my card's still got $8.01 credit in it. :p haha. whoever has free incoming and wants to talk.. :p let me know. haha.

alternatively, you can always call me. :) i emailed my number and address, but i don't think everyone got it. so if not, you can always scream. :p and of course, drop your email add here.

hmmmm. like i said before. i've got a million people to thank. so i shall start off with nine. :)



to nine [rong peiyu ren jean sebas kevin kanesh caleb *me] + chenchen:

hey! :) my bestest friends. thanks for EVERYTHING!
orangey book
orangey dunks :p
surprise party
collecting money
ipod nano *ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
coaster xp
hugs
letters
petit brunch
doggy phonechain
lamby pencil case
pearls :p
chinese new year card
peiyu's self-recorded cd :p
sebas' 2 cds, finally
chenchen the hot pink monkey :p i didn't know what to name it! haha.

i hope i didn't miss anything out. i miss every single one of you! spending breaks in the cafe, taking forever to decide where to sit, what to eat, going for morning worship, eating and talking during lectures, copying notes for some of you. ponning mdm h's tut with kevin, going shopping with sebas, gown shopping with kanesh and rong, staying over at ren's house, complaining to mr fong and ms ong, mugging at serene... heh. well i guess these things will still go on. i am missing them so much already. things are so different here.

to jason:
thanks so much for calling. :) haha. excusing yourself from lessons just to send me off! :) yays. glad to have talked to you right until the plane started taxi-ing for take off. :p although we stopped halfway for the luggage scanning thing and for me to talk to half the world. haha. oh, and yeah i lost your home add. send it to me or something k? i need to send you something! :p and when you're done with operation678910 must send to me also k? :D hahaha.

and i didn't even know when the plane took off lah. was looking at the orangey book. :) i will keep it forever. although it is a ticking time bomb. haha. i together. :D hahaha.



to the fairsians:
yay! thanks for coming all the way to send me off. :)

to the njcians [or nationalists :p], tiffany ashley joanne joanna linda ashley:
thanks for zaoing early from whatever you all had on in school! :)

to diana and yurong:
haha, sorry i walked away.. ha. so many people to talk to, so many things to say. i neglected my church friends even more lah. :\ and haha, thanks for the cards and letter! :p and the pink piglet bedroom slippers! :D haha. i'll wear it when i move into the hostel tomorrow! :D haha. little miss fun. :p

to may and shuwei:
thanks for the scarf and lipbalm! :) pear~ so yummy. :p hahaha. and thanks for the letter too! :)

to yuming and joanne:
haha, thanks for the surprise and letters.. and the cross and green band thing. :) JOANNE WHY YOU DON'T WANT TO TAKE PHOTO WITH ME? :(




to sfc [tim val anna jayce sophia aloy jem caleb pris janice charissa mr.lim]:
thanks so much for coming! :) and for the wonderful signs. :D haha. very nice leh! haha. anna! thanks for the piglet, it accompanied me on the plane. :)

to chaoyuan: haha, too bad you couldn't come. but thanks anyway for the 'fond' line. :p

to val's cell: thanks for the coke bottle with all the messages! :) took a while for me to get them out, but hey, it was well worth it! :) and the cross choker is really nice too.. :)

to prissy and janice: sorry to make you all cab down, only to find that i'd already gone in! :\ sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry. :( eh i'll catch up with you guys in june k? maybe i can go for camp. :p

to aloy: thanks for helping me keep the t-shirts! :) and thanks for the card and converse tee also! very nice! :) haha..




to huiru: haha, thanks for your emails so fast! :) missing you loads toooo! :( wanna be the next one to keep your blog alive just for me? :p haha. yep call me sometime soon! everyone has free incoming in aussie. :) alternatively. you've got free incoming right..? haha, so you can expect a call soon! :) hahas.

to xieai: haha, i know you're not in sfc. but nevertheless.. miss you loads! :( haha you must be bored during history periods. cannot find me anymore. do you have free incoming? hahaha. then i might call.. :p

and to both of you + eeli: thanks so much for the bear! deerie. :p what a name for a bear.. haha. :p it's so soft lah. YAYS. :) haha i'm booked, eh. OKAY, PICK YOUR DATE. :p just as long as it doesn't stop you studying much. BLOCK TEST 2 is on the way! ha. okay, prepare for BT1 first lah. when ah? heh. must let me know when k..




to church people [whoever may read it]:
hmm. sorry i kind of neglected you all at the airport. :\ SORRY a million times! ahhhh. i'll try to catch up with you all when i get back k? in june! it's coming soon! heh. yeps. wait patiently for me! :D and yeah, thanks for all the prayers, notes and gifts. :) lipbalm, tee, banana chocolate cake, photobook, starfish..




and to everyone:
thanks for the ipod nano and the surprise party! :) yep, both were huge surprises. i think i am so dense lah. haha. heard a few of the slips, but never realised it. and i heard yinma asking for money. and i knew it was for me, haha. :p but i didn't know for what. the CONSPIRACY. she kept talking to ren and sebas lah. while i was right there. i knew there was something going on. but everytime i walked over, she'd start talking loudly about something else. :p haha.. THANKS GUYS! :)



army is reading through my letters and cards. SO NO PRIVACY LAH. :\ eeyer. hope there's nothing that can't be read. by her. heh. just read through them myself, while she was emailing.

S51 is still having the 2 hour GP tut now, haha. wonder if everyone got around to finish the vectors tut. :D haha. i am still holidaying now lah. haven't started school. :\ i don't want school to start. i want to go home. but i'm not exactly homesick yet, though. just waiting. waiting and waiting for june '06. :p actually if i told opi about my march hol, i might get a chance to come back. but that would be a stupid waste of money. it's so soon! ha. so i'll just have to wait 'til june lah.

haha. spent enough time here le lah. nobody's online lah. dodoheads. okay, fine, everyone's in school. at night come online earlier leh. otherwise i gotta stay up until 1+am like this morning. ha. i'll try to rotate calls. as in. take turns or something. but i need to know who has free incoming first. don't wanna make anyone pay extra, heh. SO. let me know yahs? :) the next time i call will probably be after i move to the hostel and get my phone line. and broadband! ahh i can't wait. ha. moving in tomorrow.. heh.

okays. take care people! missing all of you loadsssss. cya soon!

to rong: see you tomorrow! :p
to sebas: you better call me soon. ha.


ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh i am finally able to blog. but i have only about half an hour left, after reading, i mean, browsing through everyone's blogs. ha.

i'm at the city library now. had to sign up to use the comps for free. :) yays.

melbourne is 3 hours ahead of singapore now, it's daylight savings period in summer.

it's hot when the sun shines, cold when the wind blows.

i have like tons to blog about lah. but no time. :\ and i'd rather do it leisurely in the hostel too.. so wait patiently for a nice long post, and keep checking! (:

i miss everyone so so so much. :(
but i'm okay. don't worry about me, i'll be fine!

and i've got a calling card which lets me call singapore for 0.8cents a minute! that is like how cheap lah. haha. so i'll be calling sometime soon. (: already talked to ren pris janice sebas huiru rong kanesh. haha i'll email my add and number.

