todae i realli did not regret going for the course.. it realli inspireed mi a lot n taught mi a lkot of thing. i should b sorry n should b thankful to all things around mi.. there ish simply too much to apologise n thank for.. i noe a lot of ppl cried todae.. i was lucky tt i did not cry. mayb cos i had to b strong. but i feel lik melting too.. just tt i m more hard.. higher melting point la.. jhahas.. well.. thanks for those who wrote the piece of small paper to me.. especially yujia.. dunch noe y.. just thanks. n i decided to try to trust frenship more now. at least i gif a try. =) thanks every1... ramesh too.. tmr teachers dae. happie teachers dae all teachers...

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hmm todae went to skool as usual.. slept for 3 hours onli n wasn as tired as i should be.... funie too cos i sleep for 6 hours sundae.. which was unlike mi.... hmmmmmmm.. surprising? cos i tink the volka had made us stronger n some how build up out strength.. cos xiaohui aso lik tt. hahas..

todae attended the workshop.. long 12 hous passed by quite fast also.. quitre motivational... i guesss every1 will b blogging abt the workshop todae.. hahas...... set kind of goals for myself.. i know which course i m going to choose, know what i m going to do after poly n after U hopefully... but did i realli wanted to go U?? hmmmm// every had diff choices of the courses.. n realli different...... well.. its okay.. but i someow dun wish to go skool alone on the fst dae of oly lessons.. hahas.. i'll cry for mamaa....

hmmm determination is veri important to mi now n that i must hav faith on myself.... somehow i hope i can hav... hahas...try.. the moviewas touching todae.. realli touching,, yes... fighting for the thing that you realli wan.. i always tink this way though. but the movie wasrealli touching.. jace was crying beside mi actualli. den i was tinking. oh my. cant cry... not at that..... ;X doesn mean i m hearless. cos i understrood the message that is trying to pass to us in the movie. its touching i must agree...

every1 was depressed tode.. joze, jocelyn. leeyun. xiaohui, mc..... i noe every1 had their own set of problems...... every1 suer have... i had mine too...... somehow i was confused.... veri onfuse sometimes....... n i haven meet the person tt can bring mi out of my confusion. hahas. so i remained confused.. n still confused.... oh my... wad m i talking.... well..... cheer up bah u all. try to b strong... hmmmm........

ramesh talked abt frens todae.. i was lik tinking...... oh my god! he said that ppl from our age, even his age put frens in st place n frens is everything, more important than family all that... bullshit. cos i dun agree.. ok. history lesson la.. i disagree to a large extent. dunch noe y.. mayb cos i haven meet a realli good or duno somehow good or i can realli trust or duno la.. u all see this might think that peiyin is a cheebye person, all those vulgar come out from yr mouth to scold mi le. or might b discussing abt mi how bastard i m to sae that.. or tinking tt better dun b that good with mi or wad so ever.. but i must tell..... i tried to accept some n tried to mak them as "best" frens... however i dun gert things right. nonono.. i treat people so good n wd u got in return? bull........shit... lol... i gotthis kiud of experience.... maybu all haven got,. but i seen faces of ppl.. which fren will stingy abt a small piece of paper? backstab yr so called frens? so untruthful? always keep u waiting. i dun call these frens lor. mayb normal frens . i duno.. talking abt it makes mi mad too.. but i haven found 1. n i hope i'll find.. i cannt saew i m an excellent fren too..... cos i m not . i can admit that.. so i dun expect anithing from my frens too. but i wun b that toopid to trust ppl that easy. afterall all human beings had brains right? wad do u get in benefit. nothing.. ppl sae u lor.. this is wadh get.. argh..... hahas.... bu i still try to b there for ppl when they need mi. cos i understand the feeling they'll hav. but wad if im nt around means i a away la... hahas.... listen one in out out la... this dun act aas a complain. it ish also an advice for every1 who see.this.... bb

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went drinking the dae b4.. actualli i wana shoot the reddy face of mine but oo dark le cannot see,,, lol... but isn it a nicve pic? todae benedict bdae.went to to vibrant... hmmmm ookok la. cartooon.. b utkind of wasting money to watch a show lik tt..bought benedict jonathan n xC present. i was going to b broked. so xc present a bit cheapskate den i beri guilty.. sad... den its the thoughts that counts right./ heehee.... tmr skool till 6 tuesdae aso. den wed n thurs no nid go skool.. nort bad la huh.. den can go out play.... thursdae n fri meet dear dear bah.. i tink so.. but fri mayb go out with frens,..n wednesdae aso..h mmmmm just now drink coffee.. cos i noe later must do finsish all the work tt has to b done by by tmr.. cos need to pass up ma..hmmmm i decided to draw a line.. so ly can no need see mi going crazy animore le bah i guess.. hmmmmm mayb i might just diam diam in the future den she might find mi wierd.. lol.. god la.. den she will not sae i going crazy agauin.. hmmmm

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hm ytd went out with xiaohui n xueying.. although got dua by alot of pple.. qute annoyed. but enjoy ourselves too... hmmmm.... just came backl from work.. tired sah... bb..

