PY :): January 2007

Definition of this picture. "STRENGTH"
which is what i need now.
I have java and management project to be submitted by fridae. Management was ok. But java is realli getting on my nerves.
Gonna burn midnight oil tonight.
Good luck to me..
=/

Thats our gals group photo at HUINI'S bdae party yesterdae. Did enjoyed the party. Theres lots of people. Seemed like a long time gathering. Had fun during the poker games. Forfieted by hitting each other. i got the worst punishment. Shall try it on someone else one dae.. =D

Oh no.. im growing fat.. realfat..

I am @ Youth.SG

LINK TO iam@youth.sg

Read the school Email and the blogging competiton caught my attention. Decided to give it a try since its FREE, and i only need to get my litter finger tickling to get into the competition. I've looked at some of the participating blog entries and I felt that these people who blog are really far better than me and their entries are quite interesting. This enrosed my interest in viewing other people's blogs.

This is one of them : http://theodorerex.wordpress.com/ and this http://sanukseeker.blogspot.com/2007/01/i-am-youth.html
Take a glance if you're interested.

I am @ Youth.SG

How do i define Youth? I define Youth as a period of time whereby we teenagers play, act and bahave the in the best way we wanted to be. Being able to do stupid things are also part of youth. We commit "crimes", break school rules. But it was all small parts of our life. And also a learning journey for us. We do may do stupid things, act stupidly, but how many of you will have the courage to do those things without courage? Youth times are the times where one conquer the most courage.
We grow. We make friends.

We do the most incredible things together.

We learn from each other. Time(Quantity) kept us together.

We create chaos whereever we go..

And we enjoy ourselves to the fullest.
We find best friends for ourselves.

N we never forget each other's BIG day.

We care for each other and cheer each other up.

We may have to fight for a placing in class,

but together, we made up a whole.

We get into relationships and create memories for each other, but ended up not as expected.

We have dreams.. We create goals for ourself.

We make the best action movie.
We try to understand what is love,but ended up being history.

We leave deep impression in people with courageous acts.

Sometimes things just don go as we wanted. but we have to let go when its not right.

We be there for each other no matter what happens.

And there is forever a special bond among us

We kept in contact after leaving school and didnt draw a gap.

In different ways, we do self reflection and find motivation to go on..

We might walk away, but we'll definitely be back.

This is youth to me. It is a kind of unforgetable experience. It is the process of growing up. It is the memories we had. And it is what we learn in this growing process. We might fail, but each fall is a stepping stone for all of us.

This post is not only for i am@youth.sg , but also for all my friends. All those we wrote a chapter, a page or even a line or word in my life journey. The memories we had will never be forgotten.

A little short story copied from blog.
Snails don’t swear
Greg turns to his left and lifts the snail to eye level so he can marvel at the quivering mollusk.“I know you can speak…I just know it”, the little boy says with eyes as big as saucers.“Fuck you”, the snail replies.
They say it takes 23 muscles to smile and in Gregs case…not one of them was utilized

WHAT IS YOUTH? WE ARE YOUTH! =)

FIRST, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO BOSS RONGHONG.. next, i just wan2 say i'm e problemetic one.. i'm sorry. but we won't work out.. hanging on to something tat wouldn't made it wasn't going to work.. hope we can be good frens.. had a damm good conclusion.. i'm not a good galfriend to anyone i guess. Haha.. too strong a character.. is it good or bad? depends ba.. busters weekly cheesecake is delicious! single but not available.. =)

Late night yesterday at Yingting's house. Won back the money i lose last week. Was quite tiring in the morning but forced myself up to school so tat i will not need to tak cab and waste money.

Was in a real saving plan recently. I would think before i spent. Was it necessary? Do i need to spent on it? And do i have a cheaper choice. Well, i actualli changed my choice of food just to save 50cents today. Economy wasnt that good for me nowadays. Mum gave me money to buy new year clothes but i promised to buy them new year clothes instead and the money was used to shop for their clothes. Me had to save up for my own.

I am not rich. Thats what i want to say. Neither am i stingy. When people treats me well i am a generous person. But i dislike it with hatred when people try to take me forgranted. When things happen consectively, i simply cant think of anymore excuses for them. Im a person thats willing to spent if the person is worth spending. But forgetting to return money isnt a very good excuse for few months. I cant tolerate it everytime, having to think of millions of ways to hint and get that bloody small amount of money back. I don mind if there are reasons of not enough money and delayed. But i STRONGLY felt that people should have the basic manners to be more AUTOMATIC. When i don expect the other party to pay for me i don expect myself to pay for the other party. i seriously want to vent all the fark out. Excuse me for being mad.

Spare a thought for people. Stand in their shoes. im not a playmate. N i don have the need to stand those FOREVER changing attitude. Ive got a fucking attitude too. u wouldnt wan to see what i am when i realli explode.

Had an adventurous dream. I did went out yesterday eventuali but its in my dream.. haha.. Not bad anyway.

Sorry gals i didnt went for the supper session. My bed too seducive le.. >.<
getting tough

expected.. didn't place too much hope.. but still kinda of haiz..

PROJECTS, DEADLINES, PRESENTATIONS, JAVA, ECONS.
WHATS MORE?
EXAMS DURING CHINESE NEW YEAR PERIOD.
TOTALLY STRESSED UP..
WHAT ELSE?
GONNA TRY MY BEST ANYWAY.
BETTER TO FACE THAN TO AVOID..
=)

And today. went sengkang to pass liang little hamster.. And stayed in starbucks to work on my java. Cant believe when i saw the UGLY CHICKEN PUFF. i nearly laugh out. Den i saw the UGLIER CURRY PUFF.. i was like.. -.- tats funnie anyway.. lol.. xD

by the time my labby run flat, it was 5+. so decided to tak a scroll down punggol end. Wrote kinda lame stuff and took a pic of it. Read it.. Hope its not too small for yr eyes. haha.. Noted a stick. like a letter Y. my name has a Y too.. haha. Took a long walk all the way to the right, but not the end of course. Kinda scary but i wanted to look at the grafiti i had done few years ago so i jus walked on, with a stick in my hand. But in the end, i didnt manage to saw it. Cos i had to cross a bridge which is in the middle of the woods to get to the other side when its just a 2 metres afar river. My neck too short. didnt see. So i walked back. at least i tried. haha.. Didnt let myself down either.
Just that my courage could onli brought me there.. =)

Long long time ago, me to him whole heartedly, but he caused misery.
After that long time, he to me whole heartedly, but i caused misery.
Him back, tried resolving misery.
It couldnt work out.
Misery who now?
Now me misery.
Whose fault now?
Me or Him but not He.

i realised tat year if im with either one of them it'll b xingfu.
Realised courage is a very important thing. Real important.
Weakling of me thats no courage to face these stuffs when a relationship comes.
ive got to learn.
Times i feel no reason to have a relationship. and i had that strong feel.
It takes time to forget things but somethings will never be forgotten.
who to blame when things happen?
i Guess blame ownself..

Xingwei taught mi a lot of things. Real lot. He taught me to be patient. Taught me not to be stubborn at times. Taught me how to look at people. Taught me to stand in other people's shoes. Taught me to think for people. Taught me to care for people. Taught me not to give up. Taught me about what people are. Most importantly taught me whats love.
As he said. Perhaps i he didnt teach me. I learnt. I thank. And i appreciate.

I wana be myself. I wana be PEIYIN. i wana express myself.

Uploaded lots of pictures.. free to look at..