Hello Friends , babe , girlfriends & everyone ! (:
My beloved girlfriend , is off to bangkok for four days , so this mean that I will be missing her and lonely .
huhu , will be meeting her on friday , down to town with her . (:
Will have times and out together .
Going to get her something before she come back , haha (:
Will be waiting for her to come back , and missing .

That all (:

Hello girlfriend , babe , readers & you (:
Its been 12 days since I have been posting , ever since 26 / 03 / 2011 . OhGod !
Knowing that even if I really post a long post , I don't think anyone would bother to read or what .
Maybe I should learn how to have long post so that my blog won't seem so died .

Lets start from my stuff , (:
~ I just started my first lesson on Modeling Catwalk @ YewTee CC .
~ Bought Cooling Pad , Keyboard & mouse .
~ Just pasted my birthday @ baby's classed chalet .
~ I'm still thinking of whether I should got to beauty school and learn Nails , but it cost 1.5 k per year .

Secondly ,
Thanks baby for the wonderful birthday times you gave me and we spend together .
thanks baby , although I have been sleeping for the whole chalet .
Yeah , baby . Thanks , I'm grateful to have you . <3

I'm going to end my post with ,
Sometimes , some people take thing differently , handle differently.
Maybe , sometimes I really should change my temper & do something that I should do as a girlfriend .
Hais , maybe I'm over stubborn . ):

Goodnight , <3

因为一个人，所以整个世界都变得不一样。
因为一个人，所以一切都变了。
我景田终于明白了一件事。
人，是可以为了另外一个人，快乐的或着。
开心的活着，或伤心的活着。

我想要告诉你，你是第一个改变我的人。
所以我愿意为你开心的活着。
我也愿意为你，认真的活着。

不管真实的你是怎么样，我都无所谓。
因为我喜欢的你，就是我现在看到的你，也是最真实的你。
我想天天跟你在一起，一起发呆，一起做所有无聊的事情。
就算我们每一次见面都会吵架，没关系。
就算你什么都不知道也没关系
而且，我不会突然消失的。
我也不会离开你，因为我很壮。
就跟一个大树一样。
而且就算有一天，大树倒了。
我还是会好好的出现在你面前的，永远都会这样。

We are not born to be strong , we learnt and was forced to be strong because we met people who've already done so. It is not being stupid getting hurt, but if you continue to be , you definitely are. and stop dreaming about happy endings because you're not Cinderella or anything close.

POSTED ! FUCK MOODSWING ! CCB ! 

Hello girlfriend , babes and everyone (:
Was out with carebear yesterday , had fun .
On the phone with her until morning & I quarrel with my mum .
So when to carebear's house , slacked & webcam .
When to mac , then to ion ! (:
Timezone , neoprint and stuff .
Was in the train , & both of us fall asleep .
reached home @ 2 plus .

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I have been thinking alot this few days , & I miss YuYaXin ! <3

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Hello readers , sweetheart , babes & everyone (:

Idk what to write , I just know I have to post .
Knowing that no one would read but I still choose to post .
I just feel like , I just fell on the ground , everyone saw it but no one wants to help .
falling over the changed that ZM let me feel ?
falling over the changed of ZM no longer thinking of my feelings ?
I'm thinking too much , i guess .
I haven had anyone to talk to yet , who could it be ?
I think im looking forward to see Branda , dk how to spell .
Meeting her every 28 of the month . (:
I think , I just need someone that understand & would ask me what happen , care for me like a kid .
I'm jealous , I'm sad , I'm emotional but I choose to shut up cause ZM doesn't like it .

off to play audi , nights <3

Hello sweet hearts , girlfriend and everyone ! (:
today is me and baby de 1 year 5 months <3
so this post is for baby (: <3

Baby , Happy 1 year 5 Months ! <3
517 days le , zhong yu le (:
Thanks for ever single thing , big or small that you ever forgive .
Thanks for forgiving me with things that I ever once hurt you .
I simply love you for every single thing , I just wanna be with you ~
Baby , stay long stay sweet & not lt go kays <3
I wanna be the one that could open my eyes in the morning & see you ,
before going to bed the last person I wanna see is you and have a goodnight kiss .
Thanks for always giving me the love , kiss , hug & all the sweet stuff .
baby , i hope that everything would stay , like now .
I love you baby <3 (:

Goodnight , everyone (:

Hello readers , sweetheart & babes <3 ^^ look my beloved boyfriend ! (:

| 他就像一张大棉被，在我难过的时候会包容我，让我躲在里面哭，太阳太大的时候，你只要把它拿出去，塞一塞，打一打。他还是会恢复原本的融松和温软。|

Baby , thanks for everything that you gave me .
& tomorrow is over 1year & 5months ! (:
Hehe , ^^ kai xin leh .<3<3
Haha , Idk what to write leh , Me just love you ! (:
Haha , baby tml & everyday must sweet sweet kays <3
I love you , & love you & love you ! (:
Muacks ! (:
my boyfriend v Shaui rit e <33

Nights everyone (:

