Maybe camp wasn't such a good idea at all...

And I think I'll go use my other blog. I give up with this one. Too many people know about it.

Feels like I can't speak freely anymore.
If you get what I mean..



This is faaaantastic. I've no idea who reads this. So I'm gone for gooood. Plus I just found out two more people who know my url. And I've no idea how they found this stupid blog. But what to doo.

GOOOOOODBYE BLOGGERRRR. For real.




I'm holding on, waiting for your call.
It's simple, but I can't explain this.
I'm sinking down; I feel like I could die.
I'm falling off; I don't know why.

I still believe it when you say
It's another perfect day,
Another perfect day.
I still believe it when you say
It's another perfect day,
Another perfect day.

So I might try to leave it all behind.
I know tomorrow's not so bright now.
I'll say goodbye 'cause nothing good can last.
You wear and fade; you're nowhere fast.
But today, I don't know how to keep it all inside,
But I guess I'll let it slide.

I still believe it when you say
It's another perfect day,
Another perfect day.
I still believe it when you say
It's another perfect day,
Another perfect day.

Today, I don't know why,
I thought that it was real,
But I guess it's no big deal.

I still believe it when you say
It's another perfect day,
Another perfect day.
I still believe it when you say
It's another perfect day,
Another perfect day.

I don't know how.
I don't know how.
I don't know how to let it slide.
Another Perfect Day - American Hi Fi


Yeahh, I hope that perfect day comes.
Who am I kidding..

Rahh, lucky shit. I'm bored. Ripping music from old old CD's.
All my brother's old CD's. Hahahha, quite funny. And I'm talking rubbish again. Don't mind me.
I should really be doing my work, budden! I've gotta get nicer music to listen to. I'm sick of the old songs.


I close my eyes when I get too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope it's over when I open them
Wonderful - Everclear

I think old songs are the bestt. The new songs are just plain rubbish. All of them. Well, okay, not all of them. The ones they play on the radio. Hahah. Kiss kiss, all that rubbish. I don't think it's fit to be called music. Hahah, seriously. Ogaaay. I seriously should be studying.
Chem test next Friday, A&E Math tests this Friday and next Monday. Hurr. Screw log! Hahahah, my math is horrible noww. I don't know how to do anything anymore. And I should be mugging already. 23 days to first paper people. Buck up!
Yeah right. I'm telling people to buck up and here I am slacking and ripping music. Hurr. I've been at it for an hour already summore.
OGAAAY. I've got four more CD's and I'm off to do my homework, study, blah blah. Whatever.
GOOOOOOOOOODBYE.


Like I said, lucky shits. Yall got an update when I said the next one wouldn't be anytime soon. Hahahah.

SHEEEESH, I've been wanting to blog for so long, but apparently haven't had the time to, therefore resulting in me not updating my blog, and forgetting about whatever I wanted to say. Hoho. Blame the horrible memory thanks.

ANYWAY, I remember now. Hurrrrr. My mum's friggin annoying. And this is all my sister's fault, cause she just can't seem to keep her mouth shut about whatever time I come home. Like hellooo, okay mann. I know she's older and she never got to stay out so late, but what the heck! At least people know where I go. Not like her. And I've got tons of people reporting on me. (No thanks to my brothers. Hurr) Gahhh, I can't be bothered anymore.

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, IT'S SPORTS DAY TOMORROW. What a waste of time. I think I'll go bring my books to the stadium and study. HAHA, yeah right. I think I'll go home and sleep right after that mann. Heh, a bit random, I know. Whooooops.

Y'know whaaaaat. Y'know whaaaaaaat, I think, I thinkkkkkk, I think I wanna use the other blog. Wahahha, but it's still gonna be dead as everrr. Sooooo, I'll go make a new one. Yeah right. Who am I kidding. I think I'll give up blogging soon mann. I don't even know who reads this thing. Any tom, dick or harry could be reading this and I wouldn't even know. Hurr.

