HER Thoughts
Tuesday, September 4, 2007 / 10:23 AM
03 September 2007In the midst of our quarrel,zs: i feel that i'm not up to your expectations...
me: ...
zs: have you ever ask yourself are you up to my expectations??
me: how would i know?? you never mention...
zs: that's b'cos i do not have any expectations of you...
me: .....
In a relationship, do we need to have expectations of each other?? Having expectations seems like we are too materialistic. But on the other hand, without seems like we do not care...
PiNk_TuLiPs at [10:23 AM]
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Monday, September 3, 2007 / 5:05 PM
30 August 2007zs: okay... we'll go and open a joint a/c this weekend...
me: but something is not logical leh
zs: wat is it?
me: you haven't propose to me... then wanna open a joint a/c with me. Isn't it illogical?
zs: but... don't you wanna plan for our future?? I'm cultivating your savings habit leh...
me: ..... -_-"
PiNk_TuLiPs at [5:05 PM]
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Wednesday, August 8, 2007 / 2:32 PM
Have decided to change my blog to one that records interesting converstaions of my life...
At times, I was touched by what people around me had said..
Thus, decided to go for a change!
3rd August 2007, Saturdayzs: shall we open a joint account?
me: huh???!! (shocked with food in my mouth)
why you suddenly thought about this?
zs: no lar. i was thinking... if we wanna get married... we need a fund leh
me: but as you know... I'm still studying leh... where do i get the money to save??
zs: it's ok. Just put in $20 a month lor...
PiNk_TuLiPs at [2:32 PM]
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Tuesday, July 10, 2007 / 5:04 PM
Am sad...
Just spoke to Linda...
Realised her thinkings & perception is so different from the Linda I knew in the past
She's doesn't seems to take in anything I told her...
And is quite defensive in fact.
Saying that pple dun understand her... etc.
Somehow, I dunno who she is anymore...
Maybe she's also wondering who am I...
Realised that we were both so out of touch...
Close friends we once were...
I din know abt her health problem...
And neither did she know abt my nose bleeding problem..
All until today...
I feel sad... and I think she is as well...
Now I find her so unfamiliar...
So near... yet so far
PiNk_TuLiPs at [5:04 PM]
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Friday, July 6, 2007 / 4:37 PM
Just seen a doc from Raffles Medical.
My nose has been bleeding for the past 1 mth
Initially, it's just some tiny bit of dried blood or hair strands of blood when I clear my nose while I was showering.
I thought nothing of it.
Then, the shock came yesterday.
I was having a tiff with ZS, and I cried.
I cleared my nose with a piece of tissue...
And the next moment, I saw FRESH BLOOD on the tissue paper!!!!
I got a shock & show the tissue to ZS.
He was shocked to see that too. He insisted to bring me to the doc but it was too late to visit the clinics & I feel that it's not important enought go to the hospital.
Thus, I went to Raffles Medical just now & was referred to the nose specialist @ SGH.
Will be visiting SGH next wednesday morning.
On my way back to office from the clinic, I met my boss & my MD.
I told them abt my condition & their reaction was 'Oh. You better take care. We need you to run fast!'
I was rather disappointed.
I was telling my own/direct boss that I'm ill.
And all she said was 'Oh' without any care & concern.
It's so ironic, isn't it?
At times like this, I will wonder why are pple treating me like this.
Perhaps, I have been selfish in the past as well.
Not that I'm wanna be selfish... I just wanna stay low profile in office.
I don't wanna get involved in too much things. I just wanna do my job and go home. That's it!
It's hard. But I have to.
The past things have let me learn to restrain myself from being too involved in work.
Anyway, I can't blame my boss for having such reaction lar.
It's me who is restraining from them.
So now, I'll just do what I need to do, and go home :)
Knocking off in 30 mins... yeahhh ^_^
PiNk_TuLiPs at [4:37 PM]
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Thursday, July 5, 2007 / 1:26 PM
Wow... this is a awefully late post...
Things haven been going on well in my relationship...
But to share some good news here...
I strike 4D last Sunday!!!!
Though not a lot of $$$, but it's worth mentioning here...
