Lots of work coming up. Im kind of getting out of hand. Its piling up somehow like i cant even remember clearly what task are to be done on which day. =[
Somehow i need to get back on my study track and start mugging.
I need to start completing my works on hand and stop skipping school.
I need to save money and plan for what to buy on occasions.
I need to eat lesser so that i can save more.
I need to start passing my advance theory test and take practical lessons.
I need to learn how to bake a cake.
I need to eat pizzahut with jj.
I need to watch movie with Daaa.
I need to go shopping with Liyan.
I need to play majong with Yingting.
I need to work.
I need time. &&&&&& money =D

Self editted pictures =D

Tuesday: Fishing and camping day!

me

out tent

morning. there r lots of tents at changi beach
dear fixing the lines
night moon

day moon

me in the toilet.. lol

beautiful water
my artwork.
my greedy and dirty face

mini bbq food
his greedy face =D

look, same post.

lol

School.
Lab lessons.
Cafe latte.
TTT.
Driving.
Goodfren for dinner.
Bought 2cans latte home.
Blog.
Dread tired.
=[

I am so lazy. i admit. so damm lazy. i just wants to sleep play and spent.
this is so terribly wrong for a human.
i need to study and work and save. totally opposite from what i am doing now.
Icas on tues and weds and im not getting on the right track.
i guess im still the kind of last minute person.
or rather last minute also wun put my whole soul in it. LOL

Looking forward to tenting with xw.
should be a fun day.
i shall squeeze time out. =D

i wana learn how to make cake!

Ew!
i screwed my ICAs. =[
i got lousy results of 14/20 and 21/35.
so sad..
money flying outs.. =(

Im simply tired of giving, i want to keep them for myself from now onwards. i want to take too. i don wan to be the one who is always giving. i don wan to have to ask for it before you can give. it really matters whether you have the thing in the heart that keeps us going. i bet you think you have but you dont. sometimes its the attitude that concerns. if thats yr attitude, you think its alright and not think for others feelings. den what makes you have the right to be cared for?

once u told me that u wun leave me alone whether its quarrel or not. it proved differ this day.
excuses are things you use to defend for yourself. im sick of even entertaining them. because me n u jolly well know that they are excuses. i don need your unachieveable honey talks. im not that 14 yearold girl anymore. what i need is a real real sincere heart.
i don wana care anymore. i wan to be cared for. not caring for someone who will not even appreciate every little thing i've done. one day you'l leave me anyway. who cares!

There will be 2 ICAs next week.
I shall try to make an effort to start studying
=]

Guess what? i went into search in the internet for chocolate chips cookie.
I found a easy one and started working on it.
And i baked COOKIES!! OMG!!!~!~
=P
while i was baking the first round, i actually set the degree to the max.
because it is not stated in the instructions.
the max degree is for preheating.
den on 5 minutes, mum shouted.
"switch it off! its char tao liao!"
ME: HUH! they say 10minutes!
MA: switch off. faster
ME: hestitating.
DAD: she sae switch off switch off la.
then i switch it off.
and, realli chao ta!!!
LOLOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HEHEHEHEEHE!
im insane la, laughing at my burnt cookies.
=P

Pictures taken at vivo before meeting the rest last monday peiying jingren & me. (jingren's acting cute, lol)

me peiying & linda Thats us. ITPG group - huiqing

Time indeed pass very fast. Life back in school isn't that great. I bearly coped with the 2 ICAs taken today.

However i think i might be able to pass it afterall. =D

I've got quite a bad habit. I don't study till the last minute and even when its the last minute, I won't put my heart and soul to it too.

I guess im just didn't have enough time thats why i choose to put studies at a lower part of my Priorty Hall although it i supposed to be at the top.

Skipped driving lessons last week and i think im going to pass for this week too.

The injuries at my leg makes it hard and lit pain each time i move around.

Since im almost recovering, i should mention me and xw met an accident. Lucky for us, not badly injured.

=]

Presentation tomorrow. Need to wear smart casual.

So troublesome! =X

How i wish i can just wear t-shirt. LOL.

Its been long since i crazily take shots.

I shall start my madness again. LOL. when the mood comes.

I need money.

I need to slim down.

I need time.

Celebrated Jingwei's birthday yesterday.
That man got drunk within an hour. LOL.
Shall upload the pictures when i got it.
Overall it was quite "fun" + bored.
The bar was so "no system".
We waited for hours to get our songs sang.
IDIOT!.
Took midnight cab home with Yingting Liyan Joc and Leeyun.
Nice taxi uncle to allow the 5 of us to board his cab.
Saved a few bucks. HAHA.

School's reopening tomorrow with 2 tests at the start.
=[
so sad right?
And i haven study yet.
1 week past so fast.
I wish i had month. LOL!!

//the vehicle i love to board the most is the VAN && the vehicle i hate the most now is also the VAN.

Filled with mixed feelings today.
Shock.
Anxious.
Curious.
Angry.
Relief.
Funny.

Today is the most unlucky and happening day in my whole life.
I'll never forget today.

//i flew

This is for Weekiat. HAHA!
I know you'll curse me for this.LOL!!!
Went Shin's Bar at night for his birthday.
Everyone enjoyed themselves at this havok night.
Best "class" gathering ever.

How should i describe today?
Its both tiring, sicky, happy and unhappy.

As usual i reported to work.
Halfway through, Big trumpet called me. (Colin)
Invited me out to celebrate his birthday.
Hestitated as Yanliang would be going but due to his pursuade i made my way to city hall after working.
I thought there'll be the rest joining, but in the end there is only me Colin and Yanliang.
Well, went to eat at Raffles City.
Ordered a plate of what so ever fried rice and it cost $8.
Damm. i should have ordered their famous duck dishes. LOL
Colin was the only one talking to us and crapping loudly as he used to be.
With me and Yanliang silencing to each other.
Separated with them after dinner because i know Yl didnt really want me there.