Hurrrr. Guess what, I just remembered something that's been pissing me off. Wahahahha, here we go again..
I shan't bother beating about the bush, cause honestly, it gets you nowhere.
I DON'T GIVE A DAMN WHAT MISS CAPTAIN AND VICE CAPTAIN WANNA DO ANYMORE. How bout that. Sheesh. Or is that too in your face? Sorry uhh, but I'm damn good at making people feel bad about themselves. Hoho. Well honestly, I don't give a damnnnnnn. Hurr.
But seriously mann, I don't see what's the point of me being a vice capt or what. In facttt, I shouldn't even be on the bloody team anymore. Since I don't really give a shit. I mean, who does now anyway? Well I'm sorry if I'm not as passionate about basketball as I was in sec one. But what you want me to do about it? It's those few people who've been driving me away anyway. And face it, I'm I know I'm not the only one who's had these feelings. And I've even been contemplating quitting by the way. It's a screwed CCA. Seriously screwed. Ever since it came to our batch, it's been screwed. Hurr, and I hope none of the juniors are reading this, but in case they do, PRETEND YOU DIDN'T READ WHATEVER I TYPED. Sheesh. Actually, I think it applies to whoever is from basketball and is reading this. (I should really type these things somewhere else) What the heck! I can't be bothered anymore. But it just bugs me that I'm a vice captain and I can't do anything, because all the decisions made are made WITHOUT me. And to think they said that we'd alternate our study days with trng. HELLOOO, people need to study, not everyone is born a genius. And that was especially meant for Miss Captain. Hurr. So much for that! But really mann, I'd appreciate it if everyone had a say in decisions. So instead of what yall think is best for the team, make sure everyone's agreeable on what you wanna do, cause if no one's agreeable, then what's the point? You're just gonna lose everyone's respect, cause you dont' even consult them. And I still take it as we're all equal. So what if you're captain or vice? It doesn't mean your' better. It just means that you're supposed to take the lead, not boss people around. Which apparently is what yall are doing.
AHH, what the heck. I can't be bothered.
ANYONE GOT A CCA FOR ME TO JOIN? Hurr.

I give up mannn. I'm flying off. TILL NEXT TIME, (which won't be anytime soon), GOOOODBYE.


P.S. Bernice and Cheryl, at this rate we're never gonna get to talk. Hurr.

Oh poop. Camp's over. Which camp? All the camps. Damnit. I'm supposed to be doing work and what am I doing here? Gahhhh. This blog needs updating. I don't trust this blog. I think I should use the other one. Budden! The other one has no tagboard. Ahahha, omg, I'm kuku already. Sorraye. I know, I'll leave this here and go post on the other blog. Ahahah, yeahh mannn. I'm gooood. (Not).


Student leaders camp.
Seriously, I didn't expect it to be fun at all. Well, guess I was a leeeddle beet wrong. But just a leeeddle. And guess what, my memory is failing me again. Cause I can't remember nuts. It all just doesn't make sense to me. In fact, nothing's making any sense at the moment. Screw you brain. Please get me a new one for my birthday. Whoever, wherever, however. Hurr.

Anyway, all I remember is them waking us up at 3.45am in the friggin morning, then having a change parade (STUPID GUIDES THING). Then playing games. Omg. Friggin retarded, I swear. Then playing games, them splashing coffee all over us. So stupid la. They could've at least warned us not to wear our pe attire. Or told us that we were gonna have coffee stained pe shirts. Now I've no pe shirt to wear and I have to buy a new one. Stupid school. Only know how to drain people of their money. Hurr. Then playing the stupid train chair game. The one where you have to cross frmo somewhere to somewhere else, without touching the floor. So dumb. Then the chairs were full of coffee, and I slipped, and the friggin chair left a friggin ugly bruise on my leg. It doesn't even look like a bruise to begin with. Hurr. They still can make us go run around the track piggy backing someone. For eight friggin rounds. But we all cheated la. It's really ridiculous. And that caused a major muscle ache. And just in time for CYF camp too. I couldn't even lift my damn light bag after the rounds la. Friggin retarded, I swear.

Moooving on!

CYF Camp.
Hmmm. Okay, I've really no mood to reflect on it. Cause something's seriously bugging me. And guess what Deborah, you're gonna get yourself hated. Gahhhh. Like they say, what goes around comes around. Retribution? Okay. I bet no one gets what I'm saying. 'Cept... I should just shut up, really.

Y'know, if the sec three's didn't go, there might as well not be any camp. Cause really (surprisingly), the turnout was pathetic. There were more leaders than participants. I really didn't expect that to happen. Hahah. My post is kuku. I pressed something and all my fullstops are on the left of my paragraph. Oh well. Ooh, look I got it back. Okay. I'm practiclly talking to myself. Sheesh.

Okay. So, the games were fun, but exceptionally dangerous. Considering the number of people that were injured at the end of it. You see that mr games i/c? Hoho. /: Ogay, I'm still feeling shitty. Sorry.

Anywayy! Camp was damn damn damn damn damn (I could go on forever), slack. Compared to Student Leader's camp. Which was damn shit. Most of my free time was spent writing letters/notes. And I've still got cheryl's letter to reply. And I'm sure there are more coming. Gosh. I need new pens. All my pens dissappeared during camp, if not, they ran out of ink. Hurr. I should really be doing my homework, but my brain's still not functioning.

