new poja

bez gler dpt blik umah....rumah ku syurga ku!!!!!x sangp dok muadzm 2..tdy,im going back 2 muadzm againt..wht a sad day!!!evrytime ak blk umah,i got new spirit..bile tgk muka mak n ayah ak jd smgt blik nk sydy...caiyok2 poja!!!x lupe gak mak cik n uncle ksygan ak...they alwys make me strong....ak janji akn try 2 stdy hard..wallaweyh!!!

tdy???

bored!!!!tdy got meeting bout d amali's asgment...i wonder when it's going 2 end...
benci nk pening kpala lame2..4 ths moment im only think bout home...i wanna go home!!dun u get that????sitting in that empty cls make me remind bout 1 thg...mak n ayah!!!u knw hw much i miss them???ak n kwn2 spjuangn nw mghadapi saat yg kritikal..we alwys talk bout our senior yg kami syg sgt2....they just like mghitung hari shj di sini....i knw after all,live is nt alwys fair!!!but we should take the apprch 2 go on...anywy,4 years to go!!!nt that long???ak pn akn blah dr sini...hehehe
ya rite!!

Not so good??

Just trying to make thing work well... 

But hopeless... 

Sabar naa

perpiSahan!!!!

pejam celik,ak kt uniten dh nk stahun rupenyer!!!mcm2 pahit manis yg ak jumpe...memg susah hdp ak kt sini..jumpe mcm2 manusia..awal2 lg ak dh give up,mcm x sgp rasanye nk truskn stdy...tp,ak bsyukur sesgt...ak ada kwn2 n fmly yg sntiasa support ak..sayang sgt2 kt diorg!!br je smgt ak nk pulih,yolah kt sini takde sape lg yg nk motivate ak mcm kt umah..smjak ak msuk silat,mcm2 yg ak jumpe..ak rs tpinggir ngn kwn2 yg ak rapat..myb,sebab ak asik bz ngn silat je kot..bt honestly 2 say,skang ni ak kuat sbab kakak2 n abg2 silat ak...byk yg ak blajar dgn diorg..infact,ak syg kt depa sume..tp,sayang..petemuan kami singkt..ak hya dpt bkenalan ngn depa saat diorg dh nk final year...ak pn x tau sama'da lps ni ak truskn silat ni or tdk...insyallah!!
ape yg ak pasti nk berpash ndn depa memg perit...ak dh anggp diorg mcm abg2 n kakak2 ak...kak ila n kak fath,sll bg ak smgt..ak ingt lg kate2 kak ila,"poja kn kuat,sakit 2 lawan je".."t,kalo km dh xda jgn malas2 lg tau"....sape lg nk ckp mcm 2 kt ak...yg tgl kak suen n abg jijol..diorg pn x lame lg nk habis gak...sedey bangat hati ini.....btw,to abg bob,thanx coz byk bsabar ngn kami..tq 4 ur advice n we lov u..to abg man,pas ni kalo nk mmancing ingt kami,knfm dpt ikan..slamat maju jaya...to abg azri,wlau pn br skang kami xda segan silu ngn abg,tp kami sronok dpt mgenali abg...tq,coz abg baik n sgp layan kami...to kak ila,kakak yg x pernah penat mlayan kami n d most important is kak ila d rockers^_^....kngn ngn akak xkn kami lupe..tq,4 kata2 smgt yg akak sll ckp,it alwys in mind..kami syg sgt kt kak ila n hope kak ila xkn lupe kami...gud luck dlm hdp,keep in touch....to kak fath,akak kami yg cute ni,slamat maju jaya in life..kami pn syg kt akak sgt2,tq jg 4 all advice n smgt yg dberi...tq 4 tunjuk ajar mu sifu!!!to cik su,yg plg comel...gud luck n slamat bjumpe lg..jgn lupekn kami t...kngn bsama xkn dilupe!!!!kpd yg bkenaan,slamat bjaya dlm mcapai cite2,tq 4 evrythg n we lov u guys!!!!

a MOment To rEmeMbeR!!

