I am always by your side ; shattered dreams

Apr 24, 2011



Well, did not really go out for shopping up till today,
and still in progress in arranging my sleeping time which had been screwed during holidays!
Trying my best to sleep at a more normal timing lol.

Been working for the past week,
including today, because my work includes alt sats.
This work is quite okay for me,
purely data entry which is totally not stressful.
Just a little boring at times.

There are a variety of food there,
so during lunch I have not much trouble deciding what to eat ^^

Colleagues are quite okay too,
most are pretty quiet though, so kind of doing own things.
My mentor is also quite a nice lady, taking care of me and guiding me through.

Well, pure data entry is only for 3 months,
before I head on to learn more in-depth about being an operation assistant in End July/Early Aug.
More "adventures" are awaiting me after 3 months!

Today went to rent graduation robe,
and took some photos too together with Eline.
Unfortunately, feng,cw and felix were unable to make it in the afternoon to have lunch together.
After that went to TM for lunch @ Hans.
Ate my favourite Aglio Olio and she had fish n chips ^^
Then we headed home,
I had a nap and went out with mum as usual. =)

*suffering in silence...

Apr 12, 2011



Went to sign a contract today. (1-year contract)
The position I was offered was:
Operations Assistant in Singpost HQ.

Although I am starting work on Monday,
I still feel it unbelieveable that I am really entering into the work life.
Probably because I am still in the "holiday" mode.

Well, I have to face the new challenges that awaits me!
The new experiences that I will learn, etc.
Hopefully things goes well for me. ^^

*suffering in silence...

Feb 5, 2011



Had quite a lot of fun during the 3 days in a row during CNY =))

CNY Eve :
Went for reunion dinner together with uncle & closest cousin.
Ate at tamp 1's "Dian Xiao Er",
we had yu sheng, shark's fin soup, roasted duck, prawns, fish, and glutinuous rice. =)
However the service was not very good because they keep wanting to clear the tables as soon as possible,
and everyone was very rush. Coming every few minutes to ask for clearing of plates.

After the dinner we originally thought of going to chinatown for a drive around,
but we dropped at one area and started walking around there till around 12.10am.

Then went to cousin house and watched tv till 3am we walked home from their house.

Day 1 :
Cousin picked us up from our house at around 5pm+,
went to visit my grandma, and stayed there till around 8pm or so.
My grandma is blur! Almost could not recognise me initally when we went two weeks+ ago only.
Was pretty surprised, probably due to me having deeper make-up on haha.

Then we had indian cuisine nearby the area,
headed to their house after that and stayed there till 1am+ and walked home again.
First time tried a small glass of white wine but it was not that bad, tasted a little like vinegar.

Day 2 :
Probably a more interesting day today.
I walked over to cousin house first at around 2pm.
Takeaway some indian cuisine (again) to have lunch together.
Around 3pm, 2 other cousins came to visit my uncle.
The older cousin brought her baby (my nephew) along too. Cute ^^

The 2 other cousins left at around 3.30pm+,
then I left with this cousin to visit another aunt of mine,
after visiting headed to 2 of my cousin's friends to have some dinner & and collect hongbaos*wink

At the first friend's house, I just watched tv and had light dinner.

At the second friend's house,
I had dinner again, watched tv a little,
then went to her second friend's room to watch movie,
and played some blackjack 21, accompaied with some red wine.
My cousin, though a heavy drinker,
kept telling me not to drink too much ( I did not intend to anyway ).
So some of my "losses", my cousin helped me to drank.
I had a few sips and mouthful, but around half a glass I guess? Or lesser.
But this was my first time I drank so much in my entire life.
Not bad too, it is not very bitter. I did not get drunk, felt very normal still.

For both of her friends, the parents were very friendly too.

Stayed there till 10pm+,
then my cousin drove me to her house to relax before going home.
Watched some canto drama at there a little while my uncle and mum chatted.
Went home at around 2am, she was going out and we had a lift home.

Day 3 :
Went to godmum's place at around 9pm+.
Had a chat with her for some time, and my niece came home.
Then played blackjack with her and her great grandmother,
betted $1 each round, haha, was very fun.
After that godbro woke up, then watched tv together with him.
Took bus 69 home around 11pm+.

Day 4 :
Went to Jiahui's house.
We "lao yu sheng", then had lunch there,
took some tibhits and half piece of bakkwa.
Had a chat with her family and relatives ( I was the only friend there ).
Went eastpoint after that, trying to find a gift for mich's bday.
Her bro and cousin and nephew came along too, haha
and her bro treated us bubble tea ^^

After some hunting, we headed back to her house,
then played dance battle on her XBOX,
initially was pretty paiseh when dancing in front of her relatives,
but slowly I got used to it and enjoyed it.

Then after that around 7pm+,
went to study MMNS and netsec together with Flora.
Both of us ate aglio olio at Hans ; simei ^^
Then we sat there to study till 10pm,
thankfully the people allowed us to study there, which is good.
Took a lot of photos too, haha so random la, but most photos came out nice.

Ending here le ~

*suffering in silence...

Feb 3, 2011



新年快乐!万事如意!
Wishing all a blessed Chinese New Year!

*suffering in silence...

Feb 2, 2011



"When I am missing you, I really hope you miss me too.
Missing you could turn from pain to pleasure if I knew you were missing me too."

I really really wish,
That time would just stop at the sweetest moment.
The sweetest memories that I had once before,
The love I had was filled with joy and happiness,
and will never be forgotten.

Would you ever know what is inside deep of my heart ??

*suffering in silence...

Jan 12, 2011



Why am I still wishing for miracles?
Even though the hope seems to be "inflactuating"...

Sometimes I just wish to go back to the past,
where all my unforgettable memories hold.

It seems just like yesterday when I suffered a cut,
where the blood keeps flowing,
and the wound not healing properly.

So near, always by my side,
but at times it seems so far away too.

I believe time will tell me everything,
perhaps now just secretly hoping for a miracle to happen.
Leaving things the way it is.

*suffering in silence...

Jan 6, 2011



Today had a great time with sec clique!
had a heavy dinner at Magic Wok ; downtown east.
chatted about several things that we got to catch up!
after that we caught the movie The Tourist and went home.
Been long since we last met up as a group of 4, so fun today ^^

*suffering in silence...