Washing of feet. I think the most memorable part of camp. Mmhmmm. And I'm very thankful for friends. Whether I'm close to them or not. That's why you should stop talking about people behind their backs. Cause it only causes trouble. If you ask me, keep it to phone calls and face to face talks. Not even msn or msges. GAHHH, I'm gonna throw my phone away mann. Cause me so much trouble. Budden, it's my fault too. Hurr. Oh shut up and do something about it deb.

And obviously I'm in no mood to go on. This is ridiculous. Letters! I'm waiting for them. From whoever. Bernice, you're one of them. Hahahah.



And I swear, my siblings are friggin annoying. I can't do anything in peace. And there's a mountain of work waiting for me. I'm off to TRY to do it. I needa stop procrastinating. And woah, a proper post in one million years. Go deb. Wooooo.

SCREW IT.

Woahh, y'know. Deborah is damn lazy to update her blog.
It's been how many million years since I've posted something? Even then, it's only been lyrics. Hahaha. Anywayyy, over the time I haven't blogged, so many things've happened la.
Adventure camp, Fast camp. I can't remember. Cause the only thing I remember now is camp.
Adventure camp was faaaaaaaaaaaaaaantastic. Though I'm not missing it half as much as cheryl. Hurr. They should've made it longer!

24 hour fast camp.
I expected more out of it, but it was horrible. It was absolutely BORING.
Whooops. But seriously la, the P&W wasn't fantastic. The guy couldn't even sing properly. They didn't even know how to sing the song. And the best part, they still can tell us, "Singpore's catholic society has a lack of musicians" Or something to that effect anyway. Hahaha. So dumb la! Sheena was practically asking me to piggy back her the whole two days. But it was fun teasing her about... Ahahaah, whoooops! (;

I'm waitingggg for the march hols. Not much of a holiday really. I'll be at camp all five days. How stupid is that. 10th - 11th March - Student Leader's Camp. 12th - 14th March - CYF camp.
Byebye holidays!
Time to put my time management to the test. I've got to finish all my homework byyy this sunday! Including holiday homework. Really, there's no holiday. How stupid is this mann.

Hey Smelllies!
How's the New Year coming along.
I hope you're fine miss!
You've caught the bug! The hidden msges bug.
Yeah! Go Me!
Outing soon! Lunch Soon!
Yeah Everything soon! Whoooo!
We'll do good in our academics this year.
I'll go receive honours day with you next year okay!
Top in class! Ogay!
Its time you updated this blog of Yours by yourself.
Its so dusty. And boring and dry and dull and not updated!
Happy Chinese new year! I want my angpow!
Red and filled with money please!
Stop blogging lyrics la. I'll sing 'em to you the next time i see you then you know!
Moooo. Don't dream in class no more!
I'll catch you soon!
Goooooonight!

Passion in my eyes, I lived it everyday
But how could you go and throw it all away?
In my dreams it's me and you, it's there I saw it all come true
As time went by faith in you grew, so one thing's left for me to do
I'd really appreciate it if you could stop treating me
I feel it burn inside, burn in me like the rising sun
Lifted into the sky, took away the only thing I loved
I know after tonight, all your power crumbles in my arms
So don't worry, I'll be fine, when my life ends I'll leave this scar
like your maid/servant/whatever.
And I fell down, I need you here
Every note and every word
Seems so hard to take
Find me, I’m desperate
It annoys me. A damn lot too.
A smoking gun in hand, now don't you realize what you've done
Put a bullet in his back, your hero since you were so young
How could you kill the man, who brought salvation through your pain
He must mean everything, to end it all in this shameful way
I really hate it when you just keep whining
Passion in my eyes, I lived it everyday
But how could you go, and throw it all away?
In my dreams it's me and you, it's there, I saw it all come true
As time went by faith in you grew, so one thing's left for me to do
and smack me when I don't wanna follow you somewhere.
I started here so young and helped you get along
Just did it for the love, and people healed through us
Don't live your life in vain, don't take it out on me
You're cracked, so just remember, I'm not your enemy
I don't deserve to fall this way, by a man who felt betrayed
I'm not a fucking dog damnit.
I felt so down, now you're around to rescue me
Every note and every word, I'm listening
Sometimes problems seem too deep to take (Too hard to take)
Sometimes I cry thinking my future looks so bleak
And you have a spine for a reason, so stop leaning on people.
Finally, together we were destined
I know what's best for us in the end
Someone hear me, someone stop me
Someone listen, why aren't you listening?
Let me tell you, it gets fucking annoying.
Passion in my eyes, I lived it everyday
But how could you go and throw it all away?
In my dreams it's me and you, it's there I saw it all come true
As time went by faith in you grew, so one thing's left for me to do
Plus people are aching from training.
In my dreams it's me and you, it's there, I saw it all come true
As time went by faith in you grew, so one thing's left to finish you



Stop being so self centered damnit.

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