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hmmmmmm went paradise todae...... pm sae junliang cute.. lols.. i guess she was reallli drunk.... lols.... hahas.... okies.... bb.. that 40% beer realli powerfiul...... hmmm heng i noe how to control.. lolll hahas.... =) bb

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memories...... they nvr come back... [Pp]-yinZ 

story

Age is mind over matter; if you dont mind gettingolder it doesnt matter!!

The first day of school our professor introducedhimself and challenged usto get to know someone we didn't already know. Istood up to look aroundwhen a gentle hand touched my shoulder.I turned around to find a wrinkled, little oldlady beaming up at me witha smile that lit up her entire being.

She said, "Hi handsome. My name is Rose.I'm eighty-seven years old. Can I give you a hug?"

I laughed and enthusiastically responded, "Ofcourse you may!" and shegave me a giant squeeze.

"Why are you in college at such a young, innocentage?" I asked.

She jokingly replied, "I'm here to meet a richhusband, get married, andhave a couple of kids...

""No seriously," I asked. I was curious what mayhave motivated her to betaking on this challenge at her age.

"I always dreamed of having a college educationand now I'm getting one!"she told me.

After class we walked to the student unionbuilding and shared a chocolatemilkshake.We became instant friends. Every day for the nextthree months we wouldleave class together and talk nonstop. I wasalways mesmerized listeningto this "time machine" as she shared her wisdomand experience with me.Over the course of the year, Rose became a campusicon and she easily madefriends wherever she went.She loved to dress up and she reveled in theattention bestowed upon herfrom the other students. She was living it up.

At the end of the semester we invited Rose tospeak at our footballbanquet.I'll never forget what she taught us. She wasintroduced and stepped up tothe podium. As she began to deliver her preparedspeech, she dropped herthree by five cards on the floor.Frustrated and a little embarrassed she leanedinto the microphone andsimply said,

"I'm sorry I'm so jittery. I gave upbeer for Lent and thiswhiskey is killing me! I'll never get my speechback in order so let mejust tell you what I know."

As we laughed she cleared her throat and began,

"We do not stop playingbecause we are old; we grow old because we stopplaying.There are only four secrets to staying young,being happy, and achievingsuccess. You have to laugh and find humor everyday. You've got to have adream. When you lose your dreams, you die.We have so many people walking around who are deadand don't even ! knowit!There is a huge difference between growing olderand growing up.If you are nineteen years old and lie in bed forone full year and don'tdo one productive thing, you will turn twentyyears old. If I ameighty-seven years old and stay in bed for a yearand never do anything Iwill turn eighty-eight.Anybody can grow older. That doesn't take anytalent or ability. The ideais to grow up by always finding opportunity inchange. Have no regrets.

The elderly usually don't have regrets for what wedid, but rather forthings we did not do. The only people who feardeath are those withregrets."She concluded her speech by courageously singing"The Rose."She challenged each of us to study the lyrics andlive them out in ourdaily lives.At the year's end Rose finished the college degreeshe had begun all thoseyears ago.One week after graduation Rose died peacefully inher sleep.Over two thousand college students attended herfuneral in tribute to thewonderful woman who taught by example that it'snever too late to be allyou can possibly be.