OH and i lost jason's add! i need jason's add.

and i left my address book in singapore, like how smart right. oh wells. :\ i've got a soft copy i think. ha.

gonna meet grace on friday. :)

erm. thanks everyone for the ipod nano and the orangey book and everything else! remember that (hopefully) the next post will have my proper thanks and everything. time is running out.

shopping at myer sucks. it's like the biggest departmental store. but it's ex, and clothes are ugly. WHO WANTS TO GO SHOPPING AT ORCHARD WITH ME WHEN I GET BACK. no one right. ha. fine, keep mugging! :p

going to see birds on 26th, little penguins on 28th. photos will be put up here (if there are any nice ones :p)

to everybody:
i miss you all so much! take care loads k? and keep praying for me.. heh. :) thanks for everything!

oh, and this is melbourne time. haven't changed the time on my watches yet though, ha. later late for school. by 3 hours! :p


koped this off kevin's blog.



if at times you feel you want to cry
and life seems such a trial
above the clouds there's a bright blue sky
so make your tears a smile

as you travel on life's way
with its many ups and downs
remember it's quite true to say
one smile is worth a dozen frowns

among the world's expensive things
a smile is very cheap
and when you give a smile away
you get back one to keep

hapiness comes at times to all
but sadness comes unbidden
and sometimes a few tears must fall
among the laughter hidden

so when friends have sadness on their face
and troubles round them piled
the world will seem a better place
and all because you smiled




yep, a smile works wonders.

let go, let God.


maybe i am just slow to realise. but it is less than 24 hours before i will be flying. and it is just so weird to think that at this time tomorrow, i won't be online talking or blogging.

church. lunch at swa garden. cold crab! :) met amy at newton. ccab. sebas' match. sebas' parents. topless ohmygosh. newton ps pasta. cityhall suntec nydc. topshop. esplanade. talk stars. orion belt. :D euniceeee! 961 is weird. either direction, same bus stop? weird. finally home.

i seriously don't feel like packing.

joseph smsed! cheryl smsed.
amy called. kanesh called. sebas called.

kueh lapis and milo.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


hmmm i know i should upload the fairsian photos. but it's almost 3am, i'm tired. oooh and i forgot all about emilyrose. :p haha no one to remind me lah.

read diana's blog. :)

talked to jason for 1hr 16mins, haha. :) yays. i miss jason. rong does too.

peiyu can't go to church tomorrow. :(

sebas has match from 3pm to 4plus tomorrow. am i going? haha. pangseh church people yet again. CANNOT. hai. hahaha he showered in my bathroom, army thinks he looks like a frog and is too kancheong. :D

blessings in disguise? haha. in some ways.

ahhhh i want to remember every part of last night. but so many things can't be captured in photos. to zanarkand! ahhhh. i want to play now lah. but the whole world is asleep. hai. :(

mokyenna is still awake.

haha and i got my autograph book back! haha jeremy had been holding on to it for like 3 months? haha. my sec sch autograph book is still circulating, though it's been more than a year. :p hahaha. looks like even when i come back from melb in june it'll still be either going around, or stuck with someone. ha.

and i don't feel like crying. yet.



i'll be there for you
when the rain starts to pour
i'll be there for you
like i've been there before
i'll be there for you
cos you're there for me too :)




oh and one last thing:


THANKS RONG! (:

for everything.
























hahaha SURPRISE! :D

yays. firstly - thanks to everyone who came! :) the organisers, chefs, potato peelers and onion cutters, the others who looked at my baby photos and cheongsam photos, those who played with bubbles, did streamers and balloons, played with styrofoam plates, played cards, videoed, took photos, talked to me, played the piano, ate, and everyone who did all the other behind-the-scenes stuff i don't know about. :p YOUR EFFORT IS VERY MUCH APPRECIATED! hahaha love you all! <3

my first reaction: why on earth are there scholars in my house??

rong peiyu renling sebas kevin caleb jean chenchen nicholas yinmay emily pohxuan yoda leanne sarah woonsoon dinesh dominic guna natt
diana yurong may shuwei daixuan clara linda steffi mabel zhiyao edwin william jeremy

hahaha. :D anyway, had loads of fun today, really. YAYS. although i didn't eat much. sorry sebas! haha. but i did eat/drink the chicken mushroom soup! and the chicken. haha. a bit. :p and the sparkling grape juice hahahah. :D

photos speak louder than words! so there'll be loads of photos coming up. :)

talking to jason~ :) yays.


i typed this whole long post about what happened yesterday. everything that happened yesterday. STUPID COMP. ARGH. okay, nevermind. for now, i'm going to be late to meet kanesh and rong. although they'll probably be late too. if i'm happy, i might blog everything tonight.

thanks sfc and johnny! :)


i will leave the rest of my packing to tomorrow, and probably saturday too.
for now, i'd rather sleep.


arghhhhh i hate packing. it's driving me nuts. :\ packing is stupid.

i don't know how much i can bring. how much weight do i have, with army and daddy's additional space? :\ and stupid notes and textbooks are like how heavy. please send some over. they obviously won't let me put all that stuff in the plane. the plane would crash or something. ARGH.

been packing since forever. properly, since after putting down the phone. actually there are still tonnes of stuff i want to bring. guess i'm gonna have to wait until second term break when i come back and have more luggage space for junk. ha.

tired. but not as tired as others, i guess. haha i count myself fortunate. not having to really listen and pay attention and not sleep and do tutorials. i think the others must be a million times more tired than i am. since they're almost all from sports ccas. haha. poor things. :p

hahaha photo with mdm lee. :p if chemistry is not your cup of tea, i can help you expedite the process of dropping chem. :D every lesson, without fail.

dinner with edwin, not as weird as expected. haha. :p he gave me this thing to hang up. it says something about God knowing how stressful life is. :p and a card, and bought me dinner. hahaha. the advantages of going out with guys. :D

james 3:15-17
joshua 10:23-28
psalm 119:1-5
have you figured it out yet?

sebas has match tomorrow, again. against acs(i) at delta. he thinks he's dying. :\ don't worry lah, will get in one. yeaa. praying for you! :)

j2 life is taking its toll on everyone. i can't believe i still haven't gotten used to sleeping a few hours each night. maybe i was just numbed during promos. :
homeroom decor continuing next tues, i'm not gonna be here. tomorrow TAKE PHOTOS! today, i mean.

not going for prayer meeting tomorrow. even though i will be in school until like 6? i don't know. depends on whether or not i go for sebas' match. don't think anyone else can go though. and i did tell everyone i was going for sfc j1 orientation. i want photos with the sfc people toooo. haha how to go delta?

i was talking to xieai prissy anna during break today. then prissy almost started crying lah. i almost died. no i'm not leaving yettttt. still got like 3 days.

3 days? freaky. haha. impossible without God. why am i even counting down?


