Frozen

Monday movie night

I was really frozen in the theatre, anyway. It was freezing but the songs kept me sitting through the movie. I really love musicals, theatre musical, movie musical, and animation musical, I love it all! I like how songs bring out the crescendos of emotions and lead me deeper into the character's thought processes.

'Frozen' has an interesting plot and the songs make it even better! It's the story of a princess, Elsa, who possesses cryokinetic powers, and she accidentally hurts her younger sister, Anna, one day. So, her parents told her to conceal her powers and shut all doors in the palace. And the story begins...

I particularly love this song "Let it go". I love how the song brings the listener through a saddening scene of her leaving her palace, and it brightens up into her accepting who she really is and discovering the limits of her power, but ended with nonchalance and a tinge of sadness.

It's a pity that the ending is such a rush, when everything just happens so quickly that things doesn't make sense anymore. The sword breaks when it tries to cut through ice. Suddenly, the snow storm cleared when Elsa thought Anna was dead. So coincidentally, all the characters were around the same place. 

Reflection

Could there be anything that I might be concealing because of social pressure or even self-induced pressure? 

Hmm... Maybe... Sometimes I thought of some verses or how God will think when I'm out with my friends or colleagues, but I choose to keep it within myself and not voice out. Probably because I don't want them to think of me as being religious or afraid of the change in mood after saying it. I guess I need to "let it go... let it go... can't hold it back anymore... I don't care what they're going to say." haha!  

What if I can choose a superpower, what will it be? 

The list: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cryokinesis#Origins

I can't decide between telepathy, time manipulation and invisibility. 

Telepathy: I can know exactly what people are thinking and I can communicate with them without words.

Time manipulation: I can slow down time when I'm with my favourite people, like Serene! 

Invisibility: I can know what people are doing when they're alone. 

So interesting! What will your choice be? 

Quarter Century!

Hello 25! Time has passed in a flash, as always. And I saw this quote at the back of a mini ‘lock-kok’ van today – “Age is not a number, it’s how you feel.” Yea, I think I’ve gotta look beyond the number and

I actually feel pretty good about my 25^th year! I think it’s gonna be exciting with my upcoming new house, my without-supervision therapy sessions, my kinda-bonded youth cell, and my new zone cell with my good friends all inside! I’m looking forward!

Just to share an amazing time when God comforts my heart…

When I was looking back at 2013 one day, suddenly a thought came to me and it was so awful. A voice was telling me that I’m lousy and I haven’t been at my best in 2013. I was sulking about it. Then my cousin asked me to search for his baby picture, and I began to flip through my old photos. And I found lots of cards that people wrote to me, each thanking me for blessing their lives somehow and sending me their best wishes.

There was a handmade 2006 scheduler with many of my JC friends’ baby photographs (some naked, some taking their baby steps, some just flashing their smiles). They knew I love young children and decided to make me love them more by showing me their baby photos. But they didn’t know I already love them for who they are. :)  

There was another handmade booklet/diary for me to jot down my daily journal when I was in Shui for 2.5 months. It was a trialing time for me as I struggle with homesickness, finances and loneliness. But all the photos of my ‘C girls’ and funky messages at the sides were the very significant strings that I held on to during those days. I shouldn’t say that the Shui experience was totally bad because when I was reading what I wrote, I found myself marveling at God’s creation or His works of blessings almost every day! Between some pages were snippets of drawings by the kids or youths and they want me to keep them and bless me with it. I was drawn to the simplicity of life there… And I’m missing it. I think I’ll go back one day. Maybe in 2015!

Then, there were 2 big cards made of drawing board for my past birthdays. One by ‘C girls’ when we were like in our teenage years. Those were the times we made time to create handmade cards and there was so much sincerity in that big card. I think I lost it too. The other handmade card was done by a little mischievous boy, my cell member then. For a year, I volunteered to take up the sec 1 boys cell! I think I was crazy! I didn’t know how I survived through that year! During cell, I was mostly angry and frustrated. Tried to be fun with them (they were boys after all), but I think I couldn’t take it. I still prefer the warm and cuddly girls cell where we cry about broken friendships or bad results and share deep about relationship with God. But I remembered being very touched receiving this card from him. It was a big Garfield drawn on the cover and coloured. And inside was just a few words ‘Thank you Shumin for teaching me. Happy birthday!’

I know my identity in Christ, but it’s really nice to be appreciated for who I am. I guess everybody needs a bit of that. And without these people,

•          I wouldn’t be a ‘C girls’ member (we named ourselves that because all our surnames begin with ‘c’)
•          I would be the only girl in a F. Maths-Maths C-Physics class (there was only 5 girls in my class)
•          I would not be the only female cell leader leading a boys cell
•          I wouldn’t be who I am today.
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After cruising through 2013, I think 2014 is a year when I’ll soar! :)

The best is yet ahead!