These words have been passed along in lovingmemory of ROSE.REMEMBER, GROWING OLDER IS MANDATORY. GROWING UPIS OPTIONAL.We make a Living by what we get, We make a Life by

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hm todae went to skool with a tireed heart... den din realliw ent for recess.. all went to get a burger n wanted to go library to study. but no space den went back to class n do my history essay Questions.... n din reali do cos we talk there n chinese i complete them.. so no much homewoek. den eL lesson the ms tan wanted to go through the mok exam with us n she sae tt those who wanted to so can do ourself den she tok to loud n cheryn ask her quiet a bit. who knows when she ask how mani aer doing ourself there ish onli mi n her.. so xia sway... den we ask her softer a bit..... lol.. but kind of fun realli fun..... no fun i wun blog here le la.... hahas.... hmmmmm .. den she ask us to go ava room do ourselves lor but we went libray n enjoy the aircon instead.. but done all the paper in qute a shirt time.. n we den backj to class. on the way we were talking./actualli talk quite long aso..... cos we stand outside the class threr talk finish le den go back class... she was kind of disappointed la.... hmmm.... when i reach home i eet magie mee.... so nice.. cos i added a lot of ingredients... ahhas... den i went to sleep.. till 7+ n wok up i din cook rice n egg.. den nmy parents hav to eat their dinner later.. n supposed to b mi prepare the dinner now is they prepare the dinner for mi... ahhas.. den i watch tv till 10 lik tt. finish the physics assignment n now was blogging lor.... hmmmm...... den my dear call mi.. ahhas. his ringtome i put pig snoring sound.. lol.... who will put a pig's song as a ringtome right.. jokewr sah mi.. hahas..... pigs trotter... lol.... hmn.. the kelvin stil haven sleep... lol.... if is xingwei live there so good... ahhaas... -__-!! hehe... tmr my special fren coming back.. so happie... looking forward too.. hahas....hmnmm....... well.... hope his plane dun creash la.. tt liyan sway mouth one.... keep cursing him.... dun like.... hmmmmmm...... k ba.. long blog todae.. tat's al..... n hope THAT XIAOHUI DUNCH THINK SKIN AS I BLOG FOR HER... DUNCH WAN FACE SAH.. -______-!!!!!!!

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Stoy begins here........

every one had cried before.... people either cry because they are happie or either they are sad....... there was once a little boy. very morening when his mother leave to work he will run to his mother at the door and cry loudly.. this might be because he was scared of loneliness and wanted his mother to accompany him.. one dae, while the lkittle boy ish crying in a corner, another little boy came up to him and told him " i m realli jealous of u as u are crying" being curious, the little boy stopped crying and asked him " whats there to be jealous about crying.
the litle boy replied " thats because thre ish prolem with my eyes from young and no matter when i am happie or when i am sad no tears can come out of my eyes. i realli wants to know the feeling of being able to cry" that was his reply......

tears is a gift from god. it ish a present to us. no matter we are happie or sad we were able to cry.. So use it carefully.. do not misuse it.......

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just came home from hougang plaza.. when young i hang out at hougangn now i get older i hang out at hougang plaza.. wad a joke.... just now when i took the last bus home with yingting she s sleeeping so soundly.. but some how i just cannot fall asleep.. den i look up n saw the moon following the bus.. but a while later it went away.. dewn i tot of zilong.. out in bangkok. hahas.. must b enjoying himself... todae i saw ah ling.. the causeway de.. den like change so much.. everything changes ... people change n environment n the world changes... who noes wad will happen right.. things realli changed a lot... think of the passt it's lik kind of memorable.. some good some bad.. but its a good page of my life...... got a funi dream todae.. tmr work... must rest le nw...

d'une certaine façon je perdre le... prendre soin...............
je être spécifique dans mas cour..........

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m todae meet dear dear..... den cook crab together... lols....... heehee....... den mama buy claypot. fish for us to eat.....
so good wors.... lols........ den eat till full full.......lol... all so full...... heehee...... den he now sleep.. again.. lols.... got a lot to things to do sah later... so sure sleep veri late de....... cos got physics to do.. den got history n ss to do.... den aso got maths to do.. lols... got a lot a lot to do la.... cannot realli sae them all out.,, lol..... i just noe tt i am beri BUSY!!!!!! tomorrow den fridae den i tot todae fri le..d en i go wash all my uniform. lols.... den after i wake up den i remembered.. mayb cos i eveery week onli go skool for 4 daes so now i tot todae ish fri.. lol..... could b the reason wor... hmmmmmm.... ok la dunch blog le.. so boring.,. bb

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just came back from skool.. went skool finish i went library with xiahui n we end up sitting threre for more than hjalf an hour to look at books.. ahhas... well.. so funniewor.. can sti there for so long sah.. hmmm.. now eting mooncake.. no more cerearl for mi to eat..s ad sadf.. hmmmm... looking out of the window i realised that its going to rain le.. no more hot weather.. n i remembered ytd aso lik tt.. hot in the dae n when aftrnoon it becaome so rainy.. hahas.. well well... so xiaohui can b ahppie le going to rain already... hmmmmmmmm.......... hope tmr morning rain aso lor..d en can habv no mass run..... den good lor.. hmmmm..... tired.. wanan sleepp butt dnn later sure no nid to do work.. so i dunco wan sleep a nt.. how?? hmmmmmm..........