Lord, won't You give me strength to make it through somehow
i've never been more homesick than now


homesick - mercyme

you're in a better place, i've heard a thousand times
and at least a thousand times i've rejoiced for you
but the reason why i'm broken, the reason why i cry
is how long must i wait to be with you

i close my eyes and i see your face
if home's where my heart is then i'm out of place
Lord, won't You give me strength to make it through somehow
i've never been more homesick than now

help me Lord, cos i don't understand Your ways
the reason why i wonder if i'll ever know
but even if You showed me, the hurt would be the same
cos i'm still here so far away from home

i close my eyes and i see your face
if home's where my heart is then i'm out of place
Lord, won't You give me strength to make it through somehow
i've never been more homesick than now

in Christ, there are no goodbyes
and in Christ, there is no end
so i'll hold on to Jesus with all that i have
to see you again
to see you again

and i close my eyes and i see your face
if home's where my heart is then i'm out of place
Lord, won't You give me strength to make it through somehow
won't You give me strength to make it through somehow
won't You give me strength to make it through somehow


hmmm. my second last day in sa- ever.

went for morning worship, alison, ren, cindy and evan came in after a while. and sebas was behind. i miss the seniors a lot. shu ai and joni and everyone else! ahhhh. :(

went to cc for chapel, didn't help with the ofg in the end. mrs wong led worship and pastor joshua shared.

civics was spent decorating homeroom. haha i just went around taking photos and doing the crepe paper and fishy thing. haha. chinesenewyear decor. the judging's next thursday, so they've still got time. continued decorating the class through civics break, and even past the bell into physics lect. in the end, the guys went for lecture late, ren rong piu and i didn't go at all. spent lect period in homeroom, writing to huiru. ha.

went to walk around taking photos of the school. then went down to the cafe with rong and piu. met the rest of them, they were sitting at two tables, but not in cliques. amazing, eh. see what happens when we're not there, ha. it's a good thing, actually. took ren's burger up for her first.

then mdm h came. thought of staying for physics tut. but then sebas kept asking me to go out. hmm. so after much deliberation, i left. ha. went to gallery.. petit brunch and apple chips. :p talked to mr fong.. haha, he was very relieved to know that i was the only one not in physics tut. :p and saw ben also! haha. he was on the way to teach in chapel in sas. read a bit of photosynthesis tut. but not finished.. and i don't quite get it. ahhh. :\ went back to homeroom a bit early, stood outside and waved to guna and chenchen while the lesson was still going on. haha.

then we grabbed our stuff and went to LT1 for GP tut. watched 'the corporation'. ha. fell asleep a few times.. sleepy and cold. ha. the show was all about stupid big companies with no ethics and morals whatsoever. they should be lectured by mrs kang. paying people a few cents. eeeyer. such evil pigs.

stayed for math tut, vectors. she went through the formulae and 2 tut questions.

then mr fong came to teach in our homeroom! haha. he was so shy. so weird lah. he'd never been this shy with us. haha. rowdy fong and danger wah. :p fong choo wah! haha.

arghhhh i might not get to go to school tomorrow. depends on whether i can get my stuff done. which means i probably won't be able to go. so if you don't see me, don't miss me too much! :p hahaha.

i saw what was inside the paper bag.

washed track shoes = cannot run anyway.

dinner with edwin? epitome of weirdness.





falling asleep while watching tv..?? ha, now i know something is wrong with me. the last time i fell asleep while watching tv was like when i was studying for promos or something. AGES AGO. why is this happening now. it doesn't even make sense, since i'm not even doing much for school. just going for lectures and copying notes and maybe going for a few tutorials. that shouldn't drain me like that. :\ hai.

i still haven't eaten my sfc cake. don't think my camera batteries are fully charged yet. yawnnn.

i can't go to school on monday. :( and triple :( i wanted so much to go. spending my last day in school with the people i love. hai. oh well. i guess there are just too many things i haven't done, it's probably my fault anyway. army just bought boxes for me. i think i am going to have to cut down on clothes. and i have no idea how i'm going to bring some stuff over. like the huge lilo and stitch photo thing from rong, and my chiangmai lamp from peiyu. and quite a lot of other stuff. memorabilia. stuff that probably matters only to me and no one else. i think i'm going to have to leave a lot of stuff here, at least until june or maybe even next year. when i get my apartment, i'll have a lot more space for that kind of stuff. and it'll be more permanent too. no need to carry everything around shifting house.

oh, did i mention that jean loves sebas? :D hahaha. and i only found out today. hahaha.

and rong and ren founded the 'we <3> today, because they saw 'joshua' in my notebook. it's a different joshua! not kevin's beloved! :D haha. please sign on the dotted line. _ _ _ _ _. i didn't sign though hahaa. ren is the pres! of that, and the penguin society! :D i think i am going mad.

ahhh i couldn't help it. just read what kanesh write on 22jan. i mean, the 22jan column. awww. haha, he can be sweet at times. :p THANK YOU KANESH! :)

haha today yuming told joanne that i'm leaving. she's in MI, tohtuck campus, same as chari! but in science fac. ha.

i am getting a new skin! too lazy to put all the gazillion links there.

tired..
sleep is bliss.

4:20 am

20060118

f i v e

a new camera! haha. actually i liked the other one more, but daddy said this one's better. oh wells. i quite like it anyway. more than my old baobei anyway. :) yays tomorrow can bring to school le! :)

went for morning worship, val led. (: assembly was in first lecture venue, which meant no national anthem blah. bio lect. :\ haha didn't really listen. actually, i didn't listen at all. just copied notes. mine, then sebas'. i still don't quite get the P and Q thing leh. :\ limiting factors of photosynthesis.

physics tutorial! haha i would have gone if she'd return the test paper. but ren walked past the table, and it wasn't there. so kevin and i didn't go. but then ren called, and said she was going through the paper, and asked us to go. and sebas called like 2 or 3 times also. mdm h was asking for physics rep! haha. they said kevin was having diarrhoea lah. so in the end i made kevin rush to homeroom. haha. in the end i heard she only went through the 5 mcqs, and they weren't even difficult. she just made them more complicated. haiyo, but expected of her lah.

i spent the one and a half periods walking around school a bit, sat at the benches outside the sc and beside the track and read my bible. :)

walked back to homeroom when the lesson ended to meet everyone.. ha. zapped photosynthesis tut qn2,3 answers for sebas kevin caleb. then went down to the cafe and waited for a while at the fitness corner. kevin and sebas were doing weird things lah. ha. ren and jean went for chinese, but the rest of us ponned. me, not really lah. since i've withdrawn. ha. after a while, mr fong came with 2 large pizzas and coke and drumlets and wedges! :) yummm. haha. we went to the gallery to eat, chenchen sebas kevin kanesh caleb rong me mr fong. some people saw us.. :\ and teachers too! haha mr fong died a million times today. :p haha thanks for the treat! :p

after that, went to homeroom for GP. other groups presented, continuing from yesterday, and then we just copied a whole lot of stuff from the transparency.

