Today was a whole day of eating.
Timsum buffet at River Palace early afternoon.
greenapple lollypop.
rum&rasin ice cream.
sashimi.
& there's 2packs of sushi waiting for me in the fridge.
BUT
I skipped school, AGAIN.

Suzhou People Meetup

Final Destination at cineleisure last night. its funny how Ong change the gear while i drive his auto car. in fact im so worried when he ask me to drive his car because i just dream that i crash stan's van the night before. but im the only one with legal class3 license among those who are present so there isnt any choice left. reach home around 6am.

slept till 1115 & lazily went for meetup session at ps with SIPIVT people.
i was seriously tired and very very dont feel like going but Eric volunteered to pay full for me so if i still dont go, its like "too dont give face liao".
dragged myself there.
nice meetup and updates about each other.
most of them are working full time now.
there's even one working as housing agent.
so anyone who wants to find/rent/buy house please approach me and i'll give you his contact.
:D

Bought my FBTs from Ps and went back to woodlands to meetup with michelle @ starbucks for study. but i think we chat more than we do work. hahhaa. Xiaohui came after that and chatted a bit. Went cwp to get her COMBS and waved goodbye.

&&&&
because i thought stan's birthday celebration will be tomorrow's evening,
&&&
i thought i should go home today so as to attend school tomorrow and join them after my school
&&
the moment i reach woodlands, i received a sms from stan saying Buffet timsum @ 10.30am
&
i was like, great! i just reach woodlands.
But luckily stan came over and fetch me back to lulu.
&
his bike is so tall that i dont know how to go up.
the heat from his R1 nearly burn my butt.
i nearly fall down when getting off because i forgot about its height.
lol.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG STAN.

while the hot soup is boiling,
while im munching the famous A1 chilli crab puff,
let me update a little.

went bugis with michelle yingting and liyan last night.
bought some real cheap clothes, but none of them was suitable for me, so in the end mic bought them from me.
ended the trip with coffee bean and mic with 7 items and me, none.
but i bought a topshop inspired top for lulu, at same price topshop is selling. lol.

yingting scolded me for being scammed. :P i promised to blog this photo out. lol. GUESS WHO!
& me with stan's very very expensive helmet.

i think if i wear this i will suffocate to death. LOL.

& i haven got a chance to sit on his very very expensive R1.

Headed for midnight durian with peh and ly at 2am last night.

home.d &

early this morning i went shopping for ingredients to cook for the Lu as promised last week.

bb~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aI4JLa0hbUw
watch this. Owl City-Fireflies
Damm nice. :D

i think i slept too much again today.
:S

did my hair last night, and the result was so expected.
there's only one word to describe my hair now.
"TOOT"
the auntie says that i can go trim it after a few days when its not so flat.
but you guys know, im always very kanjiong. so i took sissors myself once i got home.
:S still toot.

I was late for school today. Just when i got out of my house and on the way to school, i changed my destination and
took freaking bus
bus
and train
for more than an hour,
bought famous and delicious curry from bedok,
to shower my care and concern
AND GET FIERCED AT.
KNS.

I should better attend go school.

Lulu came over to acc me yesterday.
Went to the market early in the morning and shopped for dinner.
& chef Liu and chef Kwa prepared a feast for Kwa papa and Kwa mama.
invited yingting and liyan over to join us for dinner. :D


its been so long since i see so much food on the table. HeH!
went over to Peh's for majong game while Lu went to sleep.

Today: went visiting to grannie's :)

I'm so pissed. I dont know why you want to do this, but you are definitely up to no good. Whatever that happens, its not up to your concern. If its because you ARE his friend, then seriously i think you dont even fit. Right from the beginning you have been fishing him. & when he decides his own life, you arent happy. & now, just when he's getting on well, you try to stab him with something you jolly well know will ruin him and gives him lots of trouble. Why? just because he isnt free to like msn you? this is WTF. he has no obligations ok! I know you arent in singapore physically, but what are you doing? seeking attention and trying to make your presence felt? i wont even mind if its pure friendship. but i seriously think you shouldnt do such a thing to him. Looking at him filled with trouble makes you happy isit? You are much older so please and act like an adult. & do what you preach. If you don want to find him anymore and you say so, do it.

its 1am now and i have slept for 16hours and am having a very heavy head now. If it isnt the fact that im having my test tomorrow, i would have hit 24hours.

