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arrrgggghhhhhhhhh. maths is over. and i didn't know how to do anything. ARGH.

this morning i went to queensway macs to study at 9am. with renling. :) apple pie is good for health! :) hahahaha..

then halfway while we were doing maths, the macs lady went to talk to one of the customers.. the conversation went something like this:

macs lady: how's the kaya toast?
guy: it's very good.
macs lady: what's your name?
guy: i'm lim. oh, you also ah?
macs lady: no.. my husband.
guy: oh, so you like lim lah.
macs lady: yah.. my children also like lim a lot. they tell me, don't call me by my name, just call me lim.

hahahahahaha. renling and i laughed until like mad lah. we said later during maths paper we'll think about it and laugh lor. hahaha.. renling said if she sees me laughing she'll also laugh.. haha.. during the exam i really remembered it lor.. but i pushed it out of my head. haha.. then after the paper we told peiyu and rong about it! then laugh like mad again.. hahaha..

hmmmm. maths paper was tough. i was like skipping almost every question. then some just anyhow do. but yay, everyone got the partial fractions question correct.. we got 4 marks le! ha. and i could prove the weird weird thing! but couldn't do MI.. so sad lor. i had no clue how to do. and question4 also. my question4 was totally blank. grrrr.

then we went for lunch. after discussing the paper for quite some time. and counting the max marks or something like that. sighs* rong peiyu renling sebas kevin.. heh. haven't ate school food for so long.... then now supposed to be studying one lor. then ended up blogging cos we're in the library and i couldn't resist. :p peiyu's blogging too.. renling rong sebas are studying. must remember to be muggers! after common test cannot slack! heh.

okay. going to be good and go mug le. mug, not cup. ha. --> renling.

rama HAIR- sister.LOVES.


: ) yay. GP is over! : ) haha.

today was.. good and not so good. so mixed-feelingsy. sighs* realised that jason wouldn't be going to school today. like suddenly, oh my gosh, and then he's leaving soon. : ( and his msg at 4.50am woke me up cos i set my handphone to loud mode [woohoo]. *renling laughs* ha.

didn't have morning worship today. cos they didn't have the key to the audi or something. : / i needed morning worship today. hai. but oh well. spent my morning talking to rong shuwei sandra cheryl xieai renling caleb.. : ) then assembly. and the college song. :p

then we hung around the track.. as usual, we were the last class to start moving off to the classroom.. heh. E11-E13. the sitting arrangement quite weird.. sat beside guna. haha. at first i thought it would be natt. but then.. haha. oh yeah. passed natt his lighter today. : )

hmm. GP was.. i dunno lah. i can never judge GP exams. my essay was about having fun. haha. "people today have forgotten how to have fun." haha. then the compre.. the funniest thing was about retirement being described as a black box lah. [TATAA box..? haha] rong said it was mysterious. hahaha :p

then we hung around some more and then mdm.lee came to return us our chem test.. ha. got 13/20. woohoo~ better than my bio and physics at least. haha.

then we went hbf for lunch.. : ) flower renling kevin caleb sebas rong me. pastamania. met the other caleb there. and 05A31 people! : ) priscilla clement owen johan sharon.. heh. i was so blur. haha. got the 6-8up thing wrong. i took so long to think and i still got it wrong. my goodness. haha. :p they laugh until like mad lor.

after that we went to some stationery shop.. ren and kevin bought some stuff.. then.. we went down to coldstorage.. and bought suanmei for renling. :p then went up to the foodcourt.. to study. heh. saw wansun and joel luo there! :p woohoo~

kevin's chem is pro man. caleb also. woohoo~ then they explained some chemical energetics stuff to me. : ) yays. thanks! : ) then the guys left.. then i couldn't study anymore. so i took out something. then their reaction so scary one. : / next time don't let them see le. : / then after w while we all left. heh. went home.. rong tested me chem bonding shapes in the bus. :p so fun. haha. still dunno what sp2 hybridisation is though.. : /

and it seems so weird that i should be blogging today. of all days. common test is here! our first exam in jc. my goodness. it's like it was so far away.. and then suddenly it's happening. right now. my gosh. it's scary man. : / anyway. one down, six to go. haha.

