to you.

For all we've been thru, i was confused.

Not understand, i chose to sit a side waitin for rescue.

i really not stop for losing, but nothing.

Rather i wait to meet you, again.

Moment with you, once has turned wrong.

Now, a brand new u r better.

For you, i've stopped.

Now then i realised, it was a pause.

Cos i'll go again, for you.

my head cracked.
my ears never stop receiving all the time.
good job there.
i wish to stop seeing, but my awareness stayed Green.
i've wanted a rest, mentally, wanted to hit a fullstop.
Seriously, i must state that it is hard to explain.
Because troubles, they stacked.
i don't get it myself.
i don't know m i facing their front.
also, im sicked of trying to solve problems behind the axis.
i got a bunch of goodfriends and different kinds they are.
i love the ways they in their positions.
i have a gf, and for wellness im giving her trouble.
Currently, this is my life.
to end it, i am cracking my head n body.

've had enough.

I've seen the candle's light blown off, even with extra protections..
5am, taking bath with my light off, I realised the essential..
You search for the shampoo, you search for the toothbrush..
Yet is hard to aim, when applying the toothpaste..

Life is happy, with the light on..
Once it is shut, I found myself merely breathing..
Pause for awhile, awaited light is on..
Yet this time I utter the damn true words..

1 step back from my 22 total steps..
I see clearer with 1 step wrong..
Cross the bridge and let the crossing welcomed by the awaiting angels..
Foe or friend, I blame no more..

today be your last day. - sad story happens and don't ignore.

if today be your last day, will your brain run as fast as a running hare chased by a leopard?

if today be your last day, what worth doing if not to feel sorry and grateful?

if today be your last day, when will you fulfill all the promises you delayed?

if today be your last day, will you finally realise the reason why people treated you the way they did?

if that day was your last day, will you still do same hurtful and harsh way you did?

if that day was your last day, will you still think that you was smart to pretend and hide every single details.

if that day was your last day, will you be having the hesitation on sacrificing yourself anymore?

if that day was your last day, will you believe that things like granted happen again and again?

if yesterday was your last day, will you grieve that you did not rather than forgot?

if yesterday was your last day, will you still blame everyone and still not wrong?

if yesterday was your last day, will you not cry making all people miss you.

if yesterday was your last day, will it be too late to bravely say "I love you, because you are ugly."

Sesame Street

ArrrRR! Love the little Cookie Monster!! So cute~

Nice "Google".

Happy 40th Anniversary to Sesame Street!! :*

I love urm.. Elmo, Cookie Monster, & Oscar the most.
Awesome! :*

You taught me

I learned to smile, when you are wild.

I learned to mix, not more than six.

I learned to let, and never to set.

I learned to treasure, as long as you are sure.

Once love was shaded, I felt like all right was wrong.

You taught: "love needs a holiday."

The rest of my love.

May you take it till the end.

Enough - of the time at penang,

Enough - adj. as much or as many as required.
In order to avoid any misunderstand, I kindly add here, the meaning of "have had enough of", which is - want no more of; tired of.
For my case, I am not writing my past four months' life in Penang as I have had enough of it. Instead of being tired with it, I have enough of my pleasure time on this used to be free duty island.
Remember the beginning few weeks were awful. I used to be so dull, thinking I wasn't being appreciated. Later on, I follow the Secret and take step to treasure myself. Surprisingly, people around appreciate me more. Still, I feel grateful. Also, i'm lucky to be granted a strong brotherhood with my one and only eldest brother there, and a trustworthy fellowship with my comrades. In fact, I feel conflicting sometimes, like I've have had as much or as many pleasure time that I've wished for. You people there that I has recognised before arrival, and new people there I got to know during my internship are not to be forgotten easily. Though four months may be like a few 100 pages out of the Dictionary, but what I would like to state is, without this 100 pages, the Dictionary will mean less and rather not a single coin cost. That's the reason why you all did great impact on me and I'm fear not to say cause you all treat good on me. Thanks to all.
I'm sorry to be bluntly stating my case. Forgive me for not learning the outspokenness of theirs.