Lu didnt wake me up when xo and the rest hit the farmway earlier on. If i had known they are going to see the dogs, i would have flew out of the bed. :(
Its a chaotic and busy week and i didnt cook dinner for lu as promised. So i told him im compansating him the following week. And while im freaking hungry now......



He became the one cooking. Lolol. (hey i did suggest going down to buy ok..)
He just wants to impress me with his cooking nia.. Chey.. Lolol.

And whichever asshole who stole from his wallet, you are bound to get your retributation. What kind of a friend. Shame on you.

accounting test on monday, and im not even halfway done with my revision. Wish me lucks.. :/

its going to be a busy week for next.
shall update soon.

I simply <3 studying in starbucks.

I losing patience with blogger these days.
There seemed to be some problem with their functions and the photo uploading application is always down.
Nevertheless, i just cant wait to blog out the 3 cute things i bought from the pasa malam today.
So i went to host the photo and copied the link so that you guys can see.
wahahaha. Clever BA!


1.Elmo homely sandles
2.Elmo Ezlink sticker
3.Hello Kitty pen.
WAHAHAHA WTF, im such a elmo and hello kitty fan. (actually i just like cute stuffs) =P

Although im freaking tired, i feel so good today.
seemed to accomplish a alot of stuffs.
attended econs lecture,
handed in the HMT project,
skipped HMT lecture,
bought the cute stuffs,
developed photos,
framed and decorated new photos on my shelve,
framed a new family photo in the living room,
reject looking for lu to go home and cook dinner.
:D :D :D

anyway its Accounts paper on monday.
i need to NOT screw it up. =S

I MISS! I miss Tioman trip with the M0lys.

I miss..

the clear water in the sea,

the snookering in on the surface of the water,

the fishes that we swim with,

the sense of relax when i step out into the sand,

the way i got envy because they get to smoke the so damm cheap cigarette but not me,

the food we eat and relax by the sea.

& the way i tried not to quarrel with yl in the trip

Genting trip with Cliques

I miss.. the wind thats so freezing cold the moment we step out of the coach,
the way we laugh at each other and make xiasway each other.
the way we rush through the 3days so as to make the most of of the time,
the way i kpkb about the theme park,
& the way they managed to make me board most games.

Supper sessions with Mates!

i miss.. how the many of us get together and head out at night.
how fun it is to see so many cars driving out.
how stupid when we drive off to look at chickens/ducks
how eager it is for more than 10teens to wait for shooting stars,
and how craps bring all of us together.

Fishing!

I miss..carrying big and bulking items just because of a fishing trip,
how tiring it is to fish for 12hours,
how helpful the uncles are,
how excited i am when i feel a bite,
how happy i am when i catch something up,
how sad i feel for the fishes when i see blood in their mouth.

Marina South Pier

I miss..the lights that brights me up,
the wind that blows away every trouble.

its mum's off day today, and i planned activities a day before.
woke up at 12.30pm and headed to cwp to meet Ly and Peh.
bought the tickets to "Where got Ghost"
received a call from Lu & telling me stan and louise wana join, so they drove down and met us there.
and while waiting, we proceeded with our plans at swensens.
Mic called to say that she can make it for the movie and met us up at the theatre with NICE flavoured popcorns.
Accompanied the guys shop for their "uncle sandles" after the movie
and stan volunteered to drive me and mum home after that.

MUM"S CONCLUSION, her mian zi very da. off day so many people accompany her. -.-
the combination was wierd though. lol.
the funniest part was me trying to be funny, left hand holding mum, right hand holding Lu. lol

Gambling queen called for majong not long after we parted, me and peh got scammed over $20 each. Steamboat fishhead for supper after that and home sweet home.
i made salad. :)

Actually its blissful when i got home. Foodie is always plenty.
The dinner which i prepared havent even digest and dessert all ready specially made my mum.
:)
sometimes little stuffs & actions can mean a lot.

