Pinkshotzxlove: 2012

Friday, September 14, 2012

Little did I know

I would be so happy, if my phone rang, and you said you're downstairs. We would sit on our favourite bench to talk till the sun comes out, and I'll lean on your shoulders and enjoy every moment of silence.

Just like before.

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Nothing ever changes

I don't know why I'm doing this post, be it whether I'm im on alcohol or not... I'm feeling kinda emotional. I miss you, A. I wonder... All these time, how is it that you can go on without remembering everything. Probably because you were my first love? I can't forget you completely. It's already a year since we've parted. I don't get how these feelings stay, and they haunt me at night. I feel so upset at times... Why did we end. You were the only one I felt most comfortable with. The only one who would give in to me with your unconditional love. Seeing you share the love you once had for me to someone else... It's a really complicated whirl of emotions. At times I feel really happy for you. She's so lucky to have you. But at times.. Deep down I wished it was me you're holding on to. Why is it when we've both matured then I realized things could have been much better. I was childish... And I never knew losing you would cause this emptiness in me. I want to turn back time but I do know it's too late. Every night I think about you before I sleep. When I look through my private albums of me and you on facebook, I'm heartbroken. I miss your smile, your hugs and kisses, I miss you telling me how much I mean to you. If I could have one wish, I would always wish for happiness. But did it ever occur to you that you're the one who made me most happy? Everytime I go somewhere, memories flood back. We've been everywhere. I want to go new places with you. I want to travel overseas with just you. Wasn't that what we planned before? Sigh. We've watched each other grow together.. And grow apart... I really want things back but it's not the time to regret now because we both know nothing's gonna change. Fuck that night. If only I went back to the Prata house. If only I didn't bus home. If only my anger didn't get the best of me. I miss calling you baby. I miss seeing you when I wake up. Although I always complain about not having a fairy tale relationship with you.. It's just words. Inside, I know you're the guy I will never want to live without. It aches so much to see that you've moved on. I thought maybe I could do this. But I realized I can't. I can't change anything now... All I can do is watch our videos and see our pictures. 18 is still a v prominent number in my life. My first love at that age, my favourite date since 180608, the only two freaking numbers that can bring such a big impact on me whenever I see it. When people say stuff like "Nobdy can replace him in my heart blablabla" I always thought it was crap until I experienced it myself. Trying to forget you for the past year... And NOTHING WORKS. Strangers again.... And we walk past each other like we've never seen each other before, but I spent the biggest part of my life with you. Funny how things changes. Funny how I feel I can never find someone else like you. I tried.... But you're irreplaceable. I hope one day I'll be able to move on like how you're doing so fine now. I miss you A. We would have been 4 years plus by now. If I ever have you back in my life.. You would be my biggest treasure. Well, if is just a fucked up word. Till then I'll just wait till this feelings fades. I hope it's soon... Cuz missing you... Is very hard for me. I'm still in love with you. Alvin Toh.

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

hong kong day 2

Walao it's like a 5 am now but I got feel to blog. Haha.

I'm screwed. Meeting Marcus for breakfast later on and I'm pretty sure I will oversleep.

Lemme think of the excuses I can give. ^^

OKAY! So day 2 we went to Tung Cheng!!! TO THE FACTORY OUTLET STORES IN CITYGATE!!

Woke up really late, around 12pm? HAHA we have no sense of urgency - LIKE TOTALLY~(In bimbo tone)

WENT TO Da Jia Le or in Canto DAI GOR LOK! (Wa I feel so pro now)

And I am not a fan of pork but everyone says the char siew in Hkg is a must try... So I gave it a shot! I mean I already tried Chou Tofu nothing can be worse.

And to my delight it was actually very tasty!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^

Headed to the MTR! We always had to stop @ Lai king to change train. I could pass off as a citizen there man I feel like I know the map of hong kong so well now. HAHAHA

MWAH <3

Travelling in HongKong is actually quite convenient! They have SO MANY EXITS for one station it is impossible to not find one at any corner of the streets. And other than the airport fees the rest of the fares were reasonable. It's about the same as the MRT fares in Singapore~

I have no picture but one thing I liked about their MTR is that the control station is smack right in the middle of the platform area. Help is always readily available!

Okay so you know the lights in Singapore appear as you reach the stops right?

In hkg, all the lights appear and they will disappear at the next stop.