Hello sweethearts , beloved , babes & girlfriends , (: .
I found out something , same guys like my . Will hardly sweet-talk , or do things that maybe sweet .
But , just a cover of jacket from the back , cover up everything , that he once did or not (:
Baby , has been doing that for a long time , ahhhh KaiXin ! ((:


Haha , ^^ . This stupid girl , my beloved nuer , (:
Yeah , I have been meeting her for quite sometime . & talking to her about everything .
Sharing everything that we could share , (:
Haha , little girls do that all the time right . Haha .
We make it a point of meeting , just purely because of missing too much (:
Meet me soon , girl . <3 you (:

Hello , readers , friends , sweetheart . (:
Mood swing is on me , im feeling down .
I can't believe it, tell me i am dreaming that we are still we.
It was amazing said you were lucky that you found me.
It was on a rainy day that we met, you didn't have a place to go.
As we just met so lets go slow but no you just told me to keep you from the cold
Sorry i can't take it, why you fake it, why did we kiss.
And i'm just down, you've left me with a note and without a sound.
I've figured i must stop being such a child. You'll never know how much i've been around.
How my heart just frowns on your down
I'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your cloud, i'll take round and round
And if you don't mind i could be your standing ground
Even if that means i'll drown.
As we just met so lets go slow but no you just told me to keep you from the cold
Sorry i can't take it, why you fake it, why did we kiss.
And if you don't mind i could be your standing ground
Even if that means i'll drown.
And baby that will be my one last vow

byebye friend . Ilyy ; (:

Labels: 我舍不得，可是过去的不能回来了。

Hello reader , girlfriends , babes & sweetheart (:
yes , im being selfish by posting this ! But im in love some how with him [:

Chinese name : 黃鴻升 .
Name : Alien Huang . ( Also Known as , 小鬼 )
D . of birth : November 28 , 1983 ( age 28 )
Official Website : Click Click , ♥

He was in Hua Gan Art School , & same class with Rainie Yang . They also dated for about two years .
He was also the most popular student in school . @ Rainie 's 16 , she joined ' 4 in love ' & dropped out of school , due to her being too busy with work & having lesser contact with him , so they broke up .
But still , now they are still good friends & he is the god son of Rainie 's mother . (:
Rumored that he was dating with Genie Zhuo during high school or even GuiGui . But after that he said he treated them as a little sister only .


Was out with Baobao 's daddy ! (:
Boyfriend over night @ my house , since yesterday ! Happy (:
Met him @ my house , baby cooked nice nice dinner . Watched teevee , was waiting for dad to come home .
Get money & went to cycle & Lan !
But ended up , baby was tired so we cabbed home & left bicycle there ):
+ worried +
So , baby is sleeping soundly like a baby !
Damn cute !! Ahhhhhhhhhh , in love ~
MuackMuack ! Haha , that is all .

Goodnight babe , sweetheart & girlfriend <3

Hello , readers , girlfriends , babes & sweethearts , (:
Have you ever wonder why god choose you to be with this family , why god let you fall in love @ this age & things like that .
I suddenly found out , it wasn't a bad thing .
Yes , I made mistake & I'm learning from it , (:
You fall , you pick up yourself . But what if there a fall you never will be able to pick urself up ?
I wonder , if there is a fall that i would ever come by fall . & never get up ?
What if .... Life , love & hate .
Just a fall , you lose a live , lose a heart & never able stand again ?


Met Yaxin today ! Went to Sp have a walk , bought couple ring ! <3
& had dinner , went home with baby ! (:

Maybe , is because of mood swing that why I start to think so much .
I'M FINE ! (:

byebye , readers , girlfriend & sweetheart . <3

Hello ! Hello ! [: My beloved , readers , girlfriends , babes & sweethearts . [:
Wondering why I'm still awake ?
hehes , because , I'm waiting for dad to bring food home for me . Hungry die me ]:
& I'm feeling sian , cause baby is @ work & I'm alone @ home .
Lets talk about , Yesterday , opps sorry is two days ago [:


Was out with baby , we met @ Northpoint timezone .
Played Jubet , & games . After that walked to Wendy's @ meet Shawn Chan & his girlfriend [:
After awhile , when to NEX & walk around .
Super pack , damn lots of people .
But really v big , oh yah ! We saw Junior too . Dk , what is his real name .


Shawn & his gf came around 5 plus 6 [:
We went off @ 7 to Sembawang .
Baby , send me home . While Shawn & his gf went to SSC and collect his Cotton On stuff .
IDK what he is going to take .


Baby , was @ my house and we tried real hard just to take baobao 's photo [:
hehes , baby went of @ 2030 .
Was msn chat with him after that [:

Haha , okays . After typing so much .
My dad is not home yet , ._.
& FIVE MORE DAYS TO ME & BABY 'S FIRST YEAR & FOURTH MONTH [:
That will be all for today <3
Buhbuh , readers , sweethearts , girlfriends & babes <3

I'm being stupid , for crying over somethings that I shouldn't .
_|_ so what if he did this or that .
It doesn't matter much too .
For what I cry . I'm feeling that now a days I'm being over moody .
I should have said , I'm just thinking too much & not stupid !


