Looking back..

Looking back,
things have changed. So many things happened this year alone.
Sometimes I wish so hard that time will turn back, so that I can erase the hurtful past.
Yet, I still believe that everything that happens, happens for a purpose. It is in due season that I will reap what I have sown.

Darice, Aja ! Fighting! Courage!

(Got this from Nad's blog:)
FAITH to follow God boldly,
HOPE to carry on even when my heart is breaking,
And the love to enrich the hearts of all those I lead.

I think i need to remind myself of this as a leader!
Realised how long i've not kept in touch with Nadia, nor taken care of Natalia when I promised. But time flows away like the sands slip through your fingers. I really need to change the way I manage my time.

I need to do the important and not urgent things right now, so that when these things become super urgent, I would already have accomplished it.

Feeling so weird, happy but sad. Happy that CG was really fun, sad that I seem to feel so distant from my best friend, Jesus.
Maybe it's the incident. Sometimes, i really dunno what to do, except to hope and pray that God will do a miracle for me. Jesus, I trust in you with my whole heart.
I need a breakthrough! I need to grow. I need to change. I need to fight back for my freedom again. If only time would reverse, everything would be different now.

But no use whining. Just believe, God will provide sth better! Amen!
I gotta be more confident. This is my life, I WILL live it well.