So being the suaku singaporeans we are, we were like, why TUNG CHENG station lighted already? We at the wrong side ah. Looked at the MTR Map really hard and we were quite confident that we were in the right train but didn't want to take the risk of being wrong.

SO, after entering the train for awhile we exited, looking rather stupid of course... LOL~ and went to read the map again. We were like "CORRECT WHAT!" THEN Crabbie was like

"Maybe the light spoil lah. Like singapore one also always spoil one"

so me and ting were like

"Ya lor maybe hor. hmm ya i think so"

so we turned... AND THE MTR ZAO LIAOOOOOO

Lol WAITED AGAIN and took the next train and observed the lights... and after we reached the next stop we saw the lights disappear and we were like

"OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHH"

LOL

Wait for the next train means more time to take pictures! HAHAHA MAKE FULL USE OF OUR TIME LOL. This is called efficiency.

During the train ride they decided to braid my hair.

And then compared me to Princess Lea in Star Wars.

IDK WHY I STILL LOVE THEM.

I googled... and she looks like this

TOTALLY NO RESEMBLANCE. Period.

SOLLEH But more pictures~~~ ^^

Good thing about being oblivious and blur to almost everything is that I don't need to figure out the directions or keep a lookout for the stations that passed. Jadrien even warned me to NOT lead the way because he seriously doubts my sense of direction... and he wants Ting to come back in one piece. LOL Selfish idiot.

Street directions maybe I really cannot la.

BUT I MBK DIRECTION QUEEN HOR.

As in the drinking game UNDASTAND. so LAI LOR ANYBODY WANNA CHALLENGE ME

(Hahaha okay Im just kidding.... -humble-)

So, nothing for me to do... camwhore lor!

LEARNT MORE CANTONESE HAHA

Qing Bu Yao Kao Che Men

QING MO KAO GEN CHE MON

(At least this is what I think the announcement says)

The cakes at the shops in the station!!! cute max right~

WE HAVE REACHED!!!

P:S/ My phone chio right!! the crown bling sticker is only 18 hkd!!!

Oh it's actually $3.......... not rlly cheap Tsk.

The shoes chio lor. Singapore dont have so many choices one!!!

Whatsapped some for Sandy to see .... But never buy for her LOL

While I was taking this picture I noticed the salesgirl coming LOL But I really wanted to show sandy so when she told me no photography I just pretended not to understand HAHHA... I like being a tourist LOL

If you click on the pictures u can see the different stores they have there. Seriously like Gucci, Esprit, DKNY, Coach, Burberry, Armani, Dunhill, Kate Spade bla bla bla

And their goods are at least $100 below normal retail prices.

But some designs really is like er........................

No wonder need to give the FOS to clear LOL

Idk leh I think coach is for girls... LOL And guys just dont suit the coach image.

HAHA Dont mind her face LOL

Walked too long. Took a break @ Macs because my feet were hurting terribly LOL stupid heels.

Damn sad also cuz Citygate has no surrounding roadside stalls, it's more of a luxurious place. So no cheap and good food.

Well their sundae comes with nut toppings!^^

Saw the watch Marcus' bro gave us 595hkd... thats about $100 Sgd wow

Continued walking around..........

Everyone thought the Dunhill wallet looked the classiest of the lot. The burberry ones were like leather flaps. LOL.

Me and Ting didnt spend alot for ourselves but crabbie spent like $100+ sing on 2 tops from dkny or armani ah I forgot. LOL.

No money to shop there la! Haha so we left for Tsim sha Tsui!!!

The buildings are very rundown... AND WE SAW H & M WHEEEEE

Decided to go find nomz first before going to H & M!

THE FOOD LIKE YUMMY ONLY SERIOUSLYYYYY I miss hkg food~

So we just walked around, popped by random stores to hunt for cheap deals.

We couldnt find H and M so we asked alot of people for directions... how?

WE SCANNED THRU THE CROWDS......

"Neh neh!!! that woman got h & m plastic bag go ask go ask!!!"

Like so typical sia ahahahhaah

So by just seeing where their hands turn and barely understanding a word they were trying to say, we walked in to some top notch alley that's full of branded retailers. LV, Mulberry blablabla

like cool all the competitors so close to each other

Found h&m and SPENT A BOMB.

Why a bomb?

BECUZ I WILL NEVER BUY THIS MUCH IN THE SINGAPORE H N M

Kanasai stupid overseas shopping mentality.

The prices were pretty similar to Sg's h n m anyway~