we got apple sticker papers to write notes to other people. to put up on the notice board i think. haha i got yoda. :p she knows already, anyway.. ha. and another apple paper to write for ourselves. a bit weird lah. haha. then peiyu finally came to school, i moved to the front to sit with kairou and veevee for chem tut. since i'd been displaced by mars yesterday, we have one less table at the back. :
so anyway. didn't take the polymerisation test. mdm lee asked me to just sit there and keep quiet, ha. then after that, they went through the test.. kairou and veevee both got full marks lah.. haha. dunno how the rest did, since they were all the way at the back. i almost fell asleep while she was going through it lah. and actually polymerisation is quite easy lah i think. :p started copying mass spectrometry notes to keep myself awake. but i'm not done yet. actually i'm copying my own notes lah. the lazy frog only copied the back part himself. ha.

ren helped me take photo with mdm lee, not sure who's cam she used though. :p ha. then i was supposed to take with sebas. but kevin and caleb kept taking his legs only. :p i have no idea why. so in the end i left first. went to LT1 for chap's hour. :)

haha mr lim cs shared during chap's hour! :p shine like stars in the universe. that's sfc's theme for 2006. and they're placing a lot of emphasis on the fact that we must shine. phil2:15. yay i love that verse. :p

i think ron talked to the sfc exco and cell leaders. cos after chap's hour, they all gathered around to talk for a while. then they announced that it was my 2nd last min time! ha. and then we all clustered around the front. they got me a cake! :p the photo will go up, once i've charged my camera battery. :p haha. then i was supposed to give a 'speech'. totally didn't know what to say lah. just told them what i'd be doing in melbourne, and said i'd miss everyone. :p haha then it was the usual 'awwww'. :p then val led in prayer for me, and then the girls had a group hug. :p haha. and then i had to go. sighhh. yes, i'll definitely miss sfc. especially since i was just going to get to know the people better! ha. and chaoyuan said he'll miss me! :D or something like that. :p hahaha. thankyou sfc! :)

went to amk to buy the camera from daddy's friend's shop, then went to post office and ntuc and home.

going to school tomorrow! full day..? not sure. ha.

my lunch/dinner schedule:
thurs lunch: joshua
thurs dinner: edwin
fri lunch: school
fri dinner: church?
sat lunch: ren ++
sat dinner: family
sun lunch: family ++
sun dinner: ashley?
mon lunch: school
mon dinner: airport

haha. i am busy. and tired. keep sleeping in the car, bus etc. *yawns.

i wonder why peiyu only came so late today. :\ didn't have a chance to talk to her.. heh.

and i am supposed to organise the amy/gabriel birthday lunch/dinner thing. but actually i have no time. i've already asked almost everyone when they'd prefer it. but i don't know if i could even actually join them for it. it depends on when and where i guess. i don't want to decide where. i think.. i'll leave that to someone else. hmmm.

i want to sleeeep! ha. ren still has my math notes, can't do vector tutorial. i think i might try photosynthesis tut though. and finish copying mass spect notes! and zap next monday's bio lect notes. i didn't get a copy, since we'd already told the photocopy lady to only zap 28 copies. and 29 for the other subjects. i am being erased! hai.

and i am left with 5 days.

qantas
QF10
terminal 1
8.15pm

11:20 pm

b a l l e t.



i just got home from btp. icecream~ :p banana icecream! haha. yays. :)

oh i found out by accident that FORMS moved to btp! from west coast recre centre. FORMS ballet and dance studio. mrs cheong is still teaching there.. and i was soo tempted to buy the little ballet shoes. :p haha, nostalgia mah. actually i wanted to go in and say hi or something. but a lesson was going on...

ballet has long been out of my life. but i still miss it a lot! :( a lot of the time i wish i hadn't quit then. arghh i can't even remember the simplest of exercises lah. only remember plies at the barre and the happy dance. :p the happy dance! haha. and skipping around the dance studio in pre-primary. natural, first position, second positon all the way until fifth position. for both the arms and legs. and getting highly commended for my grade2 exam was probably one of the highlights. :p haha. it was the only time i ever got highly commended lah. the rest got like pass plus and commended. i remember pearlyn and kelly and the little jap girl always getting honours. haha. i can't remember the jap girl's name, but she was the best dancer in the class. joanne always had chicken wing arms! :p my dad knew her mum or something like that. and the guy - the only guy in class - was in my exam group once! haha. but i was never his dance partner. arghh i wish i could still remember the dances! character as well as classical. but i've always liked classical more. character is with the black shoes and long skirt. and i used to worry like mad when we had exams and the assistant teachers tied our shoe ribbons for us. cos there would be a high chance that we wouldn't be able to untie it, and then have to cut it and sew it back after the exam, since we had to change our shoes within the studio during exams. but then that never happened to me. i think many of my worries are unfounded, which is stupid. hmm. BALLET. it's the most beautiful form of dance. :)

i am going to get a new camera. because it costs not $80, but $380 to get it repaired. which is stupid, since it costs more than half of the camera itself. so yes, i am getting a new cam. i don't really know which one i want yet, but it's gotta be soon. i hear it's cheaper here. so are a lot of other stuff i guess. haha i'm glad OAL gave us adaptors though.

practically finished packing clothes. except for stuff i might want to wear between now and the time i leave. my bag weighs a tonne. and army says i might need to hand-carry my campbell textbook. eee lah. so heavy. :

i want to see what's inside rong's paper bag.

1:35 am

20060117

haha i am home! at this hour! :p actually i was supposed to be home at like 8.30am? ha.

got up this morning thinking that i wasn't going to school. i don't know why, but whenever i don't need to go to school, my brain stops working. anyway i went for morning worship in college tee and skirt. then after morning worship, went out of school through the side gate. was stopped by a chinese teacher, but she let me go after asking a few questions. like what class i was from, what's my name etc. said hi to chenchen! haha. :p still haven't been to his house.

smsed liwei, then talked to mingyang and jon tan a bit on the way to pp macs. haha. my sfc seniors! :) yays.

after a long time of deciding where to go, we finally went to ps. macs, breakfast. thanks for the ice milo! :p haha the rest of the stuff is on his blog. i'm lazy to type. since when does he blog like me anyway. :p haha.

went back to school, walked through the side gate and wasn't stopped by anyone. it's so weird, how security is so lax nowadays. it was so much stricter in malan road. the side gate was almost always locked. except from 1-2pm and 4-5pm i think. ha. went to the foyer to find them.. and mr fong! :p he is serious about treating me! :D i think he wants to order macs/kfc into school tomorrow for nine! :D hahaha. he is so nice lah. he was supposed to have lunch with us, but then he went to sit with the scholars for i don't know what reason. and i didn't miss fried food day! :p zha wanton and fries! haha YAYS. :D

went to homeroom for me, played 'imagine if'. haha i was in kanesh's and jean's group. hochia. DON'T ASK ME WHY. kanesh is a dodohead. ha. but next week when they play it again, there will only be 2 people in that group! ha. kanesh is a chimpanzee, yoda is brilliant, chenchen is the world's longest sausage, the most important thing to rong is JASON. number7. :D haha. and ms carol gave us notebooks. me journals i think. i got one too! although i won't be using it as an me journal. ms carol gave me one anyway! ha.

