Sunday, October 03, 2010
PERHAPS I'LL MAKE MY OWN TUMBLR. :)
"After all, what was more important, in the end, than love?" 2:20 PM.
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
DIVORCE. A word sacred enough to tear everyone apart. The truth beneath it is much more hurtful as the way it is percepts on. Behind every divorce comes a broken love story. Behind a broken love story comes from negative mentality. Behind a negative mentality comes affecting parties of the family tree. Behind those affected, fear spreads to their minds. Behind those fears comes with tears, blames, lies. Behind those tears, blames and lies, people began to not know who they really are. It all comes from a simple word call "DIVORCE". Broken houses, broken lives. The cause of divorce is all because of EGO. I've seen one for my very eyes. and i do not wish to see another coming. it is painful for me to bear. Please, melt your hearts away and forget everything. That's the only way to prevent that sacred word from entering into your lives. Please. I'm begging you.
"After all, what was more important, in the end, than love?" 1:24 PM.
"Fulfill what you desire most instead of ignoring it. The more you ignore it, the more you yearn for it. The more you yearn for it, the more you think your happiness isn't fulfilling enough. That's just the rule of life people." - anonymous
I find this outmost true in my life and perhaps to the rest of the world who keeps yearning and not acting on what they want, hoping, their desires will come for them. I'm gonna stand up, dare myself up and fulfill what I really yearn, desire. I've learned that its not the matter of how many failures you've made that makes your life. Its the right strategies you used that made you achieve what you want that shapes your happiness.
So what are my desires? One of the desires I've always wanted is to pamper my love well, give the outmost love, hugs and cuddles and care and support whenever, wherever. This is gonna be my commitment now and I'm gonna fulfill it. Watch me reach to the top!
"After all, what was more important, in the end, than love?" 11:32 AM.
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
I think i lack of the art of appreciation. i think fear is overcoming me. i think i need to google my mind for some answers. right here, RIGHT NOW!
"After all, what was more important, in the end, than love?" 9:11 AM.
Sunday, September 12, 2010
I have a problem. And the problem is ME! What an effing frustrating problem!
"After all, what was more important, in the end, than love?" 10:29 AM.
Saturday, September 11, 2010
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all!
2010's raya has been very blissful and meaningful.
Many unfixed bonds has been fixed. Syukur alhamdulillah.
Many laughters and stronger bond, together with newer ones has been seen, done and made.
For so much of those, one of the saddest moments are always the ma'afan part.
After much dramas of them, it hit me hard immediately one some things.
I started questioning myself on this.
"For those who cried, were they crying out of guilt, sadness of the wrongdoings they did for/with the elders, or were they crying out of syukur for/of/with their parents for their upbringing and for the blessings they have given to the younger ones?
And for those who didnt cried, were they not crying because they were ignorant enough that they have sins to their elders yet not wanting to admit it or were they content enough for what their parents have done for them and that they feel that, not hari raya is the time to cherish them but each day?"
When I applied this question on myself, I've realised i almost tear when it comes to my grandmom's mom's side as i was too far from her and i feel guilty for always procrastinating myself by giving myself excuses for not visiting her whenever i could. As for the maternal side, I feel blessed that I am able to maintain our relationship and cherish her each time I'm able to meet her, which derives me not to tear.
I believe our hearts speaks the truth and always the truth if we are able to know where our hearts and happiness lies in the first place. Therefore, at this point of situation has always been my turning point to reflect fully on how i could change things better and how i could appreciate myself for my efforts and the rest.
Insya allah, i will be able to balance everything out although it requires much effort, thought and trial and errors in life. Besides, blessings comes from family.
"After all, what was more important, in the end, than love?" 2:12 PM.
Thursday, September 02, 2010
I told myself to cry when there's meaning to it.
So, what's the meaning to it?
"After all, what was more important, in the end, than love?" 10:29 AM.
Sunday, August 29, 2010
I got this picture from a friend's friend tumblur.Somehow it portrays my goal of how far it is still yet. That light to PARADISE. That's it. PARADISE. Where my happiness, which i defined it, is exactly where I want it to be. Insya allah i could make it through.
"After all, what was more important, in the end, than love?" 10:27 AM.