Walked from Cityhall to orchard.
As i passed SMU. I felt that it is really a very nice school.
I mean that the environment is very nice.
The late night and the lights and trees by the road really brightened up my day.
Bought donuts and looked for Xw.
Wanted to surprise him and it turns out to fail again.
Im a bad surprise giver. =(

I wanted to be nice.
I want to be nice to everyone.
But sometimes my nice makes people think the other way.
A lot of people plays a important role in my life.
Theres a lot of people i want to care.
It jus seemed that i shouldnt be showering so much care and concern sometimes.
Do i need to be so heartless?
=[
i just want to be myself.

//Love me for who i am.

It has been a few days since i update my blog, reason due to me either being busy or lazy.

Captains ball games days today.
We were knocked out during the second match.
I don't really think that we are lousy, but the oponents is much too tall and strong for us.
Imagine 3or4 out of 6 are at least taller than me by a head.
I said, at least. which means that they are much taller.
But we did try our best.
They beat us again, the "dao bian" group last year.

Happy to say, i walked off without any injuries. HAHA.

Help out my parents at work for few hours and went to pick up my online bought clothes.
Back home, washed up then changed and vacummed my sheets.

I had a bad flu.
Hope that it goes away when i wake up.
Sleep.

I had a new bottle. And i personally felt that it looked damm NICE.
Thanks Xw.

//not wanting to give false hopes. pardon me.

FUNNIE, from Linda's blog

Busy day from 11am to 10pm.
Rushed to and fro from school to ssdc and back again.
Needless to say, Thanks Xw for sending my to school and blocking most of the rain from the front for me (:

11-12.30pm : lab
12.30-1pm: walked to ssdc
1-1.40pm: TTT
1.40-2pm: walked back to school
2pm-4pm: Tutorial
4pm-5pm: Lecture
5-5.55pm: Walked to ssdc and dinner with Jr
5.55-7.55pm: Practical lessons
8-8.30pm: TTT (mind, Jr passed again n i failed by 1)
8.30-9.30pm : travelled back home
9.30-10.00pm : jogging
10.00-10.30pm: Com

Haha. i made use of my time usefully right?
Indeed these few months is going to be very very damm busy for me.
I just hope that my school work wun get affected.
Time is precious u know!!!!!

I've to admit, im really a little retarded and slow in learning things.
Thus and but, i need and should work harder for the things i want.
Cause if i try, i can. And i MUST!
=D

//another busy day for me tomorrow

Got this from waner's blog.
rather accurate.


You are Black Koala who has purity and sweetness of a girl.
And no matter how old you get, you can stay youthful.
Your attitude is very straight forward and bald.
You have quick mind, and a sharp instinct to read the other person's mind.
You are an active woman.Nevertheless, you also possess a motherly character.
You are kind and can show consideration to others.You tend to be rather argumentative, and will not accept something that is unreasonable.
It takes time to gain your consent.
You are independent, and has a challenging spirit to achieve your objectives and ideals.
Once you start on something, you will not give up half way, or show weakness.
You know how to get on in life, and are a calculative woman.
Economic wise, you've got your feet steadily on the ground.
You are rather suspicious type of person.
You don't tend to take every word of other person straightly.
You try to read behind the lines, very carefully.
You tend to get lost in your thought.
You think high of sports and training.
Nevertheless, you also think a lot about art, and are a romantic sort of person.
Even after you get married, you can be successful as a professional.

Evil weather cause me having to cab home from bedok yesterday.
Bad rain.
There goes ^$20^
=(
But i did sleep well in the rainy weather.

As each day goes by, im having more and more objectives and goals in life.
However, some are kept secret.
=D

I was quite impressed by myself, reason being i didnt switch on the aircon when i sleep yesterday.
I know this is quite a stupid reason to be impressed, but seriously, it has been months since i sleep in a non air-con room. LOOL

Bigi bags finally arrived.
Liyan must be excited right? LOL
but again i've got to pick up the items myself.
IDIOT.

Meeting Xw after his work later.
I'll be getting him his helmet later on.
Hopefully the place in bugis still sells it.
Else i'll need to crack my brain again.
=S

I've calculated a month's expenses.
I should only spent less than $7 a day from now till December in order to settle up for my lessons and not to touch my personal savings.
Well, i guess i shall start learn to spent lesser.
Just remembered that YL's birhtday is in december.
Another thing i need to save.
And christmas presents bla bla bla.
Gonna be another broke month.
So if u girls see this, please help me to save money.
I shall go home eat everyday.
LOLOLOL!!!!

Pictures taken at punggol end yesterday.

tired to blog..

bye

HAHA! im blogging at home today, and not in school hor LIYAN!
Planned for a day and decided not to go for night lecture today.
Morning Dear biked me to SSDC for my driving lessons.
I was late.
Simply dont like Car6.
The instructer is simply yoo impatient.

School till 4pm.
Did some discussion for IB and went off to meet Michelle.
Met up at SBW.
Hungry, and bought waffle and off to her home to get our stuffs.
Bused to CDANS.

Initially our plan is to go swimming. .
But we had no goggles, & the water was damm deep.
If i ever complete the round, i would wake up finding myself in the heaven.
Somemore we were wearing bikinis.
I was damm shy.
Mic has nice boobs. LOL.
Off to Jakuzi and steam bath and Jakuzi again and steam bath.
Washed up and went home.
Nice outing MIC!!!!

Homed sweet home.. ~~

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I thought it was rather amusing.
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