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todae i went to work again, lyk wanni saes, poor mi..haiz..decided 2 stay at home and rest for the wkend, nt gg aniwaze, no shopping nor movies..coz i realise i nid 2 save $$$$, i'm hoping to change hp, i can't wait to get mi hands on the Panasonic X700, haiz..but it costs lyk 338 bucks and mi contract onli can be upgraded after june..haiz..so, i'm making a deal wif bro, that he signe a new plan, he take the new no, while i'll b taking the fone, hope he agree 2 the deal lor, then when i can upgrade mi fone, i'll buy him one, the K700i, that he wans..

we'll b moving up to the 17th floor dis cuming thurs, part of mi can't wait 2 move up thr, but i can't bear to either, i'll miss the noisy bunch of ppl on the 15th floor..haiz..moving up thr means, no more loud toking, no more having lunch tgt on a big table, no more...but i tend to lyk quietness dese daes, after so much conflicts occuring in the office..mabe i'll get used to the new environment vv soon..

can't wait for interpretors to be out, the one nicole kidman acts in, seem nice..

miss ya lotsa....

Michelle Branch's Goodbye to You

Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

Pissed..damn fucking pissed..i juz can't find mi nero cd..onli can find the cover..wth..i nid 2 install the program 2 burn mi cd.

life at work seems so much diff..mi dept starts 2 face various kinds of internal conflicts, everyone starts to suspect one another, whether one is reallie telling the truth or dey are gg to backstab u ani moment..i hate dis kind of feelings..reallie hate so..but dese daes, i prefer to b alone in the office, listening to the radio w/o anione disturbing mi..well..mabe i'm juz experiencing pms, stilk it's one waze of protecting oneself from the unnecessary troubles.

btw, kl and ts wan go shopping at herreenn?thr's sale thr, from 29apr to 8 may..hahah..i bought the cleo magazine..hmm..lotsa nicey thingys n gt coupons n discounts too..haha..c some nicey tank tops..feel lyk buying them again..hahha

Ryan Cabrera's Shame on Me

I know you wanna talk
And tell me about your day
But i keep wandering off

Oooh how your hair...
falls in front of your face
While you try to keep it up

I've always paid attention to your point of view
But now i want to focus on the rest of you
Shame on me wanting you
The way i fantasize about
What i'd give, what i'd do
I just want to work you out
Times like this I'm so glad that you can't read my mind
Shame on me another time

Please dont walk away
I'm only drifting 'cause you look so good tonight
Now that we're alone it's so hard to listen
You know you got me mesmerized

I've always paid attention to your point of view
But now i want to focus on the rest of you

[Chorus]
Shame on me wanting you
The way i fantasize about
What i'd give, what i'd do
I just want to work you out
Times like this I'm so glad that you can't read my mind
Shame on me another time

I've always paid attention to your point of view
But now i want to focus on the rest of you
Shame on me wanting...

[Chorus]
Shame on me wanting you
The way i fantasize about
What i'd give, what i'd do
I just want to work you out
Times like this I'm so glad that you can't read my mind
Shame on me

LIFE is getting BORING..
I'm reallie getting sick of working, can't wait for the school to start now. Staying in the office the whole dae is reallie getting on mi nerves, every morning, i felt being dragged to work, in the office, i can't wait for 6.30pm to get home.It's not the work that make me hate mi job, in fact, work is much lesser. In fact, after the change of the time to hand in the mails, i felt much more relaxed and able to cope with the workload and do it at my own time n pace. So, it's not the work that bothered mi so much, thus, u shld noe y i dread gg 2 work then.....

Sat, went shopping at PS wif TS and KL.
It's supposed to be the 3hours sale at PS that dae, from 2pm to 5pm. OKie, i was the one suggested gg thr, wif the thought tt, 3 hours sale? wow, thr shld b lotsa thingys to buy..haven't shop 4 long time liao..haiz..but, i only end up buying one tank top, can't reallie find anythingy that interest mi thr..haiz..at least, we managed 2 catch the movie, The Pacifier, it was damn funnie, and i admit that guy, seth is cute k..though he's only 15 years old..hahah..

Hai tun wan lian..is damn nice..shld catch it..i luv the ending song too..yi shi de mei hao..

mi most recent fav song:
Britney Spears' Do somethin'

[Intro]
Do you feel this
I know you feel this
Are You ready?
I dont think so

[Part 1]
Somebody give me my truck
So I can ride on the clouds
So I can turn up the bass like...