Who will u tink of first when u feel down? tat's the person special.......

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hm todae oral.. miuc test mi de topic came out.. so lucky sah. so i talked about miss chan lor.. same as wad i told her in class.. but when i heard the topic i was like stunned so luckly lik tt so i begin talking abt her n nearly cry sah.. cos like beri guilty about what i have done in the past.. so young n playfull.. and now i m telling other people abt that realli feel beri bnad and i was like got things to sae cannot sae out likr tt at the oral.. n was beri jialet..=( den i lik watery lik tt the eyes den my voice aso going break down lik tt... den veri paiseh.. cos i scared i drop my tear den the teacher trot i was scareed cos of oral.. comfirn de wad.. correct???? lols..... but was actuali veri guilty la.. hahas.. haiz. den i all the way look at my paper dun dare look at the teacher.. i noe i did badly in my oral todae but i just hope can pass can le..

tme yang yang oral.. good luck to him wor.. =) cos lik he ebri demorised abt his chinese results so i hope he can overcome it ASAP bah.. cos he aso quite good with mi de see he lik tt aso sad.. =(

tmr ish going to b a busy dae.. cos skool den after skool got chioce den rush to tuition den go night class.. going breakdown lik tt.. lols.. ok la.. bb

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hm now in school... the ss lesson do the testimonial.. i beri bored.. nothing to do.. cos i do too fast le.. they all like snail al verii slow.. no one play with mi so i go disturb kelvin.. the yujia copy my testimonial one.. still sae wan tag..... later she tag i delete.. dun elt her tag.. lol..... hahahahaha....... she wan eat indian food.. i dunch wan den she force mi.. beat mi... so sad.... =( +( she always bully me.. so sad... xiaohui can be witness... yujia veri violent.. from pri till now..still veri violent..wan strangle mi to death. she wan SHA REN MIE KOU... she violent... dunch stay close to her.. xiao hui asosae tt.. go her blog see... yujia beri fat.. got a lump of fats on her stomach..

gonna live for myself from now onwards... do wad i tink ish write n i think i should do...... tmr oral finish le den its over at the moment.. so tmr good den good.... =)

some things occur unexpectedly.. nothings comes exectly same as what u tink n wished for it to be.. nothings as good as u tot it ish... but its how good and bad u tink it ish....

[Pp]-yinZ......

eating cereal.... tmr oral.. dunch wad to do.. =(

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todae went shopping.. beri happie.. =)

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my chinese o levels got B3.. if u were to ask mi i m aso disappoin tred.. but when i go tak results i was neeutral. cos i din expect tt i will get beri beri good.. i even got prepared to get a lousy mark.. tts y i was not tt sad overall.. but i see they all one by one break down i realli depress also.. lik the whole mood was beri bad.. cs every1 mood beri bad. hmmmmmm... wad ever la.. its over la k.. dunch brood over it le.. hai... zhongynag got a 7.. tts even bad.. i akways expect him to get good results cos he realli clever de lor.. but now lik tt.. i noe he must b feeling ebri sad... hmm i aso dunch noe how to console people... haii......

i meet some problems liao.. but these problems are problems tt i can't share with my frens... cos they will onli luff.. i realli dunch noe y sumtimes... its crazy.. if problems canot b shared among each other y hab frens..... ahahs...... tts wad i mean b y dun realli trust ba i tink.... tts y i sae/... wn find a realli good fren, must b one over a hundred... realli... tts truth... dunch noe how to sae also la....

if todae is the lst dae of yr life, who wil u stand by....

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hmmmmmm todae work not a lot of peope.. so i got released early.. so went out with xiaohui liyan puiman n xueying.. wallk the whole plaza singapura....todae actualli wan buy a ring de but cannot find nice ones.. den saw joze at secret recipe..... hmnmmmm.. actualli i tink she's realli pretty... =)

todae spent most of my money on cab.. cab to work n cab to go home.. hmm waste of momey.. i wan save money go shopping le.. butt perhaps tats not eralli important.... hmm... todae reach 'douby gourt" le suddenly sian.. den ealli realli sian lor... hmmm....butin the end not bad la.. play pool den eat den go home.. hmm,........ forgot to eat my strawberry cake... the cake makes mi happie.. =( todae i went to precious thoughts at ps.. den saw the ball ball thingy again.... so nice.. i wonder yanliang will buy for mi fst or xingwei.. hmmmmm
+wonders+