4th entry of the day.
im right now in school.
feeling wierd the whole day.
hungerness struck me the moment i step into the school and my craving for High Low milk made me walk up and down the whole school.
finally got 2 sticks of finger food and im happy munching outside the lecture hall while the lesson had already started.
lol.
I flew off to the canteen during the break, determined to get the small packet of milk bcos i couldnt find the middle size one.
finished it and back to lecture.
freaking cold.
i didnt bring my cardigen nor jacket and i swear i really wanted to just go home.
i was shivering and covering my legs with my bag, one hand tugged under my thigh and the other one busy copying the notes.
its so cold that i can barely write NORMALLY.
i guess im the only one who can understand my wordings.
finally i distract myself by smsing lu to complain.
and he returned me with UN-FUNNY CRAP.
LOL. fat man!

everyone is teling me to use the doctor's cream and let every dirt from under my skin come out all at once so that my skin can really heal by then.
but doing is easier than talking.
the last time i did that, it demoralise me so much that i didnt even want to go out.
confidence all gone, till now it gets better when i stopped myself and the doctor tells me that that was actually what is suppose to happen..
argh...
but nevertheless, I USED IT "LAST NIGHT".
alrights, await my rantings this week.
DONT LIKE!

its 6.45 am and gave up........ on trying to fall asleep.
bed's too hard,
blanket's too thin,
totally not tired at all,
even the laziness is repelling me away from the bed.
but i know, tomorrow i will GG!

it has been MONTHS since i went fishing.
quite missing those strong pulls, ran away fishes, big catch and the WAHAHAHA HEHEHEHE when i manage to hook a fish up.

Lol. but money doesnt allow such enjoyments this month. & i just realised, its going to be tight for Lu till sept too. :S
just hope that we can both win money more than enough for the fatman's sashimi. we both know that he's craving for it. Lol.

when both are together, theres nothing you cant face.
:)

i wrote a @#$%^ long post and a little click from lu's mouse navigated me away from my blogger site and POOF! its all gone.
im not going to retype it.
ha.

i was trying to get some music while working on my project when i came across this video clip on youtube. its not damm touching but it drew quite some tears in my eyes.
:]

ME,
A ambitious person with high expectations on myself.
High ability to think logically, reading people and analysing problems.
but,
impractical and lazy,
middle tolerance level and impractical at times,
worst, incapable of acheiving the so call "aims" that she set.

Laziness plays a big part of my life, and im determined to change this big part as the first step.

my dad has been ranting on how often i stay out late while having to attend school on the next day.
and i understood that my often staying at Lu's place is the cause of these " once doesnt exist problems".
i didnt want to drag the factors of fair or unfairness into this issue, because they have been so used to me always, 24/7 around them, building a bridge for their relationship and standing by for whatever that crops up for them these few years. (this is something both my sisters can abandon for their career).
daddy just didnt realise that actually things hadnt change that much.
its just that this little girl that he saw has grown a bit and its time to let her think and do things herself. afterall i always felt that each individual is responsible for their actions.

the only difference being with lu and xingwei is that xingwei is the one always staying over at my house and now im the one at lu's house in end weekends. whats the big issue then?

but now im determined to show them that even if i always stay out and go out to play, i can still do well in my studies and get a degree back for them. for this, i am going to remove LAZY out of my life.
and im going to do self study everynight when lu is working.

UP the movie with yingting puiman and pearlyne. :D

its 3am early in the morning now, i have class early 9am later, my first uni common test is scheduled at 2pm, and I HAVEN EVEN STUDY A LITTLE BIT!
THIS IS SO UNREASONABLY LAST MINUTE.
LOL.
and now im still blogging and munching my watermelon.
OK, time to get serious.
bye

dropped dead for 2 hours after work today before heading out to east coast in stan's car. mac and chilled out @cabana.

and fingers got handicap after 2days. A bubble on my right thumb and wounded by stable on my left index finger.. Argh..

time pass so fast. Its monday again and school on tuesday again. Im getting so used to lu's place that i feel so unmotivated to go home. Or rather feel uneasy without seeing him. =S this is bad.. but i guess BB is going to disregard me as his mum and my parents will disregard me as their daughter if i still don go back. Lol.