YAY GP IS OVER! :p but i can't believe chem's tomorrow. TOMORROW. that's so soon! too soon. : / bleargh.

oh yah. need to go take a photo of the bracelet i made for army. before she gets back. heh. happy birthday army!! : )

hmmm. too lazy to blog about everything else that happened since the last time i've blogged. except that my money's disappearing. i have no idea what i spend it on. : / oh. and i'm a special daughter! haha. :p i think nat was really traumatised that day. haha :p

tomorrow got lunch at 11.30 at cafe cartel PS.. heh. that means.. study tonight. tomorrow no need to wake up early! : ) yay.. i was falling asleep during GP just now lah. : /

i keep bleeding all over the place. : / scratch a bit then bleed le. during exam some more lah. so irritating argghh. : /

hmmmmmm. *secret* hahaha. this kinda thing always has to happen. haha. but oh well. haha

oh yah. that time renling so funny lor. i told her i like this smiley [:)] then she go and type so many in the sms lor. :p hahaha.. then i went to study with her at pp macs twice le i think. : ) she so lame lor. haha. but lame is good. haha. sebas: we need to catchup with her before she chilli us. my gosh. too long never ting dao then tu ran ting dao na me duo.. haiyo..

into Your hands
i commit again
all i am, for You Lord
You hold my world
in the palm of Your hand
and i am Yours
forever
: )


hmm.

saturday
wanted to bury myself in work and pretend they didn't exist. tuition was alright though, did summation and MI. i like MI. :p

sunday
looked forward to walking around orchard on my own. and i did. did not look forward to monday. because monday means studying. isn't it ironic how i used to look forward to sundays? and then on sunday i wished it wasn't. crystal jade lunch, wah lok dinner. now i remember wah lok. haven't been there for ages though. the restaurant that's been getting awards every year since 1991. ha. i miss swa garden though. cold crab..! ohmygosh.

monday
here i am, slacking again. i don't know how i'm going to ever finish studying. next week is common test week. so fast. what on earth happened to the holidays? they're almost non-existent.

thursday
should i go? or should i stay? ha. if i go that means practically the whole day's gone. and i'll probably have to take a cab home and reach home on the dot. and get scolded. if i don't go, i'll probably get mentally tortured again. but that doesn't matter as much. i guess.

the Lord's prayer
..forgive us our sins as we forgive those who sin against us.
finally i am free. thank you God!

i'll probably go kap after lunch i think. given the choice between something soupy and macs, eating at home is the obvious choice. i am so sick of macs after studying there for.. a few days. but there's nowhere else to go. i can forget about getting anything done if i stay home.

put your hand on the wall and be yellow.
founder's day is coming soon.. and everyone's hesitant about going for the dinner. what if the turnout is really low? what if 4A rebels? ha. oh yeah. yurong! doubt you're reading this lah. but just in case. study hard k? even if it's not a major test. heh. every little bit counts!

ha. and i wonder why i even bother to study. since i can't remember anything i've learnt. esp about cell structure. i can't believe this. grrr. : / bleah.

nevermind. just study anyway. it makes me feel better. ha. psychological.. whatever. crap. nevermind.

wednesday collecting retainers. : /

grew up in a small town
and when the rain would fall down
i'd just stare out my window


woohoo~ printed photos! :p yay.. gave some away le. haha. need to print more. then can give the others.. heh.

didn't study much today. felt right from the beginning that today just wasn't a study day. and if this carries on i am dead. well. even if it doesn't, i'm still dead.

do you realise that it's ten days to common test? or even less. arggghh. and chinese oral's coming too. i cannot speak chinese anymore. so much for O level oral. HA. what a laugh.

hmm. met rong at kap. studied and ate and talked and collected photos. then ashley came.. and diana came for a short while too.. then we called jason. hahaha. caleb was like, "i'm gabriel, i'm gabriel! who's caleb? i'm gabriel!" ahahaha. so funny lah. and he believed diana was rong. ohmygosh. hahaha. then diana told jason about the pw meeting tomorrow. at 2. at jason's house. ahahaha. and ashley did this survey thing. he's mad lah. haha. what to do. people from.. haha nvm. :p asked jason dunno what question about the elderly in dunno what. and his reply was that they are very helpful. ahahaha :p so hilarious lor. :D

then they all left and then peiyu came. : ) gave her a few photos.. and hugged her. :p hahaha. too bad rong. :p who ask you to say i'm evil. HA. :p and rong is seriously nuts lah. but at least i got to glitterize her chemical bonding notes. :p haha.

then we were discussing what to wear for the founder's day dinner thing.. rong's wearing jeans. ha. then she'll be locked out of the hall. HA. :p i have no idea what to wear though. i think the guys'll all look the same. ha.