Afterall, it's not about how much I win... it's the process...
The story goes like this...
Last fri, when I reach home after work...
My mum came to me and says that the Traffic Police has sent me a letter
On hearing that, I went to the table and pick up that particular envelope.
It's abt the accident I was involved last Nov... where I was knock by my some malaysian van while crossing the road...
The letter states that the driver of that van was fined $2700 plus revoking of his licence of 6 mths...
Initially, I wasn't really satisfied with the outcome...
I was hoping for his licence to be revoked for HIS WHOLE LIFE!!!!!
Well, afterall, it was his fault to have knocked me down, and yet, he turn the table around & told the police that I was doing some illegal crossing!!! On top of that, he even delayed calling the ambulance!!! That's what I'm all pissed abt.
Back to the topic, I was saying I wasn't really satsified until I heard of the sentence of the driver who knock my parents down early last year by making an illegal u-turn.
She was fined with just $200 & a deduction of 9 points.
Which means, she can still drive around the island... hurting innocent pple on the road!!
Perhaps it's because she admitted her mistake right from the beginning & did not move her vehicle after the accident (apparently, the driver who knocked me down was ignorant enough to have done that).
So, in conclusion, I was quite satisfied with the sentence given by the judge ^_^
Ok... back to the 4D topic...
As I was mentioning, I was reading the letter from the traffic police...
And the vehicle no. keeps popping out from the letter, catching my attention.
Thus, the following day, which was a Sat, I told my mum that I will be placing bets on the vehicle no. & that's when she highlighted to be on the fine amount.
I was think 'well... since I ready placed bets on the vehicle no., I might as well buy the fine amount as well... just in case'
Thus, I spent $25 juz place bets on these no.
The good news come on Sun, when I was playing games my bro's PSP and my mum pratically RUN to my room, asking me to go to the living room.
Therr I was and she pointed to the tv, showing the teletext page.
I browse through the nos. and did not ring a bell on anything.
Alas, my mum couldn't stand it, and say the 4 digits out '2700'
The very moment, I was like 'Oh my GOD!!!! We strike!!!!'
And I start calculating how much I won, etc.
I won $540 in total... which I will use to pay my mum for my course fees.
Now I understand why my parents are so crazy abt 4D & Toto.
It's not abt the prizes that they win.
It's the feeling!!! The feeling of excitment when you know that you have won the prizes...
Labels: 4D, accident, sentence, Strike, Toto, traffic police
PiNk_TuLiPs at [1:26 PM]
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Wednesday, May 30, 2007 / 11:49 AM
Dear diary,
I'm very upset now... :'(
Really very upset...
It's about the leave that I wanna take to study for my exam
I'd just seen my boss to sign my leave form...
And guess what??!!
She actually wanted me to come back to office for half a day ON the week of my exam!!!
And that's like 2 days b4 my exam!!
Reason being our schedule clashes with each other's.
She has a busy schedule from officia trips & her leave to accompant her kids since it's sch holidays now.
But what abt me??? I've given her ample notice (i've inform her 1.5 months b4hand)
And yet, such things are happening!!!
I simply find her damn selfish & inconsiderate!!!
I mean b4 i got this job, i had already stated in my resume & interviews that i'm currently studying!!!
If she's prepared to employ me, she should be prepared for me to take leave for my exams!!!
Isn't that logical???
I understand that she's really busy and the fact that she needs me ard in case there's any urgent matters..
But... isn't it a basic courtesy to inform me- her subordinates that she will be away from office??!!
I just came to know her whole schedule TODAY!!!!
And now, all my plans were disrupted...
And worse, I've to rush the closing out my next tuesday... 2 days more for me to do so.
Isn't it ridiculous??!!!
Also, she took leave on the week b4 my exams!!!!
BEFORE!!!!
Her kids have a WHOLE MONTH of holidays...
and she choose to accompany her kids on the week b4 my exam...
Grabbing me from the chance to take leave to study for my exam for the earlier week... since she wants me back on the week of my exam!
Isn't that selfish & inconsiderate???
This is wat i feel right now:
PiNk_TuLiPs at [11:49 AM]
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