Somebody pass my guitar
So I can look like a star
And spend this cash like...
Whatchu gonna do when the croud goes Ayo?
Why you standin' on the wall?
Music startin' everywhere
So why dont you just move along?

[Chorus]
I see you lookin at me
Like I'm some kind of freak
Get up out of your seat
Why dont you do somethin'?
I see you lookin' at me
Like I got what you need
Get up out of your seat,
Why dont you do somethin'?

[Part 2]
Now you all in my grill
Cause I say what I feel
Only rocks on what's real
Baby bump bump
But I can't do that with you
Only here with my crew
I can roll if you can
Dont be a punk punk

Whatchu gonna do when the croud goes Ayo?
Why you standin' on the wall?
Music startin' everywhere
So why dont you just move along?

[Chorus x2]

Na nananananana
Uh!
Na nananananananana

[Bridge]
I see you lookin' over here
Cant you tell I'm havin' fun
If you care like I know
You would stopstarrin' at us
And get your own space
And do somethin'

[chorus x2]
Fuck!
Do Somethin'Ow!
Why dont you do somethin'?

Eminem - mockingbird

Yeah
I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now
But hey, what daddy always tell you?
Straighten up little soldier
Stiffen up that upper lip
What you crying about?
You got me

Hailie I know you miss your mom and I know you miss your dad
When I'm gone but I'm trying to give you the life that I never had
I can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh
I can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cry
Cuz you're scared, I ain't there?
Daddy's with you in your prayers
No more crying, wipe them tears
Daddy's here, no more nightmares
We gon' pull together through it, we gon' do it
Laney uncles crazy, aint he?
Yeah but he loves you girl and you better know it
We're all we got in this world
When it spins, when it swirlsWhen it whirls, when it twirls
Two little beautiful girls
Lookin' puzzled, in a daze
I know it's confusing you
Daddy's always on the move, mamma's always on the news
I try to keep you sheltered from it but somehow it seems
The harder that I try to do that, the more it backfires on me
All the things growing up his daddy that he had to see
Daddy don't want you to see but you see just as much as he did
We did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me
But things have gotten so bad between us
I don't see us ever being together ever again
Like we used to be when we was teenagers
But then of course everything always happens for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is
But no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep
Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream

[Chorus]
Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that upper lip up little lady, i told ya
Daddy's here to hold ya through the night
I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But i promise momma's gon' be alright

It's funny
I remember back one year when daddy had no money
Mommy wrapped the Christmas presents up
And stuck 'em under the tree and said some of 'em were from me
Cuz daddy couldn't buy 'em
I'll never forget that Christmas I sat up the whole night crying
Cuz daddy felt like a bum, see daddy had a job
But his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom
And at the time every house that we lived in
Either kept getting broke into and robbed
Or shot up on the block and your mom was saving money for you in a jar
Tryna start a piggy bank for you so you could go to college
Almost had a thousand dollars till someone broke in and stole it
And I know it hurt so bad it broke your momma's heart
And it seemed like everything was just startin' to fall apart
Mom and dad was arguin' a lot so momma moved back
On the Chalmers in the flat one bedroom apartment
And dad moved back to the other side of 8 Mile on Novara
And that's when daddy went to California with his CD and met Dr. Dre
And flew you and momma out to see me
But daddy had to work, you and momma had to leave me
Then you started seeing daddy on the T.V. and momma didn't like it
And you and Laney were to young to understand it
Papa was a rollin' stone, momma developed a habit
And it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it
I'm just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand
Cuz all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud
Now I'm sittin in this empty house, just reminiscing
Lookin' at your baby pictures, it just trips me out
To see how much you both have grown, it's almost like you're sisters now
Wow, guess you pretty much are and daddy's still here
Laney I'm talkin' to you too, daddy's still here
I like the sound of that, yeah
It's got a ring to it don't it?
Shh, momma's only gone for the moment

[Chorus]

And if you ask me too
Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird
I'mma give you the world
I'mma buy a diamond ring for you
I'mma sing for you
I'll do anything for you to see you smile
And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine
I'mma break that birdies neck
I'd go back to the jewler who sold it to ya
And make him eat every carat don't fuck with dad (haha)