bleahs. oh yeah. we were doing the 'uniquely you' thing in macs. and the people kept staring. hahaha. i still can't do the chorus fast enough though. : / and the preview thing is on the same day as the founder's day dinner! : / that means we can't go....

haha. watching tv now. : ) then later go study again! heh. cannot be retained, cannot be retained, cannot be retained!








hey! :p haha. yay can blog le. woohoo~

spent.. ermms. a few hours in fairfield today! : ) BUT it feels totally different. AND it looks like a prison camp. a military base. UGH. : / there are fences EVERYWHERE. sighs* what has become of fairfield after we've left..? and we're having our founder's day dinner in the school. in the courtyard. and it's $50. like oh my gosh. how can they do this to us?? and we were supposed to be her favourite batch. yeah right. : / fairfield is 117 this year. and they have founder's day celebrations in the courtyard. bril. : / they were saying we should wear beachwear to the dinner. HA.

so anyway. i went to ac to find rong and diana.. diana was having her lifeguard thing! haha then she swim so funny.. :p then we went over to dover for lunch.. ate the best youmian in the world! haha. maybe not lah. but it IS nice lor. ha. then ashley met us.. and they bought cooler.. then we went back to fairfield.. wanted to use learn@fairfield. but it was locked up. finally we went to the chess tables.. i played the piano and ashley played his clarinet. heh. then we finally started studying.

then wendychiang came and we helped with some surveyish thing. for their mission trip to cambodia next week.. they're leaving on 20june morning.. and one of the guys was from sa! :p haha. talked to him a bit about the school.. heh.

then.. forgot what else we did. took some photos.. and i blew ashley's clarinet! :p haha.. at least i managed to make a sound lor. haha.

*surprise!* :p

haha nvm. anyways.. tomorrow going to kap with diana i think.. not aure if rong's going.. hahaha they told me what they did to jason and sebas.. ahaha :p can't believe he fell for it lah. so.. haha. nvm. :p

woo~ watching tv now. :p slacker.





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hmmm. should i stay up to study..? or just go sleep. i didn't study anything today. anything at all. so dead. argh. : / except newton's laws. haha. and inertia. oh man. watching tv now... so sleepy. heh. yawns* bored.. heh. can't watch the last episode of the 9pm chinese show.. : / anyway. aiyah. so sian. the guy in the show is so mad lah. totally insane. siao. : / what a way to end the show man. so nuts. haha i'm crapping now.. xp bored.. heh. fine. i'll go study. haha.. yeah right. : / anyways. goodnight everyone~ :p


bleargh. this comp cmi. : /

and today is such a slack day! like yesterday! : / oh man. how?? feel like going out. totally don't feel like studying. it's like i can only study at night nowadays. : /

oh yeah. renling found my plane!! : ) yay.. haha. sorry jason. :p

learnt 'uniquely you' today.. the hand signs are super fast. haha. we all can't do it. haha. i like the second verse though. :p the hand signs are the easiest.. :p haha.. suyun and shuwei were there today! but they missed out yesterday.. and rong missed out both days. why? cos she's at mt. ophir. so dumb right? :p haha. five letters and ghost stories. haha.. they must go for makeup sessions cos the requirement is two training sessions.. and 30july is the dry run. gotta practise.. otherwise sure forget one..

saw jason in school today.. and ian and xieai and emily.. : )

haha. yesterday evening i found out something.. something so hilarious. haha.. :D can't imagine how you can endure that... ha. poorthing. :p haha..

and it seems like the whole world knows about the mental torture thing. ha. oh wells.

hmmm. church camp coming soon..! heh. haven't packed. feel so LAZY oh my gosh. can't stand it. : / just wanna sleeep~

and i need to print photos. soon.

yawns*

there's a place in my heart
that i keep for someone special
memories forever true to me
take me through those tougher days

suddenly i found in you
all the joy and smiles and laughter
all the hope and joy divine
always you, you on my mind

i always knew there would be a day
when i give my heart away
to the one who'll always keep me safe and warm
if i should go, i won't ever forget
the special days, the times we had
*oh no i forgot*
uniquely youuuu~

haha. can't remember liao lah. anyways. sign language is cool mann~ :p


today's camp wasn't too bad. it was pretty cool looking at the E.coli glowing, especially since we were the ones who inserted the p.GLO jellyfish gene ourselves! : ) heh. too bad we couldn't extract banana dna yesterday though. : (

anyways. last day of camp.. it's actually quite sad to think that we might not see the kcpss girls again.. celine and lynn.. hope they come sa next year! :p haha.. hmmm. really glad to have met them and all the other j1s and seniors! : ) yinghui and guiying, you guys rock!! : ) heheh. group2 rocks mann.. our storyline was so far-fetched and hilarious.. dunnowhat love triangle.. haha.. :p and in the end peter wasn't even involved.. carol was the one who killed anthony! ha. so much for pregnancy hormones, ruler-penknife fights and suicide attempts..