=]

i was supposed to head malaysia last night but it was cancelled due to the insufficient cars and seats. Plans changed to steamboat and GI Joe but i could only knock off at 10pm and i totally had no interest in that movie. in the end, i met peh mitch and ly for supper @85 while lu joined the guys for steamboat. moved on to lulu's house for our mini poker game while the guys had their big game nextdoor. In the end, the freshie gets the money. Lol.

im dead tired and gg-ed by 6am. and within an hour, i was awaken by lights, chats, laughs esp ong's preachings outside. went back to sleep and the next moment when i open my eyes, lu's already dozing beside me.
actually part of me hopes that this crowdly thing will not stay too long. =/

So much that im feeling sleepy now at expo. Gonna drop dead once i reach home later.

Anyway i heard fucking funny joke last night. over hilarious that i still feel like laughing when i think of it. LoL..

i had a damm grey dream last night. The feeling was so sad that i made ong get lulu in halfway from his game. Munched the whole packet of raffles down after that.
and today, the grey strikes me again. Hmmmm

happy 20th birthday to piggyboy JJ!
=D

Just when i am happy of willing $60 3days ago, just when i am thinking of how to survive with $150 for this month, i lost $80 just to make someone angry. Okay thats stupid.

Im saving up and hope to do my hair reborn next month. Actually i doesnt want it to be that straight. But there's just one part of my hair which i find it annoying thick. =S

Anyway i'll be working for liyan boss for my weekend at expo, this meant extra income. So if i manage to only spend 150 this month, i would be able to use the 180 for shopping.. Lolol & its jb again this saturday. Looking forward to it. Hehehe.
Long weekend at lulu's. =) & i miss the moly gang..

its by acts and not ideas that people live.
having a thought is a thing while carrying it out was another thing.
this is something i don know, don want to know, hate to know, choose not to know and the last thing i want to handle with.
what to do?

 

 

Alrights here are some decent updates.
above are other pictures taken during michelle's birthday celebration
&
Kbox session with my poly cliques last thursday, headed for texas till morning and i didnt wake up for the make up class on friday. Sneaked out of the house before daddy wakes up to find that i skipped school and met yingting and xueying for shopping session. Spend 100+ on worth it stuff. Bought a tee for Lulu too. & its texas night again. Forgot to mention lulu was down with high fever and that stubborn fool diedie dont want to visit the doctor because its more expensive to visit during midnight. stupid man.

Saturday morning, send the sick man to the nearby clinic. You should have seen the face of the nurse when she took his temperature. She was like looking so fucking disgusted with the man with fever, threw him a mask and throw him to sit at the far end of the clinic.
& i understood why when the doctor told me the temperature was 38.9. && he was down with H1N1. :S
took the medicine, bought my breakfast and went home.
but i was back down in the market in a while shopping for food to cook some soup for the man. dropped dead on the bed after im done.
fortunately after a few hours, the fever went down.
texas people came again and its another round of texas night.
the guys planned supper at jb and managed to convinced the man to go. yt and ly joined in. has lesi lemak instead of the initially planned seafood.
back to eunos in hassan's nissan and slept till evening.

sunday was short. woke up and ate.
it was a whole day of relax.
met they girls for kem meesua with lulu.
did a bit of work when i reach home.
and lulu and i had different sessions of mj- on facebook at the same time.
slept till mon.

Mon, headed for school.
met yt and ly for harry potter.
went home to take my car and off to eunos.
home ard 5am.
skipped tuesday's class. DAMM!
meeting the KWA women for supper later on.

this is the 6 week of school and i am still nowhere.
its time to reflect on myself.
there are a lot of things on my mind lately.
you may see me as a 20. but i am definitely not like what you see.
stand in my shoes and think for me if u care.
i may had the same feelings as you but i certainly don act like you. thats why i say u are all the same.
sick of it.

Gonna confine myself in starbucks the whole of tomorrow.
bye world.

long since i updated.
getting lazy nowadays.
but i did spend quite a bit on my shopping trip with peh and xy.
the money spend was worth, i conclude.
not forgetting to mention that i skipped friday's class, and sneaked out before dad wakes up and find out i didnt go school. lol.
the new plan is to shop during the end of months.

bye