contemplated whether or not to go for bio pract, in the end i went. sat in front, the usual place.. except that the lab benches are a lot shorter than the malan road ones. not nice! :\ hai. so little space. anyway i didn't do the ipomoea aquatica experiment. skill B, my favourite skill! ha. i didn't bring anything anyway. no foolscap and no practical worksheet. so i just kinda helped peiyu do hers, and lent her my apparatus so she could do it faster. and i walked around and looked at people's reports and talked to them. haha. :p i think i was a distraction.

chenchen gave me a super cute hot pink kapo monkey! :D chenchen is cute, the monkey is cute. :D hahaha. and he wrote a note on the back of the monkey's head. haha. :p thanks chen2!

went back to homeroom for GP, but i didn't attend the tutorial. said bye to everyone, then went home.. walked through sas, saw herman, but he didn't see me.. haha and i was holding the pink monkey by the hand! :D so aa. hahaha.

saw mingyang on the way out again.. haha. he came over to talk, then the girls he was with started taking photos with their handphones. like how childish lah. :\ haha anyway he was amazed to see me in school again, after that morning. :p

talked to amy all the way home. which reminds me, i need to check with everyone and arrange everything. hai.. :
army helped me send my camera for repair, it'll cost approximately $80 without parts, and it'll take around 5-7 days. i don't really know what that means. if i can't get it before i go, i guess daddy will have to collect it for me and bring it with him when he comes over... it's quite sad not to have a camera on the last few days though. haven't taken photo with so many people! hai. i might just borrow tata's. ha. it's slimmer, too. but the battery life isn't all that good. still, it's better than not having a camera to use at all..

i still haven't learnt how to iron, how to operate a washing machine. bleahh.

weirded out.

8:49 pm

reading about how other people's day went, without being part of it. i guess that's a huge part of going away. oh well, gotta get used to it!

met wansze again, along with all the other people going to taylor's. i think most of them are taking year12 instead of mufy [monash uni foundation year], meaning that they're PRs already. haha migration plan! anyway. because of the commonwealth games in melbourne this year, we're gonna have an extra 2 weeks of holiday! hahaha. they want us to go watch! ha. well. the main point is that the holiday is 11-26 march! which happens to coincide with the s'pore school hols. and i can't come back. AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. two weeks some more leh. two weeks spent going around with either uncle ho or uncle allan? :\ both are weird choices. well, kind of.. :
s paper! haha. congrats to s paper people. :p the muggers. :D okay kevin is not a mugger.

i am still bu gan xin about my march hols. grrr.

and i guess it could get irritating. but mainly i think it's the mindset thing. like if you change your mind about something.. well. you know what i mean, i guess. you become more irritable and all. that's what's happening! hai. i am trying. but not very hard i guess. yeah, maybe it just isn't very important to me.

i still don't know when to go to school. i would go everyday if i could, but that would defeat the purpose of withdrawing last week i guess. i might go for sfc on wed, but probably not school. and thurs..? chapel! and lunch with joshua? i don't know. friday i'm going whole day i think. :) pe!

aric msged, said he wanted to meet me to catch up, since he was going back to sas this afternoon. but by that time i'd already left! ha. sometimes i think it's scary, the people who want to meet up with me recently.

letters.

sometimes i just feel so used.

3:54 am

20060116

till i see You

the greatest love that anyone could ever know
that overcame the cross and grave to find my soul
and till i see You face to face
and grace amazing takes me home
i'll trust in You

with all i am i'll live to see Your kingdom come
and in my heart i'll pray You'd let Your will be done
and till i see You face to face
and grace amazing takes me home
i'll trust in You

i will live to love You
i will live to bring You praise
i will live, a child in awe of You

You are the voice that called the universe to be
You are the whisper in my heart that speaks to me
and till i see You face to face
and grace amazing takes me home
i'll trust in You

You alone, are God of all
You alone, are worthy God
and with all i am
my soul will bless Your name

11:01 pm

when i'm in school, i sometimes wonder why i'm there. and other times i'm so glad i'm there. how contradictory.

anyway, school was okay today. what to expect from 4hours of lecture? ha.

reached school at 6.55am this morning! haha. so happy. mugged waves and half of oscillations and slept at 2plus this morning.

chem lect. i forgot to bring my mass spectrometry notes! i don't know why, distinctly remembered myself putting the notes aside. maybe it was in another pile. :\ anyway copied for sebas. he is a big fat cheater frog.

math lect. the lecturers super slow, didn't pay attention to what they were saying. but i did copy notes though. and studying physics at the same time. then sebas wanted me to copy notes for him. but i said no. then.. ha. nevermind. betrayed and cheated, eh.

bio lect, went to LT2. sat right behind, ate tuna puff and studied physics. after a while i gave up. halfway through ideal gases i think. peiyu and kevin wrote in my notebook. and nick chew wrote his birthday in. ha.

physics lecture test! ha. sat in between the two scariest berries in the whole wide world. SCARY BERRY! peiyu and sebas. SEBAS CHEATED AGAIN. stupid frog. and kevin kept going on and on about how the test was so easy and not challenging. eeyer. actually i thought it was okay. though i hadn't studied everything. but then after that, when we were discussing the paper, i realised that i'd made about a million careless mistakes. ha. but i'm not going to rant about how i'm going to die because of it, since it really doesn't matter.

went to the cafe for break, had hor fun for the first time in my sajc life. haha. it's quite nice. :p they're trying to get me to eat stuff i haven't eaten before, since it's my last few days in school.

sebas is withdrawing from life concert auditions. :
left school after waving bye through the chem lab windows. i only heard kevin say bye though.. ha. was supposed to go meet joshua for lunch after his serve lecture, but in the end i didn't. since i'd already eaten, and he was with his lecture group. and actually i did want to stay for pe. :\ but it was so late.. and i did have other stuff to do. :( that's why i wore converses today! so i wouldn't stay for pe. hai. i MUST go on friday though. hope it doesn't rain!

anyway, slept throughout the 985 journey, but still woke up before my stop, just like the old days at malan road, when i'd sleep through 61 and still get up in time. walked home, showered, packed a bit. and started snacking. i think i eat a lot more at home lah. :\ apple, seaweed, pineapple tarts. army just baked pineapple tarts!! :) yays. haha. not much though, and she wants to give some to uncle ho in melb too.

kanesh called and talked a lot of crap. haha. i was the only one he could call, since everyone else was still having pe in school. ha. talking to him can be real torture at times. haha. okay, maybe talking to sebas isn't all that bad. kanesh is a sicko! haha but then i think sebas is too. ahhhhh. surrounded by scary berries. kanesh said i had to call him after his meeting with his cousin at jooseng warehouse. and he promised no torture! ha. yeah, right.

later got taylor's pre-departure briefing at OAL at 7pm. overseas academic link, my agent. heh. hope it doesn't last too long.. :\ i don't like such things. ha. and daddy's going! amazing eh. haha. uncle kok boon. :D

don't think i'm going to school tomorrow, even though it's a tuesday and i've already missed the last fried food day. it was a holiday tues. anyway, i'm supposedly going to get my camera fixed in the morning, then learn how to iron after that. :\ *groans. i am going to miss being a spoilt pig. maybe i could go to school for a while though. :\ i want me -moral ed- and morning worship! doubt it though. hai.