A magic moment I remember:
I raised my eyes and you were there.
A fleeting vision,
the quintessence Of all that's beautiful and rare.
I pray to mute despair and anguish To vain pursuits the world esteems,
Long did I near your soothing accents,
Long did your features haunt my dreams.
Time passed-
A rebel storm-blast scattered The reveries that once were mine And I forgot your soothing accents,
Your features gracefully divine.
In dark days of enforced retirement I gazed upon grey skies above With no ideals to inspire me,
No one to cry for, live for, love.
Then came a moment of renaissance,
I looked up-you again are there,
A fleeting vision,
the quintessence Of all that`s beautiful and rare.

bosan...bosan...bosan???????
penat btoi nk kena ulang ayat ni..bt 4 sure im totally fed up.keje ak mkn tido..thats all i knw!!!
there is nthg 2 do in here..mak org nk blik...windu sgt kt tapah...sem ni memang myakitkn..dah la t senior2 blik cutey n ada yg kuar coz dh habis stdy...ak bgantung pd akt silat ak je..tp,since bdk deg pn nk cutey,akt pn x da la....myb lpas ni lg x best??a.bob,k.ila,k.fath,c.sue,a.asri n a.man dh nk kuar...tgl k.suen n d rest..tp k.suen pn skjap je kt sini...hua3!!!ape yg pasti, ak nk blik...nk perg dr sini..tp x mgkin...my future is here..this is d only time 4 me 2 make my parent proud...ak sygkn mak n ayah..kalo boley ak xnk tgk mak n ayah kecewa lg...ak rindu sgt ngn diorg,time kt sini memg susah kalo x kuat kn smgt...tp,ak still ada fmly kt sini..kalo bkn kerna cekak,myb ak dh boley kuar dr sini...tq,kakak2 n abg2 yg byk wat ak n kwn2 hapy...

love tHe swEet,FIght the biTTer!!

friendship....
full of hardship..i still looking 4 d real frenz??ak tau agak hard ler nk cr kwn..tp ak sk bkawan..bak kt org,kwn biar seribu!!!btw,i love all my fwenz!!!


the short term is,friendshp never gone n it remain 4ever in our heart...the best way is to keep your frenz is nt to give them away!!!

kaki pancing

fuyyoh!!x sangka bez jg memancing...1st time dlm hdp ak pancing..bkn pancing lelaki k???ikan...
ak dpt rasa kpuasan waktu 2..cool la wei!!!memg xcited gler la ak mlm 2..ak ngn member2 silat ak dpt blajar benda br today..thanx abg bob,since ktrg join silat,mcm2 benda ak blajar...i like it beb!!
mlm 2 kak fath ajar ak camane nk hayon pancing 2,at 1st,ak takot gak la..coz umpan ak is katak..eee,geli bangat ak~~~tp,amat x dsangka ak pegang jg bntang 2,hehehe!!!(^~^).ape yg ak blajar time 2 byk sgt..ak blajar bsabar n nt give up..mancing gak mengeratkn hbgn ak ngn kluarga silat ak ni..happening la mlm 2,rasa mcm nk g pancing sll je...

ak hope,aktvty ni akn kekal wlpn kaki2 pancg kami akn mninggalkn cekak..hua3,sedey bler tringat ttg majlis p'psahan yg akn djalankn next week..byk sgt kngn ak ngn senior2 ak yg nk p ni...xpecially,abg bob,k.ila,k.fath,cik su,abg azri n abg man....takpe2,bak kt kak suen,slg ada masa hargai la yg d'dpn mata ni..

wallawei..ayat pguat smangt...anyway,i love fishing!!huhuhu

benCI sungGUh??

ada mamat sorang ni,dia memang x paham bhs..pendek kata,ak benci dia..tapi ak x sanggup nak wat dia terasa..ada ke patot dia call n gtau ak yg dia nk dtg kampus ni jumpa ak...Malu gler la.ak jumpa dia kt bus stop je..don't he knw that i dun like him????x reti bhs btoi!!!!nasib bek la dia dh nak blah dr muadzm,fuh!!lega...x payah ak jumpe dia g.ada ke patot,dia kt bdk uniten sombong>>ey,kalo btoi dah lame ak wat x kenal je ko taw!!!benci2,i hope ths is the last time i met him..ak x ley trima dia walau camane bek pn dia layan ak..sorry??i have s'one else in my heart..anyway,kpd mamat ni,tq coz ko sudi mencintai ak,wlpn ak xda 1 prasaan pn kt ko..