went to the nus raffles something biodiversity museum. or something like that.. it's super cool lor. see all the preserved animals and stuff. man. there was a mousedeer.. : / and lots of other stuff. the worse thing was the leopard cat.. it's really rare, and that one was roadkill.. : / so it looks a bit weird. hai.

collected the class pullovers le.. won't comment on the design or whatever.. but. the pullovers are seriously oversized. like, humongous. man. it's like a dress or something. poor aini. heh. yinmay emily and i tried them on at queensway and we were laughing like mad lah. then they said make drawstring.. then if we got anything to hide can just throw in.. hahaha.. :p then we had icecream [i had applepie!] at macs.. then we went home.. took 961 with yoda and leanne.. : )

oh yeah. i brought 6 pullovers home.. rong flower kevin caleb jason. your pullovers are with me. heh. and i won't even be seeing anyone. bleah.

wyn and church got here not long ago. they both jumped up on me.. haha. miss them lots! : ) yay, can play with them again...

yesterday was quite cool.. at hbf macs.. i sang the khaodee songs and natt translated! it was really cool cos he hadn't heard of the songs before.. so that means i was singing it right. haha.. :p or at least, one song was right lah.. then he helped me write some stuff in thai.. like happy birthday, i love you, God bless you, sarah, lee rongrong, caleb wong, fawn.. and when i said 'chan ruk khun' he was like 'really??'.. hahaa.. :p now can send birthday card back to khaodee! as long as i can find the address... thanks natt! : )

hmmm. finally remembered to call mrs.tan. heh. told her i wouldn't be able to make it next week either, then she was like 'why are you so busy?'.. : / hai. oh well. jean is going tomorrow! : ) should have brought her pullover home. heh.

tired tired.. feel like watching tv! heh. probably will... in a while.

oh yeah. if you don't know what i'm going through, just don't say anything. it doesn't really do anything for anyone.

two days to sunday restday.
seven days to camp.
twentyfour days to commontest1.


hello.. : )

life science camp today.. don't feel much like talking about it.. too lazy. heh. but it was pretty interesting.. except for the lectures.. heh. actually, the lectures were pretty interesting too, but i was just kinda sleepy.. heh. the labrador park thing was good though. saw cool stuff.. like limpets, barnacles, some weird anemone thing, sea cockroaches, crabs.. heh. did you know that if spider's silk was made the same diameter as a steel rod, it would be stronger than steel? heh.

hmm. sort of did some research thing for pw. as in.. well. i tried. not sure exactly sure of what i'm supposed to search for anyways. : /

oooh, crisann's in hc! finally found out where she went. and she's in the same class as eenian! what a small small world. haha.. man. i miss 05A31 ~ 1st intake.. : (

yeaa man, tonight can talk until 12mn! which is later than 11. but still. it's not nearly long enough. and this is the holidays! come on.. hai. oh wells. it's better than 11. come to think of it, i haven't talked for a long time. the last time was jason, and well. that wasn't much. haha.. :p

tomorrow got life science camp again, then got pw meeting. kairou's going to try to smuggle us into their hostel, and if we can't make it in then maybe we'll just go macs. heh. anywhere we can discuss our stuff. gotta set deadlines and stuff i think. not really sure. : / heh. the printer doesn't work! so i can't even print out the stuff i compiled. crap.

yeah i got an extension. as in i can don't clear my room by 27june. which gives me more time to study. yeaa right. as if. there still isn't time. tried studying a bit on the way home from school.. haha. mugger? bleah. studied a bit only.. then i gave up and listened to music while walking home. i missed walking the long way home.. haven't walked there for ages..

church and wyn are coming over on friday! : ) woohoo~ yeahh man. i'll have dogs in the house again! : ) can't wait. :p then we'll return them on thursday i think. or sometime before camp lah.

hmmmm. bought files for notes. hopefully i actually use them. heh.

celine - chlorophyll
lynn - lemon
leanne - lime
yinghui - yolk
guiying - giraffe
qiangmei - queen
kianmiang - king
adeline - avalanche
woeilin - witch
kangting - kiwi
me - firefly

sleeepy. but i'll wait up. wanna know sarah's blog. heh.