oh! i talked to marianne during morning worship! i don't know how to spell her name. maryanne? she's the ascension girl who asked chari to play captain's ball with them on sat! ha. she was wearing the college tee that day, so i thought she might be a j1. and then i saw her today in morning worship, so i said hi. haha. :p sat with marj huiru ian gen jean today! :)

i HATE packing lah. too lazy. i know ren will say 'don't pack lah'. haha. she's been asking me to not find the teachers to sign the clearance form and stuff. but yes, i think i do have a lot of loose ends to tie up.

email jason! haha. it seems like everyone is emailing him. MY TURN! ha. where's my.. letter? card? i don't know. whatever's coming by mail. if it's even coming.. ha.

the closer it gets, the more i realise that the only way i am going to be able to survive this is with His strength. no way else. the closer it gets, the more i need to rely on Him to take me through the day. simply put, the closer it gets, the more i realise my need for Him. in every area of my life.

peiyu wrote 'He tells me that you are going for a good cause.' i can't read practically anything she writes without tearing. my dearest sister! *hugs!

thanks ren and rong for the polar chicken pie! :)

and till i see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home, i'll trust in You.

10:49 pm

OH. i forgot. haha. on the way to the bus stop from btp, i had to walk past the field where guys play soccer. anyway since it had been raining, one part of it was flooded.. and i saw something moving, so i went to take a closer look. they were TADPOLES! hahaa. yes, baby FROGS. :D hahahaha. okay better not say too much. i am NOT implying anything okay. hahaha. :D

123456. okay, i'm not waiting for emilyrose at 3am. but i don't want to sleep.. yet. don't wanna study either.. haha. i am such a slacker. should i stay for pe tomorrow..? :\ it's games lah.. if it was running i'd definitely stay, haha! anyway. if i don't stay then i can go home at 12.45! haha. then can pack and stuff. since wed, thurs and fri got cca and stuff. life con auditions! ha. j1 orientation..

should i study physics? hahaha i'll never get it done. sit for the test and don't hand in the paper! i think i'm really gonna do that leh. ha. but then again, if i study now then later cannot wake up for school. 6am! haha i'll forget lah. and die.. ha.

haha i shall go mug.. soon. downstairs, without the stupid comp as a distraction. i am going to need to switch off my comp when i mug in melbourne. otherwise i can just go and fail everything. might as well take A's, it'll probably be the same result. ha.

okay GO MUG. NO MORE PROCRASTINATION. hahahaha. yeah right. :p

5:26 am

physics test tomorrow! haha. i know i keep saying that i wanna mug for it. but i still haven't gotten round to it. haha. oh well. maybe i'll just sit for the test or something. haha.

got home at 10.30pm, after dinner at asia grand hotel. with grand uncle allan, grand aunt margaret and great grand aunt. it was weird, i was the only.. young person there. haha.. but i guess on the whole it was okay. grand uncle tony wasn't there. haha. :p he's a bit.. weird.

peiyu came to church today! (: haha yays. sat with chari and jonathan. :p know. consider. offer. free. haha i kinda wish bishop john tan was still the principal of sajc. :p i think schooling would be more fun.. haha. :p

saw ron! before service, while i was waiting for peiyu's cab. :p talked to him a bit.. and his sydney friend too. ha. and i saw ms carol! hahaha. at broadway, after service. waved hi.. and she said i look like army. and that army looks nice. that means she's indirectly saying that i look nice. :D haha okay no.

went to taka, wisma and ps. shopped around, neoprinted with my family for the first time ever, exchanged our home phone which was spoilt, walked around.

oooh i got ashley's birthday present! hahaha. :p

*sighs. so lazy to pack lah. still got tonnes of stuff i think. and need to vacuum pack also. ha. aiyahhhh. crap lah.

grace is leaving tomorrow.. is it? ha. i'm not sure. SEE YOU IN MELBOURNE! :p

sebas is like the weirdest person in the whole wide world. sometimes, even talking to kanesh can be better than talking to sebas lah. :D not so irritating. haha.. :p

mercy came running

like a prisoner set free

past all my failures

to the point of my need

when the sin that i carried

was all i could see

and when i could not reach mercy

mercy came running to me

4:40 am

20060115

crap. i just realised that i have 8 days left to:
- PACK
- go to school
- spend time with people
- sleep in my big bed
- not sleep with a stranger
- talk to bubbles
- shop in orchard
- complain about rainy days
- use my handphone number
- use my comp in jib's room late at night and early in the morning
- go home after 11pm
- talk for hours on the phone
- play the piano, which i haven't touched for ages. to zanarkand!
- eat singapore food
- eat homecooked food
- talk to opi and tata
- walk to the behind bus stop
- go to sav
- learn how to iron and cook
- write letters
- ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

6:27 am

jessica and i! primary school besties. :p

haha. not kevin's jessica hor. hmm. classmates from p3 to p6, i used to see her every single day. mon-fri: school, sat: supplementary, sun: church. haha. but then i changed church, and we went to different classes. then it became only hi-and-bye. why am i so bad at keeping friendships going? :\ hai.. anyway. coincidentally, she was also at the airport sending a friend off when we went to send jason off. so i got a chance to talk to her a bit.. and peiyu helped me take this photo. :) peiyu knows her too! haha. through some inter-school choir thing.. ha. i remember how i used to go to jessica's house to play. she'd ask me to bring my stuffed toy dogs over. :p haha. and the times she used to come over to my house to play and swim at bukit regency. with the huge float! haha. and she was the one who convinced me to join the unseen musical. haha. if not for her, i wouldn't have even dreamed about being a part of something like that. running around backstage between rehearsals, putting on costumes and make up, having packed meals in the corridors, climbing up the gantries, having rehearsals at the various schools, and full-day rehearsals at SIS. haha i miss that a lot. and i miss jessica! haha she's in AC now. as a j1. must be weird for her.. heh. anyways, yay, ranting about something else has made me feel better. bleahhhh study physics.

4:28 am

the party wasn't a surprise, but the gifts were. haha. thanks everyone! (: haha and the card too. though not everyone has written in it. and the prayers and fellowship. yays. :p

i am liking crayon more and more. :p he is just like bubbles! except more snappy. okay, bubbles doesn't bite at all..

i think the finance seminar thing wasn't really appropriate though. :\ i mean. they kept going on and on about mortgages. it's not as if i'm even close to buying a house on my own right? and i totally didn't understand what they were talking about. i mean.. not everything lah. some stuff i've heard before anyway. the basics i guess.

haha i've got big hoop earrings, a bag, a journal, a wallet and something to hang on the door. :p

argh. i wanted to go watch sebas' hockey match tomorrow. it's probably the one and only time i could get to see him play. by the time i come back everyone will be busy with block test and prelims and finally A's. and i did promise. but the match starts at 9.30am. the same time as church. that means i can't go. i tried asking, but still no. :\ *sighs. sorry.

bleahhhh. so anyway i wanted to mug physics today leh. but ended up not studying anything. i only know that a wave is a propagation of a disturbance which carries energy and momentum from one point in space and time to another without the physical transfer of matter. or something like that. :\ arghhhh. now don't feel like studying anymore. see lah all their fault. :(

i hate this whole leaving thing. restricts what i can and cannot do. in nine days' time i won't be able to do anything with these people. and yet.. argh. okay fine. i shall stop. scratch my rashes. as if self-torture will help.

oh just go away.

