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Pius Chee
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HOPES
to enter a course and uni of my choice
to find a girl of my dreams (haha still dreaming)
to have slack sergeants taking charge
to get out of feeling upset bcos of serving NS
not to kena tekan
not to get confinement
not to do guard duty during weekend
not to get my weekend burned
dun fall sick and miss out training
not to get punished as a soldier
be filthy rich

February 2007
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September 2007
October 2007

Once i am done with serving the army, i will be moving to the states to further my studies for forensic sciences. Today i just registered myself with the school. I do hope army finishes fast so that i can go for my studies quickly. Most likely i will be going to a uni in the LA cos my dad's got relatives down there to provide me with accomodation. This time once i am gone it will be for long who knows i might 1 to stay there for good. Actually i knew i would have to go for overseas studies sooner or later when i finished my O' levels. Just that now everything is more or less settled.

I have a strong urge to go out today but duno who to ask out. Seems like i have drifted away frm all my frens when i am in the army. But think it is probably my fault i have been isolating myself frm every1 ever since i got posted into armour infantry. My past few weekends have been rather incomplete. My weekends keeps gettin burned and my plans being thrown off. Feels like going out alone for a walk in the street. Though i seem to have friends all around i still feel empty.

I will be booking in tomorrow to a new camp known as the sungei gedong camp. It is somewhere at lim chu kang. Damn far from my house think i will take ages to travel back home. Heard stories abt being in there for my vocation as a armour infantry. Some said i will be running behind the freaking tank n carrying a freaking MG that weighs around 5-10kg. I sure hope this doesn't happen to me and i will be able to board the tank.

Damn it my computer's down. Currently using my sis's notebook to blog. This came to me after i posted the previous entry "Love without pride is cheapening, Having pride without love is worse Off than cheap". It looks like i am gettin kind of desperate without a gf for some reason. Hope this can go away soon.

Finally out of the place once again and will not be going into pulau tekong in the near future i hope. Intially i detest the idea of being a commander but in the end i don't know what make me change my mind and i put YES in my form. Now i sort of regretted it i guess. Hope future training will not be that tough. Haha did not blog for ages lol. Once i get home i really treasure the time at home hence i try to spend more quality time with my family members and minimise my time using the computer. It is only now that i am on my block leave i start to use the computer more often. Went out with some of JC frens and secondary sch frens during the days out. I finally went to register for driving lessons lol. Feeling quite emo also everytime i am out. I tend to feel upset the moment i thought about my free time going to end soon. In camp Quan ming my section mate suddenly told me don't you feel horrible when you see the others calling their girlfriend and going out with them the moment they book out. I definitely felt the same. People like us only stay at home and can be a good boy. Sometimes i just blame myself for being too cowardly and do not have the courage to tell the girl i like that i really like you or i could just ask her out. Sighs....... enough of the sighing i will post some pictures of my outings.

Finally out frm the living hell of pulau tekong still got another 7 more weeks to go over there. Only when i was there then i start to appreciate the things that i have b4 i went in. I love my dad and mum n bro n sis 4ever n this will not change. Start to feel emo.... I appreciated the rights to do what i can at home and the freedom at home and going out with friends. That day when i came out i was having a fever and a sore throat n a cough. It's the tekong flu guess i couldn't adapt to the weather there. I swear on the day when i book in i m going to gif my family members a big hug. Though it will be 4 days before i come out again. Yesterday met up wif peng rox, chin leng, wei shun, alvin , yuk lum, stella and joshua. It was to celebrate joshua's birthday. Went there to have lunch at fish n co's. Went there even though i wasn't feeling well popped a pill b4 i went then after tat dine wif my family at scotts road. Went to chalet oraganise my geraldine n her stead most of my jc friends were there. Didn't really interact with them guess probably i wasn't tat close wif them or mebbe bcos i was sick still i treasure my friendship with them. When i go in the tekaning is going to get worse. haiz.... hope i still can take it and dun make any mistakes will not kena scolded or confinement or guard duty during weekend.

Yuk lum
Yawen
Yiling
Stella
Geraldine
Kaijun
Liwen
Dina
Adrian
Roxanne
Chin Leng

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