hmmmm... [Pp]-yinZ =X

hm todae went to work.. long n tiring dae.... but i must sae that todae realli realli a lot of people.. so when 3+ lik tt i was already no energy liao... n too lazy to go home so waited for my mum n dad tro go home together.. iw as released early.. so i went walk walk around khatib.. walk till nothing to walk aleady.. go help buy 4d den took a lot of the papers.. lols.... best thing ish that i pick up $2.. lols.. i sawe at the dricks stall there den i walk back tell my papa n mama n they sae go piuck lah.. den i sae i paiseh sah.. lols.. but in the end when i go back still there.. lols... so lucky.. n den papa ask mi use buy 4D.. lols..... so bad sah he. but now the 4D paper with him.. lol.. later he eat my money sah.l lol.... hmmm den i walk till no where to walk le den i bored... so aeskj mama gif mi money.. i go ABC there shop till siao.. lols..... bought a lot of tibits.. lol.. sohappie.. lol..d en got a lot of things to eat liao.. keke.... hmmmmmmmm.................................

tomorrow got work again... tmr will b a even longer dae.. cos night people off.. den papa might work til later..hmmmmmm...... but good aso la.. can earn money ma.. hahas.... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm........ so bored now.... how i wish got people chat with mi in msn.... hahas... (,")

thursdae chiong 4 hours tuition.. hmmmm cannot lik this le.. next week i dunch wan change tuition time liao.. cannot cannot cannot...... cannot like this...... fun ish over k.. hhmmmmmmmmmm

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hmm done with my blog. just nw was just testing.. quite impressed with my work also.. hahas.. long time no change my blogskins le.. now change le feel not bad.. but realli tire mi out.. hmmmmmmmmm.// those who pass by just tag bnag.. hahas... tmr got work.. wed aso got work.. can save a lot of mony n at the same time earn money.. best thing ish tt no nid to go to skool.. isn it great?? hahas... okay.. im lazy.. must confess.......

dere r a lot of ppl around yta.. who are those realli special in yr heart? i've got mine.. wad abt yours?/


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hm just change skin.. nice a nt?? keke..

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hmmmmm next week go skool 2 daes nia.. so good sah.. hahahas.. but den i still hav to work.. holidaae means work to mi.. so not good..... aso can sae good la.. cos got work got money.. but tired n no time for revision no good... so its a mixture ofgood and no good.. so was it good or not good i aso dunch noe... lolll


todae went find dada... i can see tt his veri happie.. he happie i aso happie.. so happie..

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hmmm i was late for school todae again.. lol.. n the big mole lee was bluff by mi.. actualli todae need to go detention de....but i tink no nid go le..... scallly tmr ned to go den i fdaint.. lols... hmmmmmmm..... ytd aso late.. i used the same xcuse... hmmmm......... ytd i went ish cos i tuesdae nvr go le.. n todae i went cos FNN need to do on spot de.. so ish lik beri sad lor.. heng no nid go detention,... if not realli nt worth lose....... if tmr lik tt i swear i will nt go skool... gate close means no skool for mi.. is ure go back hm de.. lols... hmmmmmmmm......... todae wenht the oral training.. realli wana faint lor.. but quite funnnie aso.. hope my oral will improve ba........ den tml aso need to go.. go le den go meet dada.... good wor....... hmmmmmm..... but means tt tmr no hapi hour for mi le lor.... den i must sae sad sad bah.... lols..... hmmmmmmmmmmm............ sians sah... okay la.. nothing to write le.... i must just conclude that i'm growing fat these daes and i certainly need to go on diet... but i cant stop eating!!!!!!>... lols...

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dun feel good.. dunch feel happie........ bb

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hmmmmmm todae reach hm realli sick.head beri pain.. till now still veri pain.. tts y so late den online den blog... my tag board dunch noe wads happen... cannot use lik tt.. mayb uts tme to change my skin le bah.. sleep whole dae..den dinner time npapa gif mi herb al tea drink.. so good.. fst time see him realli so good.. hmmm but i din went to tuition todae.. sorri wor mic.. always change time.. paiseh paiseh.. hmmmmmmm .... tired wor.. dunch blog le.. tmr might or might nt see mi in skoo.. this time not ponteng le.. realli sick liao.. sad sadsad.... [Pp]-yinZ