3:40 am

20060114

tired tired. haha. but quite happy. :p

reached school at 7am for once, *wide grins!, went in for morning worship. ren forgot to bring her phone, so i couldn't contact her.. anyway she came in after a while. :p

GP tutorial was okay, i didn't present anything. haha. then basically spent the whole period copying stuff from the transparency.

pe. my 'last' pe. little does mr tan know that i'll be back for more! ha. :p shaun peiyu me - loyfatt! hahaha. okay, traitors. anyway he asked us to run for 20mins, whatever speed, as long as we don't stop/walk. and he kept saying weird things lah. like asking people to run and talk to me if they were bored, and asking me to take off my specs. hahaha. he is weird! scary berry~ :D anyway, ran with alison leanne pohxuan, then ren jean. then ren stopped halfway. jean went to check on her, i went to check on piu. then piu and i started running again. 3 more rounds! haha YAY 7 rounds! :D yayness. shuttup kanesh. then peiyu and i were holding hands. so mr tan said 'see, run until hold hands'. doesn't even make sense lah! i think he is too happy to see me leave that he is starting to become like rong and kanesh and peiyu. all talk nonsense one lor.

one hour break! spent it talking to xieai and huiru, taking photos with them and jean and peiyu.. and eating. wantonmee. haha. ren wanted to eat mixed rice cos i haven't eaten it before. as in the new stall. but in the end we decided that it wasn't nice. ha. soursop juice~ :p mmm.

didn't change, went to homeroom for bio tut. the test! ha. asked ms carol if i could not take it. she said 'poor thing ah you, last day still must take test.' and i had to take it. 'just try.' right. i didn't even read finish the phloem notes lah. i have no idea what mass flow is lah okay. it was quite disheartening. doing a bio test paper which i hadn't studied for. :\ bio some more leh! hai. :\ went to zap ren's sports club stuff and my acceptance letter, then went back to class. ms carol went through the paper, i got like 6/10 for mcq lah. :\ hai.

math tut. finished p&c tutorial.. alison's phone got confiscated, hope she got it back le.. :\ and asked caleb and jean to write in my book. next is kevin! haha. kanesh has written too much already. :p

went to the lab for physics tut after quite a while of deliberating whether or not to go. then mdm h scolded us for being in pe tee and asked us to go change. so i got my uniform and went out. kevin chenchen nicholas rong ren peiyu. we were all at the photocopy shop. that's when i decided not to go for physics tutorial. after all.. it was the last lesson of my last day as a student in sajc. she can't do anything to me. ha. in the end everyone except kevin and i went for physics tut. nick chew went in like 25mins late lah.

went to office to find mr silas with kevin. he wasn't there, but mr stanley ong helped me, sort of. haha. in the end the clerical officer signed everything and i gave her my other forms. then said thankyou and left.

walked to pp macs with kevin.. haha. saw daniel on the way, he was on his way home.. and saw roxanne too. and rayne and joshua! haha. they didn't have icecream lah. what crap. so i had an applepie instead. studied thermal properties.. haha. :p so many million cedar and sas and sajc people around lah. rained, but then it stopped.

walked back through sas, left kevin at the gym and went to find rong, who had to pass me something from my 'secret admirer', who happens to be my angel, woonsoon. haha. he gave me a balloon flower and a weird doggy thing with sticker eyes. ha. in a plastic bag that made me look so aunty. :
rong gave me a gingerbread man. i think it almost died on the way home. but hey, it's still intact. :p i don't think i'm going to eat it though..

went to LT3 for sfc. it looks like the fairfield LT lah. haha. we were supposed to choose our ministries. but i didn't need to, since i was going to be there for only a week. then tim wan kept calling me a slacker lah. dodohead. :p had prayer meeting, then went off to town with huiru to meet xieai. had dinner at pasta, cine, then walked around heeren a bit.

then i took 171 to kap, met sebas for dinner. his dinner, i mean. and to pass him the life con auditions signup form. kap was swamped with hci people lah. millions and millions of them. so yucky lah. surrounded by them. :\ ha. ate icecream, yay! :p haha. left at 10.10 and reached home at 10.20pm. showered.. heh.

sebas and kevin are CHEATERS. eeyer.

ahhhh. and so from today onwards i am no longer a student of sajc. officially. all my forms have been signed and handed in. :\ bleahhh. at least the last day was good.

anyway there is a conspiracy! haha. yinma keeps going around talking to people.. :\ ahhhh i wanna know what is going on!

oh, and my camera just died. i don't know what happened. :\ ahhhhh. what a stupid time to fail me lah. :( grrr.

nobody wants sebas. hahaha.

4:55 am

20060113

arghhhhhhh this is freaking me out. i can't study! i don't know how to study! and i can't remember anything. anything at all about xylem and phloem. and bio test is later! ahhhhh.

okay, so maybe it doesn't really matter. but actually it does.. :\ sighs. maybe i'll ask ms carol if i can not sit for the test. ha. oh well. anyway tomorrow the 2 periods between pe and bio will hopefully be spent mugging.. for once! ha. like the j1s in the library. problem is that there's no reading room lah. and the balcony doesn't have tables. like how are we supposed to do work?? when the cafe is dirty and full of noisy j1s, and weird people invade our homerooms?

oh, btw. assembly yesterday was spent talking to us about values. honestly. respect is all gone. come on, she doesn't even know who the councillors are lah. what a dodohead. no more values hung up in the corridor. i miss malan road. balcony and reading room and gallery. and sc and co-op. the sc is currently not hangoutable in. it's so open.

anyway. i am going to sleep! ha. tired, and unaccomplished. oh well. :\ it's the last day of school anyway. i am going to not care about anything. oh. there's no time to take photos tomorrow either, i just realised. an almost full timetable.. :( nevermind, bring anyway. just in case. ha.

oh, it's friday the thirteenth! hahaha. rong yurong diana! remember jason..? :D haha. we watched it for english in sec3..? i think. can't remember. i sat beside cheewei and she kept screaming. hahaha. :D

5:29 am

argh. i can't believe i actually did physics tutorial. hahaha okay i didn't. tried up to question9, excluding anything from 1992 and earlier. because my stupid tys is retarded. anyway, it's late [okay, not really, but i'm tired] and i want to sleep early. as in.. well. not too late.

study bio! yeah i gave up on physics le. i hate superposition. though i don't think it's as bad as gravitation. UGH. okay. enough about physics.

ren the dodohead edited my post! eeyer. now it's all about pencils lah. i shall find her a pencil skin if i can. haha. when i'm free.

tomorrow got to zap acceptance letter.

sleeeeeeeep i want. and i need to clear my camera too. and maybe charge the battery. argh don't feel like studying bio. :\ grrrr. xylem and phloem! parenchyma collenchyma sclerenchyma! ahhhhhh. can't remember anything. is sclerenchyma dead? :\

3:36 am

hai.. from second day of school to the second last day of school. i mean, officially lah. tomorrow is officially my last day of school. being in sajc. :( oh well. i will still go back to school. though i'm having trouble trying to figure out when i should go.. i want morning worship everyday! :\ ha. and sfc and chap's hour and pe and some other stuff. heh. and of course, i'm still a saint nonetheless. (:

i finally told ms carol that tomorrow's my last day. was supposed to pass her the letter yesterday, but i didn't see her at all, and i left it in my chem tys and forgot to bring it to school today. obviously there was no chem tut. anyway. she passed me the form and told me to go around asking the hods to sign for me. it's a routine thing.. but quite stupid though. it's like they don't even check. so what's the point of signing? ha. routine. the office lady was nice though. :p haha. she even helped me call mr mannan. and mr chay wasn't in, so we went to find mr tan. haha. he came right to the door instead of answering the call lah. scary. he wants to make my last pe lesson memorable by making me run the entire 2 periods. right. ha. and ren was so nice to accompany me to find the teachers.. even though it meant being in sight of dp. :D haha. and rong peiyu sebas caleb also.

realised that i still haven't told mdm h and mrs ng that tomorrow will be my last day. oh well. i still have 3 periods of physics and 1 hour of math tomorrow. that means i need to do superposition tutorial. :\ and i still haven't listened during any lecture. :
written in xieai's notebook.. halfway. hope she returns mine to me tomorrow..

hmm. school is sucking the life out of everyone. no surprise i guess, it's A's this year! ha. jc life is so short. and i don't think i'll have any more chances to go out with anyone. except dinner with huiru and xieai tomorrow, and maybe with ashley.. since i was supposed to go out with him ages ago! ha. it seems like everyone has stuff on almost everyday. bleahh. i'm bringing my camera tomorrow. and the nine bag too. ren's request. :p

haha heard about the meeting this morning. :D caleb is going back to bb?? hahaha.

anyway mdm h was in morning worship again. i think she's going everyday. ha. and there were like a million people in morning worship today! i sat at like the second last row lah. then again, the woodsville LT1 is a lot smaller than the malan road audi. i guess that's what makes it seem like there are so many j1s. or maybe, there just are that many j1s. :p sebas was earlier than me for once.

oh haha PHYSICS TUTORIAL. i can't believe she wants to go through the tutorial before the whole topic has been taught. especially since i don't know anything at all about superposition. or interference or whatever. but we're going to go through tutorial tomorrow anyway. :\ that means i have to read the notes and do tut. grrr.

bio test tomorrow too. haha. emily and johnny want me to take it for them. crazy ah. surely fail one lor. i haven't started studying! i mean. i've read a bit, but i can't remember. not like kevin, who's memorised the entire thing, or sebas, who probably knows everything without even having to study. they are all crazy people.

there were j1s studying in the library when i went in to sign the form. such muggers lah. like since when did we study in first 3 months? ha, okay, maybe for econs test. ha. but i still failed the essay part anyway.

kanesh is super like govin lah. in the way he talks and answers ren's questions! during GP just now. and when sebas was presenting, he just stood there and kept nodding his head! ohmygosh. another govin in the making!

the plastic $2 notes are out. so ugly lah. i mean, not that the paper ones were pretty or anything. but i just don't like plastic notes. cannot fold properly. ha.

kevin:
haha, you bring tissue paper to school now what, so you don't have to worry about losing a tissue supplier. :p just now faster to get tissue to help caleb clear the spilt apple juice some more leh! haha. you can be the new tissue supplier! i hand my duties over to you. :p

jason:
i don't know whether you got my smses or not! because you just ended the convo without replying. :\ anyway, just in case. haha. sebas said hi, muacks muacks. :D and he's madly in love with you. hahahaha. kanesh said that if you knew, you'd just kill yourself lah. haha. and he slept with your photo under his pillow last night. haha. :D you better be careful, in case he does something... :D lol. don't worry though, i'm sure someone loves you more than he does. ;p and besides, i think he's more obsessed about nic than he is about you. :p that's it.

i want to buy peiyu's shoes!! :p haha. i need to go to queensway anyway. but no time.. unless.. tuesday? haha. leave school early. after me i think. :\ don't like bio spa skill A.

i also want to visit fairfield before i leave. maybe that would be a good time to go visit the ac people too. yuming diana lois cheryl jessica mabel steffi shuzhen.. bleahh. i miss the time when sa was so near fairfield. it used to be ten minutes away lah. now it's like at the other end of the earth. miss my hyperboles yet? :p ha. and I MISS HARBOUR! :\ haven't been there since.. sebas' birthday lah. when we got chased out by the security guards. ha.

haha peiyu and i bought loyfatt house tees today. i think loyfatt's colour is so nice lah. yellowy~ hose is seriously the worst. i mean. it's such a dark blue that from far it looks like venn. :\ haha. wearing the loyfatt tee for pe tomorrow! :p rong bought romanis. even more poser lah. poseur..? aiyah, poser lah. i should have bought romanis in the first 3 months lah. all peiyu's fault for not telling me to. :p haha, okay, no. we didn't talk, even though we knew each other from day1.

walked out in the rain! hahaha. i like walking in the rain.

aloy is coming to send me off. i mean, aloysius. shuttup ren, or it'll be penguins for you! HA. :D

chicken pie~

must remember to find silas tomorrow. and hopefully i won't be late for morning worship again. :\ dinner! haha piece by piece. fine, anything. but we could always go ikea.. then i could go queensway too. :p

teachers have all been wishing me all the best. ha. mr mannan is nice. and mr tan and ms ngiam and mdm lee and ms ong and mr fong, and of course, ms carol. (: haha i think mr fong still wishes i could join odyssey of the mind. :D haha. kevin doesn't want to join cos of may..sha. haha! we recommended johnny. :p haha. sebas stop being mean!

took 985 home with johnny and emily. haha, left rong to be tortured by sebas on the way home. either that, or to meet nic. haha. good thing 985 came before 151. :p

CAMERA. i wanna take photo with chenchen. :p same specs! haha, well almost. and go his house. he said okay lor. :p yays.

haha okay. i've procrastinated long enough. physics and bio! :p hopefully i'll be able to stay up to study bio.. a bit, at least. slept before 11 last night lah. sebas called halfway and complained that i didn't wait for him. and that i slept so early. haha. then in the end he gave up and asked me to go and sleep. haha.. and he asked me what i wanted for breakfast lah. but in the end never make anything for me. haiyo.

OH. life concert auditions~
19 january 5.30pm
21 january 9am
LT1 and LT2
i think LT1 on 19th and LT2 on 21st, but i'm not sure.
there's min time tomorrow anyway, so i'll probably find out then..

okay. superposition / interference refers to a phenomenon where there is variation in the amplitude of the resultant wave when waves meet..... zZz. :\

12:30 am