Hey hey , morning girlfriends , babes & you [ yes you ! ]
I'm not feeling any better but , yeah !
You know there is always a beloved person being with you no matter what .
& I do have one . Yes , Her !
MahYiling <3 My beloved Ahma , Best friend [:
Thank you for always there supporting me .
Thank you for being with me every time I needed you [:
Thank you , for not stop loving me [:
Thank you , for being my ahma [:

Yes , her !
Like I said , my best of friends , my Ahma [:
She always there for me , no matter big or small things .
She would never leave me when I alway need her .
She never stop missing me , as much as I would [:
She never forgets me as a friend .
& I'm loving her , Like always ! [:

Is ahma , Reading ?
haha , remember 29 of ever month [:
Remember the big and small thing that we gone thru .
Don't leave me when others leave you .
Cause you will always have me [:
Jy for tml [:
<3 you

Haha , goodnight reader , girlfriends , babes & you [ Ahma (: ]

Hello my beloved reader / girlfriends / sweethearts . [:
Im back , from no where .
I just didn't feel like blogging yesterday , was too lazy.
So yeah , i'm back today .
Was out yesterday with my boyfriend to expo then to ikea .
Expo was having flea so I bought a hello Kitty File a.k.a hello kitty laptop bag .


Baby bought a second hand camera , was suppose to be at 399US dollar and baby only got for
130$ ! Damn cheap lo , and we can't find anything that is spoil or bad .
The only thing is Batt very fast use up .
But really not bad , [:


Went to fishing @ sembawang bleach .
Baby , came to wake me up first then drag away jiu go buy rice & bus to sembawang bleach [:
but , the sad thing was , it start to rain .
We didn't bother at first but still , we went up .
rain stop le then went down again . keep on fishing until it rain again .
Then we jiu go home le [:


Hais , being pregnant your boyfriend may not want you .
being pregnant but no one wants you .
It hopeless , but why is it w/ sex then guys will be with you .
If w/o sex they would treat you v cold .
they want to have fun , but they never though of our feelings !

Yesterday was about , how to stop . But today is about ,

Pregnancy Booster Clomid


Pills ?! Once again , pills could stop or even build .
Needs time to let the pill works , about 4 to 5 months .

Pregnancy Signs & Symptoms


YahYah , it maybe fake . But what if it real ?!
Period may come but it only for a few day , Its just purely because of , You body is changing so be prepare . _|_

top ten :
10. Tender, swollen breasts
9. Fatigue
8. Implantation bleeding
7. Nausea or vomiting
6. Increased sensitivity to odors
5. Abdominal bloating
4. Frequent urination
3. A missed period
2. Your basal body temperature stays high
1. The proof: A positive home pregnancy test.

Haha , very funny . Im worried .

Pregnancy Drinking Do's & Don't's


Cannot smoke , cannot drink beer , WTF !

Safe Sleep for Expecting Moms


sleeping side ways is the best .

Pregnancy: Weeks 1-4


Pregnancy: Weeks 5-8


mis-period mah ._.
100 new brain cell p/min.

Pregnancy: Weeks 9-12


show of male or female .
they will start moving , their hand and legs .
but you may not feel it yet

Pregnancy: Weeks 17-20


kick start kicking , and you would feel it .

Pregnancy: Weeks 21-24


it would weight up to a pound .

Pregnancy: Weeks 25-28 (Month #7)


2/h pound .
trying reading or talking to your baby .

Pregnancy: Weeks 29-32 (Month #8)


4 pounds .

Pregnancy: Weeks 33-36 (Month #9)


6 pounds .

Stupid pregnancy stuff but , i did understand lots . what to do , Im scare .
_|_ _|_ _|_ _|_ scare die me .

Its driving me crazy !!! My beloved baobao . haha .
Im still not sleeping yet , my mummy just asked me , why aint I going to bed yet ?
I was trying to blog for 3 days , & today ! I hope it will be good !
I found out something damn cool . [:


I found out this pill about 10 mins ago ? ( from XiaXue / Wendy 's blog )
Yasmin pill = birth control pills .
Its also to prevent pregnancy , it also cause side effects and drug interactions before beginning a medicine regimen.
How Yasmin Works
Preventing the ovaries from ovulating , which makes the sperm have difficulties passing to the uterus .
Side Effects of Yasmin


before you take the pill go see a doctor , @ least it wot hurt that much in the end .
I feel like taking it again , in case of anything happen in the end .
Fuck up feeling of period late for a week & Im taking a stick praying that it won't come out a two lines .& my parents would kill me for it , & what if my bf act negatively again ?


As for this is my beloved first post , I would intro you to my sweetest babyLove ! [:
We have been together for One year & three months . [:
We met thru friends & follow by him getting my number from a friend .
We started sms , & meet up to Mcys , & being tgt with him .
Yes it maybe very stupid but its sweet .
Im deeply in love with him [:
Thousand and once sweet sweet love & sweet sweet hugs <3

Goodnight babes , girlfriend , loves , & readers [: