Irony

Wednesday, August 11, 2010 |9:48 PM

chapter

Can't deny that the thought of deleting this space is there.
It's like one of those phases where you just don't need it anymore.
Phases; it may come back. MAY. Tumbler maybe?
For now, au revoir.

Friday, July 16, 2010 |8:46 PM

so yup. here i am.

Gonna post some latest pictures here. Atleast i know that im doing something to this ABNDND blog of mine.

Smacking with the family.

Kamas turns 19!

Alas, store room mates outing.

Should i get my ass to work again?

Thursday, July 8, 2010 |3:29 PM

VOID.CONTRADICTING.IRONY

c'mon! where's the colours?

Saturday, June 19, 2010 |2:27 PM

nap in the afternoons

Without A's or B's, there he was in a secret stairwell with unknown strangers.

Running from big animals; defies from logic.

One moment, a lioness was lying on its back, sleeping, while he had to make a crucial decision of either making a giant leap to cross over it or die with the rest of the stangers a floor below.

The next thing he knew, the lioness abruptly opened its eyes. Blank. He was a floor above.

Sound of cliche africa jungle echoed through the stairwell, panicked.

He opened the door which came from nowhere; through a wardrobe, open it ever gently before stepping into someone's room, unvited. Silent.

Somewhat the house-owner has a great instinct.

He on the other hand, knew that the animals were waiting on the other side of the wardrobe but he bear not confront with being labeled as a burglar.

He crawled back through the wardrobe where it seems never ending.

Then he herd a loud bang at the side of the house, he paused, looked behind, and the vivid sight of an owner was looking directly at him.

Screw the nap like crap.

It summaries perfectly.

He has to face it sooner or later...because running away from it wont get him any better. But how can one accustom when he knew he is not ready? How can one go through the process when he knew it's not the right choice?

He has set a set a dateline but is it an excuse, just like he did for the past 2 years? Or when the time comes, will he extend it?

And now he feels that drama starts to unfold.

Thursday, June 10, 2010 |2:38 PM

dou6le6bbqcumpit

A GREAT WAY TO START OF THE HOLIDAYS.

Though with bad weather, we all still had a blast! Next, bintan pah? Hah!

Ok now, back to projects... -_-"

Saturday, May 29, 2010 |11:24 PM

For 19 years

For 19 years, the word affected, has slowly become a norm.

Belittle, Degrade, Humiliate. If only the letter 'E' could be more significant in Erasing those unpleasant past, it would'nt be x=y.

It's hard to point fingers; who or which contributed, cauz its all chained together.

Most importantly is he willing to let go and move on regardless?

Indeed, sooner or later he has to.

Monday, May 17, 2010 |8:31 PM

update for the sake of updating

I've been busy and will be for the rest of this coming weeks.

No, i've not start on my practical...how suprising.

Mind is in a mess about work. Deep shit i tell ya.

Which leads to the bank account going down like some loose tap.

Truthfully i'm damm sca____. Tsk. i shall not even end the word.

With all that's happening right now.

HAH! DIAM SIA KAU YAN!

Would love to be in somewhere serene right now. And just take a hella of pics.

And it all comes with a BANG!

Wednesday, May 5, 2010 |10:39 PM

mala.cca

SO WHAT NOW?

The short Malacca trip was somewhat ok. May or may not elaborate more on it on the next post.

For what I know;

1) Singapore food are mooore delicious

2) Mat/minah/ahbeng/ahlian etc in singapore are more pleasing to the eyes.

3) Eating in an a/c foodcourt with tens of flies hovering over your food is irritating.

4) The flies are more worthy to look at than the stall owners.

5) People who literally push other strangers to get in queue at custom should be given a punch on the face.

Old aunties are not excluded.

.......................................

Test and quizes are starting next week and i have no freeking idea of what's happening on right now.

Friday, April 23, 2010 |8:53 AM

BEDLAM

First week of school has been....sleazy?

The point that I blogged twice a week shows that either i've too much time on my hand or i'm just bored plus random plus bored again. Yes, i'm bored...because I just typed bored 4 times. Bored like cardboard. Ok 5 times.

I just went jogging with Hafeez and Shak at 5.30am...haha. Forgive me, because I disturbed the calm atmosphere of the park with my heavy panting. Its been loooooong!

Maybe i'm going to school later to do some admin stuffs. cehceh -_-"

Gonna go on a short gateaway to Malacca. I really hope that there's more than the typical batik's and souvenirs shop cauz I badly need some real clothes = a standard shopping place = no to keropok lekor area shopping mall.

And yes, promised myslef to start on the practical on the month of May.

TSK. I SHOULD STOP RAMBLING NONSENSE, RANDOMS AND DAILY STUFFS HERE.

Stop contradicting yourself.

OK WAIT;

a typical HD abrupt news;

so it finally closes down.

Getting that sms(yes an sms! -_-") during tutorial made me laugh hard!

Well, denial I guess.

So what's now?

..................

bad attempt

selamats.

Sunday, April 18, 2010 |4:07 PM

double c-ing

Starting of school tommorow. This sem's time-table is quite acceptable where i'm able to slot in some practical here and there.

So no excuses yan! Hmm...thought of joining a CCA but afraid it might clash with the current situation. tsk

.............

Family bday celebration cum brunch over at Hajjah Maimunah

Celebrated the end of hols with dou6le6...hah.

So much to talk about but i'm too tired right now from yesterdays to this morning's. So now, I should get some effective nap.

Selamats.

-night pictures courtesy of Suniya : )

IRONY???

Tuesday, April 13, 2010 |9:11 PM

pause

"When the whites of your eyes come through
You'll see something new
With your body and mine raised up
It's good to see you back home...

When the life in your eyes wants black
Things return
You've come back
With your body and mine raised up
It's good to see you once more...

Turn black tables
And your turning black tables
And your making your head blur
Making your head blur
And your turning black tables
And your turning black tables
And your making your head blur
Making your head blur"

-Black Tables, Other lives.

Ahhhh....it's been raining and somehow I kept listening to this song over and over again.

Err...ever gotten a sickness and checked the details online? Well I did and shame on me.

You know when you thought it's just a normal lower back pain, could be associated with nerves, kidneys, lumbars and other medical terms which makes it just sound more serious. Paranoid much?

For what i know, even coughing and sneezing hurts the blardy lower back.

It's been 3 days and I dare not say it's getting worse but it's not getting any better either.

And great, i'm working full-shift tommorow. tsk

This prove to me to have a blardy loooooong effective warm-up before any workouts or sports activities.

Blame on the self.

Damm, I need is a gateaway escape; calm and serene.

Or just the usual company, laughing is the best medicine afterall...

Just stop judging will you.

Saturday, April 10, 2010 |8:49 PM

whatta feeling...WOOHHHO!?

Imagine months where you do not splurge on yourself and when finally you did, it's not for you but for others. Plural please.

And to know that your bank account is at the lowest-low just makes you mooore....errr... -_-"

Ok, dont get me wrong, i am sincere! Hah.

Hope that they will like it! Making them smile makes me more happier...ceh! : ))
April babies done, may, june and july's coming. waaaaaah.

Thank god that the boys are a hard shopper when it really comes down to. Oh, the new stall at vivo-banquet is nice and going up Orchard Central's 'outdoor' escalator feels like taking a roller coster ride! scary....macam-macam final destination...hah

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY TO SYAHRUL ANUAR!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, April 7, 2010 |9:39 PM

consider

He stares, observe and contemplate but sadly he cant find a perfect anwer.

Cliche the term; 'it was all a facade'. Well, cliche it is.

So when one goes, another one follows which starts a domino effect which is, hard to stop.

So maybe he should be in line, so he can be push and be like others.

For the two consecutive days, he look at the different areas of, it.

Things look pretty the same but feels different.

He was staring at a particular space when slowly he felt warmth inside, grinning to himslef .

Then 'thenew' entered and snapped him, giving that disgusted look.

Dear, you dont know the past...our past which you never get to enjoy nor know the meaning of working-together.

Or maybe, I pretend to acknowlegde that...tsk, Oh well.

Complicated will never get away with it but there is no other word best describe for that.

Envy. Ok, good. Atleast it's not jealousy. Yup, good.

Make the best of what you've got, people say...err ok. One thing that is nothing is enough.

He's been worried sick with the m's and the f's...for which he begs people to atleast throw their selfishness aside.

He is one who doesnt like to bring up the past when everything starts to build up and explode and his own blardy face,

but when ingnorance popped out too many times, he just can't help it. Crap with the, i can-you can't, you can-i can't.

Empathy, yes....empathy people. Practice that.

Hope that everything falls in place quickly so he can finally say, check-mate.

Wednesday, March 31, 2010 |1:31 PM

departed

Planning an event is such a ______. After endless smses, editting the fb's event, stressing out alone, delays of the timing, changing of places; farewell for the supervisors was a success? And again, though I can never be satisfied with the attendance, it was a great fun.
Oh yes, is it spring season-ish here? Because there are aloot of flowers everywhere. Like in japan sia....aahh. k tak perlu. Hahah..so yup, flowers were cluttered everywhere...so did the insects. We had to move from the shade of the tree to the standard typical s'porean hotspot; under the public shelter.

The not-soo promising weather.

So when night falls and where we pretty bored, decided to buy some stuffs from the convenient store which situated near the entrance of Costa Sands Downtown which, I will never go there anymore! Somehow our stuffs such as a lighter which can't be used, 'party-spray' which boldly stated extra 98%; lasted only a minute of spraying and our 'bunga api'(i dont know what it is in english) lasted only ard 10 seconds...... Yes, such enjoyment -_-" 10 bucks gone!

Tsk, Viona has left. So who's next? That current blardy manager is sickening to the core. Can't wait for her to leave but wait, doesnt mean that the new one is going to be any better? Let's just hope. Hmm...I don't know what is going to happen to that shop. It's kind of sad though. It's either time to let go, upgrade or shift. And i'm not good at any.

Love the moon on that day.

and everything falls apart...