Sometime, i reallie dread going to work, yet at times, i hav an opp feelings..haiz..dunno y too...Everyone seems different after the new SO came, moods change, attitudes change, more ppl are on leave each dae.It is understandable as the SO is a DICTATOR...she's trying to control everythingy, she even records dwn wat time we came n which daes we took leave..haiz..This affects our mood..no wonder ppl starts to show their true colors..i reallie hate dis..esp when someone who is being criticised, n dis person drag u dwn wif her too...damn ..i hate it..coz i'm alwaze the one kana dragged..juz coz i'm the youngest thr..juz coz i'm vv shui pian..juz coz i appear nuthun on the surface..but..wth..i'm fucking damn sensitive..n i reallie care bout wat ppl saes..n stop dragging mi dwn..when ppl criticise u..n u saes:" oh ya..i tink huimin too.."fuck lar..plz..do care bout others feelings.."u dun look intelligent, yet ur studies is so gd.., ppl saes i look smart..but mi studies so bad..mabe coz i 2 lazy lar.." wth..if u r smart, y would u end up in the stream condemned by most parents? plz lor..if u r so smart, in future, dun ask mi " hey, did i write correctly?"..well..u can do n check urself wat..wl..damn fucking pissed..wtf lar..somemore saes it in mi face..lucky, i'm patient n i can tolerate..but dun make mi burst n ask u 2 fuck off k...i reallie mean wat i saes..then u'll noe hw bad i can b..n hw fierce i can b...dun make mi lose mi temper..please..in future, use ur fucking clever brain n tink b4 u speak...

shan't tok much bout tt animore..shan't waste mi brain cells on such thingys..else i'll bcum stopid..

life at office has been much better after the announcement tt we did nt nid 2 do roadshows animore..yeah..n mails have been lesser too..yeahh...n todae..janice n i spent lyk last 1 hour..packing our thingys..files..filess...n more files..coz we're moving to the 17th floor (currently, 15th floor). we're the lst in the office to pack lor..so ks..but..we're so free lar..nuthun 2 do..decide to pack our thingys..a little everydae..

To TS: heyz..dey r reallie tgt..u noe hu i meant lar..

here i'm stuck at home...sick..sick..sick..

Simple Plan - Shut Up

There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you

You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time
To criticize me

It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right

It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

There you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do

You think you're special
But I know, and I know
And I know, and we know
That you're not

You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face

It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Is gonna bring me down

Will never bring me down

Don't tell me who I should be
And don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
I don't wanna waste my time
I'll watch you fade away

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

Shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

Bring me down{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Won't bring me down{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Bring me down{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Won't bring me down
Shut up, shut up, shut up

dis year april's fools dae seem so diff fr past years..
i rmb every year i spent mi dis dae in sch..either playing a small silly trick on ppl or i was foolishly tricked by frenz..but dis year, it seems so diff..i spent mi whole dae in the workplace..doing dis sick n tiring job..looking at the uneasy n disgutsing credit card apps..wth..there's no trick played n it's was the most boring april's fools dae i ever hav..haiz..

but stilk, i gt pre-april's fools joke..
juz yesterdae, at work..i realise the back of my gum is swollen..n it's so swollen tt i have difficulty toking properly..n i can't even eat..oh man..at lst i tot tt it was juz a wisdom tooth..but it isn't..it can't b the tooth hav grown so much in juz a dae...then i realise tt it is due to heatiness..which cause the lump and i have to press it to release all the blood water..so as to reduce the swell which at least allow mi to eat porridge..haiz..n nw..i'm reallie sick..cough n occasional fever..haiz..but stilk hav 2 go to work..damn...i feel so damn sick now..

i'm so damn pissed..
watch ur mouth gal..dun call ppl lyk dey own u a life when u wan their help..
if u cont lyk dis..no one would ever wan 2 help u..
okie..mabe i'm juz a little too sensitive..but i juz hate ur attitude..totally sucks man..fuck off lar..

y do ppl lyk to complain bout others..no one is perfect lor..
if u ever wan to tok bout others..take a look at urself lst..u r no better too..

i'm so damn pissed..
watch ur mouth gal..dun call ppl lyk dey own u a life when u wan their help..
if u cont lyk dis..no one would ever wan 2 help u..
okie..mabe i'm juz a little too sensitive..but i juz hate ur attitude..totally sucks man..fuck off lar..

y do ppl lyk to complain bout others..no one is perfect lor..
if u ever wan to tok bout others..take a look at urself lst..u r no better too..