We quarreled this morning!
Its norm for couples to quarrel, but this time I felt it's different.
Maybe it's PMS.
It started like this:
... I usually don't listen to him when he is talking, I don't know why I just switched off. (Maybe what he talked about is repetitive and boring) Then as I was looking out, I saw an airplane.
Ah... I started day dreaming that I am on holiday... In fact, I told him last year that I am really looking forward to an holiday with him. But, till today there are no discussions / decisions made. This made me MAD. Well, it made him MAD too as he found that I wasn't listening to him. I told him I saw a plane, that made me think of traveling. He told me there is no way to travel now. This made me heat up ok! I shot back at him and said that if he had made plans last year, we would be a step closer to our OBJECTIVE (travel)! But we have done nothing, and that is equivalent to ZERO step closer to travel.
Well, it's not that I don't know we have debts to pay, I didn't ask to buy tickets now. All I ask for is some form of planning, at least I know we will be holidaying sometime later. I don't know what is he waiting for. Toto? 4D? All I can say is keep dreaming.