ak x sanggup nk wat ko kecewa(poyo kn),tp,ak x nk ko menaruh hrpn yg xkn ko dpt..pendek kt,we just frenz???!!!

andai itu takdirnya???

ni la 1st novel yg ak baca....huhu~~agak sedey la novel ni..ada ke patot ak mnangis t'esak2 baca novel ni...tak sangka ak touching??kwn2 ak gelak kan ak..bengang gler??ak tatapi novel ni lame 3 hr 2 mlm...agk panjg isi kndgnyer,memg meleleh la air mata ni.ada ke patot ziqa ckp,"sekeras ak ni menitiskn air mata"..Ey???ni poja k..ak still lembt di hati..kuang2(poyo kn)

CekAk...

perstuan silat cekak malaysia.....
at first ak join club ni coz ak boring di muadzam ni...agak klakar coz ak x tau pn b'silat..mula2 ak agak bowink n benci nk dtg kelas ni..penat n memang penuh ngn pressure..bak kata abg Rauf,benda baik memg byk dugaan...sejak ak join,dr byk mase trus jd sorang yg agak bz la(hlg gak borink).byk yg ak blajar dr persatuan nie..ak kagum ngn abg Rauf yg bjaya m'gubah ahli2nyer..caiyok2!!!
bler ak ngn psatuan ni,ak blajar ttg ssuatu yg plg special iaitu kasih syg sesama ahli..ak kagm bler tgk senior2 yg slg bantu mbantu,nasihat mnasihati..pendek kt dah mcm sebuah kluarga..abg2 n kakak2 silat yg baik n sanggup melayan kerenah ak n kwn2...abg ak pn xmcm 2 taw..ak rasa t'haru sgt bler tgk kakak2 ni mlayan ktorang..maklumla,ak bknyer ada kakak...abg pn 1 kpala je ngn ak..ak syg sgt kat senior2 silat ak ni..tambah lg,yg dah final year(abg bob,kak ila,kak fath,abg man,abg asri,cik su)..ptemuan ak ngn diorg skjap sgt tp perit rsnyer bile bpisah...lps ni kak suen n abg jijo pn akn ikut jejak langkah diorg..sedey bangat bler bpisah..sebabkn diorg sume la ak still brada dlm psatuan ni..diorg slalu nasiht n tegur ak..
smenjak mlm perpshan smlm ak n kwn2 byk bfikir..ktorg dh b'azam utk kekal dlm silat ni sampai tamat..ni la impian abg2 n kakak2 kami...sedey sgt mlm isnin 2..ak akan bpisah ngn kakak2(kak ila n kak fath) n abg2(abg bob,a.man n a.asri) yg ak sayang sgt...diorg la yg rajin mlayan ak n kwn2..thn ni jg kak suen n abg jijo nk kuar...huhu~~sedey rasa hati ni...ak ingat lg ayat k.ila n k.fath,"ala kami bkn nk g mane2 pn,cume kuar dr uniten",ak tau sbalik kata2 tu,diorg sedang b'sedey..tgk riak muka pn ak taula!!kak suen ada ckp slg ada masa gn la masa ni sebaik mungkin....sampai ke hr ni,sedey kt hati masih bmain...tiada knagan yg indah kcl b'sama ngn persatuan ni...byk sgt kngn ngn kakak2 n abg2 ak ni...walau apepn,ak xkan pernah lupe janji ak kt diorg yg ak n kwn2 xkn b'pecah n akn blajar smpi tamat....ktorg akn pastikn pengorbanan kakak2 n abg2 kami dteruskn....

knoWing me!!!

hi..name ak fauziah or nk sng org pgl ak POJA....ak tau name 2 funny kn..(ak pn xtau mane dtgnyer name 2)..Ak dh 19 thn 4 this 2009...still muda kn..ak ni kalo diikutkn agak baik la orgnyer...haha.(promote la plak)tp smtimes 2 je ikt kpala...boley dkatakn ak ni setia kwn,tp kalo diorg lebey2 ak lg la lebey???adat bkawan la kan....x tau nk komen aper utk ak...tp yg baik2 2tu ak la....hehe .t komen lebey2 org marah...^_^